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Weird. Back at my mum's house, guys.

The little volume thing, you know when you hover your mouse over the volume thing, it has a— supposed to have like a slider that's The thing disappeared.

Oh, thanks. Uh, yeah, I'm going back in 2 weeks.

I'll probably stay here for a few weeks.

I forgot so many things. I didn't bring my mouse, I didn't bring my wall plug, so now I've got to use this very expensive gamer mouse that I bought ages ago, which is kind of weird and flat. Look at this thing,

it feels weird.

I don't know why these browser things keep happening. Usually when you put the mouse over the sound thing,

you can slide the volume up and down. Why is that gone now? I don't know why they keep changing stuff.

It's kind of noisy here. I can hear the traffic

from the A20.

From the A20?

No, I didn't break up with my girlfriend.

Gonna see her in 2 weeks' time.

Thought no point sitting around in that boring Devon house

all this time.

Had a nice weekend.

Back to streaming.

I hurt my back again.

I had this little table and I tried picking it up. To move it in front of the sofa to watch stuff on. Hurt my back.

I should have just dragged it. Maybe I was trying to show off in front of her. It's annoying when things are easy to lift, like they're not too heavy you can't lift it, but then you lift it badly and you hurt your back.

Hair looks crazy. The hotel was nice. I booked a yurt. It was so windy and rain. You could hear the rain on the roof, which was nice, but the wind was so loud, so we couldn't use the barbecue or anything.

The next night was quite nice though.

Where everyone tuning from, guys? Did you miss me?

Oh God, I feel so lazy now.

After not streaming for 2 days,

I feel like I can't be bothered.

I feel like I'd rather go do a delivery, make more money.

It's quite nice, this mouse, actually.

Nice and clicky.

I wonder if the internet's good enough to game.

I felt so sleepy on the drive back.

That's the problem with driving, it's so comfortable, isn't it?

I saw a speed camera flash on the other side of the road. Guess someone got

busted. £100 fine for them.

Huh.

Dead chat already.

Wow, streaming's so fun.

I was away 2 days, not even any fucking questions. Why even bother?

I already had a coffee. I'm still sleepy, like maybe have another one.

Yeah, yeah, it was nice. I liked how it smelled kind of musky inside.

A shame the weather was a bit rubbish. Yeah, it was fun.

And then we went to this like theme park thing.

It was quite fun.

And then I had to get to the Tesla Supercharger from the yurt, which was 37 miles away, but I only had 45-mile range. I realized if I drive— it's not really about driving slow, it's about not accelerating hard is what kills the battery. So I had it in Eco mode and And I only very gradually accelerated, and

the range actually lasted as long as it said it would last. So the range is accurate, but only if you drive it slow. I think it's that harsh accelerating

that really drains the battery.

Yeah, I got to the Supercharger with 10 miles left,

used my new Tesla membership. That means I spent £34 on charging because I went to Instavolt. Instavolt's like double the price of the Tesla Supercharger, it's crazy. It's like 88p per kilowatt. With my membership I get 40p per kilowatt with Tesla. But I spent— I had to go to Instavolt because it was near the yurt. If I

went to Tesla, I'd have to drive all the way back 37 miles.

So I did £22 Instavolt, £13 Tesla Supercharger,

um, so I spent £35 charging. That's because I got to the yurt And I topped up to like 90% charge, but then I drove us to her friend's house to pick up her friend, and then I drove us to the theme park and then back again. So that used up like 100 miles straight away.

So yeah, I only had about 50 miles left range.

To get myself back to the supercharger.

What time is it?

5 o'clock. I do 2 hours, then dinner. I make $15.

God, I get paid such low money on Kick now. This feels so not worth it, but then, I mean, what else am I gonna do to make money

in a pinch?

$7.30 an hour. Oh God,

do 2, then I can do 5 hours today. I'll make

$36,

pay for most of the charging, I guess.

No, I didn't pay for the theme park. My girlfriend did. Yeah, I can kind of understand why she said she was a bit tight financially this month, because you know how much the tickets cost for the theme park? £200 for 3 of us, because she got the fast-track tickets as well.

I thought the tickets were like £25 each, but it's like £200. So I offered to drive us there to save her petrol, so I thought I can't make her pay petrol as well.

But we're not going to meet next week.

Which is fine, I guess, because if we were meeting next week— because I want to stay at my mum's house for a couple weeks. It'd be annoying if I had to go back and then back here and then back and then back here.

Uh, no, I didn't ask about the girlfriend thing. I don't feel like there's any need to.

I mean, she probably— she took a picture of us together and then posted it in her friend chat, like group chat thing, so I don't think she'd be doing that. Otherwise, if, if it was just like, like a fling, I don't think you'd do that stuff, would you?

I was a bit nervous though, being posted on a group chat. What if someone in there knows who I am?

I'm just like hoping I aged or something where I don't look like How I used to look like.

I think I do look a bit different.

