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2025-10-28 · 17 min

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  1. No, I'm not sick. I just had a nap.

    Segment details0:11–0:13 · rev_0df9588e2ca145e8c21ffd82a04ac607_0
  2. Ah.

    Segment details0:26–0:40 · rev_0df9588e2ca145e8c21ffd82a04ac607_1
  3. Dang dang dang dang dang dang dang dang dang dang dang dang dang. Ah.

    Segment details0:52–1:01 · rev_0df9588e2ca145e8c21ffd82a04ac607_2
  4. No, I don't enjoy this boring existence

    Segment details1:16–1:19 · rev_0df9588e2ca145e8c21ffd82a04ac607_3
  5. making $7.50 an hour.

    Segment details1:28–1:30 · rev_0df9588e2ca145e8c21ffd82a04ac607_4
  6. I made

    Segment details2:10–2:11 · rev_0df9588e2ca145e8c21ffd82a04ac607_5
  7. $45.69 for 6 hours. That's $7.61,

    Segment details2:15–2:22 · rev_0df9588e2ca145e8c21ffd82a04ac607_6
  8. not even $8 anymore.

    Segment details2:27–2:29 · rev_0df9588e2ca145e8c21ffd82a04ac607_7
  9. Don't pay more for the same weight loss medication. At Juniper, we've lowered the prices of our medicated— Is this goodbye? No, it's not goodbye. Not at all. Explain yourself, I will. There's some people that are saying some pretty crazy things. I haven't even gone on Twitter. I saw other things, I'm like, damn. But I've been around for

    Segment details2:50–3:06 · rev_0df9588e2ca145e8c21ffd82a04ac607_8
  10. 10 years now. A lot of you guys know, pretty far away from this stuff at this point. Yeah, if somebody tells you 2 2 is 5, people under the bus, even his own friends. One time did say I was gonna kill myself during an argument. And he did this as well numerous times. She would constantly say she's

    Segment details3:06–3:21 · rev_0df9588e2ca145e8c21ffd82a04ac607_9
  11. going to kill herself in arguments. And I have a picture where while I was— I had a gun gun pointed at one of her stalkers who came to my house while she was in Kansas. She told me she was going to kill herself out of aggression of the situation while it was happening. This is the situation. I

    Segment details3:21–3:37 · rev_0df9588e2ca145e8c21ffd82a04ac607_10
  12. told her that a stalker's at the house. I'm freaking out. Somebody says, um, and, and I want to address this claim, just because I'm not going to a meeting— I understand that I want to make this real, um, and that's it. Oh, everybody made mistakes, etc., right? I will bluntly say this, and I, I'm very honest. I

    Segment details3:37–3:58 · rev_0df9588e2ca145e8c21ffd82a04ac607_11
  13. was, and I still am, but I very much was someone that was massively obsessed with streaming and viewership. And when my cancellation happened, and even before it, I mean, something you guys know, I've been massively obsessed with streaming and viewership over the years, and it's disgusting and it has ruined my fucking life. Yeah, it is something that

    Segment details3:59–4:14 · rev_0df9588e2ca145e8c21ffd82a04ac607_12
  14. I am— yeah, I've been there, done that.

    Segment details4:14–4:17 · rev_0df9588e2ca145e8c21ffd82a04ac607_13
  15. You become addicted to the numbers and everything, and then you see it going down, you get all depressed.

    Segment details4:20–4:26 · rev_0df9588e2ca145e8c21ffd82a04ac607_14
  16. I wonder how he's going to save his career.

    Segment details4:35–4:37 · rev_0df9588e2ca145e8c21ffd82a04ac607_15
  17. Some others— I am angry at others because of it. It makes me Jealous when I see others doing well, and it has made me realize that I am like— I'm never happy for someone else. It's eyebrows that weird. You guys know this is true if you watch my old stream. I've always been this way. I've been very

    Segment details4:39–4:55 · rev_0df9588e2ca145e8c21ffd82a04ac607_16
  18. envious of other people, and it's okay to be envious, and it's okay to be competitive, but whenever you let that envy and competition allow you to be abused— people have been in the car with Miss— he was. Point a gun at him for 30 minutes until the cops came. These stalkers are no joke, and the pressure from

    Segment details4:56–5:15 · rev_0df9588e2ca145e8c21ffd82a04ac607_17
  19. the relationship, the anger I felt, and the stalkers as a whole really made us lash out at each other. She would tell me that she doesn't realize— so this is like some stalker thing? Like, yeah, you had stalkers as an— God, what a mess.

    Segment details5:15–5:28 · rev_0df9588e2ca145e8c21ffd82a04ac607_18
  20. It just never ends well, does it?

    Segment details5:38–5:39 · rev_0df9588e2ca145e8c21ffd82a04ac607_19
  21. Are there even any streamer couples where it doesn't get all toxic and horrible?

    Segment details5:47–5:52 · rev_0df9588e2ca145e8c21ffd82a04ac607_20
  22. Seems like it's not possible.

    Segment details5:56–5:58 · rev_0df9588e2ca145e8c21ffd82a04ac607_21
  23. Market's still ripping.

    Segment details6:15–6:17 · rev_0df9588e2ca145e8c21ffd82a04ac607_22
  24. God damn it.

