yearly summary · 2017
2017 summary
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Overview
The 2017 recordings are largely Daniel's personal commentary on appearance, thinness, mixed-race identity, DNA results, childhood bullying, and a varied work history including unemployment, a failed eBay business and petrol station work. He repeatedly answered online criticism of his looks, dating and conduct, and described social anxiety, loneliness, low motivation and depression; in July he clarified that a video title listed reasons against suicide rather than a plan.
Source recordings (32)
- MY DNA RESULTS - Ancestry composition of a mixed race person
- Why is skinny-shaming OK, if fat-shaming is not
- My First Crush
- Why I got banned from selling on Ebay - How not to run a business!
- I translate Hentai
- I got fired over TEA!
- Nightshift at the Petrol Station - Vlogging at work [0frp1tHu7ek]
- I'm lazy and have no motivation
- I hate my coworker
- Things I hated about working at the petrol station
- My boss found my YouTube channel
- A traumatic and humiliating childhood experience
- I was physically abused by a blonde white girl.
- Growing up as mixed race in England - Racism and Bullying
- How being unemployed affected my mental health [p4dIhlJA9f4]
- I wet myself in japan
- Ordering food in Japan when you have Social Anxiety
- 3000 calories weight gain challenge
- Why I don't post on the r_hapas Subreddit.
- Some people ACTUALLY think I'm a girl
- Birthday Parties Terrified Me - Social Anxiety
- Why I haven't killed myself yet
- Guy that prank called my work and doxxed me reveals himself
- I was beaten up by a girl. [zyup4_DotE4]
- I got fired over TEA! [kEbj-hX8KpA]
- My first sleepover
- I'm lazy and have no motivation [zuDL_4636VI]
- Welcome message for new subscribers + Thanks George
- How being unemployed affected my mental health
- EVERYONE HATES ME
- 2nd week of unemployment
- 1000 subscriber special Q&A video!
A long-distance relationship with a Japanese woman ran from early 2017 to mid-year: Skype calls, an April trip including meeting her daughter, a pregnancy scare with a negative test, growing doubts, and a Skype breakup by June, when Daniel said he was giving up on Asian women.
Source recordings (26)
- My girlfriend is the most boring person in the world
- My girlfriend wants me to move to Japan and marry her
- Life Updates - My Girlfriend, My Job, Happiness
- My Skype Girlfriend wants to have my babies!-_AH26EORXw
- I broke up with my girlfriend
- I feel lonely and desperate
- Becoming a step dad
- i'm shitting myself about going to Japan (i might delete this)
- My Girlfriend is still using Tinder...
- I'm just looking for love
- I may have impregnated my girlfriend
- My girlfriend took a pregnancy test
- I don't have the guts to break up with my girlfriend
- I think my girlfriend is trying to emotionally blackmail me with her daughter
- I met my girlfriends daughter
- Japanese women cheat ALL the time
- She lied to me this whole time...
- How much my 2 week romantic trip to Japan cost me
- I'M ONLY HUMAN
- I'm giving up on Asian women
- Why I haven't killed myself yet
- The French girlfriend
- I'm Leaving Japan [tqm8uSqt2-Q]
- WHY do girls do this
- I'm giving up on Asian women
- The real reason why I went to Taiwan last year
Work and the YouTube channel drove the year's changes. After a March subscriber surge and London meetup, Daniel left the petrol station in July after his boss found the channel, moved to home-based Japanese translation including adult material, and in October faced a strike, livestream restriction and demonetization waves, with partial recovery on appeal and plans to diversify platforms.
Source recordings (22)
- I used to be a woman
- 5k Subscriber Celebration Live Stream
- I had lunch with a beautiful japanese woman today
- I translate Hentai
- Nightshift at the Petrol Station - Vlogging at work [0frp1tHu7ek]
- I hate my coworker
- Things I hated about working at the petrol station
- My boss found my YouTube channel
- 1000 subscriber special Q&A video! [G0Odhcs-SZs]
- I CHEATED ON MY GIRLFRIEND -(
- I'm on PornHub!
- Introvert meets Extrovert (I met George!)
- I feel like everything i do in life fails
- Guy that prank called my work and doxxed me reveals himself
- How R hapas affected me mentally - part 2 of the evolution of my YouTube channel
- I've been banned from live streaming - FOLLOW ME ON TWITCH -(
- My YouTube channel is in danger.
- Welcome message for new subscribers + Thanks George
- GOOD NEWS EVERYONE!
- 2nd week of unemployment
- 1000 subscriber special Q&A video!
