Kick Livestreams/back again 2025-11-11 06_04 [15fff459-back-again] 480p

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Where everyone tuning in from?

Oh, hey AJ.

Things going real bad on Kick.

Now

they're only paying me

$5.50 per hour. It's gone down more.

For my 5-hour stream,

I made $28. I'm broke again.

Oh God. When I thought it was bad at $8 an hour, and then I thought it was bad at $7 an hour, and then I thought, okay, $6 an hour. Now it's $5.50 an hour.

Why did I stop the YouTube streams? Because they weren't making more than the Kick streams,

and the chat was just too much yesterday.

Now I don't know what to do.

Actually screwed.

The YouTube streams get like 60 people.

There's just no way out.

Yeah,

the only hope is to make videos again and hope that something gets views, because the streams are just— the streams are over.

Streams are dead.

And streams don't magically come back alive unless you got some really good content.

That's the only thing to revive it is if, I don't know, like something crazy happened, moving in with a new girl who's on camera, like something crazy. But they'll get bored of it as well.

They just get bored of everything.

First, she's your girlfriend, and then she's got to be your wife, and then you got to have kids or you'll get divorced or you'll get— have cheat— cheating stuff. If you stop doing anything, they get bored no matter what stage you're at.

It's just impossible.

This is one constant stuff happening.

I wonder how much my new video makes,

but they only get a couple thousand views now.

Oh God, I'm actually screwed now. I really do have to get a job now.

A 10-hour stream on Kick is only going to make $55.

That's 1,400 a month.

I'm making £4.20 an hour.

The days of easy money are over.

17 hours a day.

I'd make not even 100.

Back to OnlyFans. Better get that pink dress, pink skirt.

I haven't done OnlyFans since June or July.

Yeah, it still makes a couple hundred a month.

My only hope is I do Uber Eats at my mum's house to pay for my Devon house.

I was going to do Uber Eats, but I got sick.

No, I got 40K over about 3 years.

Maybe

if I get a nice little job at a castle or something, or at the beach, wouldn't be too bad. Sell some tickets.

Just ask them to scan the card, tap the card on the payment thing.

So what I'm gonna do is next week I'm gonna go back to Devon after I see my girlfriend.

And then— wait, I need to fart.

And then

I am going to shift more attention to making videos.

But damn, I really can't afford these hotels anymore.

I felt so smug that I was making all this money and I could easily afford it. Now I'm in the same situation as she is.

So unless you want to spend the night in my car—

she lives with her parents.

I wish she had her own place. It'd make things so much easier.

I don't want to go to her parents' house.

Look at my account balance. Haha. 1,810. Market ripped. In the 1800s now.

What do you mean that's it? It was at £900 last week. It's nearly doubled.

It's just sad because without my online income, I don't really have an edge. I've always had an edge because I was able to just summon money out of thin air.

But now all I could do is make slightly above minimum wage.

But it was only ever possible because I was alone. If I'm no longer alone, I won't be able to do it.

I don't know if I've matured over the years to be able to hold a job. Like, when I look back at my petrol station years, I think, yeah, I did do a lot of dumb stuff.

Yeah, then the pool guy kind of had a point about a lot of things,

and if I just put a tiny bit more effort in, I could have carried on doing that job. I mean, no one fired me. I quit the job because I thought I could make it as a YouTuber, and the YouTube channel was starting to grow.

I'd never have a girlfriend on the channel ever again. No way.

You people are just vicious.

You find anyone's weak point and then you exploit it until you break them.

Yeah, but it's not worth views.

The views aren't enough to make it worth it.

I'd say it was worth it when I was with Chihiro, because that was pretty good money, but not since then.

Get a job at the fish and chip shop frying the saveloys.

Maybe some cute girls at the fish and chip shop suck my saveloy.

I

can't believe this kick thing just crumbled like a tower of cards.

$5 an hour.

And just like that, the easy money's gone.

I think I got to start applying for jobs when I get back.

It's £4 an hour now. I made $28 for that 5-hour stream. I would have made $40 from the 5-hour stream.

So I can't rely on streaming anymore. The only chance is if I start trying again with videos. And see if I can find something that pops off and then milk that.

And then that will die, and then I gotta find something else to milk.

It's never-ending grind on YouTube.

I wonder why that GoHerping guy doesn't make the lizard and reptile videos anymore, because those used to get him millions of views.

So I gotta start, like, either just give up and get a job, or I gotta really try with the videos and find something new to exploit.

I just start throwing everything at the wall and seeing what sticks.

Clickbait Japan videos, personal life videos are only gonna get a max 3 or 4K views.

Oh, I'm gonna vomit in my mouth.

Original content, like what?

Why I hated having chlamydia, part 2.

Head back to Japan to revive the channel and then come back and it's dead again after 6 months.

It lasted longer than I thought. I thought the kick thing would be over in 3 months or less.

Lasted

4 months. Wow.

I don't know.

Maybe I'll make finance videos. How to day trade CFDs.

Pushkin! Meow! Meow meow!

