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Uh, I need to buy food today. Oh no, I got baby oil on my shirt. Oh, is that baby oil? Shit? Oh, I need change my shirt again. I was looking at a ring doorbell. I didn't realize they're so expensive. A hundred pounds. Um, I dunno how you fix it to the door without screwing it in. Maybe I just screw it in anyway. If I glue it. Can't you like glue it to the door so it can be removed? I think maybe I should not open the door at night and they can ring the doorbell and then I can like talk to them through the doorbell instead of opening the door. If they don't ring it, then I won't answer the door. Uh, they could just ignore the doorbell. Knock the door. Um, I, maybe I should get the ring the, I mean the point of the ring doorbell versus the camera upstairs is that I could talk to whoever's at the door without opening the door. Although I could just stand here, couldn't they? They would just be like, who is it? Who is it Like that <laugh>. Yeah, but the ring doorbell would also capture them on the video if they know they're being filmed. They're not gonna try anything funny. Aren't they break in through the back? I mean, yeah. They could get such hammered and smash the door down, couldn't they?

It's not an impenetrable fortress. Uh, I'm gonna buy food but it's raining all day if it doesn't matter because I'll be inside. Bit annoying. Bit annoying. Okay. Oh, watch these. Um, baby oil stains out my shirt before they set my little trick for oil stains

Set.

Maybe they sell one of these, uh, doorbell cameras at pound land or someplace. Baby, I should take my shirt off before I start using the baby one. I can't do my laundry today because it's raining. I'm fucking raining every fucking day. Be fucking dead. I made $200 yesterday. 13 hours is pretty good. No, she didn't say someone has to pay. Why are you making stuff up? No one said someone has to pay. What are you talking about? Trying to make drama out of nothing. I've got baby oil over my shirt. Fucking Bobby. Anyway. I should be fine. It's so silly. The washing detergent doesn't remove oil stain. So what's the point of it? I think it should put washing detergent and washing machine. It should wash everything. No, the washing liquid didn't touch the chopping board and the baby oil soaked into the shirt. So I don't have either of those things on the chopping board. Actually yeah, I wanna get one of those ring doorbells a hundred pounds though. Oh no. Should I, I could just stand at the door and say, dunno who you are. I don't know. Like I've got this weird uh, automatic response. If the door gets knocked, I open it. The same thing happened in Thailand when that guy showed up at fastest place.

My na, it's really hard to fight. My natural instincts is just open the door when it gets knocked on. Really need to stop that to reset camera. Does that fix it? I got this natural impulse to just open the door. I feel like I can't see. Okay, how do I get to this retail park? Hmm. Little 20 minutes. We've gone at a 30

Around there. I don't think I've been here before. What is B and m discount store? Could have a look in there. DIY garden equipment and furniture. Home improvement. Maybe they have on those doorbells. And then you've got little free parking, 90 minutes, free parking. It's not a lot is it? What about in the shopping retail center? How long can you park here? Three hour of blue badge holders. We go in shopping. Let's go outdoors, shoe zone, Argos, Iceland, pound land. Might as well park here instead of little, what's the stock market doing? Hmm. Okay, so far I've made 700 pounds since last Thursday is pretty good. And then we've got Monday, Tuesday to add to it. Maybe I'll make, probably made like 1050 again. Just since making the same amount every week. About a thousand pounds. And then payday Thursday and rent day Friday I think out goes 900 incomes. 1050 profit. One 50. Now at least I'm not going into overdraft anymore. Yeah, I guess we go now get the IRL set up ready lab bar on out. IL pro on. See how easy it is. Don't need to faff about plugging in this and plugging in that and just turn on data. I turn on IL pro easy. Don't need to faff about where are we going apart from Tess. I'm not going to Tesco. I'm going to the retail park

Now. I'm not going anywhere else apart from shopping 'cause it's just raining and horrible. So today is actually a good day for shopping I guess. No, it wasn't attacked by pimps. They're already doing something illegal, which is prostitution. They're not gonna start attacking people and then get more in trouble with the police and stuff. Wait, is prostitution illegal in the uk? I don't know. I know in a lot of countries it's illegal but people do it anyway in the police. Don't do anything about it. Too many legal loopholes to jump through. Okay, what do I need? Uh, oranges. Got plenty of Kit Kats. I still got a lot of crisps. I need a pot noodle. I know this bread goes off

When

I bought quite a while ago. I might start going molding the 31st of July. Shit, it's already gone off. I barely ate any of it. I need to buy smaller bags of, I think it's gonna go moldy soon. I might be able to get a few more slices outta it. What else got toilet paper? I've got bin bags. I think I might get. Um, I've got quite a lot of fin liners. Actually got noodles I might need small washing liquid. It's still half a bottle. I don't really need anything apart from food. Hmm. Yeah, it's just food really. Maybe more, more chips

And

More milk

You hate.

I talked to Kbu on the phone last night, which sounds nice. Nice to put a voice behind the name. Before I felt like, hmm, I don't really know like what she's about. But when you hear, when you talk to them voice to voice, you feel like yeah, she's a human being.

I,

I said I was sorry that I raged that Helen Stream <laugh>. That was pretty bad. I was surprised you forgave me. I said some pretty crazy stuff. I raged so much the first month of Kick the thing. I've mellowed out now. Who is, I gotta bring my backpack. I guess I probably won't need my tripod. I'm not gonna walk around Tesco holding a tripod, A selfie stick. Gotta go discrete. My reader

Rain. He calls

It back on. I play Just search by bbc. Listen back on BBC Sounds as well. But yeah, great guy. Great fit. Nice. We've got a few shouts here also. Uh, this one says, Hey guys, this is Alyssa here. Can I get a shout from my mom driving into Mo Valley? Thank you very much. Uh, this ones from osh. That's how you start from Monday. Your tutor the week. <laugh>. Indeed. Alright, so I've gotta talk about um, um, my forfeit. Obviously I've got double donuts last week on Making Know or Charlie. Um, the forfeit is in full effect from today. I started it this morning. I did a little post. I thank you. You've got you guys in some proof as well. There is proof. There is proof, but I'll talk about it.

Okay?

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Yeah.

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Boring.

Yeah.

Yeah.

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Um, we are just ringing you up. Just to confirm, we've had two reservations come through.

Um,

Thank you. For what? I didn't even buy anything. Shoes are, Hmm. Nah, I don't think there's anything wrong with my shoes. Uh, they just got camping stuff and, um, fishing. Fishing and camping. That kind of stuff. I don't need anything.

Mm,

Nothing in here.

Should

Have gone to a little. I got M and s. Dunno, shops are boring. Oh, sorry. My signal sucks. Inside of the shops. Oh look. Tesla. Oh God. It's raining. What's a BombBomb? I dunno. No idea. M and s.

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Uh uh uh,

55 pounds M and s. Why was it cheaper than Tesco? M maybe I didn't buy as much. Well I didn't buy snacks. Oh shit. I didn't buy pot noodle. Uh oh. I'm not really in the mood to do anything fucking weather shit. When the weather's like this, I can't even bothered to fucking do anything. It is so miserable. Go home. Big day out. Ruined it is just pouring with rain nonstop. Okay? I am going home. Fuck this weather. Oh God. Get out of here. Jammed up out the fucking car. Oh God. What are they doing? Hmm. Well I can't get out the fucking car park. Oh my fuck. What the fuck are they doing? How can you have a car jam in the fucking car park? Oh my fucking God. What are they doing? Going round, round. Fucking sir.

Stupid

Fucking idiot.

They

Going round, round in a circle in a car park completely empty. It's

Park. What the

Oh what They fucking closed my fucking road. What am I supposed to go home?

They <silence>

Oh, why they close my road? What are they doing now? My road's closed and stupid. Tractor. It's so slow. Fucking, why is he going so fucking slow? 10 miles per hour. Oh my God. Uh, why is he going so slow? It's a straight road. Oh, is he letting us overtake? I think he is letting us overtake. How this guy's going? Pretty sore. The why are you driving so fucking slow? 36 on the 60 road. Oh.

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Oh my god. Shit. Fucking

Weather. Fucking uk. Look at the weather shit. Do.

Oh God

Raining. Oh god. People drive so slowly. I can't the name of it. Bunch of Gries. 35 on the 60 road. Stupid track every fucking way. Where's my selfie stick?

Oh, I got it.

Oh God. I don't know what they were doing in the car park. There was like a queue, like a line of traffic heading to the exit, but they weren't going to the exit. They were like going round the car park, looking for places to park. But there was places everywhere. The car park was nearly half empty. I don't what the, they weren't even going out the exit like a line of cars. I don't know what the fuck they're doing. Like playing musical chairs in the carpark. Stupid fucking idiots. What the fuck wrong with people?

Stupid

Old people probably to ages get outta the car park. And they weren't even all heading to the car. The exit. Oh God. I feel like, um, I don't know why it lags so much inside of the shops. Maybe I need a nighthawk back. Dunno, I don't care. Or it's just chopping isn't it? It's not important anyway. First time at Mark's and Spencer's. Actually it costs less than my tester. I've only got one pot noodle. I forgot. I don't even know if they had pot noodle. I don't remember seeing it. Over

Eggs.

They always say Marks and Spencer. Like the most expensive ones. I've got chips.

Chunky chips.

God, it's horrible when it's raining. I have a mince beef. Don't know why. Don't know what I was gonna do with this. I thought I was gonna make tacos, but then sell the taco. I got um, baking soda or bicarbonate soda. I wanna make cupcakes today again. I hope I haven't forgotten anything. Not these 'cause I never tried them before. Serrano, ham, Gouda tapas bites. Best ever burger. Um, breasts. Chicken fit breasts. And I might have this for lunch. I've got spicy beef noodles, tongue tingling fusion. I might have it for lunch. Milk these throats. Pork belly. I've got raisins or currents for my topic.

Self

Raisin, flower, oranges, clementines, whatever. Uh, I got cod. I wanna make fish and chips tonight.

I've

Got cod file and more bacon. It 55 pounds and got bags. Chunky chips. What that? My tap brown eggs. I don't like white eggs. They look weird. One pot noodle bug. I am hungry. Prediction. Will the fridge close on first attempt? Oh genius.

Oh

God. 55 pounds. Not bad. Add it in spreadsheet. So I spent, oh yeah, I forgot about the Melbourne car park at, that's in spreadsheet. 55 M and S. Our Bella box server. I've gotta cancel that. I'm not using it. Bb, where's my iPhone? Oh god. Um, oh there's, what's this? Oh, pepperoni. I did bring it. I brought it the other day and then I thought I forgot it. Might try the tap pass and again. Hmm. Not bad. Just some ham and cheese with olive. It is what it is. Oh shit. Where's the soup?

This spot's nice. Maybe more beans. It is weird 'cause

It looks cold and horrible outside. But it's actually quite warm, like tropical. Almost very strange.

But the next, that's just stupid. No. Who's this?

I put too much water. That's, we spent like an hour with disconnecting and Tesco or supermarket. And then an hour of just driving with non-stop lag. Of course it's not what? What you think is fucking gonna be 150 fucking people watching me? Lag and disconnect. Fuck do you think? Of course there's not gonna be many viewers, many people. So fucking stupid sometimes. Yeah. Everyone's tuning in to watch a disconnect screen. Aren't they dumb fucking well Don uses viewers. Why aren't he? They watching his disconnect. Green. Shut the fuck up. Be grateful. I streamed going shopping at all. Could have gone shopping without you could have done it off stream. Didn't where you didn't even say thanks. Did you for taking you shopping with me. That's the thanks I get Well the weather has put me in a bad mood. Tread lightly. I just disconnected. I mean lagged every time I went into a shop. I think out of all things I do, I hate shopping. Streams work. Most. The shopping stuff is the hardest to do. Number one. There's people everywhere. Number two, I can't talk. Number three, the internet sucks inside of shops. Should probably not do them

Well. The food's so hot. I can't eat yet. You blowing and you blowing and you blowing and it's still hot. No, I don't really like shopping that much. Food shopping. I don't know. I like shopping for tech. Would I buy a microwave? Nah, I, it's a point. I can heat stuff in. I can heat stuff stuff up in the pot or the air fryer. The microwave is obsolete. I wanna buy a vacuum cleaner. <affirmative> noodles hold so much heat And they say used to lose the heat. It's the soup. The soup makes it not cool down. No, I don't wanna buy anything. Pot noodle is way better than this. This barely has any flavor. It's just like sweet and chili flavor. Very bland. And beef tastes like nothing. Rubbish. I need MSD. I can't believe how slow people drive. It's insane. Completely open roads, no traffic. And you want to voluntarily do mid thirties on a 60 road. At least do 45 or 50. Jesus Christ. 95. I thought I was gonna be a slow driver. It must be granny old granny or so. There's no flavor. All I can taste is chili. Oh God. Open the beef with bland.

I should just had a pot noodle. Mm, grab tap. Today's gonna be bland, boring and uninspired. I can tell. Oh I didn't buy kitchen roll Damnit. I always forget something Mr. A tapas flavor. Oh, oh oh flavor. Thank you for flavor. Trust the British to think they know how to make noodle dish. So whenever you watch Jamie Oliver trying to make an Asian dish, you roll your eyes. He doesn't know what he is doing. It's like Japanese trying to make a sandwich. They don't know what they're doing. I already phoned Venus before the stream. She's told me some. I dunno if this's, maybe they're secrets. She told me some very personal things.

I

We are creating an emotional trauma bond. Well don't I make my own? I don't know. So I thought this would be good. They're not secrets. Well I don't know. I don't know if the stuff she told me today was on the shop. Reddit, I,

Hi.

I can't even be bothered to finish this. I dunno how it could have no flavor. No it's an m and s meal. I went to Mark's and Spencer's, whatever. Can't be bothered. I didn't even bring my battery bank. <laugh>. I think I'm addicted to MSG. I need my monster munch. Everything tastes bland. If it doesn't have MSG now and then I'll make cupcakes. If this baking soda and self racing flour makes them not flat, well we finally conquer the cupcake. Yeah. What do I see in Venus? She sounds just like Mila looks a bit like her too sometimes. I didn't really wanna meet Crypt to be honest. That's why do you think I kept choosing other girls over her? I felt a bit relieved that she disappeared. Um, but then I got, I got the kick thing and I thought it would be good for views since I make so much money. If I get more views compared to YouTube where, I mean I'd get more money on YouTube for more views but not that much more. One reoccurring theme with all these girls is drugs for some reason. I don't know why drugs and alcohol

At this point I feel are there any girls out there not doing drugs? Is it just me or does it seem like girls are more drawn to drugs than guys are or it's just 'cause I don't talk to guys now every girl I've been with has some kind of drug history. Like Mila or the channel girls. At least not, not Tinder girls Kbu. And I ask Kbu, do you do drugs or alcohol? And she said no. I like K bug's accent. It's cute. You got a really strong Southern accent. At first when I first heard it, it was um, how do I describe it? Like I could really hear it. But then after we talked for longer I got used to it and I didn't really hear it as much. You ears get used to it. No, I don't think she can switch it. She can try and tone it down a little. But I think she finds it hard. No she's not black. A bit weird today, you know it's probably the weather. I feel like this when it rains I just feel oppressed. Cloudy and raining being like this for a whole month.

Two months I think. I think in June it was like this as well. I, where the hell is summer? I don't mind if it rains. If I'm not streaming I would just sit here and I'd play some Mario Cartt and just do deep thinking. But when I'm streaming it bums me out. I dunno about Thailand. Well number one, I dunno if I'm meeting this uh, Spanish girl or not. She seems pretty nice. Maybe I can meet her. But she said she won't be able to meet until after 15th of August 'cause she's going to Spain

Because

I wanna see if any of these matches go anywhere. It just takes so long to reply. I lost the other girl. The nymph girl doesn't reply at all. I didn't even open my message. That was a waste of time. Maybe she found someone else. No, not mfo. The girl who was into mystical mythical creatures and folk stuff she didn't reply to. Is being this really your girlfriend? Yeah. Light Moon was my girlfriend and single mother was my girlfriend and Tomika was my girlfriend. We're all girlfriends. Canadian girl was my wife as well. And Bob is my boyfriend. Oh, words are meaningless. None of it fucking matters. Like you say, oh we you and my girlfriend and then fight months later and then it's over Anyway. So what was the point? I am not touching the micro. I'm holding my selfie stick. Uh, all these words and labels all mens. What's the point? Like you can say you don't have to say anything and you can be together and have sex. Have a great time and then you can make it official. We are together and then we break up anyway. So why does it fucking matter? Who cares? Do you think animals out there? Like who's my boyfriend? Who's my wife? We're mal weed.

It doesn't fucking matter who gives a shit. The only reason to say you're my girlfriend, boyfriend, wife. Husband is to get them to agree to not meet in other people. So you don't get cheated on basically you're just trying to make them agree to not cheat on you. But they could cheat anyway. They'll just cheat anyway if they wanna cheat. So what's the point? Why? I mean you can say you are not gonna cheat on me aren't you? And it'd be like, yeah of course not. And then they cheat anyway. I, I dunno why my phone's

Overheating.