I should have made like a weird face so I don't look like me, like, like that.

Market open in 5 hours. Guys, do you really believe it's true that it's impossible to make money trading? I mean, come on, impossible? Sure, it's very hard and most people fail, but impossible? Like 100% not doable? Come on, really?

Like, over the long run, you know, on the last day that you ever take a trade because you die or something, like, on the last day after everything, you've not made any profit.

Really? Like, even after trying for decades?

I find that to be a bit pessimistic. So it's saying most people don't make money off YouTube, so why bother?

No, I'm definitely— I got way better. I was trading, um, on that Friday. I made back— I'm back to like £900 on my account. I saw that liquidity sweep, I closed my longs, I went short. By the time I got to charge it, I was up like £20.

I already have money in an index fund.

Who says just because you trade you can't have it in an index fund?

Again with the whole Not understanding that you can trade and invest, you know. You don't have to choose one and do one. You can do both, you know. Why do you think you have to only do one?

Now I'm still down $200 from— basically it was when I closed out all my longs and the market kept ripping. I lost $300, but now I'm back down to losing $200. I wonder what Trump did after the market closed, because wasn't he supposed to announce what the trade deal with China was?

No one said that. Yeah, but you're just like making a pointless statement.

I'm not asking if you would make more money if you park it in an index fund. Are you answering a question that was never asked? I mean, who asked the question, can I make more money parking it in an index fund? No one even asked that question. Why are you answering something no one asked? I asked you,

do you really think it's like completely impossible

to make money from trading? I didn't ask you,

oh, can I make more money if I just park it in this? I didn't ask that, did I?

I didn't ask you if that would make— you know what would make more money?

Um, being a billionaire would make more money, wouldn't it? I didn't ask you what would make more money, did I?

No, you don't get it. You don't get it because you don't listen.

You never listen. You never will, because you never do.

Ah, it's so nice to be home. House is warm. It doesn't feel like this dead, cold, soulless box. You know what I like the most? The staircase. Our staircase here, the steps are shallow.

It's not so steep. In my staircase in Devon, that staircase is so steep, like you're climbing up a hill. Here it's like, like a shallow step. It's so nice going up the staircase. It feels so inviting for some reason.

It's weird. My mum said she wants to buy a new car. She wants to get this Citroën. I might go with that.

She said she doesn't like Peugeot, said the interior is like plasticky and not high quality, but I said Citroën is owned by the same company as Peugeot, Stellantis. I don't know if Citroën will be that much better. She wants like solid build and good build quality.

Probably better off with a German car like an Audi.

German cars are known for being well-built, aren't they?

I don't know what Peugeot is for then. Peugeot is like not luxury, but they're not exactly cheap. The new Peugeot is not exactly cheap.

They're not too flashy, but they look modern. I don't know, like, where does it fit? It's obviously not a luxury car. It's not like a really cheap shit car either.

Kind of in the middle, I reckon.

Yep, back in my bedroom.

Hmm, nice being home.

The drive back wasn't too bad. Sunday, isn't it? Just a couple jams. Didn't see anything interesting on the road

apart from a speeding camera went off on the other side. It flashes, doesn't it? Like this, it's like a camera flash.

I had a really nice drive through Wiltshire. God, that road was so nice.

I must have, because it was also downhill a bit. I covered like 10 miles without losing any range. It was— I was doing 60. It's like if you get the speed up to 60 and then just keep the needle in between Eco and Charge

and use gravity to your advantage, you get like 10, 15 miles driving done and barely use any range on the battery. It's really cool.

Just roll down hills, charge up a bit

to practice

efficient driving.

I guess I'm not driving very efficiently when I floor it.

I don't know, I'm showing off to no one.

We started watching that Shogun show.

Yeah, watch that. I started watching Shogun,

quite good. We got to that scene where what's his name, the old guy, Toranaga— Toranaga's son uses the cannons to blow up Ishido's samurai guys. God, that scene was brutal. They just got smeared and they were still alive with like their legs blown off. I felt sorry because he was like a cool macho tough guy, samurai guy,

like old school. And then his legs and arm got blown off and he was just like propping himself up. And then he goes, this is not how the samurai fight. And I felt sorry for him. All those decades of victories and expertise with the sword and the samurai way, and then he's just blown to bits by cannonballs.

Like a shit way to die, isn't it? No honor.

God, did you see the scene in like the 2nd episode where they boil the man alive? Oh God, that was disgusting. I got traumatized by that scene.

They get Jon's crew and round them up and they hogtie one of them and And then they get this big cauldron full of water over fire and they chuck him in and he's just screaming in there for ages. And they show a quick scene of him and he's like, his face melted off, but he doesn't die. And

I thought, how come he's not dying? Does it take that long to die from being boiled alive? I thought like the pain and the shock

But I guess because you're being boiled alive, none of your vital organs are being fatally damaged straight away. Like, it's just your skin getting damaged, which wouldn't kill you. So maybe it takes a while, and he was like smashing his head against the edge of the cauldron trying to like knock himself out, I guess. God, that scene

was brutal. That scene, I was like, fuck the Japanese. Jesus Christ, how can they do that? They're all about honor and like honorable deaths, and they just chuck a guy in a boiling pot of water.

