Kick Livestreams/BIG plans and updates 2025-07-23 21_58 [63355263-big-plans-and-updates] 480p

Oops. Mm. I don't know if I'm going out today. It's already one o'clock, maybe tomorrow. I don't know. I just feel like I don't really need to test it anymore. I kind of know what I'm doing. Pretty sure it would work. I've kind of done enough testing to know what's what. So the reason to go out would not to be doing testing would be 'cause I want to go out uh, maybe soon if the weather stays good. Been a while since I went out but I had busy morning, uh, been talking to the Thai Language School. They said they can provide me with the documents I need for the Thai lee visa. And now I'm thinking, hmm, what if I get the Thai Lee Visa? All I gotta do is sell my car and Max sell my credit card and some money from KI and I pay 15,000 pounds a five year visa in Thailand. That gives me five years to find a new Thai wife. And then I get permanent residence. My new goal to do bet that I was gonna keep the phone, I've decided I want to keep the phone. I've got myself a case coming tomorrow, which means I'm keeping it. Yeah, the phone's good. It does everything I wanted it to do, which is flip and have stabilization and be my new main phone. Uh, four phones is pretty good anyway. You'd have to have to have four phones as a professional streamer. That's not a waste of money. Staying here, being bored would be a waste of money. Yeah, I know if I live in Thailand I'd be paying my monthly expenses plus the 15 KI guess you could say. But really it's not really 15 k is it? It's more like 10 K 'cause I'll sell the car. I sell the car, I get 5K. It's basically 10 K. Then because I living here I gotta buy, I gotta keep the car. But if I was going to Thailand I would sell the car obviously. So really it's 10 K or my laundry's done. I dunno if I test the phone can't really be bothered. I'm pretty sure it's gonna work. I feel like there's not really much point just forcing myself to go out for the sake of going out unless I really wanted to go out. I just had a busy morning, been talking to the Thai school. They said they can get me the documents for 1000 but, and they asked me to take some photos of my passport. So if they can provide me with the documents, I don't know if I passed the background check. The entire elite people just said that they need documents. I don't know if they've done the background check yet or not. Either they haven't. 'cause if they have and it failed, obviously they wouldn't ask me for more documents. Laundry done that moth is still in here somewhere. It was on there last night and then it disappears. I don't know if it's up here. Can you see it? If I can get the entirely I would get it and I would leave this house and then I would just go and move to Thailand. I wouldn't have to worry about flying in, flying out, having a home here. I just live in Thailand in five years. I could find a new wife. Easy. I'll do laundry quickly. Hold on, job done. The entire elite people messaged me again today asking me if I had messaged the school. So I thought oh I guess I could message the school. It's not hard is it? So I messaged the school and they said they can get me the documents and they asked me a bunch of questions like When did you leave? How long did you say? Uh, problem is I think the school's shut now. It must be like five or 6:00 PM They sent 'em the photos from my passport. They said I gotta pay 1000 but, but they didn't give me a bank account to pay it to. So I dunno when I've gotta pay that 20 year visa is like 50,000 pounds isn't it? I can't afford that. Um, yeah if I can get the tire Lee visa, I actually wouldn't mind getting it. So what I have to do is uh, sell the car 5K, then I've got get 10 k currently I've got one point actually I've got three K when I get my kick money. Nighthawk refund Did what Crips never could. What? What could she never do? Um, yeah I sell my car 5K. So I only use 10 K and I've got three K. So then I need another seven K. So I just max out my credit card and then I'll be in credit card debt. Okay. I'll be in 7,000 pounds. Credit card debt again. But I will then focus on paying off the credit card with all my new kick money coming in. And then I've gotta pay three k plus. Wait, I need to write this down. I reckon I could get the Thai elite visa if the school gives me the documents. So I need need 15 K elite and then I also need three K for flight taxi condo one month. So I need 18 K. Um, I will then get, yeah I could pay off my mom couldn't I? No I won't go tight in five years before I get too old. And so I've got three K and then I've got 5K from the car. And then August I make another 5K. So that's 13 K, 13, 3 10. I'd be 5K debt won't I? I need 80, I've got 13. I'll be in 5K credit card debt. So I'll be back in debt again. But you know, sometimes gotta spend money to make money. I'd be back credit card debt, 5K. But I should be able to pay that off within two months. And then I got five years in Thailand. I then get like a cheap condo, 500 a month living expenses per like 800 a month earnings like four KI make, I'll save 3.5 KA month and then in four months, five months I should have another 20 K. That's my plan. When do we break even? It depends how much I save by being in Thailand and how much more money I can make. So if living expenses in Thailand are half of what I'm paying here and I make the same money, it would take like four months, take four months to pay off the entire le visa. So that's what I'm thinking. The garden is full of weeds and there's grass growing everywhere. It's weird 'cause I only planted grass in one patch but it's spreading. There's grass growing all over the garden. Like little singular strands sprouting and there's thick brambles. I had to cut off with scissors and I tipped out the weed killer all onto a bunch of weeds and the whole gardens is covered in weeds. There's the big ones and then there's lots of little ones sprouting. I don't know what I'm gonna do with the garden. I'm thinking I even get a gardener. I'm thinking maybe I'll hire a gardener because I can't be bothered. I spent like an hour weeding it today. Uh, I couldn't. It is like endless never ending weeds everywhere. I just can't be bothered. I've got money to make here. Do I prefer women in Thailand or in the uk? Uh, don't know, maybe Thailand. I think dating in Thailand would be easier. It's a bigger city. I had that. I don't know. I guess I'm also exotic in the UK 'cause I look Asian. I guess I'm more exotic in the UK than I am in Thailand. But it doesn't really count for much does it? Because Asian guys aren't exactly hot stuff in England. Whereas Asian guys in Thailand are like the base default. Plus I've got Western features so I have an edge. So I reckon I have an edge. I think I'm more attractive in Thailand than I am in England. I reckon it's most English girls aren't interested in an Asian guy. Whereas most Thai women would date an Asian guy 'cause it's their wrong people unless they've got like weird self-hate mental illness. So I reckon my chance skills also I've got like that I'm a westerner, I've got lots of money. I've got that kind of edge going for me too. So I guess I've got more edges in Thailand. So we are thinking, I'm thinking I need to plan my future. Not waste time. Walking hours, hours and hours around Bog Hill, kit Hill. It's pointless isn't it? It's not achieving anything. No one cares. I need to focus on what's important, which is money. My next plans, my schemes aimlessly walking around in a field not really achieving much is it? Hmm. It's hard to really, I don't know if it depends on what kind of condo I get. If I get like an expensive one in Bangkok off booking.com, it's not gonna be cheap. But if I can get one, like a normal condo that a type person lives in for a couple hundred a month, I'd be saving so much. Like the place I lived in before was only 250 pounds a month. 10,000. But it was like 200 ish pounds plus food. I'd spend 500 a month expenses. And then if I'm making 4K, I'll be saving 3.5 KA month. Here I'm only saving maybe 2.5 KA month 'cause my expenses are 1.5 KA month. I'm making about, I don't know, it's hard to say 'cause this month I made a lot. I made nearly six K this month. But that's because I grinded really hard on kick in the beginning now I've kind of gotten a bit lazy and also I still had my YouTube earnings, which I won't get again 'cause my YouTube's dead now. Uh, I got my YouTube money today, 970 pounds. But next month it's gonna be like 150 pounds, probably 200 pounds. Also can't do any fans there. So that's one stream lost but I don't really care 'cause it's not really making much money anyway. I'm talking about the T Elite visa. It's the one where you have to pay 15 K upfront. Not DTV Visa. I wanna get a t lee visa 'cause then, hmm, I don't know. I dunno really why do I want the title visa more than the DTV because it's got the word elite in it and it's five years. Whereas DTV is also five years but I can only say six months per entry. But I can extend it to a year. But I still have to do the whole going in, going out. It's more for convenience isn't it, to be able to stay in the country without having to move out all the time. Although I would probably travel anyway to Japan nearby countries just to keep things fresh. To get the DTVI have to max out my credit card, sell the car, get the 11 K, but then I don't spend the 11 k, I put the 11 K back in after I've taken it out. But it'd be nice to do it without maxing out the credit card. I might relist my car and just sell it, get that done with. I don't really need a car if I'm not gonna do IRL here. So I might start actually seriously get rid of the car first, free up some money and then I can use that towards applying for the DTV and then I'll probably be able to have four, the DTV next month if I sell the car. 5K 'cause I've got three K's, eight k, I need another three K, don't I? What's gonna be different about this Thailand trip than the last? Uh, no girlfriend having to do everything by myself. Free to meet anyone I want. What else? More motivated to stream stuff 'cause I'm making better money now. So yeah, well like Thailand better than England. What's good about staying in England? I've got a car and that's it really. Everything's more expensive. There's nothing to do here. Airport's really far away. The garden is a pain in the backside. I barely use the car unless I'm gonna go out and do eye rail, which I'm kind of bored just walking around empty hills and fields. I think even without a girlfriend, Tyler, I'd be better. She's got more going on. Friendlier atmosphere, everything's cheaper and don't have to worry about being cold. I hate being cold. Main problems would be my poo skin rash getting fed up with the heat. I never really thought I was fed up with the heat that much. I thought it was fine. Really? Hmm. Better than freezing in winter here? Mm-hmm <affirmative> No the entirely, I mean the high school not replying. They must have shut for today. Ah, my towel fell off. Maybe I'll relist my car now. Get it going. The car. 5K. Although what if they knock the price price down when they come and see it? 'cause maybe it looks worse in real life than the pictures. I took pictures from all around it and I took pictures. Closeups of all the scratches and stuff in the cell tape. So it should be as you see it on the advert. Yeah it should probably get TV. There's something about the tire elite visa where I like the idea of it. As long as you get the money together, you can just get it and go off to Thailand in five years. DTV. I've got to explain what I do. Prove that I make money online and get this, get that paint backside. I get VIP limousine pickup from the airport. Mm-hmm <affirmative> Wow. Got this guy. Well I start need to start getting money together. I've only got three K at the moment soon I've only got three K And then we've got all of got grind August. Oh there's cat cat's coming round. Cat's coming in round my bean bag. It's gonna still my beanbag. I thought I was gonna do Amazon flex and buy a house. Oh look Mr. <inaudible> comes around every day now. Me doesn't even say Hello. Look. Uh, how rude. So rude. Not even. Hello <laugh>. Yeah, I was gonna date Sonny and work for Amazon. I was gonna get a mortgage to get a house. Ma now? Mm-hmm <affirmative> You say hello first. We are friends now going from mortgage to leaving Thailand's crazy jump. Yeah. <laugh>. This is why I can't commit to anything long term. I changed my mind every day. I need a lifestyle where I can change things quickly. I just, I cannot commit to anything. Oh, kill the fly. Kill it. He keeps putting his head in the garbage bin. 'cause he can smell the food. No. Oh no. I've trained him to jump on the counter for food now. No, my clock. Oh. Why did he do that? <laugh>. I need just jump like that. I think my foot scared him back under the cobweb hole. Why you go in there every time? Why he's gonna come out cupboard in cobwebs. Uh, I should probably message a landlord and say I wanna move out around November. What am I? Am I allowed to leave stuff behind like the sofa fridge? He'll be annoyed. Won't he be like, oh now I'll get another tenant. I feel bad. He relies on me for his retirement. I'm letting him down. I'm supporting an old man. I guess it's old man. Maybe a young guy who knows. I dunno what that bird is. And then I'd need to try and rent a place in Thailand instead of booking service departments. Create a home base and then I can easily travel around Asia. I think I'd rather if I was gonna travel, Asia's the best place, isn't it? You've got Japan, Taiwan, South Korea, Malaysia. I don't really wanna travel around Europe. If you wanna travel around Europe, it'd be great here. I'm not doing Europe streams. I hate Europe. I feel like yeah, I really want to go back Thailand. If the Thai elite people can get me the visa, I'll be all in. Yeah, mama maybe faster can get me a condo. Do you thinks she would or does she hate me? You can get a real estate agent to help you. I mean that's what her job was. Her job was literally to help foreigners get a place to live. She used to do like um, what they call it, like a tour, a room tour and advertise places. But they pre charge more than what you could get if you had a Thai girlfriend. Just get you a place. What happens to the cat? And they just, just gotta make friends with the new people. Me and them. I get a cat in Thailand. Lamp. Do you like my new phone? 50 megapixel camera. Where is it? 50 megapixel. 50 megapixels. Maybe He wants his bean bag. Do want be bag. He's washing his face. Wow. Scratch me fast. Get my house. I don't need fast's. Help to get cream. I know what cream to get. I just go into a pharmacy and I'll show them a picture of this Tara Plaster cream. Why does he look irritated? He's just sighed as well. He went look, he looks angry so I give him some catnip but he needs to chill out. Oh he just wiped out my hand. It smells like, like leaves a bit like tea. It smells a bit like tea leaves. They really love it. It's eating it. So what are we waiting for now? Hmm? I've got my money. I've got my phone waiting for Nighthawk Refund and Kick Bunny. But I need something bigger. I'm kind of hoping that's high school replies to me. But it's late in Thailand. They might have gone home now. Yeah, they're not replying anymore. Damnit all make progress. Oh but don't I, oh hey mommy. Hello Daniel. Did you miss me? No, not really. Yep. Savings going up. You just wait until end of this week. It's gonna be 3,200. I've got 1050 from Kick coming in a few days. I've got 458 from Nighthawk coming. That's gonna get me up to 3000. What else we got coming? I don't think the real mummy would donate. Real mummy never donated. It's probably a di gotta take rubbish out today. We're running out food as well. I've only got beyond burger and some pork loins. It should last me three days. I need some new goals. Hmm. Oh look who's crawling back? Mummy. <laugh>. You're not blocked. Everyone's unbound unblocked. Oh, I can't bother to go in anywhere. IRL just makes me lose viewers 'cause it disconnects and stuff. Why would someone from Tesco look up my channel? Oh well 'cause of my T-shirt. No, I don't wear this T-shirt outside. This is my inside T-shirt. Or I wear something else on top of it. They wouldn't know what it is. Would they'd be like, what's HIMR? Him? Hi Mr. Look who's high cap. No, don't scratch in scratch. Ow. I know. Stop. He's very scratchy today. Look, he wants to reach out and play but he sorry. I give him minion. Hm? Kill him. Kill him. Get He's being weird <laugh>. It is. I just here all the time now. Three days in a row. He came every day. Who didn't used to come over this much? I should buy a place like this. I don't really wanna buy a house. I would, I'd probably sell the house. I'd buy it and then regret it. And then sell it and then lose loads of money. That's my problem. I always end up getting myself into a situation that I want to get out of. It's like I spend all this money buying a spade to dig a hole and then I dig myself into the hole. And now I sell the spade at a loss. Now I climb out the hole. My whole life story's like that. I know why it's always like that. I always want something like, okay, I wanna get married and get a visa so I can live in Japan. I achieve it and then what do I want? And now I want get out of it. I get a visa for Thailand now I've got a condo and a girlfriend. What do I want now? I want to get out of it. I want sunny and I want to get a house and I wanna live here. I got it now. I wanna get out of it. That's how it always goes. I dunno why it's always like that. I need to stop getting myself into situations that are hard to get out of. I get bored and I feel like the thing I have now is tying me down. I feel like I, if I had no, if I just live with my mom, I could just go to Thailand tomorrow. I'll just leave the car at her place. I wouldn't have to deal with the house. Oh, now I feel like, why am I here? It's really weird being here. It feels like you were invited to a party and then the party's over. But for some reason you're still at the house where the party was and there's no one there anymore. I, it was really weird still being here instead of just moving on in Roddam. I just ditched didn't I? I just booked a ticket and I left. I took all my deposit money. Uh, I didn't really have furniture though, did I? I had a few things like towels and kitchen stuff, plates. I leave all the beer. Please take the beer. Feel free to take the beer as part of my apology. I think it's hard to get a tenant to move in if there's furniture here. 