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Yeah, yeah, I could send my mum £500, but then I'm gonna go into massive overdraft next week or the week after because I've got to pay rent and I've got to pay council tax.

There's no point paying £50, £100 at a drop in the ocean.

Yeah, I could send her the whole £800 in the CFD account, but £800 is a drop in the ocean. And then what? Then I've got no money to make money.

If I can get my savings up and feel confident I won't get back into overdraft, then I might send some back to her.

But I'm in a very precarious situation.

Wow, that was good.

My CFD account's gone up £150. Last couple weeks, actually.

5%, 5% drop in the ocean.

I mean, if I can't make the 19K, like, let's say there's like 0% of me ever Saving 19k, then what's the point paying back anything at all? Because then you're just saying it will never be paid off. So I need to prove that I can make the 19k, then I'll give it to you.

And she shouldn't be in a financial situation where she needs the payments.

She got a double pension, she got interest from her savings.

I mean, if she like desperately needs monthly payments to pay bills. And then what happens after I finish paying back the debt? What, I'm supposed to carry on paying their monthly bills?

You did.

Well, obviously if I wasn't paying the landlord, I'd pay my mum instead,

but unfortunately landlord comes first because that's a legally binding contract. That's fine. Caravan has reached the gate. Fall back to the gatehouse.

Agathians, defend our gatehouse!

I'm not paying 500 on every weekend. What are you talking about? It's like 200. Whoa, one shot!

Whoa, wrong person. £100 a month is drop in the ocean, wouldn't make any difference.

Oh,

what? He dead.

Why don't you pay for some money if you care so much? Can I claim the game? Uh, yeah, I will claim the game actually. £60 Battlefield. This game was £7.

I told the idiots on YouTube, come watch my fucking kick so I can make money. So if they don't want to come over here to help me make money, then they should stop bitching about paying my mum back, cuz you're the fault. You're the reason why I'm making less money, cuz you can't be fucking bothered to come

over to the kitchen.

So now you start bitching at me.

He dead.

Well, if you don't want to help me make money, then don't start whining about paying money back. Brothers, stop that caravan!

So

if you want me to pay the money back, then start helping me make some money. Otherwise, shut the fuck up.

See

that?

It's capped. Yeah, but if more genuine viewers came over, Kick might increase my limit like they did last time.

They've only decreased my cap because they realized that there's only like 40 actual viewers when there was Like over 100 genuine viewers, my cap was like $20 an hour.

Ah, you

dead.

Whoa,

you did—

oh.

Well, I just don't really have spare money because I got big bills coming up soon.

I might have to actually take all the money out the CFD account to pay for the council tax.

This game's giving me a headache.

Oh, it's making me feel dizzy.

I'm getting a headache.

Maybe if this stupid market would tank.

Why is it melting up still? Get your hands off me!

Still slowly grinding up.

Attack the caravan! Stop it in its tracks!

Ah, so busy.

Oh, I got him! I like the way he just throw— he shot me in the head. Oh, I got him!

What?

Wow.

Why am I spawning?

Oh.

Getting a bit bored of this.

Behold, caravan has reached our barricade.

Brothers, we must defend the barricades.

Yeah,

I don't know what to do about my financial situation.

Not like this.

I'm getting a bit bored of this now. Very repetitive.

Hades 2? Nah,

might take a break from gaming for a bit.

Market just doesn't tank.

I might go long. Fuck it, 50 units long.

If you want to play like that,

then I will make you tank.

It's probably gonna tank now.

Yeah, I don't know what to do about my low income.

I'm only making about $100 a day,

which is about £75 a day. I stream 25 days a month, it's £1,800 plus £300 YouTube, £100 OnlyFans.

I mean, that should be more than enough really, but I don't know how my expenses are like £2K a month.

My expenses should be 900 rent, 150 electricity, 150 food.

What else?

150-ish expenses, 30 internet.

I should have 500, 600 left over each month, but I don't.

Spending too much on food.

I've spent, um, 130 at Tesco so far, and I've got to go Tesco tomorrow because I've got no more food. I'm probably going to spend 50 to 60, which means I spent Spent 200 again at Tesco.

I don't know how I'm spending 200 at Tesco all the time.