- Why I will never go back to school [eXIvOOJJ544]
From late September Daniel stayed in Osaka guesthouses, livestreaming amid loneliness. October dating produced viewer backlash, and in November he left the guest house and moved in with a girlfriend, splitting rent equally. Trust tensions over dating apps, channel burnout and viewer drop-off ran through the autumn, and he planned protective changes after telling her about the channel.
Source recordings (29)
- My girlfriend knows about my YouTube channel
- Meeting my online girlfriend for the first time in JAPAN
- My girlfriend wants me to move in with her
- Why is life so boring
- I feel lonely and desperate
- [2017-10-01] Do I regret coming to Japan Life in Japan update #2 [rfuv-dIrYWQ]
- My girlfriend doesn't want to meet me yet...
- First day in Japan - I feel so alone
- My Girlfriend is still using Tinder...
- It’s time to leave
- Erectile Dysfunction at 28
- Japan_graveyard (1)
- This is why you shouldn’t come to Japan
- Reading idiotic comments on my videos
- Japanese women cheat ALL the time
- I feel like everything i do in life fails
- She lied to me this whole time...
- Going to Dennys in Japan ALONE - Japan Vlog
- It’s time to leave [BkqFIIIMoKQ]
- Japanese apartment tour - how much does rent cost
- [2017-12-14] Japanese apartment tour - how much does rent cost [MEFyGzmyL7M]
- feeling sad and depressed in Japan [PDilw_IgQcI]
- I've been banned from live streaming - FOLLOW ME ON TWITCH -(
- My YouTube channel is in danger.
- Moving into my girlfriend's apartment
- My response to Gimmeabreakman's video about me
- I miss the guesthouse and the Canadian guy
- I got a warning about my youtube channel...
- Alone again
Privacy and harassment conflicts recur: Daniel deleted family photos and his Facebook account after identifying details were shared, and reported prank calls to his workplace allegedly linked to a Reddit poster. These claims, and allegations about coordinated flagging, remain unverified; Daniel denied claims about transmitting chlamydia and running fake accounts.
Source recordings (7)
- The twisted love triangle between Me, Persephone and Eurasian Writer
- Leave my girlfriend alone! Life update #2
- My boss found my YouTube channel
- please don't share my personal info - I'm deleting facebook
- Going to Dennys in Japan ALONE - Japan Vlog
- Guy that prank called my work and doxxed me reveals himself
- My YouTube channel is in danger.
Self-reported genital health problems recur, including a suspected yeast infection, a past chlamydia diagnosis and a later fungal infection. December also covered a visa extension, in-person viewer recognition, Star Wars opinions, Christmas in Japan and a year-end review.
Source recordings (12)
- MY FIRST CHRISTMAS IN JAPAN!
- [2017-12-31] Review of 2017 - what happened [rZQd3vza6AA]
- It's getting worse...
- Review of 2017 - what happened
- Why Star Wars - The Last Jedi SUCKED balls
- This is the most ANNOYING thing about my girlfriend
- [2017-12-01] I'M STAYING IN JAPAN! [Lef5awlaVAo]
- Reading idiotic comments on my videos
- Do I look white
- I'M STAYING IN JAPAN!
- I have a penile yeast infection
- Alone again
Themes
Appearance, mixed-race identity, DNA results and childhood bullying
Source recordings (10)
- MY DNA RESULTS - Ancestry composition of a mixed race person
- Why is skinny-shaming OK, if fat-shaming is not
- A traumatic and humiliating childhood experience
- I was physically abused by a blonde white girl.
- Growing up as mixed race in England - Racism and Bullying
- 3000 calories weight gain challenge
- Why I don't post on the r_hapas Subreddit.
- Some people ACTUALLY think I'm a girl
- I was beaten up by a girl. [zyup4_DotE4]
- EVERYONE HATES ME
Employment, petrol station conflicts, unemployment and translation work
Source recordings (13)
- Why I got banned from selling on Ebay - How not to run a business!
- I translate Hentai
- I got fired over TEA!
- Nightshift at the Petrol Station - Vlogging at work [0frp1tHu7ek]
- I hate my coworker
- Things I hated about working at the petrol station
- My boss found my YouTube channel
- How being unemployed affected my mental health [p4dIhlJA9f4]
- Guy that prank called my work and doxxed me reveals himself
- I got fired over TEA! [kEbj-hX8KpA]
- How being unemployed affected my mental health
- 2nd week of unemployment
- 1000 subscriber special Q&A video!