'cause most people already have their own furniture. I think trying to list it as a furnished house would be harder to get a person than Unfurnished house. Mm-hmm. Mm-hmm. Mm-hmm <affirmative>. Mm-hmm <affirmative> Max. Number of beers I've ever drunk. Not never more than one. I would never have two. If I had two beers I'd be destroyed. I had two beers once but it was a big bottle of beer. Not one of these tiny beers. It was like one of these. But double the size I think. Isn't this a half pint? I don't really know what a pint is. 1.7 units. I've been trying to put stuff in the bin. Like clothing that I don't wear. Trying to get rid of stuff. Let me get rid of the hill. Maybe I get rid of the grass seed. Start chucking stuff away. Gloves. Oh my gloves. Where did I get these? I feel like I've had them for a long time. Didn't my mum get them for me? Uh, I don't know where the other one is. I probably have to put it in the bin. I really don't think I'm still gonna be in the UK for winter. Not taking a pair of gloves with me to Thailand. Mm mm-hmm <affirmative> get rid of electric blanket. But Sunny got me so funny. The whole thing just ended up nowhere with me going back to Thailand. Like a big circle. How I gotta get rid of Bobby? I cut his penis off. I cut him up into little bits and then put him in black bags or going in the bin. Oh I put the dock in the bin as well. I'm not bringing the dock to Thailand. Switch is supposed to be played handheld. Damn this phone is smooth. No, I need a visa for Malaysia. But you could say Malaysia for three months without a visa as a Taurus. Hmm. Leave Bobby in the attic. Yeah, that'd be funny. I could dismembered torso with a massive erect cog just standing there. I guess I should change the Amazon pavements to nine 50 if I'm keeping the phone. Just kind of sucks doesn't it? Will I keep the phone? Hmm. I don't wanna add nine 50 to my Amazon payments. If I pay it all at once then my savings will be destroyed back down to 600. It would be good for dating if I'm gonna try dating apps. It would be good to have a second phone. Yeah. It's good for streaming. Yeah. I'll keep it. I don't know. Sometimes I feel like it at the moment it seems pointless 'cause I'm not doing anything with it that I can't already do. Mm-hmm <affirmative> sell the switch. No, I like the switch. It's nice to play a bit of mariott. I put 'em on the beanbag. Do you wanna sit on the beanbag? Come on. See he does wanna sit on it. He looks sleepy. This one doesn't pair much. The phone's pretty good for what's porn to be honest. You know when you watch porn on your phone and you're in, you're kind of on your side so the phone is sideways and you, you don't do full screen. So it's like a little rectangle on the phone and then you got like dead space above and below. But if you flip the phone into the square mode and then watch porn on the square screen, you now got like a little easy to hold phone that is the size of the screen of the video anyway. So it is pretty convenient. Yeah, I used it in bed and it's way better to use folded 'cause it's easier to hold rather than have like a long rectangle shape. Mm-hmm <affirmative> The only thing I can't figure out is when you flip the phone, why does the stream reverse? I wonder if it does that on this app. Let me try flipping it on this app because this one's a different app. See what happens. Testing. Oh it does it on this too. It does it on this app as well. Flips the stream image. I wonder why it does that Really strange. And then I open it back up and it reverts reverses again. So it does it on both the apps. Not just IRL pro. We really don't know why it does that. I wonder if there's a setting. Mm-hmm <affirmative> two I clock. I feel like we're waiting for something but I'm not waiting for anything. Feels weird. Hmm. Really Can't figure out why. I guess it doesn't really matter. It's not important. When do I plan to pay off the Ikea loan? Probably in five days. Probably this week. Fine. I'll put Amazon payments. Nine 50 debt. I guess it does make sense back in debt. But back in debt again when mom debt. Well I need to get the tire. I need 15,000 pounds for my tire. Late visa first and then I'll pay my mum back when I'm in Thailand. I'll be saving lots of money and making better streams 'cause I'll be able to do stuff. Go outside and walk 'em out. Maybe get girl content. Uh, I can't get any girl content here. No girls. I need to get out of the house. Mamo. He's massaging the bean bag. I don't think I really need a car anyway. It's more of a luxury thing isn't it? To do something that I don't really need to do or even want to do. Do you wanna go and get help? It looks sleepy. Mm-hmm <affirmative>. Yeah. Too much weed. Yeah, it does suck. How much is devalued? I was hoping I'd get eight K, seven K. Even six K. Oh they offered me 5.3 k. I don't know if rubbish is going out today. No one else put it out. Maybe it's coming on Friday. The problem with going out is there's too much downtime where I'm not talking like the driving bit and then disconnecting and then just when I'm tired and out of breath I don't really talk a lot. And then just the only things I'm saying not really interesting. People find it boring. I know. I feel like I need, I need movement. Life plans stuff happening to talk about not doing stuff. Not, I mean not doing meaningless stuff. Sell it privately, you know? Well if I try to put it on Facebook, marketplace might be able to get seven K. I don't know. I just wanna, I wanna go through a professional service and not get ripped off by road blog down the road or some gypsy or piy Wasting my time. And also I won't be able to answer any of the questions like, oh when was the last time the carbonara was replaced? I don't know anything about it. What I know is I've done MOT pass, MOT got three new tires and one new will. And then I'll be like, oh you didn't get this replaced originally. You gonna knock off 500 pounds mate. They'll try and swindle me, weren't they? Mm-hmm <affirmative> just had a brand new Phily fitted. How'd you say it privately? Well I put it on Autotrader or Facebook. My neighbor did say he knows the guy who might buy it. But I didn't follow up 'cause I was walking around car dealerships and it turns out my neighbor owns one and he was there and he recognized me. I didn't recognize him. I have no idea who he was. I said, I'm looking to sell my car. He said he doesn't boot EVs but his friend does. He said look for Mark. Okay Mark who? My phone number would've helped looking for a mark in Devon. I'll get rid of all the cardboard as well and the heater. So a lot to get rid of. I haven't been chucking stuff out. So I've got this junk building up the incense sticks nearly, nearly finished. I feel like I can't smell it anymore. I've just gotten used to it. When is service due? I've already done MOT Isn't that service? They already serviced it. Um, in June I did the MOT. No, I passed the MOT. No problems. When is Thailand happening? I don't know. It's like too many options. I either go just for a month or two and come back. But I feel like if I go I can't be bothered to come back. But if I don't wanna come back, then I've got to move out and sell my car. Hmm. I just, I hate the idea of being over there whilst also paying rent here. It seems so stupid. I'm paying for two homes at the same time. It's like a leap of faith. If we go back to Thailand hoping that it's gonna be better than here. I don't know. This place is pretty, but it's, it feels really boring. It feels dead and boring. I feel like it's a place you'd be when you're waiting to die 'cause you're like retired or something. It's like the final, the final level in life. I'm only 36. I feel like I'm wasting my life here. I dunno. I was so nervous and anxious about whether I could get a house and I was so happy when I got the house and then I got so scared I was gonna lose the house I kept, I probably March and April I kept worrying. Oh my God, what if I get kicked out? You know, I was saying I need to save up 11 K in case I get kicked out. I need to find another place. I need 28 K income check. I was doing that because I was actually a bit worried. What if I got kicked out? I need to find a new place. And that's why I said I need the 11, the nine K emergency fund. Things were so much easier when I lived with my mom. I could just go off to Japan anytime I want. Come back when I want. Wouldn't it be cheaper to pay for this place and be in Thailand at the same time for a few months rather than get the Thai Lee Visa. 15 thousand's. A lot of money. I think if I was happy at home with my mom, I reckon me and Sonny would've been over. 'cause I don't think I would've moved out on this. I really hated being at home 'cause I was quite happy at home until that fight. I was quite comfortable at home. When Sonny got the job, I was really upset 'cause I thought, oh no, how's she gonna come see me now? I had a really like bad feeling my gut and she said she was gonna get a job. The fight really triggered the whole moving here thing. It wouldn't, if it wasn't for the fight, sunny would've went back home. I would've stayed there. We would've had another fight. Might have broken up over text with her here and me over there and then I would've never come here. Well I need some short term goals for now. I think the triple A school gone to sleep. Hmm. No, no. What to do now? Uh, I feel like I've achieved my, my recent goals. I got the phone, I've got my money, I've got my stock money. I paid off the credit card. Those are like the big goals. Now those are cleared. What's next? Hmm? I need to move on to phase two. So wealth accumulation. Uh, wealth accumulation but mail. Either I, I move out and move to Thailand or I just go there for a long holiday, like four months and then come back here. That could cost 1000, 4,000, like 6,000 for four months. Plus my rent here is like for like 10,000 over four months. And I might only make 20,000. So 10,000 profit paying for here and Thailand. Wait, ah, my towel keep blowing off. Look that pheasant in the field. Brutal fucking hell will evacuate. Oh my god. Hmm. Annoying. Don't know what to do. Maybe I need to just go to Thailand and get it outta my system. Maybe I'm not thinking clearly 'cause I've got this weird obsession with Thailand. Maybe I'd go there, get bored and I'd be like eh, I don't wanna leave my house. Actually viewership hasn't gone up. I don't think it would go up until I get a girlfriend. Really? That's just how things go. I saw I wanna take some action. That's the thing. I could pull the trigger and go to Thailand tomorrow, couldn't I? But then is that really the best way of doing it? What's he doing? Oh he's attacking the wasp. Gonna get stung. He's still gonna get stung. Oh God. Is he gonna eat the wasp? Won't you get stung in the throat if you eat the wasp? I didn't know cats ate insects. I never saw my cats eat insects. Well there's two wasps. <laugh>. Oh God, I miss my old life. I miss my cheap condo and my swimming pool and my dim. I miss my view. I had such a great view of Bangkok. I miss having a girlfriend too. Life without girlfriend's. So boring. People say, oh life alone's life single is better. It's only 'cause they're scared of the drama that comes with a relationship. But if there's no drama and it goes well, it's really nice. It's not just for a pools, for all the things combined. Paul's just one aspect. The pool is like the tear on the important scale. But I liked having a pool. Oh not want to live in a UK city. It seems horrible. Thailand's nice, feels safe. It's warm. You got a great view. Infinity Pool. I go outside all the time. I went outside every day in Thailand almost. I don't know why people think I didn't go outside. It's like just 'cause I stream only in the house. People just think I never went outside. It's weird. So I only eat one meal on stream. So people think I only eat one meal all day. You know, I do stuff off stream. I'm not gonna stream every single thing I did. Me and Fasta went out all the time. It's really weird. I have to explain this. It's like people think you didn't stream it so it didn't happen. I went outside every single day. What do you mean? I went to T school Monday to Friday and then on the weekends we went shopping, we went on trips. It was rarely a single day where I didn't go outside apart from when I got sick. When I was with Sunny. Yeah. Went out every day. First I went to pick her out, pick her up and then went to get food and then we'd go Tesco there so many flies in here. Damn flies. I went to White clips of Dover with So, and Leeds Castle. And then we'd go to Tesco and we went to Sainsbury's and then went to Chinese. Takeaway. I don't think there's a single day where we didn't go out. Well. Well well look who is. Yeah. And I don't have a girlfriend. I don't have any reason to go out. I have to force myself to go out. Usually I do stuff and go out 'cause the girl wants to. Otherwise I wouldn't do anything unless I had to like get food. I can't be bothered going out now. I've gotta drive 20 minutes everywhere. I don't really feel like driving. I wouldn't mind going for a walk, but I've gotta drive to get there. I want to go to Thailand 'cause I miss Thailand. I like Thailand. I like being there. I would go out 'cause I have to buy food. It's just the feeling really. It's the where you wanna be. Where does your heart say you wanna be? I wanna be in Thailand. Church Hill. I don't know. It's really windy as well. Ah. Feeling too lazy. What if I walk to Churchill? I think it'll take an hour, take an hour and 20 minutes. It's three miles away. So it'd be an hour walk there and then an hour there and an hour back. Three hours. I, it would be good for my mind to get out the house. I mean maybe we could, should I? I'm pretty bored set up the Bella box. Uh, I've lost. I've like lost all the excitement from streaming outside now from when I first started kick. I don't know where it's gone. So all the problems and stressing out bonded me out. I'm like I'm scared, I'm scared. I'm gonna disconnect and everyone's gonna get fed up. And then my viewers tank. You know I do feel a bit traumatized to be honest, but that day where everything just kept going wrong was horrible. And then I couldn't get the viewer number back up 'cause I was just effing all day so people didn't stick around. Now I feel like I don't wanna do it. You experiencing some failures and then your brain doesn't like it so then it makes you not wanna do it anymore. I know last time I went out was that house place where the army was and I was so mad. Ah hmm. I've also, I've driven into my driveway instead of reversing into it. So now I've gotta reverse out of it. Which I've never done before though. There's not many neighbors here at the moment. Most people are out right now. Oh, I can't be bothered. The problem is the setup is too convoluted. If it was just as simple as oh I walk out the door, great. It's the setup. Simplify things. Not really same setup to be honest with the be box or if I don't use the Be box, I would either have to use Norwegian server or end the stream and start again with the stream run server or stream straight to kick. Which is what I did last time I think. But I'd have to plug in all my connections. <laugh> three phones. I have three phones and the box. I don't know where the excitement has gone. I was so excited to test out all this gear before. Now it's like dead. I forgot what sim cards in my flip seven. Those are my USBs is one. Oh God. Jesus. I can take the ethernet cable out of this bundle. Ow. Hmm. Oh my god. I was gonna say anxious. I just want this cable. Put it out. And the one, this one. Oh fucking hell fucking stupid fucking thing. Ah oh one two. What's this one? Oh I'm gonna smash it with my OD in a minute. I tie this all up so much. Okay, I've got it. Ah. So I hate eye rail. Which one? Smash Samsung. I can't see my screen. I can't put the password in because the stupid screen smashed. Uh oh. Got it. Where's the hotspot? What's my hotspot password? Huh? Weird password. I've got four connections. Four connected phones to my Bur box. Okay. Could give it a try. Which one's gonna be my chat phone? Not this one. Maybe iPhone A mess. All these cables. Okay. It should be good like this. Uh, and guess that should go out. I guess it's not rubbish day. No one else is putting rubbish out. It is usually Thursday that sometimes they come on Friday for some reason. You gotta check the website. Wait, I haven't even connected the flip seven to the bell box. It's probably gonna disconnect the stream. Let's see. Testing, testing, testing, testing. Okay. It should be connected to the filler box. So then all I've gotta do is walk out the door with my backpack. What does it look like? It's gonna rain. I am gonna drive to the church hill. I'm not walking an hour. I'm walking a whole hour. Mm-hmm <affirmative> God, the longer you stay inside, the harder it feels to go out again. Why is it like that? Okay. Oh I didn't bring my wallet. Oh my God. <silence> This you're here. Is it streaming? Uh, I dunno if it's streaming. It working. If it's working, is it working or not or was it fine? Uh, yeah this is the flip seven. See if I've got all my connections on on mine. Yeah it says I got all connections on. There we go. Wait, is it on or not? Fucking call the fucking hate on. Oh my God. Maybe I'll try to flip it with I didn't tie my trousers up. Oh we're live. Yeah I had weird iPhone glitch. <silence> Wait, is it back? <silence> Holy shit. Jesus. I wasn't looking up 'cause I was looking at my phone. I just looked up in the view. Just whacked me in the face. Oh no. Doesn't fuck does that. I don't know if it's the setup or this place just has bad connection. Oh fucking hell. I fucking hate IRL so fucking shit. God I fucking hate Ira. Is it working test? Yeah. I don't know if it's just the area being rubbish. I don't know if it's the area being rubbish or L box rubbish or I don't know what's wrong. Wind uff. Oh my god. This is why I hate IRL. Is it either F's or people complain that it's windy? Yeah, it's gonna be windy. I'm outside. This is why I don't do IRL. You guys just moan all the time And then the stupid setup doesn't work. I only bought a wind muff. I'm not putting a stupid wind muff on. If I put the wind muff on, I can't see half the screen and it looks stupid now I can't see the bell box UI on the iPhone. I really hate the bell box to be honest. It's fucking annoying. No it says trying to reconnect. It's offline. It's not offline. Why do they connect? 'cause the belt register and now I can't access the UI bit on my iPhone even though it's obviously working. Oh God I hate IL so much. How come Lin with one connection is better than bell box with four connections? That makes no sense. I keep, I have no confidence that it's working or not. This is the problem. It is nice. It's quite nice. It seems like when I go down that bit it f before last time I remember raging about stocks as I was going back to the car park and it f that bit. There seems to be a dead spot. So this is the flip seven. Do I look good? A most important question. No beauty filter. Yeah that's pretty good. Oh yeah, the audio is really laggy. What? Where's the audio out sync but but is it back testing? I turned off the Bella box <laugh>. It won't connect to the fucking Bella box now. Oh my god. The Bella box sucks. Oh it's so windy. Is it still like an audio? So wind? Is it like I turn the bell box off here because I disconnected it and it wouldn't connect again. I don't bothered with it anymore. I'm so down with the bell box. I swear to God I'm just using one connection with my Norwegian server. Maybe I turn no bail. Great idea to do IRL. I don't know why is it? Is it better now? Why is it, is it better now? Also, why is the image flipped? Oh the image is flipped <laugh>. I don't know. Okay. Okay. Why is it worse with four connections? Besides, I won't even have four connections in Thailand. I've only got three providers. Dtac, A IS and one other that I forgot. 5G or something. Yeah, I flipped it on Stream Labs, didn't I? I could flip it again from my remote control. True move. I'd use the tech and a IS tire. I'd be fine with it. So the reason why Duma Stream works is 'cause he's not using a fucking Bella box probably. And he's using Stream Run, which I was gonna use. I actually wanted to test out stream run as well 'cause it looked pretty good. The problem with Stream run is it charges you 50 cents per hour and you can't, I would have to end my laptop stream. It's not a new stream and you can't, I would have to end my laptop. Here we are Church Hill again. I do feel like a, I feel a bit better. I guess it's nice to come out. I get depressed 'cause the stupid stream always has problems. It's nice, it's nearby. It's a five minute drive. I really don't wanna drive 25 minutes to Kit Hill. Everybody time. It's nice. I found places nearby. That's nice. All by myself without anyone suggesting it. Sometimes my genius place without wind. Uh, this is Devon. It's famous for being windy. That's why there's wind turbines everywhere in Kent. You don't see this many wind turbines. Church's pretty nice. I wanna see how good it is. I've got the Barra and Vodafone. Oh my god. My sister Cliff edge. There's wind turbines everywhere. Can't you see them? There's people up there again. Why are there people here every fucking time? Quite nice. Yeah, it's nice actually. So the problem with Thailand is you don't get any places like this in Bangkok. I don't know what you do if you want to do this in Thailand, where's you go? The best place you go is one of the parks. Benini. But they don't have amazing views like this. Maybe I stay in England. Actually maybe I don't move to Thailand. You really don't get any views like this in Thailand to walk around. I have changed my mind again. I really don't get any views like this. I mean look at this. I don't even know you. Where'd you go in Thailand to get a view like this? All you'd be is surrounded by traffic and concrete. You only get this view if you stay in your condo and walk around the circles. Maybe I stay here. This is my life forever than Patti. For views in nature. Yeah, I guess you gotta go out the city. It's like saying where are you gonna get views like this In London. You would have to go out of Bangkok. Connection's not great here is it. Imagine you slip and you roll down there and fall off the cliff. Fuck. Go down here. Wow. Wait, was the stream flipped in the car? 'cause somebody's saying it looks like America 'cause the driver's seat's on the left but it shouldn't have been. Why is it flipped now? And it's also flipped. Oh. Oh, okay. Yeah. 