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Testing,

testing.

Hello everyone,

is the chair okay after the beating? Probably.

Good old chair.

First, I got bacon, and then

big day out, Bog Hill.

Yeah, fish is dirty.

I'm fed up buying bread. I can't even eat half the loaf before it all goes off. Keeps going mouldy.

Oh, oh, oh, oh.

How's it cheaper to get a new fridge? Well, I buy more food and then more food goes off. No, I need to buy less food and go shopping more often.

My fridge does keep stuff fresh. The food is expiring because I'm buying too much. I've got nothing to do with the fridge.

It's cold today. I hope it gets warmer.

I feel like summer's over nearly. Was that it? Pathetic.

It's kind of too much oil.

Whatever.

Don't know if I'm gonna make my £6,000 target next Thursday. I only made £550 this week.

Keep money drying up.

I took 2 days off and a couple half days and only made £550 for one week.

I'm going to Bog Hill. I need a nice walk to recover from a traumatic day.

Amazing breakfast. I don't know why, but I was, I was like frantically scratching my itchy finger last night and I fucked it up. I thought it was a dream. I wondered what felt so good. I woke up, my finger was sore. I scratched the fuck out of it in my sleep. Something must be stressing me out subconsciously.

Hurts now. I don't know what this stupid itchy bit of skin on my finger is.

It gets so itchy. I think it's like really itchy when I'm stressed out.

Yeah, it's always, it's always here on this finger, and then it'll heal, grow back

like a thicker bit of skin.

God, it reminds me of a time I was in Thailand and I had rashes all over my hands and they were so itchy I just scratched the hell out of them when I was sleeping. And then they'd get infected and swell up. Pus would come out. It was disgusting.

I don't know, I get weird skin problems.

Bacon.

Oh God, I'm cold.

Oh, cold

in here.

Wow. Oh, spasm. The hell was that?

I got bad news, guys.

I closed out all my shorts. Which means market's probably gonna tank.

You can thank me later.

I'm all in long.

Fed up losing money.

I don't know, did it lag? I said I closed out all my shorts. I'm all in long. You can thank me when the market crashes.

Hmm, 20 degrees from 12 o'clock.

We will go then.

I

want a nice hot day. On the moors. Nice drive. I need to get spirits back up. We've been how many days? 3 days inside stuck here.

I need to get out of the house.

Abundance mindset.

Strong, powerful. Independent man. £10,000 safety net.

Fresh leaf. New beginning.

I will manifest it.

How are the ladies I went on dates with? Uh, not great. I haven't seen them. I met a Don Gamer girl, didn't like them. I've got Spanish girl and weed girl.

Left. But weed girl's making me wait until September, so she wants something serious and not rushed. But then we're like being all sexting, sexty.

Why September? Cuz she says work's really busy. But then she seems like she has a lot of time for texting.

I think it's a bit of an excuse,

in my opinion,

but she seems cool.

It could be worth the wait.

Where's

the bin lid? There's supposed to be a lid for it. Weird. I'll just have open rotting food waste, I guess. That'll be fun.

Okay,

I

mean, um,

Oh no, I didn't charge my battery bank.

11%, and it should take about an hour to charge.

1 hour 20 minutes. Oh God, why did I forget to plug it in last night?

Big day out country, it's over.

Ow, why is there sand inside of my raisin?

Oh,

when

it's cold, I spasm more. Getting goosebumps.

Might need a second t-shirt.

嗯。嗯。

Oh look,

Vera is getting massive.

So I gotta wait for the battery to charge, I guess, and for the sun to come out.

Stocks and shares ISA is up £1.50.

Maybe I should check to see if the military aren't doing firing practice.

Uh, a lot more firing times.

How'd they go fire somewhere else? Annoying.

August 21st, no firing, no firing, no firing.

Okay, well, they're not firing all month.

2nd of September, firing and firing day and night. Damn, they're doing a lot of firing in September. Must be summer holidays for soldiers. Look, they're firing almost every day. At Willsworthy and Merrivale. Firing, firing, firing, firing, firing, firing, firing, firing, firing, firing, firing, firing, firing. Maybe I'll go find those bullets again. They might still be there. I

wonder if anyone picked up that snotty shirt.

Do I plan to spruce up the house? Hmm.

I don't know. What's wrong with my house?

Apart from it needs a TV in the corner. I

want to get a fish tank.

嗯嗯嗯嗯嗯。

I shall leave this here when she comes over.

Yeah, I don't know.

What else

I could do with the place?

I think some colorful pillows would liven up the place a little bit, like some red pillows maybe. They're looking a bit colorless.

I'm not really a big fan of color, to be honest. I like it a little bit, like the red from the chairs and the curtains.

I don't know if I want to get rid of this rug. It still seems clean enough. Well, there's some bits of cardboard in it and sellotape stuck to the hairs.

It's hard to clean.

Need a powerful vacuum.

Cold. Why is it so cold?

This one's way better, the Tesco rug.

Feels cozier too.

Yeah, I don't know if I can get £6,000 by next Thursday. I think maybe like £5,900. I had to pay the water bill.

