Kick Livestreams/BIG DAY OUT 2025-09-02 03_33 [99ecc-big-day-out] 480p

Maybe well just be a bit more patient. See if he replies. But my wife feel like I'm in a rush to get one. Have you ever done this thing where you tap the top of your screen just as you get a new message and you accidentally open it and then you feel embarrassed? 'cause it's like you open the message straight away <laugh> and they know it 'cause of the B ticks. That's kind of annoying. Just me I guess. Uh, and then you reply the very first, second instant reply <laugh>, they'll be like Whoa. He's quick <laugh>. It's embarrassing. Uncle Ben's do I do it in the can use my new microwave? Mm-hmm <affirmative> or butter? I kind of wanna try the gammon instead though. I haven't had gammon in ages. Gammon and chips. Maybe curry next time. Gamma chips and peas. Very British and oh cold. It's too cold for t-shirts now. Hmm. I feel like weed girl is the kind of person where she gets mad at stupid things. Like being stupid makes her mad. But that's kind of my thing. Doing stupid things. I don't think she finds it funny. That's why I think the butcher's knife triggered her. I kind of do stupid things as humor 'cause I find it funny but it seems to trigger certain types of people and pisses them off. It seems to piss most women off, including my mom. Maybe it's not a desirable trait. Yeah. 'cause they look at a man, they want a competent man, don't they? I think it's one of the reasons me and my mom fight a lot 'cause I'm not exactly competent at break stuff and I dunno how to do stuff. We were talking about road rage and I said I don't really road rage. Then she said she has no patience for stupidity. I mean people make mistakes on the road as long as we didn't crash. I'm not really bothered. I do a lot of stupid things on the road. Actually. <laugh>, my mum said I'm a dangerous driver 'cause I just do a three point turn in the middle of a road. I mean it's an empty road so who cares? I only rage if someone's slow but if they do something stupid I'm like huh, that was kind of stupid. I don't really get mad at it. I gotta sharpen up a little bit. I kind of got that feeling from her when I showed her the butcher's knife in the garden. I thought I was hoping she would find it funny but she didn't. I mean she joked about it but I could sense that she was like joking about it but not really. Dunno if it just applies for driving. Probably doesn't. I think that's just like a personality. I think she's the type to like bitch about people a lot and their stupidity. Dunno if that's going to gel well with me 'cause I trigger women like that. They get mad but I haven't met a lot of women who don't get mad at that stuff. I think that's just like a woman trait kind of. I wonder if she hates Jeremy Clarkson because he's very silly as well. Breaking stuff and making a mess. I could probably prop her if I ask what she thinks of Jeremy Clarkson. I mean if she hates Trump probably hates Farra. Probably hates Clarkson 'cause he's kind of right wing and she hates Elon Musk. Hmm hmm. What if my driving pisses her off? What pisses me off apart from getting trolled in the chat? Uh, I, I don't think I've ever met a girl who's been uh, too keen on my silliness. Maybe faster was most tolerant. I felt like faster was shitier than me so she couldn't really speak. I do get very sensitive with snappy women 'cause it reminds me of my mom. Oh I don't want a girlfriend who's like my mom. What silly things have I done driving apart from cutting off a police car, getting pulled over <laugh>. Um, I kind of pulled out. I actually kind of did something silly today. I pulled into a roundabout instead of giving away to someone. I mean I was at the roundabout before they got to the roundabout and I was taking the first left. He followed me into Tesco. But maybe I should have let him go first. I dunno. Driving isn't very challenging here so I don't really get into trouble here. Hmm hmm Shit. When she sees the state of my car <laugh>, it's got sell a table over. Oh God, what was a common problem? Now I'm nervous if my driving's gonna piss her off. I mean I'm still fairly new driver. Gimme a break. I haven't even been driving for a year. I basically learned to drive on my own whilst doing delivery work. Which is pretty hardcore. Don't you think? It's like going from Nobe straight into level 10 difficulty. I've already done 20,000 miles. That's quite a lot for a year. It's gonna be almost a year since I got the car. I got it in September. Can't believe it. A year of driving Three points. Multiple finds pulled over by the police. <laugh> crashed my car into a stationary wall doing one mile per hour. Not too bad. At least I didn't crash yet. I, I feel a bit insecure when the girl has like decades of driving experience <laugh>. I feel a bit like I'm a noob. Especially when they've driven overseas. I'm like wow, I couldn't do that. I mean I don't really care if my car's scratched up. It doesn't bother me. I'm not like OCD about scratch. People are like, oh, they get one little scratch and they will go take it to the garage. My mom's like that. I don't, my mom's actually pretty OCD about certain things but then other things, she doesn't care at all. I don't get the whole obsession over having a little scratch on your car. I got, I remember when I drove the car home pulling into the little road to my house, my mom's house. A car came the other way and I kind of panicked and I just instinctively hard steered it into the bush and the twig scratched up the mirror. Dave Gibson was with me and he was like, Ooh <laugh>. And then he helped me buff it out. But it was a tiny scratch compared to what I have now. That's why I put the tape on my scratches no rust here. I might put some glue on it too. Seal it up, get the glue gun out. It's like that glue stitching for soldiers. They just glue up their wound. I, I don't want to set it. It's a nice car. I want it, I want drive it into it Can't be driven anymore. Put 200 K miles on it. I mean I only sell it if I wanna get a better car but I don't really, I think my car is probably the best car in the world. Don't want to Tesla nice and small. If my car blew up and said Oh you can pick any new car you want, I probably just get the same one. Yeah, I really love my car. Every time I go for a walk and I come back to the car, I look at it and I think i's a damn nice looking car. I always think my car's the best looking car in the car park. It is one of the reasons why I don't want to go to Thailand. I'm a bit worried she's gonna think I'm retarded having cell tape on it though. She seems a bit judgy. Oh I got that OnlyFans money. Nice 85 pounds pay off the overdraft quick. Hmm. Girls don't have much tolerant, tolerant tolerance for incompetence do they? Maybe in the beginning they'll find it cute or funny but I think over time it'll piss them off and they'll build resentment. I've gotta be careful. I didn't realize until recently that it pisses women off a lot. I thought it was funny but it's like Jordan Peterson says no one likes a man child. I think I've gotta be more aware of it. I mean I built my brand off of doing stupid stuff. I just got paid again by any fans. Damn double paid 81 pounds. Nice. They just double paid me the bum hole paying the bills. Overdraft is now at 55 pounds. Minus 55 pounds overdraft. When was the last time I got horned at? If I can't remember then it is good. I reckon that dent is probably the worst damage I've done. But what if they think not raging is a sign of weakness, like low testosterone? I'm very passive. Like if someone wronged me I wouldn't say anything really. I'd keep my mouth shut and then bitch about it later. What if that gives them the ick? But I don't like, I mean I rage at the tap. I don't wanna rage at people in real life. I'm not good with confrontation. Like I very rarely rage at a partner. I just bitch about them. Onstream. I think nearly all my fights are because I bitched about them onstream and they got mad especially to hero. I'd rather deescalate. I always try to deescalate. I'd just say I'm sorry and they'd be like, fuck idiot. ALF's gone. And I remember one the one time I did confront someone was with Nepal guy and my knees were shaking, my lips were trembling as I couldn't contain myself. I guess my mom is the only one person I rage at hard where I dropped the F bombs as well. My mom's the only person that I rage hard at. I never raged at my dad before but he never gave me a reason to. Oh no. I kind of raged when he, when I was playing World of Warcraft and it was 1:00 AM and he just came out of his bedroom and switched off the power and I was in the middle of a molten core raid. I think I called him a bastard. The funny thing is he didn't do anything. I called him an effing bastard and then I stormed off my room. Remember when monitors used to be made out of glass? The screen was glass. I punched the screen a few times probably 'cause I was getting ganged over and over. Good thing they were made out of glass back then if you punch, this would break. Mm-hmm <affirmative> guess I'll make dinner. I know my phone battery draining so quick nowadays. It used to last quite long. Damon, I think if she saw me defrosting my fridge with the cleaver, she would not be pleased. How am I supposed to do it then? Mm. Leaving the fridge open turned off was actually a good idea that I came up with all by myself. By the way. Furry British milk hay. And I feel like British girls can get very um, snappy. Like they have a low to tolerance for stupidity unless they're autistic or py gaon is kind of like big thick bit of bacon isn't it? Uh, why is it all falling apart? It's just like a big bit of bacon. It kind of smells like bacon. The, I mean I can just say um, like why haven't I fixed the cart? Why haven't I got in a bigger fridge? Uh, 'cause money's tight. I don't know. Saving up money can't judge me too much. What? What's that? Broccoli Women get very easily triggered, don't they? Compared to men. Is raw on the top network? I think there's smoke coming out. Why am I not? I can't find my lights. Do you know where my knives are? Didn't I say I was gonna put them in the bin? I didn't actually put 'em in the bin. They must be in here. I should have knives. Just weird. I don't remember. I remember I tidied that rack and I said I was gonna chuck them in the bin. There's no way I actually chuck them in the bin. Um uh uh uh uh uh. Do you liking selfies? Looked up to your liking. Means not funny. I feel sick. Cramps me. Remember your apology? It didn't seem sincere. Oh, I didn't know what part of, I'm so sorry. It sounded insincere. I wonder. So sorry. Do nothing wrong. Oh, cold raining. Well it's still raining. Can you believe that? That's insane. I can't believe it's still raining. Where's all the water go? Oh, oh, oh, oh. I should have turned it on earlier. It's not hot yet. Ah. Sometimes I used to feel like this place is so cozy. I mean it is cozy. It would be cozier with a woman. I remember one time sitting there watching something and I looked around the room thinking I've made a nice home. I just need a TV and a cat. It be a nice little home. Maybe some decorations like go on a trip with my new girl. We get some souvenirs of all the places we've been to. But don't you think maybe white women have very high standards when it comes to men, which results in a low population compared to third world countries. But then on the flip side, that results in smarter people. Which is why all the companies are dominated by white people. Do you think that makes sense? Because they seem to have very high standards when it comes to stuff like banter and common sense. But then again, there's so many dumb white men out there that managed to procreate. Maybe my theory is bollocks and I got unmatched recently by this other girl. She was fat with massive tits tattoos but her face was quite cute. Dyed hair and face piercings and she's into anime and she unmatched me. 'cause the conversation was dead. It was like, what anime do you like? Oh I like that too. <laugh>. I thought she's into anime. She's fat, got tattoos. Massive tits easy but she'll match me. I asked her what her job was and I was kind of turned off straight away. She was a nurse, like a physiotherapy nurse who looks after war veterans. I thought that's lame. You wash old men's bums. Basically I she'd wash mine with your tongue. I don't. I find nurses very unappealing. I find out they're a nurse. I'm like nothing. I think nurses are very boring people. Nurses and doctors. Big red flag for me. I want someone who's in a dead end job hates their job and is miserable. Oh imagine warm. Oh I love this electric blanket. Don't need to warm the house up. Just warm up the blanket. I got a reply about the kitchens. I said can you tell me a bit about yourself and where you live? My name's Daniel. I'm a nurse. Why don't you shut the fuck up and gimme the cat? You know, I could just lie about everything. What are you gonna do? Like do a background check. What's the point? And you know, I could lie about every single thing I say to people. Stupid. I've got new chocolate fell off Kit Kat and Common these is, they flake everywhere. So as you bite, you gotta suck it. I will say I'm a very kind person. I love animals. My name is Jason. Hmm. Oh they want to know about my home. I What do you mean? Can you tell me a bit about yourself? Like what my age, my name is Jim <laugh>. I drive a red per home. My favorite food is pot noodle. I'm a working professional. Um, I said Is the cat still available? They said, could you tell me a bit about yourself? What do I say? Hey Daniel, I'm trying to buy a kitten. I asked them if it's still available. They said, could you tell me a bit about yourself first? What should I say? When you are writing back, keep it personal and friendly. Share a bit about your lifestyle, your experience with pets and why you are interested in adopting a kitten. The goal is to make a connection and show that you'd be a caring and responsible pet owner. Just be honest and let your enthusiasm shine. Three should I tell them about my job? Mentioning your job could be a great idea, especially if it highlights stability and responsibility. Keep it brief and tie it back to why you'd make a good pet owner. Maybe mention how your job schedule would