Disgusting.

What a way to go. The guy was just screaming in there,

and you're all like tied up so you can't try to get out.

Yeah, quite a good show so far, I guess.

I don't think I reviewed it.

That's what they're doing to lobsters. Yeah, but I think lobsters die quicker because they're smaller. I guess the bigger you are, the longer it takes. Like, imagine you try to boil alive an elephant. It'll take hours, wouldn't it?

Mm-hmm.

It's so funny how that John Blackthorne guy looks just like CDawgVA. He's even got like that same deep voice. He just looks a bit thicker, like thicker neck.

I just keep imagining CDawgVA.

If CDawgVA went to Japan in the 1600s,

that's what would happen.

Who's K?

You mean you're watching other streamers and not just me? Are you cheating on me, you fucking traitors?

Just kidding.

Got 5 days until rent's

due.

Oh, it's so annoying at the Instavolt charger because they put the 2 Instavolt chargers at the end of this car park and the car park's quite narrow. Usually you go forwards and then turn left and then reverse in. Some stupid idiot parked their car in front of the chargers, making it really hard to maneuver into the corner.

I had to do like a 50-point Austin Powers turn.

I was like forwards, backwards, forwards, backwards, inching myself into the slot.

It was so irritating. I swear to God, one day I'm gonna get to the charger and there's gonna be some idiots parked in the charging spaces.

I really hate that little car park, but it's so conveniently placed. I hate how expensive Instavolt is, 88p per kilowatt. God, Tesla's like 40p with my membership.

Yeah, people say, oh, there's all these teachers teaching you how to trade, but if they're so good at trading, why don't they just trade and make money? Well, you could say that about every profession then, like math teachers. Oh, if they know math so well, Why become a maths teacher when you could just do maths?

What's wrong with becoming a teacher?

Because I don't think trading is very fulfilling, even if you get good at it. The only way to get fulfillment is if you then teach people, feel like you're helping people, because you're not really helping anyone by trading apart from providing liquidity. You know, really, like, you're not really making anything or helping people by trading. Because I

imagine, like, if I got good at trading, yeah, I want to teach you guys how I did it. And then I want to be able to say, fuck all those people who say it's impossible to trade. They're just negative idiots. I want to get to the point where I can, like, prove them wrong and say, guys, don't

listen to these fucking idiots who say, oh, most people fail trading. Yeah, but everyone dies. It doesn't mean you're not going to try living.

It's like saying, oh, you're going to die, what's the point?

100% of people die, don't they?

Oh, what's with this negativity?

Got back here. I'm not in Maidstone. I don't— my mum doesn't live in Maidstone. How many times I told you this before, Mummy? My mum doesn't live in Maidstone. Maidstone's cheap, shitty, chavvy town. Do you think we live in Maidstone? Oh my God, I live in Harrietsham.

I got home a couple hours ago. I had a chat with my mum.

For a couple hours.

It's kind of noisy here. Can hear the constant hum and drone of the

A20. Imagine thinking I live in Maidstone.

What an insult.

Ah, I've been holding that in for 2 days.

2 days of no vomit in the mouth.

Yeah, I feel rough. I've been on the road for 3 hours. I didn't have a shower, didn't have my morning coffee.

I just had some Red Bull, so I thought that'd be fine.

I developed a new steering technique so my arm doesn't ache. I now hold the steering wheel from the underneath like that, and I rest my elbow on the armrest of the door, and then I just— I do like that.

And then if I need to do a right turn, I put my arm up so I don't need my left arm. I don't need to have my arm locked like that. I can have it like this now. Pretty good driving technique, taught myself.

You know what'd be cool? You know on ship steering wheels they've got like these pegs coming out of it at all angles? So you like, God, that'd be— if I had one of those on the right side of the steering wheel, then you just like hold it by the peg. Because I kind of just pinch it with

these 2 fingers now and like slightly adjust steering to the road.

But it'd be nice to have like a knob to like push up and down with one finger. Maybe I'll make my own.

How was her friend? She was nice. It was just funny because she goes, just to warn you, my friend is like really talkative and loud, and then she gets in the car, she barely says a word. I thought, what? I thought, oh great, so I don't have to like— yeah, so I thought, oh great, so she's going

to be really chatty and I don't have to be awkward. So we go to Tesco first, and then my girlfriend gets out to go buy some stuff. So it's just me and the friend in the car alone. It's dead silence.

So then I start trying to make small talk. I'm like, so, um, have you been to this place before?

10 people stabbed on a train, and that is why I learned to drive. Exactly the reason why I learned to drive.

Take my chances on the road.

Yeah, so I made some small talk. So how long you known each other for? Nice.