Relationships, long-distance romance, breakups, dating and dating-app trust
Source recordings (18)
- My girlfriend is the most boring person in the world
- My girlfriend wants me to move to Japan and marry her
- My girlfriend wants me to move in with her
- My Skype Girlfriend wants to have my babies!-_AH26EORXw
- I feel lonely and desperate
- Becoming a step dad
- My Girlfriend is still using Tinder...
- It’s time to leave
- Erectile Dysfunction at 28
- I don't have the guts to break up with my girlfriend
- I think my girlfriend is trying to emotionally blackmail me with her daughter
- Japanese women cheat ALL the time
- She lied to me this whole time...
- I'm giving up on Asian women
- The French girlfriend
- WHY do girls do this
- I'm giving up on Asian women
- The real reason why I went to Taiwan last year
Japanese and Korean learning, Japan trips and self-directed study
Source recordings (8)
- [2017-02-13] How I learned Japanese [kT7GK6CATvc]
- [2017-06-27] Why I hated working in Japan [h0HsDD-cF60]
- I broke up with my girlfriend
- The Korean girl that got away
- Why I will never go back to school
- My horrible home stay experience with a Japanese girl
- How I learned Japanese
- Why I will never go back to school [eXIvOOJJ544]
YouTube growth, strikes, demonetization, Patreon, burnout and platform diversification
Source recordings (17)
- My girlfriend knows about my YouTube channel
- I used to be a woman
- 5k Subscriber Celebration Live Stream
- Why is life so boring
- I had lunch with a beautiful japanese woman today
- I CHEATED ON MY GIRLFRIEND -(
- Introvert meets Extrovert (I met George!)
- Reading idiotic comments on my videos
- I feel like everything i do in life fails
- I'M STAYING IN JAPAN!
- How R hapas affected me mentally - part 2 of the evolution of my YouTube channel
- I've been banned from live streaming - FOLLOW ME ON TWITCH -(
- My YouTube channel is in danger.
- Welcome message for new subscribers + Thanks George
- GOOD NEWS EVERYONE!
- I miss the guesthouse and the Canadian guy
- Alone again
Privacy, doxxing, online hostility and conflicts with other creators
Social anxiety, loneliness, depression, attraction and belonging
Source recordings (12)
- I love sushi in Japan (look at thumbnail)
- This is why you shouldn’t come to Japan
- Ordering food in Japan when you have Social Anxiety
- Do I look white
- How I travel to Japan and Asia when I'm unemployed and have no job
- Why I haven't killed myself yet
- feeling sad and depressed in Japan [PDilw_IgQcI]
- My first sleepover
- Welcome message for new subscribers + Thanks George
- How to find a Japanese girlfriend
- Approach Anxiety - I tried
- 1000 subscriber special Q&A video!
Sexual health, contraception, infection treatments and a pregnancy scare
Source recordings (10)
- It's getting worse...
- Chlamydia update - 3 years of pain
- My first girlfriend - I couldn't get it in
- Why I hated having Chlamydia
- I may have impregnated my girlfriend
- My girlfriend took a pregnancy test
- I met a Japanese girl on HelloTalk
- I have a penile yeast infection
- Thinking about paying for sex
- Alone again
Moving out of the guest house, rent, living costs, travel finances and visa extension
Source recordings (7)
- My girlfriend wants me to move in with her
- Japan_graveyard (1)
- [2017-12-01] I'M STAYING IN JAPAN! [Lef5awlaVAo]
- How I travel to Japan and Asia when I'm unemployed and have no job
- Japanese apartment tour - how much does rent cost
- [2017-12-14] Japanese apartment tour - how much does rent cost [MEFyGzmyL7M]
- I'M STAYING IN JAPAN!
Gaming addiction, living with parents, not driving, Star Wars opinions and year-end review
Source recordings (6)
Developments
January 2017 recordings: Daniel began a 3,000-calorie diet experiment from 45 kg, reported no weight gain by Jan 21, reviewed DNA results, and mentioned a long-distance girlfriend in Japan with leave approved for an April visit.
February 2017 recordings: Daniel rejected sexpat and catfishing accusations, described a purchased flight and booked Yokohama lodging, and recounted earlier Japanese study, a Taiwan stay and a 2014 chlamydia episode.
March 2017 recordings: after George Trombley mentioned him, Daniel gained subscribers, travelled alone to London to meet George, accepted a Fiverr manga translation, posted a 1000-subscriber Q&A, and resolved a late-month relationship scare.