allow you time to care for the kitten. How about you just write me up a draft explaining that I work from home. I live in a semi-detached house by myself. I've always had cats in the family when I grew up as a kid and I love cats. Sure thing. You could say hello. I'd love to introduce myself. I work from home and live alone in a cozy semi-detached house. Growing up I always had cats in the family so I'm really familiar with their needs and love having them around. I'm very excited about the prospect of welcoming a new kitten into my home. And can you type that up as text so I can copy and paste it easily? Absolutely. Here's a draft you can use. Hello. I'd love to introduce my, I get rid of the, I'd love to introduce myself. I work, I put Sure, sure thing. Sure thing. Sounds kind of gay, doesn't it? Oh righty then <laugh>. Sure thing. Bey. I work from home and live alone in a cozy. I live alone in a um, two bedroom in a semi-detached house. Uh, in a very quiet coldy sack. Why do we use the French word for that? I don't get it. What the fuck is a coldy sack? Growing up I always had cats in the family. So I am, I am familiar with their needs and love having them around. What else I write, I wanna know where I live as well. They want pictures of my house. The cellars are painted the backside, but the cat's quite cute and I get rid of the grown up. I always had cats in the family. I think they just wanna know about my living area. I put a sure at the beginning. Sure. I work from home. Live alone in the semi detached house or else I used to live in Japan and I had an ex-wife but she cheated on me. I'm looking for a pet and I love cats. I work from home, live alone in a semi-detached house in a very quiet area in ton near Tavistock looking for a pet. And I love cats. What if they say thanks? But unfortunately that's not good enough. I Why do a lot of white women seem to have lumpy bums? Like it's not smooth. I mean they got bums. Not flat but it's kind of, I don't know, it looks kind of lumpy. What's that about? It's not like firm. My bum's quite firm and tight. I've never seen that in an Asian woman. Maybe 'cause Asian women have small bums. Yeah, I have a little box and all the toys from my previous cat that unfortunately died due to no fault of my own. What should I do tomorrow? I really like that cat light and it's available now but the cellar seems a bit fussy. I mean I could just lie. Maybe I live in the flat in the middle of the city. Well do you want a photo? Maybe she wants to come to my house and check out my house. Okay. I could always move next week though. People will just make no sense. Do they? You know I can just lie about everything. You don't have permission yet. But I want it now. Well if I'm not allowed to cat, I'm moving out then take my money elsewhere. I feel the landlord's not gonna reply unless I message him again. Unless he's on holiday or something. I don't know. I mean worst case scenario he just says you gotta get rid of it and then I just sell it 50 pounds or I pretend I've sold it and hide upstairs. Imagine getting kicked out 'cause you've got a cat. Do you think that happens? But I've already had like four cats here. No three. I've had three cats here. I think the contracts are no pets. I've already breached the contract like three times though. I'm not gonna tell you how that'll be stupid. I'm not that dumb. You'll never guess. What if I build a little wooden house in the garden for the cat? I'll get some wood from wicks. I'll build a shed. The cat can live in the shed. How about that? What's wrong with that? It's not in the house. It can come in the house but it can't live in the house. It can go to bed in the wooden shed. It's cold. I could insulate the shed and I put electric blanket in there and put a heater inside. Oh they got fur. They can't be that cold. Megan McCain roast Greta Thunberg hair says she looks like lord far quad <laugh>. Greta Thunberg is such an unattractive girl. Why is she so unattractive? And there's nothing really wrong about any of her features. Just the way it all comes together. And that weird chin jaw that jaw's very square. Mm would really suck if I can't get one. Well if I get a fish instead, imagine when he says, oh no fish, it's gonna destroy the house. <laugh> fish is gonna destroy the house. If he says no to the cow, I say okay, what about fish? And go, what about a spider? Can I have a pet spider? Okay, what about a pet ant? What about earthworm? Come on, gimme something. I already got like 20 pet spiders in the conservatory. I find it funny how much sound normal colors make when they reverse. Like it's taken so much effort to just stop and reverse. They're like, and I do it silently. Zero effort. I sound like they're struggling so much. Just to reverse it up the driveway. I think the blanket shut off. Why is it I think these pipes get bent or something and then it safety feed kicks in, shuts it off. I guess it's better than catch you on a fire. The good thing about this blanket is I can touch myself and you don't even know Ha, the cake used to say she wished she was under my blanket sucking me off. Do you remember I was, I went outside and I started texting cake on stream and I had that big grin on my face. <laugh>. I was so happy for a girl to be texting me all flakes. Weren't they? Not even a single girl. Moon was probably the least flaky. If I didn't make her hate me, I feel like Moon might have actually gone through with it. Oh well what? I was genuinely scared that if I had sex with Crips I'd get some kind of disease. I thought oh God, I'm gonna get HIV. How could I not fuck her if she came? And obviously it would be wrong as if I have the self-control to put on a condom. Even if I put on a condom at some point like in the morning or in the middle of the night, it would've gone in wrong. I said you're gonna fuss about with condoms every single time when you're living together. Yeah, she even said that she tested positive for HPV and she had like a thing on her vagina That's disgusting. Like a wart or something. I don't know A lesion. I can honestly say I don't have anything weird on my dick or around it. Check my own fans if you don't believe. Imagine if I rub my dick on a uncovered HPV lesion. I'm actually kind of relieved. She's just disappeared. She got genital warts. She was supposed to be here now <laugh>. The game plan was that she was gonna come on the 28th and she told me her period. Calendar. Calendar and everything. My blood. I never looked it up. I think when it comes to STDs, it depends what kind of girl you're having sex with. If you have sex with like bar girls and club girls, it's probably higher chance. But I only have sex with like 40-year-old MILFs who have no sex life. That's why I had so much sex without getting STDs apart from one back in 2014. And guess what? She went to a club and got fucked. That's how she got chlamydia last year. They were all at least 40-year-old males. Mizuki blood bucket. A really dealt blood buckets like banging a load of people. Do you think blood bucket just randomly lets guys sleep over at her house or was I special? That's why you gotta pick, pick carefully. That's why I don't really want to get club girls and stuff like that 'cause they're pretty sleeping around. It's like I said in one of my older videos, if you go for, for the women that no one else wants, you're pretty safe. Less competition equals less STDs. No one else is gonna be banging them. Did you ever talk shit about them online Strife? Maybe if I never did that, some might have come back. It's funny, they can forgive cheating, but the one thing women can never forgive is when you talk shit about 'em online. That's like the biggest nuke in the arsenal. It's crazy that they forgive cheating but they won't forgive that sticks and stones. I had loads of women forgive, cheating hir faster. Korean woman number one. I even told Korean women, I slept with the French girl and she still took me back. Actually I've never been caught cheating and not forgiven. Every time I got caught cheating they forgave me and never been dumped because I cheated. Not once. Can you believe that I get dumped 'cause I don't know. Usually it's 'cause I walk out and I leave like I left faster and I left her. I didn't fight. She said I want divorce. And I said okay. See you packed my bags. Got on a plane to Korea. I fought five prostitutes in the first week in that smelly little dungeon room on the floor mattress. One of them let me nut inside raw. One was scared of the size of my dick and she would put her hand in front of her vagina to create a buffer. My dick must be massive compared to the Korean micro dicks. She's used to the Korean guy's got smallest dicks in the world like, like that big. They don't even have a shaft. The dick head is the whole dick. How do they even masturbate like that? Can't even grab the dick. They've got nothing to grab onto. I've seen these micro dicks. It's literally just a dickhead. There's no shaft at all. They, you know, with your dick you gotta like lift it up and put it in. They don't 'cause it's just, it's like a wreck and it's already horizontal stands up on its own. They can just put it in like that. I always have to, I have to like maneuver my dick into the hole. 'cause it, it's heavy at the end so it flops down even when it's erected. Like it won't be completely horizontal. There's too much weight at the end. But I've seen these um, micro dick guys and when they bang the girl when they thrust, each time they thrust out the dick comes fully out and then goes back in 'cause there's no length. It would just like repeatedly go in and out. Must be weird. So if they do it with a girl with a really big bum, uh, it wouldn't even go in would it? 'cause you couldn't reach the hole. The big bum would get in the way. Maybe that's why Asian girls don't have big bums. 'cause the guy's dicks too small to get into the hole then. Mm-hmm <affirmative>. Mm-hmm <affirmative> Why do those Japanese people use those heated tables? The s Why not just get the blanket on on your legs and get rid of the table bit. Same thing, isn't it? That's weird. If you search JNF Wallaby, there's a video from 17 years ago, which was two years, no it was three years before I went there. Some Swedish guy filmed inside of it, did a vlog. It's kind of weird seeing it. 2007. No I was still playing World of Warcraft. I was like a 16-year-old kid told me about say, hey Tommy gonna, there had to be, oh they have a one guy that two <inaudible>. Do you think the betrayal of being shit talked online is worse than the betrayal of being cheated on? Because that's what it seems like. No betrayal. Hm hmm. I dunno what to do tomorrow. Do a be livery if one pops up extra money in it. Hmm. From my experience and what I've learned, what I was thinking zero to 10. You mean that when you're, when you're 11 to 20, you are at a hormonal creep. The smartest person who ever lived and everyone hates you. And then when you're 20 to 30, you're recovering from the fact that like you were an asshole and now you're trying to like find yourself in the world now more than ever. So people are just like, I don't even know man, I'm miserable. Then he hit 30 and something starts to take hold and that something is just give up trying to appease everyone in your life and you're like, you know what, one day I'll be dead. I don't give a shit what you think. Just start chill suddenly and and then you hit 40 and you're like, maybe now I'll start to look and then you're done. It's like, see that line? Follow that line. A CD people say that stands for antichrist Devil's child does. It came from the back of my system. Sewing machine. Sewing machine. You know it's on any electrical appliance. So it just means power. A CD people say that stands for Antichrist Devil's child does. It came from the back of my tip. Old it sewing machine. Yeah. You know of the most unique injury. Find it not in hey sewing all New Yorkers know dog in central off the moon. Didn't your mama teach you an Annas pay somebody to visit you simply at the friend God? Right? That's step one. What are the other steps? There are none. I just don't believe it A god. Uh, my new perspectives, there's nothing wrong with being a billionaire, but if somebody is working 40 hours a week, a hundred c hours a month and they can't make their rent, you're not paying them enough money, maybe you should just be worth 900 million. Like how does a CEO take a figure bonus and none of your employees have dental insurance. They can't even go out and get a filling. My new perspectives. There's nothing wrong with being a billionaire spend all day at a big dollars in a ditch. Oh that <inaudible>. Well we had both got a $4,000 necklace while you were unemployed, which is by the way a month where you asked your parents if you could not pay rent. What the fuck is wrong with you wearing it? Oh my. What are you fucking Sam? This is, he likes the flash he wanted to cross, but I said film schooler. He calls suspending wrong, said Jesse dog. You will know exactly what I'm describing. By the way, this does not happen with cat. The dog is happy to chop up and down and they wanna lick your face. Why? Dogs don't live as me. One dog year is dog is 10. They're like means we live an entire week of our lives for every day dog lives. How is your love life? How do you rate yourself? Love life. Oh, I didn't do it. I none. Everybody says that their Tesla don't use oil. They're lying. Okay, so everybody laughs at me. We look right here, right where my light is. There's an oil filter. The reason for that is because Teslas actually have differential oil that they try and keep clean. Have to change my number on. Everybody said it's pretty fancy. Wearing though as camouflage is not I for doing don't you? What that camouflage, what is your dog gonna think when they Oh no. Fuck I I hate, I was told my dad found out statutory sick. Hey, hey, hey 9 1 1 use solid three delta outside. Oh okay bottle. Get into room without. Can you tell that someone's a narcissist? I've known notice of equality. It's hard to ve me a lies are kind of a gift narcissists, but it's not the kind of interested in trying to get you to like them so that they can now use deadness and they're looking at you. You're giving of the people known in my ies and