I know why my phone's going so hot. 44 degrees. It won't let me open a multiscreen. I am on the flip. Seven TV's not bad. You think come back. They see bad being annoying idiot. I'd rather have a dead chat than have him standing in it. Nonsense. <laugh> Venus' subreddit. Are they talking about me or is that my subreddit? No, I think it's her subreddit. I might be misremembering this guy for someone else. But didn't he used to hate raid Venus's livestreams back in the day? No, I used to watch her stream on my stream to troll her. I used to give her like a super chat here, here and there. I never expect in a million years to see this crossover episode. This is so awkward. You can feel the autistic sparks flying, constant disconnecting in shops and laggy driving. You do not make the good viewer attention. But whatever still made $20 paid for half my shopping. It will pick back up. No I wouldn't go to Africa. It looks rubbish. Would never want to go to Africa. You couldn't even pay me a million dollars to go there. AJ's looking pretty hot in a new Instagram story or video.

Hmm.

Might switch over to IV cam. Maybe this app is making the phone hot. I'm back. I think because um, IRL pro uses stabilization. I think that uses up a lot of processing power makes the phone hot also. I'm charging the phone so it's making it hot. I didn't AJ say she was talking to some guy for four months and then found out he had a wife and then she messaged the wife and made them fight. So maybe she's heartbroken.

I

It would be nice if I could made make a button so I press the button, it opens up my streaming app plus chat. No, I think if AJ was a homewrecker she would've had an affair with the guy knowing that he's married. So it is kind of different.

<affirmative>.

She wrecks the home. Well technically I guess so. Well doesn't the wife have the right to know that her husband was trying to cheat? What's the right thing to do? Let her know. Destroy the relationship or don't tell her. It's like would you rather know you got cancer or not know? At least you don't worry about it if you don't know you've got it. Assuming it can't be treated. Mm-hmm <affirmative> It's a big ask to try and get human beings to not cheat 'cause sex feels too good And for some reason sex is designed to feel really good when you do it with different people. So it is like the biology of it goes against the morality of it. Which is annoying after you had sex with the same person for years and years and years. When you get to have sex with someone else, oh it feels so good. It's like you've been eating the same meal every day and then you finally get different kind of cuisine. But then it hurts people, doesn't it? But,

And then you say why don't you have an open relationship? Yeah. 'cause I don't like my girls sleeping with other guys. So the whole thing's just selfishness and contradicts everything else. Uh, yeah I want to have sex with lots of people but they're not allowed to have sex with anyone but me. So basically I wanna be a dictator king god of the world. And I want all the money and everyone's my slave and I don't do any work. And you order the work for me. And I sit around doing nothing, having sex with hundreds of women. How about that? That's my dream world. And then I tie my enemies up and they get incinerated by a giant flying dragon. But we all can't get what we want, can we? That's my dream life. Unlimited goals. You want unlimited women so you don't care if you lose a couple here and there. But juggling girls is hard and makes you feel bad 'cause you have to choose one like oh I can't beat you to my ex, I'm me so and so. And when the army of mealer clones without tattoos, when one generation starts getting old and chuck them out, replace them with a younger generation of Mila clones

Like, like in even Gian they had all the ray clones. I never understood that part of the story. Was Ray a clone of JI'S mum created by his dad? Something like that. Well I am happy to abide by the laws of monogamy as long as I'm sexually satisfied and I really like the girl and I don't wanna lose her otherwise all fair and love and war. No I never took another <inaudible> test. Although you could say technically I took one every day inside of, you know what in Thailand I took a fertility test every day with no results. Mm-hmm <affirmative> Mm-hmm <affirmative> What happened to the last girls? Uh, no. Nothing's really gone anywhere. Although one said we could meet up but not until after the 15th. 'cause she's going to Spain. The other two don't really reply much. Might make cupcakes. I've got baking soda and I've got self raising flour. I've got milk, I've got sugar. No eggs. This time we are gonna conquer the cupcake. Something I haven't been able to successfully make. It is still hot now. It's still lukewarm

<affirmative>.

I've got a tap pass as well. Okay. The problem with goals is when they start getting in the way of your goals, like in this movie, have you seen the movie? This guy wants to become a drummer, like a jazz drummer and then he dumps his girlfriend 'cause he says I have to focus on my dream in life. I thought wow, I can't believe you voluntarily dumped your girlfriend and gave up sex so you could focus on your life dream. That's crazy but also makes sense. 'cause to be able to achieve your life dream, you need to dedicate yourself to it. You don't have time for like going on dates and texting and all this rubbish. And the girl's gonna get mad at you and dump you. If you don't dump her, she's gonna dump you basically. And you can't really have like a life goal where you need all your attention on it and also be a good boyfriend 'cause they just kind of get in the way. Yeah. Preemptive strike. Well I wouldn't do it. I would just squeeze out as much sex as I could possibly get before it self implodes and they'd be like okay,

I dunno what my life goal is now. I don't really have one <laugh>. That's why I'm looking for a goal I guess. And my life goal is to get a girlfriend never ending life goal 'cause they keep dumping me now. I didn't get shoes. I just didn't really feel in the mood going to the shops. Internet kept disconnecting bad internet couldn't be bothered, raining. Uh, maybe my goal is to make money. Can't that be a goal? Well it's this dish called, I guess it's just ramen. But the, the package said spicy noodle meal set. Sad. You don't have any goals I guess so I used to have little goals like learn Japanese, create a comic book. My goal was to make a YouTube channel. Guess I did it. I've done that. Peaked it's over. Could make another one with a fresh idea. But I just can't be bothered. Really. I like that channel. Um, he talks about finances and stocks but in a really basic way. And he uses monkeys and bananas to illustrate and explain. I thought that's a funny idea. If you have an idea you can do it. It's not hard to create a channel

And it can be simple like Ms Paint cartoons. But the idea is the main thing. Have you seen that channel? It's pretty funny. So when monkey buy banana costs of bananas go down, something like that. <laugh>.

But

When there's a shortage of monkeys, banana price go up.

<laugh>.

It's like economics for babies. <laugh>, maybe the name of the channels like ape economics, something like that. He made it when I found it, it was only a couple months old. He already had half a million views or something. 'cause the idea pretty cool and original. Like grade A under eight was pretty unique when he started. That's why he grew so easily. Funny voice. Unique art style. I wonder if Venus ever talked to a leafy. I feel like leafy is here and Venus would get on really well. I get similar vibes.

I

Uh, oh beef. I wonder what was that? I thought it was a dried up tea bag. Yeah. Yeah. Finished. Oh he copied it. Well maybe it's clever to copy something so well that people believe that you invented it. Spicy beef noodles. Maybe 'cause I added too much water and it diluted the flavor. Hmm. Okay, I'll make cupcakes now. So how much soda baking soda did I put into it? The hell even is sodium hydrogen carbonate raising agent. But doesn't self raising flower already have a racing agent. The weather's horrible. It's raining. Maybe this is the storm. It's got mono calcium phosphate. It's already got sodium hydro and engine carbonate. Wait, so I don't need that. It's already got it in there. E 500. I don't need the soda.

Fucking

Soda

Damnit.

Okay, this time I'm gonna make amazing cupcakes. Just watch. Oh I nearly thought I run outta cupcake cups. Do you ever find it weird why things are packaged the way they are? Like why is flour always in a paper bag but rice is in a plastic bag. Why? Eggs always in a cardboard carton but meat's in a plastic box.

Weird.

Why is coffee always in a glass jar but milk's in a plastic carton? Mm-hmm <affirmative> Is it conspiracy brain washiness? Mm-hmm <affirmative>. Mm-hmm <affirmative> Tiny bit of oil. Vanilla extract. It's like I'm making a potion. Hmm. I think my new trick, where am I raised in this?

Um, I,

Let's

See if these cupcakes actually turn out. Good. Now we wait for the cup tapes. Dunno how I'm gonna survive hand or another precious winter. That's why I wanna go Thailand. Don't really wanna be here for another British winter. What do you mean? I've got no heat. What do you think that is and what do you think that is? And what do you think this is? In February, I unscrewed the heaters from the walls. I took three of them, including this one here because you can unscrew these from these bits. And I, I just unplugged it and I picked it up and I moved three of them into this room. I had one there, one there and one there. And I had them all on at the same time. And I made it nice and cozy. But I think my electricity must have been like three pounds an hour, two pounds an hour maybe. 'cause I think those pump 2.5 kilowatts per hour. I think they're like two kilowatts an hour. So you got three of them. That's like six kilowatts per hour. My electricity is 23 pence per kilowatt. That's nearly a pound. I'd be spending probably 12 pound a day

To run that cheaper to go to Thailand. That's why I got these curtains. I got that curtain. That curtain to keep the heat in. It was so cold. And the floor, the floor's like walking on ice in summer. It's nice but it's freezing. That's why I want to go. It's Thailand for winter. When the sun goes down, it goes down there so midday it'll be up there and then morning it comes from that side. So it goes. So in the afternoon the conservatory gets warm. I think the electricity efficiency for the house is like F or G. I see how central heating would really make things better unless it's just cheaper to have it running. 'cause you still have to have the whole thing like pumping in the house to heat it up. And then you still gotta burn fuel. You'd have skill on those oil tanks and burn oil. But maybe that's cheaper than burning electricity.

Yeah, it's really cold. February was horrible. Getting in the shower was horrible. I heat, what I did was I took the oil heater up to the tiny room and I put it on full blast to heat up the room, shut the door and then I'd have my shower and then I'd run out. I'd get out the shower, dry myself off and then run naked from the shower room into the tiny room and just stand over the oil heater naked and let the heat go up my balls. And then I'd dry myself standing above the oil heater. It was not fun. Every day I was just praying for summer to come. Now we're in summer and it's warm, which is nice but it's raining all the time. Look, there's a halogen heater in the bathroom but I dunno how to turn it on. Look, this is a heater isn't it? I'm pretty sure that's a heater. But how'd you turn it? I think there was supposed to be a string there to turn it on, but it's not there. There's no button.

Oh how did you turn it on?

Oh my hair's on the wall. I dunno how you turn that on. Uh, that's not a button. I think there was a string here and you pulled the string.

Oh no.

So what I did was I put the heater here and heat because this room's small. It's easy to heat up downstairs. It's harder because it's bigger. And you've got those big windows. Mm-hmm <affirmative> Yeah. Well I mean my mom's house is cold too, but she blasts the central heating and my mom has to spend thousands a year on heating oil. I think she spends like she has to fill the tank up twice a year and to fill it up once it's like 1000 pounds. But the house stays nice and warm. It's a big house though. They smell pretty good. Ooh, they've risen now. Will they stay risen or are they gonna deflate again? Smells good too. Have I finally mastered the cupcake? Maybe needs butter, not oil. The thing is I kind of like living in England. I like driving. I like having my house but I don't want to be here for winter. My mom's house is heating oil. Uses heating oil I think isn't it kerosene or something like that. Big truck comes with a pump and then fills up the green tank. My dad used to suspect the neighbors are stealing out oil. He put this alarm on it.

My dad also got one of those Japanese style air con things with the um, external air pump stuff. But I think my uncle took it down 'cause it wasn't working anymore. I remember helping my dad lift the big fan exhaust things up to my sister's room. It was an AC and also a heater. I think he got it as a heater for the conservatory. I think one month in March or February. My electricity bill was about 250 pounds charging my car And heating is so expensive if I don't go out and don't drive my electricity bill's about 58 pounds, 60 pounds a month. But now I've been going out quite often to play streaming to pack up to one 50. I see the neighbor's house. Some of them have, I see some of them got an oil tank and I see some of them have like a big silver chimney on the side of the house. That's what my mom has now. It's not a chimney but it's like a green tank and it blows out vapor. I dunno what that is. So I always see these clouds of vapor coming out from the side of my window. 'cause my, my bedroom is above where the green box is.

Check

The cupcakes.

Ooh.

Looks interesting. Just in time. Oh look, they've actually risen but are they gonna deflate? I don't think they will. Wow. Look. May if I put more carbonate soda that looks more like a cupcake. I got enough. Better for one more almost. Come on. Hmm. I need some that fairy dusting sugar dusting looks more like a cupcake now. It looks kind of hard. Yeah, A bit overcooked I guess.

Do you guys know Steria <inaudible>? Who makes the oyster in my bank? Man I gotta fix them. You know like a f just like hysteria. 'cause he's a bag. You know his girlfriend Brittany Manson for like 30 years.

My GF live her best life. Mm-hmm <affirmative> What is a course cough course? A cough patient. I don't know. What are you guys talking about? Half time getting all these interesting looking girls following me on Instagram into being a shower with me out new iPhone 17 looks weird. I don't know if I like it. Why are there so many circles on the back? Look, they should make a fourth lens so they can make it symmetrical. S 25 ultras got like six lenses. It looks weird. It would be cool if they can just make one lens that does everything. Wide angle standard and telephoto. Instead of having all these lenses have one mega lens. This guy, what he does is sit there making the same video every single year about the new iPhone. I don't even know what the difference is between the 15 and the 16 bit solid. Solid job.

<laugh>. Mm-hmm <affirmative>

No I didn't try and find where the girl came from. I mean if I was gonna get one myself, I don't think I would've chosen her. I would've chosen someone more white looking. Maybe blonde hair, blue eyes. Never slept with a blonde girl before. But the biggest turnoff is the attitude. I don't like it when they've got like a mean attitude. Two grand for all night. Jesus. And people wonder why I keep trying to get a girlfriend. Why don't you just get a hooker? 'cause it's insanely expensive When you get a girlfriend you can have unlimited sex for free for as long as you can tolerate the relationship. Even when you pay, you can't do everything you want. 'cause they have boundaries like no kissing, no licking the butthole. When you got a girlfriend and they love you, they'll do anything. I can't believe I even have to answer a stupid question. Like why do I want a girlfriend? Why the fuck do you think get to all the dirty stuff for free and unprotected And if you like each other's company you can do other things well non-sexual. Like watch your movies, go shopping, not be alone.

It's the all in one package isn't it? The girlfriend experience. It's good until it's not really. There's girls out there who prefer it up the bum than in the vagina. That's interesting. You need a man with two dicks. Best of both worlds. Is there no creature on earth that has multiple dicks? I think marsupials or was it like a hedgehog or something? Has four dick heads on the dick? Something like that. Well is there some creature that when he ejaculates the dick falls off and acts as a plug to keep the goo inside And then apparently kangaroo sperm coagulates. So it forms like a, a butt plug to stop the semen seeping out and also to stop other males from getting in. Oh shit, I can't get,

Oh

Let's close. Yeah, these are way better at that than cool down. All you needed was self raising flour.

Oh.

Oh the market's open. It's ripping. Oh good thing I sold some of my shorts. I sold two of the shorts. Dammit. I should have been watching. I keep forgetting about market open and not putting in a trade Too late now. I don't know. It might go along. Nah, I think it's too late. Mm-hmm <affirmative> me. It'll cost you 20 k.

Uh,

Yeah but I had life experience and I traveled. I think it was worth it. It was a special memory. And with a hooker all you're going to get is just sex. But with Mila I got sex multiple times a day. Plus travel and travel partner plus experiences. So you get way more than 20 K worth of hookers. I've got life experience. Traveled Germany, traveled Netherlands a bit. Oh not really there. Barely went anywhere in Netherlands. I didn't go anywhere. I went to Amsterdam. That was it. Surely there's nice places in Netherlands in the countryside. But I didn't drive. The problem was I didn't drive at the time. So it would've been difficult. Had to get public transport. Hookers are never memorable. Like I don't really remember any of the hookers ever. It doesn't turn into a powerful life experience that you remember until you die. But I would always have a special place in my heart for me and Germany. Maybe not Rotterdam and something stick with you for your whole life. Like it becomes a part of you. Part of your identity. Almost every time I see a tall slim girl with brown hair and a fringe, if I squint my eyes, she looks a bit like me.

Yeah, Mila was tall. It's been very rare for me to be with a girl where I don't have to look down at her to make eye contact. She was nearly the same height as me. Like 1 7 3 or 1 7 2. I was just tall enough to be able to date her. If I was like one 70 it would've been weird. I don't know if she would've lied me if I was one 70. No I didn't see coffee Zilla. They talk about traveling trader or is he talking about retail traders who lose money or they talking about the grifter YouTubers. Who's lazy? I weigh about 49 kg. Mm-hmm <affirmative>. Mm-hmm <affirmative> I'd probably stick to Tesco for shopping in future. Seems to have better connection inside Tesco. I could try a cupcake. Although I wanna save it for when I have coffee. Yeah, I'll save it. Maybe coffee in an hour. Uh, falling asleep. Yeah. Tech hold my money. 3,900 pounds by the way. Not dollars in dollars. It's like 5,000 uh dollars. Getting rich. $5,300 richest I've ever been. But also most bored I've ever been. I got the Nighthawk refund yesterday. Next money to come. I got $250 for my only fans waiting to be moved out. I got 1,100 from kick coming this Thursday and 900 going out for rent.

