Kick Livestreams/EXCITING AND BUSY DAY 2025-09-02 18_52 [39412912-exciting-and-busy-day] 480p

I can't find it. Oh, oh. I've been thinking, I've been kind of stupid not making YouTube videos whilst live missing out on hundreds of dollars. I kept thinking, oh I, there's no point making a video 'cause I make more streaming. Yeah, but I could stream and still make the videos. Why didn't I just, why did I just think of this? I missed out on hundreds of dollars. Now I've been on kick nearly three months. I, I've missed out on like probably a thousand dollars. 'cause I, I wasn't making the video. A video. Making a video would take like half an hour and could have brought in hundreds a month. I dunno why I'm just thinking about it. Instead I went and did a stupid B livery costing fuel. It took me like two hours just to make 26 pounds. I don't know why I haven't been. I guess I got lazy so I need to probably with my YouTube setup is I need to use the mic plugged into the phone. But I need the adapter USB to USBC and I haven't seen it in ages and it's such a tiny thing. Easy to lose. I have no idea where it is. All right. I am just sitting around doing nothing live. I might as well be making a video live or if I did something live, I could make it into a video. Like the iPhone thing. Oh, I wish I didn't break my tripod. This is the lowest. I think that's the lowest it goes down now 'cause it's stuck. This is be box's fault fucking waste of money. Maybe if I feel like that. I don't know where the little USB thing. Uh, do you think people even tear if I use the builtin mic, I'm gonna have to use a built in mic. I think get a new one. A new little adapter. I dunno where it's gone now. I have no idea if it is not on one of those drawers. They're not. I have also, I dunno where my knives are. I put them away thinking I never use them and then I kind of wanted to use them yesterday. I dunno why I would've taken them out somewhere. That another vape. I don't know. Maybe I put it in the bin by accident. I've gotta order a new one I guess. Look at my savings. My gold stocks up 50 pounds. Look at my investing account. Not bad. Up 55 pounds. Here's how my portfolio is doing. I'm up 46 pounds on gold up one pound on my we and two pounds on XLF. We holding me back. I'll keep my eye out for B livery. There was one earlier but it was kind of rubbish. I was only paying 18 pounds to buy someone loads of shopping. I like the alcoholics more 'cause you just get one bottle of something. Yeah, I have high conviction on gold. I put 2K into it. It's gonna rip. Look at that. It broke out of the ascending wedge. I'm up 2.3%, which is 46 pounds. And uh, XLF should do well for stagflation wage is probably not gonna do well this month. Yeah, it's tanked quite a bit. That's why I haven't bought much. I only bought a couple hundred. I think there'll be a good buying opportunity. This or next month. Keep the powder dry. Uh, I messaged the landlord again. He still didn't reply at 9:00 AM Really annoying. I've got cat fellas waiting for me. Got cats waiting for a new home. Uh, I'm gonna have to make a video today with shitty audio until I get my adapter. I dunno what happens with those adapters. Did I accidentally put it in the bin? There's no way. And I wouldn't be in the car 'cause I only used it to make videos inside the house. It would've been on the desk. But I keep tidying my desk up and then losing stuff. I dunno how to get a new one. Amazon. Look, they're selling this house for 189,000 pounds. It's, it's a old abandoned cottage. 189,000. But look, you get this massive land as well at that looks pretty good that you get that bit of land. It's little strip. Can I just knock it down? It seems like it'd be easier to just build a new one. Okay. I need A-U-S-B-C to no USB to USBC adapter. Unless, unless I've got A-U-S-B-C to USBC then I don't need the adapter. Wait a minute. Oh what if I can use the hub? Can I use this USB hub? That might work. I think it will work actually. Testing. Testing. Hello. Welcome back to your new video. I think that would work. It does work. Nice. Testing. Testing. Hello. Welcome back to your new, I don't need to buy a new one then. I just used this hub thing that someone bought me. Okay. Okay. I already gotta get back into video making mode, missing out hundreds of dollars. All I'd have to do is make 10 videos and even if they just made $20, it's like $200 and it keeps my YouTube alive. Why am I not doing this? Mm-hmm <affirmative> Oh it'd be nice if I just had us BBC to USBC. I do. Oh this is usb. I wonder if that works with the mic. I think it will. Testing. Testing. How or about pur review. Review testing. How or about pur review? Yeah it works. Then I don't need just use USBC to see then. Hmm. This one I thought I had more of those high speed cables. I definitely bought two. Oh is this the other one? Oh yeah. Okay. So I've got my video making set up Ready? Now I just need to think of a video to make. Ah, I messed up not making a metal gear solid video. My savings looking nice that 6,400. Don't think I'm going anywhere unless a nice B livery pops up. Okay, what video am I gonna make? Hmm? Finances life update. Why I deleted my channel. Um, why financial stuff. How much money I made on kick. Oh no my plans for the future. What does non-starter mean? I saw saw some plots of land for a hundred K with planning permission already granted. Trying to think. Gotta reengage my video making brain. Are there any life updates I can make a video around. The biggest life update is I paid off my credit card debts and I've got a nice chunk of savings. Now it's not really something to make a video about why I haven't paid my mom back. Could be a good one. Why I haven't paid my mom back yet. Why I haven't paid my mom back. The thing I know I don't. I current making about 3000 pounds a month on kick. How much of a building materials for a house like 50 k? 150 k total. Build it myself. Can't be that hard. First you just dig a square and then you put concrete in it and then you start stacking bricks easy and then you make a hole for the window and doors and then you put the window in and then you build the bricks around the window and make a house out of cardboard <laugh> and then it rains. If I cover it all in superlow be waterproof, wouldn't it? I think, well I haven't paid my mum back yet is a pretty good idea. It is pretty long. Jesus. Why I haven't paid my mum back yet. Why I haven't paid my mum back. I don't know. Maybe it's shorter when you type it up. Money on kick. So you might be thinking why haven't I paid my mum back a single penny yet Tony, I've got 6,000 pounds in savings and I owe had 19,000. And the reason why I haven't paid back yet is because I'm in a kind of precarious situation where I might need the money for something important. There might be an upcoming calamity that I cannot predict as of right now where I would need the money. Such as even now I might need deposit money. If my car goes wrong, I might need to fix it also, I want to rebuild my stocks and shares Isa and instead of paying her back, I'm slowly injecting the money back into the stock market. But this time I'm doing it in a responsible and safe way. Not buying me stocks. I think once I have 10,000 pounds in my social advisor I can afford to start. I would then have the financial safety of being able to start paying her back monthly payments of a couple hundred pounds. Where's my iPhone? Why I haven't paid my mum back yet. Yeah, I like this. People can get all mad and say, oh don't do stocks Daniel. You never do and you can't do investing. You don't have, you should just pay her back. Everything you have people can mine moan and whine in the comments. A bunch of bitches, fucking idiot viewers a lot. The only way to get 'em interested is to annoy them. Oh God, I hate my viewers. They suck. Okay, this is how the sausage is gonna see some magic. God damn tripod. Oh, oh uh, hair looks stupid. Uh, why my hair look stupid today? Fucking hell. My feet hot here. We welcome back to a new video. So recently you might have known that I've been recently so I some of even know I owe my mom a lot of money and uh, have been making some pretty good money recently thanks to Kick. But as some of you may know, as some of you may know, I owe my mom quite a lot of money. About 19,000 pounds mainly 'cause she helped me pay my tax penalty and she helps me pay for my car. And recently I've been making about 4,000 pounds a month on Kick. So thanks to Kick I've actually been making some good money. And you might be wondering how come I haven't paid my mom back a single penny yet and there's a good reason for this and I decided to explain it in today's video. Good intro. Where's my editing app? Oh, I hit it, didn't I? As, as some of you may know, I owe my mom quite a lot of money about 19,000 pounds mainly 'cause she helps me pay my tax penalty and she helps me pay for my car. And recently I've been making about 4,000 pounds a month and she helps me pay for my car and paid for my car. And recently I've been making about 4,000 pounds a month on kick. So thanks to Kick I've actually been making some good money. I might be wondering how come I haven't paid my mom back a single penny yet. And there's a good reason for this and I decided to explain it in today's video. Um, first of all, it's actually quite expensive so I only have, so first of all, it's actually um, which only leaves me about first of all, even though 4,000 pounds a month seems like quite a lot. And don't get me wrong, it is quite a lot. I've only been doing kick for about three months now and I've made about 10 to 12,000 pounds. And my expenses here are roughly about 2000 pounds, including rent, utilities, food, and other random bits and bobs that I buy on wine now and then, so after I, so after deducting expenses and everything I spend, I've only got about 2000 pounds left over each month, which means in total I've only saved about 6,000 pounds. And what have I done with that money? I've actually put it back into my stock market portfolio. I've started rebuilding a stocks and shares I so 4,000 pounds a month. First of all, I need to explain it in today's video. First of all, even though 4,000 pounds a month seems like quite a lot, and don't get me wrong, it is quite a lot. I've only been doing kick for about three months now and I've made about 10 to 12,000 pounds. And my expenses here are roughly about 2000 pounds, including ranch util food and other branded bits books. I buy wine now and then, so after I <laugh> now and then so after I, so after the buy on lying now then, so after deducting expenses, then not to buy on lying now then. So after deducting expenses and everything I spend, I've only got about 2000 pounds left over each month, which means in total I've only saved about 6,000 pounds. And what have I done with that money? I've actually put it back into my stock market portfolio. I started rebuilding a stocks and shares visa. Now the reason why I haven't just given the entire 6,000 to my mum. Now the reason and the reason I haven't given the whole 6,000 pounds straight back to my mum wiping out a large amount of money I owe her is because when you're living alone, um, when you're living alone. And the reason why I haven't this 'cause when you're living alone, random things can happen. And the reason why and the reason why I haven't just given that 6,000 pounds straight to my mom wiping out a huge amount of money I owe her is mainly because when you live alone, I feel kind of financially insecure. I feel like to feel financially secure, I want a 10,000 pound safety net. And if I just give all the money straight to my mom, if there's some kind of disaster or calamity or crisis where I have to, she out a lot money, I then don't have the money to be able to get myself out of a ply prickly situation rebuilding a stocks and shares spicer. And the reason why I haven't just given that 6,000 pound shares spicer portfolio, I've started rebuilding a stocks and shares spicer. And the reason why I haven't just given that 6,000 pound straight to my mom wiping out a huge amount of money I owe her is mainly because when you live alone, I feel kind of financially insecure. I feel like to feel financially secure, I want a 10,000 pound of safety net. And if I just give all the money straight to my mom, if there's some kind of disaster or calamity or crisis where I have to shed out a lot of money, I then don't have the money to be able to get myself out the pick clear prickly situation. There's no point in paying my mom back all the money, leaving myself with no savings and then something happens like I have to move out and then I've gotta pay upfront deposits. There would be no point giving all the money to my mom. And then something happens like I need to move out and get a new house and pay a deposit or upfront rent or something happens to my car and I have to shut out thousands of pounds to fix the car when I don't have any savings, I'd end up going back into credit card debt or overdraft debt. And I've only just recently managed to get myself out of credit card debt and paid off all of the overdraft. So I feel pretty proud of myself for doing that. And I don't really wanna get back into a situation where I'm using my credit cards again. So I want to be able to create a buffer, like a safety net of savings so I don't have to go into overdraft and pay all this expensive interest. That prickly situation, there would be no point giving all the money to my mom. And then something happens like I need to move out and get a new house to pay a deposit or upfront rent or something happens to my car. I have to shut out thousands of pounds to fix the car when I don't have any savings, I end up going back into credit card debt or overdraft debt. And I've only just recently managed to get myself out of credit card debt and paid off all of the overdraft. So I feel pretty proud of myself in doing that. And I don't really wanna get back into a situation where I've using my credit cards again. So I want to be able to create a buffer, like a safety net of savings so I don't have to go into overdraft and pay all this expensive interest of interest. Also, I'm constantly in fear of also, I'm kind of constantly in fear of getting kicked out or evicted from my house. So if I wanted to get a new house, I would want to rent a place similar to this, which would also cost about 800 or 900 pounds a month. And in order to pass the requirements, the income requirement checks, you get a place like this, I need to have an income or a salary of about 27,000 pounds a year. I don't make that or haven't made that in the past, I haven't made that currently yet, even with kick earnings. So to be able to pass the requirement checks I would need to make whatever I make plus top up to the amount of about 27,000 to be able to rent a place that costs 900 a month. So I would need about 10,000 pounds in savings plus what I currently make to be able to pass the income check to rent another house similar to the one I have. So in case I do get evicted, I really do need 10,000 pounds cash to be able to add to my current income. Awesome. Also expensive interest. Also, I'm kind of constantly in fear of getting kicked out or evicted from my house. So if I wanted to get a new house, I would want to rent a place similar to this, which would also cost about 800 or 900 pounds a month. And in order to plus the requirements, the income requirement checks, to get a place like this, I need to have an income or a salary of about 27,000 pounds a year. I don't make that or haven't made that in the past. So I haven't made that currently yet, even with kick earnings. So to be able to pass the requirement checks I would need to make whatever I make plus top half to the amount of about 27,000 to be able to rent a place that costs 900 a month. So I would need about 10,000 pounds in savings plus what I currently make to be able to pass the income check to rent another house similar to the one I have. So in case I do get evicted, I really do need 10,000 pounds cash to be able to add to my current income. And you might be thinking, why am I even still living here? You might be thinking, why am I even still living here and if I get kicked out, why would I rent another house instead of just moving back to my mom's house? If I moved back to my mom's house, I wouldn't have to pay rent anymore and I'd be able to save up a lot more money a lot quicker. But the reason is because me and my mom just don't really get along and every, it's every three months I think we have a massive fight and it usually results in me storming out and getting on a plane flying off to Asia or like in 2021 I went to Manchester and lived there for a bit. So I just cannot really live with my mom for very long before I storm out again. And then I'll just end up in the same situation where I need to rent a place or I'd be in Asia living in a crappy place. She out thousands of pounds every month just so I could get away from her. We just don't really get on. Well you might be thinking, why am I even still living here and if I get kicked out, why would I rent another house instead of just move back to my mom's house? If I move back to my mom's house, I won't have to pay rent anymore and I'd be able to save up a lot more money a lot quicker. The reason is because me and my mom just don't really get along and every, it's every three months I think we have a massive fight and just so I can get away from it, we just don't really get on. Well all I want, if I was back home, all I really want to do is just be left alone so I could make money so I could make my videos, do my streaming, do my stock stuff in peaks. I don't wanna be disturbed. I don't want people coming up to me and picking fights with me. But for some reason she always