there's lightly demon where I can't describe it but it doesn't towards their pelvis. Someone's a narcissist. I've known notice over equality. It's hard to verbal. This is how I budget my, excuse me. There are 7 billion people. One of them behaves badly towards actually doing, saving you time. He's telling you that he's not worth your while. It's the hot apple and what, what does it need? Classify people taught us is that how do we tell the difference? Charisma, narciss, narcissists. How to narcissist blow you away with their charisma. You are just in awe. They know how to signal warmth and competence. They're finding me two moments. You're like, wow, I'm clicking. And confidence. We love to be around highly confident people, which often narcissists are very confident. So in that first hour, two, three hours we're blown away. Then typically they go one of two. First way as narcissists. If they don't go what they want a little bit, they go into victim. There's a misunderstanding about narcissists, which is that they're always con, when a narcissist doesn't get what they want, will they deserve? Maybe that's how they are manipulative with people. They play the victim card. You wanna protect them. Second pattern narcissists can be high conflict people. A high conflict person is very charismatic. I low you away with their charisma, but they create conflict around them and they set and they back up and they go, I don't know, I don't know how that happened. But they're constantly stirring or stoking people the most important bill that you can have in life. Knowing how to observe people not being so wrapped up in your calmer voice. How, how can in fight, let's say I have social anxiety or I, hmm, I don't. When you really, really believe that you become and you're standing on now the American idol, the one working in America. Fuck you. It's my fucking, I lose my mind if I don't find something too pass for a long time, they can pass their selfish elfish, right? Self-centered. But it's weird. Psychopaths betrayed themselves all the time because they don't learn from experience. So they get what they want. Yes, now but they fail. And so then I thought, oh well psychopaths don't care about other people. They also don't care about adults. And I thought well that's the same thing. Characteristic of people above average pathy is a lack of remorse. Yeah. Well that, you know, lack of remorse isn't in learned. You hurt somebody, you did something wrong. It had consequences. You don't feel remorse. That remorse is activating the dorsal anterior cingulate cortex of your brain, which you don't feel that if you have psychopathic tendency. Yes, you studied psychopaths for a long time. Psychopath is have good either when you see someone who is always calm, incredibly kind and avoiding conflicts, be careful. This person noticed me. So just because I got a hair, trans female, everybody that took LSD felt, how long have you only had one kid? And she's like, I have two kids. No, you have one kid and then contacts the other two girls if you need to be bought a house together. Unmarried. I did. So I bought the house with her. It was a three bedroom, two bath with two car garage. What did you buy it for? So we bought it at, lived in the house for a couple months, ended up breaking up. Would be close of you on the mortgage. Yeah. The issue that we had with it was, I wasn't on the deed. She was so, I had no ownership of the property. Why not marriage then before getting the house, Tyler, I was a little skeptical about marriage, but I want Danielle, let's get on a mortgage together. I know bought a house. Big mistake mode is they see somebody like you. You go to the gym very often. You probably eat really clean. I know you don't drink alcohol. Somebody who does a narcissist not compromise. You find out that they're a narcissist. They talk about the compromises. They won't, when they talk about how they're neurotic, they never had a problem. Oh, they're agreeableness. It's always been great. Oh, they're extroversion, they're perfect. They do everything right. They never made their openness Their way is a better way. A narciss typicality traits are narciss. So it really is. I mean it is a, a lot of psychopathic people, narcissists part of their face. They are looking at you and not really looking. They're seeing what they can get out of you. They're see, it is are hard to lie. They tell you something. You learn nothing from success. Never. There's nothing you learn from success. You learn everything from failing and fear of failing is what holds people back to doing it. And when you don't try and you wake up at 65 years old, you're a lot angrier than if you failed. It's really easy to be 65 years old and go, I tried to do that. Just couldn't do it. You'll really be mad if you go, I think I could've done that. But you learn. Do you know why Kiwi never takes off her mask? People keep coming in in my chat recently. I'm like, oh my gosh, I haven't watched you in like 10 years, but you look exactly the same. And I I really feel like the extremeness has ripped off of me over the No, no, it's the same energy. Well this whole thing started. This one right here. I'm aware. I'm the screen. This one, the dodger one was like, alright everyone I'm bring down the stream. I'm gonna bring down go for like six and a half minutes. That is true. Yeah, that's those girls never heard. This is a basic bathroom scale. Covert narcissism is a very serious mental health problem that is diagnosed in Narciss personality disorder. And through this video, I'm hoping stand the connection. It has anti-social personalities or, or sociopathy. Uh, hold both of these together and SPD and understand how they interact. You'll understand the you danger of covert narcissist In some ways they're more dangerous than people are just a as or sociopath covert stats that a 30-year-old today versus a 30-year-old. Yeah. I I've got a good line on narcissism. I've got a couple of narciss. My line is a narcissist. They've got the disease. <laugh> pretty much sort of sums it up, doesn't it issue if you've got one in your life, you know about it. I, I don't believe people, I'm, I'm an expert and del just named it Becky shot and I'm bad. Oh, can I tell you a funny story or papa all too just went full toxic, hard doing somebody back. What do you do for a living? I am actually an ultrasound tech. I work for a mobile company, so we kind of travel around a lot. Okay, what are you making? Uh, 24 an hour. Cool. And what do you do for a living? I'm a so chef. Cool. Yeah. Any food? No. I'm fat and I like food. No, this is my day off so I left it out. Work. Um, all right, that's a little racist of you. <laugh>. Okay, <laugh>. What do you, what do you mean? Uh, 50 a year. What do you You work part-time. You owe $33,000 on a 25,000 hour car. Shut the fuck up. It's a Nissan. It's not even good. Nissans are now am I supposed to get to work in a different car? You cannot owe $33,000 on a part-time job. I'm still making the payments though, so gosh. Obviously can still afford. Are you stupid? We're so confused. You can afford it, but you can't afford to get in a house. You want to get a house, you can afford it, but you can't afford pay off all the other debt. Well no one's gonna pay me what I owe on it. So now I'm underwater. No, you sober 25,000. You borrow seven. Have we not listened to me get a 10,000 r 10,000 loan? Now you owe 17,000 instead of 33. What is so hard about this guy? Well, I just told you I looked at a used car. How long did we look? How many dealerships did we go to? Uh, we went to at least five dealerships. Huh? At least. But also went through car gurus and everything else. Five dealerships. Yeah. With have to do These vigils are so caustic and so toxic that eventually they will victimize you physically, mentally, emotionally, physiologically or financially. The question then is how long are you willing to tolerate it? Because you will pay a price. You know there's a great book called the the, the body keeps the score. Yeah. The body will definitely keep, you will pay a price for being in the proximity of a toxic individual. And if you become that person's true toy, you will suffer immensely. There's no pill to cure them. There is nothing you can do to make them like you. They expect no loyalty. Try to get out as soon as you can. I think most clinicians, if they're honest, will say, you gotta get out of there. This is not to, if the narcissist that you are dealing with shows these four signs, know that you have defeated them for real. Number one, they will use extreme ways to pressure you into lashing out at them. Your reaction matters. And the fact that you can so easily ignore them and treat them like they don't matter kills their narcissistic ego. Number two, they will use your guilt against you. They know you don't have a guilty conscience and that you can see things for what they are. Love yourself enough not to take responsibility for things you have not done at all. But still they will use everything they can. Number three, they will ignite jealousy in you by creating a false comparison with other people. They know you're not motivated or driven by. What if I told you anxiety doesn't exist? There are only four basic Q Hello Felicia. Welcome to podcast. I just wanted to, uh, take the time to remind you of our long and sorted love affair. Every time we meet you say it's nice to meet you for the first time. <laugh> and a little bit of my heart breaks open. Back in 2010, we met for the first time at Liz Con where, uh, on a podcast together I was promptly booted for you <laugh>. And I was then, I was then infatuated with you from that very moment. When I approached you afterwards for a photograph, the handlers at the time told me, and I quote, stays busy sir <laugh>. And I just wanna let you know right now that I think because we're forced to be together legally, they were ordered. I believe. I think tonight we should do something special. I've lit candles as you can see. Welcome, welcome to the podcast. And I look forward to spending three hours with you. That might not be, have been the best. Hey, let's start this relationship off right <laugh> just the pro tip in the future. The future because we'll probably never talk again. <laugh>, you have this goal in the mind. Put all your energy, all your effort in trying to achieve a 20 years older tribe. Your 30 years tribe narcissists, they rape your soul every single day. They're they're monsters in human flesh. And yeah, a lot of people say, oh, it's their trauma. They hurt the people that they love the most borderline precise disorder. These individuals are very reactive. They're reactive to anything that makes 'em feel judged, makes them feel abandoned or anything. Creates a feeling that they are not safe to think or believe they're doing something wrong or they are a bad person. They respond to these real or imagine episodes of abandonment or judgment by exploding and hurting the person they receive to be the enemy. The cycle is rage. I want hurt. I'm punish you. You're never gonna do that to like, oh my gosh, what have I done? I've hurt them or love the most. Feel guilt. They feel empathy and try to go for what they did. And Preston, what do you do for a living? I'm an insurance agent. So sales, this hours I'm making 2,800 every first from 15 2800 that, hi. You just looked And many of them are so iner, so hopelessly upon to fight. Is it like contagious man can only accept fourth law Break Lie on this cast a suspicion. I just, that's why you easily manipulated if you are the person. And please know that I was that person. If, if you are that person where you are just reactive, reactive, reactive, you're gonna, what should you do if gaslit, you have to take a back and say, now what happened? Remember how reform then all they, have you ever seen a mirror in a video game and wondered why they never actually reflect anything? They must be too hard to render except countless games from 25 years ago have crystal clear reflections. I mean seriously, these are perfect to perfect. If you wanna achieve these juicy reflections yourself, all you have to do is copy all the models in new scene, mirror them that slap a semi-transparent plane in the middle. Unfortunately this trick only works for perfectly flat planes. As soon as you have curved or complex surfaces, this can't be used. But that's perfect for mirrors. In the late nineties and early two thousands when you had relatively simple scenes to duplicate and could easily wow players nowadays with much more complex games, it's just not worth the performance cost of doubling the render geometry for a bathroom near. You're going to spend two seconds looking at <laugh>. Have you ever seen eight? But you thought your debt was 20 then 30,000, that's 80 outside of the mortgage. How much is your mortgage? Your total balance? Total balance. How much do you owe on the house? No, no, no. How much do you owe on the house? Well, about 30 to 40,000 on the house. You owe $213,000 on the house. Not on a monthly basis. Well you think you pay $30,000 a month towards the house. Whoa, whoa. Like how much do we pay monthly for the house? Hold on ho. No, hold on. I need to be very clear. You don't think you pay $30,000 a month of those house? It's like five I think. Well we only almost bring in like four to five. Oh my. Okay, we're starting from scratch. Um, we can't have kids. Can you have kids? Yeah. Why wouldn't we? But here's the reality. And I can say this 'cause I'm a fab us fab people. Pregnancy doesn't really happen. The doctors haven't told us otherwise. I mean gone for screening. My family has a lot of genetic screening that would over time our facial expressions et onto the face. Usually by the time we're like 17, it's not like the old people wrinkles like social approval their whole life. This is how we seek approval from other people. Oh, that's why I have to line them my forehead. Yeah, because I'm seeing a social person. You psychopath blank or wrinkle free. Yes, I don't have a blank for. And a psychopath person that's spent their whole life super happy and in full enjoyment. You're gonna see these crow's feet here from smiling all the time. You see somebody who's been depressed or angry, you're gonna see this muscle right here forms these two