6K would be pretty nice though for the end of the month,

and then

6K end of this month, end of September, maybe 8K.

Well, the water company won't let me adjust the meter reading.

I can't be bothered phoning them up, so I just paid it. And then for next month, I'll just add my own meter reading, and it says 34. So over 7 months or 6 months, it would average out to about 6 per month. I don't know what the numbers mean, cubic meters.

So what I do is I just add 6 to whatever it is now,

because when I moved in it was at 0.0002, no, 0.00002, and now it's 0.0003. 3, 4. So I've used 32. Wait, what's that divided by 6?

That's about 6. So I just add 6 to whatever it is now. They've estimated it at 0.00052, so they've overestimated it by about

2018. Uh, it's not— they haven't really overcharged me that much, like £20, £10 a month maybe. I can't be bothered. I'll just add my own meter readings by guessing it. I think I'm using about 6 cubic meters per month,

not 8. They've estimated I'm using like 8.5.

It's stupid they put the water meter in a drain. Why don't they put it— I don't know. I don't want to go lifting up the manhole cover. I look suspicious.

Might have to do it though to take a picture. They need a picture. I don't think the landlord took a

picture. Whatever. So I had to pay £130 today.

£6K by next Thursday, which is end of the month. And then

I might only be able to save 2K next month, especially if things get going with Weed Girl

and Spanish Girl. Might be skipping a lot of days.

Oh God,

not trying to get any more girls. After these 2.

There's Welsh girl, but I'm not going to Wales. After these 2, I'm done, and then I'm focusing on money.

Unless either of these 2 become a girlfriend. It's costing me too much money, these girls. Go on a date, I miss out an entire day of income.

I could have been at over 6K if I didn't go on those 2 stupid dates that led nowhere. $400 cost me those 2 dates.

Missed out 2 days of streaming and I had to pay for castle tickets and food. Well, I didn't actually pay the food. Gamer Girl paid for the Cornish pasty,

but I paid for a pineapple mango smoothie.

Okay, 6K end of this month, 8K end of next month.

Yeah, I could probably only save about 2K.

8K end of September, end of October maybe 10K. It's going to be hard. 4K is big number

to build up.

Really want 10K.

Not making 4K a month anymore now.

I think 10K is a nice number, 5 digits.

Get my foot in the market.

My main worry is I get banned off the dating app and then she notices and then asks what happened.

I learned my lesson not to tell them I got banned.

I should just say, oh, I deleted my account

because I like you most.

I told Gamer Girl too I got banned, and she just said no thanks. Didn't even ask why I got banned. But I don't think Weed Girl is that uptight, so she'd probably find it funny, but I don't want to risk it.

Yeah, I shouldn't have just assumed that she would suspect I got banned because she didn't seem like she suspected it. She just messaged me, hey, are we still on for today? She didn't say, why did you get banned? Or why is your account deleted?

Yeah, so I really want to gun for 10K.

Don't really know how I can accelerate it apart from get my bumhole out

and put in more hours streaming.

But if,

if previous week is what it's always going to be like, I'm only going to make about 600 a week.

It's like 2,200 a month. I barely have much left over after expenses. I have like 600, 700 left over.

Oh God, first month on Kick was so good.

Made £4,500 in a month

and viewership dropped off so much.

Remember I was thinking I was going to make like $6K a month every month?

You wish.

It's funny how going out and doing stuff doesn't actually increase my viewers,

but I've got to do something.

I think I've hit a ceiling on number of YouTube people who would come over.

Well, I'll take my £550 kick money today and put it in straight into my stocks and shares ISA.

There's no people left on YouTube. Like, they already know I'm on Kick.

Most are too lazy to come over because a lot of my viewers are just hate watchers that don't really care that much. They don't enjoy my content.

They're not going to come over to a new website.

It's not easy to talk now because I bit my lip— not my lip, my cheek.

I've got to be careful now chewing.

Hopefully no news today. I want a nice peaceful day.

I learned some shocking things.

Can't talk about it.

No comment

on the truly shocking things I've learned.

I haven't driven my car since Saturday, and now it's Thursday. Jesus, the last time I went out was on that date. I can't believe it's been 4 days.

I went to Tintagel Castle without you guys.

Eh, it was okay. I don't feel like it was worth £20 though. There's barely any castle left,

but there was a cool bridge and people were swimming in the sea and And there was the cave, Merlin's Cave, but we didn't go down to it.

And she had a funny voice. I don't know, like, I mean, she was young, like 26, but the way she spoke was like a granny.

I don't know if it was kind of autistic.

She had a very nasal sounding voice. Like,

that's okay, lovely, like that. It's kind of weird.

I got major grandma vibes even though she's 26. Gamer girl one.

She was nice to talk to, but

I felt like zero sexual arousal.

Imagine Kick gets banned or shut down. I'd be screwed.

They're saying that the, um, torture streamers were inspired by Ice Poseidon. Yeah, I don't know what is with this glorification of torture content. It's kind of cringe.

That's why I'm trying to farm kick as much as I can without blowing big amounts of money. My biggest mistake was buying that Bella box, really. That's £240 down the drain for nothing.