She didn't ask me a single thing, by the way.

Not a single question. But it's fine, it's okay.

I felt a bit like I was the Uber driver for a bit as well because they were chatting and I was just focusing on driving.

I was like the Uber driver that gets out with them and follows them around and then drives them back. It's funny.

Kind of had that in Vietnam where the taxi driver drove us, drove us to Chi Chi Coo Chi Island, Coo Chi Tunnels, and then he waited outside of it to drive us back again. It'd be funny if he came along.

No, my girlfriend is in the front. The friend was in the back.

Finally having a car makes me feel like I'm useful. That was my dream. My dream was have a car, drive my girlfriend around, be useful.

That was basically the point of getting the car.

Yeah, it's fun.

We were supposed to buy food from Tesco to cook. I just got a— I ended up just getting a sushi, and she got these pasta things which were basically just like gyoza. It's just like pasta with meat inside of it. I thought, this is just like a Chinese dumpling, but it's Italian. It had like Beef stew with

red wine inside of it. It tasted a bit strange. Maybe ravioli, I don't know what the specific name is. It was like a, like a pouch of pasta with meat inside. Boiled it on the stove. Might have been tortellini. It's basically just gyoza, isn't it? Exactly the same.

I really wanted to use the barbecue though, but it was raining,

and then there were sheep in the field next to us. It was cute.

Every country in the world has some dough thing with meat inside. Yeah, but I find the parallels with pasta and like Japanese pasta really funny. Like you got spaghetti, which is kind of like ramen if you think about it, but with less runny soup. Spaghetti is basically just ramen, but the sauce is thicker and not like watery.

It's basically just noodles in a bowl at the end of the day. They should make a ramen with like macaroni. I don't know why Italians love twisting their spaghetti, like twist— I mean, they love having twisty and curly like corkscrew shapes.

God, I feel so tired.

I didn't get a lot of sleep. I think I went to bed at like 12 or something.

I woke up about 7-ish.

8-ish. I really hate that morning when you gotta like get ready to check out and stuff and then say goodbye.

How much I spend? Well, I only paid for the yurt, which was 250. She paid for the tickets, which We're like 200 plus 25 food. Yeah, but we went to one, like, one show, and then right at the end they had some kind of technical difficulty, and the tech guy comes in, like the staff guy, goes, so

sorry guys, but we're having technical difficulties. We all had to leave. Everyone's like, what?

They said if we waited around for the next show They could get us in, but it was so late already we decided to go home. Hopefully she gets a refund for that.

We spent 2 days together.

Did anything for Halloween? Yeah, we put makeup on. I don't know if you can still see mine.

Can you see my eyes?

She put on some like— she brought all this like special effect makeup, like fake blood,

and she, she did like a kind of zombie look, but I just, I just had some like red around my eyes. But it made me look like I had— it just made me look like I was really tired.

Did she talk more to her friend than to you? Yeah, actually. How did you— I was like a bit, um, because you see all the other couples there like holding hands and like being all lovey-dovey, and I was like, I felt like I'm the third wheel. But then if we're all lovey-dovey in front of the friend, the

friend might feel a bit lonely. So I thought, okay,

feeling a little bit ignored, but okay, whatever.

I can't be bothered to— I mean, I washed my face a bit. It'll come off tomorrow when I have a shower.

I don't usually have a shower in the morning when we check out of a hotel because I'm just gonna be in the car for hours

driving to my mum's house or back to my home. I can't be bothered. And then by the time I get back, it's already quite late, so I might as well just do it tomorrow.

You went out of your comfort zone. Yeah,

I never thought I'd be doing stuff like this.

It's a fun experience.

If you told me like 10 years ago, oh, you're gonna be picking up your girlfriend in your car and with her friend and going to this place I would never have believed you.

It's crazy that this is what teenagers do, you know, like 17, 18-year-olds get their first car and they like pick up their girlfriend with their friend and go somewhere. I'm 36 doing it now. Bit late, I guess, but it was always something I wanted to do. It's always something I thought, that sounds really cool. I've never done

that before. I've always been driven around by women, like a single mother girlfriend or father.

Yeah, I feel proud of myself. I feel like it was a big, big fear that I overcame. I don't think you guys understand how scared of driving I was for my whole life. I was terrified of it. I thought, how do people drive around so fast? They know exactly where their car is. They don't hit stuff. How

do they know? But it just becomes natural.

And I feel really proud of myself that I overcame this fear.

It's definitely unlocked a lot of new opportunities.

What's my plan?

Did I really—

Um, like, do I voluntarily expose myself and risk losing everything, or do I just like fingers crossed, what happens happens?

I mean, Jason is my middle name. It's not a complete lie, it's just not my first name.

No, I'm not really that worried someone would recognize me. I mean, all these people— I'm getting old, all these people are young, they're like in their 20s. There's no way. I mean, back when I was famous, these people would have been Like 12 years old. There's no way they would have been watching me back then. All the

people who know me are like 30+ old people. Like, you guys are all old.

