monthly summary · February 2017
2017-02 summary
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Overview
Daniel's February 2017 material centres on his Japan connection: self-taught Japanese, passing JLPT Level 2 in 2009, stopping formal study after failing Level 1, and learning through anime, websites, textbooks and relationships with Japanese partners.
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He recounted several earlier trips and relationships: a short working-holiday stay in Japan with unhappy English tutoring, a jealous breakup with a French woman, and a Taiwan visit after romantic rejection and a tense three-week stay.
Recent plans and circumstances include a trip to Japan to meet a Skype girlfriend, which Daniel framed as a search for affection as well as sex, alongside a petrol station job that he finds more tolerable than warehouse work.
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Recurring personal themes include social anxiety from childhood, anxiety about the future, loss of motivation, a pattern of abandoning projects, and a preference for solitary work.
Daniel also shared embarrassing or health-related experiences, including a bedwetting incident on his first solo Japan trip and chlamydia with reactive arthritis after an August 2014 visit.
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Lighter material included product tests, a lens purchase and camera plans, and everyday annoyances.
Themes
Japanese learning, JLPT results and romance as language immersion.
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Work in Japan and the UK, including tutoring, convenience store, and petrol station experiences.
Relationships, jealousy, clinginess, long-distance romance and family planning.
Social anxiety, loneliness and shyness from childhood into adulthood.
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Dating strategy, privacy and responses to online accusations.
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Sexual health, medical treatment and partner communication.
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Developments
Source dated 2017-02-02: Daniel rejected sexpat and catfishing accusations, said his planned Japan trip is about affection as well as sex, and described arranging leave from work.
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Source dated 2017-02-07: Daniel described daily Skype calls with a woman in Japan, a purchased direct flight and booked Yokohama lodging, and an unanswered message.
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Source dated 2017-02-03: Daniel recounted a hidden guesthouse relationship with a French woman, a jealous breakup, and leaving Japan early for Korea.
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Source dated 2017-02-09: Daniel recalled childhood party withdrawal and a work Christmas party he attended the previous year.
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Sources dated 2017-02-13: Daniel recounted self-teaching Japanese, passing JLPT Level 2 in 2009, and later failing Level 1.
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Source dated 2017-02-14: Daniel unboxed and tested a Sony 35mm f/1.8 lens and asked viewers whether to keep using it.
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Source dated 2017-02-15: Daniel discussed buying a lens for a Japan trip and recalled a childhood crush.
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Source dated 2017-02-16: Daniel recounted a Taiwan trip: rejection, staying at the woman's family home about three weeks, and eventual departure.
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Source dated 2017-02-17: Daniel declined to share ex-partner photos, discussed his dating strategy, and addressed Paul disrupting the recording.
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Source dated 2017-02-22: Daniel recounted a difficult period teaching English in Japan, leaving early, and later tutoring in Kyushu in 2014.
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Sources dated 2017-02-23: Daniel recounted a bedwetting incident at 21 on his first solo Japan trip, and later travel that went better.
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Source dated 2017-02-24: Daniel described a Skype talk about having children and register mishearings of Apple Pay.
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Source dated 2017-02-27: Daniel recounted contracting chlamydia during an August 2014 Japan visit, treatment in Beppu, and negative tests in England.
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Sources dated 2017-02-28: Daniel discussed lack of motivation, petrol station night work, and a successful solo shift.
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Uncertainties & gaps
It is unclear whether the Ikebukuro student could not speak English, genuinely left to meet a friend, or sought a romantic partner.
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Daniel's long-term career path and suitable work remain unresolved.
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Daniel questioned whether night shifts have damaged his health.
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Refundability of the Japan flight, the woman's wishes about involvement with her daughter, and the outcome of the trip are unknown.
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Daniel wondered whether mood fluctuations reflect a chemical imbalance, need medication, or indicate mild bipolar disorder; this is only his self-questioning, not a diagnosis.
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The content of the French ex-girlfriend's messages and conversations is uncertain because it relied on inaccurate machine translation.
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It is unknown whether the childhood crush lost her phone, or how she would react to a confession.
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It is unknown whether the guesthouse ever washed the soiled mattress.
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The source of the chlamydia infection is only Daniel's guess, and whether pleasure outweighs the suffering is left open.
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Visa stamp details after Daniel re-entered Taiwan and the host's claimed ability to see ghosts are uncertain.