And then the rest of August. Hopefully I make 3,500 plus what I've got now. So like seven. Hoping I have 7,000 at the end of August until don't know about ending KCIP here be just my luck. They end it. Just as I start making good money back to YouTube. I guess I get more views on YouTube. Plus I get super chats. It would suck. But I would also kind of feel relieved 'cause I'd have a string every fucking day. Like have all day long.

Which is why I don't really wanna make drastic life changes or spend a lot money, um, based on this KCIP thing. 'cause you never know when they could announce its end. Like it would be stupid to re like make a life that revolves around it and then it ends then what are you gonna do? You're screwed. Like imagine you, you start making five for example, 10 KA month and then you create a new lifestyle that costs you eight KA month, then you're gonna be screwed when it comes to an end. So I'm not increasing my life budget or I'm gonna try and do everything the same to save as much of the money as I can. Just hoard it. Hoard the money, don't splurge. 'cause then I, I will probably go go a few months if I have to go back to YouTube. I've gotta rebuild my YouTube and it could be rough

What that

Rain's ending at half past three. What time is it now? Three o'clock. Tuesday is sunshine. Any news from mum? Nope. Could go out on Tuesday to where am I? Where do I want to go? Mm. Maybe I'll go back to that via duck. This time when the weather's nice and I'm not worrying about a stupid phone. Maybe I'll find another phone. The longest she went without contact with Cammy. Yeah. I blocked her for a bit when I was in Thailand. A couple months she get whining at me about Jira. Oh my god. A wasp got stuck in the spider's nest and then the spider came down to grab it and then it was like, oh no way. That was a big spider as well. The spider went nope and then left it alone. Uh, I missed it. I thought the spider was gonna try and eat a wasp. Become an uncle. September next month. <laugh> they're posting me on the Venus Angelic subreddit now. Oh no wait, this is my subreddit. Where's her subreddit? I can't tell if it's one of my haters posting about me on their subreddit or if it's one of her haters talking about me. Who is Daniel Weirdo YouTuber? Shitty person who has been on again off again sipping for Venus for years. The how

The Volkswagen t-shirt is very cringe because I'm German <laugh>. What's cringe about a Volkswagen t-shirt? It is funny seeing them talk about me.

They really hate you on the Reddit or Venus'? Reddit. Yeah. 'cause they don't really know who I am and when they look up who I am, all they find is horrible stuff. Stuff because really I'm only known for horrible stuff. I'm not famous for anything good. I'm famous for cheating on my wife saying weird stuff. What else? That's it really. And if you try and research me stuff you find is either my sub Reddit or tur tom and Elvis Ian video or that Asian ion stuff. I'm famous for being a cheater but also an incel. How do I cheat on girls if I'm an incel? And obviously I'm not an insult.

See that's why I didn't wanna stream with ice. I don't really want CX people watching me. So I mean as long as you don't stream with ice, I don't really see how the CX people are gonna get interested in me. Like now the Venus people are interested in me 'cause Venus is interested in me. If ice was like gay me or something, then I'd be in trouble. That's why I didn't, that's why when ICE asked me if I wanted to stream, I said no. 'cause I got a taste of it. When I got the hate for the Deepak thing, I got a taste. I didn't want any of it.

Ice is community's way toxic way more than mine or Venus'. I wonder why though. Is it 'cause of stuff I says why does, why did he get such a toxic audience? It's like a combination of being toxic and autistic at the same time. And edgy attracts this very toxic group of people online. His content's always been toxic and troublesome since like 2016 or 17. Like South Park edgy humor. Yeah, but that I don't wanna join the Sandpapers house. I just said I don't want exposure to the CX community. That's why I get kind of nervous. I see people like what's his name? A-O-I-R-L in my chat and homeless wanted tonot. Me. I feel a bit like, um, I don't know. I don't wanna be involved with these people. It's not like I don't like those people. The streamers. I don't like the viewers. Yeah. Hello the Asian guy. It's not that I dislike him, it's just that his viewers are CX people aren't they? I don't really know if I want anything to do with that. Yeah. But I, I don't want to grow if that's what it takes. I don't want more toxic viewers

Not worth it.

Mm-hmm <affirmative>.

I used to have a nice community. I still think I have a mostly nice community. Just like a few toxic people that cause trouble. I haven't really had to bang a lot of people. It's just like the same old, same old making different accounts and sometimes you get the likes of gonna last and all that marry guy.

Uh,

I forgot why I needy ban you. I remember saying it. I forgot what the reason was. Something about legal stuff. I forgot. Mm-hmm <affirmative> I wonder how Venus makes money then if she doesn't do YouTube. Is she doing OnlyFans? Well she has a lot of savings. Her subreddit makes it sound like she's broke and homeless or something. But won't it run out if she's not doing anything to make more money? She's just spending money and I'm not being on, I'm not gonna go on ice as scavenger hunt. No thanks. I don't want to be involved with cx. I'll just be an a quiet outside observer with my tiny little viewership. We fly under the radar. Stealth. No, I'm not collabing with any of these people. I want nothing to do with them. We just stay in our lane. Keep quiet. I'm quite happy making $6,000 a month with only a hundred Euro quite happy. I mean, I could just make 500 a month and still be making more than what I was making on YouTube. I could be making 500 a month and two KA month is enough for me to live quite comfortably. And that would be a third of what I'm making now. I don't know how to get my expenses down more. Um, electric food, car insurance is already pretty cheap

Because I paid it all in one lump sum. I'm paying my expenses are like 1,600 a month. 900 rent. I've got my sky at ax food, electric phone data. Don't really know how to live cheaper apart from get rid of the car, then I can't go out then you really are trapped. Unless you get a bicycle or spend less than food, maybe food is the only one you can easily get down.

Mm-hmm <affirmative>.

Oh my god. Barrett Gold ripped. Oh fuck sake. Barett Gold ripped $22 0.25. Oh I sold mine at 2150. Oh, I just know Barett Gold is gonna rip until like $30. That's why I was holding onto it for so long. Uh, I knew when I sell it, it's gonna rip. I was holding onto it for three years waiting for it to rip. I it got to was about 21 when I was holding it. I was at 22.

Wish you could get paid to lay on the floor first. Make a video about not having friends post on YouTube. Go viral easy. That's literally all I did. And make one, make a second one about why you hate living in Japan. Two virals right there. And then make some really dumb points that don't make any sense. Like, I don't hang out with guys 'cause I'm not gay. Why would I hang with guys if I don't wanna fuck them in the bum hole? That would be stupid. Just say dumb stuff. That's how I did it. And then move to kick link your channel. But boom, channeling. That's how rich. They're rich and marry a Japanese woman.

<laugh>.

It works for me. I don't think there's anything special about me. I just got lucky with that algorithm. Raw. Sammy did that before you. Yeah, I copied Raw Sammy <laugh>. I got my video idea from Raw Sammy. I saw her channel. I was like, oh, I'm gonna make a video about that too. And my channel block. But she went mental as well, didn't she? And then everyone started making videos about not having friends. Yeah, I sold everything. Russell included Tesla and Russell was a good sell. But Barrett Gold has gone higher since I've sold it. Holy shit. Russell tanked.

Mm-hmm <affirmative>

Hundred KA month on Kick. Jesus. And he's got hot tie girlfriend and his mom doesn't hate him. Sam's living their life. I know how much he pays in taxes to Thailand because he's making what, a hundred KA month. But in Thai money, that's like the equivalent of probably a million a month. A hundred KA month for Thai people's. Like, I don't know. You're some celebrity on tv. I reckon even Thai celebrities on TV don't make that much money. Like Ty List celebrities probably don make a hundred KA month in Thai money. I used that cleanser on my face last night. I did feel like my face felt smoother. I guess. I dunno what salicylic acid does. I think it tightens your paws. Charge my switch. Yeah. I don't really know how to get costs down much more. Oh, I could jump right back into stocks. Actually I now have almost the same amount of money I had in stocks before I sold all my stocks, which was about 4,000 and jumped back into Barrett Gold. Nah, I sort of run up too much. Will I ever pay my mom when I've created like a, a safety buffer of money in case I needed something for emergencies? Did I ask kick to be verified? Yeah, I sent them an email, told them I had a YouTube channel. I want a savings buffer of like 10,000 pounds before I start sending money out. So I, I have to protect myself.

I have to protect myself in case of any emergencies. And also you never know when the kick money's gonna dry up. I can't just be giving out all my money. I, when I've got 10,000, I'll send a couple thousand her way. But I might have expenses coming up. Like if I actually go Thailand, that could cost me a Thousandish pounds. And it's always unexpected expenses isn't there? I might need to get a new wheel or fix my car or repair some damage. I think Kick would give everyone warning like time to prepare saying, oh we're gonna end it in six months time. I don't think they would just suddenly say, oh we're turning off. Sorry. I'm pretty sure they'd give everyone some time. Time to start looking for a real job. Guys party's over. It's a big spider up there.

Maybe I should be a hooker. 500 pounds for two hours. I'd do that. Getting railed up the bum, railed up the bum for two hours for 500 pounds. <laugh> that's like four, three or four days of streaming. I don't think it would be a good idea if they turned off KCIP and all the streamers would just leave. Why would anyone still stream here if they weren't getting paid? KCIP? Everyone just go back to the Twitch and YouTube and Asman Gold. Go back to Twitch. I mean he never left Twitch. And everyone would just leave and go to another website. Remember when only fans said they were gonna stop letting people do porn And then everyone started leaving and then they were like, no, no, no wait. Actually we will pay for porn. So streamers will leave and then there'll be an no view and then the platform be dead. So if they want the platform to be dead, they don't care anymore. But I think the whole point of it is to add, it's like a big advert for stake, isn't it? 'cause Twitch banned stake adverts. I think before Kick they were using Twitch to advertise stake and then Twitch banned it. So they just copied Twitch's website, used the same code, just changed it to Green. So they must think it's worth doing it.

A lot of these twit streamers, they're goodie two shoes. Like C dog, va, oh no gambling bad hoo. Just because some people get addicted and ruin their lives doesn't mean the whole thing's bad. Most people can enjoy a drink and not let it wreck their lives. T Friendly keeps trying to charge me a hundred pounds, but I don't have any money in my Revolu <laugh>. I'm bored of T friendly already. I don't even talk to any of those Ty girls anymore. So it's just where do you live? What do you do for work? Boring. My plan now who? I wanna see if I could meet any girls nearby that I've matched with, but they don't reply. Some of them other girls' hearts. I think Spanish girl looks quite nice. She's in her early thirties. <affirmative>. The only 20 somethings I pour are the prostitutes on Thai friendly. I wanna go to Thailand still. I just don't really feel like in a big rush to go there anymore. Uh, I didn't buy the beer and I drank beer a couple hours ago for lunch. I've been drinking the beer every night actually. And I didn't buy it so nice. Getting everything wrong in one sentence.

I had bum sex with Bobby this morning. Addicted to bum sex? No, I didn't even make it for OnlyFans. I just made it for fun. <laugh>, maybe I should make something for OnlyFans. So my bum heals faster than usual. Now I need toilet. You don't need job center anymore for unemployed bums. Just get them on kick Streaming. It's like being on benefits, isn't it? It's like, I mean, you're getting paid for doing nothing. Look at my new cupcakes.

They

Look much better, don't they? They're actually not flat. I got self raising flour. It's got, it's silly 'cause I bought baking soda, but self raising flour already has baking soda in it. I notice that. But if I put baking soda and self raising flour, wouldn't it be even bigger and fluffier

Coffee

Time? You know, I'd love, I'd love like a curved big screen in the corner and then put my switch on it for Mario car. That would be so nice. Maybe just a TV so it's not too expensive. Just so like in the corner and I sit here and I play marit. It wouldn't have to be a massive tv. Just like 65 inch. Yeah, I made these cupcakes. My new recipe. See, peels off the paper perfectly. I put raisins in it as one. Look at that. Oh, that actually looks good. These little raisins. See? Oh yeah. I have mastered the cupcake. Oh, oh, the, the raisins in it are so good. Oh, completely different. Using self rais flour. That's the only thing. Different self raising flour and raisins. I bought raisins today. I finally learned how to make a cupcake. Maybe some little cherries would be nice too.

Look at that.

Hmm. I can't believe the French and British went to war to fight over sugar. All that fighting over Caribbean islands. Wasn't it all? Just so they could have sugar plantations. And British and French have all these waters just so they get some sugar <laugh>. Like it was some kind of, I mean it was a rare commodity at the time. It was like a luxury to have sugar.

I,

I put raisins in the cupcake and they taste real good. Look, it doesn't stick to the cup either. Look at that peel off. Perfectly <affirmative>. But there's something weird about it. Like the outside is very tough. It's not like how my grandmother used to make them. My grandmother used to make these amazing buns. We used to call them nana buns. I don't know how she made them. Maybe she used butter and she put a cherry on top in the middle and it had raisins in them, but they were fluffy. My ones like, like hard on the top. You can also put coconut shavings in them. Make it coconut nutty. But yeah, it's cakey in the middle. We used to go over to my grandmother's house every Sunday in Cox Heath. She lived in this retirement home with her new husband Tom. My step granddad was called Tom. He used to sit in his armchair all day smoking. It was nice. No the the true proper British experience. Visit grandmother, grand step granddad on the weekend, have some buns and a cup of tea. My dad would talk to them, talk to his mum about how stuff like DIY projects. Me and my sister would be bored. We used to bring a lot of games. I'd bring my game boy Lego sets.

My nana had uh, jigsaw puzzles too. We used to do jigsaw puzzles. I used to hate going. It used to be so boring. And then when we left, my grandmother would give me and my sister a Cadbury chocolate bar. And it used to be wrapped in a tin foil. I remember my mom, the my, my step granddad always give her a kiss on the cheek. And he had this big bushy mustache. Sometimes she would have a puff on a cigarette. Good times Life as a kid was so wholesome. Then you become an adult and it's like you're just fighting your inner demons the whole time. Addictions, loneliness, being broke. Who lived a DJ life? I speak just a normal little kid. Now the whole internet thinks I'm this weirdo freak. Mila. Mila had her dad in her life. Her dad used to come over every week for dinner and I lived at Mila's Grandmother's house for about a month. Her dad would come around all the time. The dad was alone. He lived in a tiny, horrible little apartment. He'd come over all the time for like dinner roasts and stuff. He was a nice guy. I remember one time me and Mila came back on a bicycle, but Mila was riding the bike and I was sitting on the back and he laughed at us saying, shouldn't it be the other way around? I tried but she was too heavy and I felt like I was gonna fall over.

Went all wobbly. I didn't want to ride the bicycle with her on the back. I was scared I was gonna fall over. I've got no leg power. I remember in Germany went to like a clothing thrift kind of shop that was run by this old lady. And then she complimented me this platform boots and then said something like, oh, but my boyfriend doesn't like them 'cause it makes him feel short. And then the old lady goes, I'm sure he'll tower above you with confidence or something like that. It was funny.

Or this feel so bored. Mila would get all excited to go into these secondhand clothing stores. And I'd just stand at the entrance looking at my phone. Oh, what was I supposed to do? I don't wanna look at secondhand women's clothing. Mila lived with her grandmother 'cause her grandmother had a house with two bedrooms. She said her dad's apartment was really messy and really untidy and she didn't really seem to get on with her mom. I went to her mom's house once we went for dinner, the three of us, her mom's house was really nice. It was really clean and tidy. Cozy as well. I thought, why can't I get a place like this? It's so cheap as well. Like 600 euros a month. And the whole family's weird. Like the mom doesn't talk to the dad anymore. The mom's with a new guy, has a daughter with a new guy. So Mina's got a stepsister and the dad lived on his own just like hanging out with his mates, doing motorbike car trips to Belgium or whatever to buy things to sell. And grandmother lived on her own on some kind of pension. I don't know.

She's pretty dead now. A bit of a sad family. Mina said they divorced when she was a kid. Broken family, spent her twenties partying in South Korea, probably doing drugs, said she did drugs in la, cocaine, heroin. And then it was an alcoholic. And Mita didn't drink any alcohol when we were together. And she said because she used to be an alcoholic and didn't want to touch her anymore. You know her grandmother lived alone. Well I mean she lived with me that Mila lived with her. All these girls got a drug experience, don't they? Crypt pr. Who else? Probably S's girl.

Mila had a lesbian orgy in a hotel in LA. She said her and her girlfriends were just hanging out and then suddenly they were just start licking each other's pussy. Sounds fun. They must have been like, uh, booze drugs boring. Let's eat each other out. Let's go girls pants down face is dripping with vagina juice. Dunno if they let any guys into fuck them up, you know what I mean? It always wanted me to lick her down there, but I didn't really want to. She had to tell me to do it, otherwise I wouldn't do it.

I don't like doing it. It smells weird and it makes my tongue ache. 'cause you go like stick your tongue out. I'd rather lick bum hole. I don't like licking vagina. The smell is too strong from the vagina. Like the juices that come outta the vagina have really, they've got a lot of, I don't know what's in it, like bacteria and yeast or whatever. There's, the smell is really strong. But with the bum hole, there's no liquid coming out the bum hole. But the vagina gets all wet and the more wet it gets, the stronger it smells. And then you taste it in your mouth.