seeks me out to have a fight and start an argument. I never start any of the arguments. I just keep myself to myself. I'm in my room nearly all day long. I only come downstairs to make food to go down to the kitchen and watch news on channel four at 7:00 PM with Christian Guru Murphy. But for some reason she keeps trying to pick fights with me and it's really fucking annoying. I really get on well if I was back home, all I really want to do is just be left alone so I can make money so I can make my videos, do my streaming, do my stock stuff in peace. I don't wanna be disturbed, I don't want people coming up to me and picking fights with me. But for some reason she always seeks me out to have a fight and start an argument. I never start any of the arguments, I just keep myself to myself. I'm in my room nearly all day long. I only come downstairs to make food to go down to the kitchen and watch news on channel four at 7:00 PM with Christian Guru Murphy. But for some reason she keeps trying to pick fights with me and it's really fucking annoying. I cut that bit out <laugh>, I was gonna take my CP P fight with me, fucking him fucking him. Cut that out. <laugh>. Yeah, it's really annoying fights with me and it's really annoying me and it's really annoying. Four minutes, nice, only six minutes to go. So for that reason I, so for that reason I cannot go home because in a few months time it'll just end up in another fight with me storming out again, wasting thousands of pounds and it cost me thousands of pounds of credit card money to get here and set myself up a life here. I nearly maxed out. I mean I did max out my Amazon credit card and I had thousands of pounds of credit card debt, my second credit card and it took me half a year to climb out credit card debt and now I'm in positive cash flow. So I don't really want to ruin that and ruin all my hard work by going back home only to storm out again in a few months time, which is inevitably gonna happen and it's really annoying. So for that reason, I cannot go home because in a few months time it'll just end up in another fight with me storming out again, wasting thousands of pounds and it cost me thousands of pounds of credit card money to get here and set myself up a life here. I nearly maxed out. I mean I did max out my Amazon credit card and I had thousands of pounds of credit card debt, my second credit card, and it took me half a year to climb out credit card debt and now I'm in positive cash flow. So I really want to ruin all that and ruin all my hard work by going back home only to storm out again in a few months time, which is inevitably gonna happen. So here's what I've done with my 6,000 pounds. I've managed to save after expenses. I've put it all into my new trading, 2 1 2 stocks and shares isa. And if you used my referral code, you get some money and I get some money and here's what I get some money and you get some money. So it's win-win really. So here's what I've done. So here's what I've done with my 6,000 pounds of savings. I've managed to accumulate from nearly three months of streaming on kick. I've opened a new trading to stocks and shares ir and I've put all my money into that. And if you use my referral code, you can get some free shares and I also get some money for inviting someone to train to run to. So it's win-win really. I put the link in the description below and I put all my money into that because number one, you get to invest 24,000 pounds a year tax free. You don't have to pay any capital tax gains. And also if you have uninvested cash, you get 4% interest that gets paid out daily. So I currently have about 6,000 pounds in my stocks and shares. I said that 3000 pounds of it is already invested and I show my portfolio in a minute. It's not only that interesting, but basically what I'm gonna do is I didn't buy stocks with all the money yet. I'm basically just gonna slowly drip money, feed money into the markets over the coming months instead of just buying it all at once, which is very risky. Gonna dollar cost average and spread my risk out over the year and eventually have a fully built out portfolio by the end of next year. And whilst I'm waiting to buy stuff, my uninvested cash accumulates 4% interest a year, which gets paid out on a daily basis basis. So here's what I've, so here's what I've done with what I've happened. So here's what I've done with my 6,000 pounds of savings. I've managed to accumulate from a nearly three months of streaming on kick. I've opened a new trading two onto stock and shares ir and I've put all my money into that and if you use my referral code, you can get some free shares and I also get some money for inviting someone to trade 2 1 2. So it's win win really under the link, the description below. And I put all my money into that because number one, you get to invest 24,000 pounds a year tax free. You don't have to pay any capital tax gains. And also if you have uninvested cash, you get 4% interest that gets paid out daily. So I currently have about 6,000 pounds in my stock share. I said that 3000 pounds of it is already invested and I'll show my portfolio in. It's not that interesting. But basically what I'm gonna do is I didn't buy stocks with all the money yet. I'm basically just gonna slowly drip money and feed money into the markets over the coming months instead of just buying it all at once, which is very risky dollar cost average and spread my risk out over the year and eventually have a fully built out portfolio by the end of next year. And whilst I'm waiting to buy stuff, my uninvested cash accumulates 4% interest a year, which gets paid out on a daily basis. <laugh>, you might be thinking and you might be thinking, oh no not stocks again, didn't you lose? And you might and you might be thinking, oh no not stocks again. Didn't you lose 15,000 pounds trying to invest in the market a couple years ago? And yeah, that's correct, but I was very stupid back then. I've learned a lot about investing over the few years that have passed and I'm definitely not gonna put all the money in just two stupid meme stocks or penny stocks. I'm buying ETFs and commodities like gold and financial section and the and XLF, which is the financial sector of the SP 500. So I'm focusing all my money into only three parts of the market, one of them being SP 500. So my risk is spread out very well. And these are not meme stocks or penny stocks, which I was yo lowing into back in 2020. And and you might be thinking, oh no, not stocks again. Didn't you lose at basis? And you might and you might basis, you might be thinking, oh no, not stocks again. Didn't you lose 15,000 pounds trying to invest in the market a couple years ago? And yet that's correct, but I was very stupid back then. I've learned a lot about investing over the few years that have passed and I'm definitely not gonna put all the money in just two stupid meme stocks or penny stocks. I'm buying ETFs and commodities like gold and financial section and the uh, financial modies like gold and the, and XF modies like gold and XLF, which is the financial sector of the S SP 500. So I'm focusing all my money into only three parts of the market, one of them being SSP 500. So my risk is spread out very well and these are not me stocks or penny stocks, which I was yo lowering into back in 2020. Um, so if I give them that, so, so basically I'm just, so basically I'm putting all the money I have slowly into the market and I reckon this time next year. So I'm gonna be slowly putting all of the leftover money that I have after paying for bills and rent and that kind of stuff into the market. And I think, I'm pretty sure I'm pretty, and I'm pretty confident that this time next year or this time in two years, the market will be a lot higher than it currently is. So putting money into the market now will give me more money over the next year or two compared to if I just kept giving the money straight to my mom where I don't get compounding and I don't get to build up a stock portfolio. So what I'm gonna do is I'm gonna try and build up a 10,000 pound stock portfolio. I'm nearly there, I'm currently almost at 7,000 pounds. I think at the end of this month I'll be about 8,000 pounds. And then end of next month I'll be about 10,000 pounds in savings in stocks. So after I accumulate 10,000 pounds, I feel, so after I've accumulated, so after I've accumulated 10,000 pounds in stocks and savings, I feel a little bit more financially secure and then I might consider sending a couple hundred pounds to my mum every few months or maybe every month. And I'm pretty confident that this time 20 and I'm pretty confident that this time next year or this time in two years, the market will be a lot higher than it currently is. So putting money into the market now will give me more money over the next year or two compared. I just kept giving the money straight to my mom where I don't get compounding and I don't get to build up a stock portfolio. So what I'm gonna do is I'm gonna try and build up a 10,000 pound stock portfolio. I'm nearly there. I'm currently almost at 7,000 pounds. I think at the end of this month I'll be about 8,000 pounds. And then end of next month, probably about 10,000 pounds in savings stocks. So after I accumulate 10,000 pounds, I filled with it <laugh>. So after I've accumulated savings, so after thousand pounds in savings, so after savings, so after I, so after I've accumulated 10,000 pounds in stocks and savings, I would feel a little bit more financially secure and then I might consider sending a couple hundred pounds to my mom every few months or maybe every month, every month. <affirmative>. Mm oh short break, I'm at seven minutes. If I stre, I really wanna get it to like 12 minutes because I'll get some good cpm, a minimum time have to make a eight minutes for mid rolls. But if I stretch it to like 12 to 15 minutes, I get more watch time, which means more money. So I'm at seven minutes, need another five minutes of dribble. They say you say the same thing over and over again. Uh, thoughts on my current video, things going well. Why are you disappointed? This is the recording process. I thought it was just one long monologue. <laugh>, no, I do 30 seconds to one minute, put it into the editor, trim off the ends and then I do the next 40 to 50 seconds. I can't speak longer than 30 or 40 seconds at a time. A video is basically just 20, 42nd clips spliced together. I cannot make, I cannot talk 10 minutes without I taking a pause or messing up a word and then I've gotta edit it out and then I've gotta think about, okay, what am I gonna say next? I, I make it up as I go along. Basically. I was always impressed with total biscuit's ability to make a one hour video all in one shot. I thought, uh, yeah I could never do that. I can only speak for uh max one minute before my mind goes blank. And then I need some time to think, okay, what am I gonna say next? Getting tongue tied is annoying as well. Then I've gotta reshoot it. Yeah, I can do a sneaky, oh here's my tradings one two referral link. Now I never used the script. I did try writing a script once and it was stupid 'cause I was just staring at the script the whole time. I could not remember what was on the script and then say it. I had to look at the script and read it off the script and it just looked really dumb and I sounded like I was reading off a script. So yeah, I can't do scripts. You remember people used to accuse me of reading a script 'cause I kept looking after the side of the camera when that's just what I do to, I don't know, it looks boring if I just stare directly into the lens the whole time. I like move my head around like I'm, I try to look like I'm speaking naturally. I put some movement into it. Yeah, good video so far though. Got some jokes in. Got a referral code in financial base of CPM. Should be good. I cut out the swearing 'cause that'll tank my CPM. I dunno why I haven't been doing this. I got so hung up on the idea of oh I gotta focus on my attention on the stupid stream. You guys don't seem to care. You guys just chat among yourselves or else I do stuff. Damn, my hair looks good though. It's starting to grow into its shape. It's funny how I hold the mic. <laugh>, I don't have a mic stand that I can put on the floor. Didn't I just ask my channel? Yeah, maybe I rename it back to hiding in my room. I dunno what I was thinking. Uh, channel name hiding in my room. I need a new profile picture <laugh>. I don't have the OG one. No, I haven't done a gaming video in ages. I really should have done milk. Get sorted. Whoa, spasm actually really like this mouse now it feels kind of nice. I get excited. Look at who only got the first Samsung Galaxy fold. She is a Hello Fresh subscriber. I sure am today. She's making bow buns. Bow not bow. Stupid idiot idiot. Amazing iPhone, amazing iPhone sex then with intelligent AR heavy. But I wasn't expecting it ar soon. I was expecting it Friday, Saturday or Sunday. This is when I got the way. Is this my galaxy fold? Damn, I sounded so much happier. Are you kidding me? It does feel quite hefty. Oh I'm so excited. Was this the first one they made? It was so ugly I think. Yeah, it was the first oney I had the first ever fold. Sam you're not correct. The moment before me waiting for, look how ugly it was. My phone in half the bezels. Oh my god. Oh that feels weird. And the weird tiny external display, it strange. It's so thick. Wow. So there's actually a screen. It was so ugly. Well when it's turned on and you can use the phone like this, kind of like a normal phone, bow buns, spoken kin, Yaki <laugh>. Remember that one? And yeah, there is a crease in the middle, but when it's up, well I love talk about any with Daniel where I prepare delicious food. So, and it's a bit difficult to laptop mode so you can go onto YouTube. I don't know what happened to this mental state watch stuff. I just felt so it's quite nice, nice all the time. Not depressed. I saw my mom's fault, she ruined it Now. So if I, I'm such a happy go lucky guy, you've got chrome open and then if you swipe from the right edge, everyone just crushed me, crushed my spirits like pissed on my bonfire. So you not really need the iPad Pro anymore. And you might be thinking, isn't it a bit expensive? I mean it costs 1000 my favorite catch raises and you might be thinking so you might remember. And the reason why, which is about twice the price that I paid for the iPad Pro brand new. You also get these free pair of <crosstalk>. I chuck those in the bin. Ah, I'm so stupid actually quite good. I chuck them in the bin in Thailand thinking I'm never gonna use them. Okay, I've gotta finish off the video, otherwise I'm gonna get lazy. Could though Mel get a solid review. I've gotta download the game. Well maybe I just pretend I've played it. Uh, about to work. What was I saying? I just think that um uh oh. Huh. Oh so those are my financial plans. Once I have 10,000 pounds, 500 pounds, 5,000 will take four years. 20, 29 <laugh>. So once I have 10,000 pounds in stocks, I guess I could give the whole 10,000 pounds to my mom. But I think that would be a bad idea because you shouldn't really be selling your entire portfolio just to pay off a zero interest loan. 0% interest loan. So what I'm gonna do is I'm gonna pay probably 500 a month once I've established a 10 K safety net net. So to my, according to my calculations, I'll have fully paid off probably by 2029. And that's kind of assuming this kick money lasts for that long. I don't really know how long the kick money is gonna last. So that's another reason why I don't really want to give all the money away because this kick money could drive at any time I might lose it or my viewership might go down or the monthly payments from Kik will go down. You just don't know really what's gonna happen. There might be a calamity coming up in the future that I need to prepare for. Also, I've got to pay taxes. If I'm making 3000 to 4,000 a month for the coming next few years, I'm gonna be making nearly 30 to 35 KA year. And when you make that much money, you're gonna have to pay quite a lot of taxes around 4,000 pounds in taxes. So I need to set aside some money for taxes because I really don't wanna get in trouble with the tax people again and get penalty and get in trouble. I made a stupid mistake back when my YouTube was doing well and I didn't pay my taxes properly and they gave me a penalty plus overdue interest payments of up to nearly 15,000 pounds in total. And that was really a stupid mistake that I would really not want to make a gain. So what, so once I had 10,000 pounds in stocks, I guess I could give the whole 10,000 pounds to my mom. But I think that would be a bad idea because you shouldn't really be selling your entire portfolio just to pay up the zero interest loan, 0% interest loan. So what I'm do is I'm gonna pay that probably 500 a month once I established the 10 K safety net. So to my, according to my calculations, I'll have a fully paid off probably by 2029. And that's kind of assuming this kick money lasts for that long. I don't really know how long the kick money is gonna last. So that's another reason why I don't really want to give all the money away because this kick money could drive at any time I might lose it or I should. Okay, what else should I say? Want to make a game? I kind of don't dunno what else to say. Uh um, um, I will just say the same thing all over again. <laugh>. I won't even notice my ultimate goal. It might be thinking what's my ultimate goal from all this? I want to save 50,000 pounds. Um, uh, I don't what else to say. Maybe just um, cooking with Daniel kind of tanks. The watch time though. Uh, it's better if I just ramble on for another few minutes. Uh um, oh fuck. So what is my ultimate goal? So you might be thinking what is my ultimate