'cause it was open not flipped. The phone wasn't flipped in the car at least should be flipped to not be flipped. It must have looked weird then. <laugh>. Let me check the stream. Oh wait, it's not flipped. It wasn't flipped. Unless it's, why is it flipped now? It flips. Now my thumb's on the wrong side. Weird. I don't know Then Rudy don't understand. Where does that, it is very stable isn't it? I mean the shakiness is stable. I dunno about, yeah, I don't know about this Bella box anymore. It's just very unreliable. Look now I can't get the remote control opening. It says it's offline but it's not fine. It was on Dunno. I feel like I wouldn't bother bringing it to Thailand to be honest. I don't. No. If I pull this out. Okay. Okay. Oh no. What? Oh, accent. He zoomed in. I wonder like it was so zoomed in. Ah, fixed it. I don't know with the Bella box to be honest. Number one, the remote cloud is not working. So I can't see the settings. My phone just won't, it keeps saying it's offline but it's not offline. And then number two, I pressed end stream and then start stream again. And then it just, it won't connect to the bell box anymore. And there's just too many moving bits that seem to just break on its own. And it's just really stressful having to deal with it when you're trying to stream. And this seems to be working better with the Norwegian server right now. I would go up to church. There's a bunch of people over there. Sorry, I'm stuck here. Hotspot turns on. If I'm at home, which is what I did today, I turned it on from the house. So that Norwegian server I would rank. I haven't tested out stream run yet. Stream run's good. If you don't want to have a laptop set up at home, put it in the bag strap. True. That is the reason could do that. Okay, go Screen mode. That's discre mode. There's always people at this church. Look. See when I flip it, it UNM mirrors the screen mode. The screen mode activated. Yeah I, I do feel like my mood or my mental health is refreshed soon I place but then I lose things as well. Like driving on such side. The wind is very noisy. Now the problem with the wind muff is the mic is right next to the lens. So it would block the lens. Can you hear me? I'm on wind hill. Wind hill over. I don't have a lav mic. Oh my god. Jesus fucking Christ. I don't have a lav mic. Someone sent you a mic. Yes, an iPhone mic. I couldn't get it to work. It doesn't turn on. Oh my God. Why is it gonna stop? Hmm mm-hmm <affirmative> Uh, maybe if I go up to the top of the hill, it gets less windy. But if I go up to the top of the hill, it gets less windy. Oh my god. You can see my nostril when I do that. I am not getting a wireless mic. I'm trying to reduce how many steps there are. Not introduce more stuff that fails. Oh god. Ugh. Imagine the flip just blows off the wind. Wind blows it off the edge. We're in install mode. Oh god. Last time I walked in here it lagged. It kind of lags in here. What if someone's in there? I dunno how to open it. It just lags in there. I don't want to go inside. I can't open the door either. Oh God. It wasn't this windy last time. It, it lagged too much. Even in the lobby. It lags. If I go in I'll be surrounded by stonewall it. It lags too much. Fuck. I'm gonna get blown off the cliff edge. Uh, I thought I to open the door. I pushed it. It wouldn't open. I tried my best. Oh God. Why does it show right up my nose? Uh, I got defeated by the door. Not my fault. It wasn't so windy. It wasn't windy at all. Last time I came mind if I stand over there, I am scared. There's someone inside and I open a door and he's like, welcome my son. What if there's someone inside like a vicar or a priest and it will lag anyway. It was just li in there. Oh god fucking wind. There's no point going into a building if it's just gonna lack. You don't understand the IRL. It's a dead thick 15th century church with stone waste of time. I do know. But you mean you don't know. I just went in there and it lagged. You mean you dunno? Of course I know. I know everything. Everything there is to know. I know it. Okay. I just stood in the entrance and it lagged. I did go in, I went in the entrance. Didn't you see if it lags in the entrance, it's gonna lag in the entire church. Unless they got cell phone tower inside the church. Why would it be any better inside the church? I don't want to go in this stupid church. It would just look like a church, won't it? Who cares? And then what if there's people in there? There's probably people in there. I saw people up there just now. They might have gone inside and it looks like quite a small church. And I open the door, they'll look at me and then what do I do? Then I just go in, stand behind them and be like, oh, A very nice chart. Pointless. Uh uh uh, well flip seven's pretty good. I have to say flippy seven. It's kind of like a little GoPro. How's my skin looking? See? Doesn't make me look ugly like the GoPro did. GoPro is horrendous. Oh god, this wind is horrible. It's, I guess it sounds better now 'cause I'm blocking the wind with my back. Horrendous. It's wind. I can't put a wind muff. I need a smaller wind muff. My wind muff is too big. It would block the lens. 'cause when the flip is folded, the two mics are next to the lens. So to cover the mics, it would cover the lens. I need a smaller wind muff. So the best I can do is I put my back to the wind and block the wind with my whole body. Otherwise it sounds like this. Why don't they put a built in wind muff? I don't know. Stupid. Aren't they just put a bit of foam in front of it? Inside of the casing. The weather's still rubbish. It looks nice but it feels horrible. Windy, cold wind. Maybe. I walked down to where I was before two. I said it's a good thing I wore two shirts. 'cause I'm cold now. I wish I brought my jumper. Oh no. Oh God. I'm cold. I would go home. Go bumps. Flip seven looks pretty nicely. I know where to go. Really? If I go this way, I am facing the wind. But I can't go that way anymore 'cause it's a dead end. Oh. Oh it is the windiest county I've ever been to. Uh, this is why I hate IRL. The wind is alive with the sound. Oh God. Wonder if the military are doing firing today because you'd think you could hear the gunshots if they were. 'cause they would be doing it over there where those peaks are. That's where the MO is. I think it is weird. When I used mumbling with the Norwegian server, it was really Lagy wasn't it? But it's fine. Like this. 50 megapixels. How's the flip? Seven zoom looking. I is it any good? Why are you disappointed? In what? Nati doesn't have a zoom lens. I didn't go in the church. I did. It just lacked. I just didn't open the door. The door was locked. It wouldn't open. Maybe if those people come out, I might go back up. Wow, it's so stable in this lens. I am pretty sure those people were inside the church. 'cause I didn't see them outside of it. I didn't see 'em come out. There's more people going in. Why are there always people here? This church seems to be very famous. I definitely don't want to, I definitely don't want this silly setup. I just want one phone with a second phone and not all these wire. I don't bring out four phones and the Bella box and the power bank. It's getting too messy and it doesn't even work. I'll just use, I don't wanna keep it as simple as possible. Really simple is best. The more complicated the setup is, the less I feel like doing It just don't, can't bother. And then it doesn't even work as well. I mean as, as long as it, if it actually works, maybe I wouldn't mind. But then you gotta have four phones connected to it with all these wires come out. Why can't they just make a device where you plug in four sims and then it just, why can't stupid. Maybe it's a bit less windy here. Put protected by this fund. Oh, the wind was relentless. Kind of wish I brought some water. Hmm. Get out battery on the flip. Seven's pretty good. How many hours have I done? It's all been on the flip seven so far. I haven't even plugged it in once. It is quite nice here. Yeah, I like this. Flip seven seems pretty good. Don't need nighthawk. Nighthawk gone. I probably switch my iPhone to the S 10 plus as my monitoring phone maybe. Well I look handsome. I look pretty good. That's why. Why do I look kind of good? See, not ugly. The GoPro lied. Look, I look pretty good. GoPro made me look really bad. I dunno why gonna sue GoPro? How much money am I losing? 'cause people think I'm ugly now. Sue GoPro for damages. See, this is what I look like. Sue for it. This looks way better and it's really stable. The SM plus was like woo. Oh that's nice. Yeah. I like this setup. Don't need bell box. I just keep two sims. I roll server.com on my laptop. This is pretty good. I think this is fine. I think two sims is fine. It was exaggerating my blemishes. Look, this is what it looks like. Okay. In sunlight. Okay. Yeah it looks good. Stable. And we can also do discreet mode by flipping it quite like flip seven so far. Wide angle's good. Shame. It doesn't have a zoom lens though. You need S 25 Ultra for that five x zoom flip seven doesn't have a zoom and it has ultra wide and wide. Not nine 50. Good. What? Yeah, but I can also get girls on it. It's a fresh phone and got discreet mode by flipping it so multifunction. Can I put Apple Music on my Android phone? 'cause I don't wanna redo my playlist again, huh? Yeah, I'm feeling different now. I'm feeling like we go to some new places. Yeah, I'm feeling good. I feel like we maybe go to Reform Restorable Castle tomorrow and then maybe I test out stream run. But I don't really think it's gonna get better than this. This looks great tomorrow. I think this is a pretty good way of doing it. I use the Vodafone and the Barer. They're both ripping. I don't need three or ee. Although what I could do, I put the EE and the three and the third phone and then if one of them's weak I switch out to the other one. Test out which one's best in the area. But it seems like Lab Barra and Vodafone are the best in every situation. Almost. What's wrong with the server now? Nothing. So last time I was here I was on my iPhone using the server and it was really laggy remember? And then it crashed Stream Labs and then I went straight to kick live and then it fixed all the lag problems. But I'm using server now and there's no lag like there was on my iPhone with Molin. Molin doesn't like my server. Lin crashes my laptop and lags with my server. It's weird. Yeah. Lab bar used Vodafone Towers. But for some reason they seem to get different speeds. They don't get exactly the same speed. Hmm. But then I don't know if Vodafone, if there's like no Vodafone tower, they'd both start, wouldn't they? So if there's good Vodafone tower, they'd both be good. I roll back Ty eat Visa off the menu for now. Couldn't really get the Bella box to work. The Bella box really stresses me out. There's so many different parts that go wrong. Like the ui. The UI remote cloud thing. I hate it. My iPhone won't even connect to it anymore. It keeps saying Encoder is offline. It's not offline, it's online. It's literally plugged into my power bank. How is it offline? So I can't even get the, the settings to open. And then it has weird glitches. I've got plane, four phones. Oh God I feel like I'm done with the burn box. Maybe I sell it to Duma. I sell it to Duma. A hundred pounds. 150, 120. Uh, 1, 2 5. I don't know. I just feel like you don't really need it to be honest. I mean look, this is great and I'm in the middle of nowhere so it is gonna be even better in Thailand. It's just too much stress. I don't know. I can't bother with it anymore. It's too weird 'cause I was streaming on it when I came up here and I pressed stop broadcast and then I press stop broadcast and then it said cannot connect. Why it was connected just now. Uh, yeah I was excited about the GoPro but then it looked, made me look really ugly. I don't know what it was doing and I didn't like the weird warping around the edges either. The fishbowl look, see this is wide angle. It doesn't do the fishbowl. Look, it has an F Once I was getting in the constant disconnected black screen, I wonder if I go back down there towards the car. You got an F. Wow. Look. Battery life on this flip seven's pretty good too. I've been screaming for three hours. I'm at 48%. Three. I could do six hours on battery. Damn imagine an S 25 Ultra though. I wonder what why down what S 25 Ultra has. Remember I get that but then I can't fold it. Oh. Oh. I do feel quite good though. I feel like yeah, this place is quite nice actually. Maybe I don't want to leave it. It's just the weather's been rubbish. Bumming me out. The weather really bums you out. Stream looks blurry. Really Well if I put the bit rate up, I'll turn the bit rate up higher. So you get maybe three months of nice weather in the UK and then the rest of it's freezing cold and windy. Is it better now? It was me who sent you the microphone? Mm. I'll try and get it to work. Maybe if I put my lightning adapter it will plug into the flip. Seven. Oh that so rabbit. Wow. Thanks. So Jet, have you seen that guy on Instagram that makes those stupid sounds with his voice? He's like bro, like he's speaking back backwards. It is kind of funny. That's his only gimmick. He does one gimmick and after you see it a few times gets boring. This whole Instagram page is just doing that. Damn. I like this phone though. The the stabilization is nice. God do you, do you notice the stabilization compared to S 10 plus? It was so shaky on the S 10 plus it was like boo boo like that. Every step now it's smooth. Smooth. What if I, if I run, how's that? Not bad for electronic stabilization. Not bad. Now if you wanna see optical stabilization, we got the 50 megapixel. This is a 50 megapixel standard flagship lens with a flagship sensor. I'm not showing you my face of this 50 megapixel. You see every single core question. Now this should be even more steady when I run. How's that? Now this should be even more steady when I run. It looks same at me. Uh, keep to the wide angle. Yeah. Stabilization is damn good. Better than eston plus. Oh what? They've done some kind of improvement. I'm gained cold. I wanna test out my secret setup in Tesco at some point we'll walk in with my bag shoulder strap getting cold. It's four o'clock. Yeah, I guess maybe this is a more fun way to kill the time. I do start going a bit insane. Streaming for 10, 11 hours in my house. I guess that's a good idea. Stream at higher frame rate 60. Uh, it could do but it's gonna be more demanding. I wouldn't mind going to the beach. Actually. I miss walking on the beach. But the weather has to be good. Get an ice cream. Yeah. I quite like my setup now. I think it's pretty good. I've got really strong Vodafone lab. Barra lab. Barra is ripping lab. Barra is, it's funny when lab Barra dips, Vodafone rips and then vice versa. I just wish the weather wasn't so shit. So what I feel like I'm feeling, um, abundance mindset. I wanna keep the house and go Thailand. Moving to Thailand is like a scarcity mindset maybe. I enjoy everything the world has to offer. I do miss Thailand though. I miss my old life. I miss my condo. There's certain parts of that I don't miss. Like the lack of freedom to do. I mean I did wild stuff anyway. It's just, I had to keep it secret. Although I could have banged misaki for longer if I didn't have to ditch. I feel bad about faster. But the life was boring. But I do kind of miss having a girlfriend. I do miss having her sometimes. Uh, she can't have everything in the world can you? I want excitement, adventure and I also want stability of a committed relationship. But the, the two don't go together. I mean you can have adventures together but not sexual adventures unless you just only have sex with each other. But then that gets boring unless you like really turned on with the girl. 'cause she's really hot or something. Open relationship. I can't even get one girlfriend. How much? Yeah. Okay, gimme all the 10. Gimme 10 girlfriends. I'll sign up. I can't even get one new girl. How am I gonna get O open? Multiple girls. Oh that's a spine. Oh look. Is that a cow's spine? I'll take it higher and make a beef bone broth soup. I don't have a single girl who wants to have sex with me. How am I gonna get an open relationship? Not a single girl wants me and I'm banned on dating apps and I don't have any confidence to go up to women. I'm screwed. My best hope is I sneak back onto apps with my two new phones. Two new numbers. I've gotta take some nice photos I guess. How about this? How about that? No, I think I need to take the photo inside where I can control the lighting and stuff. It doesn't look very nice. The lighting is too harsh. Blinding me making me squint lighting behind me. Then my face will be blown out behind my hair. The lighting behind me will look like this. Yeah, I look bad. I need some light on half my face. Oh god. Wow. You can see the peaks. Probably can't see Kit Hill from here. I thought maybe that big telephone pole is Carden Hill. Point out the windmills. Uh, well they're probably on the other side of the hills. Not here. It's that rain. No, no rain. What in the distance? I don't think so. Well someone's flying like a glider. Is it remote control? Where is it? Look, can you see it? It's a UAV. Maybe the military are testing it out. Damn. I wish I had Zoom. I need the S 25 Ultra. It's just like a little black dot. No. Oh I can hear gunshots. Did you hear that It dropped something? Look, there it is. It dropped like a A box with a parachute. You think the military are doing it? Where is it? I call it there. Look. Look. Where's that? It's just gliding. Yeah that is. I saw it drop like a little box and it floated down. What are they training for? I gonna go this country before we go to war with Russia. Officially they're going to draft me if I get the Ty Lee visa. I've got five years to find a new wife from Is Foster was a pretty good, she could have been a good wife. I think She's not a scammer. She's not a gold digger. She's definitely not a gold digger. She wouldn't have been with me otherwise. Imagine a gold digger being with me. She wasn't like one of these weird bar girls that seemed dead inside. She just seemed like a normal person without all these tight stereotypes. I don't wanna get a girlfriend if she's on one of these weird bar girl gold digger people. Aren't you too old to go to war? Yeah, maybe. Unless they run out of young people and they start running out of the 20 year olds. Or start going for the 30 year olds. The landscape does look pretty crazy. It looks almost like the surface of an alien planet with all the peaks and emptiness. Hmm. I wonder where this trail goes. Maybe someone's house. Am I gonna get sunburn? The sun isn't very high. 4:00 PM Should have brought my hat. Yeah, I feel better now. Actually. Good thing I decided to come out. I thought I wasn't gonna come out. Stand in the shade. The where does it go? It goes down there. It's just like an opening check stock market. Oh it's tanking. I told you tanking again. I don't know if I want to go long. Probably not. Mark. It seemed a bit weak. I think I should flip it back and make it flip mirror. Only when I flip the flip. 'cause I'll probably have the phone open more than it's flipped. What do you think? I don't know where this goes. I don't know. It's just like random fields don't really want to go in there. D for dinner I have leftover mustard chicken with a Beyond burger. I want a beer with it. But every time I have beer I feel really sleepy. I am pretty impressed with the battery life. Six, three hours. Probably could go five or six hours on battery stream stream. Three hours in to, I thought it was, yeah I've got a power bank but I wanna do a battery test. See how long it lasts. So I've forgotten Now the S 10 plus lasted how many hours? Four hours. I should have written it down. Testing my whole life is testing. Do do Ira server pretty good. Only $10 a month. You see if I did so stream run is 50 cents per hour and if I did five hours outside, that would be $2 50 wouldn't it? And if I did that every day, 2 50, 25, 70 $5 a month. Whereas I server.com is only $10 a month. But stream run. You don't need a laptop Him. My content is just testing <laugh> damn stream's looking good now. It's not effing at all either. Wow. <laugh> look, I finally found the perfect solution. Fix all my problems. No, I don't wanna increase the sharpness. Made me look ugly. That's why I didn't like the GoPro. It was too sharp. Made everything pop out like my veins. Oh God. Oh God. Yeah. I like this. Flip seven pretty good. Ah, <inaudible>. I like my phone. It's mine. My new phone looks good. Stable, discreet. Huh? Doesn't make me look ugly. If I wear a hat, you can't see my beautiful hair. Maybe I'll try to go up to the church now. I'm in a good mood. Look, the sky's blue ground's green cow's moving. Things aren't that bad. The drone things flying this way. The UAB it looked like it was gonna crash. No, I didn't put sun cream on number one. I thought we wouldn't be here very long. Number two, I thought it was gonna be cloudy. Number three. It can be bothered. It is making a weird noise. Oh God. Finally stream works. I needed a W. Had too many Ls. What? Abusive smile. Is that good for my Tinder. Tinder pick. So sexy. I may go to the church. Check this. Mm-hmm <affirmative> Oh I got, oh my God. I did not come this way. Did I? Uh, I need my stick. I like it. Uh uh. Uh. Oh fuck. Stupid brass bar. We go. Oh, I thought I wasp thought I just walked into a wasp nest church up there. Huh? Oh the fuck says it's had people. Oh there's still people there. Oh my God. I'm never gonna get to see the church. I just saw someone pick outside the door. Oh I'm never gonna get to see it. And there's just people there all day every day. Oh, okay. What do I do next? My life. Um, uh, maybe Thailand, September. Because I reckon maybe the weather will get a bit better in August. I could do some last minute exploring and then Thailand. September. Maybe mid-September. Go now. Well let's just go down. Screw the with the weather. Screw the weather. Thailand five months. Vietnam. One month. Malaysia two months. Come back here March. Imagine coming back here and seeing what the house is like. Um, when I come home, my car's gone. Can't bit bored. Now when I go home I still can't follow the charge. So it's probably been the best hill stream I've done it. Didn't F at all apart from when I got here. Been perfect time's. Really dragging. Really. I've only been live three hours. Battery's at 35%. Don't think it's gonna last. Six, maybe five. Maybe I sit down. It's weird how good it is now. When I was here with Lin, it kept getting really low bit rate and I was using night haul. Wasn't I? Where to sit And maybe here. Oh Jesus. That's high up. We, it's weird. This stream is better than the modeling one. Even though I don't have no horse, I'm not sitting on an an's nest. Oh God. Oh sitting is nice. I'm gonna get sunburnt. I'm right on the edge. The good thing about walking is it does make you hungry. I feel less bloated as well. Pretty nice. Yeah. Today's been good. I feel like I got out of that miserable rut. Feel more positive about coming out now. Now what else do I need to there? Um, having less stuff seems to make me happier. I think the more stuff I get, the more I regret it and then send it back eventually. I think less stuff is much better. Whoever said people think they're happier owning more stuff. I don't know. That's what you think. But then it doesn't actually make you happier. It makes you more stressed. I like having less stuff. I think. Well look, it's coming near me. Where is it there? What's it doing? Tins Agile. I got tin to gel and rest Restore mall. And also I want to go to the firing range where the army are not there. Which should be next week maybe. Uh uh where we rest all. But I don't have enough battery though. I don't wanna charge the car overnight. I think I've only got 60 miles range left. It's weird. My laptop plays kick just fine. I can't turn the external screen on when the main screen's on. It'd be cool if they could come on the same time like the GoPro does. Ah, it's getting cold. The wind blows. Got this weird deja vu feeling. You know that feeling of going to a beach with your girlfriend. The sun setting starting to get a bit cold. You can smell the smell of smoked meats being cooked by the fending people as you head back to the car. It does feel really weird being completely alone after meeting so many people. And now it's like I might as well not have met any of them. Yeah, I saw a guy who was taking photos. I'm getting really good connection. Nearly been two weeks since Crips disappeared. Huh? Stupid fly. There's people that like very discreet mode. Discrete mode. It smells weird. That's no idea. No dog. What? Hm. Should I write my name? 22nd. Daniel Lord. So nice. Uh, are you going in? Yes, I'm, thank you. Okay. I've been in the church. I didn't open the door. I couldn't shut the door <laugh>. So it was already opened. 