Well the ass doesn't smell like shit unless they didn't wipe. I mean most wipe the bum don't they? The ass doesn't smell of anything. It just smells like skin with like sweat smell from the crack. It doesn't smell like yeasty vagina juice. As long as it's not got shit all over it. Well one time I sucked Bobby's dick and it had my shit on it. So I just got a load of saliva and then swallowed it down to dilute it. I ate my own shit. I guess like if I do 69 with a girl, I'd rather lick her bum hole than the vagina. Although I probably end up just licking the whole thing. But I focus on the bum hole. I prefer the faint smell of poo than like the yeasty vagina smell. I, as long as it's not like really strong poo smell. 'cause they haven't wiped no, I usually don't lick down there. You know, there's like a web under your tongue, like connective tissue. Sometimes I'd accidentally stick my tongue out too, too much and it would scrape along the bottom of my teeth and then get a little bit cut and then it would hurt for weeks. So I don't let it licking.

I got a short tongue. I am thinking of putting a note outside my door saying something like, I do not open the door after 10:00 PM Please phone this number if it's important. What do you think for like, for, for security reasons, I do not open the door after 10:00 PM I'm not scared of the place and I'm scared of prostitutes. Which number? I dunno. It just one of my sims, I put it on loudspeaker. Why? Why? Yesterday a prostitute came to my house. Your door will get kicked in. Uh, the neighbors will call the police if they start hearing someone kicking the door down. You know I'm surrounded by neighbors. It's not like I live alone, isolated in the middle of a field advertising a personal number on the front door. It's not my personal number, you know, I've got like five different numbers and I don't, I've, I've got one personal number which I don't share. It's just for like making accounts with. And then I've got like five other phone numbers that I don't give a shit about because I only got them because I got multiple sim cards for my live streaming. Yeah, a ring camera is a hundred pounds. I don't wanna spend a hundred.

How did she end up at your address? 'cause everyone knows my address. Yeah, I did ask her if she does PayPal or something. She said no cash. Only if she said okay I might have paid her turn off the stream. I've already got a camera. I don't need another camera. I need a way to communicate with the person at my door without opening the door. I guess the last resort is I just talk from behind the door without opening it. But that's kind of weird. Who is it? <laugh>. That happened to be sometimes when I did Amazon, I'd ring the doorbell and they, they'd be like, who's that? I'd go Amazon. It's not the army. Where are they? They fly right over the house. I can't see. Well they might be above the clouds. Don't make them know your home. It's too late for that, isn't it? And how am I supposed to stream in my house without people finding out where I live? I would have to make a streamer room where you can't see anything apart from my walls. And then only sit there. I wouldn't be able to do cooking. I wouldn't be able to pace up and down. I have to sit in the same spot, the whole stream. Think I can sit in the same spot for 15 hours without moving. It's already boring enough. Having the whole house to roam up and down. If I was only gonna sit on this beanbag for example,

Maybe I get a dog, big beefy Rotweiler called Mr. Wwo. Maybe I'll become a gaming streamer, which play GTA five. Maybe I'll put a green screen of my face. Mr. Wwo and Mr. Meme and Mr. Fishy Fish <laugh>. If I have a kid, he'll be called Mr. Wawa. And then when he gets older, Mr. Annoying fucking idiot, he won't do his fucking homework. And if I had a kid, he would have no fun. No video games, no smartphone. He'll be taught discipline and work. And then when he is 16 he can get a phone. And then when he is 17 I'll take him for driving lessons. I would not want a spoiled lazy brat as a kid sitting around playing Xbox, not getting a job. I don't want another one of me who will learn investing. I'll give him an allowance of one pound a month and he will save it. He will learn delayed gratification. I'll get him a dumb phone like Nokia thirty three ten for contacting him.

Where is he might get bullied. All the other kids would be like, where's your smartphone? You too poor. Get a smartphone. Uh, Jimmy's too poor. His parents can't get him an iPhone loser. Stupid fucking kids. They'll need a slap. I don't know why kids are allowed. Smartphones. So you don't let a kid have a car do you? Or a gun? Smartphones should be adult things 'cause it's got adult stuff on it. I used to get buddied at school 'cause I had an Xbox and I didn't have a PlayStation. Kids would be like, eh Daniel, you Xbox loser. I'd say shut up Xbox Bear. It's got Halo. They call it Galo Doesn't have revolution. Soccer and GTO Loser. Yeah. Kids didn't like me at school 'cause I was boring. I didn't talk. I was very antisocial. I hated everyone to be honest. I hated the chubby kids. I hated the loud mouth girls. I didn't really like people and they could sense it. I guess I was stuck up not a team player. I didn't put any effort into being friendly or like making people like me. I just sat there daydreaming. I just wanted to be left alone.

And even the teachers would bully me and they'd say stuff like, oh, I wonder what Daniel's thinking a bit. He's got a wicked sense of humor. I remember one time the teacher called my name. He was, he said Daniel Lord. 'cause we are doing the register where they call out all the kids' name. And I went like this Daniel Lord. But I slowly turned my head like a horror movie. And then he said something like, why did you turn your head like a horror movie. And then everyone started laughing. And my teacher used to come to my house. My mom's, my mom was friends with her. Her name was Mrs. Williams. And she came to my house once with her baby. My mum would make friends with everyone.

Mm-hmm <affirmative> Wow. The weather forecast was right. It did stop raining. How did Caesium look? I don't really remember. He had brown hair. Short brown hair. He had quite a small build. Like not like a big man's body. Yeah. Something I noticed with my viewers that I've met in real life who are men. A lot of them are short and have small bodies like me. Not big manly bodies. I met another one in Japan. He also looked the same like short white, normal sized head. But like underdeveloped body. Not big man's body with wide shoulders. I don't know if there's a term for that. Kind of like my build even meaningless is similar. Pretty sure Cesium was shorter than me. He didn't look much taller than my mom to be honest. Yeah, he is not ugly. I wouldn't say cesium iss ugly. He had a pretty normal looking face. He looked very nervous. I mean I'd be nervous too if I showed up at some YouTuber's house. That's why I wouldn't do it. <laugh>, imagine it was pretty weird. I remember saying to Truro, I was thinking of taking out a restraining order against Cesium. Came to my house twice.

But the thing is you wouldn't really know. Like he could come to the house secretly. You wouldn't know if he came or not. And you would need proof that he came, wouldn't you? I didn't have proof that he came on both. I guess my family would be witnesses and they could verify it. Yeah, we've got cameras now. Also, he didn't park in the driveway. I don't know if Pierre can confirm, but I think he parked on the road. He didn't come into the house driveway. 'cause I never saw his car in the driveway. I think what he did was he just parked on the road and then drove past the house. Very shady. 'cause if a car pulls into the driveway, I would know. I've got very good hearing. I can tell every time there's a car pulling into the driveway. I did not hear a car coming into the driveway on that Christmas day. Or was it before Christmas or a boxing day? I can't remember. I know where he parked. 'cause there's not really room to park on the road. 'cause it's quite a small road. Unless he parked on the gypsies. Compound driveway entrance. Which is brave. They'd be mad if you did that.

Especially if you blocked the gate.

Mm-hmm <affirmative>.

Let's see if I can find a day trade. See look, this is what I've learned about trading is don't be desperate for a trade. You just look at it and you go, Hmm, look. Hmm. If you don't see one, then you don't have to feel obliged to take a trade. You gotta play it cool. It's like with women, you don't wanna be desperate. You wanna just have a look, see if there's anything there. How are you breaking my band list? Band list sucks, isn't it? Okay. Hmm. Could be a short I

<silence>

No, nothing worth taking.

I

That could be a fair value gap. I don't really care about fair value gaps anymore. Don't trust them. I see nothing here. Mm-hmm <affirmative> And that is how you day trade by not being desperate. No, I wouldn't trade other people's money. I'd just lose it. I know this could go either way. It could be a long or a short. It could rip into um, final hour. I still don't get the point of vaping. Is it supposed to feel good? I'm just wondering when does, when's it supposed to feel good? Or why do I do it? Because I'm just wondering if it ever feels good. I don't know if I'm feeling anything and can't be that good if you don't even know if you're feeling anything. I am very resistant towards substances. I don't feel good from substances like alcohol. I feel good from caffeine. It wakes me up.

<affirmative>.

Like with weed, I didn't feel good. It made me feel like shit. And it made me feel really horny. Remember I told Venus I need to be with a girl if I get high, otherwise I'd fuck her sofa. Fuck anything. She was like, Hmm. Interesting.

Or

It's 20 mg a lot. I dunno why I get massive raging boner when I get high. When you're high and you've got a massive boner. Anyone looks good with the lights turned off too. I've been high maybe twice. Once in Amsterdam. Second time in Thailand.

Mm-hmm.

Mm-hmm <affirmative>. Mm-hmm <affirmative> Wow. Facebook ripped. Look at Facebook all time. New high. Oh traveling traders video is so boring now. He says same thing every time. Oh, I want to buy a bit more a MD in Amazon than Facebook and Google. So you basically just wanna buy Fang an s and p 500. Well, genius, genius move. If the market crashed, I'd buy, I wanna buy now my pepper. All these weird stains in my bowl. Well condensation. Well I finally managed to make cupcakes that aren't rubbish. I feel proud. I should have bought Google then I can invest. If I can't make good money off YouTube anymore could at least make money from the profits that YouTube make. It's like, oh, you can't make content that makes money anymore. But you can make money off of other people's content. 'cause the profits that YouTube make are thanks to the big creators like Mr. Beast. It'd be cool if you can invest in other people's channels like Mr. Beast Speed. I guess the way you do that is by investing in Google. But Google isn't just YouTube, it's all their services. So it is not really that much of direct exposure.

I

I think market could rip fair value gap. Hmm. 40 pound profit, 13 pound loss. If it breaks below the fair value gap, two to one ratio. Oh shit, there is S two risk losing 15 pounds. What riot is there a riot going on?

Mm.

None of my girls messaging me in Myanmar. Girl says, I thought you are from Korea, China, or Philippines. I said, I'm half white. Don't I Look it. She said Not at all. That's what most people think. You also look very Asian and cute. Do you think the best way to talk to girls is when you don't really care and then you just say embarrassing. Stuff like that. I swear when I'm really cautious and nervous and I'm like scared to push over the line, it goes nowhere. Then they get bored and they stop replying to me. This manmar girl lives in Bristol. I said, can you come here? She said, shouldn't the guy go to the girl? Other half is Chinese you. It's hard to get over the anxiety of sounding silly. The trick is making it clear that you are interested but not being a pervert. Like sure be your titties. I don't know what I said to faster. Just like I think you look nice, I want to meet you. Hmm mm-hmm <affirmative>

Just, just want someone to communicate with me. Just tell me if I'm doing something wrong or if they're having a bad day. Let's just talk it out. There's nothing wrong with showing your emotions.

She sounds kind of hot.

Just want someone to communicate with me.

I said one of my prompts was where do you want to go? I said, go to the beach with someone. And she said, you got a choice of many near me. Barnable. Oh I know where that is. That's north. 30 years old. Five three have children. What? She looks kind of big though. I don't even think I can pretend I like her. Should I send the voice message to the Myanmar girl? This is what my accent sounds like. I think it's easy to understand. I sound like this. This is what my accent sounds like. I think it's easy to understand. Sounding sexy. She said your voice is manly. <laugh>. Do you think my voice is manly? Can I hear your voice? Thanks Everyone always likes my voice. Or maybe they're just being polite. The only compliment I ever get from my YouTube stuff was my voice sounds nice or I look, I look cute but my personality ruins it all. Uh, what's wrong with my personality? I didn't do nothing wrong.

I want to lick your ear hole nice and softly and make it wet. <laugh> send that. You know voice messages are deceiving because I heard a voice message from that tiger. I thought she sounded cute but then when I was on the phone with her I was like Oh my god, I can't stand her. Got on and on. Do you think my road rage is a red flag? Yeah. Well I got my favorite music pumping. I'm on the country roads. I wanna do 60 miles per hour and you're a fucking idiot in front of me doing 35. Oh God, get the fuck out the way. Fucking granny. At least the tractor slowed down this overtake. You know me and another car were stuck behind this big tractor. The tractor slowed down so like 10 miles per hour to let us overtake. So we both overtake and then the car in front of me doing like 30, oh he almost as slow as the tractor. I dunno what was going on in the car park. A queue of cars just going round and round. Circles in the carpark, blocking people trying to get out. And they weren't even going to the exit. They went towards the exit and then they went round. There's loads of places to park so it's okay. Just get outta it.

If in Singapore for like 14 years. So I believe my essence sounds like Singapore essence. I think so. I'm not sure to just for me.

I don't know what accent that is. <laugh>. What kind of accent's that? It sounds like African. Oh shit, she heard me. Not really. Oh hey aj. Why are you dead? What's wrong? Tell the group we are here for you. Who's that? It's Myanmar girl. You sound cute too. I dunno what say it sounds like an African accent. <laugh>. What kind of accent?

I, I live in Singapore for like 14 years. So I believe my essence sounds like single essence.

Single Ss. Actually I don't know what Myanmar people sound like. There was a Myanmar girl in my Thai school. But because we didn't speak English, we spoke Thai. I didn't know what she sounded like in English. She seemed cute. I don't know. She had a face mask the whole time. Maybe she was ugly. The rest of it was cute. She said. Now are you living with your family? I live alone. I'm living alone now. My family are dead. No, my family are in Kent. I haven't seen them for a year. I'm lonely. <laugh>. I'm so alone. Why don't you see them? Uh, Kent is very far to drive to. I had a fight with my mom and I moved out last year. <laugh>, I think I'm telling you too much. I've been in so much drama. It's crazy. What kind of drama? Tell us we all love drama. What's been happening in Indonesia? The viewers are thirsty for a tea. <laugh>. I've run out of my own tea. Venus is, I don't know what Venus is up to. She's gone missing aj, you should do voice chat with me on stream and then you spill your tea. How about that?

What happened to Venus? Uh, I dunno. She's probably doing drugs right now or getting drunk tomorrow. Okay. You don't mind being on stream? I asked Kay Bug but she didn't want to be on stream. She said people would make fun of her sudden accent. So we phoned privately. I talked to Kbu last night for about half an hour. She's nice but it's weird. I thought, I don't know like in, before I phoned her I thought maybe she's like a bit of a troll or weird. But then I phoned her and she just sounds quite, she sounds like a nice girl. I think her accent's cute. Me and my girls living in a share house. Just getting a room. How many people live there? Not all of us can live in a fancy house. I guess. 37 bit old. 5, 5 37 living in a share house. Oof. That's tough. Why don't you like Bali, aj? Is it boring? Jira loves Bali. She seems to go a lot. Why did you choose Bristol?

Just want someone

To communicate with.

I want someone to get stuck in with my rural lifestyle. Don't be afraid of the mud. <laugh>. Hmm? Imagine I date a farmer. Girl, that would be funny. You got into drama with locals. What did you do? I can't imagine that. How would you get in drama with locals if a girl has a tattoo? Do they like their tattoo being complimented? I right. I like your tattoo smiley face. Your tattoo is your rubbish <laugh>. That would get their attention.

What about the hair of what if I put I like your hair. What I can only, I can only match one person and then I've gotta pay money. One pound per message. Fuck off God ripping us off. TQ Sam got HIV. Is that true? Been hearing that for years from tattoos. Uh, another reason I wouldn't wanna get a tattoo. Can't he sue the tattoo parlor and get a load of money? Ah, fuck sake. I should have taken that trade. I'd be up 20 pounds now. Is it too late? Probably. I do not want anything penetrating my body apart from Bobby. Bobby has nothing. Doesn't HIV make you lose weight? See that's why I want to get um, 'cause when I did STD tests, they take blood don't they? I got nervous about that. Well that was like a professional clinic, like a health service. So they should be pretty tight with the hygiene. Uh mm-hmm <affirmative> Uh, my trade actually played out. I didn't take it. My thesis is market's gonna rip Bart Gold's ripping. Oh, one hour I'm going all in, all in long fuck it got fair value gap s and t divergence all in long <inaudible>.

I maybe I wouldn't mind doing a little trip like to bath. But I wouldn't just go unless there was like something else like a girl lined up. 'cause I want to kill two birds with stone. I'd go there to stream and also to meet a girl. I wouldn't go just to stream. That's my thesis. Gimme my badge. What did you get? VIP. Okay. Done. Rotting his life away. What? I'm living my best life actually. What's happening? I'm just talking to a Yamar girl. 37 looks chubby and ready for the D. So pick no stupid trolls. Try and find their social media. 'cause they probably used the same pictures on their social media. I dated mostly Japanese before and tie go. Mm-hmm. Cat didn't come today. Wow. My trade's up two pounds. Told you are you Colin <laugh>. That's another great one up there with Connor <laugh>

Connor

Because he picture with you. It is funny. My voice sounded so different when I said con and then the next thing I said was really fast. And I think when I get nervous I talk really quickly or much quicker than usual. He got bored of the catnip. He doesn't really seem to care about it anymore. I think it's lost its potency. Looks a bit dried up. I got it months ago, didn't I? Like two months ago? Mm-hmm <affirmative>. Mm-hmm <affirmative> Buckingham Sheer company. Hope star's Lightsaber will fetch $3 million. I remember my friend from primary school when I was a kid said that his dad knew how to make a lightsaber and I believed him but he never showed us the lightsaber liar. She said what do I do? Hmm. What should I tell Myanmar lady? I do for a living. Um, I'm a day trader. I trade stocks. Currently I'm up one pound 70. I am a day trader. <laugh>. This just sounds lame but like I'm a, I'm a night walker. I walk among the moon, I trade. Oops. How about you <laugh>? I quickly change the subject to you. Ah. Test out the lie. She's good. Testing grounds. Like how confidently can I just say Oh yeah, I'm a day trader. Oh yeah. I've got a p and l of minus 2000 pounds in my account. But I'm a day trainer. I mean just 'cause just 'cause I don't make profit doesn't mean I'm not a day trade. I'm still day trader look up.