financial goal? What is the end goal? I kind of want to at some point be able to buy a house or at least get a mortgage. Unfortunately it's kind of tricky getting a mortgage when you don't have a proper job. So what I need to do is have a big chunk of savings so I can put down a big fat deposit. I'm thinking 50 K 60 K deposit will get me a place that's like a hundred K or 150 k and then the monthly repayment shouldn't be too bad. The hardest thing about it is getting approved for a mortgage though. So that's the biggest challenge and the reason why I wanna buy a house is because number one, I'm kind of fed up just randomly traveling to Asia where it leads to nothing. I've randomly traveled to Asia for the last 15 years of my life and it's basically resulted in nothing. I have nothing to show for it, no property, nothing really. So I'm kind of done with that part of my life. I wanted to settle down and put down foundations in the country of born in where I don't have to worry about things like visas where I do have the luxury of being able to get a job as a last resort if I have to. And I don't have to rely on some woman to be able to live with, to have a home, which is the situation I kept finding myself stuck in traveling to Japan, Thailand, South Korea, stuff like that. So I'm thinking more about, 'cause you know I'm 36 now, I'm getting old. I'm not really in my twenties anymore. I need to start thinking about the future and retiring an old age and I just don't really wanna be 50 years old and have still nothing to show for it and just more failed relationships that end up going nowhere. I want to be able to have my own home so I can get a cat. Right now I'm renting and I'm not actually allowed to have pets. I'm trying to ask the landlord if I can get a pet but he's not replying and it's kind of annoying to have to have to ask permission to do something as simple as just getting a cat again. So we might be thinking what is my ultimate financial goal? What is the end goal? I kind of want to at some point be able to buy a house or at least get a mortgage. Unfortunately it's kind of tricky getting a mortgage when you don't have a proper job. So what I need to do is have a big chunk of savings so I can put down a big fat deposit. I'm thinking 50 K 60 K deposit will get me a place that's like a hundred K or 150 K and then the monthly repayment should be too bad. The hardest thing about it is getting it from just getting a cat. Um, I feel like recently I've kind of changed a lot. Maybe it's growing up, but I'm getting more, more interested in buying some crappy rundown house and fixing it up even though I have no idea how to do DIY or fix anything up. I'm sure it can't be that hard and I can just look stuff up if I do need help. So I think it could be interesting, especially if I make it into some kind of content. I just get a cheap rundown house and then I try my best to try and make it nice. I, I feel like recently I, I try my best to try and make it nice. Hmm, nearly done. So a couple more minutes would be nice. Get up to 13 minutes. Mm-hmm <affirmative> So if my not on way back. So yeah unfortunately I have to take more time to stay my way back but that's kind of the cost of getting rid of me. I guess it does kind of suck for my mom that it's gonna take such a long time for her to get her money back. But that's kind of the cost that she's gonna have to pay to get rid of me if I keep coming back home. I'm never gonna build myself my own home or establish my own life independently and I'll have to keep going home and we'll just keep fighting. So if she wants me to have the best shot at establishing my own life, unfortunately I am gonna have to think about my own financial security and put that first before paying her all the money back. And I will pay off her money slowly over the next coming years. But it is gonna take time and I guess that's just the price you have to pay it. Nice. I guess it does kind of stop for my mom that it's gonna take such jobs. You have to pay uh, 11 minutes. I can get up to 12 minutes. I need 30 seconds more. So those and those, those are my plans. No, I've kind of been slacking off with making videos because I've been focusing on streaming on kick. But I realized I can actually just make videos whilst I stream on kick. So I'm gonna start making videos every day if I can. If I can find topics to talk about and I've kind of um, messed up my channel recently as you've noticed, I'm going to probably restore it back to how it was minus all of the cringe, embarrassing videos that make you look kind of bad. I think maybe to start off my new chapter and a fresh start in life, I kind of want to put all that old stuff behind me and get rid of it. It's not permanently deleted. I've just privated it because I just, I don't really like the way it reminds me of the past and I've made a lot of mistakes in the past and I kind of just wanna close that chapter of my life now and move on to something fresh. And I think mentally it's good for me because it's not always there staring me in the face. Those are my plans. Nice. You have to paint. I've kind of been slacking off with making videos because I've been focusing on streaming on okay, I'm done. I just make videos so I can start making videos every day if I can. It's not always there staring me in the face. Oh thank god. Export. Ah I hate making videos. How long did that take? I think it took under an hour. It got bad A zero cost to me as well. I'm like driving. I've gotta pay fuel. That's the hardest piece of work. Feels nice though once you've done it. I don't know if I bother getting screenshot. I was gonna screenshot stuff like my portfolio or my earnings. Put some editing into it. I can't bother. No one even cares anyway. And that is how the sausage is made. Market tanking. Oh portfolio's ripping. I'm up 60 pounds. What's going up? Oh it's gold. Oh look at my portfolio. Green days up two pounds XLF up one pound 50 s and p up 50 pounds on gold. I told you didn't I tell you but you didn't listen. Shorts are looking good. Maybe I do the warning message to Turkey Tom tomorrow. It's been 48 hours I think, but he hasn't blurred my face out and the video's still up. How did he get away with it? Not fair. People report my video but blur their face out. Otherwise the video gets removed. What's 3 0 2? Who's that weird dog girl that's on his channel? Sometimes she looks weird. Yeah, I'm slowly easing into the realization that I can just do what I was doing before but just do it all on stream and I can have my old routine back apart from, I guess I won't make any fans videos can't really show that. The problem is if I upload the video like I tried before, it made the stream slow down. Maybe I upload it when I end the stream. I did make a video once that was unedited and I left in all the bloopers and it was 40 minutes long. It was very odd. Back in 2016 I think I've got 6,000 in trading. I've got 5,400 in stocks and shares. I've about 400 in CFDs. But I got rent to pay in five days. So in five days I'm hoping I make another 500 pounds getting up to 7,000 but then I've got minus 900. Very sad to get to seven K and then suddenly drop back down to six K. But first week of the first new month got bills pay 4% interest. Why bother investing? Because you could make more than 4% investing s to be five hundreds up like 30% over the past year. How much is it gonna be up this time next year? Probably more than 4%. Yeah the market can crash but it never crashes and stays crashed 4%. Interest is nice but you're kind of just beating inflation at best. Okay. Video exported. I won't upload it now 'cause it will make the stream like landlord didn't reply. Why isn't he replying? I don't get it. Messaged him twice now. Hmm? YouTube contacted me says, in order to further review your claim, we need you to specify exactly what statements made within the video. You allege violate your privacy. I mean the whole video shows my face and my name. Can I not say that's a violation of my pri privacy? Maybe the difference is people like your hero were not YouTubers but I'm, I don't know, how was you ro able to report my video and get me to blur out her face? Well I can't because I'm a YouTuber. Still use my face without my permission. The entire video uses my real name, the entire uses the entire, the entire video references my real name and defames me also my face is visible in almost the entire po. I just ask AI to write this up. Write email to YouTube lead team about how a video uses my face and name and defames me and I would like it. I would like my identity removed or blood and I believe this violates my privacy video question. Use my face and fullName without consent continues hearing damages. My reputation. I feel like they're not gonna do anything. That's stupid isn't it? If I'm not allowed to defame people, then they shouldn't be allowed to defame me. So he's ignored the privacy complaint and not blurred anything but he blurred out other stuff. How come? Maybe he knew that I didn't have a case so he thought he would just ignore it. 'cause the YouTube legal team won't do anything but if they don't do anything, that's kind of shit isn't it? How come Jira was able to report my video? Well, just 'cause I'm a YouTube but I don't have rights. How come other people can get their faces blood out? Well I mean I'm getting harassed too by millions of people in the comment section. I am trying to change it back to hiding my room, but it doesn't seem to let me, it says you can change your YouTube name twice in two weeks so I should be able to change it again. But it keeps going back to expert review zone. I press publish and then it doesn't change it. Yeah, I still got a second channel. It's kind of annoying isn't it? I mean other people can report me and get me take stuff down, but I can't do the same one rule for them. One rule for me, I thought if oh if they can do it, I can do it too. Get my face off the video, then I can't seem to change my channel name back. I I press publish and then it loads. Maybe I have to wait, maybe I've changed it too soon. Maybe if I do it from Chrome browser instead or the opera, it says you need to wait 12 days before you can change your name again. Oh shit. 'cause I already changed it twice. First I just spammed a load of numbers into it, didn't I? It was like EE 1 2 3 E and then I changed it again to expert review zone. So I've already changed it twice. I gotta wait 12 days now <laugh> until I can change it again. Whoops. I put this here so I can make videos easily. I went from, I'm nuking my channel to now I'm making videos every day, all within 24 hours. Genius. King of decision making. Might make lunch. Stupid cat person didn't reply but I'm raining again. Car's fully charged and nowhere to go and it towed up. Okay, what's the lunch? Oh, Russ's burger. Bacon, hash browns. Bacon and egg. Where are my hash browns? All the way at the back. Great sausage wrong. Might have one. Oh there's a melting but there's no room in the freezer. This, oh there is. Uh, stay in there. I really need a new fridge. Oh shit. A little while I did eat what I have. The fridge was empty. I went shopping again. It got full again. <inaudible>. Oh it's being cold against everything. All your movement twitch I guess would've be an interesting experiment to see how the video does with the channel name being different and no profile pic. I mean I could change the profile picture, but it's pretty obvious it's me. What do you see first? The thumbnail and the title or the channel name? I think you even notice the channel name before you notice the fun name. But this bacon's nice. Look at that. Nice. Not like stringy, pathetic bits of bacon. Looks quite firm. Bread's gonna be so, oh, it's cold. I like wearing my t-shirt. I need more jump. Where's my granny jumper? Back to the OG. 2020. Oh hi. 2020 is bad guys. My bitch wife your hero. I've been wearing this since 2020. 2019 maybe. Why is it not toast? Come on. Big piece of bacon. You might not need. Well actually it's just nothing ready to clip. I don't do anything. Clips don't really make much money anyway unless they go viral, which they won't. I've done clips before. YouTube shorts. Instagram reels doesn't make anything. Age verification for what I use. The opera browsers got built in BPM for free as well. I really can't be bothered doing the whole verification thing early in the morning when I just wanna whack take a selfie and into your email address. I guess you're gonna try and ban VPNs next. Worsening China. Basically become China. Well we got freedom of big care. 99 get sent to jail. The social media post literally China not using bacon fat anymore. That was, I mean it was smoking last night. It was horrible. A hardy breakfast after hard morning of work. Stop. Okay. What happened to the channel? Um, starting a fresh life without YouTube to ruin it. Put the past behind me. Live my best life. Mm-hmm <affirmative>. My old videos do not portray my current self. Therefore I feel like it's unfair if I'm judged based on my past actions, which unfortunately stupid people do. You see old stuff you posted and they think that's what you're like now. Yeah. Rain. Yeah. I've just gotta get on with life. That's just how it is. Oh my God. It's like living in the ocean. Fish. Don't complain that they're wet all the time. Do they remember that guy yelled at me. Learned to fucking drive. Yeah, I should said, will you teach me daddy? See, I come up with good comebacks a year later, please me. Daddy. Top six are really annoying. Sometimes they just seem to always wanna fall off the plate. Hmm am I might, um, I might steal Kamala Harris's famous line. What did she say? Unburdened by what has been, I want to use it in a video. I wanna say I want to move on from my sorted past and become unburdened by what has been, or something like that. And see if anyone gets the reference. Now, I might make a video tomorrow about Turkey. Tom saying, please help me. I have started a new life with a new girl. I have changed. No, here we go again. I should probably take the charger out my car. Unless not bust my car. It wasn't my fault. The saltiness of the bacon compliments the B blindness of the egg perfectly. Ugh. Uh uh. Oh God. Oh my God. It just suddenly stopped. That was weird. Maybe I unplugged my car. Probably too late for that. It was plugged in all night and it rained. Imagine a car's broken. Uh, <silence> I thought maybe I'll wash my car quickly since it's all wet. Since it's already all wet. 67 viewers. Let's go. Why isn't the landlord replying? I messaged him again this morning. It's been five days. Maybe he's on holiday so he doesn't check his phone on holiday. Who goes on holiday and doesn't check their phone. Or maybe he's thinking about it. Boomers, he's not that old. He looked like 40 something. He's very fit looking 'cause he works on a farm. But his hair's kind of ish. But he doesn't have a frail old man's body. I would say he's in his forties. Mm-hmm. Hmm. Hundreds of years ago. And it, it, I recently just finished Elden ring after 200. I look so different even in 2022. But my face is way slimmer. Still has old Daniel vibes. Finally beat the game. And I'm going to do a second play through. So I quite enjoy playing. I sound like an AI voice, don't I? Yeah. But there's just been a few things about it that I really hated. But I found <crosstalk>, I played this game and it was very difficult. One of the most frustrating things that I found was when you're fighting a very difficult boss and you keep losing and then the reborn point is quite far away from the beginning entrance of the boss battle. Now some boss battles are not too bad and they've got the stake of America right outside of the gate. But there's been so many bosses where I actually timed ha five smithing stone. I just feel like the whole upgrade system is completely unnecessary. It's not difficult or challenging to upgrade your Finally, my biggest complaint about the game, <laugh>. 