wrinkles. That's called the glabella. So you'll lifetimes of behavioral patterns etched onto the face. A girl accidentally found a baby animal of an unknown species. Upon closer inspection, it was tender looking very much like a strawberry gummy candy. Out of curiosity, the girl decided to raise it first. She used a very thin straw to feed it some. Then she used a soft towel to make a small nest for it. Finally, she set an alarm, defeated every two hours. A few days later, the girl's efforts paid off. The little creature had grown a bit bigger and its body had also gained some strength. Gradually the little creature's fur also began to grow. Spirits improved day by day and his appetite also increased. The girl feel incredibly relieved, happy. And just like that, the little creature grew a little more. It looked a bit like a squirrel, but something felt not quite right. The big round black eyes grew more and more adorable. It was very clingy to the girl holding onto her finger. Go. Whenever she put it down, it would cry nonstop until it could climb back into her hand. Only then would it be the girl also really enjoyed this trusting dependence. So whenever she went out, as long as it was convenient, bring it along with her. And it also got used to the roots. As soon as it heard the girl was about to go out, it would immediately climb into her backpack and wait after arriving at their destination, follow closely behind the girl, never leaving her side, becoming her little shadow. You're not a snake, I'm not an ocelot Ben names my name isn't yours, John Blaine name. But I won't for freaking out a snake. Is it true that you shot an alternate ending to break? This was the first guy and he looks at me and he says, how much am I buying your company for? Bamb boobs? Let me show you how to get rid of him every morning. Oh, be livery. Should I go to it? Cornwall one B and H Gold 20 pack and two Crofters, apple cider, 27 pounds. Oh, it's at Minions <laugh>. No thanks. Ah, if it was in the day, it would be great. I'd just go to that Tesco pick up the cigarettes. Why can't they order this stuff during the day? Uh, ser, you know all these clips about narcissists and sociopaths. It's always about how to spot one. And if you do, get out of there. Cut them out. Run. Okay, well what if you're a narcissist and you don't wanna be a narcissist anymore? What if you're a sociopath and you want help to stop being a sociopath? How come it's always like, oh, you've spot them. You run away. I mean, we are human too. You know? How about some help for us? You think anyone wants to be a narcissist? Just feel a bit sad how they demonize us when I didn't do nothing wrong. It's all your fault. Shut the fuck up. All the clips are just, oh, cut them out your life. They're demons. They're this and that. That, yeah, maybe I'm a narcissist. I do relate to some of the things they say like a narcissist makes themselves the victim. Lashes out the smear campaign pretends they're interested, but they look at you like you're an object. What they can get out of you. That is kind of what I do. I do do that. I don't see like the human behind the arcade. I just see them as, mm. Do I wanna bang or do I not Now a bus learn to avoid detection. A lot of girl listen to true crying and watch stuff. Like how does narcissist, oh yeah. Well I'll just do all the things. I'll do the opposite of what they say that narcissists do. And they'll never catch me. No one's spotting me. I I refuse to pronounce it the proper way. 'cause that sounds stupid. Well, why? What causes? Maybe it's just narcissistic parent. Maybe it's the food, genetics. Do you think it's genetics or environmental? I think you are influenced by narcissists. You become one when you're growing up. How many narcissists have narcissistic parents per need? All of them. I have been told you're not a narcissist because my, 'cause you did this and you did that, which proves you weren't one. And then I prove them wrong by doing the thing that they say I don't do. Maybe I don't do it straight away, but at some point I do. Do I? What should I do? Do tomorrow? Funny how my stupid blink camera didn't detect me coming home, but it's going off like crazy now. 'cause there's a little green flashing thing in my car. It's triggering it. Blink camera sucks. What should I do tomorrow? I could go and get that 1-year-old cat. They seem pretty desperate to get rid of it. I was like, is it still available? Could I borrow it for one week and then give it back? Oh mm Hell. Well if I don't know its gender, then I would call it an it. The one that asked me about where I live didn't reply but they didn't read the message either. Maybe my answer wasn't very good. I live in a serene meadow surrounded by nature where there's no noise. Obviously. I'm gonna lie. I'm not gonna say, oh yeah, I live next to the motorway in a flat full of 10 other people. <laugh> people are so stupid. Next I'll say, oh gonna I come around the house to check if it's suitable for Mr. Meme? Hmm? What to do tomorrow? Hmm. I don't really wanna go to Wix anymore. I need to not spend money. I'll do a big delivery if one pops up. I don't wanna drop back down to 5,000 pounds. I need to stay above six K and should probably hold off on the cat co me at least a couple hundred. No, I don't want to go to Wix. I went from money spending mode into money making mode. I wanna do be deliveries. Yeah, market didn't do anything today. Stupid Labor Day. Lazy Americans for their stupid holidays. I wonder their economy's failing. What's next? Thanksgiving's coming soon, isn't it? Is that November? I think Thanksgiving is November for about now or is it September? Thanksgiving sucks. Four day no market. Ah, I lost 16 subscribers since I gutted my YouTube channel. Do you think they think the house's expert zone reviews channel unsubscribe? I Maybe I make some videos while streaming. That's the way to make money while making money might as well. It's not like I really have to do anything live anyway. Maybe I'll make a video tomorrow whilst I'm live. Okay, that watch time up. What should I make one about? People would know it's me. 'cause the thumbnail would be my face. Why I refuse to go back to my mom's house. That could work. So as some of you may know, I haven't been home for seven, so actually been nearly nine months now. I left the first week of January. Now it's the first week of September. I left nine months ago. Jesus, my warning message to Turkey Tom might work delete it now or else <laugh>. I'm trying to move on with my life and become a better human being. I don't think it's fair. I'm punished for things I did seven years ago and my arm is itchy. I wonder when ice is gonna go live again. I felt like he's never gonna do IRL ever again. I wouldn't either if I had millions of dollars. That's what happens when you get more money. There's no reason to try anymore. He only does those 90 day streamer on things in Japan and then he goes back to America and then does some boring event and then disappears. He doesn't just like randomly go live, go in shopping or something. Yeah, I don't blame him. Having viewers like that would make anyone want to quit. That's why I didn't wanna get involved with the cx. Yeah, I think I had a fun day. Did it be livery made 27 pounds, did lot driving. I would never want any exposure to his community. I shouldn't have sniped him in Thailand. Luckily I didn't get any of his viewers. I'm too boring. I think I'm gonna stream until 11. I just wanna get a head start on this month before rent money goes out, I'd only get obliterated back to the 5,000. I've only got six days until rent. Add another 600 ish to my savings. Seven K and then bat down to 6.1 k and then grind it from six K up to eight K for the rest of the month. When I'm at eight K. 10 Ks pretty close. Yeah, my donuts run. No one dons anymore. Once I'm at 10 k, I might feel a bit relieved. It's a good buffer in case of calamity 10 K and I'm saying off into the sunset. See ya suckers back in the five digits from 10 K. The to a hundred K is much easier. The compounding start compounding. Just gotta be careful not to blow it. Ah. Whoops. Blanket still on wasting electricity. Ah, I can't wait until Wednesday. I get rid of these super black bags Wednesday. I might have cupcake hungry. Yeah, they've got daily dividend pies. I'm trying to answer. Supposedly you'll get a daily dividend payout from all the companies that are in the pie. How much is it though? I already get 4% daily from interest. Such a happy looking chap. He didn't know yet of his failures. I took that photo. Oh shit. Dollar $20 for 20 pushups. Let's go. DA and NYY. Oh wow. Thanks. Oh no, I don't bother. Do pushups Money first <laugh>. Yeah. I took this picture on a nothing phone. Three A. It was my new phone for work. Money first, then scam. Hmm. <affirmative>. Since you gave $1. I guess I can do one. Pushup easy. One pushup special. When it gets cold, I start closing this thought. Otherwise, the heat leeches out into the conservatory. It fully stocked fridge. Might have some milk. Oh, it's cold now. Oh, blanket. Blanket. <laugh> blanket. Thank you. Oh, so nice. It's crazy how the body rewards you with so much pleasure. It's just from being warm, like the body hates being cold so much. It makes you feel so nice, rewarding you. The body just manipulates you into doing stuff with pleasure. Not the body but the brain. Sneaky bastard. You basically just controlled by your brain the whole time. You've got no free will body makes you hungry, makes you horny, rewards you and punishes you and slaves to your brain and stuck in this meaty, fleshy prison. If you don't obey your brain, you get pain and suffering and you think you've got free will. It is a slave to this lump of meat in your head. Oh yeah. You know with the flip seven I, I never use the external screen ever. Now at first I thought this is cool 'cause I can have a little square phone. I never even flip it apart from when I go to Tesco. <laugh> completely useless. I never get to use the flip seven as a phone. 'cause I'm always streaming on it. I all traps. Now under this blanket, if I get out the blanket, it's cold. You know what would be cool? A bathrobe. But it's electric and then you can unplug it to heat it up and then unplug it. Walk about an electric bathrobe. We about just fashion this blanket into a bathrobe. Like a cloak. Yeah. I hated having a shower back in February, March. I actually had a shower every other day 'cause I hated it so much. I washed my willy in the sink. What I did was I would dry my torso first and then my head. 'cause you lose most of the heat from your torso. 'cause where the vital organs are. And then legs and arms last and then underwear on first. Jumper on first. Second underwear, then jumper and then T trousers. And then I'd heat up the little room with a heater before I get in the shower. So when I get outta the shower, I run naked into the heated room. I stand over the heater, warm up my Willie dangle, my Willie over the heater. It felt so nice. I just stand naked over the heater whilst I put my clothing on. The problem is I have to have the window open, otherwise the steam fogs up the whole room, which makes it cold, especially when the wind blows. And then I use the hair dryer. It's so nice and warm. Hot coffee, electric blanket on going anywhere. It's annoying. Gotta scrape all the ice off. But the good thing about the electric car is you can preheat the car and melt all the ice off remotely if the app actually works. Problem is the app's kind of finicky. Sometimes it just won't connect. I don't know if the charger can get frozen inside of the port, then how'd you get it out? Scraping the ice off the car is so annoying. When I left my mom's house, I couldn't just leave. I had to scrape all the ice. There's chunks of ice on the roof and the windscreen. God it was horrible. Leaving my mom's house. The ice, the cold, charging the car, freezing in the car whilst it was charging drive another two hours got charged again. It was so annoying. Couldn't just focus on getting to the place. I had to stop twice. It was really not fun. I felt nervous, anxious, bit scared, a bit excited maybe. I kept thinking I can't believe I'm doing this. I felt really anxious thinking I what if I can't get the card to charge? I think now, now I've got experience. I would only go to the Tesla charger. I don't trust these non Tesla charger. Never had a problem with a Tesla charger apart from that time. It locked itself inside of my charging port. But then I realized I can just hold this button down. It manually unlocks, plugged it in, thinking it was charging. I walked off to get food. I came back. You didn't charge at all. It was so annoying. Now I know where the Tesla charges are. If you went back to Kent, you top up to full at Exeter and then you go to Amesbury, there's one there. And then from Amesbury it should be able to make it to Kent. Do eco mode. Don't go over 60 doing 70 drains. The battery, like how I, I like to stay in the fast lane, just overtake everyone. But the battery drains. I do the thing in Mariott, you follow behind a big lorry closely and uh, they break the air resistance and you just follow behind them. Minimal drag works in Mari works in real life. You enter the slip stream. The stupid cat person didn't reply. Did they wanna sell the damn cat or not Give you 500 pounds? Gimme the fucking cat. No questions asked. Get peach. I just gotta keep my eye out and be livery. No, I didn't look for a cat. Someone asked me if I wanna come see the cat. But that one you can't take home until three weeks. So I don't see the point going to see the cat if I can't take it home on the day. Gotta buy more coffee soon as well. It's 25 pounds, five bags of refill, 29 minutes to go, then I'll go to bed and tomorrow big massive day life update and big news. I guess I'm not getting a tired leave visa. I wasted all their time preparing all the documents. <laugh>, I wasted 25 pounds getting the documents from the school. Imagine wasting 15,000 on a five year visa and then get bored. Being in Thailand after five weeks, more like five days. That was not a good idea. I don't know. I got excited with the kick money and I thought I go back to being a digital nomad. Asian girlfriends, Japan, Thailand, new countries. I don't know why I've lost interest. I think somewhere around mid to end August, I changed my mind about it. I just, I can't go back to living like that. I want my own house. I don't want to have to shack up with some 40-year-old woman to be, to be able to have a house. No more girl viewers. No more traveling. It's over my adventurous life. Yeah, well pushing 40, aren't I? I'm not in my twenties anymore. I think this year aged me a lot and it was very stressful. No, I'm not drunk. Just tired. Sleep deprived. Going to 13 hours live today. I get paid on Thursday. When's that fourth? I think rent's on Sunday. Hmm. It takes me at this rate. It takes me nine, eight days to make the rent money. And then I've got 21 days and these mine don't forget tax, uh, whatever tax won't be until January, 2027 for this tax year. Previous tax year I got paid January 20, 26, 700 pounds. So far this taxi I've made 17,000 pounds. It's been about half the year. So I might make 30 2K minus 12 K Tax allowance. 