Just 'cause my p and l is minus 2000 doesn't mean I'm not a day trader.

Shut

A trade stocks crypto millionaire. She said she's an engineer so you don't need to go office. Uh, my, I work from home. What kind of engineer? I thought if she's from Yanmar, she's in the uk it would be healthcare. That's usually what they do isn't it? For the pinos? Usually work for the NHS. I don't know why we can't get enough British people to do these jobs. They always say, oh without foreign workers NHS would collapse. 'cause we can't get people here to get do those jobs. I mean, who wants to do those jobs in anyway? Like wash old man's bum and change their diapers? I wouldn't want to do it either. Electrical engineer. So you are working on your own with a company? Uh, I work alone using my own money. Electrical engineer. They might might be skeptical like, oh can you really make money doing that? How do you prove that you do make money? Unless you did it in front of it or showed how you p and l. Which is like saying, oh show me your bank account then. Or maybe they try and test your knowledge like, oh what's your trade set up? And they say, I don't know if it's going up or go long. If it's going down, go short

Easy. What kind of girl are you looking for here? How would you answer that? Looking for a hot girl. I'm looking for a girlfriend long term. Are you interested? I want a hot girl who's DTF and doesn't ask too many questions. You down, you want some of this? It's a silly question. No guy's ever gonna say, oh I'm just looking for an easy fuck. I'm just looking for casual sex with no condom. Why are ask these silly questions. I am up four pounds on-trade from my point of view. Everyone wants to go long term with someone who can get along with them. Well duh. Obviously

I

Being short because of different interests and personality. What does that mean? Being short? Yeah, that's the ultimate goal. Find someone you can be with happily. Oh gosh, you're gonna go on about personality like that tie girls. Why did you like me? And then I say, oh you look cute. Oh, just that, that is so sad. I think personality is important. Yeah. I didn't say it's not important did I? Why does me liking your pics mean? I don't think your personality's important. She said we should have chemistry. How can we find out if we have chemistry, spend the night in a hotel? We must see if our juices mix well or not. See if our bacteria are compatible.

Mm-hmm <affirmative>.

We have to talk, meet up, try to understand each other. What do you think about it? I agree that's the best way. So when can you come here <laugh>? I already asked her when she wants to meet and now we just went all round. Big loop back to the only way to find out if we have chemistry is to meet. Yeah, that's what I said in the beginning. That's what I said. When did you wanna meet? Oh my god. They take the big long way round to get to the same conclusion, which is we gotta meet. We finally got there, didn't we? They're like, oh, not meeting, but we haven't talked yet. Okay, now he talks, let's meet. I think the only way to find out if we have chemistry is if we fuck. That's the only way to know. Like what if you meet a girl and you think you don't have chemistry, but then you have sex and actually you do. I am sure people started off not liking each other and then they had sex and then they grew on each other like a fungal infection. Problem is, I don't wanna go to Bristol. I'm be fucking blood

<laugh>

Or I didn't stop the dream testing. Uh, I wanna go to Bristol so far away. She doesn't look that good. Bristol. A two hour drive. Oh my god. 117 miles and it's a big city. I'm gonna drive in there. Oh my God. Oh, hey Ven. What's up? Hello?

Hey.

Hello? Venus

Can show you like on video.

Okay.

I dunno. Yeah.

Looks nice. Show me again.

Sure.

Wow. Fancy.

Not really. It's just casual, but yeah, it's kind of nice. Yeah. But

<laugh>, what did you get there?

Oh, you know, just the usual

A beer.

Yeah. I mean, yeah. I mean in Europe I usually get like, uh, blood. But like in Europe I usually get, uh, <inaudible>. But like when I'm in, in Europe, yeah.

Hmm. Nice.

Yeah,

It looks very quiet there. Not many people. Yeah.

Kind. Yeah.

Yeah. What else did you do?

What else? I did, uh, I took, um, I, I went, I went to take a shower.

Oh, nice. Did you wash your hair?

No.

What, but you were in the shower,

So what <laugh>

You might as well washed it at the same time?

No.

<laugh>. Okay.

I mean, yeah, I sure. Yeah. Absolutely. Definitely. I think that's correct. Definitely. Yeah.

Oh, maybe next time.

So yeah.

Hmm.

You treat her,

What

Do you treat her

Care about? What

You what?

What did you say?

Oh, nothing.

Do I wash my hair?

No, no, no. I was just asking if you are straight hair.

Oh, it's, it's kind of straight mostly.

Okay. Interesting.

And bit wave.

I, yeah. Yeah. That's interesting. Yeah. Yeah. I

You what?

Well, I'm young. <laugh>.

Are you sick? Are you being sick? Such a beautiful sound.

Yeah.

What are your thoughts on Ice Poseidon?

Oh no, no, no. No way.

You don't like him?

No way. No, no, no, no. Wait. Not is man. Not him. Oh my God. Oh shit.

<laugh>. What's wrong with him?

Fucking, oh shit. No. <laugh>. Do you know him?

Yeah, I met him a few times.

No. You met him? Yeah. Did he also invite you to a rot room?

Yeah, he invited me to his hotel room and I met his girlfriend.

Well, that's very fun. Creepy. 'cause like he was like being creepy to me. And I'm like, I mean, I met Vex.

You met, I mean,

Oh, vex. Yeah. Obviously. Did he? I'm not gonna say it here on livestream. Wait, did he kill himself?

I think he accidentally died. He was drinking

Creatura?

Yeah. Do you know Creon?

No. I don't know what that is. Yeah,

I don't really know either. It's like a drink.

Wow, okay. That's pretty fucked up man. You know, like he was like in the same like, you know. Hmm. And like yeah, like as Proceed started being weird to me. So like, but he met him. Wow.

What did he do to you?

He was being creepy. Just that I can't really say

<laugh>. What you met ice beside in real life?

No. No I did not. Like, must drop the courage. I mean, I only met Vex because I was generally trying to be kind and show him around Japan. Like that was already a big mistake because like, I, myself as a girl, but like trapped 'cause like I am a girl and like, I can't, like, I was like alone and I met him. So like, you know.

You met VAX or Ice?

Yeah. I, I, no, I met Met v. Oh. But he's like in the same like yeah, I'm gonna like talk about it. So it be really weird.

Oh, you can't talk about why he was with No,

I don't wanna, I don't wanna talk about it. Yeah.

Oh, okay. That's okay. What about, what did Ice say to you?

What did you say to me?

No, what did ice say to you?

Oh, no ice. Um, no. He just like wanted to meet the like I'm not gonna talk about it kind of. I'm not gonna talk about it. Okay.

Interesting.

Yeah.

What about leafy? Have you ever talked to him? Leafy is here.

No, but uh, no.

You don't like him?

Oh yeah, I love him.

Ah,

Not really but yeah.

I thought you might like him. Not really.

Not really, but yeah. <laugh>.

Hmm? Did he not make a video about you? Leafy?

I think, yeah,

He might have. I'm not sure.

Yeah. Sorry. I got on mute real quick.

Okay.

I'm back.

Welcome back.

Yeah. No. Yeah. Who was the dude again? Um, uh, I forgot his name. Oh yeah. Ian also featured me in a video <laugh>. But you know, Ian is like beard, so. Yeah.

Have you ever talked to Ian?

No. He mentioned me in a video. Ah. Like, yeah, I think he tried to like, I mean like that was pretty weird 'cause like he mentioned like exactly this one video where I was like in a school girl, I only for him in a bathtub because he had blood. Mm. And I'm like, he like mentioned it and I saw like he, I mean I'm not gonna like talk about, I was kind of creepy.

Yeah, he was weird. Yeah.

Yeah. It's, yeah, there's honor reviewed who? I forgot his name. Not really. I didn't forget it but it's not that important. But he made like a video about me that get got like a lot of traction but like, you know, he's gay so Yeah. I mean he's hot so Yeah. Not really hot but like kind of weird. Yeah.

What was his name you forgot?

Oh yeah. Something. Something.

Hmm. So you don't miss making YouTube videos or are you glad that part of your life's over?

Man, I do miss making YouTube videos but like, you know, I have like, uh, I need a new YouTube account so Yeah, it's really hard to make new. I mean it's easy to make a new YouTube, but I would rather

Because you got locked out of your main account, didn't you?

Not really, but yeah. Kind of like weird, but yeah.

Mm. That sucks.

Yeah. But yeah, anyway, um, I think I'll probably, you know, just like try out new stuff. Yeah. Pretty cool.

Yeah. That's good too.

Mm-hmm <affirmative>

Move on something new. Leave the past behind.

Yeah. Yeah.

What you gonna do now? Just at the cafe? Yeah,

I um, yeah, pretty much. Yeah. Yeah.

Sounds good. Looks cozy. Looking good.

Yeah.

Kind of. No. Anyway. You wanna do what now?

Hmm? Sit around a few more hours then make dinner.

I see it. Interesting. So

Yeah, it's been a fascinating day of doing nothing

Interesting. <laugh>. You know, I might just go take a walk while the sun is setting down, you know, take a walk in the sunset. Okay. So that's what I'm gonna do alone. Okay. Have a good time.

See you then. I wonder what Ice beside said to her. I wonder about Vex did Very curious. Mm hmm Might go P but why can't she talk about it? Maybe it was illegal but she's already said she's done illegal stuff ain't anyway. I'm not vexed yet though. Now I'm very curious. I don't know. I just can't imagine like ice beside and having anything to do with Venus. 'cause they seem like such separate worlds. But I guess they were in Japan at the same time. Maybe Ice tried to link up. Funny how she's very honest about certain stuff that most people would never tell anyone. But then she won't say what happened between Ice and Vex trying to get them not canceled. Well one's dead and ice is already canceled. No one thinks he's a saint unless he was like, I don't know, like he groped or something. Who knows? Think my chopping board's getting mold. Why are these black things on it? Maybe I'll give it a spray. Why not just make a new YouTube? I'm pretty sure people would join it again. It was more of a case of him confronting you. <laugh>? Yeah, that was the joke.

Mm-hmm <affirmative> video of ice and his ex. Oh that was about me. Yeah. They pressed me was not very friendly. Was it? Acted like a giggling kid in front of ice. <laugh>. Uh, I just giggle when I'm nervous. Not giggling. It's just like a chuckle. But so you, Sam said his friend had slept with Venus. Wait, what did that say? Stupid check guy. Stop chatting. I'm trying to scroll up. Every time you chat it pings back down again. Oh. Why? This is chat like pings back down. I'm scrolling here. Uh, what did that guy say? Z Q's friend slept with Venus's mum Fuck. Holy shit. Mark's ripping. I'm up five pounds. I'm up five pounds guys. Oh are we in the lunchtime macro. I might move Stop loss to break even. The best thing about a trade is when it goes up and then you can lock in. Stop loss at breakeven. Can't lose. I'm up four pounds and I think it rips a big fat green candle fat and thick up to maybe there. Yeah, it's fun talking about drama with other YouTubers. I'm sure Venus has a lot of experience but maybe she doesn't like talking about it.

What if all the girls wanna meet at the same time? I just say I can't meet on this day 'cause I'm someone else but I won't tell them I'm meeting someone else. So I'm busy at the hairdresser. Oh shit. The <inaudible> girl said nothing. She said How many exes did you have? I said maybe six or seven. She said that's a lot. I said yeah I had quite a few relationships 'cause I'm so handsome. Yeah I know about the knife thing. All knives would be locked away also. I don't think I would bring her to my house if we met. It would be in a city place and then I'd probably get a hotel. She'd be bored here anyways. Nothing to do here. I think she'd wanna come to the middle of nowhere. Yeah, well all I have to do is not have sex with her and then it'll be fine won't it? We're just friends. She might suck his bank balance. I'm pretty sure she's got more money than I do. I only recently came out of massive debt. She's like casually traveling around Europe without a care in the world. My uncle lives in Myanmar. My Malaysian while still 20,000 in debt. <laugh>. Yeah. Well that doesn't count. I mean actual debt. Like credit card debt. I was in massive credit card debt 'cause I moved here and bought a car. Or bought a car and moved here. Finally got out of that IKEA loan. Gun credit cards. Zero Amazon payments. 'cause I've got a new phone but whatever Overdraft. Zero

Latching onto you 'cause you have bed and bored. Yeah, well if I go to Thailand, I come back home and I find Venus squatting in my house. Oh God. I need to put, yeah well uh, she wouldn't wanna live here 'cause there's nothing here and you need a car to get anywhere. So she'd be trapped here And I'm not buying drugs. No way. Finally, weather's getting nice. Ah, nice Then warm. Well no I need toilet again. The poo didn't come out last time. Let's see how my trade's doing up two pounds. Him. I'm not really ripping is it? Myanmar girl wants to add me on WhatsApp. She said I'm interesting. Where's aj? She's pretty went to bed. Blackout drunk. She said we're gonna do voice chat tomorrow on stream. She has drama from Indonesia. Apparently things went crazy with the locals. Big drama with Indonesian locals island drama in the jungle tomorrow on kick.com. Had it in my room. Maybe I just get girls on, they can just talk about the drama and life problems and I'll be like mm-hmm <affirmative> Uhhuh. <affirmative>. Mm-hmm <affirmative> No I haven't seen 28 years later. Is it good? Let me guess. They all die. That's usually what happens.

What? Let me guess. Half of them die. Mm-hmm <affirmative> I think I should add a bit more of my dating profile description. Like I've traveled to Japan in my younger years and had many experiences. Also. I love baking cupcakes. Recently into baking cupcakes. Pretty good. There's a save button. Oh I should take a picture of my cupcake <laugh>. I put a picture of my cupcake recently Really? Into making cupcakes. Here's a picture.

That's a pretty picture.

That's quite funny though. I think they like it when you put some random picture. I remember in my old dating profiles before I got banned, um, I used to put picture of a pot noodle with a pair of scissors in the pot noodle. Uh, because at the time I didn't have a fork, I only had a pair of scissors. So I used that to eat the pot noodles. And I took a picture, I put on my dating profiles. I'd always get questions about it. It was a good combo starter. Oh congrats. Duma. Uh, how do I find your name? I dunno why this thing is not very good is it? No, I'm not showing a cupcake Pick. People use it to track down my profile. I can't. I find whose name when I type Your name doesn't. Am I spelling it wrong? How it ah, ah, crypt is still there on the VIP list. Mis crypt. Imagine crypts versus Venus. That'd be so funny. I wonder if Crypts knows who Venus is. Why can't I find your name on the list?

Oh,

I've got it. Sometimes it shows up, sometimes it doesn't. Hmm. Oh shit. My trade, I'm up five pounds 60. Uh, trading macro times. I forgot when the time zones. PM. Macro. 1 21 40 11. 50 to 1210. It's one 15 now us time. What's a hydro macro? Oh, I'm up six pounds. Are you ripping? I'm up six pounds. 60. I might put stop loss at break even. I'm not losing anything on this trade apart from six pounds. If it tanks I guess. 'cause I didn't take profit now. Impossible to lose money now. Stop. Losses is at breakeven. Daniel will bang Venus. Uh, no. We're just gonna hang out. Maybe hold hands and cuddle. Mm-hmm <affirmative> Oh that's nice and warm in here. I love it when it's nice and warm in the conservatory. I will take it to Buck Hill. Uh, about the, I might do exercise in a minute. I think I've got a pass on. No, no. Me, I might girl ask for my WhatsApp. Usually the guy asks for the girl's WhatsApp. I literally said to her that I had a fight with my mom ran away and, and I moved here and I've had like seven exes. She still says I'm interesting. I'm interesting.

That'll be like a red flag for both girls. Yeah, because I'm British and I've got a house and I look handsome and she doesn't like white guys because she looks kind of chunky. Like 65 kg. 65 kg of Myanmar meat born and bred. Her face is okay. Like a Toby Asian girl. My is my so like Japanese woman is Japanese but what's a <inaudible> woman? Mummies Bicep tone.

I'll go for the 15. 15 kgs. This 15 kg easy. Uh, yeah I'm just hoovering 'cause I noticed some hairs so I might as well. Ah, I see some more. I don't like little heads on the floor. It's my pet peeve. The final set. Done. Work out complete.