77,000 views. Okay. And welcome to live photo mode for the lens here, which is great. Look at the iPhone's, um, video. Video behind the phone and it makes a quieter sound when you take a portrait. My dad's old car. Yeah, my mom had that green BMW and then she got a blue one. It's 9:00 AM in the morning and the church bes are going crazy. My lips look great. Is it Easter? Easter? A religious day. <laugh>. I look at my dad. What he, this is what my dad did every weekend. I don't know what he was doing. Doing. What is he? Oh, he is cleaning the floor mat. It's so weird just to see him like that as if he's still alive. What's he doing? Damn. Look at the state of my mom's old car because scratch is all over it. I, that's my old bike. I used to, I was kid. My dad had no idea. I was secretly filming the screen. Looking at the screen now, bits strange. I got this wrist struck. North Korea. North Korea was created with this communication tool from Superchat. Multiple companies have tripled their profits and if you give me 40 seconds of your time, it's how Off the wind reduction. So I'm not sure how the sound's gonna be, but there's no base to the audio such it looks like that's not gonna happen. How am I wearing? I wasn't really impressed to be honest. The wide angle was a very wide, like it was about this wide and wide angle. Not wide enough is the tree star. This boyfriend is going. So sound <laugh> there. It's, oh dear. We're not doing too good on half stone. We've got 10 hp. Two Armor opponent has 25 hp. Okay, now we can finish you off. If you turn wind reduction on RX 100 mark. Anyway, I chose Super Zoom compact over 10 years ago, 2016, almost 10 years ago. Mark's tanking so much changes in 10 years. Damn. Look at this woman's nose. Jesus fucking Christ. Imagine you look like that. Holy fuck. That is an insane nose. Look how wide it is. Fuck me. I'd save all my money up so I can get plastic surgery. But then you have a baby and the baby's gonna have massive nose. The only way to fix it is if you have baby with someone who's got an extremely skinny nose and then you can balance it out. The baby will have something in between. You've gotta breathe that nose out of the gene pool. How does the nose even become like that? Why is it so fucking big? Imagine the size of the boogers while my stocks and shares ice are up 60 pounds. Gold's ripping. Look at my portfolio. Exhale. Left doing good. Up 1% on XLF. My portfolio is 75% gold. 12% SP 500, 11% XLF. Maybe a bit too much gold. If I get a 20% gain, I would make 400 pounds. Hmm. I dunno if I'd cash out the 400. My target for gold is, I dunno, $5,000 an ounce. Is Trump actually gonna do this? Gold backs treasury bond thing? Brian said if he does that, gold would go to 14 k an ounce. That's a three x. My 2K becomes six K. I'd say gold is not really a long term holding is it? Gold has like booms and then 10 year busts of nothing. So now it's booming. I don't want to be in gold forever, but maybe next year I wouldn't really want it more than a few years. No B I've already edited the new video. All I do is I place it on the timeline and then I cut off the beginning and the end of the dead air. That's all the editing. That's just cutting out dead air so it flows smoothly. I remember Elvis aian laughing at me 'cause when we met up I was vlogging and editing the video at the same time. <laugh>, he was like Daniel's editing his video. I was editing the video in the first world on my phone. Yeah, I film a bit, I add it to the timeline and then I film the next bit and I add it to the timeline and then I clean it up and the I export. What else do you need to do? Maybe if I'm feeling fancy, I add some music and and some text. I hope gusting the channel isn't gonna affect the views too much. I can't change it back for another two weeks. I can change the profile picture I guess. But to what? I don't really want my face on the profile picture because it'll give me away straight away. But then so do the video thumbnails 'cause it's got my face in it. I kind of need my face so that people know it's me. But then I also don't want people to know it's me. That's the problem with it. Oh what it says publicly subscribe to you for 55 years on the little subscription badge. Mm-hmm <affirmative>. Ah. Mark is tanking. I kind of wish I didn't mess up my YouTube channel. Mm. I don't care about the old videos. I am mainly worried people won't click the video 'cause they won't recognize the channel. All right, here's the new profile picture. What do you think? Pretty good. Don't what else to put? Really? I didn't get any post. Hmm. Still no reply. Why do just never replies. What do I could see that kitchen tomorrow. The other one hasn't replied. The one setting, the grown cat said it's still available and then they were wait until the end of the month. I don't really see any cats coming around anymore. They were locked in the house. I haven't even seen a black one recently broken. It's been raining. I can't do laundry as well. Oh. Oh my LO's melted. They keep melting. Oh nice. My team of deliveries out for delivery says coming today. I've only got two options at the moment. One is like a tabby cat kitten and then the other one is also a tabby but it's an adult. It depends if you want an adult or a kitten and you gotta wait. Uh, three weeks if you want a kitten. I guess the adult looks quite cute but there's a ginger one that I like more but they're not replying. What? Maybe I'll update this. Okay, so now you see how boring my life is every day. Do you have a newfound appreciation of how I was able to click bait and fake my life into seeming like it was this really crazy interesting thing Through the power of acting and clickbait, I transformed my extremely boring life into a rollercoaster. A fake drama because my life is pretty much like this in Japan as well. It's just had some relationship drama every now and then. But I basically did the same just with more gaming. Yes. Slide or no reply? <silence> Wow. Market's tanking. No. No. If the landlord says I can't get a cat, well I go but the neighbors have one. It's not fair. <laugh> raining again. Why'd they make you wait two weeks? Change your channel name. So stupid. Uh, go Herping went back to Amazon Flex. He docks his every house he delivers to as well. He films a house that he delivers to. It is not fair. How come I got banned? He doesn't show the address but anyone could find it. How nice to not have a toxic audience? How nice it must be. I show speed of 18,000 viewers. It seems like he fell off a bit. I thought that he was streaming on Twitch. I thought he got a Twitch deal. Is that why his viewers aren't that high? He used to get like a hundred thousand viewers. I dunno if I wanna close my short. I broke even on one short and then I'm up 24 pounds on the other one. My lung's down 180 again. It was down 200 and then it broke either and now it's down 180. I didn't close it. I thought if I close it and it still rips, I'd be in trouble. Now both my shorts are green. Hold I'm up 67 pounds on the main. Wow. Gold is up 3%. I'm up 60 pounds on gold. Hmm. When's it gonna stop tanking? Probably this neckline of the head and shoulders, which we are basically at now. Almost. I'm the bold. I can't make any progress in life 'cause landlord's not replying. Be my exercise. Get it outta the way. Ah, okay. Yeah I think I hurt my shoulder joint doing those handstand things. I think it's putting too much weight on the joint. I feel it kind of click now. I already did 40 pushups this morning. Uh uh Test all my new strength. Ah, the new strength in action. What's the point of doing all this without new strength to start my new biceps. Okay, so far easy. I really like this mouse <laugh>. It's kind of like a I was lucky I broke the other mouse otherwise I wouldn't have known that. This mouse is pretty nice. Look you hold it like that. Okay. Do your shoulders. Ah. Ah. Done. Oh mark, it's tanking. Told you didn't I? Gold's ripping just like I said it would. Yeah. I put 2000 pounds into iShares physical gold ETF. I'm up 70 pounds already. Look, I'm up 69. My portfolio up 60 pounds gold. One pound of wage. Two pound 0.5 XLF for to good. Oh be livery at launch them. Uh, 17 pounds. Kellogg's Rice, crispy Cadbury Dairy Milk. Cadbury Crunch could do that. But market opens in one hour. They're only paying 17 pounds. But there's a Tesco Atton and their house is in Lawton. I don't know if I bother for 17 pounds, it would only take 15 minutes to get to Ton. The good thing about be livery is I can use my Tesco club card and get points. No, I didn't mute you. I want Rice Crispy squares. Four pack Cadbury Dairy Milk picnic pack. Cadbury crunchy. What does that sound like? Punchy food. Maybe They're high. They live right next. This is what I don't get. They live literally next to the Tesco. Why don't they, they could walk to Tesco and get this stuff. 17 pounds. Um, um, um, how badly do I want 17 pounds? That's like two hours of streaming. If I weigh it might get boosted, then I might do it. Oh, it got boosted to 18 pounds now. Wow. If I deliver before 2:20 PM I get 50 p bonus. Um, can I get it finished before half two? Okay. I go make that money. Go go make that 18 pounds. Switch to IRL mode doing a delivery for 18 pounds. Gonna be rich. 72%. I don't even need the battery bank. Really? Ton's, pretty close. Oh my wait, did they cancel it? Why is it gone? Well it disappeared. It is gone. Oh my god. Seriously. It said active orders and now it says zero. And then it says available invites. It says someone, another driver has already delivered this order. Oh no, that's for the other one. Wait, that was a different, where's the the chocolate one? No active orders. Ah, kind of looking forward to it. Maybe they canceled it, but how come they didn't tell me they canceled it? It says order canceled. Ah, fucking idiots. They canceled it. Fuck yeah. Now I'm annoyed. I got an email from YouTube saying that they didn't find any instances of privacy violation in Tokyo. Tom's video. Well how come other people can get their faces Bird out of it. What do you mean? They said at what timestamp does the incident occur? The whole fucking video. Fucking idiots. How come I can't, how come like T Hero can get their faces blur out my video. It says we are unable to identify a violation of our privacy guidelines in the content you reported. That's shit. How come other people can report my videos and I have to blur their faces out? He's blur. Parts of it out are so fucking annoying. What do you mean unable to identify violation? Every part of the video where my face is shown is a violation of my privacy. Please re-review. It's so fucking stupid. I probably couldn't get the copyright thing because it would be fair use, wouldn't it? If I didn't blur out JIRA's face, the videos would've been taken down. I think imagine I go all the way to Tesco and they canceled the order and went all the way there for nothing. Should probably wait five minutes after accepting. I just don't get it. How come anyone else can report my videos? Like I had to blur Turkish girl's face. This is what I hate about the world. I get punished for one thing and then I don't get the same treatment when I want someone else punished. Yeah, I put privacy violation and I I put report and then I put harass. No, I put um, legal issue and then I put privacy issue. There's also a defamation option. Maybe if I do that and report it again, well I could do copyright issue. Maybe I'll report it again. I'll do a copyright removal request. It is just so I always hated YouTube. They always punish me but then they don't protect me. I hate fucking YouTube. Uh, probably can't do a copyright thing. This is probably fair use. So unfair. How come I'm not entitled to the same protections other people are? That's in a few months then. Yeah, getting married could be a possibility. Now that I think about it. I can't really think of any good reasons not to marry her. Daniels videos has, he's also put this filter over it. Like this line thing. I don't know if that's done to avoid copyright. It's probably done to avoid the copyright detection. People do that a lot. They put like a line that goes down it. Well he doesn't really harass me or like mock me or make fun of me in the video. But I thought I could at least get my face blood <inaudible>. I thought if my face is in the video, I could just get it blood. 'cause I've, I've had to blur out stuff. Guess I'd just leave it. The automatic YouTube copyright detection thing hasn't picked up his video because he's put like a filter over my footage. And also he's only used like, I don't know, five, ten second clips. It's gotta be at least a minute or something for it to get detected on the, the copyright scanner. And Wamo had to take down one of his videos, didn't he or she? And then they said the video got taken down. See, this is what I don't get failed again. I thought I could at least get him to blur my face out. But he's just completely ignored it pro. He's dealt with this before so he knows how it goes. But I don't know. Hopefully I just don't really look like that thumbnail anymore. I mean that doesn't really look like me anymore. Does it? Do you think that looks like me? I don't think it looks like me. But if you watch the video then yeah, it's obviously me. Well hope. I mean it is pretty old now. Say five months, it's not really gonna be popping off in people's algorithms anymore. Time will bury it. I mean my main concern is it pops up. I then he went off to do that B livery. Good thing they canceled. Maybe Eugene knows I don't have those glasses anymore either. But can he at least just changed the thumbnail? Uh, at least Elvis the alien was decent enough to offer that. He would take it down. Maybe if I ask him nicely, although he prayed, got annoyed seeing that I reported this video. Is Turkey Tom known to be a dick then? I don't really know who he is to be honest. Yes. I can't really have any control over this. I just gotta like cross fingers and hope. I mean what we gonna do report everyone else as well. The sushi Moshi guy race Sunshine. I, I just got her. It was long enough ago that if I get a new girlfriend she won't really mind. And then the trifecta of bad news is probably can't get a cat. Who wants the prediction? Would the landlord even reply today? It seems unlikely. I had two bad news. Now be Lily canceled and then YouTube aren't gonna help me. But they're happy to punish me, aren't they? They're happy to threaten me to take videos down and remove my videos if I don't oblige. But they won't offer me the same protections. Fucking shit. I've always hated you too. They punish me and then they don't punish others when I ask for it. Hmm, bad news, bad news. Just don't understand. Maybe I did it wrong. Did I report it for the wrong thing? Did it Because he is a big YouTuber. The only legal issues are copyright, privacy, trademark, defamation, counterfeit. I did privacy. Someone shares what can I report as a privacy violation. Someone shares your image or full name without your permission. He shared my image. Then why did YouTube say unable to identify violation of policy? He said, in order to further review your claim, we need you to specif specify exactly what statements made within the video. Violate your privacy. Showing my face does. I said the video in question uses my face and full name without my consent. And they say we're unable to identify what the fuck makes no sense. Um, disappointing. I gave Bobby a one week timeout. I didn't ban Vichy. The Snead feed guy comes a lot less often now. A lot of people just kind of stopped coming. The um, Ohio, Massachusetts guy hasn't been around recently. He keeps moaning when I vape. He doesn't like the sound when I vape. Well it's just gotta cross my fingers and hope I don't get exposed. It's never happened before so it's probably not that likely. Depends who you watch really. And I just got a bit worried 'cause Holly found it. I mean how does Holly know Turkey Tom or does she even know him? And it just popped up on her feed. I don't know why gonna last night he's me so much. He's been hating on me since 2016 before I even had any of my scandals. He just thinks I'm a loser. And that's it really. That's the only reason all of my bad deeds. Just give him extra justification. If you go, you go onto our hoppers and look up Gunner Lason. You can see all these old posts about me, our hoppers gunner. You go on our hoppers and then search. I don't know if his name would pop up. And this is Reddit got deleted. His username just says deleted. Now most of these people have the sub. I mean Reddit accounts deleted probably band and maybe Holly already knew about my YouTube channel. I mean a lot of the people who know me or my mom know that I do YouTube and they know the channel. That's why my mom always gets embarrassed saying, oh people are gonna see it. I think most of my relatives know about it. Yeah, it's hard to find any usernames on the ah Happer thing 'cause most of 'em are banned 'cause they're stupid fucking weirdos. Deleted. Deleted. Our hap at Sub Reddit's grown a lot since then so there's more people on it. So those weirdos probably got drowned out a bit. It used to be like this little cult of weirdos. Hmm. Oh well forget about it. I guess the good thing is it stopped getting views. So I think it's done. If you made another video about me then a bit bit nervous, but then that would gimme a lot more views wouldn't it? Updates. YouTube wouldn't do anything about Tokyo Time's video. Be live where he got canceled. Landlord not replying. I messaged him twice now I him last Friday. I missed him this morning. How can you just forget when he messaged me about the neighbor's cat, he said Please can you let out the cat and any other cats that might be in there as if I'm hoarding all of the footage cats in my house. Like I'm like collecting all the cats in my cat collection. Let out all the other cats. Wow, the cats. Apparently there's a resin evil nine coming out that should make a video about it. Now I don't shave my armpits but I trim them. It would just be really prickly. Imagine how itchy would be. Hmm. One of the benefits of dating Japanese or Thai women would be, it's very unlikely that see this stuff and even more unlikely they understand it. Market open in two minutes. I took profit on the 35 pound short. Still down 200 on my long though. Kind of sucks if the two girls don't work out. Um, yeah, I dunno. Tricky situation. Maybe just forget about getting a girlfriend for now when I take a million pounds but I never have to go for it again. No, even having money, life is really boring. You know what's not boring? People and sex. Proper sex. Not prostitute sex. It's not real sex. I just don't really think there's anything you can buy with money that is so amazing that you have to spend the rest of your life alone. Wow, everything's tanking. Including gold. Nothing. Can't believe Barrett Gold's nearly at $27. <affirmative>. Uh, I really hope no one else makes videos about me. Turkey Tom thing was such a random surprise that I'm not really grateful for. Actually didn't even get any girls out of it. Made a couple hundred extra. Didn't grow my channel. I mean technically it grew a little bit, but it didn't result in my views going up. My video views going up. It doesn't really, the size of the channel doesn't matter. It's how many views they get. I wonder why people keep making videos about me over the same thing as well. Cheats had an STD is a narcissist. It's always the same. Wow. Am I the only guy who's ever had an STD as if no one else has had chlamydia before? One of the most common ones as well. I dunno what such? Why do they make such a big deal about it? My car smelled pretty bad. I don't know. It was like very warm, moist cardboard smell. It might just be like wetness in the seats. Festering. Mm-hmm <affirmative>. Hmm. If borrowing money is gonna go crazy, do you think the banks will do well? Is that why Tom Lee's saying XLF will do? Well I, I bought a little bit of XL F1 pound 70. Nice. Uh, I think my team deliveries. Yeah that's the every guy. He's got a funny van grinding those 60 people per parcels. He always knocks on the door 'cause he does his job properly. Unlike someone I didn't even knock go ring. I just put the parcel there. Took a photo and ran off. Who's making weird comments about delivery drivers? How's that? A weird comment. I just said he's probably going to knock the door. What's weird about that? You are the weird one. Here he comes. Knock in. Imminent. Imminent. Listen to this. Oh, he's looking at the sign. Answer the door. Hello. Hi. Oh, saw him breathing. Reading the sign. <laugh> imminent. That's how you say it. I forgot what I bought. Sponges. Bin bags. I got a toothbrush Hold. That was the main reason I got it. Lot. A lot of sponges. Bam. <laugh>. 