April 2017 recordings: Daniel met a Tinder match in Margate, addressed viewer backlash, flew to Japan, met his girlfriend's nine-year-old daughter in Nagano, and returned to England after an emotional airport farewell.
May and June 2017 recordings: Daniel described the Japan trip's cost and a pregnancy scare that ended with a negative test, and voiced growing doubts. In June he announced he was giving up on Asian women after seven failed relationships and reported ending the relationship by Skype text.
Source recordings (9)
- I broke up with my girlfriend
- I may have impregnated my girlfriend
- My girlfriend took a pregnancy test
- I don't have the guts to break up with my girlfriend
- I think my girlfriend is trying to emotionally blackmail me with her daughter
- How much my 2 week romantic trip to Japan cost me
- I'm giving up on Asian women
- Why I haven't killed myself yet
- I'm giving up on Asian women
July 2017 recordings: Daniel's boss asked him to remove videos and he handed in notice at the petrol station. He took on Japanese translation work and set up a Pornhub channel.
August and September 2017 recordings: Daniel deleted his Facebook account after viewers shared family details and introduced a new Japanese girlfriend met via a language app. In September his HelloTalk and LINE accounts were banned or disabled after explicit content, and he arrived at a Japan guesthouse around 2017-09-22.
October 2017 recordings: Daniel reported a YouTube community strike and livestream restriction, later reported lifted on appeal. He accepted GimmeABreakMan's criticisms and said he would stop pursuing married women on Tinder.
Early November 2017 recordings: Daniel reported mild illness after a Halloween party, late guest house rent, itching treated with yogurt and athlete's foot cream, and an equal rent-split agreement with his girlfriend, who invited him to move in. He found a Happn notification on her phone and confronted her; she said she had stopped using dating apps and deleted Tinder.
Recording dated 2017-11-22: Daniel checked out of JF Plaza Osaka, got 20,000 yen back after a 500 yen fee, cancelled two Tinder dates and planned to live with his girlfriend. By December they split ¥46,000 monthly rent.
December 2017 recordings: Daniel got a visa extension in about ten minutes for ¥4,000, was recognized by a Canadian viewer, toured the shared apartment, told his girlfriend about his monetized channel, spent Christmas in Japan, and recorded year-in-review and sexual-history livestream content.
Source recordings (9)
- MY FIRST CHRISTMAS IN JAPAN!
- [2017-12-31] Review of 2017 - what happened [rZQd3vza6AA]
- My girlfriend knows about my YouTube channel
- Review of 2017 - what happened
- [2017-12-01] I'M STAYING IN JAPAN! [Lef5awlaVAo]
- Japanese apartment tour - how much does rent cost
- [2017-12-14] Japanese apartment tour - how much does rent cost [MEFyGzmyL7M]
- I'M STAYING IN JAPAN!
- Alone again
Uncertainties & gaps
Many recounted events, including school experiences and earlier Japan trips, are undated; only recording dates are given.
Outcomes of Daniel's relationships remain unresolved, and whether his later girlfriend was actively using dating apps or had deleted accounts is unclear.
Source recordings (9)
- My girlfriend is the most boring person in the world
- My girlfriend wants me to move in with her
- I'm Leaving Japan
- Becoming a step dad
- Erectile Dysfunction at 28
- I don't have the guts to break up with my girlfriend
- I think my girlfriend is trying to emotionally blackmail me with her daughter
- Why I will never move out of my parent's house
- I'm Leaving Japan [tqm8uSqt2-Q]
The Reddit poster's claim of responsibility for prank calls and informing the employer is an allegation; how the boss learned of the channel and who made the calls are unresolved.
Tomoko's age is unconfirmed (reportedly claimed 28; Daniel estimated about 45), and consent claims, impersonator accounts and rumors about another woman are unverified.
Source recordings (7)
- [2017-11-18] Moving into my girlfriend's apartment [w4w3wrsjCx0]
- [2017-12-31] Review of 2017 - what happened [rZQd3vza6AA]
- 5k Subscriber Celebration Live Stream
- Reading idiotic comments on my videos
- She lied to me this whole time...
- why am I getting so much HATE!
- [2017-10-13] why am I getting so much HATE! [MrWLMgSlC9U]
Allegations about other creators and commenters, including Daniel's claims about The Anime Man's finances and Hollywood casting, are unverified.
Daniel's questions about mood swings or possible bipolar disorder are self-speculation, not diagnosis.
Reasons for demonetization waves, platform bans, viewer drop-off and a possible South Korea trip remain unclear.