What else I waste my money on? The Flip 7 is probably a waste as well. I don't know if I should return it.

It's not even that good.

How long do I have until I can return it?

Flip 7. 22nd of July. Oh shit, that's

tomorrow. 22nd of August is tomorrow. I've only got one day to return it. Oh no, return eligible until the 21st. That's today.

I don't know. I mean, I don't know if I really want a nice new phone or not.

It is £1,000,

but I didn't use any dating apps on it.

I mean, it doesn't really, doesn't really do anything my S10+ doesn't do, apart from stabilization's a bit better when I do IRL Pro. I don't know if you guys care about that.

If I initiate the return now, I think I have a week to actually return it or something. Return or replace items. Post mail, Royal Mail drop-off.

Oh God, I gotta take it

to the fucking post office. Post office drop-off.

Says return by the 22nd.

Return request confirmed. I gotta return it by tomorrow.

Use QR code at the store, return your item.

No, car's not fully charged. I think it's about 60% maybe.

So what do I do? Security pack items, use QR code at the store.

Post office is near Bog Hill.

What if I do it today? Because that's the post office I'd go to. Oh no, I need toilet.

Yeah, should I return it or not?

I don't think I even really care about discreet mode. I mean, it was kind of helpful, like walking through the beach or getting the fish and chips, but I could have just, I don't know, put the phone down, pretend I was holding it. I don't think you guys really care.

The idea was I was just gonna walk around like that in Bangkok or someplace, but now I just don't really feel like it's worth it.

Could get rid of that $950 payment.

Just don't really feel like I'm benefiting a lot from the flip 7.

Why do I need so many phones?

Hmm, does

it have better connectivity? I don't really know.

AI says it does.

And what if the streams have been pretty stable thanks to the Flip 7? Maybe I'll do a test today.

Testing.

Test streams back on the menu.

The stream on the beach was really good with the Samsung. I used the EE SIM card, remember? Everyone was saying it looked really good.

My favorite streamers? I don't watch any streamers.

I watch CDawgVA sometimes when he does gaming stuff like Metal Gear Solid.

I feel like that's the kind of stuff I wish PewDiePie carried on doing. That's why I love PewDiePie's content when he did gaming, uh, playthroughs.

嗯，好的呢。

950 over 2 years is not really much.

Maybe I'll do today's outside bit on the S10+ and see if it's the same or not.

What I've learned is buying new gear to do the same thing I'm already doing

seems kind of pointless.

I think the connectivity wasn't great just because I wasn't using the right SIM cards. Now I figured out which SIM cards are best, I don't really have many problems anymore unless I walk into a valley.

Lebara and Vodafone is all you need really.

I could go to Bog Hill and then do S10+, and then if it's fine, no difference, I could factory reset the Flip 7 in the car. And then go to the post office today.

I don't even have to package it, I think. Do they package it for you?

Security pack your items in box.

Guess I could test it today.

It says I got accepted onto Deliveroo. I signed up for Deliveroo like 6 months ago when I got here in February. Now they

boarded me on.

I wonder if Deliveroo is better than Uber Eats.

I can go do some Uber Eats. I haven't turned on Uber Eats in months. Actually, I would have to reapply my car insurance thingy.

Can't be bothered.

I remember before getting the Every job, I was trying to do Uber Eats. Delivered 3 McDonald's in 2 hours, made £8,

and then I had to pay like £7 charging and then £2 bridge toll. So I actually didn't make any money. I lost— I worked to lose money.

No, I think I want to keep the phone. It's nice having 3 phones. The iPhone 12 Mini really is not very reliable,

like it overheated the other day and

the battery runs out really quickly.

Maybe I just keep Flip 7.

Nou, ik heb de flip 7. Abundance mindset.

Because I'm gonna need a new phone anyway, and these phones are too old.

And if I was gonna get a new phone,

I'd probably get this one again.

It's the only phone that can do what it does— fold in half.

Yeah, I'll keep the phone.

It's mine.

Glad we agree.

Hmm, okay.

Got coconut stuck in my teeth.

No, things I want to buy, probably maybe a TV,

but I'll probably get a small one like 55-inch.

£200. I always want to go big, get the biggest one I can get for some reason.

Go big or go home.

Nothing beats a jet ski holiday. I can't get that stupid thing out my head now.

Do you think that woman yells that when she orgasms? I can imagine her riding her man going, nothing beats a jet! She seems like she'd be wild in bed.

She's got that look like she's always happy and loves everything in life.

Come on, where's the sun?

1 o'clock.

Friday, Saturday, Sunday, clear skies, and then raining Tuesday, Wednesday. Oh God,

why does it rain so much?

If you had $20K, would you put down a deposit for a house or have it in the stock market

making you passive income? But then a house is also passive income because it would appreciate in value over time, and you gotta live somewhere. Can't live inside of a stock.

And then you can sell it when you're like 60, and that can be your retirement, and then go rent somewhere like my uncle did.

If you buy a $100K house today, how much is it going to be worth in 30 years?

Probably like

300K. You can also rent it out.

I buy a house in, in Devon.

Maximum price, um,

150K. It's gotta have parking, it's gotta be detached, semi-detached. Parking and garden.