5, 10 50 sponges for my oily food or so What's that? I don't even remember buying this. What are these? Oh yeah, the dusters. Forgot about that. Um, how about this for my toothbrush? Cute And bin bags. Oh no, that's the incense. The diffuse. So how do I open it? Hmm. Smells like, oh I got the jasmine. It smells a bit like jasmine tape. What do you do? You put the stick in it or do you take this thing off? I guess it smells like jasmine tea. So what you put up there and you put the sticks into it. Now my house will smell like jasmine. It's a bit like soap and jasmine. Maybe I get one of those incense sticks where you burn it. My friend's mom used to have that and smell quite nice. Now I've got my duster like this. Fluff it up. I think it's the wrong way around. It is kind of cheap and rubbish isn't it? Oh something else. What's all the bin bags? 15. But this is the main thing on Amazon. This thing costs 10 pounds on Temu it costs one pound 50 but you had to spend 15 pounds. So I bought all the other stuff with it. Now I can do this. Why is it wobbly? I would like it if I could stick it to the wall. I wanted it to go like that. Now I do this. Duh. Amazing. Maybe I put it on this shelf like that. Maybe I put it like this. Yeah, that looks quite good. And then tidy, clean. Very neat. Mm-hmm <affirmative>. Mm-hmm <affirmative>. Mm-hmm <affirmative> Mark's ripping. Good thing I close that short. Maybe I open a new short. I open a new short here everywhere. Smells like tea. Now. Dunno if I like this smell. It's like a very faint musky smell. This one's finished. Maybe I chocolate this. There's nothing left. It took seven, no nine months for this to finish. Now it'll smell like Jasmine tea. I took 35 pound profit on my short. I left one short open <laugh>. Hmm. I guess it smells okay. It's a bit like a perfume Jasmine smell. I can give him a one star review. Oh be livery. Hmm Uh they want a silver green Super King's 20 pack. Paul Perro are the same place I went to yesterday. She think it's the same guy. 27 pounds. I'm not going all the way there again. I can't bothered. It's not the same trailer park it is. I don't know. Some house for one packet of cigarettes. It takes one hour to get there. Where would you even buy a Rothman's? Silver Green Super King's 20 pack. Surely they're paying more than 27 pounds. 27 pounds. How much I get paid. But delivery must take some profit. Like 10 pound profit. Maybe they're paying like 35 pounds. Tesco has them 27 pounds for delivering a packet of cigarettes. It's 32 miles away. It's an hour drive. It's at least three hours. Work. Probably two and a half hours, half an hour missing a be at Tes Square. That's nearly half my battery. 64. It's like five pounds charging. So it's only about 22 pounds profit for over two hours to say 11 pounds an hour. That money is money isn't it? I don't know if I wanna do two hours of driving. I also lose viewers 'cause I lose viewers when I drive. So I'm losing kick money to make delivery money. So that would also eat into my profits, wouldn't it? And I want to trade some. Probably not. When I drive, I drop down to like 50 viewers. So if you factor in the lost viewers for two hours, it makes it worth it. Nothing. It doesn't make it worth it. That's the problem. You can start smelling that Jasmine smell. Aren't those cigarettes like 10 pounds in the shop? I wonder how much you paid. Like 30 pounds must be more kick pays me about $130 every day. It's funny. You can buy vapes online. Can you, can you order cigarettes online from a shop? Let's not be livery. I don't know if I like this smell. <laugh>. This smells like tea. Is it the cat bouncing? Maybe we'll go short again here. Why does it take an hour to drive 30 miles if you're doing 60 miles per hour? Should take half an hour. It, it seems to take me quite a long time to get to pole power. This house. One hour. What? Didn't I feel kind of lazy. Someone else is probably taking it by now. Yeah, someone took it. Oh least don't have to worry about it. The rock is going viral for losing a lot of muscle. He looks a bit skinny now. Wow. Barrett Gold's at 27. I can't believe I was right And I'm not in it anymore. I'm day trading my way to millions. That's why we're so quiet. We need to focus. We're making generational wealth. Generational wealth. God to be very quiet. Are we dead? Cat bouncing when this fallout. Season two come out. December. Ah, that's age is away. Gonna get stopped out. I'm out. Two pound loss. But I, I'm a seasoned trader. I have no emotion. Hmm. I dunno if I like this smell. This is kind of, maybe we'll get used to it. It looks like shampoo mixed with jasmine tea. Should've got lemongrass. Oh be deliberate. 31 pounds. Paul Perro. Again, it's the cigarettes. What happened to the other one? Maybe the driver canceled or maybe he ordered another pack. Now it's offering 30 pounds. Rothman silver greens. What happens to the other one then? Maybe the driver canceled. It just don't really feel like driving two hours. I might get stuck in rush hour as well. Hmm. Says expired now. Weird. I dunno what this customer's doing. A lot of people missing about. There's some dusting. Hmm. Does it actually stick to it? Uh, no. I think it does kind of stick to it. Hmm. Pretty good. Oh it's nice and warm now. Where does the dust go? It's all on the duster. Pretty good. Nice and organized. Uh, sticking to the water. Wow. This is pretty good. My new hobby. Dusting? Mm mm-hmm <affirmative>. Yeah. Well dead flies. Dead flies everywhere. Get the vacuum. Who? Uh mm Should probably chuck this way. Hmm mm-hmm What else? To dust? Yeah, it's fine. Where did the other ones go? I had a whole bag of spare dusters. I lost them. Oh now should I put it in the bin? I had loads of them. Oh. Getting dementia. Nice and clean. Clean and nice. Where My spare dusters. I thought I shoved it all in this cupboard. Oh okay. It was only three o'clock. I thought it was nearly dinner for. Oh Barrack builds at 27. Jesus hits us up by 72%. Oh God. 72%. Oh my God. How was I? Right And I didn't stay on the train. That's so annoying. 72%. I think I sold at 25% gains to pay my credit card while I was tanking. I'm up two pounds. Look at Barrett Gold's ripping told you. Dead cat. Bounce raining again. Is Barry Gold outperforming gold? Uh, probably depends how far back you're looking. Since January, 2025 it's up 70%, 75% Gold is up. Gold is only up 35% since January. Bright gold is up double of what actual gold is January 20, 25. 35%. No, I sold when it was up 25%. So I missed out on the 50%. This is what I kept saying. I kept saying Barrett Gold outperforms actual gold. People kept saying why didn't you just get gold? Why did you get a mining company? The miners, they're more volatile than actual gold. But they have a lot of drama. Like mines getting confiscated. I held it since 2022. I was buying around 15, $16. Now it's 27. I was just fed up because it was stuck in a channel like that channel. It was stuck in this channel for three years. Every time it got to 21 it would tank 21 tank. 21 tank. So it went to 21 again and I thought I'm gonna sell. And then it doesn't tank. It breaks out. Typical. It can probably get to about $30. Should have carried on holding it and then paid off the credit card with the kick money. I got a lot of dividends though, holding it for so many years. Am I little Barrett Gold growing up without me? I don't think they resolved it. I think it's just going up. 'cause gold's going up cold at all time. New high now. 35 10. The previous one was 34 97. I'm getting good at this mouse now. At first it was a bit awkward. I wonder how long it's gonna rain for. Wow. Sunny on Friday and then raining every day again. One day of sun. Is it raining in Kent? Yeah it is quite a lot of money. About 19,000 pounds mainly 'cause she helps me pay my tax penalty and she helps me pay for my car and rid of it is already invested. And post my new video. See how many views I get. How dead is the channel? Her rage at that guy I ages ago. 'cause he said the longer I don't upload, the more debt it will be when I come back and see if he was right. Damn, that's fast. As some of you may know uploaded already. Why I haven't. Why? Well I haven't paid my mum back yet. Great Title Capitalize. The W Uncapitalized. The I first video. First proper video in months. Last time I made a video was June 23rd. A classic hiding in my room. Video make another one tomorrow might make $20. If it's financial topic it could get more with just a couple thousand views. It depends how badly changing the channel name affects it. I can't change it back for another two weeks now. Not my best decision making. Wow. I'm up 72 pounds on the main portfolio. MGS review. Yeah, but it'll take forever to download. It'll probably lag my stream as well. I should do it overnight or I should just fake the review. I don't even like male guess oh three. Anyway, all they did was put Unity five over it to make it look pretty. But they didn't actually make the game any better. Same boring characters. And then I can complain about how, why didn't they do a remake for Mel? Sorted one with Unity five. Why did they choose number three? The worst one and trigger people who actually like it. Could do that tomorrow. Could do it now but can't be bothered. Yeah, I've got loads of toilet cleaner left. I don't use it that much. Toilet duck. It is really weird. Landlord used to reply almost straight away. Wonder why I was saying so long? How hard is it to get an answer about if I can get a cat or not really? I don't know what should be doing. What kind of fun can I have with toilet book? Make a cupcake out of it. Hmm? Coffee and cupcake time. Maybe gold price hits record hires. Investors seek safety. I dunno why we're talking about squid up the bum hole now <laugh>, have you seen that video of the Japanese girls? They got a dead octopus or I think, I don't know if it was dead or not and they did the unspeakable. How they not get in trouble for that. I think you would get in trouble for that in this country we tank in. I'm up five pounds. Whoa. It's tanking. Maybe I tell her about the time I put a sausage on my bum and then ate it maybe too soon. Dunno. She might be weirder than I am. Um mm-hmm <affirmative> as some of you may know, I owe my mom quite a lot of money. <laugh> you wouldn't be able to tell I made this while streaming. It just looks natural years of experience and don't have the money to be able to that money. Oh that's good. Mm-hmm <affirmative>. I need my referral link. Oh I get it. I think there even is a referral link. I Oh use promo code. Oh no not that one. I thought there was a referral link. Maybe they're not doing promotions now. Damn it. Okay. Should I post the video now? It's 24:00 PM It is 11 o'clock in America. Why not? This is Claire. Hi. She is a hello Fresh subscriber. I sure am. As some of you may know, I owe my mom quite a lot of money. About 19,000 pounds. The situation if I was back home or cash, you get 4% interest portfolio. So what we would do is I'm gonna try and build up a 10,000 pound stop portfolio. I'm nearly there. I'm currently almost at, but for some reason she always c all my recent content is just about paying my mum back. Uh, my new I financial plans. Uh, I guess I put out the new video. Might change my channel picture though. How about that? That looks like me. Why I came back to YouTube. Mugshot <laugh>. What about that? I took that for my entire lead Visa application. They're gonna get confused now 'cause the channel name's different. Why? No one gave me this genius idea of making videos whilst live. Ah, what do I even pay you guys for? That's pretty good. Smiling's lame. I would never smiling's for losers. Hmm. Uh Would think the new channel rebranding. No one will know it's me. Actually that picture looks more like me than the previous one did. Yeah, well my face is all on every single video so I can't really hide it. Can I? That's the problem. I need people to know it's me so I need my face on it. But I also don't want people to know it's me. The paradox of man down 215 pounds in my lung. I know I owe my, oh my God Jesus pounds mainly 'cause you I don't get compounding at compound my backside new video out now public. Let's see how much of a difference it makes changing the channel name might have coffee. Oh now the Be livery got canceled does kick the deducts taxes. 'cause it doesn't sound like you're saving to pay your taxes. I literally said in the video, I need to pay taxes. I need to say for taxes. But guess you didn't. Sorry. Fucking hard to tie one handed. Well I guess you didn't watch it since it's only been up for one minute. Maybe watch then comment. Idiot. Such fucking stupid idiots. I just posted the video like 30 seconds ago. So if you haven't even watched the video and he's saying stuff. I didn't do that. I said I did do the kind of dumb artery you have to part with you get roasted for the stupidest things. Can't pay my mom back 'cause I've got save the taxes. Done does you need can't pay my mom back. Unfortunately. Oh god. Market's still tanking. I close one of my shorts prematurely. See? Sneak. What if I told you that high end game tech didn't have to cost you a 10? Where giving giveaways fastest ruin prize back? Yeah. To have a fight and start an argument. I never start any of the arguments I I put co meant instead of comment 67 views already going viral. Fuck I shouldn't have closed that short. 84 views first 10 minutes. It's gonna be a banger. If this flops then I guess I've gotta do a rage bait. I'll get a solid video. It means I can't rely on my audience anymore. Otherwise I'm gonna lose monetization if I can't get the watch time up. If I can't get the watch time up using my old audience and I can't make videos catered for them anymore. Which means pure gaming. Click vape. Okay. Five o'clock tea break. Huh? Oh, oh Mother always take two. Never alone. Never undo you. Oh no. Oh but food's good. Daniel's barely talking anymore. Yeah 'cause you guys don't fucking chat. The fuck am I gonna talk to a dead chat for? It's like having a grandmother who's got, who's in a coma and vegetable state. You gonna talk to her fucking boring. You try talking to a dead chat, not talking to a wall. It's like you got your comit uncle. It's like this salamanca guy in the wheelchair and breaking bad who can't talk any further. What's the point talking to him? He can't even say anything back apart from ring a stupid bell. I thought I got dead chat or got retarded chat. It makes me feel like I'm no baby. She's not born yet. I might message her in a week. I again, he doesn't listen stocks and shares. ICER is tax free. Why do I have to keep repeating this over and over again? I must be stupid Americans. I actually dunno what ISIS stands for. It must suck being American and you gotta pay taxes on every little penny you make on stocks. Ah. Um, yeah it's on. Um, it is my new video going viral. Eight out of 10 on the rankings. First payment of my flip seven went out 40 pounds. Uh, what a gloomy day. Can't believe in the end. I ended up spending the whole summer completely alone. No fun barbecues, no sex on the beach, no road trips. I felt so confident at least one of these girls had come. I thought crypt was a guarantee almost. I had a feeling in the end I'd lose all of them and knew it. I didn't get any summer sex or hot boy Summer. Can't believe it. I had like five girls and I've got none the way they just heartlessly ghost student disappear like that. Not even a, oh sorry I lost interest. They just do a full on ghost. Like you meant nothing Like you and Korean women. Yeah, well I mean I explained it to them before blocking them girls on the radar. Spanish girl weed girl meeting Spanish girl this week. And I told Mizuki that I have panic attacks when there's people outside <laugh>. She said aren't there gonna be even more people in Osaka as like um, yeah <laugh>, I ran away 'cause I had a panic attack and then I ran away to somewhere 10 times the population. <laugh> makes sense. And then I told the other Korean woman, I had an emergency in Thailand. I have to suddenly leave. Sorry. So sorry. No she didn't. It wasn't like a crash at full speed. She was going up a curb on a pavement. But the curb was a bit steeper than she anticipated. It fell over sideways. Landed on her elbow, got a hairline fracture, had to get a cast. I had to band put her bandage back on when she got out the shower. Oh well I didn't want to go. I wanted to stay but faster was sussing me out no faster. Found out 'cause I stupidly talked about it on YouTube and she blocked me. So I rushed back to