    Segment details6:21–6:22 · rev_0df9588e2ca145e8c21ffd82a04ac607_23
  25. Ever gonna be a pullback?

    Segment details6:25–6:27 · rev_0df9588e2ca145e8c21ffd82a04ac607_24
  26. Probably not today.

    Segment details6:33–6:34 · rev_0df9588e2ca145e8c21ffd82a04ac607_25
  27. My account's gonna get blown,

    Segment details6:41–6:42 · rev_0df9588e2ca145e8c21ffd82a04ac607_26
  28. blown away.

    Segment details6:45–6:46 · rev_0df9588e2ca145e8c21ffd82a04ac607_27
  29. That's the thing with trading. You can be doing well

    Segment details8:12–8:15 · rev_0df9588e2ca145e8c21ffd82a04ac607_28
  30. and then you get wrecked,

    Segment details8:18–8:19 · rev_0df9588e2ca145e8c21ffd82a04ac607_29
  31. wiping out days, months, weeks of effort.

    Segment details8:21–8:26 · rev_0df9588e2ca145e8c21ffd82a04ac607_30
  32. Market ripping again.

    Segment details8:57–8:59 · rev_0df9588e2ca145e8c21ffd82a04ac607_31
  33. NASDAQ nearly at 26,000. Accounts at 576.

    Segment details9:01–9:12 · rev_0df9588e2ca145e8c21ffd82a04ac607_32
  34. Oh my God, it's fucking ripping.

    Segment details9:17–9:20 · rev_0df9588e2ca145e8c21ffd82a04ac607_33
  35. What?

    Segment details9:28–9:33 · rev_0df9588e2ca145e8c21ffd82a04ac607_34
  36. Uh, just ripped again.

    Segment details9:38–9:41 · rev_0df9588e2ca145e8c21ffd82a04ac607_35
  37. Fucking camera ripped as well.

    Segment details9:49–9:52 · rev_0df9588e2ca145e8c21ffd82a04ac607_36
  38. Uh,

    Segment details10:00–10:00 · rev_0df9588e2ca145e8c21ffd82a04ac607_37
  39. if the VIX is spiking, why is the market ripping?

    Segment details10:08–10:11 · rev_0df9588e2ca145e8c21ffd82a04ac607_38
  40. I thought it's supposed to go down if the VIX is going up.

    Segment details10:16–10:19 · rev_0df9588e2ca145e8c21ffd82a04ac607_39
  41. Should I go long now?

    Segment details10:34–10:35 · rev_0df9588e2ca145e8c21ffd82a04ac607_40
  42. Go long, all-time high.

    Segment details10:37–10:38 · rev_0df9588e2ca145e8c21ffd82a04ac607_41
  43. I don't— like, the indices are ripping, but individual stocks are not doing anything.

    Segment details11:18–11:24 · rev_0df9588e2ca145e8c21ffd82a04ac607_42
  44. Every— all the individual stocks, all flat, are the ones I'm looking at.

    Segment details11:26–11:31 · rev_0df9588e2ca145e8c21ffd82a04ac607_43
  45. And then what the fuck is ripping then to make the indices go up?

    Segment details11:33–11:36 · rev_0df9588e2ca145e8c21ffd82a04ac607_44
  46. If it's going down, I wouldn't say it's spiking down. I say it's tanking. It's tanking or it's ripping.

    Segment details11:49–11:56 · rev_0df9588e2ca145e8c21ffd82a04ac607_45
  47. What is spiking?

    Segment details11:58–11:59 · rev_0df9588e2ca145e8c21ffd82a04ac607_46
  48. Why is my stocks and shares ISA not ripping then?

    Segment details12:27–12:30 · rev_0df9588e2ca145e8c21ffd82a04ac607_47
  49. Oh, UK stocks closed, that's why. And my ETFs are UK-based.

    Segment details12:34–12:39 · rev_0df9588e2ca145e8c21ffd82a04ac607_48
  50. Terrible day,

    Segment details12:53–12:54 · rev_0df9588e2ca145e8c21ffd82a04ac607_49
  51. down nearly £300 on the CFDs.

    Segment details13:00–13:03 · rev_0df9588e2ca145e8c21ffd82a04ac607_50
  52. Terrible day.

    Segment details13:44–13:45 · rev_0df9588e2ca145e8c21ffd82a04ac607_51
  53. God, look at it. It's disgusting.

    Segment details14:31–14:33 · rev_0df9588e2ca145e8c21ffd82a04ac607_52
  54. It just keeps on going up.

    Segment details14:36–14:37 · rev_0df9588e2ca145e8c21ffd82a04ac607_53
  55. Double down on shorts. I can't add more money to— I've already added so much money to it and it just keeps losing money.

    Segment details16:28–16:35 · rev_0df9588e2ca145e8c21ffd82a04ac607_54
  56. I put money into it and then it just evaporates.

    Segment details16:40–16:42 · rev_0df9588e2ca145e8c21ffd82a04ac607_55
  57. It's funny, my viewership number is exactly the same as my CFD account balance.

    Segment details17:18–17:24 · rev_0df9588e2ca145e8c21ffd82a04ac607_56