[2020-04-03] I'm finally happy -) [YHKnMPN5DGs]

Hello and welcome back to my garden. So it's been about 2 weeks now since me and Mila have been living together, and I thought I would make a video just Talking about how I feel. Now, I know a lot of you like watching my channel because you want to see me suffer and you like to see me all sad and depressed, and I think that's just kind of sad and pathetic. And I have bad news for you because actually, um, recently I'm feeling pretty happy. I don't really have many goals in life. There's pretty much 2 main goals that I have in life, and that's number one, to be able to make a decent amount of money on the internet, and thanks to YouTube, I've achieved that goal. I'm pretty satisfied that I'm able to make a fairly stable income just from making simple videos on YouTube. And my second goal in life was to be able to find a nice girl that I can share my life with, and again, thanks to YouTube, I managed to achieve that goal as well. So first of all, I want to thank YouTube for providing me a platform on which I can express myself creatively and emotionally. And I also want to thank YouTube for saving me from a life of sad, crippling loneliness. So, it's been slightly over 2 weeks since Mila moved in with us, and I know a lot of you are thinking, Isn't that kind of crazy? You just met her and then a few days later she's moving into your house and she's living with you. And yeah, I guess it does sound kind of crazy. But after I met Mila, I just felt comfortable with her, and I felt like she was a decent person, and I didn't think she was too crazy. I think Mila is definitely one of the best girls that I've been with. I find her physically attractive and mentally attractive, and it's also nice that she's 6 years younger than me. After dating so many women who have been nearly 10 years older than me, in most cases, it's a— it's a nice refreshing change to finally be with a girl who isn't nearly a decade older than me. For some reason, I think a lot of people think that I prefer to date older women, and that's just not true. The reason why I've dated so many older women is because I didn't really have much of a choice. If I had to choose between a 25-year-old girl and a 35-year-old woman, I would choose the 25-year-old version of the girl every time because she's going to be more physically attractive. And it's also pretty nice not to have to fly all the way to Japan, halfway across the world, Just to be able to find a girl. Some of you may already have noticed this, but I don't really enjoy traveling. I actually kind of hate traveling. It's just a lot of hard work and a lot of sitting around in airplanes and buses and public transport, and then you just go to a different place that's pretty much the same as the place you came from. It's just slightly, you know, a different layout, and people speak in a different language, and the people look different. I I'm not really one of those people who enjoys traveling and experiencing other cultures and languages and food. I like living in England. I like my home here. I like the food. I like cheese and onion crisps and Pot Noodle. And one of the hardest things about being married to a Japanese woman was having to live in Japan so far away from my family and my home and from all the food that I love to eat here. Living in Japan was nice and it was interesting and fun for the first few months, and then after a while you just get used to it and then you start getting sick and tired of living there. And every time me and my ex-wife came back to England for Christmas, I always felt really sad when we had to go back to Japan and I had to leave again, when really I didn't really want to leave. I wanted to stay. So if I had to compare my life when I was married in Japan to my current life, I can easily say that I'm 100% happier now than I ever was when I was living in Japan married to my ex-wife. I guess it is kind of ironic that I spent so much time and I tried so hard to find happiness in Japan and other countries like Korea when in the end the place that I was trying so hard to escape from turned out to be the place that I feel the happiest in. I also feel quite happy with the positive reaction most of you guys have had towards Mila, but unfortunately, there has been a lot of people saying mean things about her, and I have been trying my best to remove these comments because I don't really want her to see those horrible comments, and I don't want her to get upset, but there's other places on the internet, certain websites where I don't have any control over and I don't have any moderating power. And there's all these conversations and discussions saying pretty disgusting things about her and me, accusing her of being a you-know-what. And I just think it's kind of sad and pathetic that there's all these miserable people on the internet who have nothing better to do than to Criticize and judge and say horrible things about Mila, and they hardly even know her, and they're just jumping to conclusions and