Thailand to get back with her before it was too late. I didn't want to stick with the cream woman over faster. I mean it was miserable. She lived in this shitty old Japanese little apartment. Brown walls, cream yellow wallpaper, creamy yellow, everything inside. It was old. We slept on the floor on a futon. The sex was rubbish And she looked like a man. I mean her face was okay. Nothing wrong with her face. It was just her hairstyle and her fashion and her mannerisms were so masculine I would not ditch faster for that. So I had to rush back quickly. I was a bit annoyed 'cause I wanted to bang her a bit more. But I mean I was there for a week. I only got to bang her a couple times because I got itchy dick. And then I couldn't use my dick for a week. It finally healed and I managed to bang her. One last time that I ditched, it's a shame it happened twice now where I managed to get a woman move in with her, barely had any sex. Mizuki was on a period so I only did her once and then I got itchy dick because I didn't wash properly. Really frustrated. It's so hard to get a woman and then move in with that and then you do it twice and then you barely get any bangs out your money. I always wash my dick after sex but this one time I fell asleep without washing it. I couldn't use my dick for a whole week. She was trying to be touchy with me and I had to, I had to like stop her and she was like, why? And I said, uh, I'm tired. <laugh>, if you saw the stay of my dick, it was disgusting. It was all red and inflamed and there was like cream coming out of it. It was like feta cheese caked all over it had to keep going into the toilet to wash it off. And the four skin was all inflamed and kind of slightly swollen. Was disgusting. Really gotta wash it. It doesn't happen with every woman though. Some women you can have sex and not wash it and you're fine. But then some women, I don't know, it's like the fungal spores are different and you get an explosion of growth and yeah, I am currently making about seven 50 a week. Not exactly 1,200 like I used to. Is it B livery? Ooh. 25 pounds. They want two Rothman's, blue king size yellow tail pin noir, Reggio sa Blanc and a Blanco, REIA Blanco, whatever the fuck that is. 55 minutes drive away. If the weather wasn't so depressing, maybe 27 pounds. Tesco at Tavistock. And the drive through Dartmore doesn't seem too hard to get. What if the landlord's not replying on purpose And then he thinks if I don't reply he might just go and get a cat. And then if he does I can kick him out for breaching the contract. <laugh>. Um, probably be live is when you feel lazy. You just really don't want to go out 27 pounds for one hour driving. I can't be bothered. I dunno how I was bothered with Amazon Flex. I'd pick up a block. I go rushing out the door. I was so hungry for money. I, you know the other problem with having a girlfriend is YouTube isn't the only reason for trouble. Like even if I quit YouTube and got a job, it doesn't mean it's easy saving. I still end up having fights with girlfriends over non YouTube stuff like money or communication problems. And then you end up with a shit job and not happy in the relationship anyway. That's the worst case scenario. And then no YouTube to fall back on. I don't like it when the communication revolves around constantly having to joke all the time. I'm not very good at joking. I'm not very witty. I prefer more real kind of conversations. Not like bantering back and forth. It also makes me feel like I can't ever take anything they say seriously 'cause they're probably joking all the time. And so they say something completely seriously and then I'm like, okay are they joking or they've being serious? If they're joking, then what am I supposed to say back to it? Go along with the joke. So you say, oh yeah I would definitely eat a koala bit. And then you think, are they really saying they're gonna eat a koala? So you go along with it and you'd be like, hmm, I don't know if it would taste very good. And they go, I was joking obviously. Okay. Funny joke. Uhhuh. I mean the joke. What is the joke that you said you were gonna do something ridiculous but in a serious way? Where's the punchline? Uh, I don't know. Maybe that's kind of what I do on YouTube. I say stuff in a serious way but don't mean it. And then that's the joke. Or maybe I joke too and I say something back. E equally stupid. He always looks so sleepy. He likes sniffing the air as well. Does this one always have hair on its face? Look, he doesn't clean very well. I got bored. I don't think it could reveal your real name, but no one donates on kit so you don't even have to worry about it. Well if I carry on making this money for the next year, I will not have like 30 K saved up. You know? I guess I could just pay my mom off all at once. And I think people miss the point. The point is that if the kick money dries up, then I'm gonna need that money 'cause I'm gonna be fucked unless I quickly find a job. But if the kick money keeps coming through like three, four KA month, then in a year's time I should have at least 20 k savings. I could pay off half and still have my 10 K emergency fund kicking. Just so unpredictable that I can't afford not to have savings. Plus I were set, set aside some of the tags. I can't just give all my money to my mom because what will happen is then I'll need like 5K for something. I won't have it. And I have to go back, do credit card debt. People think it's so easy, I'll just give all the money to your mom. Yeah. Okay. What about a tax thing? And then what about emergencies? And then what about if kick dries up? Kick dries up. I'm back to making one pay month and I've given all my money to come month. So then I go back on credit cards and to buy. If you don't understand the financial frag that I'm, so I basically completely dependent on kick. I probably won't be able to revive my YouTube channel back to what it was. Which means why didn't I say so? I literally said all this in the video. I said all of this in the new video. I thought you were just bringing this up 'cause you watched the new video. People really don't listen, do they? I just think it's safer if I last a year on kick and they save all the money and then see what happens. I can't just give it all away because I don't have anything to fall back on. YouTube wouldn't pay enough. I black Cat didn't even thank me for clearing all the brown balls off the fence so he can jump up on it. Easy to you. God, this weather's miserable. Do you think it's gonna be like this for the whole year? If it's like this during summer, what's it gonna be like during autumn and winter? Don't tell me. It's like this all the time in Devon. A UK weather's not this miserable all the time. It must be just this year. I thought I live here for a few years and see what it's like and if I wanna actually live here permanently, if it's like this all the time. So depressing. It's like permanently living under a big gray blanket of cloud. It was way drier earlier in the year. March, April, may. It started in June. Nonstop rain. Mm-hmm <affirmative>. I can't make dinner so I'm not hungry. It's the problem with snacking. I'll stream as long as I can today. 'cause today's the last day before earnings get calculated for Thursday payout. There's only six. I've got another six hours left. No, nothing exciting apart from YouTube said that Tom's video did nothing to violate my privacy. So they're not taking any action, which is stupid 'cause I've had to blur out loads of people's faces like Hir or a Turkish girl. I thought at least he would have to blur my face out. Don't get it. It says what counts as violating privacy use of your image or name without your permission. He used my image in the whole video and then they say, we found nothing that's violating privacy, but he's using my image. Maybe it's different because my image is from my YouTube videos. Whereas ROEs or Turkish girl, they didn't have a channel. So I can't really get anything done about it. I just hope no one else makes a stupid video about me. I don't need another wave of clueless morons calling me narcissist and sociopath again. People just ah, they're so dumb. They take YouTube content so seriously. They don't just get that. I was just desperately saying anything to get views. I think it's like, oh, an honest open manifesto of this psychopaths sphere. No, I just click baited every single fucking thing I said to try and get views and I guess it worked, but it worked too well. They can't tell what's an act and what's an actual person. I didn't think about the long-term consequences of just saying anything to get attention. Just wanted the views now worry about it later. That's what I thought. I never thought it would get views anyway. What unusual viewpoint have I had? What wild shit did I recount Gonna need specifics. Well, it's just describing if they're ugly or not. It's not really that weird. I'm not saying that cheating is an act. Obviously the cheating happened. I don't really see what your point is. Are you saying that? I'm saying that these things didn't happen because I'm saying it's an act. I'm not saying that. I'm saying my old videos where I act like a dick or say weird stuff was done to get views. Some of it's true, some of it's not. Some of it's said on purpose to get a reaction out of the viewers and I didn't justify cheating. I explained why it happened. It's not the same as saying it happened and it was right that it was happening. I never, I never defended the cheating. I just said, explain why it happened. It doesn't mean I'm justifying it. I think it's kind of depressing that you can't exaggerate a character without the whole internet thinking it's actually who you are. And then doing character assassination videos on you. It'd be like if people actually thought Rowan Atkinson was Mr. Bean and held him accountable for everything Mr. St. Bean did. It's just content. And why you gotta take it further than that? I'm nothing like in the videos in real life. I don't treat people around me the same as I treat them in the videos. I treat them worse in videos in real life. I don't really say anything to them. I like to think of the channel portrayal of myself as a parody of myself. It doesn't mean the events were fake or didn't happen. It just means my way of talking about certain events. There's multiple angles. Really like the whole marriage thing had multiple angles. You can think of it as exploring every side of the story. Like yeah, it was useful for content. Yeah. A part of the reason why I wanted to get married was 'cause it would be a good storyline for channel. But then also, uh, I thought she was pretty nice compared to everyone else I dated. I thought if I was gonna get married I could do a lot worse. So why not Didn't want to go back to my parents. Like there were other motivations behind it. It's not that black and white. How would people know? 'cause they're supposed to not be fucking morons, but they are unfortunately Internet herd mentality, a bunch of sheep. And then they just pigeonhole me into this one word or two word thing like narcissist or sociopath. Way more complicated than that. Number one, I was trying to be funny, which came off across as psychopathic I guess wasn't really my intention, but my delivery was just awful. Like, I mean look at Jimmy Carr and the jokes he tells people never say he's a sociopath or a psychopath based off what he jokes about. People just assume, oh it's just a bit, it's just a joke. 'cause people find him funny and they know it's a joke. But then if I said the same stuff people will think I need to be locked up. I thought I could do the whole dark humor thing. I just couldn't really. I was very into dark humor in my early mid twenties. I mean Jimmy Card jokes about stuff like the holocaust, genocides, malaria, mass tragedies. And no one thinks he's a psychopath. I don't get it. Well 'cause he makes it funny. So that's okay. So if it wasn't funny then he'd be a psychopath. But everyone just assumes, oh it's just a joke. He doesn't actually think those things. Like give him the benefit of the doubt but not me. No faster cheating stuff was not a parody. It was real and it wasn't for content. This is horny and I never made videos about cheating on faster. I just explained it on stream. No, no one is talking about faster cheating thingy. I'm talking about the things people like Turkey Tom highlight from seven years ago, eight years ago. No one cares about faster. I never made any videos about that. How is cheating sociopathic or psychopathic then what about Arnold Schwarzenegger? No one would say he's a social and psychopath. He here too. But he said other life achievements like being a bodybuilder and an accent. So that's what he is remembered for, not remembered for cheating with his or was it He is maid. He had a Spanish maid and she had his baby. But pro people probably think, oh he's such a Chad. 'cause he impregnated his maid and then I do it and then they're like, oh he's a narcissist. He's just psychopath. 'cause he cheated. Oh shut up. But no one says Jira was a psychopath or narcissist or this or that. And she cheated on her ex-husband as well. It's just that she didn't make silly videos about it, making fun of him. Everyone thinks Jira is so perfect and such an angel. Yeah, I unfortunately I, I ate from the forbidden fruit which was that no one would admit these things but because it got views I was happy to because that's the only way I got attention. That's the only way I stood out was by just saying, Hey guys, yeah I did this terrible thing or I got this really embarrassing disease but I did it 'cause it got views. It's funny, they always say, oh I made these videos because I'm a sociopath narcissist or whatever. But no one ever says, oh he only did it to get views. They'd much rather believe that I did it because I'm crazy. No one ever just says the most obvious thing, which is, oh he's just saying crazy stuff. To get views crazy stuff doesn't mean it's fake just 'cause I say it was, I mean it was crazy stuff and to admit you did it was crazy. But doesn't mean, I'm saying that it was fake but it was the only way I could get any views. I don't know if I would ever grown a channel or gone any views if I didn't do what I did because I wouldn't getting views doing anything else. The only other thing that got me views was just fake gaming reviews. I don't know, it'd be nice if you go through the comments and there'd be some actual smart people saying, oh he's just saying dumb shit to get views. Yeah 'cause that's what it was really. It wasn't that deep. And the comments person says you could just live in a studio flat and save a lot of money but you insist on living in a house. Some strange snobbery at work there. Essentially middle class. How much is a flat? Yeah because I don't wanna live in a shit hole surrounded by loads of people. And where am I gonna park my car and charge my car? I can't charge my car. If I live in a flat then my charging expenses are gonna go up at the expense of living in a shit hole. Plus I'd get harassed way more with trolls. Sending unknown Uber eats and food deliveries. I'm kind of lucky here 'cause there's no food delivery And I did have a flat in Manchester and it costs 850. Oh well it was 50 pounds cheaper or dumb ass. Even in Maidstone flats, I don't know, at least 800 pounds a month. Get really long cable from my window, charge my car up. And then you would be like, oh why if you up to have an electric car that's a middle class snobbery. 'cause it saves money on petrol. Yeah you get a cheaper car but then you spend three times more on petrol and it might break down 'cause it's old. It's like you buy, you buy the latest tech like a phone or computer and you future proof you, you have future proofing for the next five, 10 years. If you buy something old you've gotta replace it sooner at higher insurance costs. Yeah, maybe. But cheaper repair costs 'cause it won't break. Less things to go wrong. So I've got a three K petrol car. How long until the cost of the petrol overtakes? The cost of the ev? Maybe a few years. Depends how much you drive. No, I needed a place that had parking and to be able to charge out the home, which is why I didn't consider a flat. And yeah, maybe it is snobbery, but who wants to live surrounded by a bunch of fucking losers in a shit part of town? Hor, I've been to these flats when I was doing Amazon Flex. They're horrible places. There are people living there. Ugh. Call it snobbery. I don't give a shit but I do not want to live with those people. No. Like they all look shady and suspicious and they smell bad. Imagine thinking I'd wanna live in a shit hole just to save a couple hundred every month. Yeah, it's nice. It's cheap. But you know what? Cheap attracts poor people. More poor people that are rather higher. The crime rate. Yeah. Maybe I save money on rent but then I get beaten up outside and my car gets trashed or I get robbed on the way home. 'cause it's a poor area. That's why the rent's cheap. I'd rather spend more, have a nice place to live in. It's worth the extra money easily. Sorry if I having standards. Yeah, I wanna live in a house, not a dump. I don't know how Spanish girl does it. She lives in a flat with six other people. Just so saving money is not the most important thing in the world. I think being happy and feeling safe. Much more important. Yeah. And the noise from people nearby. Okay, I'll look at flats, right? Move for rent. I will choose. Where's the filter filters? No property type flats. Flats only. Let's see what they got. 1,300 pounds a month. More expensive. 