I was famous a long time ago.

People who could recognize you. Well, yeah, that's what I mean. People who would recognize me would be viewers, wouldn't they? Because they would have viewed me somehow through someone or directly. There's not many of these people left anymore. Like, I used to get recognized fairly often back in 2018 to 2020. That was a long time ago.

The longer you wait, the harder it'll be for her to reason it through.

Yeah, I don't know.

So, I mean, like, I could tell her my name is Daniel, and it's not like 100% guaranteed that she'll find out. The YouTube stuff

unless she like specifically Googled it.

But then if she found all that stuff, then maybe she can understand why I would not want her to see all that stuff. I mean, it's pretty obvious that I would not want anyone seeing any of that.

Why would you want someone you like to see all these terrible things about you? No one would.

And I don't— that's my past, isn't it? I don't see that as my future or present. That was a past, my past life. I don't really want my past life being brought up again.

Just let it be in the past. I don't want it brought up again, like marriage stuff or whatever.

Yeah, it's crazy to think all the stuff Hitler did and how hated he was, yet still had a wife who loved him and was loyal and faithful and supported him.

I mean, maybe she agreed with him.

The gay OnlyFans. Yeah,

that is a bit of a troubling one.

Making solo porn.

Although I haven't done it since, what, August, July?

I

don't know, I mean, maybe she's open-minded about that stuff. Mila was pretty open-minded. Like, I asked Mila if she was okay with it and she was like, yeah, of course.

It's not for me to judge.

Yeah, I think she is pretty open-minded.

Okay, Gunnar Larsson, you're banned.

Start writing up your police report. Snitch boy.

Well, I don't even do OnlyFans anymore.

I just— I keep it up because it brings in money still.

I'm in a good mood. I'm just tired. I'm looking forward to relaxing at home, maybe do some Bee Livery, cut down a bit on streaming, do some Bee Livery instead,

because I can do a Bee Livery for like £25, take me 2 hours. 2 hours of streaming would make me £12.

Like hour per hour, Beelivery makes more money. It's not hard to make more than £6 an hour though. It's like one McDonald's. I can do one McDonald's delivery and that would pay enough for one hour of streaming.

But I got a plan for her birthday next. Got a few weeks to plan.

Take her somewhere nice. Maybe I'll take, uh, book a table at Clarkson's Pub.

What's more fun? Uh, streaming is the least fun out of everything anytime. It's not fun.

It's not fun at all.

This is like the furthest from fun I could even think of.

But you know, whatever you can do to make some money, I guess.

Streaming is incredibly boring,

and from what I've learned, dangerous. There's so many things you can get in trouble for.

That I never even thought of.

The problem is you incriminate yourself accidentally sometimes.

My hand hurts holding the mic.

1 hour to go,

then dinner.

That market tanking on Friday was nice.

I closed 3 of my longs and I took profit at £10, and then the short, and it tanked, and I took £10 profit on my short. Expertly timed. I saw that liquidity sweep. Those liquidity sweeps are powerful setups.

I don't really understand, like, what in that show Shogun— why were they sailing to Japan?

What was the whole point? There's just 6 of them, or maybe there are more of them, but they were died from scurvy.

What they thought was going to be like the Spanish landing in South America, and they accidentally discover like a powerful military nation.

It's funny the British or any of the Europeans never landed a big army onto Japan back in those days, 1600s, because they would have steamrolled Japan with the muskets and cannons. The Japanese still using swords and bows. Basically the same as Native Americans, just with fancier armor.

We got to episode 4. It's a bit heavy on Japanese politics, which gets a bit boring. I only like the scenes with John in it.

The Japanese is weird as well. Like, they don't say arigato for thank you. They say some weird word like I forgot what it was. Katachigana. I don't know what that is.

Kachigana sounds like that. I looked it up before, but I forgot.

And then for do you understand, they don't say wakarimasu ka, they say like kokoemasu ka. The whole word's weird. And they don't say gozaimasu, they say gozaimassuru. Funny, they put suru on the end of gozaimasu.

I can barely understand any of it.

It'd be like an English student trying to watch, I don't know, Shakespeare.

The haircuts are so funny as well.

The Portuguese Catholic priests' haircuts are so bad. It's like a ring of hair going around

an egg.

Looking forward to market open tomorrow.

And tonight, wasn't Trump supposed to announce what the deal was after the market closed on Friday? I didn't see

anything.

I bet on the news it's going to be non-stop, that stabbing stuff. I haven't watched the news in ages.

Didn't the Mongols just fail because there was a tsunami?

Let's stop them from landing.

I thought it's funny because they— that Spanish Rodriguez guy gets washed up and they find him at the bottom of a cliff. So they get a rope to go down and save him, and the samurai guy goes down, and then he falls, hurts himself. So they get another rope to bring him back up, but they didn't bring

up the Spanish guy. And I thought, wait, what about the Spanish guy? You went down to save him, you just left him there. But apparently they did save him, they just didn't show it. I thought that was really funny,

like they forgot what they went down there to do.

