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my mum is upset

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  1. Why is there no sound? Oh, oh, it's because my headphones aren't plugged in. Maybe that's why. Idiot. Idiot.

    Segment details0:07–0:21 · rev_59d0ba75567a9409232dfd37296e776a_0
  2. Is this actually live? It says public. Oh well,

    Segment details0:23–0:27 · rev_59d0ba75567a9409232dfd37296e776a_1
  3. one watching, one person.

    Segment details0:34–0:37 · rev_59d0ba75567a9409232dfd37296e776a_2
  4. Is my camera frozen?

    Segment details0:41–0:42 · rev_59d0ba75567a9409232dfd37296e776a_3
  5. No, I'm moving, I'm moving, moving.

    Segment details0:46–0:50 · rev_59d0ba75567a9409232dfd37296e776a_4
  6. Play game, survivor mode. So I've been wanting, wanting to play survivor mode on this game just to see what it's like. Select set Amanda.

    Segment details0:52–1:03 · rev_59d0ba75567a9409232dfd37296e776a_5
  7. Huh,

    Segment details1:08–1:08 · rev_59d0ba75567a9409232dfd37296e776a_6
  8. so there's a leaderboard. The basement.

    Segment details1:11–1:14 · rev_59d0ba75567a9409232dfd37296e776a_7
  9. I wish I had a basement. That'd be pretty cool. How do I start it?

    Segment details1:16–1:21 · rev_59d0ba75567a9409232dfd37296e776a_8
  10. Enter to select. Amanda. She looks like a man. Is that why she's called Amanda? If I was a woman, I'd hate to be called Amanda. It's such— actually, I won't say that. There might be someone called Amanda watching. Amanda's a great name. I would name— I would definitely name my daughter Amanda if I had a daughter.

    Segment details1:25–1:45 · rev_59d0ba75567a9409232dfd37296e776a_9
  11. Ripley is not a violent person but will defend herself if needed.

    Segment details1:47–1:51 · rev_59d0ba75567a9409232dfd37296e776a_10
  12. Did anyone hear that?

    Segment details1:54–1:55 · rev_59d0ba75567a9409232dfd37296e776a_11
  13. Why is my mum upset?

    Segment details2:01–2:02 · rev_59d0ba75567a9409232dfd37296e776a_12
  14. I'm not sure. Maybe I should wait a bit until I tell the story.

    Segment details2:05–2:07 · rev_59d0ba75567a9409232dfd37296e776a_13
  15. Beer. What do I have to do on escape the area?

    Segment details2:14–2:17 · rev_59d0ba75567a9409232dfd37296e776a_14
  16. You can't actually see the game.

    Segment details2:20–2:21 · rev_59d0ba75567a9409232dfd37296e776a_15
  17. You can't actually see the game because my whole face is covering it, isn't it? Does anyone actually care about seeing the game? I don't think so. I just find it kind of awkward when I'm livestreaming and I've got nothing to do apart from staring at my own face.

    Segment details2:24–2:38 · rev_59d0ba75567a9409232dfd37296e776a_16
  18. So much easier to livestream when you're playing a game. It just— it kind of takes the pressure off you.

    Segment details2:42–2:49 · rev_59d0ba75567a9409232dfd37296e776a_17
  19. What are these?

    Segment details2:53–2:54 · rev_59d0ba75567a9409232dfd37296e776a_18
  20. Maybe I should try reading the chat.

    Segment details2:57–2:58 · rev_59d0ba75567a9409232dfd37296e776a_19
  21. Hi, yo, hi, no, hi, fat. That's great, chat. What an interesting conversation.

    Segment details3:05–3:11 · rev_59d0ba75567a9409232dfd37296e776a_20
  22. Can you make the face smaller so we can see the game? Oh, so people do want to see the game.

    Segment details3:13–3:17 · rev_59d0ba75567a9409232dfd37296e776a_21
  23. Okay, I'll make it a bit smaller if I move it like this. And then if I put it up here,

    Segment details3:20–3:38 · rev_59d0ba75567a9409232dfd37296e776a_22
  24. if I move the microphone closer— am I growing my hair out? Yeah. Is my hair getting long? I feel like you can see my scalp. Am I going bald? I don't want to go bald. No, I'm not going bald. It's just that when you have longer hair, it makes the scalp more visible.