'cause you see in there it was kind of laggy. I wrote my name in the book. Book of Jesus. Hmm. It's got this musty would smell like a thousand year old stench. Mission accomplished drone thing. Circling. Is that military or what? I am getting hungry. Wow. I had one human interaction. I said are you going in? I talked to a human being. Wow. Yeah. Quite good. I guess I go home 5:00 PM home. Mm-hmm <affirmative> Not dinner time until at least seven. We have my Beyond burger with my leftover mustard chicken. The biggest test is if it's gonna disconnect when I go down back to my car like it did last time. <inaudible> wouldn't mind. One good thing about my mom was she would get me this stuff. I'd say Can you get me a sample? She tell what you want. Tell you what you want. Tip sounds nice. I can look at this view all day. Might go home, not read anything else do. Okay. Mission accomplished. I think I figured out what works best and what I like best. The biggest test is, is it gonna happen down the, so was it the Bella Box's fault or the connection fault? Go to Vietnam. I want to go Vietnam as well. I wanna do two months Thailand and then go over to Vietnam for like a month and then back to Thailand for another two months. I'll be at five months travel it and then back to UK March in November, December, January very much. But that means they've gotta wait until November to actually go anywhere. Really? Seems like November's probably the best time to go. I just be a bit patient back in the UK in March. Maybe I sell the car before I go. I really don't know. I feel like the car's gonna be wrecked when I come home. Oh God. Uh, the wind spoiled today. I want to get back in the car. Connections seems to get really weak here. Lost Vodafone. I've got barely any Vodafone but very strong the bar. So it might not f actually nice view. It'd be nice if I wasn't so distracted with all this tech stuff. Streaming does seem to spoil the experience for me. See, so you stress out about all this stuff but what of the job? Yeah, for some reason. Yeah. Leave it F's I I go back to the car. Did they look at me? Wow. The drone thing's over there. So effing it f here when I walked up it was a be is it effing? I was effing here when I came up. Why is it? Why is it fine? Check it later. It says I've got connection. Don't think it's that thing. It's weird. Why was it so bad on the way up with the Bella box And now it's better without it. Yeah. Not very impressed with that. See what? It's fine. Vodafone's rubbish though. So the bar ripping right? That was my car. I thought she was coming towards me to say something. This was just taken the photo. <silence> Brave. They drove all the way from France. Must be a long drive from Dover. Uh, there's all spiderwebs in my car. They got a <inaudible>. Oh they got like a map. Like a, a book with maps on it. Should have said hello. I did smile a little bit. Fucking wind. Shut it. Sick and tired of the wind. Yeah. Going home. Yeah, going home. Uh, so tired. Okay. Go. Oh my god. Stupid. He didn't let me turn the volume down 'cause the car was starting up. Embarrassing. Sit streaming. Don't even know. Oh it is streaming. Yeah. Seems like it worked fine. I guess maybe I'll flip it. <silence> There fixed. So was it better going or coming back? So it seems like bell box doesn't really do anything. Uh, all my laundry mailbox doesn't do anything that I can't do without it. It seems like it works better without it. All my laundry's on the floor. Okay. I did not recognize house 'cause everything's flipped. You know it looked weird. It was also like I was driving on on the other side of the road. Let's see what it looked like. I looks good. Yeah, I think it looks good. Hmm. Doing that thing isn't it? Look at it. <laugh>. Was it like that the whole way? Oh my god. <laugh>. It looks funny. It looks insane. I am not like I'm doing a hundred through the village. I'm just doing 30 look like a granny. I look cool. I made sunny, wet ing. Do you do that on the way there? Yeah. I like, I probably switch my iPhone for S 10 plus. That's my monitoring. I look handsome. I look pretty good. Well I look handsome. I look pretty good Hungry. Seven when I left it wasn't flipped drive. It disconnected way more with the bell box than without it. Or did it the same. Still does all this gray stuff night. Which is quite nice when driving looks so epic. Her music made you look so epic. The music <laugh>. Yeah. Bell box isn't any better. What's wrong? Yeah. Okay. It's fine. Maybe have a cupcake and some coffee. I don't know. I don't see the point of the D box anymore. It just seems pointless. I don't even know if I'll take it. How can I get this mic working as well Bitch? In Thailand. <laugh>. Yeah. Conjoin the live view. Oh God. I feel weird. I don't know why there's something wrong with my brain today. I feel kind of mopey. I don't even know why though. I need some sugar. A lot of night wish songs are kind of annoying but there's a few that are really good. Cut cake. Any anyone help yourself? I don't know why I feel kind of bummed out for some reason. I just, I don't know. Something's bumming me in. Not a good way. Getting bummed out real good on 13% battery. We've done four and a half hours. It's about the same as SN plus. Where's my cup? What does EDP mean? You are happy at Churchill? Yeah, I guess so. Yeah. But it's like, you know when Churchill defeated Hitler he felt kind of depressed now 'cause he didn't have an adversary anymore. His whole life was dedicated to defeating Hitler. When he did it, he fell into depression. A man needs a goal. I think I've achieved my goal now I need a new goal. I do like my seven oh EDP. That fat black guy. I'm getting all these. The EDKA, B, CEBZ. Why does everyone have a triple letter? Initial. I'm the dj. JL Why skip the water? What then? How do you heat the beans up? You just have floating beans in cold water. Then you need hot water to melt the beans. Jay Lord in the house. Okay, there's no beans. Yeah, there's the freeze dried little thingies that won't melt and disintegrate into the milk If it's cold milk. See that? It's still not really disintegrated. You get the little bits floating. Ah God. I like being at home. Being outside is nice for a bit and then it makes you realize, yeah, I like being at home way more or what? The little freeze dried specs. If they're not beans, they were beans. That's tiring. Oh, I should turn off my data. Wasting data. Okay. Data off. Hmm. I need to do something. Do I? Don't I like meet someone or do something? Can't be bothered. I fuck this cupcake ever. I Why? My lips feel weird. Like they're kind of tingly. I thought I was a biscuit. No in my cupcake. A secret recipe. Yeah. Oh it did not taste good. Dipping it in the coffee. Hmm. I've got this amazing idea for content but I would never do it. <laugh>. Imagine. Imagine I go to a a car meetup like no Audis and Petrolhead meetup. I go with my EV and I start trolling everyone about why EV's superior. Now that would be content. I pull up to the meetup and everyone's got like Audis Subarus, Mazda Petrolhead. I pull up on my ev and then I just troll them until they tell me to leave <laugh>. That would be funny. Uh, 2017 Ice Poseidon would've done that. I love the old ISIS content. He would just go some event and troll the people. Remember he went to like a Trump event once and he was trolling them. He never does stuff like that anymore. Just these stupid boring events like prisoner stream, all these really long Japan Hans never just like goes to an event. Trolls. People gets in a bit of trouble. It's a shame. Trolls ruined it. Oh these cupcakes are good. I need some garlic powder. It is a flat cupcake. Hmm uh Why did it sign me out of trading to one two? You saw the doggy in the church. The doggy walkie. Yeah. I wrote my name in the book at the church. So if you have a go there, you can find my name. Uh, I feel beat up by the wind. Constantly getting battered by the wind is tiring. I dunno how humans survived in this world. We're just not built to be outside. We need to be cocooned in our safe little houses and cars. You're outside for more than a few hours. You feel destroyed mentally and physically. Every other animal just lives perfectly fine outside. They've got fur, they've got claws and they can kill stuff. As a human, you're not allowed to kill anything apart from insects. When cows and sheeps stand outside in the field all day long, they're fine. I have a mental breakdown. I've had to stay out there for more than a few hours. But we need to be in adult cocoons. We're not built for this world anymore. Oh God. Never going out again. CL condition. Uh oh Damn. Samsung's a multitasking beast. I've got a split app open with popup app on top. I can drag around a little popup window. Do not wanna do. Yeah. Apple's rubbish with multitasking. Only the iPad can do split apps. I got split up with Kick chat and IRL Pro and then I can close it down and then I can open loads of popups. I I could probably watch YouTube while streaming. I could probably watch YouTube while I could probably pop out Kick oh look I can and pop out the kick playback thingy whilst I stream. Oh it doesn't move. No overlay 'cause I haven't switched back to my other setup. I'm still on my outside setup. No overlay. 'cause I haven't switched. That's pretty cool. I have a little window. I have a little popup window of the kick stream whilst I stream with the chat on. That was pretty nice. I'm still an eye real pro. I haven't switched it back to my Chinese app. That's why it's nice and stable. 7% battery battery lasted about five hours I think. Yeah, this phone's nice, really smooth. Am I ready on wifi? Yeah, but I'm streaming to my server to my laptop. Which may be why it sometimes goes weird but mommy and TB are so stupid. They're like we rage baited Daniel on purpose to make him rage us so we could stop watching him. A bunch of weirdos, like they wanted me to hurt their feelings so they didn't want to watch anymore so they could break their addiction. Imagine being addicted to a stream that you don't even enjoy watching and then you have to rage bait the streamer to get you to stop. What? What the fuck kind of mental illness is that? That is all kinds of mental illness right there. Number one, why are you watching a stream if you don't enjoy it? Number two, how come you can't stop watching it even though you don't enjoy it? The fuck is that? That's just weird. And then why do I have to rage at you for you to not wanna watch it anymore? It's like some weird relationship. Like you've got a girlfriend who doesn't wanna be with you but is with you anyway. It feels stuck with you. Feels like she can only leave if she pisses you off and you get angry and smash stuff. Who does that sound like? Hmm. Wonder which mine seems to try to piss me off on purpose to destroy the relationship so she could finally leave. Hmm. Wonder who? Self sabotage. If you don't wanna watch, don't watch that. Jesus Christ. How'd you make a shortcut for this split app pair? I thought you could do that. It'd be because of it. I swear I did it before where I made a home screen shortcut. So you press it, it opens up the two apps side by side that you've chosen. I swear you could do that before you said you sabotage on purpose so you don't have to be the one breaking up. Yeah. Yeah I do do that don't I? I get myself into a relationship that I don't really wanna be in. I find it hard to get out of unless, so what I do is I, I upset the girl until she breaks up with me and I'm like oh well I tried my best. It does make it easier to walk away if you feel kind of pissed off at the person. I need my charger, 5% battery. Where's my charger? So we lasted four hours and 50 minutes on the battery. Pretty good. Not quite six hours. I reckon doing IRL probably drained it faster though 'cause I was using data. Now let's see how long it takes to fully charge it back up. Can we're at 5%. I'm drawing 11 watts. That was quite a nice walk actually. Quite a like going out for a bit. Oh yeah. So it wasn't really a fair test 'cause I should do a fair test by just being at home. That would probably lead it. Make it go to six hours. I'm gonna fuck a million bend over. Why does he have a zip on his back? What if I put catnip in the minion? Oh I put catnip inside his face. Oh you can make a hole in it. Look, should I fuck the minion? I put the fleshlight inside. I fuck his brains out. Sonny used to say that I remember the F the first few times we did it after we finished she was like Oh you fucked my brains out. We must have been doing it for like an hour. I liked it when she said she would suck my Willie. She'd be like, can you go out and get me? Can you go out and get me some something something? I'll suck your willy. And then I'd go and get it and be back and I'd be like well where's my sucking? Yeah. I felt proud that I did a good banging. I did bang her pretty good though. It was probably bad sex I had in ages a fuck like a rabbit. I didn't want it to end. You ever have sex so good you just don't want it to end and you keep going, you keep going and then you get to a point where you feel like eh. Pretty shit not around now I guess. I don't know why it was so good with sunny. She kept saying it. She's never had sex that good before. She said the Japanese ex had a really small dick and then she said her American ex would nut in like five minutes. I'd go for like 30, 40 minutes. I said I'm getting my money's worth. I'm not, I'm not finishing five minutes. What waste. Imagine waiting so long for good sex and then you not in five minutes and enjoy it. Sometimes I come a little and then I carry on going and then she'd be like, did you come? And I'd be like, I don't know. And she goes, it's really wet. And I'd be like, oh yeah I came a little bit. I'll just come like half and then Karen going and then come again. You know sometimes you really want nut but you don't want to finish 'cause you wanna keep going but you feel like that's too hard. So then you nut just a little bit because you don't wanna do a full nut. 'cause then it's over. You just nut a tiny bit and then it feels a bit easier to keep going without accidentally nut you pre nut I guess. <affirmative>, I saw you, you pissed to relieve the bladder a little bit. I nut a little bit and then clench hard to stop. Nothing. I hate it when you like try and stop nothing. So you stop moving but then you nut anyway and then it all comes out. Even though you're not even nut, you're not even moving. I haven't watched her for a while. Where's crypt? She's still gone. Been nearly two weeks now. Nothing on Instagram, nothing Discord. Red air everywhere is gone. No sign of her we're approaching two weeks. I can't believe she would just, I don't know. At some point I thought we're never gonna get rid of her. She's gonna like stalk me to the end of the world. Coming after all my girls and then she just disappears like this really wasn't expecting that. I thought I was going to have to ban her or something. I came very close to actually banning her 'cause she kept scaring off all the other girls. But I thought yeah she's probably gonna be good content if we did meet. So I shouldn't ban her. Who knows what happened. Or if we ever get an explanation, God look at the wind. Good thing I came back. It takes ages to switch the camera doesn't it? Ah, growing out it's hard. It's either windy, rainy or it's too sunny and then you get heat stroke and sunburnt really tough to do. IRL in this country. What were the big plans today? Uh, that wasn't my big plan. The big plan was I'm gonna get the T le visa 'cause I talked to my school. The school said they'll give me the documents. If I pay a thousand bucks they can provide all the documents the T levys that people ask for. So they asked for photos of my passport with the stamps on it. So I sent those. How much is a thousand? But it's like 25 pounds. Isn't it 30 pounds? Huh? I got paid 30 pounds. Just so they can get some documents out. They're really squeeze you for every penny. Don't they? Did they? I don't remember they, oh they did take out a photo. I think they did take out a photo in the classroom. I don't remember. I kind of remember. Maybe they did. So maybe they got like fish out all the documents now. Yeah I, I copied and pasted everything the entire leak people said I needed and I sent it to aaa. So then if I pass the background check and I've got the certificate and stuff, that's all I need. Apart from the 15,000 pounds or technically 10,000 pounds. 'cause I sell the car. Goodbye England. Back to Thailand. Why is your alleve apart? Lopsided? The part's too small and it keeps falling over. It's that why they took the photo in the classroom. 'cause they have a lot of people asking them for it later when they apply for other visas, it's like you apply for another visa and they go, oh we noticed you've had this education visa. Can you provide the documents? And then it goes to school and they ask you for money to get the documents. Everything's just money, money, money. And then they let you enter the country for 60 days without visa. But then you can extend it to 75 days if you go to immigration and pay 3000 bucks. When in Japan they just let you stay the 90 days without extending rich stay rich. Hmm. And then you go to a Taurus attraction, they charge you 10 times more than what my girlfriend had to pay. So they'd go to a waterfall and it's 40 bucks for her and 400 bucks for me. She would try and trick them and say, oh my boyfriend's tie. And I'd go stand off back behind her. I would wait nowhere near the counter and she would just like point at me and she would go up there. Sometimes it worked. One time we got busted, we bought the ticket and then we go towards the entrance of the waterfall and there's a security guard. And then he looks at us and then he, he looks at me and he goes, he speaks in Thai. He says Sika. And I'm like Hello <laugh>. And then he, he starts pointing us back to the ticket counter and then faster got mad. She was like, why didn't you say Sika? You don't even try. And then I got mad saying it's not my fault I'm not Thai. Even if I said sweaty cup as if he's gonna think my pronunciation is native level. What you think I can say sweaty cup in native level pronunciation. Trick him into thinking I'm Thai. The facts that you're a woman driving is enough to give it away that no Thai man would let his girlfriend drive the car. You would never see a woman driving the car in a Thai man Thai woman relationship. So that alone probably gave it away. I reckon I kind of look a bit Thai. I think a lot of people thought maybe I was Thai 'cause they came up to me in the train station asking for directions a lot. But I reckon something suspicious like I think, oh yeah, my fashion faster kept saying my fashion is not like a Thai man. 