And John keeps going on about his crew. They're probably all dead by now.

Boiled alive.

Oh

God, I'm bored. I wonder if the internet here is good enough to game and stream.

Da da da da.

Damn, my hair looks good.

It looks like a hat.

I might start cutting it.

Maybe tomorrow.

Otherwise it's gonna look like a mushroom.

Too bad I can't just go brain dead on stream anymore.

That's what I did last time before they started bollocking me.

Where everyone tuning in from, guys?

If I ever came from a BJ,

Not really. I feel like it's a waste.

It's not where I'd wanna come in the first place.

Feels like a waste when you got better options.

Da da da da da, da da da da.

Where everyone tuning in from,

guys?

Oh, 1 hour

to go.

Oh God.

I've only got Monday and Tuesday

before Thursday payout.

Maybe I'll get £350 for Thursday.

That means I have £1,000. I should stay out of overdraft for next rent pay. Cycle.

Which is nice.

And then 3 weeks of grinding.

In some weird way, I kind of wish they just lowered my hourly down to like $4 an hour, then I just won't bother doing it anymore.

Then I will say goodbye to all you weirdos forever.

Thank fucking God.

You guys are so negative about everything. It's draining.

I don't know how you guys live with yourselves.

It's just depressing.

I don't think it's streaming that's depressing. I think you guys are just depressing.

New people, miserable people. It's so negative.

I would not miss streaming at all.

Not even one bit.

I feel so much better when I don't have to stream for a few days.

No, no,

no, no, no, no, no.

I only stream because it's still the easiest, best way to make money.

Otherwise I'd focus on doing something else.

50 minutes to go.

And then dinner time.

Yeah, I'm depressed. I have to put up with people like you.

So I'm probably just gonna stay here for a couple weeks and then go back to Devon

and plan a trip for my GF.

But everything went well. Like, everything I wanted to achieve during the trip, I achieved. So yeah, I mean, I got what I wanted out of it. So I'd rate it like 9 out of 10. Way better than last time we met.

Why am I unhappy? Because now I've got to come back to work.

Everyone's kind of down after they come back from holiday, aren't they? It's like Monday morning in the office after having a nice break.

No, I hate you. That's why I'm miserable. I don't hate myself at all. I hate you.

Why'd I get yearly Tesla subscription? Because by making one trip to my mom's house, I make back the money that the membership costs.

I charged like 31 kilowatts today, cost me £13 instead of £18.

15p times 31, yeah, I saved £5. The monthly subscription's £7.50, so by going back I save another £5. So with one round trip

Saving more than it costs to have the membership.

It's just those damn InstaVolt charges. Are way more conveniently placed but cost nearly double. Actually, it does cost more than double.

Why didn't you get monthly subscriptions whenever you need them instead of a whole year? Because the monthly subscription is,

I think, £10 a month. But if you pay for yearly, it's £90, which comes to £7.50 a month. And I've been doing a lot of long road trips since

August. But yeah, I mean, if I come back home, for example, February or March next year, I don't know, I'd still need the Tesla Supercharger because I need to go drive to see my girlfriend. Unless I move to Somerset. But even if I move to Somerset, I still need to drive back to my mum's house now and

then.

So unless we break up and I move back in with my mum, I still see myself needing this Supercharger.

So maybe I'm being overly optimistic by getting the year subscription,

but if I save £10 for doing one round trip

to my mum's house, but then I'd also save if I go see my girlfriend.

Um, maybe I'd break even on the £90 after a couple months.

Maybe I should keep track of all the savings. Let's see if it was really worth it.

They should chuck in some free Tesla merch as well, like a t-shirt or something.

I don't know really

if, um,

I should move to Somerset or not. Maybe next year.

What did I achieve on the weekend? Uh, none of your damn business. I achieved my personal goals without any disappointments

and had a nice time,

although I prefer it a lot more when it's just us two and not the friend there as well.

I mean, I was, I was like telling a story, an interesting story, and then the friend just butted in with a new story, and I was like, okay, I guess my story's over.

I hate when people do that. Like, you're saying something and then they just jump in with something completely not related,

but it's fine. I won't bother then.

I mean, at least the friend was a girl. If the friend was a guy, I'd be a bit like, um,

It'd be like 2 boyfriends taking the girl on a date. It's kind of weird.

I don't know, like

If she said, do you want to meet, can my friend come, and he's a guy, should I just say no? But then, I mean, then they're gonna go together, just the two of them. If I don't go, they're gonna go on like a pseudo-date.

But then if I do go, I'll be kind of, I don't know, like feeling

Jealous or insecure.

Well, just fingers crossed that doesn't happen.

Yeah, one time I dated that other girl back in 2022. She kept going on about this friend she had called Gary, said she wants us to meet, and I was like, uh, really?

I don't really want to.