    Segment details3:41–4:03 · rev_59d0ba75567a9409232dfd37296e776a_23
  25. Can you see my scalp?

    Segment details4:05–4:06 · rev_59d0ba75567a9409232dfd37296e776a_24
  26. Look, my scalp is completely white. It hasn't seen sunlight for 28 years.

    Segment details4:12–4:18 · rev_59d0ba75567a9409232dfd37296e776a_25
  27. Um, crop the microphone out. How do I crop? You can't really crop the video. I can move it. Oh, if I— I feel like spit— feel— I feel like being able to see the microphone is very important for some reason.

    Segment details4:24–4:39 · rev_59d0ba75567a9409232dfd37296e776a_26
  28. I need to sit more to the right, don't I? I want to sit here. I like it. Okay, what about this way?

    Segment details4:42–4:49 · rev_59d0ba75567a9409232dfd37296e776a_27
  29. That's better. Not really.

    Segment details4:51–4:54 · rev_59d0ba75567a9409232dfd37296e776a_28
  30. Why do you hope no Indians are watching? Did I say something racist towards Indian people? I don't think I did. Not yet anyway.

    Segment details5:00–5:08 · rev_59d0ba75567a9409232dfd37296e776a_29
  31. Let me get my hair out my face.

    Segment details5:10–5:12 · rev_59d0ba75567a9409232dfd37296e776a_30
  32. But when I sit back, then it goes to the left.

    Segment details5:18–5:20 · rev_59d0ba75567a9409232dfd37296e776a_31
  33. I could just move the whole monitor.

    Segment details5:22–5:23 · rev_59d0ba75567a9409232dfd37296e776a_32
  34. Okay,

    Segment details5:27–5:28 · rev_59d0ba75567a9409232dfd37296e776a_33
  35. why is my mum angry? She's not angry, she's upset.

    Segment details5:32–5:34 · rev_59d0ba75567a9409232dfd37296e776a_34
  36. She's upset because of the whole stalker thing.

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    Segment details6:06–6:22 · rev_59d0ba75567a9409232dfd37296e776a_37
  39. Now people keep— keeps asking what's happened to my mum. I've already told the story. Someone else said him. She's upset because of the whole stalker thing.

    Segment details6:37–6:45 · rev_59d0ba75567a9409232dfd37296e776a_38
  40. She said it's all my fault. Now you're attracting strange people. We're all gonna get murdered. We're all gonna get murdered.

    Segment details6:50–7:00 · rev_59d0ba75567a9409232dfd37296e776a_39
  41. [Passage withheld from this public projection for privacy and sensitivity.]

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  42. Piss off. Can I set this guy on fire?

    Segment details7:34–7:39 · rev_59d0ba75567a9409232dfd37296e776a_41
  43. I need a game where you can mess with people.

    Segment details7:49–7:51 · rev_59d0ba75567a9409232dfd37296e776a_42
  44. I don't like this game.

    Segment details7:58–7:59 · rev_59d0ba75567a9409232dfd37296e776a_43
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    Segment details8:07–8:17 · rev_59d0ba75567a9409232dfd37296e776a_44
  46. Why is he moving? I'm not even pressing forwards. Sound's too loud as well.

    Segment details8:19–8:23 · rev_59d0ba75567a9409232dfd37296e776a_45
  47. Is the sound too loud? Turn it down a bit.

    Segment details8:25–8:28 · rev_59d0ba75567a9409232dfd37296e776a_46
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  49. oh fuck.

    Segment details8:45–8:46 · rev_59d0ba75567a9409232dfd37296e776a_48
  50. Because after my phone battery died, I couldn't see— I couldn't see the live chat anymore, so I wasn't sure what people were saying after the stream ended.

    Segment details8:51–8:59 · rev_59d0ba75567a9409232dfd37296e776a_49
  51. And apparently he was linking stuff, but I don't know if that's true or not.

    Segment details9:02–9:05 · rev_59d0ba75567a9409232dfd37296e776a_50
  52. But I said if you share the link for my Facebook on the chat, then I'll ban you. If you want to tell me about it, tell me about it privately, not on a public chat.

    Segment details9:10–9:21 · rev_59d0ba75567a9409232dfd37296e776a_51
  53. Oh no, my video froze again. I don't understand why it keeps freezing.