I barely have any viewers left.

3-4K viewers is not enough to live off.

That's like $20 a video.

Even if I did that every day, it would make $600 a month.

I mean, the channel never really began as a travel channel or relationship channel. It was just telling stories

and,

you know, talking about anxiety and having no dreams.

You can't make a video about that every day, though.

After 10 years, you just don't have anything left.

The milker becomes the milky.

I am milked.

I spilled all the details about Blood Bucket. It got 7K views. It made like $30.

Not even 10K. That was an amazing story.

I need 30 stories a month. Every month.

I need 360 stories every year.

It's just not sustainable.

I think it's over.

It was a 10-year, 10-year run.

Time to sell the flip.

Sell the heir and get £700 back.

Cancel the Sims.

I guess getting the air was pretty stupid.

Look,

I'll tell you one thing, if the trolls don't bot my stream Yeah,

I make $2 an hour.

Just saying that it's the trolls doing the button, not me.

But now I'm making $5.50 an hour.

Sharp Healy, they do bot my stream, but it's not me,

obviously.

Yeah, but if I was making $2 an hour, I'm not doing this. No way.

I can barely justify doing it now. At $5 an hour.

I

don't really have a choice.

I was hoping YouTube streams would make more per hour. But they don't.

It's not like I got this magical bigger audience on YouTube.

Try different things for content. Like what?

All the people who used to donate a lot disappeared.

Ripley, it doesn't even matter anymore. I can't survive off $5 an hour.

I can't live off that.

Even if I did 12 hours a day, that's $60 a day. Even if I did that every day,

that's only £1,300 a month. There's no way I'm streaming 12 hours a day. Every day.

More realistically, it will be 10 hours a day for 25 days out of the month,

which is like £950.

It wouldn't even be £1,000 a month.

Now I've got no choice but to get a job and do YouTube as a hobby.

What does WFH mean? Well, they say it's Thanksgiving next week, don't they?

Surely they can't keep the government shut down. All these people are going to be traveling to go home. They need the planes running.

They're probably gonna open it this week and the market's gonna rip.

I saw the edited clip of Trump.

Didn't they edit the speech so he says, we're gonna march on down there and then fight, but they like cut out the 1-hour pause in between those 2 sentences?

I mean, that is kind of

shitty journalism if they're gonna like twist things out of— I mean, that's what my haters do to me.

Twist stuff out of context.

Very dishonest journalism.

What do we do on weekends? Well, we usually go somewhere,

like a place of natural beauty or a venue. We get lunch.

We went to the beach.

Yeah, having a girlfriend is expensive, isn't it?

But you go into these things not expecting them to last forever, and then there will be a period of dryness. Like, I had a period of dryness April to

September. That was 5 months of dryness where I was able to save a lot of money and I was able to focus on Kick, and that paid off pretty well.

Yeah, that's what I just said, Sid Loin. I just said you go into these things not expecting them to last forever, so you enjoy it whilst you have the ability to enjoy it. I mean, if it lasts forever, great, then it means I found my soulmate, which has kind of been my goal my whole life. But if

it doesn't last forever, then I'll go into a period of inceldom and I'll be able to save up money again.

Update my savings. It's actually more now. Stock's been ripping. CFD accounts at 1830.

Stocks and shares, ISIS are at 320. Oh,

plus my car, 900, plus YouTube, 155, plus Kick, 130, plus my crypto, plus some OnlyFans. Plus PayPal, I've got 6,319.

Looking good.

Uh, yeah, I count the money in my Kick and YouTube balance as

money I've already gotten because I'm gonna get it. It's guaranteed. And if it's not guaranteed and I don't get it, then I'll deduct it. Highly unlikely.

Kick money will be paid out on Thursday. YouTube money will be paid out in 2 weeks.

I didn't think the Kick money would drop so drastically.

It was dropping like an hour. It was dropping, dropping $1 an hour every week. I think a couple weeks ago I was making $8 an hour, and then it was $7 an hour, and then $6 an hour. Now $5.50 an hour.

At some point it'll be 5 an hour and then 4.50 an hour.

I see the writing on the wall. It's time to jump ship before it's completely submerged. There's no, like, hanging on for hope anymore.

It's time to, um, move on. I'm gonna have to start applying for jobs

when I get back to Devon.

She thinks I'm a delivery driver. So I'll just get a delivery job, I guess.

And then I need like £2,000 for income tax for 2027,

and I need £700 for income tax in January.

But I'm sure my stocks will go up loads by 2027.

Mm-hmm.

I don't really know a way out apart from getting a job. If I just give up and move back in with my mum, that looks pathetic.

Maybe I'm even gonna have to commute an hour to the nearest town to do Uber Eats if that's what it takes.

I might, I might have to do that one day to test it out.

I get there and I've already used up 60 miles range,

and then I blow all my earnings charging it up again.

But I mean, I got £500 free credit I charged at the Instavolt outside of McDonald's.

Damn, market's ripping.

I'm nearly at £1,900.

That's crazy.