Detached house. It looks like a garage. The hell is that? Look at this.

You call that a detached house?

This is my granddad's garage.

Look at this.

Oh God,

imagine living there.

Parcel of woodland with a timber cabin, 95,000.

Look, my cabin.

And bring a girl back there, she's gonna think she's gonna be trafficked off to the third world.

Parcel of woodland with a wooden shack.

Mm, that's $100K for this 2-bedroom detached house.

What? Why is it so cheap? Looks nice.

What's the catch?

Forest Park Lodges. Maybe you don't own the land.

Yeah, we'll make a whole house out of cardboard. Don't you tempt me.

Out of Amazon boxes,

and then it rains and it all goes wet, gets wet and goes soggy.

What? 14-bedroom hotel for sale.

£130. No, I don't want to live in Malaysia. It's boring.

Oh God, look, £75,000 for this.

Oh my God, it looks like the wooden shed my granddad— it looks just like the shed my granddad built. With the corrugated roof.

My metal corrugated shack.

Oh, look at that. That's definitely rotting.

75,000. Acquire a site with planning permission.

Buying permission for one dwelling, off-road parking.

I just sleep in my car.

A lot of these are lodges on like a holiday park.

Yeah, no, I don't want a holiday lodge.

That's just stupid.

180. Look at that thatched roof.

180,000. Wow, look at that. That looks cozy. Fireplace, bathtub.

Ingle Nook fireplace. What's that? Fireplace would be really cool.

180,000 though. Oh God, if I had that invested, I could live off that.

20K. Yeah, if I got some inheritance money, got 100K, could buy a house like that.

Look at that big insect

on my window.

I could buy a church. The fuck? Chapel.

£180,000, I could live in a chapel.

How are they just selling this? Isn't it historic? A Methodist chapel from 1906. It's not very old.

The House of the Lord.

Seems like if you got 200K, you could get something okay-ish.

Shillingford Grade II listed character cottage. That looks cute. £200K.

It's so hard to afford £200K though. It would take 4 years of streaming like this. That's assuming nothing happens to Kick and my viewership doesn't go down, which it would.

200K, this is so hard to get. Even 10K is a really hard milestone to achieve. What's wrong with Grade 2 listed? What does that even mean?

Has to be kept in original condition. Yeah, well, I wouldn't change anything anyway. What am I going to change?

Oh, just keep it exactly as it is.

It's cold. I don't feel like going out.

It's still quite early, it's only 10 o'clock.

Uh, you just can't get anything good for 100k. You gotta look at 200k, really.

How am I gonna get a house?

I'm just wondering if I would buy a house if I had the money, or just put it in the stock market and then rent a house, which is what I'm doing now, I guess, apart from I don't have the money.

I don't really want to move out of the country. I think,

I think it's a bit of a waste of time trying to move to another country. Nothing really wrong with this one,

apart from they lock you up for a Facebook post. I don't know, just don't use Facebook then. I don't post stuff anyway.

Freedom of speech is an illusion, doesn't exist.

Need to look north.

No, I like it here. I'm here anyway. Might as well stay here.

I'm just trying to figure out what I want in life. Don't know, really.

I guess security, stability.

I just said Facebook as an example because it's the most common one

in recent news. That's like the most common one that people got in trouble for posting on. Hence why I used— said Facebook. I don't know what I want to do in life anymore, really.

I kind of like what I have already, so if I can just keep this, that'd be good.

It strengthened my financial position. But how?

Get debts paid off.

I'm still in £20,000 debt.

Don't know.

I guess

I just keep stacking my stocks and shares ISA. 30 years' time, where's the market going to be from now?

100x? Could be my retirement fund. I think I just keep plowing money into the market.

Vaj and gold, 30-year investment.

Be worth a million pounds in 30 years. I sell that, my retirement fund.

I've got the VUAG

income distributed.

Got a car. I don't really see what other big spending I'm gonna have to do.

Council tax November, £700. Income tax January, £750.

Life, isn't it? Make money, spend money. Eat, sleep, poop, as my mum says.

Oh God, why is it so fucking cold? 17 degrees.

Summer's over already.

Oh, look at these smart glasses. Imagine that for live streaming, like the Meta Ray-Ban things.

Can I just get those but without the sunglasses so it attaches to my current glasses?

My investment account's up £1 already.

Going pretty good.

No, I didn't lose £200 yesterday. I can't— I closed all my shorts around breakeven, still got the long, so you don't lose it until you actually sell it. Market's gonna bounce.

If it doesn't, I'll just add more and buy more long

CFDs. Can't keep going down forever. It's going to rip at some point at some key level.

But I closed out my shorts, 3 of them break even, one of them at £30 loss.

I'm looking at double top of the all-time high and then go short again.

嗯嗯嗯嗯。

I'm scared when I'm old, I'm gonna die alone and everyone hates me. And I haven't found a single person that I treated well

enough that wants to be in my life still. That's what I'm scared of. I really got to try better.

I

don't know how my mum gets away with it. Like, my mum is really rude and horrible to everyone around her, but she's still surrounded by people.

How does she do it?