    Segment details9:25–9:28 · rev_59d0ba75567a9409232dfd37296e776a_52
  54. Wait, let me deactivate it. I thought, I thought I fixed this. I updated the drivers.

    Segment details9:32–9:38 · rev_59d0ba75567a9409232dfd37296e776a_53
  55. The guy can just make a new account. Yeah, he can.

    Segment details9:53–9:56 · rev_59d0ba75567a9409232dfd37296e776a_54
  56. I don't know, it's hard to tell who to trust now.

    Segment details9:59–10:01 · rev_59d0ba75567a9409232dfd37296e776a_55
  57. It's frozen again, hasn't it? Why does this keep happening? It keeps freezing when I'm making a really strange face as well.

    Segment details10:06–10:13 · rev_59d0ba75567a9409232dfd37296e776a_56
  58. This isn't going real well.

    Segment details10:17–10:19 · rev_59d0ba75567a9409232dfd37296e776a_57
  59. Um, am I going to get swatted? This is the UK, people don't get swatted here. I guess they do. I guess you could call the police. But they're not going to burst in here with guns.

    Segment details10:25–10:35 · rev_59d0ba75567a9409232dfd37296e776a_58
  60. Don't use OBS.

    Segment details10:38–10:39 · rev_59d0ba75567a9409232dfd37296e776a_59
  61. He mentioned the site your Facebook was on. You see, that's the problem I have. If you know it, then don't start telling everyone about it. That makes you just as bad as the person who leaked it in the first place.

    Segment details10:48–11:00 · rev_59d0ba75567a9409232dfd37296e776a_60
  62. Maybe I should just tell everyone. I think you already know what my last name is by now. If I just make a video saying, hey, this is my last name, then the stalker doesn't really have anything to tell anyone because everyone knows about it already. I don't really see what the big problem with knowing my last name

    Segment details11:13–11:32 · rev_59d0ba75567a9409232dfd37296e776a_61
  63. is anyway.

    Segment details11:33–11:33 · rev_59d0ba75567a9409232dfd37296e776a_62
  64. Maybe I feel kind of paranoid that if people know my last name, that something bad's gonna happen.

    Segment details11:36–11:42 · rev_59d0ba75567a9409232dfd37296e776a_63
  65. They did a reverse image search on your profile pic.

    Segment details11:52–11:54 · rev_59d0ba75567a9409232dfd37296e776a_64
  66. That's the thing I don't understand. How can they find my profile when it's set to private? If it's set to private, it should be private. It shouldn't turn up on search engines or image searches.

    Segment details11:59–12:10 · rev_59d0ba75567a9409232dfd37296e776a_65
  67. Has it frozen again? It's kind of hard to keep up with the chat.

    Segment details12:21–12:25 · rev_59d0ba75567a9409232dfd37296e776a_66
  68. The strange thing is they found a photo of me from 2008 which I posted on Facebook, but I deleted that photo years ago. I don't even have that photo on my Facebook. But they found it. That was weird. There was this photo of me where I had this anime haircut.

    Segment details12:38–12:55 · rev_59d0ba75567a9409232dfd37296e776a_67
  69. Reverse image search because your profile pic was the one you were using publicly. No, my, my profile picture on Facebook was a gigantic question mark, a big red question mark. It wasn't my face.

    Segment details12:58–13:13 · rev_59d0ba75567a9409232dfd37296e776a_68
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    Segment details13:26–13:44 · rev_59d0ba75567a9409232dfd37296e776a_69
  71. professionally, like they've had a professional writer script his videos. And they, they were like B, B movies. What's a B movie? Like an indie movie, because they thought the writing was really good,

    Segment details13:44–13:59 · rev_59d0ba75567a9409232dfd37296e776a_70
  72. which I found kind of hilarious.

    Segment details14:01–14:03 · rev_59d0ba75567a9409232dfd37296e776a_71
  73. I've had it as a question mark for years.

    Segment details14:15–14:17 · rev_59d0ba75567a9409232dfd37296e776a_72
  74. Since last year at least.

    Segment details14:19–14:21 · rev_59d0ba75567a9409232dfd37296e776a_73
  75. Did I use the same email address for Facebook as this YouTube? No, I used a really old email address for Facebook. Because I made that Facebook in 2008. It was ages ago.