Well, I have to tackle those problems when or if they arise.

I just— I mean, if it was reversed, I think it would be bad taste. Like, if I had a female friend and I'm like, let's all go somewhere, it'd be like I got 2 girlfriends or something. Be weird.

30 minutes to go.

How much is this then? $15.

Great.

Yeah, I really, really hate this. So boring, and you guys are so annoying.

You're also immature. Oh, maybe she's sleeping with other guys. You're so childish.

You got the brain of a 12-year-old.

I can't stand you people.

Such lame people.

Not even funny. It's just lame.

You guys lame-o lamies.

The Lame-o Lamies. Yeah, great band name. I think Acid Reflux still sounds pretty good.

Acid Reflux on stage now.

Why don't you go offline?

And then I'll make no money, so I won't have to bother anymore.

Because of people like you, I'm forced to do this.

Now why do you watch even though I hate you? Weirdo.

Reverse psychology to get you to watch. Hahaha, you got played.

Remember when you wanted to bore your haters away? Yeah, so because that doesn't work, now I'm trying to

hate you away.

Yeah, I had fun. It was a fun weekend.

Now, 2 weeks of grinding.

Why am I back at my mum's? I don't know. I just got bored in Devon being stuck in that miserable house.

I wanted something new, like to mix stuff up. Since there's no point being there, why not come home?

I like my home here. It's nice and warming. It's got like a warm atmosphere.

Break up the monotony a bit.

I just feel so miserable in that house.

I feel a lot better here.

My bin blew away and I saw it under the neighbor's car. I don't know if they're gonna bring it back for me. I don't care, I got a second one.

It's just that little food waste bin. It disappeared and I saw it blown away somewhere on the neighbor's driveway. I didn't know, cuz if I go up to the neighbor's car, it looks kind of suspicious.

They should know it's mine because I put the number 17 on it.

It's just very boring being in Devon because I'm all alone.

Yeah, you think, oh, it sucks because I've got to live with this person or that person. I don't get to do whatever I want. I want ultimate freedom.

But then you realize life without any people is so boring.

And miserable.

Why do I seem depressed? Because I've got to fucking stream again.

Fucking boring. And no stock market until

3 and a half hours. Thank God the clock's changed, so it's an hour earlier now.

I want to see what Trump did.

Go get a normal job.

Yeah, well, maybe I will actually, or I'll just do Uber Eats. Make more than £6 an hour for damn sure.

£6 a fucking hour is a joke.

Who the fuck's gonna stream on this website anymore?

All these people with 50 to 100 viewers making £6 an hour.

Yeah, they should pay us more money or their stupid website's gonna die. Fine, have like— only have Asmongold and xQc on your stupid website then.

Save Raka.

Wow. Oh, Samsung Galaxy Z trifold. That thing looks ridiculous.

I need to pee.

Maybe in a minute.

Is that vape new? No.

But I've run out of my favorite one, the mango. It's actually empty, but for some reason it still kind of works. I noticed if I put my finger over this hole, it makes it stronger.

Now it just smells like smoke.

Probably the coil's burning, but this one isn't as strong.

Means it's empty. Maybe I'll get a new Mango one.

I tried my girlfriend's cigarette. I didn't really like it.

Oh, I'm at my mum's house again because I'm bored in Devon.

I was getting depressed there. I need a break. I need a break from Devon, then I'll go back in a few weeks. Once I'm bored here, I'll go back, and then I'll get bored there, and then I'll come back here, and then I get bored here and I go back, and I get bored there and I come

back, and I get bored here and I go back, and I get bored there and I come back. Do you get the picture?

I get bored

very quickly in the same place,

and then I get bored here and I go back, and I get bored there and I come back, and I get bored here and I go back, and then I get bored there and I come back, and I get bored here and I come back.

And then I go bo and I go bu bu bu and I go bu du du bu du bu du and I go bo and I go bu and I go bo and I go bu. I invented a new language.

And then I go bo and I go bu bu and I go bu gu gu bu du bu and then I go up then I go down.

I created all these new catchphrases.

Yeah, I watched that Gary Stevenson guy more recently. I used to not like him. But I kind of like him now. His stories about being top trader at Citibank are pretty cool. He said to become the world's best trader, what you gotta do is identify something that all the other economists are wrong about.

He said something about inequality.

Okay, I just gotta find the one thing that everyone else is wrong about.

Easy. That's not true. I mean, everyone's— everyone agrees that like S&P 500 goes up,

so why would you bet against that?

No, inequality, you know, like the K-shape economy. Rich getting richer, poor being poor.

I don't really know how you— how'd you invest in the poor? I don't get it. So he said he made his big money by

betting on the world collapsing, so he bought gold or something, I don't know. Or he like bet on interest rates going up.

No, we're still doing every other week.

Gary Stevenson.

20 minutes.