Maybe because she's a woman and I'm a man.

Guess because she doesn't do it online.

Yeah, the thing, the biggest thing that drives people away from me is

that I talk shit about people online.

It's probably the worst thing I do. Some might even think it's worse than cheating, because, you know, it might be you next who gets blasted.

I really gotta stop that.

It's just so fun though.

We've got to leave in half an hour.

I think if I was a girl and I had boyfriends and I talked shit about the boyfriends, they probably wouldn't really care.

But because I'm a guy

Gay guys can be pretty petty though.

嗯嗯嗯嗯。

Don't know what to talk about. Oh, sorry, my gum hurts from yesterday when I bit it in my mouth.

Yeah, Keanu Reeves is pretty cool, the way he just doesn't seem to get mad at anything.

That guy wouldn't create any enemies. Like, someone could double-cross him and betray him, and he'll just be like, okay dude, whatever, and just go on with his life.

Don't need to talk shit online, really.

I wish I was like him sometimes, but bit too late now.

Well, I didn't make beer a mod on Discord. I actually don't have the ability to change roles on Discord.

Need a new arc.

What about

fish tank arc?

That could be fun.

嗯。

What, Sandpipa called Ice recently?

And whose life looks the best out of all of them? Suspenders with his life in Thailand. Married to a woman that hates him.

Sam Pepper's life in Thailand with a pretty hot Thai girlfriend.

I don't know, Sam Pepper's life probably looks the best on the surface. Ice's life, um, he's probably the richest, owns a house in America, but he looks miserable.

And seems to keep attracting toxic people into his life. Sam's life looks way better than Ice's. I don't know why. I don't know, like something about Ice.

Don't we really know what he can do?

He just always seems surrounded by scumbags.

Joel's life? Joel never has any drama.

The goon guy is just trashy all around. He's making fun of Sam's girlfriend, saying, which village did you buy her from? The guy's just got no class.

I think I saw it.

That's just sad, people.

They're all demented if they make Sam Pepper look normal. Nice.

I can't imagine what kind of girl Ice could be with though after Kimmy.

Unless he keeps it a secret.

If I was a girl, I wouldn't want to date a streamer.

Potentially have your whole relationship broadcasted online.

If I was a girl, I want a guy who's got like a nice humble job. Doesn't have to be a good job,

like, I don't know, fixing tractors.

I would not want to date a streamer or YouTuber.

Which is why I'm kind of fucked, because I wouldn't even date myself.

So I mean, what am I going to— I can't really do anything else apart from streaming.

I feel like maybe I should try some different jobs if I find something I like.

But there's always going to be jobs. The Kick thing's not going to be around forever. Might as well take advantage of Kick whilst I have it.

I'm just— I've always had this internal conflict where I don't want to get a job and I want to do something like streaming to make easy money, but then I also want a girlfriend.

But no girl's going to want to be with a guy like that because they got family and friends and stuff and they want to be able to introduce the boyfriend to the family and not be ashamed or embarrassed

and not have the relationship public to be scrutinized.

If you love someone, you've got to be able to protect them.

You protect them by keeping things private.

I failed at every time.

Yeah, I didn't realize the streaming YouTuber thing was a sprint, not a marathon. I thought it just lasts forever. I thought there was no— oh, making videos so easy.

How would I possibly lose the ability to do it?

I'm gonna make a stupid 8-minute video about things Japanese women do that annoy me. Boom, 50K views.

I didn't know after 5 years it wouldn't work anymore.

I should have hoarded all my money from the beginning my channel blew up.

Blow it on travel and hookers and tech.

Could have bought a house, invested it, but nope, all gone.

Yeah, maybe you could say, oh, I made content out of the money I blew.

Maybe the channel would have died soon if I didn't do anything crazy with the money.

At least I had a lot of sex and traveled.

Yeah, that's why my channel is dead now, is because I'm in like defensive mode, hoarding mode. Don't want to waste it.

People thought with the newfound money I'd fly off to Asia and move in some random Asian woman, go crazy again.

Yeah, but poor life decisions are expensive. What's the point if it doesn't profit? My poor life decisions haven't made me money, they've made me lose money overall.

Like not paying taxes, making stupid investments in stock market, and then buying this stupidly expensive car.

But I'm scared now because I've seen what happens.

Money, easy come, easy go.

I don't know how I blew all the YouTube money. It must have been at least quarter of a million dollars.

With everything combined, OnlyFans, merch, donos.

So stupid.

Maybe

I'll head out soon. Well, weather's shit. I thought it was supposed to be sunny today. Doesn't look very sunny,

very cloudy. It's not even warm.

Slight coldness in the air.

Might be warmer on Friday.

It's actually cloudy all day. Cloudy until 5, and then Friday is sunny.

Hmm, maybe I'll go out tomorrow.

Look how shit the weather is here. One day of sun and then cloudy, cloudy, one day sun, rain, rain, rain, rain, rain. Five days of rain in a row next week. How am I gonna meet Spanish girl?

Look at Bangkok. Rain, rain, rain, rain, rain, rain, rain, rain, rain, rain.

What about Harrietsham? Harrietsham's the same really, 5 days of rain.