My biceps getting massive. Hmm. I think my skin looks better since I used a cleanser. I feel like it kind of looks different. I used cleanser last night getting ripped. Mm-hmm <affirmative> my armpit. I haven't trim my armpit hair. Looks gross. Looks like a hairy vagina. That camera angle. That camera angle is wild. Ah, <laugh>. The camera angles so shoot. Ah. Crack myself up. See how my trade's doing? Mm oh four pounds. Okay. What am I doing tomorrow? Today's done I guess. Mm mm-hmm <affirmative> Uh oh shit. Mark's tanking. Is it going to trigger my stop loss? Uh, could have taken seven pounds. Profit. Fuck. I'm gonna get stopped out. No. Whoa. It just ripped there for dinner. Hmm? I can make, oh I can make beer battered fish and chips since I've got so much beer. I've got self raising flour with beer. That should make it really crispy. I never tried making batter with self raising flour. I've only used plain flour. I wonder if it makes a difference. Oh, I could add extra bicarbonate of soda. Make it crispy. I can't go very far tomorrow. Even if I go out, I've only got 50 miles range. I can only charge it for like five hours tonight.

It's not worth charging. Maybe I take it to the Tesla supercharger. We sit there for half an hour. These oranges don't look great. Why don't I plug it in because it's already 7:00 PM I can't really charge it much in four or five hours. In five hours you can probably get 10 watts of charge, which is like 20%. You need it plugged in from the morning like all day. Like 12 hours or more. I don't know where to go anyway. Where can I go? Ca Hill, bog Hill, maybe the UCT again. I wanna go to the UCT again but not so soon. Maybe like next week. What are we doing now? I'm just waiting until I get hungry I guess. Then I make fish and chips could take another hour and a half and until my stomach empties, fuck I got stopped out fucking market. I put stop-loss at breakeven but it stopped at minus 15 pence. I should have taken the seven pounds. Well she lied, didn't she? She didn't have a taxi. What taxi's gonna sit there waiting and drive her back? That wasn't a taxi. Now I don't wanna take a trade. Hmm. Well at least I didn't lose anything.

What's messy about my setup? There's nothing even on the setup. How can it be messy? Well, 'cause I've got three charts side by side, two cluttered. There's nothing even on the chart. What do you mean? All I've got is this box. I don't even have anything on my chart. Well I can get rid of this side window thing there. I don't really look at gold much. Have gold Nasdaq SP 500. You have to enable the badge yourself with those little dots next to the chat box while market's tanking. Good thing I got out that. Sure. I mean they're long. I'm gonna remove Crips. VIP since she betrayed us all the betrayal. How could she, what is VIP role? Get free access to my own fans. Buy an immunity. Not really <laugh>. You wish? Yeah. I've got eight people paid $25 for my special video. It's nearly $300 isn't it? Am I staying in England? Well I've got a bunch of UK girls lined up to me so I've got to um, see if anything happens here. I'd still want to go to Thailand for winter if I haven't met anyone here yet. It would just be a lot easier if I can just get sex nearby wouldn't it?

I'll take whatever I can get, sex, relationship, whatever. Not really fast, but if it's gonna be a relationship she better look good. Otherwise I'm just pumping, dumping. Do I like the calls from Venus? Yeah, it's fun. Although sometimes I dunno what to say. It helps with the viewer number as well. Might as well start voice chatting to random people. If I get really bored, if it helps the viewership number go off a bit, I'll have a phone call with AJ tomorrow on stream. Hopefully she remembers Kbu. I had a phone call with Kbu but she didn't want to be on stream. Yeah, I wouldn't stream my May. It might be some naked girl and then I get in trouble. What did you and Kay bug talk about? Just recent drama talks a bit about Venus Crypt. Well I asked for a voice message and then she said we could do a phone call and I said okay. Phone call about half an hour. Yeah. Good phone call. She sounds cute.

I said, when could you come to the uk? She said maybe September, December or next summer. Uh, December would be cold. I said, what about if you came to Thailand? She seemed a bit nervous about the idea. She said she's been to the UK before but not Thailand. I might not, I prob I probably won't be here in December. That's the thing. I don't want to be here in December. I'd be fucking freezing the hell's that sound. Unless I get a goal here, then I'll probably stay. Like if I can get a girl here and have sex, why would I leave <laugh> and have as much sex as I can first and then leave. So it kind of, I don't know what's gonna happen. 'cause it kind of depends If I find a girl not to have sex with, if I can't find any girl have sex with by September, then I'm out here. There were like 20 tie girls waiting. I need sex. I'm getting bored of getting rammed up The butthole by Bobby.

Mm-hmm <affirmative>

Two things I'm upset with here is the terrible weather and lack of sex. Thailand could fix those two things. But then I miss out on stuff like my car. I like driving. It would also be cool if I could meet a girl here and then like use my car to impress her. She'd be like, wow, how do you afford such a nice car? And I'd be like, oh, I just, I'm not lucky with um, Bitcoin definitely not my mom. Gimme money. Uh, I just um, you know, got a bit lucky with the stock market and then I took profit, bought this car with it. That's definitely how I forwarded it.

Oh,

Another thing me and Venus have in common is we randomly make puking sounds into the microphone and we both stalked someone we made for each other. Does does that mean boby? I wanna upgrade my cupcakes. I'm thinking cherry on top. Coconut shavings. What else can I do to the cupcakes? They're looking pretty good already. Getting a bit hungry. Fish and chip's gonna be good. I got self raising flour. Beer butter. Why are we upstairs? I don't know. I'm just tired sitting on my chair in the beanbag. Nice to sit on the bed. It holds its shape. It's comfy. I don't like, I've never had beef weddington but it looks horrible. It's like wet, dry, boring roast beef wrapped in a flaky pastry is weird. Why would I want pastry on the side of my roast beef? I'm not really a fan of roast beef. It's very dry. It's got no marbling. It's supposed to drench in gravy. No I don't. I don't like that roast beef cut. I like um, my fatty beef who's clout tracing me or her? I've got no clout to chase. I get a hundred viewers. Onk I'm a nobody or has been a washed up. Didn't even fall on to be able to fall off. She could double my viewers yet. Double my hate watchers.

They already think I'm a creep and a weirdo. A hundred viewers make six KA month though. So can't really complain. Imagine 200 viewers though. Venus pretty easy. Get 200 viewers. If she's just streamed all day, she made like 12 KA month. She'd easily get a partnership. Mm-hmm <affirmative>

Imagine

If I could get 200 viewers no matter what I do. 12 KA month. Imagine that. Why does streaming pay so much? It doesn't really. It's just that I stream all day every day. I'm brute forcing it. I only get paid. I get paid less than minimum wage. If you're talking about us minimum wage, I get paid like $15 an hour, which is I stream all day every day. No weekends, no breaks. $15 is, it's not even UK minimum wage. 11 pounds. People at McDonald's make more than I do. It's just people at McDonald's don't work 13 to 14 hours a day every single day. I call it the brute force method. If I could stream 20 hours a day, <laugh> could make 350 a day. Yeah. If I just did eight hours a day, five days a week, I'd make less than what you make at McDonald's. I would make 15 times, eight times five times four, I'd make 2,400 a month, which is 1,700 pounds a month. Which would be just enough to cover my expenses. But then I would have evenings off, weekends off. So it is like same as a minimum wage job. If I did regular hours like eight, uh uh, nine to five, five days a week. So yeah, if I got a girlfriend I'd have to cut the hours down

'cause you know money's nice but at some point you've got to sacrifice some money to get some sex. 'cause if I had a girlfriend, she kept wanting to come around, I would not be able to say no 'cause I want to have a girlfriend like cuddle and stuff. So I have to say goodbye to that money if I had her girlfriend. That's the problem isn't it? But I might have more interesting stories if I got a girlfriend. I don't really have much to talk about anymore 'cause I'm just always alive. It's just I don't have the option right now to have a life. 'cause I don't have a girlfriend. With a girlfriend. Comes life trips, nights in, days out. I'm trying to find one but it's hard work. These girls aren't in a rush to meet up.

I've never understood why people iron their clothing. I've never once had clothing. So wrinkly. It needed ironing. I remember my dad doing it. Remember him in his bedroom with his ironing board out ironing his shirts and his trousers And I used to think, why is he doing that? My school shirt was never so wrinkly it needed iron. I do remember my mom doing it actually. It seems like such an old person kind of thing to do like your mom or dad with the ironing board out with your school shirt sleeves and then they're like sh they used a pointed bit to go around the cuff of the sleeve. Do people still do that? It seems like it's such a nineties thing to do. I just hang it out to dry and it dries without wrinkles. Like look at my shirt now. It's not wrinkly. It's just like bunched up. Yeah, I forgot about that image. My mom was sitting there with a pile of laundry ironing it. I don't think I've ever ironed anything in my whole life. I've never apart from school, I never had to wear a shirt and tie. If you wore a wrinkly shirt, well I'm gonna buy one on Amazon, wear it and then they're gonna return it. <laugh>

Genius.

Mm

Three more days until payday. We got Tuesday or Wednesday, Thursday, another 1,100 pounds. Please honor month. Thank you very much. Free rent. I stream in the house. House pays for itself. <laugh>, free house, free car, everything. Free basically. And then got three weeks of August. All the money is bad. I'm aiming for 7,000 pounds end of August. See if I can do it. There's nothing I wanna buy. Really?

She's good. I thought maybe a ring camera but I know it's not really that important. Maybe I put a sign on the door saying ring this number. I do not open the door after 10:00 PM for security reason I do not open the door after 10:00 PM Please ring this number for inquiries. Maybe I'll write it in Chinese as well to make it look funny Or I could print it out on my printer. Couldn't I print out a note? I print out like A-C-C-T-V warning under 24 hour CCTV surveillance. I facilitate that to my wall under constant police surveillance. 24 hour CCTV running or this property is guarded by big, massive, dangerous dog. Big, massive, dangerous dogs in on the loose in the property. Do not enter rabies infected. Massive five legged beast guarding this property. Beware <laugh>. One-eyed beast roaming this property. Room's looking sparse. Yeah, well what you gonna do? Got all you need? I've got the toys, got my bed. And what would a girl have? Like a little makeup desk in the corner. A wardrobe. There's no room. Where are you gonna put it? The only room is over there stuffing over there. I messed up getting such a big bed. I guess should was stuck with the futon. Didn't not end up being alone. It's a nice bed though. What else do you want in the bedroom? How Put my clothing downstairs.

I've got two bedrooms, one here and one there just for my kid. I get rid of these two things. It's ruining. It's ruining the vibe faster. Thought that was a bra when I came back to Thailand after Japan, she went through my bag. She took everything outta my bag, emptied it. She saw my eye mask and she was like, ah, what's this? She thought it was a bra. I said no. So eye mask. And she didn't believe me. She kept saying really? She said Yeah look I put it on my face because the material looks shiny like a bra. That's the problem. It does look a bit like a small bra. So it was so funny. She was like unpacking my backpack as if she's saying okay you are here now you're not leaving. Not allowed to go again baby. Or maybe she was searching in my, in my stuff looking for something. I think she was just like organizing my backpack for me. She forgave me pretty easily for that cheating thing didn't she? I couldn't believe she forgave me. I was literally staying at some woman's house and told her yeah we had to text. I can't believe she took me back.

It was a risk. I'm back to Thailand. 'cause if she didn't take me back,

I

Guess I'd have to just get a hotel.

And then I lost the Korean woman because of it. I just said gotta go back to Thailand. Sorry emergence. I've got an emergency in Thailand. I had to go back and then I blocked her, rode off my bicycle when she was in the shower. I had left half my stuff there. I left my favorite. My favorite um, Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia t-shirt. I left there. I left my power bank as well. A hundred watt power bank and some other clothing. She had a nice face. The Korean women. I just, I didn't like the tomboy vibe. I don't why it's like a common theme with Korean women who approach 40 or get to the mid thirties. They they cut their hair short. They start wearing very tomboyish clothing like trousers. Even my first Korean girlfriend who was like 36 when I met her did not have a very feminine style. And her friend was the same too. Jeans, permed hair, they call it the ama style mannerisms are also not very feminine. Korean women are like that. Like they're hyper-feminine until round 35. And then they just give up, get a granny haircut. Wear lazy clothing.

Yeah. A girl wearing it depends on the cut of the jeans. I guess If there's like tight jeans that show her figure then that's feminine. But if it's like baggy jeans that don't show the figure, then yeah it's masculine. A lot of current women just give up around 40 they get the bucket hat, the pink bright colored mountain gear. I know why a Jim must love the mountain trekking gear. They get that big sun vice with a bucket hat and the bright pink, bright orange like spandex waterproof jacket. And they walk around in like hiking boots. I know why they do that. It looks so, it's so stupid. They all wear the same clothing and then they perm their hair as well. They cut their hair short and then they perm it And they always have that same like brown looking dyed hair that's about shoulder length.

It is really unattractive. I don't like it. Japanese women don't do that. Japanese women carry on wearing dresses and keeping their hair long. Like look at jhi. Jhi hasn't like cut hair short, got a perm wear bucket hat. Although she does wear a bucket hat sometimes it's okay if I have the hairstyle 'cause I'm a man, A woman shouldn't have it 'cause it's too short for a woman. The point is it looks bad on a woman 'cause it's too short for a woman. It looks fine on me. My hair's not long at all. You only think it's long. If all you see is men with wordy short hair, then yeah compared to that I guess it's long compared to a shaved head. It's long. I guess I don't like short hair on women.

It never looks good. It should. The shortest it should be is like shoulder length. It can hover above a shoulder length. But nothing shorter than that. I've never seen a girl with short hair and thought wow she looks good. I just think, damn she looks so much better if she had longer hair. Oh, I'm not a fan of the tomboy look, I'm also not a fan of the hyper-feminine look. You know like fancy dress, high heels, hair clip, earrings, makeup nails. I don't like that look either. I think you need balance that's too far in the other way. Like the super glamorous feminine look. I hate high heels. I think they look stupid. I know why women wanna be tall. No man has ever wanted a woman to be taller unless he's like six foot and she's like five foot one.

I would, if I went on a date and she had high heels, it would be weird like wow she's, she's like my school teacher or something. A woman wanting to be taller is like a man wanting to have a bigger bum. It's just weird. I see the point of it. My favorite hairstyle on a girl is brown hair with fringe long. Maybe like a braid here and there or maybe pigtails like fluffy with volume. I love brown hair. Jet black hair. Nah, I don't like that. Asian really super straight fine black hair. Boring. Most Korean women have that hair where it's like super straight and really black. It looks like someone just painted black paint on the head 'cause it's so thin there's no volume at all. It looks like they've just got like a black thin piece of fabric on top of their head and that could just blow away. Or like a, a thin black layer of silk resting on top of an egg held on there with a bit of glue. Plus what the Korean women hairstyles like there was a time when I would see like long fine black hair and I'd get excited at the sight of it 'cause I wasn't used to seeing Asian women growing up growing up. I never saw any Asian girls or women.

And when we going to Chinatown in London and you start seeing all the Asian women, I'd get all excited. Be like wow, look at their straight long black hair. So shiny now I'm not really into it. Well I don't really have that Asian yellow fever anymore. When I was in my early twenties, late teens, oh god I just see any Asian go on. I'd get really excited. I remember going to the Chinese restaurant and the waitresses would come near me. They'd like place the balls down and their arms would nearly touch my arm. Sometimes I could feel the hair on their skin nearly touch mine and I'd be like, oh she's touching me.

I just get really nervous and the hot Chinese waitress girls at the restaurant place my cutlery in front of me like I'm a prince or something. I used to love going to the Chinese restaurant because of that. My mom would always start bantering with them all in Chinese. Going to the Chinese restaurant was always funny as a kid. My mom would start just talking to all of them. End up having like the owner of the restaurant and a bunch of waiters all around our table talking to my mom in Chinese. It used to be a nice family event. We always used to it. We always used to do it as a family. When I was a kid. Birthdays special days. We go to tangs Imperial Ma. So they shut down. Now you we got the spinny circle thing in the middle of the table. You get all the food and you rotate it around. They bring out the prawn crackers and jasmine tea. We'd get the same food every time. We'd get fried rice, Charmin crispy pork balls, sesame prawn toast. I used to get seaweed. My dad would always get the orange chicken or something, lemon chicken.

I used to love it. And then ice cream afterwards and then you'd get little mint from the counter when you finish eating and pang get a little mint from the basket. I love the little tea cups with the jasmine min tea. You like get the sate chicken beef school. Oh I'm hungry now. I'd have a sneaky sip of my dad's beer. I remember my dad would have a beer and I would take a little sip and be like, hmm know if I like it or not. At first I didn't like it. I didn't start drinking beer until I was about 21. Only because everyone would start drinking beer at the guest house in Japan. Before that I never drank. I didn't see the point. I thought if I'm thirsty I'll just drink water.

But then you get older, you start enjoying the taste. You, you start craving it with certain food. Like a steak. You gotta have a beer with a steak or fried food. You gotta have a beer with fried food. I always go to a Chinese restaurant. Never an Indian restaurant or a Thai restaurant or a Japanese. We never ate Japanese food. I don't know why. We weren't very adventurous as a family. It was always either Chinese restaurant or fish and chips. My dad was not adventurous with his food. Always wanted British food at home. He would never eat my mom's Chinese cooking. But then he would have Chinese food at the Chinese restaurant. I didn't understand my mom would make like a bowl of fried rice. He would never have any.