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Explore this period
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[2017-02-13] How I learned Japanese [kT7GK6CATvc]
Daniel taught himself Japanese without attending formal courses by using online resources, anime, websites such as yesjapan.com, podcasts, and textbooks, after first encountering the language at age 17 through Neon Genesis Evangelion. Danie
- Recording · February 2017
The French girlfriend
While living in a Japanese guesthouse on a working holiday visa, Daniel entered into a relationship with a French woman of Thai descent, keeping it hidden although other residents deduced it. Daniel experienced growing jealousy and feelings
- Recording · February 2017
My Skype Girlfriend wants to have my babies!-_AH26EORXw
Frustration centered on the design of a Star Wars cup where the logo is hidden unless held left-handed, alongside annoyance over an unscheduled ringing house phone interrupting recording. A Skype conversation with a girlfriend regarding hav
- Recording · February 2017
Birthday Parties Terrified Me - Social Anxiety
Extreme fear, discomfort, and shyness marked Daniel's childhood social experiences, such as hiding in his bedroom playing Sega Mega Drive during birthday parties organized by his mother and remaining upstairs until guests left after an alte
- Recording · February 2017
Life Updates - My Girlfriend, My Job, Happiness
Daniel unboxes and tests a squishy, color-changing silicone lamp with remotes, noting how its colors appear in person versus on camera. Daniel maintains daily Skype calls with a woman in Japan and has arranged a trip including direct flight
- Recording · February 2017
Why I hated teaching English in Japan [92LgEG6NhUw]
Six years prior, Daniel resided independently in Japan on a working holiday visa, financing life outside central Tokyo through part-time work at a Lawson convenience store, brief kitchen work at an izakaya, and private English lessons found
- Recording · February 2017
The real reason why I went to Taiwan last year
Daniel reconnected with a Taiwanese woman met years earlier on Japanese dating platforms and traveled to Taiwan for a week to meet her, but she turned down his romantic proposal due to his past departures to Japan. At the departure gate, Da
- Recording · February 2017
I have a REALLY small £#!%
Daniel has an unusually small face that garnered repeated remarks in Japan, where small faces are viewed as attractive, contrasting with perceptions in England. Having a small face caused social and dating complications, making partners sel
- Recording · February 2017
I'm lazy and have no motivation [zuDL_4636VI]
Daniel, aged 27, experiences a pervasive lack of motivation regarding employment, education, and qualifications, while possessing basic necessities such as housing, food, and a bed. His primary past motivation was sex and an attraction to J
- Recording · February 2017
[2017-02-23] I wet myself in japan [zqCOT8mPGEE]
Seven years ago at age 21 during a first solo trip to Japan, Daniel felt isolated and anxious and experienced an episode of bedwetting at a guesthouse. Out of embarrassment, Daniel quietly gathered the soiled bedding and clothes, washed the
- Recording · February 2017
Sony 35mm f_1.8 OSS lens - Unboxing and Video test
Daniel unboxes a Sony E 35mm f/1.8 lens from a difficult box, notes its compact size fitting in his hand and being slightly larger than a comparison object, tests its background blur capability, and asks viewers whether to continue recordin
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I'm just looking for love
Daniel rejected accusations of being a sexpat and dismissed catfishing concerns, stating that his upcoming trip to Japan is driven by a desire for a genuine, affectionate romantic relationship as well as sex, rather than purely transactiona
- Recording · February 2017
All my ex girlfriends were ugly
Daniel declines online commenters' requests to show photographs of previous romantic partners, citing privacy protection while characterizing their appearances as average or below average. Daniel intentionally filters out exceptionally attr
- Recording · February 2017
My First Crush
Daniel purchased a camera lens to take photos on an upcoming trip to Japan, while planning to record videos using a smartphone and provide updates from a hotel room rather than vlog in public due to framing and audio concerns. Daniel recall
- Recording · February 2017
I'm lazy and have no motivation
Daniel experiences a recurring pattern of losing motivation and dropping out of educational and creative activities, including a college computer science course, webcomics, and video games. Romantic and sexual interests served as Daniel's p
- Recording · February 2017
Why I hated having Chlamydia
In August 2014, Daniel traveled to Japan to stay with a Japanese acquaintance, arriving after flight diversions, and engaged in unprotected sex that led to both partners contracting chlamydia. The infection caused urinary discomfort and per
- Recording · February 2017
I wet myself in japan
At age 21, Daniel took a first solo trip to Japan without family, a job, or school, facing severe anxiety and isolation while staying in a guesthouse with limited flip-phone internet and sparse visits with an online girlfriend. During that
- Recording · February 2017
How I learned Japanese
Daniel taught himself Japanese by immersing himself in anime series such as Neon Genesis Evangelion, studying website lessons and textbooks, and engaging in long daily Skype conversations with Japanese girlfriends. Daniel achieved JLPT Leve