585 a month. One bedroom apartment actually looks pretty nice. <laugh> what? What's the cat look, that's actually not bad. <laugh> 585 a month in Gunni Lake. Second floor apartment offering spacious lounge, kitchen, electric heating, double glazing fi 5 85 a month. Yeah, but yeah, well whatever. Sharp. I don't need my house. Okay, what about Plymouth? Damn it's loads. 600 a month. 600 a month. Two bedroom ground floor flat 500 a month. Nine bedroom flat. Student accommodation. Six. Yeah, but I don't live in Plymouth. It look shit, I only live in the countryside. 500 a month. 600 a month. Yeah. I only live in the countryside though so I can go driving. This one's 800 a month, two bedroom flat. 375 a month. Studio flat and town center would suit single occupancy. Maybe I'm getting ripped off. Yeah, well you pay for the quiet countryside don't you? And when I go to bed I don't hear a single thing. It's like I've gone deaf. There's no track. I mean even at my mom's house you can hear the constant humming from the A 20. I don't hear a single thing here. Oakham 540 a month. One bedroom flat. But Exeter, why is it so expensive in Exeter? Oh god, the market ripped. My shorts are not doing good. Yeah, well I didn't wanna live in a flat when I was looking for places because uh, I wanted a driveway. Sometimes I do feel kind of weird living here. Number one, I feel like I'm too young. And number two, everyone who's lives, who lives here are like 50 plus and they don't live alone. They're married so they have shared income. I'm alone and I'm too young for a place like this, but I ate more money than they all do. One bedroom flat at six 40 a month. Eh? I mean I guess you could find some little dingy flat in a town. 600 a month Or about horror bridge? No. Yeah. Well I only live in a house fit for a Lord. That's why I chose this house for other reasons that I cannot talk about. If I had to move out, where would I move out? Toss gotta be a house. It <inaudible> can't be live in an anything Left. Two bedroom bond conversion. That's a cute little house. Semi-detached. 7 2 5, 900 pounds type of stock. Two bedroom, semi-detached that she looks pretty nice. Two bedroom bond conversion or 9 53 bedroom cottage. That's what I need. It's not nine 50 a month. It's 900. I can't even get it right. Can't even get a cat and getting ripped off. Mr. Dominic Brandt thinks I'm a middle class snob. How dare he? How dare me for living in a house. What else happened in my day today? Hmm. Nothing. Really, really Did nothing happen in my day? That's crazy. It was very boring. What else happened in your day? <laugh>? Absolutely nothing. Oh God, what am I supposed to say? I uh traded some stocks. I got a new feather duster. I got a new duster for cleaning <laugh>. Ah, I really can't make any progress on this cat thing. If the landlord doesn't reply, what can I do? Well if I had an emergency, it's not very good is it? Imagine if the hot water just stopped working and then I don't get replied for a week. I fucking rage. I guess I just gotta get it fixed myself. That's a bit frustrating. Unless he's had an accident, he's in the hospital. Maybe there's a logical explanation. I remember when I first moved in, I used to text him every time I paid rent I just said I just paid the rent. And then he'd go, thanks. And then one time I, I sent a message saying I pay the rent. He didn't reply and I thought hmm, maybe I shouldn't send him a message every time I pay rent Now I thought I had to tell him every time I pay the rent I don't do it now I just pay the rent. I was so sensitive about this paying my mom back thing. It's kind of funny how they care so much. I never said I'm not paying her back. I know why they get so upset. Maybe they come over to kick and help me make more money than I could pay it back faster. But no, they're like, oh I'm not going over to kick. Why do I want to help you? Well then shut the fuck up about paying my mom back then one viewer is worth like one pound and they say, oh get a real job. Uh, I could pay my mom back faster if I did kick idiot. The lazy dumbass is just get over here on kick and watch me do nothing all day. I'd make infinitely more money than a stupid real job. What real job is gonna pay you three, four KA month that I can do? I don't have any skills or qualifications. And then they'll go, oh, why don't you get a skill? Okay, I'll just waste years getting a skill so I can get a job that still pays less than what I can do on kick. And then it'll take you even longer to pay my mom back. Dumb ass fucking mors with my skillset. The hell am I gonna do that makes this much money. I should focus on what I can do to make money instead of what I can't do. My new genius plan, I'm going to get a university degree and then in five years time I can get a good job that pays the same as what kicks paying. And then I'll have massive student loan. And then after working four years in my new job, I can pay my mom back by 2041 genius. And then they'll be, oh we're so proud of you Daniel. You finally got a real job. Fucking dumb asses. I'm not 18 years old anymore. I'm 36. I'll be 50 by the time that all that's done, even if I could finish it, which I couldn't 'cause I just give up and get bored and then be crippling student loan debt because people make no sense at all. Why don't I just focus on the thing that I can do that makes good money But they're like, oh I do a real job. Makes less than half of what I'm making now. Dunno why people just, I don't know. I can't just let me do my thing. Do what I'm best at. Not many people can do this. Could you do it? Doubt it. Yeah. Maybe it's like being a prostitute. Make good money. But then everyone thinks you're a scumbag. Like who's gonna wanna date a prostitute? But prostitutes don't have stupid YouTubers like to Tom blasting it to the entire world that you're a prostitute. They keep it hush. Yeah, well YouTube said they can't do anything 'cause nothing violated any privacy. When it literally says in the privacy list thing that using my image without my permission is a violation of my privacy. They said, please, please point out where in the video it violates your privacy. I said the entire fucking thing violates my pri. It's got my face in the whole thing. Idiots. They wanted me to give them a timestamp. The entire video has my face in it. I don't know, I don't think he said my name in it. It just said Daniel would you date a girl if she used to be a prostitute But she stopped? I don't know. I'd be worried she would secretly do it again. But if it's a secret then you wouldn't know. So why care? As long as she comes home at night and I get to bang her at night. But what if she guys says, oh I got a job but actually she's sneaking off to prostitute. I mean as long as you don't know, I wouldn't really care. The problem is when you find out it would be kind of a shock I guess. I don't know really. I mean I don't know. I, I think it would be pretty messed up. Imagine like countless random guys banging your girlfriend. Even if it's just for money. And I don't think I could, I don't know, I wanna be open-minded but I don't think I could date someone like that mainly 'cause it would hurt me. But if I have actual emotions for a girl, I'd get pissed at the idea of a another. I don't know. But then we girl says we could go to am Sam have a threesome with a prostitute. And I was thinking what with a guy prostitute or a girl prostitute. And then I thought, what'd be mad if she suggested a guy prostitute? And then I watch a guy prostitute bang her assuming she's my girlfriend, which I guess she would be. But then it would be hypocritical. 'cause if I say Oh I want, we should get a woman the prostitute. But then she's go watch me bang another woman. And I thought if we were like actually in love of how are you okay with that? 'cause then it's like she's saying she's okay with seeing me bang another woman in front of her and it's not cheating 'cause it's not a secret. Yeah but I'm still banging another woman just 'cause it's not a secret. I don't, I mean I don't know really weird to be okay with that. I had feel very sad and jealous if my girlfriend was banging another guy. Even if it means I could bang other women, I think I'd be happy with it i's why That whole conversation really tripped me up. And I said, so are you wanting an open relationship? And then she says no. So you want monogamous relationship but okay with having a threesome prostitute, how's that not open then blurs the line. Yeah, maybe it's just a bit of spicy fun. I'm just not really into threesomes. I think it's weird. What do I do? Like keep taking my dick out and putting it in the other girl and then I take it out again and then I put it in the other girl. It just sounds really annoying. If like using two forks for one dish, I'd just rather focus. I'd have a favorite wouldn't I? I'd just rather focus on the favorite. She is been kind of weird. I don't know. We started talking about porn and then it changed into getting nudes from dating app girls and then I said just you. And then she was like, that's what you tell all your dating app girls. Am I sensing a bit of aggressiveness or she just a joking or is this like insecurity coming out as is this like joking coming out from a place of insecurity? I mean I'm only talking to one other girl if I say I'm only talking to you. She might be like, oh bullshit. I know you're talking to a bunch. But I'll be like, Jesus Christ, we haven't even met yet. <laugh>. Are we in a relationship now? She's gonna pull out the, oh I'm just kidding. So funny. Why did we start talking about porn? I didn't bring it up. We were talking about squid and then it turned into tentacle porn and then I just said, oh I just watch normal porn. And then it turned into conversation about watching porn <laugh> and I was like, oh I don't really watch it since the I id verification thing happened. I dunno why she's been kind of weird. When's the Oh I'm just joking gonna come out. Since you're a public figure, Tom can use your face. So I don't, so people like your hero can force my hand but I can't force others. That's why I feared I uh, she really dunno what to say now why is she pressing me? I just said that I wouldn't pay for porn. And then she said rather get it for free from random women on dating apps. And I said Just from you. And then she said, I'm sure that's what you tell all your ladies. And I said, I haven't really been talking to other people. And then she quoted me haven't really, what's bad about saying haven't really? Don't really. I mean if I keep joking about it, it might uh, I might train my eggshells again. It means you have been well yeah obviously I matched a few other people. She can't expect that I only match her. I'm just talking to you now. Oh God, I'm I digging myself deeper and she's gonna think I'm just bullshitting. Like saying what she wants hear. I didn't ask for nudes. She asked for a picture of my back and I said okay, if I get something in return, I wouldn't just go, can I have nudes? Maybe she's gonna think I'm lying. So am I supposed to say, oh actually I'm talking to two others but you're my number one. It's kind of a, this is getting really weird. It's like, you know, it is like a thing where both of you understand that you're talking to other people but you don't bring it up. 'cause we aren't together yet. Why would you bring that up? I would, I'd expect she might be talking to other guys. But I would like to be her number one. Like if she's already demanding that she's my number one and I'm not talking to anyone else that's kind of red flag but also kind of cute. She's probably just joking. She likes to troll. Oh God, I took too much nicotine. Oh head rush. Oh God. I just, I play the game where I'm like, oh no please, you're my number one. I love you. Do they wanna see some desperation or if I play it cool like oh that's okay, I respect your decision. And then they come back, don't they? I tried doing the whole, oh I respect your decision. I feel like that's not what they want. I don't know. Do they want me to not respect their decision? Like they want me to chase a bit, don't they? It's all about push and pull. They play these games. Like if I pull back a bit she'll chase but she probably wants me to chase like maybe she feels like she's chasing too much so she's gonna pull back a bit and make me chase for a bit. They always do these games. I don't want dunno why they do these games. Yeah, we haven't even met yet. I wonder what those random numbers are on the end of JIRA's Instagram. It's not her birthdate. Maybe I should just be honest and say okay I'm talking to one other person. Yeah but then she's gonna be, she's gonna be like, oh okay, maybe you should meet her then. I mean I'm mean <laugh> but only because I don't know if I'm actually gonna meet weed girl. Anything could happen. But I think part of making me wait a month was obviously I wasn't, I mean did she? I don't know. I'm really confused now. What? We're supposed to save each other for the whole month. Oh she's put me on the spot here. Yeah, it just seems like I'm bullshitting but if I be honest she's gonna be mad. I co-pilot would just say it's important to be honest and open to have a good foundation. Doesn't understand the game we play. Damn, this girl's biceps bigger than mine. Look bigger arms than me. <laugh> look. No that's not weed girls. Just some random Instagram person suggested for you. Anna Damn. Looks like a man. Imagine your girl has more muscles than you. She just goes to the gym a lot. I am hoping she's just high And being a bit silly faster was really obsessive before we even met. I went on a date with my, I had a girlfriend at the time already when I was chatting to FASTA 2022, I was still seeing that Ginger girlfriend. I went on the last date with her before we broke up. So I wasn't replying to Fasta and I got home and my dms were just full of spam from Fasta. Like where are you? Where are you? Why aren't you talking? So it was kind of convenient that that girlfriend dumped me as fast into the picture. No, I haven't had any sex. I was expecting a hot boy summit. I thought crypt was a guaranteed bang but I guess not. I, I was so confident that I was gonna get a girl for summer. Not a single one came through. Now summer's over. I didn't get sex on the beach. None of these girls are gonna fly all the way from America to the UK to meet some weirdo dead YouTuber. Dead channel YouTuber. Who are we kidding? I'm still not hungry. That Cupcake and Crisps really filled me up. Oh Gabby, Hannah Mila used to watch her, isn't she the girl with the big nose? Mila criticized me for watching Ice Beside and then she watches Gabby Hannah <laugh> equally trash content. Apparently 75% of women find it unattractive if the guy admits he watches the Joe Rogan podcast. <laugh>. What's wrong with Joe Rogan? You don't really watch the Joe Rogan podcast for Joe Rogan though. You watch it because he's got interesting guests on You watch it for the guests. I don't care about Joe Rogan. He's like a bit of a muscle head I guess. Seems a bit dumb but he doesn't seem like a bad guy. Imagine weed girl. Know weed girl knows who I am the whole time and she's just messing with me. I wonder if we're gonna follow the same trajectory as Manchester 2021 where I don't get any fan girls and then I try dating apps and then I don't, don't meet anyone and then I end up moving back with my mom and then I randomly get a new girl from I don't know where and then end up moving somewhere else. It could be on a similar path. The BBC tries to smear Steven Bartlett and his podcast. Didn't they? Saying he doesn't push back against conspiracy theorists or people who say damaging things like vaccines are bad. It gives a voice, it gives a platform to people with dangerous ideas. I am always between getting involved with a viewer girl or a dating app girl and then long periods of in seldom I feel like the landlord replying to me will coincide with a bombshell from someone. These things usually happen in two years. I I have matched someone who, who recognized me from Elvis's video matched with me in Scotland and then said, did you actually think you would find anyone when everyone knows who you are? <laugh>, I'm not that famous. Calm down. Maybe my dating life is like the stock market. We have four year bull run and then a bear market. <laugh>. Oh spasm. My mouth healed up nicely since I bit it. I see two Mr. Marios outside. Oh cold. It's very cold and I'm still wearing t-shirts. Another problem is if a girls had um, I break up where she was cheated on before, she might be extra sensitive or vigilant about it to make sure it doesn't happen again. How can I be cheating? I haven't even met yet. No reply 30 minutes ago. Probably having dinner. I tend to dig myself into deeper holes in these kind of of situations. You can't be logical about it. That makes it worse. I tend to try and use logic to explain myself out of things. I'm bleeding subs. I've lost 40 since I've changed my channel name. Is it 'cause they don't know who I am now. It's pretty obvious. I should have renamed the gaming channel to hiding in my room. <laugh>. That would really confuse them. It'd be like how come you lost a hundred thousand songs? <laugh>. That'd be pretty funny. The old switcheroo. Ugh. I guess I should make dinner. Chicken. And what else goes in the corn? Onions. Uh, rural chicken stink. Why does it smell like farts? Each movement precise. Zero wasted energy. This squeeze pouch. Two minutes, seven hundreds. Is that medium or medium high? My microwave doesn't have watts on it. 800 watts. The curry. Oh I just feel this funny joke then chat dead fuck. I will call Ben's rice. Oh my god. Oh it's cold now. <silence> It's not as good without a beer. My head, head Jesus Christ. I nearly whacked my head on that corner. I was down there, I went. I nearly hit my head on that. I would not stinks. What? Why you calling my house a shit hole and you call my house a shit hole? You incident We better than one out of the three isol are actually frozen and the other two a bit slushy. Think good one from yesterday. Nice and warm. I love this electric blanket. Thirsty, eh? Oh cold. Hmm. These are hard to eat 'cause they're so cold. Oh god. Oh I lost 40 subs since I posted that new video. Do you think it's because they're confused about the channel name or is it because the video upset them? I wonder why but obviously it's me. People don't really like it when you suddenly change the channel name without warning. But why On sub. Really weird. Maybe the title sounds like I'm not gonna pay my mum back but it says it doesn't say I'm not gonna pay her back. 