Maybe I can make it as a trader after all.

It's just sad because if I got a job, I wouldn't have the flexibility to just be able to come home whenever I want to. I quite enjoy this flexible life.

My only hope is I can make a comeback with the videos. And I get good at trading.

Today was pretty bad when I was like emotionally losing it.

I felt the fear.

She's costing you 500 a month?

Oh, I would happily bankrupt myself

to have my face in her buns.

But savings aren't really the problem. The issue is

income, because you could have like 100K savings,

but if you don't have the income, that's gonna fizzle away as well.

Not many viewers left to yell at anymore.

Even TB and Mummy weren't here today.

I can't stop coughing.

Oh God, I'm so tired of being sick.

Oh God,

I'll probably call it a night in 10 minutes. Gotta lock in my $5.

Do I torch myself for another hour for another $5?

No, I don't regret insulting my viewers.

I hate you.

I hate you all.

Ruined my life.

Now I'm broke. This is all your fault.

I'm not getting any money anyway. Oh wow, $150 a week. It's almost as bad as benefits.

Yeah, but I don't want to make content.

You don't seem to understand how every time I've tried to make content, it backfired in my face.

I lost people I cared about.

I got banned from things.

I blame you all for it.

I lost my Amazon Flex.

Not a single one of you said in the comments warning me that I could get banned if my mum's in the video. Not a single one of you said it.

Useless. 10,000 people saw the video and yet a single comment.

I did appeal for it. Why would I not appeal it? Obviously I tried.

No, I wrote a big email, used AI, and they just said, sorry, we're gonna stick to our decision.

Even that Chris Singh guy got banned from Amazon. I wonder why he got banned.

Where's this video?

Oh, I got suspended at Amazon for making YouTube videos.

Yeah, why though?

We're gonna have to suspend you while Amazon investigates you and to see what's gonna happen to you. So we're gonna have to take you off the schedule for the time being. And now I was like, yeah, you know, I always take personal information seriously. You're trying to leave label is shown on the boxes, I always blur it

out. You know me. Um, I guess, yeah, you know, you have to do what you gotta do. Um, keep me posted if you hear any updates. And after that phone call, I was like, damn it, just when I was about to go back on the grind. I double-checked that video to make sure I, um, blurred out everything,

you know, because sometimes I'm not perfect, sometimes I miss one or two things, but I didn't find anything. And There are some gray areas where like, like the label would be like all the way back here, so I made sure I blurred it extra. It's like you can see the label, but you can't— that's why it was

so annoying doing Amazon videos, having to blur all the labels. So I didn't bother. Uh, the other reason I got banned was because I showed the labels which had addresses on them. Really like read off of it, be able to tell the TVA numbers or the person's name or the address. And my dispatcher said the same thing,

like he didn't really see any problem with the video, so it was up to the hands of Amazon. And a week after that call, my dispatcher calls me, he's like, hey Chris, can you, um, the thing you told me about the week before about like how you take this stuff seriously, how you blur everything and stuff, can

you put that in writing, like have a written statement so I could send to Amazon? And yeah, I wrote a written statement. I was just like, yeah, I blur everything out. If there's, um, anything specifically you want to talk about, we can talk about it. I was pleading. I was like, please don't fire me from the job.

This is all I have. You know, I had to make things a little dramatic. And after writing that written statement through email, a week after that, so 2 weeks in total, my dispatcher told me I could come back. But I wasn't off the hook yet. Amazon was still investigating me. And that's where we're at today. My dispatcher

told me that Amazon still hasn't said anything. And it's still, I guess, an ongoing investigation. So I really don't know at this point. Maybe they became fans of my videos, or maybe they're trying to gather all the evidence so they can use it against me. Or maybe this video will be a reminder of like, oh wait, we

got to fire that guy. I was recommended to stop making videos, but here we are. So yeah, I'm just going to go with the flow. And if there are any other major updates, I'll keep you guys updated.

Maybe jobs should just have this disclaimer saying do not make videos if you work here. Would save everyone a lot of hassle.

Yeah, I wanked in the shipping container of Avery, not Amazon, idiot.

Well, there was no one there and I was bursting for a pee, so I went around the back of the shipping container and I pissed. And then I had my dick out anyway, so I thought, why not?

I nearly nutted, but then I heard a car engine approaching, so I quickly zipped up.

Come on, doing it in a shipping container would be hot. Can you imagine, like, the girl butt naked all over the parcels?

Would be hot.

No, I have a bunch of other secrets, but I'm not going to tell them.

Secret.

Well, my plan was I was going to quit delivery work and focus back onto YouTube because I really hated doing delivery work.

So I guess now I've got that opportunity. Now kick's out the window as well.

Now's the time. Put action words into action.

Start researching, coming up with topics.

I used to be very good at coming up with topics and making videos,

and then I got lazy.

If I can relearn that skill. The whole streaming thing really killed my video-making mojo.

I've got to try and get back into it.

Well, I'm gonna go to bed now. There's no point torturing myself for another $5.

Good night.