accusing her of being this and that. I understand that a lot of people hate me, and maybe for good reason, but it's just kind of silly to hate women and girls and other people just because they like me. Every time a girl has shown interest in me and agreed to meet up with me and agreed to be intimate with me, there's always this group of people who start this debate discussing whether they're mentally ill or if they're just trying to use me or trying to get attention or clout or trying to get me to pay things for them. And I'm sorry to break it to you, but there are some women who find me physically attractive and who do like me and they do like my personality And it's not because they're mentally ill, and it's not because they're trying to use me, or they're trying to get attention, or they're trying to become famous on the internet. I just think it's kind of sad and pathetic that there's so many people who refuse to accept the fact that some people do find me attractive and some people do like me, and it's not because they have some kind of mental problem. And I think a lot of the anger that these people have been showing towards Mila And previous girls who liked me and agreed to meet up with me. I think the reason they're so angry is because they're jealous. I mean, why else would they be so angry? And maybe these people are frustrated because they can't get a girlfriend or they are unable to achieve their goals and dreams. Well, it's not my fault that you waste all day whinging and whining on a subreddit. I mean, on a website instead of, you know, actually trying to achieve your goals and actually going out there and trying to get your dream girl. I mean, really, really, you're going to start insulting me and start insulting Mila and other girls who like me just because you're jealous? Please, can we, can we grow up a little bit and show some maturity? If you're just being mean and nasty to a girl just because she likes a guy, that you don't like, then I don't even know what to say. Quite frankly, you should be ashamed. Shame on you. If you're one of those people who thinks life is unfair because you think I'm a bad person and I get things that I want, I'm sorry to break it to you, but there's no such thing as fair in the world. There's no such thing as karma. Things just happen randomly. And the reason why I managed to achieve my goals and get what I want in life is because I worked hard to, to get them, and I wasn't afraid of cracking a few eggshells or spilling some juice in order to get what I wanted. The problem with people who complain about the world being unfair and complain about bad guys like me getting what they want in life is they believe in karma, and they think that, oh, if they do good things and they're good people, then good things will happen to them. But that just isn't how the world works. In order to get what you want in life, you have to be brave enough to just take it and not be scared of hurting some people's feelings. And I'm sorry if what I said just hurt your feelings, but, well, I think some people just need a bit of a reality check. And some people need to stop being so nasty towards women. I mean, can we show some respect to women? Just because They like a guy that you find unattractive doesn't mean there's something wrong with them. There's probably someone out there in the world who finds you attractive. There's someone for everyone. And I really hate to sound so preachy during this video, but I am 31 years old and I do have quite a lot of life experience— probably more experience in life than a lot of you guys. And you know the saying, if you don't have anything nice to say, then maybe Keep it to yourself? Maybe that's something you should be thinking about. And Mila was really upset because of all of the mean things people were saying about her, and if she's upset, then I'm upset, and trust me, you do not want to make me upset.

No!

That's dangerous!

You're dangerous!

You could hurt yourself.

What are you doing?

Just filming you.

No.

Do you have anything to say?

Yeah, Daniel should stop talking shit in the garden.

I'm defending you. I'm defending you against the haters.

Thank you, you're on my side now.

I'm your protector. We're making a tent. Sleeping in the garden.

Yeah, I've got a lot. Hi.

Yes, Mimo, she's inside here.

Yes, I got it. You see, the roof opens. Oh, okay.

This is me, Mom.

It looks a bit weird. Why? Because this one is saggy. Maybe this is where the poles go. When you see green, put green. Okay. Yellow, put yellow. Yes. Daniel, help!

I'm filming.

Yes. Daniel, that's not helping.

I'm documenting it.

This one. Okay, please goodbye. This is one bedroom. This is second bedroom. So can you see the color? Can you see? Can you see?

Oh, uh, this We don't need to make bedrooms.

Yeah, I sleep here. You sleep there. No. Where is the green? Ah, green is in front. Your side is the green. Ah, this orange orange. Where is the orange?

Just make the floor.

Because this one is the door.

Oh, I don't want to sleep on it.