20 K tax ball. Tax might be 2K, might be like 1.5 to 2K taxes. If I keep going at this rate, that is, who knows what happens to kick my highest earning this year or earning year. Probably 2020. When I started OnlyFans I made over 30 K. I never made over 40 K. I think 32 or 33 K was the highest when my YouTube was still doing good and I had OnlyFans, I was making like 1.5 K YouTube 2K OnlyFans highest I made on OnlyFans in a month was like 2.5 k when I first announced it. So many people signed up for it Back when I was more twinky. A lot of gay guys lights me. Depends how long the kick thing goes on for. If I keep making, I only made 3.6 K in August. Three K kick, 300 only fans, 200 YouTube say I made 3.5 K every month for another six months. That's another 21 K on top of my 17 KI made 38 K. If I keep making 3.5 K until next April minus 12.5 K, taxable income could be 20 2K I'd pay. Oh my God I have to pay 4,500 pounds Taxes. Yeah. Well what do you expect when you make nearly 40 K? It's pretty normal. It's what my sister pays I think. How hard do you think it's gonna be to keep getting at viewers every stream? This is probably as low as, it's gonna get hard to see how much I'm making in September. I'm only making about 700 a week now. Plus about 300 only fans. And maybe 200 YouTube. That's 507. 1.4 2.8. It's like 3.2 times six. That's about 3.2 times six is what? 18 k plus my 17 K already made. Yeah, it's gonna, I'm gonna make maybe 30 5K in the whole tax year. I might have to pay three to 4K tax taxes if I make another 18 K six months. Expenses are 12 K. Uh, it'd only have about six K left over. Oh shit. The six K have left over will nearly all be gone to taxes. The fuck that means I'd only have 2K left. Oh God. What even is the point? No, imagine you make 30 5K but every month you're spending a spending like two KA month on expenses and other stuff. So you minus 20 4K, you only got 11 K left and then you minus tax at the end of the year. You've only saved maybe six or seven K if you didn't splurge on the big ticket items. That's kind of shit. Make all this money and then you only got seven K at the end of the year. My expenses two KA month. Expenses is crazy. I don't know what I'm buying. I mean I know because I've got my spreadsheet. It's just random stuff that I don't know, a castle ticket or clothing for dates. And then another month, some dating website. Previous month it was Bella box basic expenses like bills are about 1,500. And then I end up spending nearly 500 on random stuff. Bits for the house. It's so easy to spend bit here and bit there. End of the month you've spent a couple hundred on Amazon. August expenses. What? What does it say? 3000. Oh it is including September as well. Sorry, isn. It J 93. 2000 pounds spent August. I bought a pole, a broom stuff on T. Moot a charger, a chopping board. A mop. That all cost 90 pounds. Gardening, gloves, a belt, clothing, a monitor, dating site food, 250 car parks, 90 pounds monthly utilities and internet. 440 pounds. What? Uh, that was water as well. But that was three months of water. 150 electric And then winter's coming gonna be turning on the heating even more electric. Oh god. Electric's gonna be more expensive. See that's why I can't just give all them money to my mom. Imagine I pay off my mom but then I got paid 5K taxes and I don't have 5K. Well if I keep saving two KA month at this rate by the time it's 20, 27 January, I probably have easily enough money to pay the taxes. The 2027 January is four months. One year and four months away I should easily have 20 k plus saved by then. Which you kind of feel like doing all this for nothing. Well I'd only have to pay 4K taxes if I keep earning this much. And if I did keep earning this much in 1.4 in one year and four months, I would have two. I'd have 28 K added to my savings, wouldn't I? I'd have like 30 K by the time I have to pay that 4K tax. So it's fine. I guess because I should have made 40 K in one year and four months. If I keep making this. Dunno, the problem is I'm probably gonna at some point get a girlfriend and that's gonna tank my earnings probably by half. I just, I dunno if I have the willpower to not try to get a girlfriend, that'll cut my earnings by half because I'm not gonna stream in the evenings. I'd wanna hang out with the girlfriend, watch movies and stuff. Tru was really great the way she would just go out to work and she was okay with me being at home streaming. I got really annoyed back then. People used to say stuff like she's out there working hard and I'm lazy just sitting around at home. Yeah, but I was making triple the amount she was making. It seems lazy but she couldn't do it. I had a unique ability to make thousands of dollars every month just from streaming and being lazy at home, making videos. And if people say it's lazy, it's not easy growing a YouTube channel. You try do it then. It's hard fucking work. It's easy to make rubbish, but no one's gonna watch it. It's hard making good stuff. It might not seem hard, but you can either do it or you can't. Like you need this special mixture of characteristics to get people watching your stuff. An idea, a unique skill. Just being weird. And people thought I was just sitting around at home masturbating while she was hard at work. That's why I used to get so annoyed. People calling me at Leach. I paid my fair share. I paid half the rent. Well I'm gonna bed now 11 o'clock. Uh uh, uh uh, testing. Okay. Hmm. Might go to Wix. Hmm Uh, why doesn't the landlord reply? It's gonna go into the cat then Doesn't reply. It might be cold. Why is it one sided? Oh my fuck. My god. Oh my God. Why is it not even, oh how's my outfit? It is fitted. What are you talking about? How's it not fitted? Is it falling off me? Fitted clo The fuck does fitted clothing mean? How's it not fitted? Stupid word fitted. It fits, doesn't it fit your back side? Fucking fitted Fit your fucking face. What the fuck this fitted means? Yeah, that's what clothing does. It hangs off you. What the fuck are you talking about? Fitted stupid word as if everyone goes around with custom made tailored clothing for their body. You just go to the shop and you buy the size. It's closest to your size. Oh yeah. I'm gonna get a fitted t-shirt at my tailor. My tailor Jenkins is gonna fit me some fucking t-shirts. A stupid fucking word. Yeah. As if I'm gonna go to a fucking tailor to get a stupid T-shirt. Who the fuck cares fitted? It'll make me puke in my mouth. Next you're gonna say, oh, go to the barber. Oh, I'll go to the barber after I've been to my tailors after I had my shoe shined. What is this? 1942 Imagine getting a fitted t-shirt. Oh I need my special tailor custom made fitted T-shirt so I can go to fucking Tesco. Shut up. Oh god. People say such fucking stupid stuff now I'm hot. Uh, raining all day again. Stupid. Why can't it hurry up and finish raining? It rained all day yesterday. How can it still be raining? Stop saying fitted sweatshirts. Dumbest word I've ever heard. Now I am kind of hot. Hmm. I am trying to think if I want to go and see this cat, but it's not ready to take home until three weeks. But they said I can come and see it this week. Thinking of going to see it. Yeah, but imagine I go and see it and then the landlord says, oh no, not allowed. I can't really keep it a secret unless I shut it in the room the whole day, which I don't want to do. What's the point of getting it then? I mean, I could sell it if I'm not allowed it. Why isn't he reply? I messaged him on Friday is Monday now. How's he not seen my message? I feel like I'm being annoying if I message him again. I don't feel like going out now. It's raining all fucking day. Why does have to rain all the time until five o'clock? Oh my god. It is literally raining all day and tomorrow. Uh, basically every single day as far as the forecast goes. It's raining. It's insane. Yeah, it's waterproof. I'm not taking it out in the rain though. All finds are waterproof these days. I mean, I don't see the point of going to view the cat unless you're going there to buy it. Like on the spot. I know what it looks like 'cause I've seen the picture. It is like doing a house viewing. I don't need to see the house. I've already seen the pictures. Um, I don't know. I don't know why I messaged them. Really? I should have messaged them in three weeks. Oh God. 13 miles an hour. B livery paying 27 pounds to deliver something to Pole Perro in Cornwall. Stop at Coton Tesco. Pick up the stuff. And they won. Ra Moretti and one sea Airstone sea cask. 10-year-old single malt whiskey. Did they even sell that at Tesco? 27 pounds plus bonus. I mean I want to go to Tesco anyway. And you pass through Callington, Waitrose Airstone Sea casts 10-year-old whiskey. They probably sell it at Tesco, don't they? Masters of mt. Um, 30 pounds though. Howdy Morrison too. Should I take it? <laugh>? I took it. Okay, so I need a RA Moretti six 60 mil and an Airstone C cask, 10-year-old single model whiskey paying 27 pounds. Ugh. In Cornwall. There's a waitress in Morrison on the way to where they live. Got to top up my earnings now. Kicked dying. First we go to the callings and test. Alright. Okay. First IRL setup data on all. Exciting. It's been a while since I've done one these testing. Oops. Hurting. I look very quick. You are waiting. Oh, come on. I've got work to do. God, Jesus Christ. Start recording. Okay, let's go. Got alcohol to deliver my wallet. <silence> <silence> I <silence> <silence> If you, this is fucking right. <silence> I can't see a fucking day. I'm gonna get soaked. Rain. Oh. Why have I got so much adrenaline? Fuck some there. Oh, put it and then what? Whiskey whis. Yes. One more year in neck. Good looking good. Always find I'm not good. Thank. What did he Or Miles, excuse me. Um, do you know if you sell this as C Tanya? A e? Yeah, we don't speak anymore. Oh, okay. Is that wrong? Yeah, that's the one. Yeah. No. Yeah. Unfortunately we don't. Okay. Um, I can check Wilson. No, that's okay. I'll try somewhere else. Thank you. We need to approve this item when you pay. You got ID please. Lovely card. Unacceptable. I need to go to Waitrose I think for the casket. Stop recording. Oh, come on. Fucking internet. They sell it at Morrison's. Okay. I need C cask Airstone C cask. 10-year-old single malt. I'll go Morrison's. I don't have to have such a specific whiskey. Just get, I don't know the normal one. <silence> <silence> <silence> <silence> <silence> <silence> Another second. Okay, get a whiskey. I wish this is <silence> Okay. Okay. Whiskey 30 pounds, 35 pounds for that. Get in there. Okay. Now 60 P for a bag. Caravan. It's like a caravan place. Oh God. It's gonna be shady. 26 minutes away. Are you gonna be, I don't know. They might be travelers. 25 minutes. Come on. Fucking big belt. Oh, stupid. Cause down. Way away. Go away Crow fucking you dear. Scared the shit. Then at the roundabout. Take the second exit at the roundabout. Take the second exit. The about one mile turn. Wow. You can 2.3 miles. Fair left. Shut off. Don't love you. Okay. In one mile, bad net. Police are behind me. 1.2 miles, take one, turn right onto the B. Three, two. Five, three. So in 2.3 miles he left onto Station Road. The next stop, stop and the stop sign he left onto Station Road in a quarter of a mile. Turn right onto Lou Bridge. Turn right onto Lou Bridge. In about three and a half miles, they left one mile bad in a quarter of a mile. Turn left onto Claremont Falls. I feel. Turn left onto c Claremont Falls then the destination is on your right. The destination is on your right. The ride we here. Where the fuck? Hello? I have your delivery order. Um, are you at Claremont Falls? Oh yeah. So they go out of table called and turn right? Yeah. Okay. Okay. Thanks. See ya. Okay. Yep. See ya. Stop recording. Um, oh my God. Fucking right. Um, well isn't the address on the map properly? I said she's telling me to come in here. Turn right here. And then car and told me the birth name. I don't know where it is. Instruction's not clear. Instruction's not clear. Where the fuck am I going? Oh, holiday homes. Um, uh, hello. I'm, I'm outside of, uh, played in clothes. Is that near? Yeah, I saw that sign and I came into this, um, smaller rope. Um, right. So I was on, I was on um, I was on the a the A 3 8 7. Do you know that road? Yeah. There was like a big sign with a green arrow to, and it took me off to a three, A seven. Okay. Okay. I'll have a look at Google Maps a bit more. Sorry about this. Yeah. Okay. Okay. I'll keep looking. See? Hmm. Uh, I think I know what he means. It must be this one. I think I know where it is or where. Must be there. It's the right place now. It'll go to his house up here. Carvan 39 to 1 8 1. Ah, found them. Hug <laugh>. Oh God. All that. All that. Over 28 pounds. Can you believe it? Jesus. That was like two hours man. Huh? All that for 28 pounds. I don't know why it sent me to that other place. Oh God. How long did that take me? <laugh>. The receptionist knew who it was for. She was like, oh him again. Hug. God. It feels so nice when you finish the job. He's getting drunk tonight. Well now, now I'll go back to Tesco and do my shopping. Imagine you living here in a trader park. It could be me in the future. He looked quite young though. He looked a bit like the guy from in between us. Alright, now we go back to Tesco. Do my food shopping. 