I don't

know. I feel like maybe I should go out. It's quite warm, like 20 degrees.

I just wanted to feel good. Maybe I will feel good.

Well, things could be worse, couldn't they? At least I'm debt-free now.

Not in trouble.

My shoe's all sandy,

salty as well.

Oh, it was so sandy.

It's so sandy from the beach. I think last time I did a stream outside, it was at the beach, wasn't it?

And then all these things happened that bummed me out. I had 2 rubbish dates.

So hard to get fucking shoes on now.

Oh boy.

I'll get new shoes.

The shoes have gone weird since I walked into the sea with them.

Your last dream was A week ago at the beach before my mood got shattered by multiple depressing events.

The disappointment of Indian Girl and Gamer Girl—

bone-shattering.

Look at these things now.

Covered in sand.

I swear I'm spending £30 a month at Bog Hill car park.

£5.80. Because I spend so long there, I've got to buy the longest ticket. I bet no one's even checking it, are they?

How will they even know?

Rip-off. £5.80 for what? They don't even have staff there or anything. What am I even paying for?

What do you need the £5.80 for?

To maintain the reservoir?

Why do we even need a reservoir?

I don't think there's cameras. I've never seen anyone going around checking either.

Yeah, I don't want to go back to Japan. I think it's just pointless and misery and sadness there, feeling isolated and away from home. I think if I just stay put, this can be my home. It already feels like home. Gotta create like a— an emotional bond with the area by being there long enough. I just don't

see the point. I'll never live in Japan unless I get married again.

That phase of life is over.

I've gotta just plant my feet and dig in. I have to stop flying off here, flying off there. Fucking waste of time.

It doesn't even make me happy. It just makes me full of more anxiety,

more isolated.

Maybe I'll take a KitKat.

I don't know why the Kit Kats get stuck inside the wrapper.

Look, why is it stuck in there?

Is it glue?

It'll be my reward to get into the top, for getting to

the top.

Bring my jumper as well in case it's cold. 100% charged.

Switching servers.

Testing.

Testing. Yeah, we're going out now. I need to get outside, get fresh air. Been stuck in here since Saturday,

driving me crazy.

Feel scared opening the front door after a while.

Start recording.

Okay, I'm ready.

Music.

Song. Boring, boring.

Now I'm bored of that song.

I'm bored of my music.

Oh God, I'm so bored of my

music.

Start recording.

Oh, what a great house.

Wait a second, let me catch my breath.

I don't love you like I loved you yesterday.

Stupid red car cut in front of me as I was coming off the slip road. What's the point of that?

Why move into the left lane when I'm about to come off the slip road? Stupid idiot.

And then I overtook him anyway, just driving slow as fuck.

Dumbass. Stupid idiot's on the road.

Bong Hill awaits.

Why

is there zero Wi-Fi?

Yeah.

But then just reinstated again, aren't they? Because there's that legal problem. Yeah.

Yeah, I wasn't expecting that. I was coming off the slip road and then out of nowhere a red car just cuts in front of me.

From the right lane.

It's not really nice and warm, a bit windy.

At least I won't get sunburnt.

Bog hill number 8.

2 months ago I came here for the first time.

I do want to put in 20,000 steps.

I want to find those bullet casings. Take one home.

Got water, got KitKat. It should get sunnier about 1 PM.

Ah, so much has happened since I last came here.

Ups and downs.

Last time I came here, I think I stripped off, got my chest out.

Most pointless gate ever.

Ah, yeah, it's nice coming out. Gotta get out of that stupid house, clear my head.

£5.60 to come out, clear my head. It's a shame you gotta pay parking here.

Kit Hill, free parking. Cheesering, free parking.

Build appetite, go home, pot noodle. That is happiness.

That's why I'm worried about winter.

How horrible and cold is it going to be? Maybe it's not that bad.

Oh God, so steep.

I'm just worried if in hint— hinter— winter

It's so horrible to go out and get stuck in the house every day.

I feel like going for a walk, it's the only thing that keeps me sane these days.

I don't know how I— I don't know how I coped in Thailand. Maybe going to the shopping mall did the same thing for me.

Oh, it's getting warmer.

It's funny, people come here and they only walk on the, on the dam and then they go home.

It's like no one comes up here apart from those people.

I might need to take the jumper off already, actually. It's getting hot, getting hot already.

I don't know if I'm doing Thailand or not.

I haven't decided yet.

I think I got a good shot with the weed girl,

so I have to explore that first.

Which island? Do you want to go to?

I might take the jumper off.

Yeah, it's a nice area when it's not raining,

which seems like half the time.

Oh, I'm hot. Hold on.

It always seems colder than it actually is.

We don't have stuff like this in Kent that I know of. Where'd you go in Kent for a place like this?

I don't really know.

I don't know if I need sun cream.

Maybe. Ah,

Seven Oaks. Yeah, never really went around that way. We kind of just stuck around Maidstone,

Ashford kind of area. Sun balance.

Yeah, Kent is very flat.

I feel like my family, we just stuck in a very small area in Kent, like a triangle area around Maidstone, Sutton Valence, and then Harrogate. And then my dad went to Paddock Wood for work. Sometimes he did trips to Falmouth for work too.