I'll go Tesco tomorrow morning, come back around—

probably leave at 10-ish, and then I'll be back at like 12-ish, and then start stream.

And then, um, what else? I don't know really.

All these little bills just add up.

And cut you down. But water bill,

road tax bill, phone bill—

not really using my data anymore because I'm not going out to stream.

I can't last another 6 days without buying food.

Funny how the market tanks when I go long.

8:30 high, got pulverized.

I mean, it looks like I got a lot of money because it says $6,900 there, but I only got that because Kick was doing really well for 3 months. But Kick's not doing really well anymore. I'm not making 200 a day.

So yeah, I could just give that all to her, but then I'm gonna be in trouble

if I need it.

Because if I need it, either I've got to ask to borrow money again, or I've got to go into overdraft.

I don't know why you wanted to rent so badly.

'Cause, um,

'cause I want my own home. How is that hard to understand?

Why can't I rent overseas? Because I don't have a visa,

so I can only stay in a hotel unless I find a girlfriend and move in with her.

Yeah, but I don't want to stay in Malaysia for 6 months.

I don't want to go anywhere.

Yeah, I like Devon.

And my goal is I want to live with a girlfriend. My, my ultimate goal is I want to have a place to live with a girlfriend.

So if I can't afford to live in my own place, Then how am I gonna make this goal happen? So I need to figure out how to make this work.

I've lived with girlfriends all my life. What are you talking about?

Splitting bills? Yeah, I know, that would help a lot.

Um, but I would have to get a job anyway because I

wouldn't be able to stream enough hours on Kick. That's even assuming Kick's still— I'm kind of just assuming Kick's not going to be around next year, so I'm going to have to get a job anyway. So if I'm going to have to get a job anyway, um,

I don't know. So it's hard to decide anything whilst I still have Kick. If I lost Kick tomorrow, it would make decision-making a lot easier.

So I'm just kind of stringing it all along until something breaks.

Either I lose Kick or I lose my girlfriend or I lose my house. These are the 3 pillars.

How the fuck did I go long exactly at the top? Oh my God.

And then it's going to stop me out and then it's going to carry on going up, isn't it?

Just gonna take that £6 loss.

It melts up all day and then I go along and it tanks.

Well, I guess that's how you make it reverse.

I'm not always looking at the driveway. When I do this, I'm looking at the driveway. When I do this, I'm looking at my laptop.

And I've always had a camera at the driveway, if you remember my mum's house streams.

I like knowing what's going on outside.

What do you mean, what job can he do? There's thousands of jobs that don't need experience or skill.

What, you think I've never had a job before? I had loads of jobs before.

You cannot keep one, but that doesn't mean that there's no jobs. Those are completely 2 unrelated statements.

I don't see what not keeping a job has to do with There are no jobs, and it's just a completely unrelated statement. I don't know how you just jump from A to D like that.

You people are so stupid.

Like you're trying

to say I'm wrong about a statement by bringing up a completely irrelevant statement.

What's wrong with your brain?

Tankin'. We tankin' now.

Up 20 pence.

We can go on strike. Yeah, and then it's your fault if my mum doesn't get any money back.

Why would you do that to my mum?

Guess you don't want me to pay her back that much after all.

Yep, you insult me and I insult you back.

That's the kind of relationship we have, isn't it?

Maybe if you'd be nicer, then I'll be nice back.

But you're toxic.

I don't have the money to pay her back.

I've got £200 in my bank account. I've got rent to pay in about 10 days. I've got electricity to pay in 7 days.

So I'm gonna see an outflow of £1,000 in the next 10 days. I'm only gonna get another maybe £500 next Thursday for my earnings. So I'm gonna be back in overdraft for £500, and then at some point during November I have to pay another £700. So that's already £1,700

that's going out, and I've only got £200 in my bank account, and I'm only gonna get £400 or £500 for next Thursday.

So how am I gonna give my mum money and then go into further overdraft and then have to pay 40% interest.

I'm trying to stay out of overdraft.

Oh, why won't the market tank?

Fucking market.

Oh God,

I'm up £10 on my triple 5x leverage long S&P 500 though.

It might not tank until Monday.

That big move is coming right at the end.

Japan is boring. And I can't afford it.

I would just spend even more money in Japan, plus easy access to hookers.