'cause Thai man they wear these baggy silk trousers and I don't know have a t-shirt or something. I, I said what's wrong with my fashion? I'm just wearing trousers and t-shirts. He said you don't look like Thai fashion. So they can tell I don't have the vapor rub stick thing up my nose either. They really love that in Thailand they just have it stuck up the nose as if it's normal S cup but I can't do it. So cup it sounds like sweaty cup and then you got the other one. Pea cup. Pea cup. I swear Pea cup is for men. You addressing a man. But what was addressing a woman like non cut, non cut or something? I thought P was for man I forgot now I forgot all my time. Ah uh the chat. Yeah he gets dead when I'm dead when I've got nothing to say. Chad dies. Remember how active chat was back with the Crips dad thing going on? Did Crips dad not say anything to the trolls? Weren't the haters trying to contact him? We need drama. I think the coffee's working. I just got nothing to talk about. God, the wind is crazy. We need a topic. Um hmm hmm I pulled some weeds out in the garden. That's pretty good. There's so many weeds. I feel like just paying for a gardener to do it when I leave. Or do you think when I come back after winter, do you think it will be dead now if I start pulling weeds, everyone will leave. I need to talk. I did some weed pulling in the morning. It's endless. There's so many tiny little sprouts. Pretend it's grass and cut it with my scissors. Yeah I thought I just let it all overgrow and then cut it into some kind of shape. The grass is all spreading as well. I don't know whose idea was to put stupid gravel. They say oh it's easier to maintain. No it's not. But if there's a lawn then I need to buy a lawn mart. I think mowing the lawn is easier than plucking out every fucking weed. How can I mow the lawn when the lawn is just rocks with weeds coming out of it. If it was a lawn, I'd just mow it all down and then the weeds will get cut down too. If I just let the grass grow, maybe it'll turn into a lawn. Where does the dirt come from? I don't know. I thought nothing would grow 'cause there's no dirt. But every time I pull stuff out there's all dirt attached to the roots And I'm thinking where did dirt come from? Is the dirt just blowing around in the wind all the time and then it builds up? If you just leave it, it might just turn into a lawn on its own. I dunno. I need a new goal. Paying off the credit card was good and everything but now what I poured the rancid oil into the grass where grass will ab absorb it and refine it into natural minerals. I pour it into the grass 'cause there's more grass and it would absorb bit. I've got all these little seeds in my house now. The sticky ball seeds started growing. Uh, weeds in my carpet. Cooking beyond burger for dinner with chips. We will gamble in the stock market. That might be fun, huh? Everything's boring. At least I was excited when I was doing market stuff. Now I'm just bored. I was just flat today. Completely flat. No nothing happening. Damn viewership very low today. 87. Damn. Some days it's good like one 50 plus. Is it 'cause I'm low energy or something. It is been pretty good recently. Like 1 30, 1 50 people getting really bored. Other reason why I'm feeling like I should go Thailand sooner than later. I need stuff going on. I've got nothing going on. At least crypt brought some kind of excitement. Mommy and TB gone. Oh no. See people, you are the only one in the chat. Swear. Gotta do something. Anything. Even if it's a dumb idea, it's better than doing nothing back to Tinder. I've gotta save it for Thailand. Why should I find faster on it? Mm-hmm <affirmative> Imagine I streamed in the school. Just walked in with my camera on. Funny. Okay, I need some kind of short term goal to get excited about. Um, ah, I paid off the credit card. What if I send my mom 3000 pounds this week? That'd be pretty nice. See if I get the debt numbers back on the screen. I caught the kick money from last week and get another kick money in two days. Oops. What if I copied that one? Oh I did it. I can see it now. The inbox from YouTube got my YouTube pay plus kick pay plus I'm gonna get 4, 5, 8 nighthawk return and then another thousand kick. So I should have 3000 in this week. Oh I didn't put my laundry away. Hold on. Fresh underwear. I could pay my mom three K this week or I could book my holiday to Thailand. Which one? Holiday Thailand for mum. I do wanna pay off that debt and it is really annoying me and I've gotta pay off this phone as well and I've gotta pay for Thailand. Maybe I should get the train and not get a taxi. Cheaper, cheap out on everything. Oh no my fridge's been open The maybe I get a hooker. That could be content. Content that costs hundreds of pounds. But then I'll have a funny story that was on the floor. If I step on it, it might sting me not, I feel like hookers probably rather just have sex than have the face online and people finding out about them. People, women rather get paid to have sex than give up their privacy. I in my house, the novelty of driving and streaming outside is worn off. Hmm hmm So it is just the stressful thing about streaming. I'm now frantically trying to think what to do to interest people. I've got nothing. The hell is that noise? I dunno. Maybe I'll work out my biceps. I have no idea what's about. Yeah, yeah, yeah. I think my favorite part was when I was making those cardboard hats. That was pretty funny. Top five favorite parts, moments when I built the box for the monitor. That was pretty fun. Raging at the monitor box. That was fun. And then creating the cardboard hats and then smashing the backpack with my tripod. Uh, what else? I should really clip them. Edit it into a video. Maybe I'll do that tomorrow. Huh? What's it gonna start disappearing now? 'cause it's been a month Better Download them quick. All this amazing content is gonna be lost forever there. My biceps getting massive. I found a new badie for me. Who she like ripped Asian guys who drive Pergo. My per yes wagon mama maybe Was Holly not interested in me? Such a bummer. <laugh>. Imagine Holly made a video called my Experience with hiding in my room. My experience growing up with Daniel Lord hiding in my room. She'd get a ton of views. He was such a quiet boy. He seemed kind of weird and his parents were such nice people. I don't know why he became so evil and turned on them when they did nothing wrong. He's weaponized his bullying experience and used it to inflict pain on others. I was bullied too, but I didn't do this 'cause I'm better than he is. He's just using his excuses and experience being bullied as an excuse to inflict pain on others. Everyone who's in his life and around him suffers in some way 'cause he only cares about herself. Basically. Writing the script for her would be so easy. Imagine she becomes like reon to an eon. She becomes my reon would've been so annoying having some stupid idiot like reps you on making a hundred videos about you and getting more views than you do. I was kind of worried I'd get someone like that. Luckily no one cared enough. Oh God, who the fuck is doing that noise? Oh, gotta mow the lawn or cut something down, don't they? I'm actually friends with Holly on Facebook. I noticed it is so funny. We crossed paths again through the Turkey Tom video. I never talked to her at all. I don't know why or how I added her on friends on Facebook and never spoke to her. I sent her a message saying you ruined my birthday. No, I don't wanna talk to her. It's weird. She's got no sense of humor. She's boring. She's one of those people who speak like, no, Daniel, it's your fault. Blah blah blah blah blah. Have you considered therapy? That's what she's like. Takes everything seriously. Boring. I don't know what I know if she was a loser, I I only saw her when I went over her house. By the time she joined my school, I had already left I think or was about to leave. She must have been like year one when I was year six. So I never really, I don't think I ever saw her at school. I don't know how my mom knew her mom. Then my mom usually made friends with the other moms and then that's how I knew other kids. My mom was very outgoing and social. She'd basically make friends with all the other moms and they'd come over our house and we'd go over to their house. 'cause you know the kids wait at school, all the moms come pick up their kid and all the moms are waiting. There was like a long driveway where the moms would line up in their cars and then the teachers would be there and they'd call out the kid's name saying like, max, your mom's here. And then we'll be waiting there for our moms. I remember seeing my mom in a little blue Saab 9,000 or was it Saab 900 getting excited to go home. Me and my sister would get in the car. It's so funny. I was a kid once with parents. Teachers, when you're a kid you hate all of it. Teachers are annoying, parents are annoying. Go do this, God do that. But it gives you a life, doesn't it? You meet people and then you become an adult like this and then you've got nothing. Life's completely dead and empty without all the other stuff like structure. It's weird how dead and meaningless life can become kind of makes you feel like getting a job is not really about the money, it's about being part of a team and creating or providing something for others. And then the money is just to help you live, to enable you to do the job. It's not you. You don't work to make the money. You get the money so you're able to work and streaming is nice with the money and everything, but it's kind of pointless isn't it? You're not really doing anything of purpose. It's just like streaming your existence. I guess you're an entertainer providing entertainment. Maybe I could see why show quit streaming. Went to university. I sold all my stocks, pay off the credit card. But uh, I take vaccines for travel in Asia. No. What? Like malaria. I took COVID vaccine. I watched the suspender stream. People in Thailand are still wearing face masks. It's crazy. Maybe they always wore them. Like Japan. You don't see a single person here wearing face masks anymore. It'd be funny to go out and wear one. People would be like oh wow. I remember when we all used to have to do that. What a horrible time Five years ago. Now it's funny. People were impressed when I've got a couple thousand savings but when I had it in stocks, no one gave that reaction. Yeah, this phone nine 50 pretty good so I can sit here in my beanbag. Oh that sound is so annoying. I think if you have to get well, if you should get shots to go to a country, maybe you shouldn't go to that country. Like dengue fever shots. The Ikea loan probably gone this week. Automatic payments. I could log into it now and pay it off now but I can't be bothered. The end of the IKEA arc. I remember getting fish and chips, Ikea with sunny celebrating that. I got this house and went looking at rooms. I remember saying to her, I want like a wooden bamboo, Japanese aesthetic. Yeah, I should probably focus on paying off all the debts with this kick money. Imagine how bad it would be if I used the money to fund Thailand and stuff and then I lost kick. If I lost care. It could be better if I at least used the money to pay off debts. First in June, made $2,500 in July. I made about 4,500. But I've been slacking recently 'cause I like having my mornings and I like having lunch and then place americat. I could make more but I'm just lazy. If I did 15 hours every day. But it's driving me insane. I feel like my brain is rotting from doing these all day streams. I missed ice poseidon's last 90 day Japan thingy. Uh, breaking up with Sonny and having all those fights at the time he was doing it. I only started watching near the end at like day 80 something. I just remember him crashing out in his hotel over Kim and then doing that boxing thing with the Asian guys and then causing a fuss in the restaurant in Korea. I wonder if it's re-uploaded Some I have to rewatch. Let's say I wanna re-watch an old stream. I wanna watch it when it's live. It's just not the same. Is it? I do a stream walking to Scotland. Problem driving is I can't talk. I can't really rechat. I need something that takes up all day. I maybe do a all day stream tomorrow. Mm, all day like this. Dead inside oh seven nearly. And is something to complain about, don't I? I feel the most fired up when I'm complaining. Why pay off the Amazon payments with the savings? There's no interest in it. Seems like a waste. My girl. Toilet. Toilet content. Maybe I'll try and get that microphone to work. Hold on, I'm going to pee. Okay, what's the game plan? So I have 7,000 pounds in September. No, August should have 7,000. September, I mean August. What do I do with it? I pay off my mum seven K or I put it into my day trading account that generates 4.3% interest. Paid out daily what to do. Seven k. Book my Thailand trip. Send 4K to my mom. Three K for my Thailand trip. Thailand could be November I guess. Uh, I don't know. It would be nice to start getting rid of that mum debt. Feel like I was never going to get out of it. It would feel, I think it would feel better to get out of debt then, uh, get into more debt. So this week I should get three K. I should have three K. You know, I could maybe not get the taxi to airport and get buses and trains and stream the whole thing. And then I check into a hotel. I probably make like 200 pounds. So I'd get to the airport for free. Do you think I could make more money than I lose by streaming myself going to the airport using public transport and then get in a hotel? Then obviously then the taxi. 'cause the taxi would cost me 400. I could get to the airport for free because I can't stream the taxi 'cause I'm not gonna talk in a taxi. But I can't talk on the bus or train either unless you want to see me just standing on the bus or the train train's like four hours. If the train's empty, I could talk, but it's probably not gonna be empty. If it's got people now I can't talk. No, not a hundred pounds an hour or 200 pounds for the whole day. So like 15 hours if the train's packed, I can't talk. That's the problem. Uh, I dunno. Did you see my post on Discord? Um, where? Which channel? What recently Was it old? I don't see it. Hmm. I don't know. Probably get taxi then. It's just too hard to talk when I'm trapped in a small area with people for a long time. I can't escape. Well I could probably save up what I need for Thailand again in three weeks anyway. Yeah, I know. I've seen her channel. I know what she looks like. Am I still planning to fly to Japan from Thailand? No. I'd rather go to Vietnam for a month and then back to Thailand. Now I went to Vietnam before it was nice. It was a bit chaotic. I went there with faster. I went to the coochie tunnels. Ha. Oh god. Those words haunt me. Please don't destroy our relationship for Sonny. They haunt me. That was so dumb. I actually do have nightmares about it. Maybe not nightmares, but dreams that don't feel good. Greed and lust can make you do things to hurt people close to you. Didn't you hate being with faster? Kind of. Why would faster know Sunny's real name? I never told anyone her real name at first. The relationship that love feels smothering but then when it's gone feels sad it's not there anymore that no one cares about. You like that in that intense way. God, how fucking long is that person gonna be mow hiss lawn for hours and hours? Just leave it. Let it grow wild. Yeah. VA made massive life adjustments to be with me. Well so did I. I moved all the way to Thailand. But she also completely changed her life. Moved out of her house, quit her job. She quit her job so she could get one in Bangkok. 'cause her job was like an hour commute. I think it was nearly two hours commute. She had to drive from Bangkok all the way to a ut she asked me to pay petrol 'cause it was costing her hundreds and hundreds. And then I got a bit annoyed probably spending half her earnings on petrol. So she had to quit the job and then she got a one in Bangkok pharmacy. She is very active. She won't just sit around doing nothing. She'll replied for this job and take, try out this job. She's branded me. Got a job as a real estate agent. It was definitely a unique part of my life. About two years. Oh wonder where that giant moth is. It's gonna come out. It hides during the day and it scares me. Jump. Scares me at night usually when I'm making dinner. Oh yeah, the microphone. Where is that thing? The micro Is this? Oh lightning. Plug it in. See if it works. It doesn't work. I don't get it. I'm pressing the on button and I did charge it. I plugged in this USBC thing. Don't understand. Look, I press this button, nothing happens. I don't get it. Maybe I connect it to the receiver but I thought it's wireless. Do I have to connect it? Where's that cable? Hmm. It'd be silly if it needed to be plugged in. I thought it's wide as Mike. Maybe I'll plug this in here and then I'll plug this in there. And I plug this in here. Oh. Oh I just saw a green light. What was that? What? Maybe this goes in here. I saw a green light flicker. What's weird? Oh this is a green light flickering testing, testing. No, I don't understand. There's nothing on the other side. See this green light flickers? May I put it in the Samsung test test? I thought it was working. It's not working. I don't get it. Just don't get it. Plugging all the adapters. <laugh>. Oh no. Give ups stupid mic. I do like how Samsung's ripped off iPhone's dynamic island kind of look. Looks nice. Oh look people are putting bins out and a rubbish day there. Nice. I can get rid of all this stuff. Finally. What else should I get rid of? Mumbled in my house. I don't wanna be here more. I think Holly looks more like Peter than she looks like Sonny. But maybe Holly's got more of a plump face. I don't really know what pier looks like anymore. I heard she put on a lot of weight since last time I saw her. But she probably looks better. <laugh>. I'm bored in my house. I dunno what to do 'cause I'm bored in my house. It's a fucking boring, fucking fucking boring ball. Sunny had a very pointy nose like a fox. Got her hair though. One spectacular strand as she collects one strand from all my exes. I'm just waiting to be hungry so then I can make dinner. How exciting. Do like my new flip seven and get my case tomorrow. MagSafe case. It's not creepy, it's romantic. I'm a sentimental guy. I can't believe all these exes. Think I don't care about them. Would someone who doesn't care about you do this and make a shrine of your hair? Doesn't seem like something a guy who doesn't even care about you would do. I remember the first time we broke up, uh, she left her dirty underwear at the Airbnb. So I took it with me and then I had her dirty underwear next to the bed 'cause I was sniffing it. And then when we got back together, she came to my place and we got back together and she went upstairs to go toilet and she saw the underwear. She came back down. She was like, Daniel, why is there a pair of my dirty underwear next to your bed? And I was like, I don't know. But for some reason she didn't think it was dirty. She thought she said, are are they dirty or clean? I said, uh, they're dirty. And then she kept smelling it herself and she kept saying, they're not dirty. You don't smell anything. Are you kidding? They had such a strong smell like wiglets or something. She probably can't smell her own smell 'cause she's used to it. I just thought it was funny that she had any doubt that they were dirty or not. They had such a strong smell. But I had been rubbing my dick all over it for like three days. Three days. I had one draped over my dick. I had the other one on my face when I masturbated. I felt so good. I got one of her underwears here. But I washed it because I put it in the laundry before we broke up thinking we weren't gonna break up anytime soon. Shouldn't have washed it. I would've covered it in cu. I would've had mushrooms growing out of it. She had the best smelling dirty underwear I've ever smelled in my life and I smelled a lot of underwear. Trust me it had a pong like no other. It ponged all the way back to Timbo to mm-hmm <affirmative> My favorite thing about sun is probably her smell. If you blindfolded me and gave me 10 naked women, I could probably sniff her out. If I had to like sniff each one's crack, I'd definitely know which one's sunny. She has such a distinctive smell. No, she wasn't stinky. You would only smell it if you like touched her bits and then smelled your finger or had your face in it. It's not like you could just smell it walking next to her. But I could definitely smell it during sex 'cause the, it was, it would get all wet and then I could smell it wafting upwards. Especially if you got the covers over you. I remember having the covers on at first 'cause it was cold. And then midway through sex I pushed the covers off and then do my, my squatting missionary frog style. And then the smell that had like built up under the covers would release upwards and then I could smell it. I was like oh turbo mode activate. Wow. My viewer number just shot up. I guess you like the stench talk. You guys are sick. This is what you want, isn't it? Not eye l you want the stank talk. Her armpits have no smell though. I kind of wish she didn't shave down there and just let it grow or would've s smelled stronger. Uh, will I ever find a girl with a smell like that? Do you like the stabilization on my new phone? Look I can make it stabler. Look how stable. It's like we're flying 50 megapixel. We're flying. Yeah I guess they were pink and not gonna be brown. Only would you say only Asians are brown down there or are there certain types of white girls who are also brown? Like Mediterranean girls, Mediterranean girls. Probably Brown as well. I Latino girls too. Yeah, maybe Most girls are brown apart from pure whites. They're like cats. You know some cats have black paws and some have pink paws and some cats have a black nose and some cats have a pink nose. A bit like that, isn't it? Mm-hmm <affirmative> So would you like the stabilization on my new phone it cost me nine 50. Hope you appreciate the upgrade. Do Yeah, when if I smell an Indian person, I feel hungry too. I want Papa Dom's lamb curry biz. Matt Rice. No. What's the yellow rice called? It's not Baati, it's something that Biz bti. I can't remember. I love that yellow rice. The yellow rice is so good. Oh I want a cur now. Bani. Yeah, Bani Rice is called with the papa dom. I'm not a fan of the non bread. It's very bready. I prefer the papa dom Crispian Light Indians do know how to make good food. You've gotta give them that all just, it does all kind of taste the same though after a while. I like the Redang chicken. I love going to Indian restaurants in Japan with Jiro. I also went with Sunny but they're all kind of same. The only one I went to when I was doing my streaming last year, I went there twice. Second time when Cockroach was on the chair next to me. But it's all like that. They got the same set menu, the non with the Tiki or whatever it's called it. It's like all the Indians went to Japan and then created a Facebook group and then they all said, they all shared the same menu that does the best and then they all just copied each other and they all do the same exact thing. Like they're all linked. 