Source recordings (15)
- I feel lonely and desperate
- I had lunch with a beautiful japanese woman today
- It’s time to leave
- HelloTalk banned me
- STOP SENDING MY GIRLFRIEND DICKPICS!
- GOT_MY_SUB_BUTTON (2)
- I feel like everything i do in life fails
- She lied to me this whole time...
- It’s time to leave [BkqFIIIMoKQ]
- Exploring_Japan_in_the_night (1)
- GOT_MY_SUB_BUTTON
- I hooked up with an American girl yesterday...
- My YouTube channel is in danger.
- GOOD NEWS EVERYONE!
- I miss the guesthouse and the Canadian guy
Whether Daniel's negative view of the guesthouse stay reflects nostalgia, and when he might return to Japan or be happier, are unclear.
The nature and origin of the infection, safety of the cream used, and cause of numbness and erection trouble are unclear.
Unknowns include whether his girlfriend will find the channel or react badly, whether his former manager watches it, the causes of his pimples and low mood, whether LINE reports came from one or several people, whether Einstein went to prison, and whether a shared recording stays private.
Source recordings (8)
- [2017-12-31] Review of 2017 - what happened [rZQd3vza6AA]
- My girlfriend knows about my YouTube channel
- Why is life so boring
- Review of 2017 - what happened
- This is the most ANNOYING thing about my girlfriend
- [2017-12-01] I'M STAYING IN JAPAN! [Lef5awlaVAo]
- [2017-12-14] Japanese apartment tour - how much does rent cost [MEFyGzmyL7M]
- Alone again
Explore this period
- monthly · January 2017
2017-01 summary
January 2017 recordings are mostly personal commentary on appearance, identity, dating and audience reactions, alongside recurring accounts of childhood bullying and a varied work history. Daniel is often mistaken for a woman, is very thin
- monthly · February 2017
2017-02 summary
Daniel's February 2017 material centres on his Japan connection: self-taught Japanese, passing JLPT Level 2 in 2009, stopping formal study after failing Level 1, and learning through anime, websites, textbooks and relationships with Japanes
- monthly · March 2017
2017-03 summary
March 2017 sources center on Daniel's YouTube channel growth and his first meeting with George Trombley in London. The meeting followed a subscriber surge from George's mention. Daniel found George's confident, optimistic manner a contrast
- monthly · April 2017
2017-04 summary
The April 2017 recordings follow Daniel's lead-up to, stay in, and return from a trip to Japan to see his girlfriend. Before leaving, he was anxious about her distant communication; a later call attributed it to work stress and child-care.
- monthly · May 2017
2017-05 summary
During May 2017, Daniel recounted a two-week trip to Japan during the hanami cherry blossom season costing roughly £3,000, covering flights, Shinkansen travel, and hotel stays in Yokohama, Karuizawa, and Chiba, along with a failed romantic
- monthly · June 2017
2017-06 summary
June 2017 recordings center on Daniel's romantic history and Japan. He decides to move away from Asian women after seven failed relationships. He cites exhaustion with emotional breakdowns, partners leaving for white men, and disappointment
- monthly · July 2017
2017-07 summary
July 2017 material centres on Daniel's independent, interest-driven learning and rejection of further formal education. He left a college computer science course after four weeks and taught himself Japanese, Korean, game development, transl
- monthly · August 2017
2017-08 summary
A recording recounts Daniel's self-described affair with a married Japanese woman he met online, including her disclosed mental health struggles and the affair's end after his return to the UK. Daniel explained his reasons for continuing to
- monthly · September 2017
2017-09 summary
September 2017 sources center on Daniel's arrival at a familiar Japan guesthouse. He packed, flew, checked in, and then reported loneliness, depression, and dissatisfaction compared with a stay seven years earlier. Several livestreams from
- monthly · October 2017
2017-10 summary
October 2017 material (by archive metadata, not verified event dates) follows Daniel's stay at an Osaka guesthouse in Japan. He livestreams and vlogs, earns money from translation, YouTube and Patreon, struggles with Wi-Fi, and experiences
- monthly · November 2017
2017-11 summary
November 2017 sources center on Daniel's transition from a guest house in Osaka to living with his girlfriend. She agreed to share an apartment with an equal rent split. He checked out of JF Plaza Osaka, recovered most of his deposit and sa
- monthly · December 2017
2017-12 summary
Early December 2017 (catalog dates): Daniel got a Japanese visa extension in about ten minutes for ¥4,000, with no interview, no proof of language school attendance and no photo needed, though he had already paid ¥1,000 for photos. A Canadi