I don't want to live in a guest house. That was horrible.

And I can't afford to live in a hotel or a nice serviced apartment. Maybe I could find a woman to live with,

but I don't really want to, to be honest.

It's like when I lived with that Korean woman,

I had to keep sneaking out saying I'm going to the gym so I could do a livestream.

So I can barely stream if I meet a woman.

Me and my girl planning a trip to Wales and Scotland as well.

Yeah, I know why the rate's limited. It's because I've barely got 50 actual viewers.

Aren't you a bit stressed out about money issues?

Um,

not really stressed out

because I'm still making more money now than I was before Kick. So if I'm

Stressed out now? How was I not? I mean, I was pretty stressed out before Kick. I was even thinking of going to Thailand, getting an elite visa,

but then I got Kick and I decided to stay.

Well, unless they make my maximum hourly rate $3 an hour, then I'm fine. I mean, $8 an hour is doable, but if it gets below like $5 an hour, then I'm out because I'll stream 10 hours and make $50.

I think I'd actually rather get a job.

And then just stream on YouTube in the evenings like I used to.

Yeah, well, the person who told me to come to Kick helped me fix my financial debts, but also killed my YouTube channel. So thanks.

6k a month. Yeah, I was like, I'm gonna make 50k a year.

I got all excited. I'm saying I make more than my sister and mum combined.

I'm the richest lord in the land.

Good times. And then my stupid fucking viewers stopped watching. Bunch of stupid fucking idiots. It's all their fault.

Yeah, maybe I should have gone to Japan whilst the hammer was hot,

but I don't want to go to Japan. I don't want to be flying around here and flying around there. I'm tired.

I don't want to be walking around the streets of Japan all day long.

I don't want to be blowing money on hotels. I don't want to be living in a shithole guest house.

Yeah, so if it's technically the same, then why do something else that is the same.

I don't want to do stuff for content anymore. I want to do stuff because I want to do it, and I don't want to go to Japan.

Even the trolls will leave. I wish they would leave.

They did leave for a while. Now you guys all back again. I don't know why you like come all— you all come at the same time and you'll have like a group chat and you go, let's go Daniel stream and annoy him. You guys weren't here for weeks and it was great, and now you're here again.

But at least it's keeping the chat active, I guess.

Trolls keep you alive. My earnings are exactly the same if you're here or not here. I still get $8 an hour. I got $8 an hour when you weren't here. I'll get $8 an hour when you are here. I'd rather you just not be here.

Can't you just go away?

Wow, I've got 4K views on my Chris Broad video. It's pretty good.

I just don't want to make content because it doesn't get any views. I was very, um, eager to make content before

when it seemed like it was possible to grow my channel, but now I realize it's impossible. I've given up. I'm not getting a million views, I'm not getting new viewers, channel's not gonna grow,

so I can't be bothered.

I need a neutral hero, which is impossible to find.

I only had that whole thing because I got lucky,

and it was a great story arc.

It's not gonna happen again.

And even if it happened again exactly the same way,

It's not gonna have the same results as the first time.

It will have diminished results now that I'm not like new on YouTube anymore. Everyone knows who I am.

Kind of blown my chance.

It was easy back then when I was a fresh face and no one really knew who I was.

No, that was my potential audience. I hit the ceiling of that. They got bored and fed up and they left. They won't come back.

I don't have the same energy or aura like I used to, which grew the channel.

I'm just like jaded and miserable. Don't have my looks anymore.

Pepper's banned for good? Really?

Jesus, I outlasted Sam Pepper and Homeless. I can't believe it.

You look the same as you did 5 years ago. No, my face got fat. I used to have a very tight, slim face.

I got like

And I need a facelift like this.

I used to have a very slim face.

Yeah, when I was doing 20,000 steps every day, my face got slimmer, but then my whole body became skinny because I was in a calorie deficit,

and then I lost all my muscles.

At least now I've got my biceps.

It's extremely difficult and unlikely that once a channel has died, or a YouTuber has fell off that they can build it back up again.

Nearly every single time that happens, it's over.

Give me an example of someone who fell off and then came back.

You only get one shot at building an audience. It's like a very delicate

plank of wood to be treading over. Once you've cracked it, you're not putting it back together again.