'cause you, it doesn't matter what I've been to a lot of Indian restaurant, I've been to like five Indian restaurants in Japan and they all sell the same thing, like the same menu with like five courses like the non bread and then the little bowl of curry and then the rice and then the milky coconut milkshake thing in the beginning. And it all looks the same. They've got, they've got the same bowls as well and cutlery and the same tray. Like they all go to the same place and get all the same stuff like whole. All the Indian restaurants in Japan are all run by a sun. The same guy or something. Same company but they just have different names. It was really strange. I went to the one in Sunny's town in Obama. It was exactly the same as the one I had. No soccer, same dishes, same bowls, same menu. It's like this is like a brand, like a chain brand. I remember going in there, there was no one there and I asked 'em if I can stream and then sometimes Uber Eats drivers would come in. I miss Yaki Niku y Niku when my sister and her boyfriend now husband came to Thailand. Me and Foster took them to Yaki Niku I all you can eat premium buffet. And then we went bowling. Foster looked so happy. She was happy to meet my family. Happy that I introduced her to my family. I remember when I, when I broke up with a Korean girlfriend, it was about a year after I brought her to the UK and introduced her to my mom and dad and she was really happy thinking I'm introducing her to my parents because I'm really serious about her. So then I'm on YouTube 2015 or 14 when I first started talking about girlfriends and stuff. And then somehow she finds my channel and hears all of my videos. And for the first time she realizes that in between meeting her I've been meeting all these other girls like chlamydia girlfriend. So she gets mad, she says, then why did you introduce me to your parents As if I introduced her to my parents? 'cause I'm serious about it. No, I just brought her home so I could have sex with her. And then my parents were at my house. So obviously you gotta meet them. The goal wasn't to introduce you to, my parents goal was to fuck you in the guest room. And then she found out my YouTube channel where I started making videos about chlamydia girlfriend, this and that. And then she dumped me. She actually thought I wasn't seeing other, any other women in between. That's crazy. My first victim, it's funny 'cause I was, I already had a girlfriend when I met her and we were cheating on my first girlfriend Uri. And then when the Korean woman went for a trip to accuse you with the other Korean woman, I started fooling around with this other Korean girl. So I cheated on the woman that I was cheating with on my first girl. The whole thing was a mess. And then next year I started messing around with that French girl and I told the Korean woman, why did I tell her? I know why I told her I shouldn't have told her. I was just told her, oh I slept with this French girl. I guess I wanted to brag about it but didn't have YouTube at the time. And then Korean woman was mad at me but she still let me come to Korea and stay with that. But then she didn't wanna have sex anymore. She said her heart closed 'cause I cheated. Okay then why are you letting me come stay with you then? What's the point? How do I pay off credit cards so fast? Oh, it's a combination of quick thinking, financial expertise and a little bit of luck. Basically I sold my stocks at 20% total gain, beat the market beat s and p 500 over the last two years. Outperformed with my gold holdings. I sold all my stocks, paid for Amazon credit card, paid off overdraft, got myself into more debt. I bought this new phone which looks pretty nice. Look at it. This is my new phone. Samsung flip seven, best phone ever. You can flip it and you can put it in your shoulder strap and it also turns into an L shape. So it stands up on its own. Don't need a tripod. And it's got nice stabilization. It can do multitasking. I've got split screen app. I've got popup app open, I've got kick player running smooth as butter. How's it 20% gain over the last few years? It's 20% gain over all time. Yeah, it's a minus 50% loss. But we don't count. That doesn't count. First year of mistakes don't count. It's like when you, if you crash your car when you're taking lessons, it doesn't count 'cause you're learning how to drive. So you're allowed to make mistakes. But over the past few years I've had heavy exposure to gold which easily outperform the SB 500. My portfolio performance is at 22%. At the time SP 500 performance was like 16 or something. I don't know what it's now. I'm not gonna keep looking it up. It's gonna go up and down and switch places in there. But I've already sold. So yeah, I think it is my perfect phone. It does a flip thing, discrete mode for streaming. It's got a wide angle camera which doesn't have 50 megapixel like the GoPro or whatever. So I don't look hideous on camera, which is the main thing. See look. But I actually don't have the filter on now because there's no filter on IRL Pro. The filter was on IV cam. I wish they put a filter on iv. I mean IRL pro. I wonder if I can get some kind of filter overlay for stream labs but it looks okay. The reason why is 'cause it's only 12 megapixel ultra wide, which I think is fine. They put 50 megapixels on the main lens, which I'm never gonna use. Yeah, I like it. It's good. Phone five. The cameras are good but not too good. Stabilized license's, good battery, your life's good. Also, I like folding it and when you use it in bed folded, it's really nice opened up. It's too big to use one handed. You know you're in bed, you're laying on your side with your right hand on your willy and your left hand holding the phone. It's uncomfortable holding a big phone. But when you flip it in half, it's a nice little square shape and you can grip it like, like that in your hand like a square shape. And then you've got porn on the external screen. It's pretty good for wagon, I really like the form factor. The little square shape's great. I actually use the external screen more than the inside screen. Sometimes also I can flip the screen into an L shape like this, like that and use it like a camcorder, like an old school camcorder. You know the old school Flipout Sony cams with the flipout screen. I'm holding it like that now. Like a gun almost. It's kind of cool. Like I'm aiming it like a video cam quarter. Those things were ancient. Imagine using that now. <laugh>. Can you imagine going on holiday? You see some of the Sony cam like that with they flip out screen with. That'd be so funny. Remember I was thinking about buying a TV and all that stuff. Now I'm thinking about leaving. My mind is tearing itself apart. Unable to decide. I think I'm really bad at deciding things. I usually have things decided for me like I get banned or I get dumped or I get kicked out when I have to decide. I really struggle. Mm-hmm <affirmative>. Mm-hmm <affirmative> Mm-hmm <affirmative> Yeah. I remember faster saying okay, if you're not gonna decide, I'll decide for you next year we are getting married and then I want a baby and then we are going to move back to my mom's house. And I was like okay, you wish dumping your ass soon as I get out the country. 'cause she kept saying yeah, she kept saying are you serious about our future? And I was like, yeah okay. What's our plan? And then I'd say, I don't know <laugh>. And then she goes, well if you don't know I will plan our future then unfolded. Is it bigger than S 10 plus? It's slightly longer. Maybe a centimeter and a half longer. Same width. It's just slightly longer. It has to be long. 'cause when folded it has to be a square. So for it to be a square it has to be quite long. So you got even parts of the squares. Who's lying? I'm not lying about anything. What do you mean? Foster kept wanting me to make a plan for our future. And I kept saying, I don't know, I'm gonna go to Japan and I'm going to go home and then I'm gonna save money and I'll come back again. That's the plan. And then she says, your plan doesn't involve me. I said yeah it does 'cause I'm gonna come back to see you not, I mean I was kind of thinking of going back to see if the sunny thing didn't happen and then I had to decide am I'm gonna stick with Sunny or Ditcher and go back to faster. I thought something new, not back to Thailand. And now we're stuck in this boring fucking house in the middle of a fucking nowhere unable to leave. 'cause now I've dug myself in such a hole getting out of, it's gonna be a pain in the backside. Not sell the car or get furniture. Uh, maybe I can, maybe I can break up the bed and un I can unscrew the bed, can't I? If I screw the bed together, I can unscrew it into planks. Maybe I'll buy a chainsaw and I cut it up and then I can put it in black bags and wait for the black bin men to come. I don't need the bed 'cause I can sleep on the mattress. But how do I get rid of the mattress? I could cut it up. Couldn't know. I really dunno how to get rid of a mattress. They're really tough, sturdy things. I dunno how you cut through a mattress. You need some kind of hacks or, and then it might have metal springs in it. Ah, I should have just stopped with the Japanese futon. I knew this sunny thing wouldn't last. Yeah, but the mattress has to go on the very last day. Otherwise I got, where am I gonna sleep? It has the mat. This, the timing is annoying. I can't have an empty house weeks before I leave. So things need to be gotten rid of. And then how I don't understand like how are they gonna, they're gonna check the house out to make sure it's okay. But do I need my stuff gone by then? But as soon as I leave I need to leave and have all my stuff gone as well. All on the same day. You know, I guess I, I'd ask what should I do with the furniture? Uh, I don't wanna be a dick. I, I hate having to say I'm gonna leave unless he wants me to leave. Maybe he'd be happy that I'm leaving. But I feel like I wanna be a good tenant. I feel kind of guilty leaving, messing them about Refurnish charity. You might look up some services and then I bored my plane to Thailand with my five year tire elite visa. VIP pickup at the airport in my limousine. My new life. New life, new life. And then if my channel starts dying 'cause people bored with Thailand, I just go hop over to Vietnam. I'd be like Hey guys, I'm moving to Vietnam. Instantly all my viewers come back and then I'll spend a month there, go out to Thailand, be like refreshing it. My viewers get bored if I'm in the same place for like five or six months. But then they instantly get interested again when I move. So what do I do is keep moving. I'll be like oh it's Thailand four months max before people get bored. And then I'll go to Vietnam month and then back to Thailand and then people get bored again and I'll hop over to Japan for a few months for some craziness and then back to Thailand. It'll keep the channel fresh. And all these countries are like 50 pounds, 60 pound ticket away and it's like an hour or two on the plane, just hop around these countries and then bat Thailand on my home base. The channel will thrive. That's what I want to do. I get rid of this fucking hell. We will start putting stuff in the bin bags. Maybe I feel bad 'cause if I put stuff in the bin, that viewer sent me fingers. I'm using everything aren't I? Everything's being used. I can't chuck anything away. I'm using everything. Maybe I return the printer too. Should probably return it. There's nothing to chuck away. Uh, maybe I won't do it on stream. People might get upset if I chuck away their gift la la la. Keep it for a few more months. Mm-hmm Hmm. How am I'm gonna get rid of that heater. Maybe I say it's faulty and I send it back to Amazon. Maybe they've won't even checked and just gimme my refund. I wanted to return the heater but the stupid post office kept saying they couldn't scan the barcode ink is all over the place is it is. I don't know how you return it. I have to take the ink cartridge out. Maybe you can't resign it and chuck it in the bin. All I would do with it now is print off my flight tickets in case I needed a paper copy. Which you won't. I be livery canceled. A moving truck would cost 500 pounds. I could probably dismantle the gaming chair and put it in a black bag and the binmen will take it. Yeah, I looked up hiring vans before when I thought about moving back home. I can definitely dismantle that desk 'cause it's just screws. I reckon I could dismantle the IKEA desk. I hate bumping into really nice friendly British people. 'cause then it makes you feel like wow, British people are so nice. And then you feel sad about leaving. I don't know. When I leave the UK I do get homesick and then I feel like actually the UK's a nice country. Why did I leave? I feel a bit weirdly patriotic after being away for a bit. Oh god, I don't think I should make any solid plans for anything really. Two months into Thailand, I'll be missing the uk. I think best of both worlds is you enjoy best of both worlds. I want my home base in Thailand 'cause it's nearby all the other Asian countries easy to travel around. I don't know, my mind is so messed up. I, I feel exhausted. There's like a raging battle going in on in my head. Regret indecision and a regret. It's because I know no matter which one I choose, I'll be unhappy somehow. What's that buzzing? Yeah, I do kind of miss my old life 'cause I feel a bit miserable here. I was happy uh, until it all went wrong. I felt when did I feel happy? I felt happy. I felt happy when I got there every job And before we had that big fight, there were a few weeks where things were going well. It was before the pick me up from my mom's house fight. It was kind of crazy. Now I think about it but I decided to ditch my girlfriend to stream and I could have been easily avoided if I just ended the stream and said okay, I'm coming now. Maybe I was really fed up with the relationship too and I was trying to sabotage it. I was, you know, I was actually February march I was starting to feel like fuck I just want to go back to Thailand. This is shit. I actually kind of preferred being with faster. You know I was actually looking up flights to Bangkok even in February and March when I was still with Sonny. It was just never gonna work out. The minute I tune in he's talking about sniffing Sonny's dirty on the way. I think really the best idea is just go for a few months and come back here. One mistake I learned from past relationships I'll never make again. Um, do not leave sex tapes on your laptop. That was a massive mistake. I felt so stupid as well. It was such a dumb mistake to make. How can you be so dumb to just leave that lying round on your computer when you know your girlfriend might be on your computer? It really was like one of those Rus and Rachel moments where everything's going so nicely. And then one little mistake upsets the girl and blows the whole thing up. And now you got to like beg to get her back And she does this whole sulking silent treatment thing. It was just like when Ross and Rachel went on a break. Ross is depressed, hooks up with a girl and then Rachel finds out and then she's mad at him and then he goes, but we were on a break. I mean we were on a break. She literally ghosted me for like two weeks and I downloaded some old sex tapes to jerk off to. It was very rust and Rachel like I deleted them but I didn't erase it from the recycling bin. And she went into the recycling bin, saw it, she saw them and went What's this? And clicked on it and the big screen opened with my dick and JIRA's mouth and I was like no. And I closed it as quickly as I could. We were laughing and then suddenly the laughter, her face went from laughing to dead inside. Look, she ran upstairs to the bedroom, got in the bed, started crying. And then I sat at the bed saying, are you okay? I'm sorry. And then she got out the bed, said she's gone home. And I was like, please sunny. No don't go, I'm sorry. She got in the car and drove off. I was so pissed. Can't believe she's got in the car and left. Remember I did the stream As soon as she left I went live and I was like, she was here and we had a fight and then she's gone. Guys I don't know what to do. She blocked me again. She said she wouldn't block me. Then my, my mom messaged her and then she said, I'm gonna have to block both of you now I don't wanna hear this. She said, why is your mom trying to justify the disgusting thing you just did? God mess. I hated it. It was hell. Absolute hell. And then two weeks of being ghosted with me desperately trying to get her attention. Oh God, she really thought me deleting YouTube would fix our relationship as if that had anything to do with what caused the big fight, which was jhi sex tapes. How does one come to the conclusion of, oh I, I had big fight my boyfriend 'cause he's got sex tapes. I know if he quits his job in Korea, that will fix it Had nothing to do with it. It's because the whole relationship was on display I guess. And she didn't like the hate comments and she probably got mad. People weren't taking her side and were insulting her over and saying, oh what did you expect? Been watching Danny Boy for years. You should have known. I think she got pissed people not taking her side and wanted to nuke it all for her own sake. Now I broke my golden rule. Never delete your sex tapes. I were good ones too. Jira loved it when the camera was on she went into like full J mode. Like it was some kind of fantasy of hers that she wanted to become a porn star and this was like a safe way of doing it. And she would see that I'm filming and she wouldn't tell me to stop filming. No I honestly don't have them anymore. I actually wiped all my clouds. Maybe she's also auto sexual. I bet she was looking at herself in the viewfinder and I don't care about Atomico videos. They weren't even good. And then I had one other video with another woman but it was pretty rubbish. I never watched it. The ones with Shaira over the past. I remember I was filming, we were doing Doggy and I filmed it and she could see me filming in the reflection of the tv and she was like, I know you're filming Daniel. And then I thought, okay, why didn't you say anything then? Why didn't you say anything when I was filming? Why wait until I finished filming? 