40 minutes. Oh God, it took me out so far. Welcome to the world of delivery work. But uh, Rocky. So excited. Maybe it's because everyone's playing with donkey lottery. Pound every pounds you win prize. You'll make a huge difference. I am only getting paid 27 pounds for that flight. 13 an hour. Took me two hours. All right. 40 minutes of Tesco. Yeah. Chargings program cost like 10 pounds. You must use it a lot with service. It is easy way to get out isn't it? Get out here. Yeah. Why is it playing the same fucking song? Uh, it's easy to see that. I can't <silence> <silence> <silence> <silence> The here again. She said I look extremely young when I bought the whiskey. See I told you guys, you always say, oh it's the filters. Oh it's your hair. No, people think I'm like 18 years old. They keep telling me they don't believe me. Yeah. No, but that's pretty lovely. Oh nice. Yeah himself bloody yeah, it's alright. Right. I'll catch take. Um, okay. Where's <silence> No, but they are. Yeah. <laugh> back to normality for a bit. Its a sorry. 70 pounds. Shopping. Go home fucking then play anywhere else. Go home. <silence> <silence> I am home. What was unexpected? Oh no I didn't go to Wix. Too busy doing deliveries. Another one popped up. I really need to find some new music. I'm getting so fed off of mine. Ah. That was 24 pounds just for two bottles of wine. That would've been easy. What It says United States Consumer Product Safety Commission is publish your recall notification about the below products that you have bought on Amazon due to the following. Risk Fire Astro AI recalls mini fridge due to fire and burn hazards. Four liter portable cooler. Oh, when would I buy that? Was that the tiny little mini fridge I had back in 2021? It can't be my actual fridge. Yeah, it's just that little mini fridge I had in 2021. I got paid already 65 pounds but it costs me 38 pounds to buy this stuff. So my profit is 27 pounds and I used 50% of the battery so that's gonna cost me five. But I was gonna go Tesco anyway. I guess there's so much driving. You redeemed two special roles. Hmm. These stupid vans doing 40 on the 60 road. I overtook one then I got stuck behind another one and then the one I overtook caught up to me. Dunno if I can give you two. It reminds me how much I hated delivery work. If it's just like that, it's fine I guess. But imagine doing that for like five hours, three to four hours, drives you crazy and then the stupid app sends you to the wrong place and then you gotta figure out how to get there. Ah uh. Why didn't he just say blah blah blah holiday park. He could have just said the name of the holiday park and then I would've Googled it. He said Oh yeah. Turn right at the road. No, I should have turned the left. He sent me the wrong way. Why can't I find your name? Oh, I got you. I can't add people twice. Once I've added you the only button left is remove. So I don't think that did anything. I am hungry. I spent 70 pounds at Tesco and then I spent 38 pounds buying the drinks. Got paid 65 pounds. Oh 70 pounds. Every time I go to Tesco, I spend so much I don't get it. Crisps, chicken Kit ka, I've got twelves bit order of Kit Kats I got. They don't have big bags of short grain rice. I've got long grain rice. I remember to add more water than usual. Uh, gamon steak. Something different. Oranges. Got a sticky roller. Pop noodle. You know I drive my car in sport mode Now can you believe that God, I used to drive, I had to drive it in eco mode 'cause I was scared of non eco mode. And then I got bored and I started driving it in normal mode and I was like, ah, I like this acceleration. Now I started driving it in sport mode. Now I need super sport mode. I will span off the stop line. I've gotten so confident, maybe overconfident. I can't believe how I was driving the whole time in the eco mode. Now I can't go back to e-commerce mode. I'm hooked on the acceleration. It just feels so nice. You press it and it goes zoom stupid idiot. So slow. You've got van drivers as well doing 40 or 50 on the 60 road. Everyone's just like, I don't know. I think people here just naturally slug pork pie. Mm-hmm <affirmative> no rush. Yeah. I'm not in a rush but it's fun. <laugh>. It feels nice. Feels, I don't know, it's like feels good. I'm not in a rush. Right. I've got all day. They're Maya Ramen, ice loling. Not enough room. I can take them out the box. Safe space lolly fucking peas. Oh no. And then they always spill out don't they? I'm not going out again. I need to charge my car. That costs me probably a hundred miles of range. It would take about 10 hours. I think I charge it if one kilowatts roughly four miles and I charge it two per hour, I charge eight miles per hour. It'll take over 10 hours to charge that back. Got a state. Why do I always end up buying too much salmon? The problem is I've only got 68 songs on my playlist and I keep removing stuff 'cause I get fed up a bit so it gets even smaller and it plays the same song. More and more. 68 songs is only gonna last you a couple hours. I can't find any more music. I like what is the Amazon rice bag? I've got a poke bowl and a pot pie. Gotta treat yourself Sometimes. Maybe I make a coffee as well. Wait, I switch apps. Don't wanna use my data. Oh it's working. And why? Sometimes it doesn't work. So I made 27 pounds saved. 27 pounds off my means. It was only 45 pounds. Whiskey guys, whiskey guy held by my What about now? Okay, is it fixed? No. It look like this app randomly breaks where I have to restart the phone. Testing, testing, test. I forgot. Restart the phone. I don't know why That's this Hold testing. Is it working now? Testing. Testing. Dunno why. Restarting It fixes it. Whatever. Oh. Oh it broken again. Uh, I scared the crap out. This man coming out of Morrison's <laugh>. He was like <laugh> uh, he disappeared outta my way and started to try and cross his head crossing. Calm down. I see you. Maybe people shouldn't just suddenly step onto their zebra crossing. Like look back the ankle. They just assume 'cause they got right away they would blindly walk onto it. Mm-hmm <affirmative> Oh the market opened. Oh wait. It is a holiday in America. Labor Day futures are still open there. Oh. Uh huh Um, oh hold. Did you see me buying the whiskey? She said I look incredibly young and sometimes I'll worry they're gonna think my IDs fake 'cause they don't believe I'm 36 and soon I'll be 40 and I'll be like what? Unless they drastically age. What? What A cold. Oh, something wrong with this Blink camera. He's not doing the thing. Any ah, blinks rubbish. Cannot recommend why It's not doing, it's not plugged in properly now it's working. It didn't detect when I came home doing my spreadsheet. Okay. Uh, food. 70 pounds Earnings. Um, I change this to delivery or maybe just delivery. Made 27 pounds. 70 pounds on food so far. Yeah. I did a delivery, delivered a bottle of whiskey. Made 27 pounds. They paid me already. That's great. It sent me so far away. All the way to pole. Perro in Cornwall. Another weeks today. Look, I went there. It sent me all the way from up here. There a holiday park. Only if he lives there or he just booked it for the week or something. But he had a dog. It seems like he lives there. It's not really a holiday park then, is it? It's just where people live. Imagine living in a trailer. Seems kind of sad. Why not just rent a house? I feel so miserable living in a place like that. It's like, I don't know, old person's home. I guess it's cheap. Like 60 k to buy it. 60,000 pounds divided by, let's say you live 40 years, 480 months. It's like paying a hundred pounds a month for rent. Maybe that's why people do it. Imagine I end up doing it <laugh> after I talk shit about it. Aren't they like 80 K or 50 K? It'd be kind of sad though. I imagine you bring a girl back to your trailer park, you know, I guess you got, you don't own the land so you gotta pay the parks of money too, don't you? It's probably like a couple hundred a month if you divide it. And it depends how long you live. I delivered to one of these parks before when I was at. Ever used to go there every day almost. But it had all the old people in it. Such a nice place to drive. It's just a shame. People drive so slowly. My stocks and shares. Icer is up 32 pounds. I'm up nearly 1%. Most of it was from gold but my gold position's doing really well. Up 27 I put another thousand pounds into gold. My wage is down breakeven nearly XLF up. 17 p. My gold's doing really well. 27 pounds up. I put in another thousand pounds. Uh this morning. Gold is gonna go to the moon. I a 20% gain. I would make 400 pounds pretty good. Now I thought about getting some art supplies. I was on Amazon this morning. I thought I'd get this easel. Watercolors, pencils. A sketch pad and this samurai fountain pen and toilet seat. That's a hundred pounds. Spend, spend spend spin. Bye bye. Bye bye. Bye bye. I feel like doing some art. Maybe it'll help me, um, express my feelings without getting in trouble. I would like the toilet seat. It would add some kind of luxury to the toilet. I hate the plastic toilet seats. Um, I can't be bothered to measure the toilet seat. Sure, I'll just guess I can return it if it's not the right size. I think plastic toilet seed should be banned. Horrible. Where's my basket? It says molded wood. What does that mean? Made of high quality molded wood and laminate. Well the main thing is that it looks like wood. It doesn't have to actually be wood and hoping it's warmer on my bum. So as it actually would molded wood. Mold like mold. Oops. Yeah, but I'm not chopping food and raw meat on my toilet seat. <laugh>. And my bum's not dirty. Apart from the whole, I don't really sit on the seat with my bum. It's more like my upper thighs. I think it's gonna be tough getting to eight K this month. I'm already thinking of spending a hundred pounds on a toilet seat and art supplies and I might have to get a TV as well that's 600 down. I need to do B deliveries. If I do a B live. The problem is it doesn't pop up every day. I need to take them whenever they show. If I did 10, I'd make 280 pounds. I wonder if I would've gotten banned on Amazon. If I live streamed delivering. As long as I didn't carry the camera up to the door. If I just left it in the car, I might have been able to get away with it. And without my mom as well. Girl, I wish I could do Amazon flex the Morrison block still those would pay 27 pounds and it would take about maybe an hour. It's kind of on par with biv. But you gotta deliver like 20 bags of groceries to about four households. In that sense, BIV is way easier 'cause you just, in that case today I delivered just two bottles of alcohol to one guy and I made 27 pounds on Amazon Flex you'd have to deliver to at least three or four houses. I think sometimes B delivery can be very easy unless it's a big shop and you've gotta go around looking for every damn thing. Whiskey was 35 pounds and the beer was 2 75. So it cost me 38 pounds out of pocket. And then they paid me 65 pounds for the bill and the earnings 27 profit. But it took me two hours I think to drive to Tesco, get the first beer, then drive to Morrison's, get the whiskey and then drive to the place. And then I got a little bit lost. It's like 13 pounds an hour. I don't know how much it cost him. There's no way. It cost the same as what I bought it for. I dunno what the markup is. He must have spent like 50 pounds. But if he doesn't have a car, then I guess what can he do? Because B Livery has to make a profit and pay me. I don't think it was a holiday. 'cause I went to a reception and I said, um, do you know where this caravan is? And then she goes, oh. And then said its name. So he must order a lot. Hmm. Yeah. Quite nice though. Do a little delivery. It's not too stressful. Compared to doing, I don't know, 80 deliveries for every in three hours. If you thought that was stressful, try doing 70 to 90 of those with nearly a hundred parcels in your cart and then you lose one. 'cause I don't know, you didn't order it very well. I would've loved to take, have taken you on the every shift to see how it is. <laugh>. It's just chaos. Like get in, get out, drive, get a parcel, get out, carry all the parcels. If the house was a nearby run back to the car. Next stop, get out, get in, get out, get in. Park up. It is relentless. 'cause the faster you do it, the faster you get to go home. So you don't wanna be slow. Then you get lost. But I didn't get lost anymore 'cause I memorized the whole village. I didn't even need my maps anymore. I was like, okay, number 12, blah blah blah. I know exactly where it's, I didn't even need the map. And then I made my own custom route. I started off as far at the far end of the village. Started off there and then made my way through the village. And then I went to the outskirt farmhouses. And then on the way home there's a second tiny village. I do a few houses there and then come home. You don't need strength but you definitely need stamina. It's a lot of getting in the car, getting out, carrying the parcel. Get back in the car. Yeah. But the problem with the van is you get stuck or it's hard to park or it's hard to turn the van around. My little car can just get into anything. Some of these roads are tight. It's fun if you do a little bit. My mom quite enjoyed coming along. She said it was like a road trip. Get to see different places, do some shopping at Morrison's whilst I load up the car, it was like all dressed and ready to go before I came downstairs. It feels like a video game, like a mini game. Maybe we go do some Uber Eats. I don't know. I ki I'm kind of in the mood. <laugh> I got uh, I got approved on the delivery as well. I haven't tried delivery yet. There's a guy on YouTube who does Uber Eats and Amazon around Taunton, which isn't too far. I don't wanna drive around a town though. That's a problem. Towns suck. But the good thing with Uber Eats is you can see where the route is before you accept it. So if it's gonna take you into town, just don't take it. Yeah, maybe I, I'll get so bored. I'll go out and do some Uber Eats. I just, I haven't found a place where Uber eat is good. I tried Ash outside of Plymouth. There's a McDonald's there but it wasn't very active. Where's Taunton? Titon might be quiet. They've got McDonald's there and they've got Morrison's. 