Sam Pepper has been trying for years to spam videos onto his YouTube channel, and they all flop.

He barely gets a couple thousand views.

He managed to regain some traction on Kick by leeching off Ice.

Yeah, he's good with like algorithmic virals on Shorts,

but that's not really the same as what you had before. I mean, I can get some random

video get more views than usual, but it doesn't stay that way.

It's just temporary.

I made some good videos this year, like moving to Devon, blood bucket video. None of them got more than 10K, and they only made like $20, $30. It's still not enough to live off.

You need to be getting 20 to 30K every video

for it to even scrape like bare minimum expenses, let alone build savings.

To make $2K on YouTube,

you need at least 40K views per video and have a big audience who actively watch, actively donate. I went down from 40K active viewers down to like 2 to 3K.

There's just not enough people,

and there's no way I'm getting an active audience of 40K+ again.

There's just no way it's happening. I'd need another viral. I'd need like another million-view viral. Where people actually enjoyed the video. So not the Elden Ring one, because everyone just hated me. Yeah, it's nice to get a million-view banger, but if they all hated the video, it's not translating into an audience. They'll be like, first time on

this channel and last time. I'm blocking this channel. And then they never come back.

You gotta be likable and have good energy, and I just don't. No one likes me. Every time I get exposed to a big audience, they just think I'm a freak and they hate me. No one likes me. Even if PewDiePie gave me a shout-out, everyone would hate me.

Yeah, well, I can't get people to watch, can I?

Also, I got nothing to talk about. I've got no topics.

I'm done making psycho videos because it just backfires,

and then people like, why did you say this? Why did you do that? Why did you pay this?

And then I get in trouble. It's not worth it.

Mm-hmm.

I think a lot of interesting stuff happened last year, and I was trying really hard to make content, and I could never crack 10K views or more.

Oh God, here comes the boring weekend.

2 whole days.

Couldn't even give us a tank.

Mm-hmm. I, I, I, I just gotta get expenses down.

If I got a full-time job,

9 to 5, and then streamed 6 to 10,

let's say I did 5 hours in the evening. That's like £30 on top of

£12 times 8. I'd make £126, which is— oh,

I can only work 20 days a month. 20 days times—

wait, 12 times 8 times 20. Plus 30 times 25,

then I'd be making the same as I'm making now.

So I mean, I'm already making that much money to £2,500 a month. Problem is I'm spending over £2,000 a month.

Next month I'm gonna spend £900 plus £100 plus £31 plus £200 plus £150-something plus council tax, £700, plus probably gonna get a hotel, that's £250, plus probably charging. I'm probably gonna spend £2,500 next month.

If we're only meeting twice a month, then I'll probably spend like 400 on hotels.

I don't see how I cannot spend 2,500 next month.

Plus I gotta pay £700 income tax in January. I'm gonna pay £700 council tax in November.

Invite her over. She won't come. She said she can't afford it,

and she won't let me give her money for petrol,

which makes no sense because that would be cheaper than me paying for a hotel.

I did offer to pay.

She comes up with some excuse.

Yeah, she's just flatly refused. She says she doesn't like borrowing money. I said, you don't have to pay me back. She says she doesn't want to take my money.

Which maybe is a good thing because it's gonna help me save money now.

What happened to Crypt?

Why are there 800 viewers now? Why do you think? Because I'm a good streamer, I'm entertaining, and I'm famous.

What kind of question is that? It's obvious.

Entertaining enough for you to be sitting there in the chat for hours and hours annoying me.

No, I'm not feeling stressed from my situation.

I just— I don't know. I mean, even if I get a full-time job, it doesn't change anything.

Full-time job doesn't make that much money at minimum wage. It will make £1,920 a month, plus like, I don't know, if I streamed every day after work, after I come back from work, I could probably make £40 on top of that. A day. It's like 40— it's like—

but I'm not going to stream every day. I'll probably stream like 24 days out of the month.

That would give me an extra 800 maybe, and then my job would get 1,920, and then maybe I'll make a couple hundred YouTube and OnlyFans, I could make $3K a month.

That's, uh, slightly more than what I'm making now.

So far in October, I've made $2,735, and we got one more Thursday left, don't we?

Yeah, there's another Thursday left, so add on— I'm going to make 3,200 this month.