'cause she liked being filmed. Yeah, I filmed the sunny too but I deleted it. It wasn't very good to be honest. Sonny did this thing. I didn't really like she lay flat on her stomach and then I would like get on top from behind this like lazy doggy. I don't like that. I like it when the gold I actually does dog eating like arches her back and sticks her bum out. I don't like it when they get flat in the stomach and then you've got to like sit on them like a horse. I sit on them like I'm riding a saddle but it's not good. I don't like it. It was very boring. But she liked doing that often. I wasn't a fan. Imagine Cry actually came. We filmed or any fans. Oh God. Do you think the trolls would've sent it to her dad? I don't know what the trolls have sent the dad. Didn't they find his Facebook? I really wonder what happened to Crips. This is so strange. Not like her to just vanish. I feel like even if the lie was unbelievable, she would've tried to lie and then stuck to her guns. Yeah, nothing she, she was telling me about geocaching and I did not care at all. Last time she was on chat, in chat, she kept going on about geocaching. Sounds dumb. Or you follow clues in some random area to find a piece of garbage that's worth nothing. What's the point? Boring Still not hungry. She, I don't think AJ would be hated. She handles the trolling pretty well and she's literally like a laid back surfer. Aussie but not Aussie or New Zealand. Do you think New Zealand people get offended if you call them Aussie? It's basically how is it different though? Don't they have the same accent as well? She might be like a chill surfer dude, but a girl. Hmm? Sonny did seem pretty chill in the beginning. I don't know why she got so mad. She said I now I completely understand how you've driven all your exes crazy 'cause you're the shittiest boyfriend I've ever known <laugh>. I can't believe she said that to me. I said Sunny, I can't believe you're saying these things to me. She was horrid. How when you say these things to someone you're supposed to be in love with, never had anyone say such horrid things. You know what the fight was because of the Airbnb situation and 'cause I said okay thanks. Mm-hmm <affirmative> I didn't blame the toilet situation on her. I said my mom did. I just said what my mom said. My mom said, did Sonny flush wet wipes on toilet? I said no. And then Sonny confirmed that she did not flush wet wipes down the toilet and the clogging happened weeks after she left. So if it was her, how come it took weeks to clog? It's just my mum being stupid again. I don't know why it clogged but maybe 'cause you're all full of shit. Still not hungry. I don't want to eat if I'm not hungry. It's boring. I wonder where that giant moth is. Can you see it up here? Did you see it? Oh what's that black thing? Oh it's just a hook. I thought that black, I don't know where it goes. It will suddenly jump out of nowhere when I'm cooking. It can't have gone out 'cause I haven't. I had the door open for a bit but I was in there so I would've seen it go out. It's hiding somewhere unless it died. It's pretty big. So I would notice if it died because I could see it if it's in the sugar. The moth was there last night when I went to bed. It was still there. How long is it gonna live? Maybe died here. Look at the grass. The grass really grew. Well I just sprinkled a bit of it everywhere now I've gotta pluck it out <laugh>. 'cause I over turn the garden to how it was in the beginning. I feel cold now. I put on a shirt. Hmm, I'm getting a bit hungry. Dunno if the tie score wants more photos. I don't know if I'm gonna bother using the Bella box again. I think it introduces too many problems and it's not worth it. It does. It introduces too many problems. It doesn't seem to solve anything. It is too finicky. There's too many things you gotta do. You got to enable hotspot, you gotta connect to it with your phone's hotspot. You need to tether connections. You've got to open the remote cloud thing that sometimes doesn't even open. You gotta plug it into a power supply. You gotta have it ventilated so it doesn't overheat. There's too many fucking things. I just wanna go out and press, go live. I wanna plug this in, plug that in, plug it on my backside. It's just annoying. Can't be bothered. And then you gotta figure out, okay, what sim cards am I gonna tether? Which one's gonna be wireless? Now I've gotta bring four phones out for four connections. Oh god. And it wasn't even any better then when I just used this um, Norwegian server. I do not have good luck with these. Um, streaming and code of things do I? The live view. Maybe this you do is right. The scam boxes. All you need is S 25 Ultra. No, no, no. I sent the night hawk back waiting for my refund. I'm gonna get 458 pounds. Never thought you'd say that. Well he is not here so he'll never know. There's the killer with it. Crawled in a hole and died. Stupid things ruining my cooking experiences. This light makes it go crazy. I like POV mode because I can touch my balls the whole time and you don't even know I could be completely naked. Remember that time I got naked on a video to get into the onset in Japan. Me and chiro went to that han and then I was so scared 'cause I thought you could see my dick in the reflection. There was like a bit of metal on the edge of the door and you could kind of see my silhouette and I was so scared I get banned or something 'cause you could see my Willie in it. I took the video down, I re-uploaded it, edited it out. I was really stressed out and onset was really nice. I love the overflowing water the way it trickles out nice and hot. Japan really do bathing. Well bathtubs. I love how every house in Japan has a bathtub in Thailand. It's hard to find a place that has a bathtub. I don't really like the baths in Thailand. Love having a hot bath. You just, you make it really hot. Get in a bath, you soak and then you get out naked and then you just roll around on the bed as your body calls down. So relaxing. I probably, my favorite thing about Japan having a bath. I had bus every night in the Apple Hotel. I soaks away all the pains in the aches. That's the best part about life in Japan. Me and she used to have baths together. She'd be like, oh what do I do? And then get in together with her. All the water would overflow and she'd be like, whoa. Like she's never seen that happen before. She'd be like, oh with that funny SpongeBob laugh, she does <laugh> and then it would be like squatting in the bathtub 'cause it was so small. I'd play with her nipples with my tire. Oh do I have left to send back to Amazon? Maybe I return the printer and maybe I pour water into the switch and say it broke. Claim warranty. This lamp was a massive waste of money. This one here, I never used this. I only got it for this room 'cause it was dark. I play with Willie in the bathtub too. I like the way that your Willie floats up when you're in the bath and it like Bobs around. I like when you fart in the bath and the bubbles come out and then when you, when the bubble comes out and pops, it smells bad. Now. We never did anything sexual in the bathtub. It's hard. I don't like getting sexual in the bathtub. It number one, it's too small to do anything and it's really hard to get the whitty in and there's just not enough room for the girl to spread her legs. And then if she gets on you then the water goes everywhere. It's not, I don't like sexy in the bath time. I don't like doing anything in the bath. I just wanna relax. One time I nutted after me and chlamydia girlfriend had a shower and it was like glue. I thought I didn't know at the time. I thought I could just rinse it off with water and it would just rinse off. But it just got stickier and stickier and then it just turned into gl BLS of guns that I could not get off very well. It was horrible when it mixed us with water. What if the girl is like naked and she's having a shit on the toilet and then you bust in and then bang out while she's shitting. It's that hot and then you're like fucking. And then she carries on shitting while she fuck. That's pretty hot. It is really weird that a threesome Canadian girl stopped messaging me. She was messaging me nonstop every day and then all of a sudden nothing. And she didn't even reply to my text. Didn't even read it. But she still follows me on Instagram. So why hasn't she blocked me or unfollowed me if she doesn't wanna talk anymore on what happened? Another bipolar girl. One minute they're crazy. Next minute they're ignoring it. These girls are mental, aren't they? Compared to their mum. Completely normal. Yeah. Well nothing would've happened anyway. Yeah, as if I'm gonna move to America. That would never happen. She sounded a bit psycho anyway. I never would go to America. Hmm. Oh stabilization is nice. It's funny seeing it all shaking. All shaking funny. Seeing it all shaking. It's weird when I'm not moving it looks so perfectly still. It's like it's crashed or frozen. Sam Pepper. 200 applicants so far for its stream house. Lock in <inaudible> called the police. Even this Morat guy got hot go in his hotel room. Where's that girl? Oh wow. Like Aless? Oh no, I don't know. Someone gifted it and Alas got it or he got it himself. Uh, I don't like how, I don't like how he dresses really smart for his upper body with his jacket and then he wears like a pair of pair of shorts. It was weird. I wonder who anonymous was. Where does Sandpiper's house look like a dungeon? Where does he have like a cage? It looks like a cage. There is this woman. Yeah, she's not hot. I take it back. No, I wouldn't apply to that streamer house thing. Not my tea of cup. No. I don't need stupid streamer house to make my own content. Don't need nobody. Someone got Tesco's delivery. Not my cup of Titi board in my house. House in my bored. Bored in my house all day. Bored in my house. In my house. So bored that know what to do all day because I'm bored house in my board that I want to do with the Bella box board in my house, house in my board. How long until I get into another life situation that I don't wanna be in and then try and get myself out of it. Getting a bit hungry actually. Uh, how long until I get myself into another relationship that I hate being in and then feel sad and guilty for having to get out of it. You, I should just stay away from women. Maybe I don't want to rack up more guilt. These broken hearts I leave weighs down on me. I wanna feel good. I wanna make someone happy. And it also makes me happy. Now when I'm 50, everything will be different. Number one, I'll be a pro day trader so I could just conjure up money out of thin air. Number two, I will definitely have a proper girlfriend that I like and likes me back. And number three, I dunno suspend his life doesn't seem so bad. He basically just does what I do. He drives around, he buys food and then he cooks food apart from the bar girl stuff. That's basically what I do. What's wrong with that? The problem is people, you know, people think it's a sad life 'cause there's no people in their life. No one wants to be in my life because I've been a bad person. But if you can't really undo being a bad person, either you hide it or enough time passes for people to forget. But people don't really forget unless you find like a new person who doesn't know about your past. What do you mean? I sit around all day. I went for a three hour walk at Church Hill again. Spreading lies. Is it frozen? Yeah. The thing is the stabilization is so good on this. When I don't move, it looks like the stream's frozen. <laugh> stabilization is too good. Yeah, it's hard to change. I tried really hard with Sunny. I thought I was doing very well. I was very respectful. Didn't trash her, didn't cheat. But then she just became so annoying and I couldn't hold it in anymore. I just burst out with rage. I tried so hard to not trash her on stream. I thought okay, this time gonna be very respectful. Talk kindly of her on stream. But then she just became so incredibly annoying with her stupid tantrums and stuff. But I couldn't keep it in anymore. I really want to be respectful. But then people become so annoying it bottle builds up with me, bottles up. I need to release it. Things start to feel like it doesn't matter anymore. So why not just talk freely and just starts feeling like nothing matters? Uh, I don't watch anime by the way. I don't watch anything. I don't watch movies. I don't watch TV shows. Only watch shorts. Instagram reels and shorts. It's time to turn off. Chat. You guys being very weird all of a sudden let you just chat before I end up banning everyone from Rage. Okay? You're gonna make food. You guys just keep chatting, making me money. I'm not looking at any of it. You gay don't you? Wannabe armchair psychologists. I have no idea what you're talking about. I'll just make dinner and ignore all of you. Fuckers. Everyone blocked beyond Burger. 3rd of August. Damn, these things last long. 18 grams of protein. I've gotta love these. I might have a beer with it. Know it tastes so good with a beer on. Have a beer with my food. Shall let's, uh, it's kind gross. We same. We this, same this shift. Eight. I like that. Get oil everywhere. Oh God. It's so nice when I shot you guys off. It's like, oh, he's quiet you. That's what it's like. You off. What are they skills? Oh, oh, oh. Look at I, oh, skills. I teach that school. Yeah. Delicious. It's probably one of my favorite meals. Yeah. Okay. Stop. Chicken. Mustard's been last. Me three now. Pretty good. Look at that. Just need checks. Tiny bit more. Okay, cut. Oh, I don't have any oranges left. Need to buy oranges. Oh my God. My seat. Oh man. Oh Jesus. Let's hide it up tomorrow. Maybe it's done. I keep getting stuck. I don't understand how it gets stuck under there, but now I can't get it out. That is pretty good. Good. Look at that. Beyond the burger with chicken mustard Ragu. I actually dunno what a Wagyu is. Might have a beer one time. We've done eight hours. It's only all the thing is nine o'clock. That's my tripod. Batch is flip Seven's pretty good. But the last five or six hours on one charge, I feel like I don't need to keep charging it so much. Mm-hmm <affirmative>. I might have a beer. Oh yeah. Oh yeah. Oh. Mm-hmm <affirmative>. Mm-hmm. Um hmm. Hmm. Oh. Um, oh no, I, hmm hmm. Okay. I've gotta start. I'm banning some people. You all need to take a break. All ban for racism. Oh Jesus. I got such s. Yeah, Chad died because he was started being racist. Pieces of shit. You all got some weird ways of thinking when it comes to race. Keep it out on my live chat or your ban. There is some weirdo racist subreddit or something. Get the fuck out my live chat. Fucking weirdos. You done it? Is you done mate? If I just have half the bottle, I feel fine. I think I think half the bottle is enough. Should be fine. Oh. Oh God. Huh? Can you all shut up about fucking immigration topics and ban all of you? Talk about immigration one more time. You're fucking banned. Shut the fuck up about it. It please. Jesus fucking Christ. Fucking bunch of fucking weirdos. Go to some fucking politics. This call or something. Get the fuck outta my live chat talking about this shit. Fucking annoying, fucking fucking cunt I going on about politics and immigration stuff in my live chat. The hell's it got to do with anything. The fuck out here. I can't stand you pricks. Fucking morons. Fucking fucking. So it's such a low IQ topic. Talk about imagine thinking you'd know anything clever that everyone else doesn't know you speak like you so smart. Don't stupid either. The chats being a bunch of insufferable pricks hanging on me. Or you're talking about stupid idiotic things like immigration. Oh, there's something wrong with your brains. I think you're fucking weirdos. A bunch of nutcases, morons nut jobs in the fucking freaks. Then you got a nerve to insult me. Look in the mirror. Sometimes the chat is just the worst bit of streaming. It's like being a teacher of a classroom and then you, you gotta sit in this room for the anoint brats. You wanna shut the fuck up, but you gotta be there 'cause you're getting paid. Fucking annoying. I'm gonna turn off the track completely. Oh God, yeah. Maybe I will make it subscriber only. I think there's so many annoying people on the kick. I swear it wasn't this annoying on YouTube. It's like even more annoying people on the kick. The problem is half the annoying people are subscribed. Anyway. I never felt this annoyed by the chat when I did YouTube. It's like, I don't know. The most irritating of all of them have come to kick unfortunately. I remember in the beginning of Kick I kept saying, oh, the haters haven't come. Chat's really nice and positive. Oh, that changed. I've got the most irritating people here. And beginning is nice. Half track got banned already. I had rather have a dead chat than it being for a bunch of annoying fucking haters and weirdos. We've got incel, we've got the red pills, we've got the black pill. You got the stupid racists. Oh God. Can't you all fuck off some fucking DJ Discord server or something? Why the hell are you here? I don't stand for black pill. I don't stand for red pill. I'm not racist. Why the fuck are you here? I'm not even interested in any of these topics. Why are you talking about it in my fucking chat? All, all retarded. You all think you're smart but you're fucking retarded. Oh, I'm so smart ass. 'cause I'm bread pilled. You're fucking moron. You're mentally ill and you're fucking weird. No one likes you. No one thinks you're cool 'cause you're black pilled or red pilled or racist or something. Fuck off. That's a four chan fucking mentally. Oh fucks. I hate all your fucking four chain freaks. Fuck off. You are a bunch of fucking weirdos. Of course I don't like you. I like normal people like George Trombley. You guys are fucking weirdos. You're incel, you're red pilled, you're black pilled. You're fucking racist. You got like far right weird thoughts, you've bunch of fucking weirdos. Just admit it. I hate you. You, you like make my skin crawl. I don't wanna be friends with you people. You're fucking weirdos. I hate you. You're weird. I like nice normal people who have normal thoughts and think like normal people and a bunch of fucking weirdos come from four chan. Get the fuck off. I hate you. You make me. You disgust me. I hate you. I don't know why you people flock to me. I hate everything you stand for. I disagree with everything you think. I think you're lame and think you're fucking looseness. I know why you're here. Fuck off bats at Reddit and four chan, wherever this call came from. Why you're here. I dunno why you're on my channel. I literally don't stand for any of this. I never made content about this stuff. I've never expressed views like this. I know why you're here. You're fucking loses. I hate you. Fuck off. Ban all of your fucking weirds. How about that for honestly? Oh God, why can't everyone just be normal? Where the fuck all the normal people, nice normal people without stupid extremist ideas and thoughts. Oh God, uh, sort of sick and tired of you people. It made me want to vomit my mouth. Oo band. Fucking Australian edge. Lord, fuck off. You're another fucking freak. I hate you too. You're fucking loser freak. Who just says edgy stuff? You're not funny. Nothing you say makes any sense. You're fucking mentally Ill get help. Get the fuck outta my chat. You're a bunch of fucking weirdos. I hate you all. Ugh. I was so sick and tired of having to listen to his bollocks. You all need serious help. I don't know what is wrong with your brains. It just makes me lose hope And humanity thinking this is what humanity is. Oh, burn all to the ground. You know, biggest scumbags drugs of society will end up in my fucking live chat. Oh, hold on. There's some normal people. Oh God. God I missed a YouTube chat. YouTube chat was never like this. YouTube chat had nice normal people. Oh God, I missed doing YouTube. This is why normal people don't come to kick. 