'cause Uber Eat does Morrisons soon. Maybe if the weather's not raining and I'm really bored. Taunton quite big actually. I wouldn't really. But then it's got a lot of residential areas with plenty of place to park. Where's the McDonald's? Oh spa them. I went to Titon a few times. I switched on my Uber Eats driving through it to just test how active it was. It was pinging off quite a bit. I would not do it in Plymouth or Exter. You want like a medium sized town with a McDonald's on the outskirts? Not the town center. McDonald's. How the hell are you gonna park and then run into the town center For town center? You want a moped or an electric bicycle? I wonder if Oak Canton has any Ubers 'cause they got fish and chips and stuff co-op. But I don't, I like be livery. 'cause you know what you're gonna do. You accept it. You don't go to the place and sit around hoping something pops up. But Uber I know unless I spoof my GPS, my, my electric bike's at my mom's house. Technically it's hers 'cause she bought it Ho Bridge. I wonder who's doing my round now. Well I put the bike in the car, park up the car and then get the bike out. Genius. Yeah. I don't know why. I feel like I'm in a lot better mood when I go out. It's weird isn't it? I don't know if I want to go and see the kitten. Landlord didn't reply. Do you think he just doesn't check his messages while he got buried? Uh see this is why I wanna stay in England 'cause there's more things to do and I can drive. I get bored overseas. 'cause you can't get a job or do work and all you can do is really just walk around streaming and go to a restaurant. They're not what I'd call the Kit Mila. Mrs. Mila. This girl's so skinny. Jesus maybe being a pimps fund. You deliver the prostitute to the cousin's house. How'd you get a job doing that and deliver sex? <laugh>? Do you think the pimp gets a discount? Yeah. I couldn't say I do that 'cause that's legal. <laugh> pimping out my girls Daniel's escort service. <laugh>. I mean yeah, the trolls could um, trick me. Can they? I mean they wouldn't know it's me would they? Because it would have the girl on the profile. Not me. Mark's dead without the US open. No volume. One time I parked my car and then I, I lost where my car was <laugh> I think it was when I first did, was it Amazon? I parked it somewhere and I forgot where it was and I was running up and down the roads panicking. I was so stupid. I mean if you do two deliveries, deliveries, that's 50 pounds, that's 1,500 a month. But you'd have to do two a day every day. Which is pretty hard 'cause they don't always pop up because Hmm hmm. Yeah the Persia app sucks. Why wouldn't it syn with my car It says 45% charged 65 miles range, three miles per hour charging speed. But that was at two o'clock. Hmm hmm. Should I get the kitten <laugh> my Satanic metal music whilst going warp speed. You look quite young though. You look the guy. Me and Tesco. I hate people chatting in Tesco and they block everywhere up. I don't have a mic. I'm not using a mic. It's just built in mic of the phone. I'm not using like an external mic or anything. I bet that woman was younger than me. Everyone's always so shocked at how old I'm <laugh>. You look incredibly old. No, you just look incredibly old. I look normal. It looks so violent. Like I just yanked the bottle of beer out of the stream. You feel like you're in such a rush. Uh, let's go to Waitrose. I think I whack up the door on the trolley. There's a bit in Morrison's. Is that going to Morrison's or leaving it? Did it disconnect inside Morrison's? Did you not see the bit? Oh did it disconnect the whole time in Morrison? So you didn't see the bit when she said I look incredibly young, weird connection's. Great in Tescos but rubbish in Morrisons. Don't tell me it was disconnected the whole time. Oh my god. What? It can't even load the stupid fod. Oh it was disconnected the whole time in Morrison's, wasn't it? It was, yeah. As soon as I went in there disconnected stupid Morrisons. Ah, would you like my steering technique? I like pretending I'm a rally driver. It depends which way I'm turning. If I'm turning left, I use my left hand to pull down on the steering wheel. If I'm turning right, I pull down with my right hand and then I keep my left hand under the wheel to assist with right hand times. I think it's more fun if you use two hands. Maybe it doesn't look cool. I like doing one handed driving. It feels less comfortable unless you're going very slowly. Hmm. Works perfectly in Tesco but not Morrison's. Yeah, we call the cameras in Tesco. You know what the cheek is? They say oh not allowed to film. But then they've got a billion cameras in the shop filming you the utter cheek. You're allowed to film me but I'm not allowed to film myself. I just usually just put it on the floor and let it cool off. Chef's outfit looks so silly. This kitchen's got so much stuff in it. The oil has already kind of drained down a little bit from all the food that I cook. So it's not full. So the oil's not just flashing all over the place because if that was the case, I would fuck agent with me today on the menu we have a spaghetti eses. Some people like that. Close. Close. Mm-hmm <affirmative> I as well use it. Eight K Ultra. I'll be able to control all the monitor in the user right now. There's fucking crazy riots in it. I haven't had, I mean I don't even know how this is a whole, it doesn't even have no cream in it. Another really creepy one. But I'm not commend. Maybe I'll, I'll take this one. Every time I check cake, Joel is always sleeping. What's the point? He don't even make any money. And Joel has more viewers than I do when he is asleep. Who's even watching? I dunno. I guess if you get reported they'll find out 84 viewers watching him sleep. And the bar is very low isn't it? Mm. I um, maybe I'll go Wix tomorrow, but I've got my date soon. Wouldn't mind doing some art? Maybe some would've buy it off me. Where's that guy who bought my uh, painting in Thailand for $200? Isn't it the Dan Mc guy? Maybe he's only on YouTube and it paid exercise. Oh. Oh Fillage. Oh, oh. Ah, ah, ah. All my job's done. Only 4:00 PM Ah feels so nice when you got everything done. Hmm. What? I got a donut three hours ago. Didn't notice that. Reason equals honesty equals virtue. Wow. Really? When did I get that? Must have been driving. Um uh, I dunno if I'd bother going to see the kitten. I mean I could like lock it in so it's mine. I can't get it until the end of September. It's only four weeks old. Hmm. Why do I have to wait so long? I want it now. Why are there no kittens for sale now? 500 pounds ready to leave now. Ragdoll microchipped not spending 500 pounds. They get a TV for that 'cause they're not allowed to sell them under nine weeks old. I wouldn't want it anyway. 'cause if you take them away from the mum too early they go kind of crazy. This one's available now. I don't know if I want a black one though. Black's a bit boring. This one's available now. I'm not going to Thailand. I wanna go Thailand or these are available now. I want the ginger one now. If I can get it tomorrow. I get it tomorrow. I'm bored. These ones are 30 pounds. Just think it will like EDM Bengal. Hmm. Bengals are cool but um, prefer like a fluffy one more than a skinny one. 16 August. It was two weeks ago. Falmouth. Ah, so far away. Where does no one fucking reply message? Like eight of them. Hmm. I didn't think it's so hard to get a kitten. I hate waiting. Oh they just have a shop where they have them and then you go there and you buy it on the spot. They have those in Japan but they're always really expensive. Just playing Mario a cart sometimes. Not really playing much too busy streaming. There's a cat shelter but they say they need written permission from your landlord. Can't I just forge it? How they know that's my landlord. Gimme the fucking cat. What if they think I'm weird and they don't wanna set it to me? They need a girl to come with me. Me on my own seem I people think I'm a bit weird but if I'm with a girl they're like oh he can't be that bad. Then if a girl likes him, girl's always great to like de tens fight any situation. The girl can be like, oh it's so cute. Aw. And I just stand there holding the basket 'cause I barely have any emotion or expression. I'd go in there, I'd be like, oh it's cute that maybe we get a dog as well. Get a poopy again. Adult cat. Eight months old. 20 pounds the hell. Why does he not have a tail? New neighbor has a large aggressive dog. Six years old. Mm I mean 20 pounds. Basically a free cat. Well if it's not friendly though, her tail is missing due to an infection and amputation. Oh. Like people saying the unwanted cats for like 20 pounds. That's gonna be me when the landlord says no but I already got it. Maybe I can make a profit. I'll buy it for 20. I set it for 50. Cat trader ginger ones are pretty cute. Six weeks. Oh get lost. Uh, bull Terrier. Oh that's so ugly. God I why? Hang on my, on these. It looks like a dog and someone is like, it suffered an acid attack like its face melted off. I hate bull dogs so ugly. Uh, it'd be so boring if I can't get a cat. Maybe I just move out and then he'd be like Whoa, whoa, whoa. Wait. Actually you can have a cat. I hate double texting. It's kind of embarrassing. Like I'm pestering them. This one's eight months old. Hmm. I know they kind of get in the way when you gotta go around. I remember when me and Mila got one, it was cute and everything but you end up just focused on it the whole time. Like it gets in between you and the girl. Then maybe I think about it later, but next month you end up having to shut it in another room. Like if you're having cereal and it comes in. It's kind of weird. Maybe I'll leave it for now. Mm-hmm <affirmative> hasn't. He finally replies saying no, sorry. And then I go oops, I already got one. Whoop. Why do people keep saying recently I found out dogs can't look up. Yeah they can. Whatcha talking about they look up all the time. Hmm. I mean the one that's available in three weeks could actually be good timing. But if I pay for it to reserve it and then I get told I can't have one, maybe I'll just get it anyway. I mean what's he gonna do? Lose a tenant over a cat when literally everyone here has a cat or a dog. Maybe I'll move out then. Can't do this. Can't do that. I really doubt he cares. I mean he let the previous tenant hammer nails in the wall and put those baby things all over the place. Uh, I just, I don't wanna get one and get attached to it and then get told I can't have it. It'd be sad. Yeah. The problem is I can't really keep anything a secret 'cause I stream and I want the cat to be walking around not shut it in some room. That's the problem with streaming. Can't keep anything a secret. People do a lot of stuff against rules and they get away with it 'cause they don't stream. I don't want a robot. I want a real living thing. Get a robot cat <laugh>. Yeah. But other streamers, they just sit in a computer room like XQC and they don't move. So they could easily hide something. I walk, I show the whole house. That's my problem. No other streamer does what I do. They always just sit at a computer that has been gold boring. Didn't asman gold have a cockroach crawling on him? <laugh> was that real? He just casually flicks a cockroach of his shirt. <laugh> that guy. All of a sudden I'm not so messy. Am I? Look at my house. Yeah. Well my content is basically half of it's basically cleaning my house. He has to stick glued to his computer the whole time. XQC has maids do the cleaning. Hey guys, happy new and welcome back. This is the most boring YouTube ever. This project since December. So it's still relevant today. No energy. Every single PC build I've done so far. Clamps, baking paper and taped blocks are the panel. Then wooden computer case multiple. Some people really shouldn't be on camera. Pages are finished up upside down when both two up don't really want to go to Wix anymore. I don't know what I'd get. I don't really know what I'd build if I had wood. Nah, I can't bother. I'm thinking art stuff or fish tank. I put the rainwater to into the fish tank. Maybe you just need to stop building on. No one else ever has crashing problems. Wait, what the fuck? Amazing. Amazing <inaudible>. Maybe you just need to stop building. Hmm. Wouldn't PC case does look kind of cool though. Well, oh, spasm two one. Have an overdraft get paid on Thursday. Hmm. Daniel Radcliffe's hair was black and Harry Potter but that was brown. Uh, should probably do a YouTube livestream at some point. Get my watch time up. Maybe Wednesday. I need to get a metal file so I could file that pointy screw in the shower down before someone steps on it. That would not be pretty. I only get a new jumper. I don't like those gray knitted ones anymore. I've only got that Faith black one. I don't like that gray one I wore today makes me look like a school kid from 1852. It's too gray. I don't think gray's a good color landlord said he would weed my garden but he didn't. I thought he, I thought he'd forget. Hmm hmm. You One thing about Uber Eats is you run up and down just making six pounds per delivery. It's a bit demoralizing. I guess it's better than every where you make 50 pence per delivery. We do 80 deliveries. Make about 50 pence per delivery. Made about 40 pounds in a couple hours. Which is a lot better than what I made from that B delivery. 'cause after going to the supermarket, buying the stuff parking, messing about it takes longer than you think. Looking for the items. Yeah. But the landlords a farmer so he is pretty, pretty busy. I thought it'd be like a retired old man. Hmm. I don't know if I really want to go to Wix anymore. I can just get the toilet seat on Amazon. Too bad you can't just buy a kitten online and get it delivered here. How much money do you think went into building this house for the materials? Probably like 50 K. It's just a bunch of bricks and wood isn't it? And then for the labor of the people who built it, built your own house, how many bricks do you need to build a house? If you could see the fights me and my mom have, you'll understand why I don't want to go back home. I don't think you realize how bad the fighting is just 'cause I describe it. You don't really get a sense of how bad it really is. 