'cause it says well I haven't paid her back yet. Are people really that stupid? I guess they are. Uh, corner of the phone right into my rib cage. Oh well the heat's tracks down here. Oh. Oh that's so nice. Oh why the trolls enraged About what? Yeah my Nintendo name is dickhead. I dunno if it's got 89 on it. I don't know. Dunno why they're so mad. I never said I'm not paying my mum back. They make it sound like I'm never gonna pay her back. Once I got my 10 K emergency fund and 5K stock portfolio, then I can pay her back couple hundred a month fully paying back by 2031. My five year plan depends if ki keeps paying. If ki keeps paying, I I can't fucking talk If ki keeps pay paying, oh my god. If ki keeps paying for the whole year until next year then I would probably have 1220 K savings. Now I could give it all to my mom and be debt free or I could buy a house and the money I save from paying my mortgage instead of paying rent would mean I'd have double the money left over. Also, I can save up the money faster if it's in stocks rather than keep giving her every penny I've got. Oh god. Mark's ripping should not have reopened the short. Oh God I'm down a lot. I never learn it never tanks and doesn't rip hard po. It's doing a mega rip. I think the blanket shut itself off. Stupid thing. Dunno why it does that. Oh I've gotta turn it back on again. It is on. Why is it not hot? You've gotta make sure it doesn't bunch up and the coils don't like to be bent. I think the problem is if anything happens to my kick income, I'm super screwed 'cause I fucked up my YouTube channel. Probably lost a lot of viewers and I don't have any content anyway. OnlyFans might help a little bit. Uh, who knows if I can get a job straight away, if I did two B deliveries a day plus OnlyFans plus grinding on YouTube, I might be able to make two KA month. I feel really vulnerable. I'm basically completely dependent on kick and I dunno how to bring my YouTube back. New video's kind of flopping and I've lost 40 subs since I uploaded it. I don't know why people are un subbing. Either the video pissed them off or the sudden channel name change has confused them and they're like Who's this guy? I don't remember something. Yeah but you can see my face in the video thumbnail. How do you not know it's me? Obviously it's me. Who else is it gonna be? People are kind of dumb. Expert zone review says uploaded a new video. Who how important is this stupid channel name though? The channel name's the last thing I look at. I look at the thumbnail and then I look at the video title and then I look at how many views it's got to see if it's worth watching. Do you ever just not watch a video 'cause it's got no views on it and you think it's pretty good? It's rubbish. I don't think I'd waste my time watching a video that has barely any views, which is probably why my channel's dead. Other people think the same but people get all excited when the views are high. They click on it out of curiosity. But if it's dead they think eh. Boring. That's why when you've got the momentum you've gotta milk it and then when you lose it it's hard to get back again. Oh, what do you want about now? I didn't say that. I said that I would pay her back sooner if I could. I have no idea what you're going on about. I didn't even say that. I said that. I said that I was gonna pay her back sooner if I could in the video I said that I would pay her back sooner if I can. But I didn't say that. I said that in the video. Who cares? I'll pay her back when I got the money. I don't have the money. I need 30,000 pounds so I can pay her back and have financial security with 10 K safety net. I don't remember what you said so I can't really say anything. I think I said that I need the money for taxes and other stuff before paying her back. And then you said that I didn't say that in the video but then I said that I did say it. That's what I remember. I actually don't remember what I said in the video. I've already forgotten it. I've already erase it from my mind. Once I've finished making a video I just forget everything that I've said. That's why I can't remember what I've actually said. Or if people are just making stuff up. The four year thing is just a random number I came up with. I don't know how long it will take. Depends if I keep making money on a kick or not. If kick lasts like this for a year then I would probably have 2K 12. I might have 20 K this time next year assuming my viewership doesn't fall even more or Kik doesn't stop KCIP or I don't go to jail. But then I've gotta pay. If I'd keep making this money until the end of the tax year, I would've made over 30 K. Which means I've gotta pay like 4K taxes. So then I'd only have 16 K. What? How would I only have 16 K? Oh say age. And then if I get girlfriend my streaming hours is gonna get kind in half, which means I'd make only half the money and I wouldn't stream every day. I'd only be able to stream five days a week assuming she has weekends off. So it would take even longer even if nothing affected Kik, I if I stayed single for a whole year, assuming I save two KA month, that would be, oh wait, I've done the maths wrong. Why did I think two KA month over a year would be 12 K? It'd be 20 4K. Oh, I wondered why that was weird. Yeah, I would make 20 4K savings plus what I have now. I would have 28 K minus 4K taxes. I have 20 4K. Yeah I could pay back my mom fully next year in July assuming my stocks don't move at all. Could do that. But then I'd have no money left 'cause I would've given it all to her. I think it's safer if I pay her back bit by bit after I've accumulated 10 k, I want to not go below 10 K savings, maintain the 10 K savings given any money above the 10 K to her. So that'd be 2K after they get the 10 K. I'll probably get the 10 K at the end of October, which means from October I'd start paying her back as much as I can afford. Which could be 2K, then it would say 2K 10 month August next year I could have my 10 K and pay her all back if kick stays the same and I don't get a girlfriend. It is funny. People think I have to pay 4K tax like now. Like I've gotta pay it now from what I've earned already. If I had to pay the 4K tax, that means I would've made 30 5K in the year. That means I have more than enough to pay the 4K tax. As of now I've only made 18 K. I'd only have to pay like 600 tax or 800. If I made 30 5K in the full year, I'd have like 20 K savings. I would love to have to pay 4K tax. That means I would've made nearly 30 5K in the whole year expenses of like 24 KA month. I mean a year means I'll have 10 K left over minus four. That's actually not <laugh>. That's only six K left over at the end of the whole year after expenses and after tax. Dang I've gotta stop spending so much. What am I even spending it on? How am I spending two KA month, 20 4K expenses and then 30 5K income that leaves you with about 10 K minus 4K tax. Maybe I can put more business write offs like internet data or I don't really know what else would be a business expense. Better box. I don't even use it. Flip seven, is that even a business expense? I mean I only use it for streaming so it should be, but then I also use it for other things like watching porn or doom scrolling on the toilet. You can say 80% is for work. Okay, 800 pounds business write off damn market's ripping. What the fuck? It should not have gone short and getting wreck now. Why does it always rip so hard? Yeah, I put Bobby as a business expense for my only fans. If you want proof I'll send you the proof <laugh>. You want the pictures. Although sometimes I use it for fun and not just for only fans. If I'm feeling freaky, I don't even film it. Hmm 700 times four is 2,800. I'm not even making four KA month. I'm making like 2.8 k plus a couple hundred YouTube and like 500 maybe 400 only fans. More like 300. Now I'm making like 500 YouTube money fans plus 2.8 K. I'm making like 3.3 K, not even 4K. I'm not making a thousand a week. Yeah, it's gonna take a long time to pay it back. I'm making more like 3.5 KA month. Well if she wanted her money back quickly, she should have made peace with me when I was about to come home. But she didn't did she? So it's her fault really. I was gonna go home in April. I was ready to pack my car and leave and when I reached out to her to make peace, she just basically bit my hand off. So I was like, well screw you. Stay here then. And I blocked her. So if you don't want me to come home, then this is the price you pay. Yeah, well I have the most annoying viewers in the world. It's really hard to not lose your patience with with them. I think you guys realize how annoying you all are. Price. I pay <laugh>. Oh no price my mom pays. So you're not hurting me. It's hurting my mom. Really? Why would you do that? Why would you wanna hurt my mom? No, not everyone's annoying. I guess just sometimes feels like a lot are very annoying. People like tb, extremely annoying. Whinging and nagging all the time. And then you've got the trolls who are just brain dead trying to, trying to be irritating on purpose to piss me off are blocked. Most of the trolls, I think they've realized that I've blocked them until I had to ban a gun of las and that guy's just messed up. Yeah, sometimes I wonder if that's actually the original gun of Lason. So I'm just pretending to be him. He's got a bunch of other other names like an Ansgar. Smit was another one. He always chooses these very Scandinavian sounding Viking names. Like he's LARPing as one. He's per some weird half Asian guy who wishes he was white. And then he is got like this hate boner for me 'cause he found me on that R Haas website subreddit. I mean they're all mentally ill freaks. <laugh> that hate subreddit started because they kept talking about me on the R Haas subreddit and the whole R Haas subreddit just became all about me. So they decided to ban people from talking about me. So then they went off and made their own little subreddit so they could talk about me. And then that became the hiding my room subreddit. 'cause they were get like the main members were getting annoyed with how it became all dominated with talk about me. So they said no more talk about Daniel. But some of them were obsessed with me so they went off and made their own. That was stupid. Subreddit. Hmm. Oh rubbish goes out tomorrow. Thank God Black bags definitely not rotting garbage. What happened to ice? Yo Daniel <laugh>. Ah, maybe let's just start wearing my jumper. Why am I freezing with this? The famous gray jump. I wonder what he's gonna do. Try and get a new girlfriend or what This seems like for a guy like him, it'll be tough to get a nice normal girl. Maybe he's gotta go Thailand. Get a gold digger. Well he ends up with some other crazy streamer girl. Yeah, I'm getting cold now. Dropping down to 15 degrees. I'm gonna miss those 30 degrees days. He is lucky he's only 30 and wait until he gets my age. Nearly 40. He's still alone. Can't find anyone Too much bad internet histories of, I feel like I've actually done worse things online than ice has. All ice has done was some stupid crypto scam and being annoying outside. I've cheated and hurt people and said not nice things and I'm broke. Scamming 500 K sounds bad but it's not like he scammed one person out of five. 500 K. Like if you scam 500,000 people one pound, that's not really that bad is it? It's probably just like five $10 per person who got scammed and maybe a couple who lost hundreds. Maybe like one or two lost thousands. A girl named Abby said he grouped her. Yeah, he's just gonna get crazy girl, doesn't he? He probably, he's too infamous to get away with. 'cause I think I'm a bit luckier 'cause I, I've never been that famous so I can get away for a bit I guess. I mean they eventually find out don't they? But he probably gets Do you think he gets recognized outside a lot? He was pretty famous. I don't know how often he just gets recognized outside not streaming. Well that Greek god ex guy up to, I felt kind of bad for him. He seems like he lost it mentally and then lost all his viewers 'cause he became boring and depressed. Yeah, that's the weird thing. 'cause he's upset with Kim 'cause she slept with another guy but he slept with a bunch of other girls as well. Do you remember that spiritual girl? He randomly met on the street with Nick White. Heather? I thought she was quite cute. She seemed really derpy as well. She's got a YouTube channel called Vibration Sensation or something. Do you think they banged? I think they did. I would not want to date a streamer girl like that. Just a mink girl looks nuts. And then if they're not nuts, the wholesome audience would warn them about you. No, I wouldn't like a streamer YouTuber girlfriend. They'd either be nuts or they'd be nice. And then the stupid audience would hate me. The only streamer girlfriend I could get. Be some weirdo, low tier, low viewer, desperate for views. I gotta get rid of these trousers. They look so gray. I don't know how they got so gray. Like how black these ones are. I think. 'cause I wore these out in the sun trekking and they got sun damaged. I only got them this year as well. Do you remember that meat grinder girl? People were saying I'm a pedo so I got all these screenshots and stuff to prove that I didn't know she was underaged <laugh> just in case. Mm-hmm <affirmative> can't believe the landlord's not replying. I messaged him again this morning. Nothing. No reply. Oh my god. Remember when I thought I could make $8,000 a month <laugh> If only. I guess I couldn't maintain 140 viewers every stream too hard. I wonder if traveling overseas really would've kept them watching. Yeah, but I don't want to go to Thailand. This is my home. I don't feel like feeling like I have to be pressured into moving out or leaving. I kind of forgot about Taiwanese girl. I stopped chatting to her. I dunno why she trauma dumps on me. Maybe she doesn't want to talk about this stuff to her family 'cause it makes her look bad. So she doesn't know who else to talk to. It'll be like losing face. Maybe she fought with her family about coming here. So if they find out she regrets the decision makes it look bad. Well I don't make eight KA month now. I made it in July. I don't know why I got so many viewers when I came to Kik in the beginning. Maybe they were expecting things were gonna get exciting. I don't know why they expected anything to be different. Yeah, I nearly got 200 views viewers a few times. It is really tiring trying to come up with something new to do all the time. You have to do what Joel does. Just constantly travel. Hmm. Well meet the Spanish girl. See if I cross her off the list or not. Or if I meet her a second time. I Indian girl was such a disappointment. I couldn't believe she looked like that. So different to the pictures. Gamer girl was also very different to what I expected. No, no updates about the cats. That person didn't reply to me. They, they read the message. There's two green ticks. I didn't get a reply. Um, but one of them who's selling this adult cat said he's available but landlord hasn't said if I can get one or not. I messaged him again this morning. He didn't reply. It's a little bit annoying. Maybe it's a sign not to get one. Oh I got like two more hours to go. Well maybe I'll just do one more hour until 11. I just wanna make as much money as I can for the Thursday payout. I haven't made enough to pay rent and stay half overdraft and minus 100 overdraft. Which means I need a thousand pounds. But I've only made about seven 50 uh, five days left. I think I'd get to seven K by Sunday. But then I have to spend 900. I'd get busted back down to 6,100 and a slow grind to eight K. I get Bobby out. Make a couple hundred extra. These dates cost me hundreds. I missed out two days of streaming. I think they cost me nearly $400 and they went nowhere. If I could do another hour, is it really worth $12? And that's like eight pounds. Hmm. July, August. I might have to buy a TV this month as well. That's another thing that's nearly a whole week of streaming money. Probably get it on finance. If I can get a 0% interest plan, I might end up returning it. Don't think I'm gonna get to AK end of this month. I reckon seven K maybe. What's that? Is that from my toothbrush holder? Maybe that's why it's wonky. Hm. No. Does look the same. Maybe it's a spare one. That looks nice. I am so glad I sent that night hawk thing back that think cost 450 pounds. Thank God I sent it back. Barely. Didn't even going outside anymore. My best decision. Why two toothbrushes? 'cause they come in packs of three. Although that does kind of look like I have a girl around. Maybe I should hide it. It's also pink. I lost my knives from my fork and knives. I dunno where I put them, but I really put them in the bin. There's no way. I know. I joked about putting it in the bin. I can't find 'em anywhere. Maybe I did. That's a bit silly. Oh. Might go to bed. Feel very tired. Think about the six pounds though. If I'm making $12 an hour. Hmm. Eight pounds. Or go to bed now. Eight would be nice. <inaudible> to bed. I feel dizzy sometimes. Eight pounds. Just not really worth it. See ya next time.