'cause this is what Kick is known for. Fucking DJs in every chat on every fucking stream. Oh, I missed the early days when I had a normal audience with nice, decent people. Oh god, I missed 2018. I didn't realize it would turn out like this. I people were nice and normal and then I drove them away and then all left was fucking weirdos. It just felt constant bullshit. Much mentally ill. Insane opinions. Oh God, I dunno how I'm gonna do this. I hate, actually, I hate screaming now I feel like it's actually going to make me go mentally insane. Maybe sunny was right. I should nuked it all. Get fucking job. Sometimes I feel like she was actually right. Just n it all. Just get rid of all these fucking weirdos. I surround myself with normal, nice people. Oh God, maybe I was wrong. It is just so depressing. I would just surround myself by the most toxic, negative, irritating people on the internet to make any money. I so disgustingly toxic. Ah, it's nice. It's like peace and quiet. Now maybe I'll do a stream on YouTube at some point. Maybe I do a stream on YouTube now. Eh. Might've got a live on YouTube now. I've only done eight hours today though. Um, I dunno. I don't know. What if it's not What if it's same or if I go live on YouTube, I got like 80 dealers might get some super chats. Well mark it ripped. Damn it. Uh, it is really annoying because I wanna stream on YouTube but the money sucks. So I need to keep the kick thing going. What's the point stream to YouTube if you don't make money? Because I enjoy it more. That's where I was born. That's where I was raised. That's where my people are where I feel like it's home. You know, it's where I met Sonny, where the Tokyo Toms found me on YouTube from Tokyo. Toms where Crypt was first on it got a lot of good memories with YouTube with streaming on YouTube. The three day stream. Why does YouTube have to pay so shit? The YouTube chat didn't seem like it was so full of weirdos. I swear the YouTube chat never got so toxic like this. It feels like the most toxic people ended up coming to kick. Well I didn't notice them on YouTube chat. I dunno, I've been feeling miserable since I started Kick. I got all the weirdo edge Lord stupid fucking troll people on my kick chat that are really pissing me off that I didn't really have on YouTube. It's like all the fucking edge Lord weirdos from Discord. I'm very active in my kick chat. But here's another one. Got ban him or dentist you can fuck off. Uh, I dunno why the chat is like becoming this DJ Discord server feel of racist and freaks. It wasn't like this on YouTube where sense of normality on YouTube and Kick Chat is like devolving some DJ Discord server. Like it's becoming the bootleg discord full of all the freaks and fucking weirdos ban them all. She was not in the YouTube chat this much. He was in, he popped in like now and then. But ever since a slight kick, he's been in the chat loads like almost all day. He's really annoying. He was not here this much on YouTube. Kick attracts DJs, that's the problem. YouTube has more of a normy crowd like the norm. My Normy viewers won't come to Kick 'cause kick's got this reputation I dunno if I did, I used to do five hour streams on YouTube, didn't I? Five hour YouTube Stream would maybe make 50 or $60 if I did five hours on kick and I only got like $16 rate. That's like $80 isn't it? And difference is I'm streaming double on kick 'cause I make money per hour. I wonder if I did a 10 hour stream on YouTube, would it make a lot less than Kick? I saw Aspen Gold showed his earnings. He made $300,000 in a month on Kick and he made $31,000 on Twitch in a month on Twitch. And he wasn't even, he wasn't doing the thing where you only stream on kick and you get double. He was, I think it was multi streaming. So if he did what I'm doing only on Kick, he could have made $600,000 in the month. Maybe I treat kick like a job like nine to five and then I finish and then do YouTube for fun. I don't know, for like an hour or something. The chat just became insanely toxic and horrid as a band load of people. It was crazy. One the most disgusting people in the chat spelled on this vile bullshit. These people are sick. I hate them. Yeah they just, they sound like all the bootleg people suddenly decided to come over and be a nuisance. Yeah, I've got a bunch of new followers 'cause I made it so you have to follow to chat. So they probably followed so they could chat. How about you gotta be following for a week to chat. That should deter them. There's no way. These new followers were like organic followers. They followed so they could chat. Okay. You now have to be following for a week in order to chat so they can do their stupid weirdo stuff once a week if they're dedicated enough. Oh God. How's the new phone going? Yeah, it's good. I like it. I probably, I only had half the beer. I didn't even finish the whole dear. If I had the whole thing I'd be way more wasted. I'd be falling asleep if I had the whole thing. I had enough anyway after half didn't want anymore. Oh I've gotta take the rubbish out today. Yeah, look, they're all trolls that recently followed me. SDD Mania Canada solid soap spots. Black Asian rager. I think a lot of them may be banned Trolls who just made a new account The last stream on YouTube when you made a $35 four hours, 40 minutes stream. It's not even $10 an hour. This one made $33 for six hours. It's like $5 an hour, six hours, $34. Money's so bad on YouTube. They were made about the same. $35. 34 21. Oh god. $21 for five hours. Yeah. When I first came back after the sunny thing, I got loads of super chats from Crypt, <laugh> crypt and mice dropped two Big fifties. No, 22. 23. 22. Where's the one when I came back? It'll be in April. I'm back 115. I only got three Kvs eight hours. 14 an hour I guess. But that's mostly 'cause I've got super chats. I've got 200 viewers. Peak 162 average. Oh I used to use the laptop webcam. Okay. He says offensive things but I don't get offended by it. Okay. Says okay. He says offensive things but I don't get offended by them. And I think some of the stuff he says makes sense like build a business, focus on money. Don't let bitches control you. I seem like I'm enjoying it more. Oh fuck my Tesla shorts getting destroyed. Come on Tesla. Wow. My hair was long. Sorry It's spicy. Uh, I don't really care. I honestly don't really look the majority much And they might have gotten in trouble again in the future. So I guess it's, I don't recognize any of these people like Wesker. Moir, X, YYZ K-Pop listener Matt Chase her goal. Go away. Vichy fucking lame band bitch Sensei. You're not even funny. It's just annoying. It's just Vichy on his girlfriend's account isn't it? It's Chinese phones but it's just a so many cool Chinese phones. Cheyenne Williams. That was before she changed it. Why did she changed her name to Crypt? Possibly battery. Possibly a battery. Hundred watt wide charging. It's got internal building. We're just talking about phones and no one cares. Yeah, the debt was insane. I hadn't you made your videos probably thousand videos. I'll probably do it at 10. Nine. No, I probably tomorrow afternoon. That was enough. That was enough. I think you should be able to have a sense of humor and laugh at it. They weren't even that bad. <laugh>. I still had that stuff in the little bag. It doesn't have a toxic into their life. 'cause that's basically everyone. What was this phone? Is that my Samsung or was it, did I still have the nothing phone Bit annoying. I didn't buy the fault sakes thinking I was gonna return it to be honest. I thought I was gonna keep it. I'm here for you mate. Mate. Cheyenne Williams. People just enjoy being around the family. You stick. No it can't have been the S 10 plus 'cause I would be filming the stream on the S 10 plus. I don't know what phone that is. I would've been filming on the S 10 plus. So I don't know what phone this is. Wouldn't waste of time sitting around the living room. I'd rather be doing my home stuff. I just sitting around the living room with my 180. The 180 flip is just insane. If it was a long time. The new one that I got, if it was a long time ago because you know Mila did it before even. So she used to do it. What happened to my old fold or the first one they got in 2020. I sold it. Mila helped me sell it to some guy. We met him and then he paid me cash like 400 euros or something. Met me in the first place. Really. But I guess in her defense she didn't realize it was gonna get this serious date. Some normal guy, she needs to just date some normal guy who has a normal job who doesn't have an online. You're ranting about Sonny the whole time. Me and Sonny were still talking at this point. She was actually gonna come over on Monday to pick her stuff up. But I ranted too hard with her. I wanted to keep it respectful but I couldn't relationship dynamic with her. Started getting more and more triggered. Here I had that Doge Max, doggy Max V two phone, 20,000 video battery built into it. I was planning my trip to Thailand. This was four months ago now. No, no updates on Sunny. I blocked her anyway because she kept sending me messages and then blocking me again so I couldn't reply. So I thought why do you get to send me messages and I don't get to send you anything 'cause you blocked me. She'll unblock me, send the message and block me. And you're really annoying. If I'm, if that was the S 10 plus, what am I filming the stream on? It wouldn't have been the iPhone. I'm confused. Or was this before I smashed my S 10 plus. I was still doing every, wasn't I at this point? I think I didn't lose every until a month after the breakup. Maybe it was the nothing phone still. I think it was nothing phone. Wow. I used it for a bit then I remember it had magnet so I stuck it to the whiteboards. Fun thing. Crypt in the chat again. <affirmative> there so many streams. Got demonetized. All these demonetized. 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 8, 7 or eight. Jesus these streams. Got some good views before I moved into this house. Got was again five six K views. And then I moved into this house, it dropped down to two three K. Same thing happened in Thailand. It goes from like 5, 6, 7 K down to two three K. But this was at my mom's house and then it was dropping down to two three K range and then I got 10 K with Sonny. We only made $54. That's rubbish. And the stream was only two hours. I guess it's like $24 an hour. My plans with YouTube. I was just gonna stream every day. I already gave up on videos. She dumped me $61 for four hours. I mean that's kind of in line with Kick. But that's only 'cause I've got Super Chats. They're very dependent on Super Chats. It's annoying 'cause YouTube takes like a 50%. They take 50% of the ad rev and they take 30% of the super chat. Ultra wide monitor broke and I've got a refund for it. I replace the monitor debt with a phone debt. <laugh> genius. Sad and alone in my new house. Oh God. Yeah look all my tabs <laugh>, I need all of them. It's fun looking back at the streams. It's a shame on kick. They will get deleted on YouTube. They don't get deleted. I like going back in time looking at the record and kick. Everything gets deleted after 30 days and I'm not downloading them $19. Oh what? I didn't get a single super chat. I streamed three hours. I made $19. I wonder if I did a 10 hour stream on YouTube. How much would it make? It's weird. I miss YouTube like I miss an ex-girlfriend now. I don't know. I had a vibe. This vibe, everything feels kind of sad. I like move into another planet and then lost everyone. Everything. And these streams are really short. Uh, when did I make this? Uh, I must have been doing Amazon Flex. Yeah I remember doing these streams after coming back from Amazon. But how do they know that? That that's the sharpest it can get. But how do they know that That's the sharpest it can get. You have to pay three 30 pounds for the frame. You have to pay three 30 pounds for the frame with no Amazon Flex was not better than it. Uber eat just kind of sucks. I only Uber eat just kind of sucks. I did one hour today I only made 14 pounds minus one pound 40 for insurance investor. What about my dreams? Well I wanna be an investor. I wanna be a stock market guru. I wanna be a YouTuber or a stock market guru. Now when I get emotional I feel like I want to stream on YouTube and then I sleep on it and I'm like yeah I need to focus on the money kick. It is but I'm destroying my mental health. Oh gold is not doing good. <laugh> back down to 17 Barrett Gold. What happened to my aunt? The trick is you get five cats. So if one goes missing, that's painful before that don't care about a hundred pounds fine. The thing I'm worried about is getting points of my license. You get 12. I missed this vibe. I don't know what it was. Uh, something different about the vibe. Uh, before I moved to Devon, before that Turkey Tom Madness. Look at my debt. My debt was lower then than it is now. Look 5,500 credit card and then mom is 7,700. Only 12 K. Now I'm not focus on the money I need to make progress with this debt. You're still working. Debt just gets bigger and bigger. This life's not too bad. Py is definitely Spy is definitely coming down. Look at that. Oh I can talk about boring stocks all the time. It is kind of boring. I click off too when I start talking about stocks tell me to come out the car and then they take me over to the police car tell me to come out the car and then they take me over to the police car and they tell me to sit in the back. So they sit me in the back of the police car. I think me and Sonny weren't talking when this happened 'cause she never sent me a message like Oh you're okay. What happened? I told her about what happened after we got back together after another fallout car. And then they explained to me, I don't even know if she's watching me at this time. I do 40 minutes more. I guess 10 hours should be enough. I don't know what to do tomorrow. Yeah I kind of want to go out but I can't 'cause I haven't charged my car. My car only has 60 miles range. I can't go very far. I can, what's that sound? Think's my laptop fan. I am scared to plug it in overnight. Last time smoke started coming up. I'm not sure. That happens when I'm sleeping. I wake up, the whole thing's melted into the wall. Mm-hmm <affirmative> also, I don't really wanna leave my door open overnight. Yeah. Crips dad might bust in at night. Hmm. I dunno. Can't really go anywhere far tomorrow. Maybe I'll just charge the car up tomorrow. Do Inside Stream Kit Hill's in range same as Bog Hill. Bulk Hill was in range. Could go Bog Hill. Been a while. Last time I went to Bog Hill, Crips was still here going on about a camp and her bad back as she was saying something about a sheep licking my bum feels like a different world must have been over two weeks ago. Things changed so quickly. Vibes change. I miss the old vibes and then I don't care for the vibe I'm currently in <laugh>. Maybe I surprise the YouTube peeps with a stream outside. They'd be like wow, Daniel's outside. I surprise the YouTube peeps with a bulk hill stream. I kind of wanna do that. It would be funny to see the YouTube peeps reaction now I've got this setup looking pretty good. I need to like try Kick was fun in the beginning 'cause it was new and fresh. Now it's gotten stale. I need to switch things up. Maybe I take the YouTube peeps to Kit Hill, kit Hill, bog Hill. I just wanna try something different. I Hill is definitely more reliable 'cause he's got better connection. But then Bog Hill feels kind of special 'cause it was last time we saw K Crypt. Oh that toilet. I need to think I might. I'm thinking like Bog Hill, YouTube, outside stream, fresh brushing stuff up. I don't know about Bog Hill. Always kind of had problems there. The bar and Vodafone for Bog Hill. Maybe Kit Hill or Bog Hill. Mm. Last time I went to Kit Hill I ended the stream and went to Tesco. So after 10 minutes 'cause I got mad. Yeah maybe Kit Hill thinking doing Kit Hill Stream tomorrow on YouTube. But I can't play any music when I go home maybe. How do I have nine 50 in Amazon payments? Got this phone flip seven Bulk Hill. This time I'm just worried about the connection. Last time I used Bella Box didn't I? And then it didn't work and I got mad and I switched it back to the iPhone and then I had to come up with backup plans. So now I've got um, backup connections going to Norwegian server straight to kick and now stream runs. I've got four three backups in case the box failed outside. I'm not using the Bella box again. But I think Kit Hill was more impressive than Bog Hill. The views will kind of look the same thing. Churchill Bog Hill, kit Hill all have the same views. I don't know, I think the Kit Hill has better views definitely blows me away more. Bog Hill has the views of the mos which looks kind of desolate. Whereas Kit Hill views like farmland and patches of green fields. No I've decided I wanna do Kit Hill and then I do Bog Hill on Kick because I haven't done RL on YouTube since Japan. I think I didn't do a single IRL since I got home from Japan. I was at my mom's house and then I did that one or two soon when I got the car. Uh, I might do a mess on banning. I dunno, maybe I've reacted first I had all these stupid trolls shitting on me and then I came back to the chat and it was all just race talk and then I lost it. I can't stand what race talk and politics and I was kind of drunk. Why do I hate what so much race talk? Uh, I don't know. It is just kind of depressing 'cause it's like dehumanizing individuals and lumping them all into this mass based on where they're from. I don't like it. Yeah. And I've had to, people would go on on about Race on the Discord years ago and I would have to like start banning people to shut them up. There's always Indian people this and Indian people that like they're obsessed with Indian people for some reason. I know what the obsession with Indian people is. Who cares? I dunno. What should I do tomorrow? I kind of wanna be like kind of want sh kick in on YouTube. Maybe people will be surprised, people who haven't come to kick, they'll be like wow, Daniel's outside and his stream actually works and doesn't look rubbish and lag. I've got stats for where viewers are on YouTube, not on kick. I update the debt counts on my YouTube stream labs. They'll be like wow, Dan was paid off so much debt I wanna do, I'm thinking of doing an IRL stream tomorrow on YouTube and then kick later in the day. I'll do YouTube. I'll try and go early. What's the weather light tomorrow? What? Only go early Tomorrow is Thursday. Please don't rain. Oh. Oh it's looking good. 20 degrees and slightly sunny and cloudy. It's sunny and cloudy all day tomorrow 2% chance of rain. Oh nice. Yeah I wanna wake up early tomorrow and then go to Kit Hill. Do I wanna do four or five hours and then go home? I don't know if I stay on YouTube for the whole day or if I do the rest of the day on kick. Yeah I should pre for the sun cream on or bring my hat. Hat or sun cream. Hmm. Bring my stick as well. Oh what's that on the top? The tag? I didn't take it off. It feels nice. Soft. Hmm. Maybe I'll just put the sun cream on. Oh no. Maybe I won't bother. I won't be out there too long. Flaps are bad looking. Yeah, that's what AJ said. Yeah but it protects your head. I mean your neck. So with sun cream my face is gonna be all sticky and gross looking. Mm-hmm <affirmative> I gotta set up stream apps for YouTube with the, with the right links and stuff so I could use my server. Yeah. Kit Hill wills up YouTube properly. That's been a while. You gotta make a thumbnail and everything. Bit thumbnail And then Will Daniel stream to YouTube tomorrow? Yeah, I'll probably wake up tomorrow and change my mind. Anything could happen. Will Daniel stream on YouTube tomorrow? 30 minute now I've gotta stay online for another 30 minutes. I was gonna go after 15. So the plan is, I'm thinking I do an outside stream on YouTube at Kit Hill and then see what it feels like. But the problem is it's gonna be so early a lot of the viewers not this is the problem. You know, fucking time zone. A lot of the viewers are gonna be asleep in the morning. 'cause in the morning it's, I don't know, 4:00 AM US time go in the evening. That would should I target for maximum viewership. I really want to go in the morning. I call back in the afternoon. Well I used to stream in that time anyway when I was in Japan. Yeah I think I just forget about the time zone. Do it anyway. But it's not like I cared about it when I was in Japan. I went live in Japan and it was, who knows what time in America stuff America. Maybe people stay up really late. Yeah. So the plan is I go Kit Hill in the morning for about four, four hours. I wanna do four hours YouTube. I'm pretty confident the setup is gonna work 'cause this setup's pretty good with IRL server, two connections, mailbox. Nah it's not reliable. I do not want to on YouTube and then have all these problems like I have with the bubble box and then I dunno if I take a day off kick tomorrow or not. Or if I come home and then I switch the kit. 'cause I could come home at like one o'clock and still squeeze in a 10 hour stream and I would just do, instead of doing my morning routine where I just clean eat, play America, I'll do a YouTube stream and then come back at one or two and I still squeeze in a 10 hour stream on Kick so I'm not losing anything really. Yeah, yeah. I eat my cake and have it. I do my little YouTube thing, get that outta my system. I'll come back in the afternoon. I'll do my 10 hour kick stream anyway so I'm not losing anything on Kick. You'll be exhausted. I don't know. I'm hoping the walk and like being back on YouTube will put me in a good mood for the rest of the day. And I say guys, I'm going on Kick now. So if you want to see more, maybe they'll be like, oh no Daniel, don't go. We miss you. Oh God, that was a good one. Okay, this is my plan. I want to leave. I want to get there 10 o'clock so I've gotta leave here. Half nine. No only comments I got on YouTube was, wow, it's so nice. Now Daniel stops streaming. I forgot about his channel. People were celebrating that. They didn't have to watch me anymore. Not saying they miss me. Bunch of bastards. Someone said without the streams. I completely forgot Daniel's channel existed. It's actually nice. Maybe I get some Super Chats. Yeah, well if it goes well I just do it every day. <laugh>. I do like five hours YouTube in the morning, make 30, 40 to 50 maybe. And then I do a 10 hour one kick and make my regular 180 best of both worlds and keep my YouTube channel active. Let's see if I've got my money. Um, nope. What am I waiting for? I'm waiting for Nighthawk refund. I won't get the kick money until tomorrow night I think. And then day after tomorrow I'm gonna do Bulk Hill in memory of Cry Balk Hill. Wait, no, balk Hill wasn't the last place you saw her. It was Lipford Gorge. Well Balk Hill was one of the last places we saw her. I don't wanna pay for the ticket though. For Devil's Toon. Again. 12 pounds. Did I really not see it? I thought I did see it. I thought that was it. Nighthawk was 458 pounds. Why? Why I decide to turn to YouTube. I miss the YouTube chat. I miss seeing all these different people. I miss the chat not being so toxic full of people hating on me. You get more people in the chat on YouTube. Like there's people, I kind of, I recognize everyone in the kick chat now 'cause there's so little of us. But on YouTube there's more people I don't recognize. Most people on YouTube chat. I'm like, who's this? Who's that? Go to bed now. I think people can still vote even if I'm not streaming. I think there's 18 minutes left on it. I am gonna start at 10. I'll go live from Kit Hill. I've gotta set up stream apps. I need, I need to set up all the text stuff. I wish it would just carry over. Maybe I would just copy and paste everything. Okay, well I'm gonna start setting some of it up. See tomorrow in the morning on YouTube. Then kick after lunch. Bye.