I don't really know what else I can do to make more money. It's already quite a lot of money.

I don't know why How I'm spending so much.

I've spent 2,289 this month.

Last month I spent £2,260.

I'm gonna have to be really careful tomorrow at Tesco, but I get hungry and I want to buy sushi

or a poke bowl.

And then I'm gonna buy Haribos, and they're like £1 or £2 for a packet.

I'm gonna buy a packet of crisps and Kit Kats.

Mm-hmm.

Yeah, I shouldn't have bought the iPhone Air.

Now I can't return it.

I shouldn't have bought the Switch too. I don't even use it. I used it for a bit and then I got bored.

IPhone is here, see.

Ah,

tough times.

So far I've made £200 on Kick

from yesterday and today. Got Saturday, Sunday, Monday, Tuesday,

I might be able to make $500 to $600 for next Thursday, then I'll have $800 in my bank account.

And then you got Thursday of November 1st, Thursday, so that's another $500. So maybe I have $1,300 by the time rent hits.

And minus electricity, minus electricity, and I have got £300 left over. And then I still got to pay off the credit cards, so I got nothing left over by the time it's first Thursday of November. I have zero. I got rent, electricity, and I got £300 in my credit cards got to pay off.

And then

we got 3 Thursdays left in November. 500 times 3, plus probably 200 YouTube, plus maybe 150 OnlyFans. And then I've got minus 700 for council tax and minus 200 for food, and then I'll probably go and book a hotel for 200-ish.

I'm gonna have maybe 600, 500 to 600 net left over.

But December should be better because I won't have the council tax for another 6 months.

I'm gonna be paying another £300 for December and January for the iPhone Air.

Yeah, then if I move out, I've got to pay £600 for moving company.

Times are tough.

But market's probably going to rally end of year. Crypto is going to go up.

Should add a couple hundred to my net worth. I've got 5x leverage S&P 500. Should do nicely.

Bitmine's probably gonna rip when crypto goes up.

It's probably gonna go down first.

What time is it? 8 o'clock.

Might take a break and then come back after dinner.

A half an hour break

and then maybe Battlefield.

I'm really bored of Battlefield.

I need 24 minutes to round this one up to 4 hours.

And that'll get me from 9 o'clock to 11.

Yeah, 9, come back at 9,

or maybe half 8 until half 10.

Now it's too hot, and then it'll get cold, and then I've got to put the heating back on.

Maybe if I put out an OnlyFans video, I can get a couple hundred extra.

Well, everyone tuning in from

If stupid Kick didn't fuck my hourly rate back down to $8, I'd be laughing because I'd be making $20 an hour. For a couple of weeks last month, I was making $20 an hour. I was making like $250 to $300 a day.

Why did you think I bought the iPhone Air?

Market tanking. I'm back over 800.

Come on, power hours in 10 minutes.

Traveling Trader was wrong again. Where's the fade? Where's the data low?

Where everyone tuning in from? Everyone tuning in from where? Everyone tuning in from everyone tuning in from where? Everyone tuning in from Everyone tuning in

from— everyone tuning in from

Everyone tuning in from—

everyone tuning in from—

should be making 4K, 5K a month. Now I'm only making 2K a month.

This is— I don't know, my expenses are crazy.

I don't know why. It should be 900 rent, 150 electricity, 150 food, 31 internet, 13 data.

17 road tax,

uh,

like 30 water,

£9 Amazon Prime.

My expenses should be £1,300 a month. Why the fuck is it over £2K every month? Yeah, then I got £45 for the flip

for 2 years,

and then my IRL server is like £8 a month. I've got to start canceling all this.

Yeah, I do have it on the spreadsheet.

Electric 150, Rotax 17, Flip 740,

internet 31, Canva 13, the Barra 13.

Oh, I'll cancel my Canva.

How do I cancel it?

Okay, what?

Purchase history.

How do I cancel it? Billing,

billing details, cancel plan.

Okay, okay, continue cancellation, cancel subscription. Okay, Canva is cancelled.

Um, okay, look up September.

IRL server, £7.50. Okay, I'm gonna cancel the IRL server.

That's costing me £8 a month.

And I don't even stream outside anymore.

Billing, change plan,

uh, endpoints.