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    Segment details16:10–16:11 · rev_59d0ba75567a9409232dfd37296e776a_79
  81. Some guy in your latest video claimed he is doxxing you. Some guy

    Segment details16:19–16:24 · rev_59d0ba75567a9409232dfd37296e776a_80
  82. in your latest video, who's that?

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  85. I was imagining that I would find this guy standing there taking a photo, and he would look really creepy.

    Segment details17:20–17:26 · rev_59d0ba75567a9409232dfd37296e776a_84
  86. I was so disappointed.

    Segment details17:28–17:29 · rev_59d0ba75567a9409232dfd37296e776a_85
  87. Why is my mom upset? Because she's worried about the stalker.

    Segment details17:36–17:39 · rev_59d0ba75567a9409232dfd37296e776a_86
  88. She says, you better be careful on YouTube, you're gonna anger all these weirdos and they're gonna come and murder us.

    Segment details17:41–17:47 · rev_59d0ba75567a9409232dfd37296e776a_87
  89. I said, you better buy a gigantic dog. Go and buy a dog, you'll be safe. Rottweiler. German Shepherd.

    Segment details17:52–17:59 · rev_59d0ba75567a9409232dfd37296e776a_88
  90. Now I've got hiccups. I'm gonna hide in this box

    Segment details18:06–18:11 · rev_59d0ba75567a9409232dfd37296e776a_89
  91. whilst I read comments.

    Segment details18:13–18:14 · rev_59d0ba75567a9409232dfd37296e776a_90
  92. What if my stalker knows me in person?

    Segment details18:21–18:23 · rev_59d0ba75567a9409232dfd37296e776a_91
  93. No one knows me in person apart from the people I met in Japan.

    Segment details18:26–18:29 · rev_59d0ba75567a9409232dfd37296e776a_92
  94. Australia. Australia.

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    Segment details19:10–19:27 · rev_59d0ba75567a9409232dfd37296e776a_95
  97. Has the camera froze again? Fuck's sake.

    Segment details19:41–19:44 · rev_59d0ba75567a9409232dfd37296e776a_96
  98. Deactivate. I don't understand why this keeps happening. It wasn't happening yesterday.

    Segment details19:47–19:51 · rev_59d0ba75567a9409232dfd37296e776a_97
  99. I've updated OBS, I've updated the webcam drivers. I don't understand what's happening.

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  102. Use XSplit. I've never, I've never used it before. I've heard of it.

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  103. Stupid OBS, useless piece of junk.

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  104. My dad wasn't angry. I phoned him in the morning asking him how to access the CCTV footage, and I told him that there was this guy stalking me.

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  105. XSplit download.

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  106. Download broadcaster XSplit.

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  107. Why is it in Korean? The hell? Why, why is this website in Korean?

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  108. How about English, please?

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  109. I'm not sure why it would be in Korean. See, it's still in Korean.

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  110. How about we change it to English then?

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  111. That would be better.

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  112. That's the wrong one? Which one is it then? XSplit.

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  113. That's strange. Some people think she's angry when I wrote upset. Does upset mean angry? I thought upset meant sad or unhappy, not angry.

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  114. Hmm.

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  120. [Security-location detail withheld from this public projection.] My eyes look bloodshot. Do they?

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  121. Maybe it's because I'm drinking beer.

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  122. Upset is a vague term. I guess it is.

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  126. Oh, it's frozen again.

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  127. She said, stop making videos. I said, no, it's my job. I'm famous. I can't stop now.

    Segment details25:34–25:40 · rev_59d0ba75567a9409232dfd37296e776a_126
  128. Oh great. The webcam's just completely died.

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  129. It's completely dead.

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  130. I keep burping.

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  131. Look, when I click on— it's just disappeared now. Oops, OBS has crashed. It just completely crashed.

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  132. Hello? Is anyone there?

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  133. Press 5 if you can hear me.

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  134. I said press 5.

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  135. Okay, okay, stop pressing 5 now.

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  136. But now the camera keeps disappearing. Oh fuck, it's crashed again.

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  137. It just crashed again.

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  138. Wait,

    Segment details27:19–27:19 · rev_59d0ba75567a9409232dfd37296e776a_137
  139. I'm going to restart my computer. Hold on, we're restarting. Be right back.

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