Must have taken like 7 hours driving. I don't know how he did it. I didn't realize Falmouth was so far away.

You're gonna regret when you get to November, no girlfriend, and walk in the street. Yeah, maybe.

Such is life. Everything's a gamble.

Never know what could happen next week.

I'm not very good with planning.

啊。

Yeah, if we meet up, the predators will definitely laser focus on you like a swarm of bees.

I don't blame you.

They just ruin everything, really.

But one day they won't be around anymore.

Time will take its course.

Maybe one day they'll grow up.

I just wonder if one day When they're like 65 or 70, they'll look back and think, damn, I was fucked up. One day they'll grow up.

If it takes 20 years, 30 years, who knows.

So imagine them like 70 years old, they haven't grown up at all. That'd be so sad.

Like, what 70-year-old does this?

I hope they have kids, get a life, move on.

Instead of hating, hating on some random guy on the internet,

find something more important to do.

Everyone has to grow up at some point.

There'll be new haters. I really doubt it

unless I magically go viral again,

which I don't really plan on.

That first bit's the hardest, the steepest.

I

really wish I wasn't wearing 2 t-shirts.

Bog Hill, 2 months later.

Everything kind of just looks the same. I thought in summer flowers would come out and it'd become like a meadow or something. Everything just looks the same as it was 5 months ago. I thought spring will come and then flowers will bloom.

I want to get up there.

People.

Doki doki.

Walking through the windows desktop. Yeah,

I can't believe it took a whole month to figure out a streaming setup. I did so much testing, different apps, different phones. Finally got it perfectly working. It's so easy now, not even a single disconnect. I don't know why it was so hard in the beginning.

Flawless now. I was so stressed out trying to get it working well.

I just wanted it to not disconnect all the time. I remember coming here the first time, I was having problems.

One, one down. That was funny.

Now where's the trail that goes up? Because there's a pretty clear trail.

Someone

over there on a bicycle. Interesting.

What

was that?

What's that crashing sound?

Check stock market.

Nothing.

Hello.

Hello. How confident was my hello out of 10?

Sometimes I try and like, uh, if there's like a very

like chappy kind of guy and he says hello to me, I try and chav down my Hello, and I go hello.

I don't know why I do that. Like if they go

morning mate, I don't want to go hello. I'll chav it down and I'll go hello

because I don't want to sound too posh.

Your voice gets high. I don't know why. I don't have to stop then.

I don't know why it does that. I don't know why I can't just go, hello. I don't know why it goes, hello.

Oh God.

Oh Jesus. Hello.

What, mate? I think I need sun cream.

Where is it?

Oh my God. Oh, I got it.

I'm gonna get burnt.

Oh, there's people coming.

I don't want to go all red.

Sometimes I wish I was black, then I'd just put sun cream on.

I think now that I've already gotten a bit browner, I don't burn as easily, but when I first started walking when I was completely pale. Burned really easily.

I don't mind going brown, I just don't want to go red.

Do black people ever put sun cream on?

Going getting déjà vu. And now you mentioned Savaloy. Trying to get the Savaloy took over a month.

Got it in the end though.

Such an easy trail going up there. I don't know why I went all the way around and then through the bog. Oh God, how many steps? 3,000 steps so far.

It feels like being away from home for so long. 7 months, nearly.

Sometimes I wonder what's been going on, what kind of drama. My sister told me a little bit.

Excuse me.

Who looks 40? It's your hero. It's not bad since she's 44.

I lived with her with no filters for 2 years,

which is why I got mad when people kept telling me

That she was like out of my league or something. You don't even know what she looks like off camera. The fuck do you know about out my league? I've got girlfriends way better looking than Chihiro and 15 years younger. Elvis Aiden was like, she's too good for him.

You wish.

You don't even know her full story. Who are you to judge? She cheated on her first husband for a year with Australian sex friend, did her up the bum. Yeah, she He's such a perfect angel.

What the fuck is that? That scared the shit out of me. What was that? I thought it was like a weird bear.

It did not look like a sheep, like a weird gunk bear.

That scared the crap out of me. I thought it was a giant badger, all black. It's got a long tail and it's got a funny looking head. Doesn't look like a sheep.

Weirdest looking sheep I've ever seen.

I don't understand when you see the black sheep with the black wool but you never see a full-size sheep with black wool. Does it turn white?

Well, I mean, you hardly ever see it.

I need water. I should have brought more water. I keep forgetting I need more water than this. Underestimate.

Fuck it.

Oh,

I chugged half of it already. Oh, it tastes so good.

I can't believe Nymph Girl didn't reply to me. Maybe she found someone, or maybe she saw my account blocked, deleted, banned, and got sussed out.

Nymph Girl and Gamer Girl 2, wet tissues.

This is so steep. Ah, fucking bee!

I hate it when they buzz around your face and you can't swat them because they might sting you.

Oh, oh God, it's so steep.

It's way steeper than I remember.

Oh God, oh Jesus.

I hear like a train. Sounds like a steam train.

I wonder where it is.

It's getting boggy.