Well, why doesn't he just tell us what he's trading on now so we can copy him if he's so great? Yeah, but the thing is, if everyone does what he does, then he's not like the one guy

counter-trend, because if everyone does it, then it's not really a counter-trend, is it? Maybe he won't say until 5 years later.

He's not gonna give his secrets away,

because when the trade becomes overcrowded, you want to get out, like gold.

Camera's gone.

Great,

camera won't come back on.

Uh, oh, there it is.

Camera's back.

Yeah, well, he doesn't understand that you can't really save the poor, can you? That's just how it's always been.

Poor's always been controlled and eaten up by the rich.

And then maybe you get a revolution, like a civil war,

but then it just goes back to how it was again. Like, the British had civil war, overthrew the king, installed a parliament, and then they're like, oh yeah, now we're not going to get controlled by a king anymore. Yeah, now you're just going to get controlled by a government who does the same thing as a king— raising

taxes, going to war. Over things you didn't get to vote on. What's the difference between government we have now and a king? Like, did we get any say in Ukraine and all that stuff? Taxes being raised,

it just heads the same way anyway, doesn't it? It's just human nature.

How can you change human nature?

Can't really fix it. Can't beat them, join them.

That's how the rich stay rich.

That's why I don't get a job.

I'm one of the rich.

I'm like John Blackthorne.

Decide my own fate.

John Blackthorne got washed up on the shores of Japan with his crew, but he didn't get executed or become like a slave or something.

Ends up playing a pivotal role, becomes best friends with Toranaga,

excels in every situation.

He's got a winner's attitude. Everyone else can be saying, oh, give up, it's hopeless, majority of people lose money trading. Not me though.

I make my own destiny.

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Where everyone tuning in from?

In from where everyone tuning in from? In from 15 minutes

to go.

50 minutes to go.

50 minutes to go.

Oh, I didn't bring my USB plug thing. How do I forget so many things?

Any updates on that Mizkif stuff?

Bryan Cranston does have really good hair.

You know, he was shaving his head in Breaking Bad for the character, but then at the end of Breaking Bad he stopped shaving it and lets it grow back, and the neo-Nazi thugs were like, damn, that's a good head of hair, were you shaving it? I thought, yeah, he does actually have a pretty good head of hair

for an older guy,

very thick looking.

They say if the man hasn't started balding by mid-twenties, then he's probably not going to bald.

So, zanen danet for you haters. You haters like wishing I go bald for some reason.

You're like, oh, his hairline's receding, trying to grasp onto any straws.

Yeah, that hairstyle the samurais had was wild. Why do they like shave the top part only? Is it so the helmet fits on their head better?

Because they're gonna get bad sunburn. Bald on the top and ponytail at the back. It's like masculine and feminine all at the same time. Shave it all off then.

Yeah, maybe it's so to make the bald people look cool. They said this is the cool hairstyle, guys. Being bald is cool.

Remember that one comment I got saying that I say bald wrongly? That it's pronounced bald. Yeah, whatever, I can't be bothered. Takes too long to pronounce it that way. Bald.

Bowled. This gaming mouse is pretty nice.

It feels really clicky.

10 minutes to go and then dinner.

Where everyone tuning in for? I think my mum made some kind of pie, like cottage pie.

I wonder if my sister's coming back soon.

Not really bothered if she doesn't.

Huh,

this one does that as well, where you put your finger over the hole and it's stronger when it comes out. Are you supposed to put your finger on the hole? Because if you blow it, it comes out of the hole.

Like, it's more concentrated if I put my finger over the hole.

It hits harder.

Do I feel myself getting weaker? I keep hurting my back. I hurt my back again yesterday. Lifting that table.

Oh shit, we didn't put the table back.

And I thought, ah, damn it, now I'm gonna be in pain all day.

Yeah, I keep forgetting not to use my back to lift,

and then I was in pain the evening— next evening.

Back pain sucks.

Problem when you're too tall, I guess.

Yeah, we fired these BB rifles as well. They had like— it was like an M4 rifle design with a magazine of BBs, and you put it into like semi-automatic, it shoots out and the balls get lit up. It was really cool. We shot them at these people who get paid to get shot at.

That was pretty fun.

The rifles were heavy. Made out of metal.

Am I bullish or bearish? I'm bearish. So all Mag 7 earnings came out. It failed to put in a higher high. All the good news is out, basically. I think it depends on this China deal, and seems like there's not going to be a rate cut in December, which is pretty bearish.

Yeah, no higher high put in.

Next week could be ugly,

but I'd buy the dip.

Because they're going to start easing again.

Turn on the money printer. I just want it to go down so I can get out my shorts and like buy them on the way up.

Start putting in some longs.

Get my CFD account up.

No, I wouldn't want to shoot an AK. Sounds scary and boring and pointless.

5 minutes to go, then freedom.

Gotta set up my new room.

I might go with my mum to the car dealership tomorrow, but really I should stream, really.

I'll probably come back in like an hour.

Yep, back at my mum's house.

Well, I think we can go after Anna. See ya.