I know why we never went to a Japanese restaurant world. Anything else? I took my family to a Yaki restaurant in Malaysia and my dad looked so confused like he didn't know what to do. I had to teach them how to eat it. No it was not a yaki nick. It was Korean barbecue with the leaves. You wrap it up in the leaves and put some kimchi in. All these plates started coming out. My dad looked so confused like what am I supposed to do? I was just shocked that none of my family ever been to a Korean barbecue before I, I came back from Japan after my first few times and I had learned new things like yy Nico and barbecue and raw cabbage and miso soup. I picked up all these new food habits from my Korean girlfriend and Japanese girlfriends.

Never I, I don't even think my dad has ever had sushi. He would think, oh that's weird. Oh raw fish. I think it took a long time for the British to come around to the idea of sushi. Now it's pretty normal, very normalized now. But when I was growing up it was like a weird exotic thing people were scared of. Oh, raw fish. Oh can't eat that. I, I don't think I've ever seen my dad eat sushi. Imagine not ever ever having sushi before you die. That's weird. Never having goon with the raw egg on top. Missed down so much. I don't eat sushi in England much unless my mom went to Koro which is that sushi shop 'cause they had those big fat salmon rolls. They sell sushi at Tesco. It's rubbish. It's like cold and hard with a tiny bit of cucumber in it. I like those poker ball. Poker bubble things with the salmon and the ed moment. It no, I haven't had dinner yet. I'm still building an appetite. Who's the mask girl?

The only thing grosses me out is like raw oysters. People knock them back like shots. Just a load of slime. Do you even chew it, put some lemon on it and then you just slurp it up like a massive booger? Yeah, I've had durian never liked it. It smells like a damp sock and not in a good way. It stinks apparently. It's good if you can get past the smell 'cause it's like buttery and sweet. My relative's house would stink a bit. It would leave the windows open to air out the smell And my dad used to like um, those weird fruits like what's that red one with the spikes and you open it. It looks like garlic cloves but it's sweet like a grape mango stein, something like that. They got weird fruit in Southeast Asia. Dragon fruit, I don't know. And one time we were having it in Malaysia on the street from some street vendor and we got a bunch of this weird fruit and then this white guy just came up to us and he was like, may I join? I thought wow this guy's brave. So my dad was like okay sure have a try of this. He sounded European and that was when me and Jira went together.

Oh

I was kidding. Did you hear that? Oh I dunno why I can't crack my left foot.

Oh

That's weird.

Sniff. It

Smells good. I haven't really done any walking today. So there's not much smell. Smells yeasty, cheesy in bed with Daniel in bed with a hundred people I think. I don't know how many viewers I've got now. Work nine to five. Earn while earn on kick but get privacy back or stream easy. IRL stream eye. But if I had a girlfriend I would have Sue nine to five 'cause I would need time for her. All right now it's good 'cause I don't have a girlfriend so I can just stream all day. I just stream nine to five. I can't get a job that pays more than this. Can I? All I can get is minimum wage. McDonald's. Hi. Yeah. Sometimes I like doing Amazon flex 'cause it felt, it felt nice delivering this stuff to these old people who probably don't want to go out or can't drive. And when I was delivering food groceries usually disabled people would answer the door. You know people in wheelchairs. It felt like yeah this feels wholesome. Helping them get their food. Oh hey Venus, awesome Elf tower got destroyed by my girlfriend. Wrecked.

Do you wanna see Bobby Bobby's?

He's all sticky. His pecs are ripped. Look his pec. It's got six pack. Why is it so small? Uh, 'cause it's not a life. I mean it's not like a big size one. It's supposed to be portable. It's for portability. You gotta pay more for a bigger one. No, I'm not showing a wordy. It's too realistic. It literally looks like a real one. Eating Chinese food. Yeah, I think there's a Chinese restaurant. Instock. It's just annoying trying to find parking. Yeah, I go to the big car park and pay for parking. The high street usually is quite busy, especially around dinnertime. I don't really like parking on the high street base. Too crowded. Well 114,000 1 1 1 subscribers but no views. Dead channel. Highest subs I've ever had. Lowest views I've ever had. <laugh> And then when I had the highest views I ever had, I had the lowest subs I've ever had. No sense wonder way Ven says, I hope she's having a good time. Anything interesting happen today? Nope. I went to m and s food.

I

Bought food, took a day trade but broke even. Yeah the weather made me sad And then the people driving slowly made me mad. I hate it when I don't know. You're driving home and you're having a good time going 60 with your music and then in the distance you see someone driving at 30 and you're like Ah but fuck sake. It's like the ultimate piss on your bonfire moment and you're just praying for them to take a left or take a right or hoping the road opens up so I can overtake. The roads are too bendy to overtake safely and

I don't, how am I driving too fast? I'm doing the speed limit. You are driving too slow. These people will see me coming behind them and start and I get nervous 'cause I'm getting close. I don't go that close like Aldi drivers do. What's the hurry? I'm not in a hurry. I just enjoy doing 60. I enjoy the speed at 30. Fucking boring. It's like you are naked with a girl and you can't put your dick all the way in. Like you can only put the tip in. You want to put it all in like go deep. Otherwise it's not fulfilling or satisfying. That's what the driving at 30 on the 60 road feels like. It's like come on, I want to go fast ruining my fun. I how these grannys doing 35 on the 60 road. I wonder if they always drove slowly or they started to get slower as they got older. Well Venus called me like three times. I like these bedsheets. They're kind of rigid. Ribbed bumpy. It's got a nice texture

Soon.

Appetite is building. It might go, I don't know Mark, it looks like it's gonna tank power hours in one minute. Ripping or tanking?

Hmm.

No trade here guy. I don't see a setup. That's what traveling trade would say. Guys, I don't see a setup. Here's my American accent. Is it a short, that was a big rip. Fader fade. The rip No SMT divergence. Where's my iPhone? It's in there. Fe the golden pocket. No, no, no, no. Okay, I've gotta make the bad. Huh?

If I put

Extra baking soda into it. Bit extra crispy wine

Complicate

Smell Good. Like why? Why do they make such a weird container for certain things? Why does it have to be in this weird really thin lid thing? Why don't they make a big lid so I can grip it? What a weird lid. Why is it so thin? Or do you pop it off quick? Your fingernails off. What a stupid lid. You can't even give me anything to grip onto. It's just salt baking soda's. Just salt isn't it sodium? No stupid lip. Look at this stupid lip. You're supposed to pop it off but they don't give you anything to grip apart from this half a centimeter gap. God, I think we've got wolverine clause chat died. Don't think it's frozen. It's just dead. I am gonna make beer battered cod with chips and peas. Traditional English meal. Hmm. What should I do tomorrow? I might go for a walk. If the weather's good.

I could have charged my car at Melbourne Reservoir but I don't have the cable. I left it at my mom's house. Not the three pin cable but the one you connected the car to a charger. Public charger. I remember my uncle te me off when I got the car like he was my dad or something. He was like, you do reach out. And I was like, um, a bit. Okay, well what kind of charger? What type charger does it have? Then what's the connector? I said I don't know. Oh right. So you did do research, you bought it, you didn't do thinking 'cause you didn't think had did you Shut the fuck up. Fuck do I need to do my research. Is this used as a standard charger that every EV uses?

Imagine needs to researched by a state-of-the-art modern car as if it's not gonna work with modern appliances. It's not like I bought a 2015 Nissan Leaf that's got like a old defunct charging port that nothing uses anymore. Literally a modern car with the most common charging port in all EVs. Type two CSS. Of course it's supported. Why would it not be supported? Why would Perro make a car that has a charger that's not supported? So my mom's fault, I bought the car, drove it home and then she text my uncle, he comes over. My mom's like, oh no, Daniel bought a car. It's electric. He doesn't understand how it works. I bet you anything my mom said to my uncle something like he Daniel bought a car. He didn't do any research. He doesn't understand how to use it. Can you come and help? We don't know how to charge it. He must've been like, oh my god they're idiots. I didn't ask him to ask my uncle to come and help. I don't need help. I know how it works. You just plug in the charger to the house, you plug it into the car.

God it's so annoying. Damn chat is really dead. Wake the fuck up guys. Oh my fucking god. YouTube chat was never this dead or is it frozen again? I can't tell if it's bugged or if it's just dead. I'm telling an interesting story. I've got nothing. Are you? If I was on YouTube I'd get like 120 viewers and the chat would be popping. Kick is fucking dead all this fucking time. But I was not bothered to even talk. Where the fuck you guys then I'll just do my thing

Fucking dead. Still

Not very hungry. I don't have dinner at eight because you have dinner too early. You finish dinner and then you've got like three hours after. It sucks. I wanna finish dinner and not have too long to go afterwards. Finishing dinner at like half nine to 10 is nice. So I start making dinner around nine ish, 40 minutes. I probably make dinner at nine. Gonna place America. Did I miss YouTube? Kind of. I definitely think I miss the vibes from April, June, April, may, June vibes 150 viewers on YouTube. Active chat. Crypts was there, moon was there. Crypts mum. Chat was popping. Crypt was good. Getting the chat going. Ah, I miss Miss April, may, June the I miss getting Super chats. The Indian woman's voice. Yeah, you can stream on both at the same time but then you lose 50% of the kick money. It's not worth losing 50% of the kick money to stream on YouTube. It's not just 50% of the kick money. It's 50% of the viewers too. 'cause people will be over on YouTube instead of on kick. It makes no sense. If it made any sense, I would've been doing it already.

I get double the money on kick. If I only stream Onk, I'm bored. Fucking

Oops I'm gonna lose. Oh are you kidding me? Are you fucking kidding me? Fucking shit in my fucking game.

What do you mean he could get shredded? I already did my workout. What you say I'm gonna work out all day long. I guess you would know that, but I guess you can't be bothered to pay fucking attention. I only do it uh, every single fucking stream. Imagine saying I can't be bothered to do something I literally do every day on camera. Fucking irritating. Do pushups and bicep curls every fucking day for a month. And then you're sitting there saying, oh he could get sh shredded if he could be. I fucking do it every fucking day. Fucking moron. Fucking dumb fucking prick. How are you saying? How are you saying I don't do something I do every day?

Don't fuck

Take your OG badge away. Calling me lazy for not doing something I'm already doing. So fucking stupid. Really hope you're just trolling.

Oh no. Good game.

Are you fucking kidding me? Are you fucking knocked out in the first fucking round? A stupid fucking shit game? Oh my fucking God. Why can't it just go straight to the next match? Why are you, what is this? Why does it do this stupid loading screen? Just go to the next fucking match. Already Fucking shit. Fucking game. Imagine thinking I wanna spectate the match instead of just starting a new match, just automatically start a new match. Why do I have to do it now? I'm bored 'cause I can't go out 'cause the stupid fucking weather's raining all the fucking time, at least going out made me tired. Now I just feel restless and agitated and I can't go outside in fucking UK shitting fucking weather raining every fucking day. Fucking hell wish they just n the sky so it fucking clouds will fuck off.

Should be fucking clouds.

Getting second tired of this weather. I don't want to go out in the rain. It's horrible. I wanna go out and have a good time and feel the sun. I don't wanna walk in a fucking brainstorm. The whole point going out is 'cause it's fun. IUP suppose going out is supposed to put me in a good mood. Not in a bad mood. If I wanna be in a bad mood, I just stay inside. Yeah, I did go shopping. It's not the same experience at all and there's no good connection inside the shop and I can't talk 'cause there's too many people, I just don't get it. I like to walk in nature when the weather's nice, clear my head. There's no people around shopping the internet sucks. Lagging. Lose my viewers. I can't talk 'cause there's people everywhere and it doesn't look nice. It's just a stupid shop. How's it the same? It's even close to being the same. Couldn't be further from being the same. Oh my God, get the fuck outta my way. You stupid fucks. There's too many stupid players. Oh what? I really hate that lightning thing. Oh, stupid fucking things. They just randomly suddenly changed direction.

How's that guy go so fast? I hate these water bits. Why do they put these water bits on the game every It is so slow. Just get me off the fucking water. Terrible design choice. These water bits are just aids. I hate them. They're just so slow. Who the hell at Nintendo thought anyone would enjoy this and I lost fucking stupid water?

Sure. You know what the, I think you, I'm pretty sure you know what the is.

Why does she keep asking what a boom boom is? Isn't that what Ty people say for sex? Do you want a boom boom? Why are all the levels the same on this is there's like just two levels or something. I feel like I'm doing the same tracks over and over and over again. Where the hell is the variety me? Eight. There was so many tracks there. Barely any tracks on this.

Oh that was close.

Gonna lose. Can't get any power ups. Fucking stupid fucking game

Dinner time and two hours left and

A bit too much. <silence>

Yeah, I dunno. The place crispy

A walla looks pretty good. I wonder how crispy it's gonna be with the self raisin flour and the beer and the baking soda.

Fucking fuck up. How to turn fucking, fucking big off.

Looks pretty good.

I might take a

Picture. Oh, what is this new Apple camera app? It looks stupid. It was fine before. Why? They gotta change things when literally no reason to change. It was fine. Why did they change it weird. Now

I wow. It looks crispy. Hmm. Wow. Crispy. Hmm. Oh, ah. Oh yeah. Hmm. Huh. Another amazing dinner. Where's Venus gone? Yeah. Pretty good fish. Pretty good. It's too big. It's too fit in here. Yeah, I already done the bicep curls. I do them before dinner now.

It's nice to get them outta the way. I'll leave it open to dry it out so it's crispier tomorrow. That's

How the crispy stick crispy. I got my kitchen.

How's my mood? Uh, I dunno. It depends on the weather really. If the weather's bad, I feel moody so I don't get to go outside and stretch my legs. Going to the shop today was not fun. I thought it would be fun but it's not the No, I don't really get that feeling of oh it feels cozy. It just feels annoying. Like I'm trapped in the house and it to, it gets in the way of doing stuff. I need to do laundry as well. I can't hang it outside. I need to do walking as well to kill half the day. I get all cranky before I got kick and after I lost every job. I didn't go outside for weeks. I ordered food from Tesco. I did start fitting pretty miserable. I didn't get shoes. This orange looks nice. Marks and Spencer's orange. So far it's better than Tess Garage. Wonder why all the oranges come in on the plane or whatever from Africa. And then how do they sort them like the really good ones? Okay, ones and the shit ones that all go to little and then the good ones go teca and the really good ones,

I wonder how they sort them out. They have the massive orange auction in mountains of oranges and then the MS people go put the highest bid. Who should make a documentary inside the secret world of orange auctions? Isn't this foil? It's like plastic on the outside. Foil on the inside. Yeah. I miss the paper and foil packages. You used to be able to get your fingernail and then crease like break the, you make a crease with your fingernail and it'll break the packaging. It would break the foil. I remember doing that as a kid. It reminds me of how in Japanese it sounds like was it you can win <inaudible>. It reminds me of this Korean guy at the guest house. His name was E. You know the Korean surname Lee in Korean? It's actually E. Like E And his name, his first name was Tansu Tansu in Japanese. If you kana his name Zu would be Chance Like Chance. Chance. And then his last name would be E <laugh>. His name was E Chance Japanese people found that funny. It is like a good, good chance. E Chance do that. Oh God. I nearly inhaled my tea.

It's like three Korean surnames. Lee Park and Kim, but in Korean it's Pack and E and Kim

P.

I forgot what my first girlfriend's name was. Holy shit. I forgot what her name was. Holy shit. I forgot <laugh>. Damn it definitely wasn't Kim e or Pack. I forgot. I mean I remember her first name but not her last name. I don't know why I nearly all of them are called Kim Oli. What did I call her? Uh, Yu like ni or not. Although I supposed to call her Nuna Nuna which is what a guy would address as an older woman as Nuna. But I didn't like using those words like Oppa Nuna. I mean a guy wouldn't say Oppa, he would say young. He say young Nuna. I forgot what the words were for someone younger than you. I learned a lot of Korean just by dating a Korean woman. It's like a cultural exchange and girlfriend experience all in one. You got so many words to address people like young lady is aghi but old woman is a <inaudible>. I forgot what old man was like Ji. I think that's father as well. So they address each other based on how old they are. Not saying you or excuse me, they'd be like a juer if and then if they are not actually that old, they get pissed that they say, why are you calling me a juer? I'm not that old.