Bog Hill

stands up to its name.

Yeah, you come out here And you look at all this, I don't know how anyone cares about anything anymore, like internet stuff, news.

Everything just seems like nothing matters now. My feet are getting wet.

Is that a leech? Look, a little leech. How did it get on my arm? Didn't— it was like a weird little worm thing and it was black. How did it get on my arm though if it can't fly?

Oh, it's all boggy.

I hear they sit on blades of grass and jump off— jump onto things, the leeches. Oh, it's all boggy. Oh God, shoes are going to get wet.

Uh,

I'm at bumhole ages.

I just think it's legal to scratch that butthole outside,

skin to skin.

Oh,

is that a Total Biscuit emote? Nice to see Total Biscuit lives on in my chat 2025.

7 years since he died.

I wonder what he would say about the current state of the gaming industry. I wonder what he would say about pirate software.

Yeah, he's the fat English gamer guy. He got stage 4 cancer. Died age 32, I think. Bowel cancer and then liver cancer.

Unlucky.

He made such long videos, like hour-long video about some video game industry scandal.

Microtransactions. People are so opinionated.

Sometimes I think it's nice to just not have an opinion in a world full of over-opinionated people.

Not caring about anything is unique.

Everyone used to find that Dodger girl

cute or something.

She's not bad looking when she was younger.

Where the hell is the trail?

I don't really feel like I feel strongly about anything.

I'm very open-minded.

Ah

yeah.

Oh, there's people behind me.

I feel like there's probably snakes under these rocks.

I don't know why people complain so much about Prometheus just because it had some stupid people in it. That's what makes it good, because it's funny. Like, the guy just Sticking his finger at the snake, alien snake.

The guy putting his face in the alien egg.

People doing dumb things makes it entertaining, entertaining, entertaining.

Wow,

oh God, it's boggy, boggy on the bog hill. I don't know how that's not Yeah, I don't know how they're allowed to stream abuse.

Ice Poseidon does it too, tasers and BB guns. I don't think you can do that on YouTube.

I hope

they don't shut Kick down or do something that affects me. Then I really gotta go get a job, live a normal life. Once I made my Kick money, I'm done.

You can't live off $1,000 a month on YouTube. Even when I was streaming every day on YouTube, it's making barely $1,000. That's like £700, £800 maybe. I can't live off that.

Kick is the final hill I die on.

I don't think sacrificing your whole life for $1,000 a month is really worth it.

I'll milk it as hard as I can, then I'm out of here.

I'd get a job at McDonald's and

wipe it all clean, get a girlfriend.

It was a good run.

It's fun being famous and everything.

Just gonna get the bag and dip.

A lot of cute girls work at McDonald's.

We're getting higher.

Nothing beats a jet to holiday.

You can save £200 per person. That's £50 off for a family of 4.

Oh yeah, usually comes around 5 PM.

Bunny Blue looks weird. She's got like weird big cheeks, cheekbones.

She does. I think the other one looks better. Philly Lilips. Lily Pilips.

Oh God, we're getting higher.

Oh Jesus.

She thinks she fucks her team as well. I mean, if you're fucking thousands of guys, why not fuck your team for free? It can be part of their salary.

Um, how do I get up this bit?

Oh God, some of the rocks are loose.

I nearly made it. I nearly made it. You guys did nothing, just piggybacked off me. I did all the work.

I give you no credit.

I wonder how spotty this is through there.

It was only a couple weeks ago.

Oh.

How are you gonna ride a bicycle on it?

Is it streaming?

Oh, someone's got a tent here. They camped up here.

It's

so windy.

Oh

God.

Look at this view.

Breakthrough.

Cold though. I can't camp here overnight.

The cows

are here this time.

So that was 5,000 steps. It's only 5,000 steps to get up here. It's not actually that far.

Cows aren't blocking my route this time.

Is

it streaming?

Yeah, I was gonna say, the problem with Weed Girl is she doesn't seem very fit. Don't think she could make it up here because I said I'll take her to the hill and she seemed concerned about

how much walking there would be. I said, oh, it's okay, there's a car park at the top.

Remember I wanted to bring Venus up here to bang? There's too many people though.

I don't think Venus would be able to make it up here either. She's probably too unfit from all the boozing and drugs.

It's only 5,000 steps, it's not that hard. And then 5,000

back.

I need a girl who can do 20K steps easily.

I mean, there's old women up here who look like 50+. Why,

why are these all these young girls can't even walk 10 minutes?

I don't think I'm that fit, but I can walk. Walking is the easiest thing to do. I can't even do that.

Indian girl couldn't even walk 15 minutes in the museum, had to sit down,

but she does have a handicap, so I guess not really her fault.

Gamer Girl 1 was a lot better. We managed to trek all around the castle, over the bridge, and up the other side.

She kind of looked like Gamer Girl 1 looked like— imagine if Gimli from Lord of the Rings had a daughter. That's how I'd put it.

I don't know if she dyes her hair, but her hair was very vibrant red.

Get out the way, bee! Go away, I've got nothing for you.

Buzz off. Why are bees even up here? There's no flowers.

Are

we watching you?

That's weird.