No, manage billing.

How do you cancel it? Why do they make it so hard to cancel stuff?

Billing,

base plan,

manage payment methods.

How'd you cancel it?

Change plan.

Where's the cancel plan? Manage billing.

I don't know, there's no cancel plan button.

Um, I spent a lot of data. Money on data like Vodafone EE for doing streams outside.

Spent £340 on random stuff in September. Movie, Hades, jumper, dummy, clothing, Silksong, Cast Off, She-Shirt, devondating.com. I spent £240 on food, £67 on Korean barbecue.

$250. Yeah, when I got good money from Kick, I just didn't hold back with the food. I just bought what I wanted, like steaks, rustlers.

Now I got to budget with the food again. I'm already— wait, this month I've spent $130 on food.

So I mean, if my budget is $150, I'm only allowed to spend another £18 tomorrow?

Because, okay, I got last 6 days until the next month and then my budget resets. So can I buy food for £18 that's gonna last me 6 days? That's gonna be my challenge tomorrow.

I'm gonna just buy raw ingredients, mincemeat, Chicken wings.

I gotta stop spending 250 on food.

I think it's all the snacks, but I love my snacks. I love my crisps.

I'm just gonna buy—

if I make bolognese, I already got pasta that someone sent me. I could just make bolognese, but then sauce is expensive. Sauce is like £3-4 for a jar and it only lasts 2 mils.

No, how could— well, I just— maybe I'll just buy like cans of tomatoes to make the sauce

and I'll chuck in a chicken stock. I got onions in the cupboard.

Some

mincemeat. I need to make 6 meals. Hash brown, bacon, and eggs.

Do I have it? I think I got a £3 voucher.

I just need to survive until November. Wait, I don't need food for the last day of October because I'm meeting my girlfriend. Yeah, I got a £4.50 voucher. Nice. So I only need to buy food for 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6 days.

Those microwave meals are expensive and they taste horrible.

£8 for 3.

Oh, fucking market. Why won't you fucking tank?

Stupid dumb fucking stock market.

So if I just choose the random miscellaneous things, how much does that come to? So basically all these and then all this charging and car parks came to— oh my God, what? £790.

I spent £790 on random stuff and charging and 2 hotels.

The hotels really got

I spent £800 on just non-essential stuff.

Silksong, waterproof thing, USB hub, Tesco jumper, movies,

Grid Surf, Tesla, Tesla, Drake Circus, the Lodge £250, hotel £120.

£34 charging.

What?

Uh.

Yeah, I've got a nice cottage with fireplace and it was really nice.

Got a 2-bedroom house for 2 nights and I've got a nice hotel booked for next weekend for 2 nights.

I don't want to go book some shit hotel and we're just sitting in this little room.

No, I really doubt she'll cancel.

Actually, I think the reason why she cancelled last week and this week, next week, is because she really wants to do the end of the month thing. So to make sure she can do it, she's sacrificed this weekend and last weekend.

I really don't think she'll cancel that weekend.

Pretty confident about it.

If she canceled, would I end it?

No,

but I might start getting close to snapping at her

saying, what's going on? Why? Like, what's the actual reason here? I feel like you're just messing me about.

And then things start getting toxic already.

I swear, if they like remove my KCIP but my channel doesn't get banned, I'm just gonna go live and I'm gonna get my willy out. I'm gonna be like, fucking ban me then, and I'm just gonna like get naked and spread my asshole on camera. That'll get them to ban me.

I'll be like, hey guys,

don't fucking care anymore.

Zoom up my spread anus.

Are you deaf, Mummy? I said if I lose KCIP but they don't ban my channel, then I'm just gonna go crazy.

That would imply that I've already lost it.

Crazy Kick streamer spread his anus on stream.

Do you think that would be illegal, like public flashing?

Like, is there a law saying you're not allowed to Flash on a non-adult website.

Yeah,

because that worked so well when I did that on Tinder, ended up getting banned on all the other dating sites.

I'll probably just nuke the whole channel, delete it.

I'm not coming back.

Yeah,

maybe I got to do jerk-off live streams on OnlyFans.

$20 to enter.

Okay, 1 minute and then I'm going on a break.

Okay, I'm going on break. See you in about half an hour.