It's been a while since I've watched K Drama. Yeah, <inaudible>, Mr CEO. That'd be so weird if we said that in English. Mr. Store owner. <laugh>. I don't know why Koreans drama's always so miserable. Even a squid game. The story's miserable isn't it? The guy's broke. He got divorced with his wife, barely gets to see his daughter. It's always like that. Like broken families or they're broke or there's some some sob story. They're always got some sob story. You know, old boohoo, my elderly mother has cancer and can't walk and I need to look after her and I'm broke. I work at the fish shop and I don't make enough and my wife won't let me see my daughter and I'm addicted to booze or my life's so much. That's why every fucking Korean drama's like it's or it's either that or it's like a bunch of rich people driving fancy cars and living a nice high life where all they worry about is some stupid relationship drama. Like coffee prints. It's either they're all really rich and all the problems are city love triangles or they're broke and depressed and desperate for money. It's like knowing between it is all just miserable. Don't usually like K drama but SWD game is quite good

Even though it's the same thing isn't it? Everyone's depressed and broke and desperate for money and then they're yelling at each other half the time they're always yelling at each other. There's either a woman yelling at a man or a bunch of old grannies yelling at each other. And when they get into a fist fight in an alleyway and then he goes home covered in bruises and cuts and then the woman's like, oh making those weird noises. And then she'll start nagging him and he'll do that sulking face. It's always the same. I could like I could create a K drum in my head right now. I don't remember any Jay dramas.

Um,

All the only one I remember is that one Liter of Tears movie, which was really depressing. Or was it a series where a boy and is it a school girl and a school boy fall in love and then the girl gets some kind of cancer or disease and then she can't be cured and she's gonna die. So the guy spends her last moments with her and they do all fun cute stuff. And then the guy, I mean the girl dies and the guy becomes a doctor. God is so depressing. Something like that. One liter of tears is so miserable and it had that song in it so depressing. That's the only one I remember watching There was that one with Matsumoto drink. Something about Dangos ha dango girls over flowers or something. Boys over flowers. I watched that one too. I forgot what it was about. Oh yeah I watched a bunch of those baseball like what's it called? Rookies. Like a bunch of delinquent school kids that get schooled by some tough teacher and they, they form a baseball team. I watched that one and the Yama Gucci woman one a bunch of delinquents and then she's like part of the <inaudible> and she becomes a teacher. Those are quite popular.

Add that song in it by green. That song was so popular. I used to try and sing it at karaoke. Apparently the band, they were all dentists or something. They decided to form a band but they kept their faces a secret. The band logo is a load of teeth. I wonder what happened to them. All my memories make me seem so old. 'cause all this stuff was from mid two thousands, like 20 years ago now I was obsessed with Japan. 17, 18, 19. I wonder what's popular now. I wonder if there's like some big drama that talking about some new boy band. I have no idea. People like Matt Simon Moto gin must be in their forties now. The heartthrob of the two thousands. I know what everyone loved Matsumoto gin so much. It wasn't that good looking. His chin was too small. Yeah, very small chin for his face and his singing was awful. It was really bad at singing.

Oh Tony is the national treasure. Oh that guy, he had like chipmunk face. I remember him doing the news. I remember he was like doing a lot of news. Uh, anchor stuff. Remember what he does now what happens to the other guy? It was Iba and then the other guy who could actually sing who had the spiky short brown hair, I forgot his name. And there was some guy called Henry who was always on Korean tv who was, I don't know, Canadian, Korean or something or fully Korean. But born in Canada. He was always on these Korean talk shows. He used to play the violin. He must be nearly 40 too. One hour to go nice. Really dunno what to do tomorrow. I need to get kitchen roll. That's it really. It's funny, yesterday I felt so like infuse with a new energy to go above and beyond and do something interesting with that phone for example. And then today I feel totally bummed out. I didn't even care that the stream lag been disconnected in the supermarket. Didn't even try and fix it. It's doing this weird thing now where when it disconnects it doesn't come back on unless I manually press it on and off again. I don't know why I've got grind hard tomorrow as well. So I get a fat paycheck on Thursday. I definitely want to go out tomorrow. Kit Hill and then Tesco been a while since I did a Kit Hill

Toilet.

Do I have a scat fetish? Not really, but sometimes out of curiosity I might look up some

Good night

Voice message. You know one time I watched a hot girl, she was riding a dildo and then she shot herself at the same time. It was pretty hot. No I'm not bisexual 'cause I'm not attracted to men. If the lady boy looks like a girl then yeah I'd be attracted to her 'cause I'm attracted to women. Mark it ripped hard today. Good thing I closed one of my shorts out. I still lost 50 pounds there with the other two being open still. But yeah, good thing I close half of them

I don't think. I don't think you can be. I mean I don't know. Being gay means you're attracted to the man's body. 'cause that, I mean the penis is only part of the body. It's not the whole body should either. There's a difference between being attracted to a penis and being attracted to a man. Penile sexual. I mean I don't get turned on at the sight of a penis. I can look at a guy's penis and not get turned on 'cause it's not really arousing. It's like um, I don't know. I put a beer bottle on my bum hole. Doesn't mean I'm attracted to the bottle. I'm not really attracted to a vagina either though because it's like a weird looking hole. I'm attracted to the woman that the vagina is on. But if it was just a vagina detached from everything else, it would look gross. Like a flashlight. Yeah, I think butts are hot. Buttocks can be attractive. I don't know. It depends. You can have ugly dicks, ugly vaginas and good looking dicks and good looking vaginas. I thought it was pretty hot when I made my female carrots on cyber punk and I gave her a Willie. That was pretty hot.

What happened to the projector? Send it back now I wouldn't buy a new one. I think they're rubbish. The fan's too noisy. Need a dark room. I don't wanna sit in a dark room with all the lights off. I think it's city technology. Just get a tv. I'm looking for a Colin <laugh>. Colin my phone <laugh> the way I said it sounded like I was setting up a punchline. I'm looking for a calling <laugh> someone calling my phone <laugh>. I said just went out to random people at a bar. Excuse me, you calling. I'm looking for a calling. Calling my phone. They must have been so confused. Excuse me. Are you calling <laugh>? I didn't know what to say. Oh God. I don't know why I didn't find, I can't be bothered to try and unlock it again. I wasn't gonna go because I was in the pub. I wasn't gonna go Siri, call Jackie <laugh>. That was so stupid. I should have done that outside and they would've come out. Well it was interesting I guess. Hmm. Venus isn't replying under what she's doing. Partying, getting wasted, masturbating As long as she must in the bunk bed. This bunk bed more like

They talking about me on her subreddit. Venus will. I feel that Venus will easily manipulate Daniel into supporting her alcoholism. Daniel is a hot mess but highly incompetent. Venus will drain his wife every relationship. This started as long distance. It inevitably falls apart when he actually visits the woman. I'm not giving no one no money.

Idiot.

This this person says they met IRL once years ago. Did a stream but it was never released. I believe Daniel has the OG stuff about the meet. Venus said she didn't like him and he was weird. They have a bit of a pass but I'm not sure how it goes deep. It goes. Correction. I actually think it was so of the troll. Venus did the video with not Daniel got them mixed up. How'd you get me? And so the troll mixed up nothing like so the troll Daniel pissed in a sofa in an Airbnb, put this patch up his bum <laugh>. No, she was friends with that girl who um, is in the re evil four remake Ella Frayer or something. That's crazy. No predictions in a long time. Yeah, I got kind of bored of the whole prediction. Nothing to predict anyway. Will I go to bed tonight? Hmm. So I dunno what to do with the channel point thing. It'd be fun if I could make my own roles like super OG 1 million points. You can only do VIP or og. No, I don't do voice call unless I know the person. AJ said she'll do a voice call tomorrow.

I think some troll trying to abuse it. Start shouting the N word or something. Trolls are in everything. See if I've got any

Tears.

All these Tinder girls don't really seem to want to chat. They say's to reply they, I had four matches on Tinder. Three of them. One of them hasn't replied at all. The other one hasn't talked to me since Saturday. The Spanish one messaged me today and then the other one messaged me yesterday. Yeah, well they'll come crawling back to me once everyone out. Other guys or they get rejected by their number one pick. They probably got like number one, pick number one, two, number two pick. And I'm like number six or seven. The only way is if they're ugly and fat and they can't get anyone else to talk to. The Myanmar one talks a lot probably because she's 37. That's what it's like low value mail. No one gives a shit about you. Even though I make more money than all of them. It's just they don't know it. I already have no, I mean I'm not banned on Bumble. I got one match but she looks awful. I already have no luck on Bumble. Oh I got one match Bumble. Oh gosh. She looks like a man. Jesus fucking Grace.

I wouldn't even want to meet even, I wouldn't even wanna have sex with this person. They know the worst match is on Bumble. So much is us. So they look like a woman. No one chatting to me. This girl's pretty hot, nice boobs and legs and nose is a bit big there. Mm-hmm <affirmative> That Sarah Sand girl is not very pretty. I remember she's one of the Tokyo creative girls and then she made her own channel. Mm-hmm <affirmative> and her nose is massive. The Sarah Sand girl looks like a beak. What happened to that Emma girl? Tokyo talkie dokey traveler. She seemed all depressed as well. But she can't find anyone too. This girl, I've got more views than she does. I've got more views than mostly stupid people and they got triple my sub count. I've got like 40 million views. I took the dark path of view acquisition. They took the light path slow and steady.

Remember when I bought the car so proud? I couldn't believe I bought a car. It felt crazy. I couldn't believe what I was doing. Nearly one year later. It's been a wild year. I feel like it's been one of the craziest years in a while. It's so shiny and red. Oh god. These pictures made me sad. Thailand took faster to this 'cause she cuts the restaurant, the sleeper bus. Young Pushkin Island, Arthur Sweet. One of my best selfies. I'm too old now to be usable. I don't want to catfish people. My Manchester apartment, I used to look so different. I remember the ducks, little baby ducks. I still got that jumper. It's in there. I felt so happy when I came back from Rotterdam. My Bitcoin <laugh> me's last walk in the snow. Mrs. <inaudible> little MEO garden's. So beautiful when it snows Mila to this picture and this one.

And I went here with Mila was really good Sushi. I quite like that. Frankfurt shirt. Looked nice. Look, there's Mila. I had stomach. I used this photo to get Mila back looking nice and wholesome, watering my pants. I went to that wall with a German girl. Number two, she took me to this statue tower. Think Tomko commented on this saying my my eyes look evil now. Yeah, look, Ko is up to the, she said thanks to me. She found a guy, apparently my viewer or something she hooked up with. Well, lucky guy. I'm so jealous.

Remember this one? God, I was so emotional about me though. That was such a cool drawing though. <laugh> gunny enjoying the lockdown. My fold. That was the first Samsung fold. It was so ugly. George. Little taller than George. Mm God I was so depressed in that Korean Airbnb. I was getting trolled by some person, pretending to be a Japanese girl. I kind of fell for it. I knew it was stupid, but I was so lonely believing it was real. Kind of comforted me. And when when she disappeared I realized, yeah, it's a troll and it felt kind of sad.

Moon wanted to come and visit my Airbnb. I said no. The Japan days, God, I look so much younger. The low light on the iPhone 11 was amazing. It looked so good. Me and Shahira went to, this is <inaudible> kind of bar place. After we got back together after that whole sex door thing. My post used to get thousand likes. Nearly <laugh> eyes beside him before he joined. The kick hurt mind. The Lawn Nemo seemed sad after my dad died, right? She could tell that he was gone. She always followed him around. Sat on his lap. But he never, she never sat on anyone else's lap. I don't know what happened to this laptop. My hair used to be so much blacker. Now it's like losing its blackness. I look color black. It was, damn look, my beard. It was weird when I let it grow out. Lunch meat, as Elvis said, that was so weird. When I was filming them, they suddenly looked towards me. How do they know? They looked so chubby. Look, they suddenly looked at me. How do they see the little gap in the window from that distance? <laugh>, look at me. I think I was 18. Looked so happy but me. Yeah,

<laugh>, me and my dad dig in a hole. My sister raking leaves in the back. My dad always used wear these overalls look funny. Good times. Just my, oh, it's the original switch. I've got those white housings for the joycons. I used to love the fireplace at my house. This was my sister's roommate's room. Me and Shaira used it when we went to, we went to stay at my sister's house at the time. Me and she were banged in it.

My mom's goose. Such an ugly looking bird. Beloit body with skinny legs and arms. I used to always sit on this bean bag to eat dinner. I always eat dinner on the floor like that with my chopsticks. And then toffee would sit there waiting for leftovers. I never sat at the table or sofa my chicken legs. Uh, moving was such a long process. Content creators always used to love going on and on about how in Japan they have KFC. That was special. KFC bucket. Oh toughie did. This is one of my best selfies. A blurry background, nice hair, nice shirt would be a killer for dating apps. I just don't really look like that anymore. I'm like this.

I look so young. Oh, I was watching Coach Red Pill <laugh>. I was in that hotel. I had an argument with Je Hiro and then I banged a hooker in it and I went to this cat cafe and there were these cute girls there. I kept trying hard not to look at them. I looked at them and I looked at my wife and then I felt depressed thinking, well why can't I bang one of these hot girls nice legs. Went to this onsen place. It's pretty nice. That Onsen was so not Onsen. What's it called? That hot spring bath.

So relaxing. Yeah. I tried making a shepherd's pie. Or was it fish pie? I quite like this picture too. Hair's looking good again in a hotel. After fighting with True Hero every time I fall it just, I just stormed off and booked a hotel app, apple Hotel, and then banged a hooker in it Got to the point where I kind of enjoyed having a fight 'cause it meant I could storm off to Apple Hotel and bang a hooker in it. I do a stream, have a beer, and get some food rants and then bang a hooker in it. But noodle, when did they stop putting little fake bits of beef in it?

Dinner with ju Hero <laugh>. Remember I dropped the spaghetti on the floor and when I started making good money on YouTube, I splurged and I got this 18 inch MSI gaming laptop monstrosity, GF 72 8 re i seven Intel. I dunno what graphics card it had. We like GTX 10 60 or something. The coffee machine on the floor that looks terrible. Raw peppers fried egg with hash brown. Remember my curry pizza and I got a switch as well. I just splurged all my YouTube money started coming in. I bought a switch, I bought a laptop. Look at the bezels on the switch. One ugly thing. Massive <inaudible>. Who used to comment those days? Oh, these people gone now. Can't like this drawing. I did a lot of detail. Went into it. I played drone US towers then Malaysia trip. This Chi a I know why JIRA's face is blurred out on the Instagram photo. My mom's si. My dad looks so happy in the background with his bucket hat <laugh>. He must have felt like wow. All my hard work, my kids look happy. Son's married, enjoying the fruits of his labor. Must have felt like damn, all the hard work and fights and trouble for this moment was made it all worth it.

Panang, I think it was Pan Island. No, Ian Island. Weird name <inaudible>. Taking the photo. It's a nice room. I wasted this funny pose with my hands sticking out. Goofy face. Ugh, the blue rice is weird. Oh screw. Oh, pot noodle <laugh>. Got time with a pot noodle. I dunno how I got pot noodle in Malaysia. I think my mum brought it. Maybe my dad in the background. Damn, that Malaysian guy. Tall as fuck. It's like six foot my dad's outfit. He always dressed so smartly with a button shirt and he tucked it into his trousers with a belt on holiday and he's got like a tucked in shirt. Always is so smart. I think this 'cause you cat place was the same one I took faster too. My iPhone 10. Oh those two were doing a hair. What was that weird ham thing? God, I splurged, didn't I? When my YouTube took off, I got the switch, I got the iPhone 10. That gaming laptop. Not much change, didn't it? Got my kick money. I splurged switch two, flip seven. My gel PT level two, uh, JIRA's legs. That was quite a good little drawing that I did that drawing again, the stick war, cooking some steaks.

Classic selfie I took for the YouTube channel profile picture. I know why I love, I seem to love doing this pose behind jail bars, but it come true one day if I'm not careful, I got to hear these for Valentine's. I nearly passed out getting them. I had flew. I felt better. So I went to the supermarket to get her Valentine's and then my vision went all fuzzy and then black and nearly fainted. I I suddenly I went. I tried grabbing the shelf and realized I had to get down on the floor, otherwise I'm gonna fall over. So I get down on the floor, the staff see me and they start running over to me. I can hear it and I'm like, dojo, you know, they grabbed me a little plastic chair and some water and I sat down. My vision came back. It was so scary.

I used to love these crabs. They look so weird. I like this picture. Got that fancy camera for YouTube and then never used it. I think I took this photo with the camera and it made my skin look terrible. So I never used it again. Now I wouldn't take anyone again. I got my hair <laugh>. I think this was the first photo I posted on Instagram into Hero's House. Or maybe it's this one actually. Oh no. Oh, it must have been this one. Look, I was with Jiro and I'm posting new Tinder profile pic on my Instagram page. <laugh>, is it a good idea to use recurrent girlfriend's apartment for the background? Damn, I took so many pictures. Look at that. Four blow torches for this lump of pork. Just get a stove.

We must start posting more stuff on Instagram. I've kind of let, I haven't really posted much on it. I posted my cardboard thing, the chair. This was back in May. The weather was nice. Look when this first time I went to Kit Hill was in April, I guess. And I was doing every, I took this photo. It's really nice. My car wedding, I haven't really posted, but it's just, I just don't have anything to post really. Maybe I'll post Mr. <inaudible>. Dunno what to post. I kind of got bored of Instagram. Doesn't make any money. Well, I go to bed I think. No messages, nothing. T friendly died as well. Can I still message people on it because I haven't paid for the membership? Well see you tomorrow then. Bye.