'cause I just say, oh, we had a big argument. You don't really get a sense of how bad it is because I've never really had a fight on camera. I think you severely underestimate how bad these fights are. <affirmative> shouldn't really buy anything. I'm not gonna make enough money to get out of overdraft by the time I have to pay rent. Unless I do more B deliveries. I'm already in overdraft 200 pounds. I've got 250 for my only fans coming soon. And then I've got rent 900. But my earnings are only gonna be like seven something. Yeah. I haven't updated it because as soon as I get my only foran money it will be gone again. Things are slowing down now I'm making a thousand a week. I'm making like 700 a week. Yeah, it is a bit worrying I guess. Yeah. All my savings are in stocks. I not all of it, half of it, half of it is in cash in the stock account. I've gotta start making some YouTube videos. I've got a cat. That'd be a good video. Yeah, of course I'm keeping records. Well you think I lost 15 K to tax penalties and I'm not keeping records Now how dumb would that be? I think I'm that stupid. I talk about my spreadsheet all the time. What do you mean? Am I keeping records? I've been talking about my spreadsheet for the last two years. You didn't hear me talk about it a single time. How? I don't know. I use Google Docs spreadsheet thing. No, I don't care about the mouse. I like the other one more. 'cause it's wireless. No, they don't give up here. 60. I didn't What do you mean tax? I paid with every, why would I get it back? I haven't paid any tax yet. Tax year is not even over. Why would I pay every tax? No I wasn't on emergency tax code. You don't get employed by every, it's like Uber Eats or Amazon Flex. You're not a member of staff. You don't get any benefits. You sort out your own tax. Yeah. Not having the paid holiday sucks. If you don't work, you don't get paid. I remember how good it felt when I worked at the petrol station and I was able to have two weeks paid holiday in Japan. Felt like cheating. Paid for a trip to Japan in two weeks. Banging single mother. I took my whole two weeks. But when you work on these gig apps, you don't get any paid holiday, a sick holiday, you just don't make any money. I was sick for nearly two weeks or more. Actually I was sick for nearly a month. Missed out on so much money back in November. It sucked. I was just desperate to go out and make money but I couldn't drive. I thought I was better than I tried driving. It was a bit scary. I was still a bit woozy from the flu. Really hard, exhausting trying to drive when you haven't fully recovered from the fever. My mom had to drive. My mom drove over a little cone and then the cone got stuck on the wheel and this man helped us take the cone out. I said, mom, watch out. There's a cone. And then she drives right over it and it gets stuck in the wheel. But she looked so happy. She was like, yay. I'm doing it. Not really though. I mean I'm doing it. You are just doing the driving. I'm doing all the scanning and navigating but whatever floats your boat. Hm. Imagine Spanish girl cancels the date again. I would be pissed. I dunno why these trousers look gray. They're supposed to be black. Is it? 'cause they wore them so much. Trekking and the sun damaged it can't of been that easy. It look gray now. And she's not actually Spanish by the way. She just spent part of her life living in Spain and her living situation sounds shit. She lives in a flat with five roommates and she lives in this tiny room with a bed and a little desk. Dunno how people live like that. Yeah but I only got these a couple months ago 'cause the other ones were um, no comment. I think she got nervous and got stressed out about roommates. She said she was low energy. But I'm always low energy. I'll both sit there being low energy. Maybe we fuck. That'll get the energy up. Rent must be like 200 a month. If she's a student she'll get student accommodation. Wouldn't she? Seems a bit old to be a student And 26. I kind of want an older woman like 30 plus who's got her own house and job and everything. I know why all these recent girls have been so young. The funny thing is they're young but they're not good looking. <laugh>. Yeah, maybe like 500 a month fits in Plymouth. I, that's why I didn't mind spending a couple hundred extra to get a whole house. I think it's worth it. Especially for what I do, which is streaming. I can't sit in a little flat room with roommates and walk around streaming all the roommates. Wasn't Tiki Sam streaming in his guest house and someone wrote a a post on Reddit saying I live at the guest house that Tika Sam's in and everyone hates him. <laugh>. Didn't he get kicked out or something? He was just screaming all the time. Disturbing everyone. I don't really know if she's pretty yet. It's hard to tell. Imagine doing Uber Eats in a Tesla <laugh>. That would be funny. I saw a Tesla, Amazon Flex Warehouse. Gotta pay for it somehow. Probably cost him like 400 a month Finance. Hmm. My hair still looks rubbish from when I cut it. Fix it a little bit. Uh, don't really care. My reason's rubbish the first week or two since I cut it after I cut it looks good enough. Whatever. Any plans to see the new baby. Yeah. I thought it'd be nice if someone said, oh are you coming home for Christmas? Daniel? You can see the baby too. Yeah. But the problem is I go home. I feel too comfy. I feel like why do I have to go back, come back here. Why am I paying all this money to live in this tiny little house <laugh>? Because you kind of forget about the fights and then when I'm back home I'm like ugh, I love being home. And then another fight would happen in a few months and I'd be like, oh I wish I didn't leave my house in Devon because most of the time living at home is fine and nice. It's the one or two times every few months where I hate it and then I feel like no I don't wanna leave. Oh my house in Devon's cold and boring. No cat. I don't hate it. But sometimes I do kind of miss home Turkey. Tom hasn't B blood my face out. His video. Do you think he's gonna get away with not having to like he appealed it or something? I don't think you can even appear that. Or maybe he hasn't noticed. And then the video gets removed doesn't it? It was on the 31st of August. I don't think it's been 48 hours yet. YouTube gives the upload of 48 hours. Acts on the complaint. If the uploader removes the video during the 48 hours, the complaint is closed. If the privacy violation remains on the site after 48 hours, we queue the complaint for review by the YouTube team. Your complaint will be carefully reviewed. Yeah, he could just upload it again <laugh> and then get another 2 million views. Hmm. And he might be able to claim it was all public footage anyway. So how is it a violation? Well he might get special treatment 'cause he is a big channel. I don't know. I feel like if I go to my mom's house and then come back here, I'd be even more depressed. I'd start feeling kind of stupid renting this place if it's nice at home because I'm not even here because of work or anything. Sometimes I don't even know why I'm here 'cause it's my only chance of having a house. If I go back home, I'm not gonna get another house unless I meet a girl and we want to live together and I've gotta do the whole thing again. Renting a place and then what we break up and then I'm stuck there again alone. Why do I want a house so badly? Because I want a girlfriend. I can't have a girlfriend live in my mom's house. The goal is to get a girlfriend and live with her. So I need a house. If I give up on having a girlfriend. Yeah. Okay. I've moved back with my mom. I don't mean I, I need to own a house. I just wanna live in a house. It's not easy to just rent another house on the spur of the moment. If I suddenly have a fight with my mom, it's easy to rent another house when I'm already in a house. But I've had a fight with my mom. I wanna get out of there, not spend weeks looking for a house. 'cause by the time that happens we would've cooled down called off. One thing that's inevitable is we will fight. That will never change Every three months. Seems like we have a fight. A cheaper houses to rent. Uh, I saw some for like 7 50, 8 50. Not much cheaper. North England Earth as shit. Oh no thanks. Yeah. But if I have my own house and I break up with a girlfriend, she can just leave. I can't make my mom leave out of her own house. Ned X, well Ned from Ice Poseidon, apparently he makes great content filming his grass out of his garden. We should collab. I film my feet or my knees with the kings of non 10. Have you seen white guys who speak decent Japanese do standup comedy in Japan, in Japanese? It's so cringe. I remember Tokyo Uni doing it before he disappeared from YouTube. And I thought this is so lame. I always joke about some part of Japanese culture that they think is silly. And I watched a bit of homelessness stream a couple weeks ago and he was in some bar and there was this white guy on stage and I thought, this is so lame. It's not even funny. <laugh>? Mm-hmm <affirmative>. Mm-hmm mm-hmm. I always wondered if I was on a date with a girl in Japan and Shaira saw us, would she come over and expose me? Oh come on. Fucking app <laugh>. I sent a automated message to one of these cat owners and the automated message is, is it available <laugh>? It feels kind of cold. She said, yes, he's still available. I don't know. It was like something kind of cold about it. <laugh>, this one's a grown cat, an adult. They said they're re rehousing. It can't take him with me. But what if it hates me? Seems different to getting a kitten. Imagine I get it and it's like hissing at me in the corner of the room. You gotta gain its trust slowly. I mean it's only a year old so it is an adult cat isn't it? Hmm. Would you say it's better to get a kitten or a grown cat? I could probably get it tomorrow if she still has it. I guess if it's a kitten, I then it grows up with you. But adult cat can befriend you like Mr. Meow did. I don't know. I find kittens kind of annoying, especially from me that that was horrible. The kitten was nuts. It just, it was running everywhere. Scratching everything. Attacking us. I just want a chill cat. Imagine I get a kit and it's like running up the curtains and destroying my house. <laugh>. It's shitting everywhere. It's kind of sad though. It's setting your cat 'cause you're moving. It seems different to like setting a kitten. 'cause you did. They breed the kitten on purpose to set it. But putting your pet on sale 'cause you're moving seems kind of, I don't know, kind of sad. I don't know. A cat's kind of cute. It's like a fluffy cat. Do you think you'd have a stronger bond if you get it as a kitten? 'cause it grow up, grows up with you. Do I ever get road rage? Um, I mean I scream in the car but I don't do anything. I don't scream at people. Yeah, but we, it will suck If I spend a hundred pounds on a cat and then landlord says no I can't have a cat. I then what? I take it back and I have a refund. Am I gonna buy the toilet seat? Um, I don't know. Do you think it's really gonna make my life that much better? Having a nice toilet seat is slight improvement in life quality. Too late already. Got it. Do you want it <laugh>? Give it to the landlord. I'll offer him 50 pounds extra rent a month. Who's got eight viewers? Pushkin's a bit of a boring cat to be honest. He's not affectionate. Like he doesn't sit on your lap or follow you about. Yeah, when I was in the garden gardening, he did actually follow me a little bit. He was not like Mr. Meme out. Mr. Meme was really affectionate. Pushkin would just come up to my room to sit by the window so he can be on the lookout for that black cat. And toffee was the best. He'd run to you. Jump on your lap. Mima was a very boring cat as well. She only liked my dad. She'd only sit with my dad but no one else. And I think cats are kind of like fish. The more you look at it and enjoy it compared to a dog where you kind of play with it. I guess some are playful but not all are. I don't really like playing with cats 'cause they get all crazy. You start dragging the string about and they go all nuts. The hunter instinct activates, make it all vicious. Hmm Uh, I dunno. I think I could probably get that adult cat. She said he's still available. Says she wants to get rid of it. Get rid of it. It's a bit of a rude mean way to say it, but it's like a year old. He's probably already got a name. Do you? Do they even remember their names? Like a dog does I, but if I get it and then landlord says you can't have one, then what am I gonna do? <laugh>. I'm gonna try to sell it. I wanna find the right person. That's what I'm worried about. What if they think I'm a bit weird? I'm not exactly. Like I don't come across as really warm and friendly. Do I? I did ask the landlord, he didn't reply. I asked him on Friday. It's been four days. Do I message him again? What if he's on holiday? If he says no I don't know. Fucking suck. Can't get a cat pouring. Oh, I wish I asked him when he was here checking my water meter. It would be really annoying if I get it and then he says no. And then when I, I say oh I already got one. What should I do? Guess I've gotta move out. If I say okay, well I guess I've gotta move out and then he'll be like, oh okay. Whoa, whoa, whoa. Wait. <laugh>, I've really dunno why they make a fuss about cats. What's he gonna do? I've never seen a cat destroy a house. I'd be kind of annoyed if he says no because all the neighbors have pets. All of them have pets. Do you think it's a common problem? Landlord won't let me get cap. If your landlord refuses, they must provide a good reason such as the property being too small or restriction from a superior lease. Property's too small for a pet. <laugh>. Imagine the house too small for a cat, but big enough for a human could lead to eviction if you breach the tenancy agreement. Tenant must seek prior written consent of the landlord. Monthly pet rent. It seems like Americans, that's why renting sucks. It's their property, isn't it? Uh, even when you rent a house, you're kind of like a kid. That's why you need to own a house, isn't it? Do whatever you want. Then can't even change the garden. Having landlords basically like a more hands off parent in a way. Uh, yeah. I probably shouldn't get one without permission. I.