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Did I talk to the lawyer? Um, yeah, I phoned a few firms.

I phoned 2. One said they don't know if they can help me with that and they'll phone back. And then the other one said, yes, we can help with that. Uh, they're just like cross-checking stuff and they said they'll phone me back later in the day. So I'm probably gonna have to mute the stream at some point

when I get the phone call. They said they do deal with this situation.

So yeah, I said the word non-molestation order and they're like, yep, straight away said that we can help with that.

So hopefully it's not gonna break the bank. Seems like— I mean, if they're gonna help means I'm gonna have to get like a session and pay for it, I guess. Get legal help.

And then, yeah, I booked another phone call, but he said they don't help with that stuff. But he said he can like find me a solicitor, but I think I found one already. I just gotta wait for the phone call. I don't know when it could be, so I thought I'd just go live now. I'm not gonna

miss out the whole day of streaming because I'm waiting for a phone call that could come at any 1 PM, 2 PM, 3 PM.

What are my intentions seeing a lawyer? I want to see if I can contest this, and I want to see what my rights are, and I want to see,

uh, like what legally what I'm allowed to say and not say. Basically just like clear things up. Also, I want to— I want help and like advice for what I should do for the hearing because I have no idea what I'm doing. I've never had to deal with this before. I am completely clueless.

So yeah, I need to get some help basically. It's very scary having to deal with this.

Never thought my whole life I'd be phoning up lawyers. It's crazy. Well, I mean, I did contact one in Japan, didn't I?

I just can't believe things have— yeah, I can't believe I have to do this.

But finally paid off that IKEA loan, which is pretty good. Seal the debts. Maybe I'll just pay off the Flip 7 phone, get that red number off the screen. Although there's not really any reason, so I guess zero is zero interest. I'm cold, I hope I put my jumper on.

I'm not really gonna explain what's happening. It's too risky for me.

Yeah, not answering questions, so don't bother asking.

The army are still doing firing practice at the place I want to go to until Thursday, which is a bit annoying. Doing day and night firing drills on the moors, so I can't go to the moors until Thursday or Friday. It's raining now anyway, so I don't really want to go.

Damn, I can't believe I made $282 yesterday. That's insane.

You can talk about the process. Oh no, I'm scared. I don't want to accidentally say something.

Is Thailand cancelled? Um, I don't know. I don't think so.

It's just this thing now is like currently on my mind, so I'm not really— I'm not really thinking of Thailand

a huge amount. Kind of bored of Thai girls already.

What did I miss? Um, not much. Just phoned a couple law firms. Sounds— one sounds pretty good, like they deal with this situation.

They said they'll— they're just like, they're checking my details, so they're gonna phone me later, later in the day.

So we'll wait for that.

Make sure I've got mute the stream, by the way. I say all this stuff on stream, I get in trouble.

Was it

muted? Check if

it's muted.

Was it muted? Imagine I accidentally don't mute it. Holy shit, get in trouble.

Maybe I just end the stream when I get the phone call just to be extra safe.

Okay, I'm banning this Sauron guy. You're just saying stupid stuff.

This— everything you're saying is just really dumb. You're obviously a troll.

Oh, why are you doing something to protect yourself against false allegations? Shut the Fuck up.

Yeah, yeah, I could disconnect the phone. I don't know, stupid automatic category will go to like, oh, no income or something.

Now I think I talked to a receptionist. I don't think that was the actual lawyer on the phone. It's just a receptionist. She put my details through, so she's bringing— put my details through to the actual lawyer. And then he's going to like see if he can help. Or maybe he's fully booked and then I've got to

wait weeks. I don't know. She asked me when— she asked me if I had a court hearing and when the date is. I said yeah.

I don't know,

like, I mean, they do free consultation, but after I've told them the details and they decide whether it's serious and I need help, then they're going to be like, yeah, it's going to take longer than 15 minutes, we're gonna have to start charging you. I don't know how much a lawyer costs per hour, it must be hundreds.

Lawyers get paid well, so that's where the money comes from, isn't it? All my Kick money

down the toilet.

Um, so basically what I think is that the court will listen to my side of the story and then decide to whether revoke it or amend it. But if I don't show up to the court hearing, they'll just decide on their own based on what they've been given, which is a very

very unfair state of events that I disagree with.

I mean, there's no evidence of this stuff happening because it never happened.

So I don't know when I'm gonna get this phone call.

Um,

I'm pretty sure the phone call won't last long, so I'll just do this. I'll be like, oh, I'm gonna get off the phone call,

guys. Did you hear anything I said? What did I say? Just mute it. Oh no, I'm, I'm pretty sure yesterday was muted, wasn't it? If it's not muted and I say all the stuff on stream, I'm fucked. Okay, I think I'll just press the close button on this app thing.

Go upstairs for a call. Yeah, but I think you can hear me from upstairs.

Every year something different, huh?

I should update that savings number. Shit, I got the phone call. Fuck.

I'm back.

Uh, yeah, I can't talk about it.

Hmm, basically

don't ask me anything, please.

No questions.

Not talking about it.

Cannot talk about it.

Oh God,

I can't talk about it. That's all I'm gonna say.

Cartoon power, apparently.

Well, this is going to be fun. The whole day I'm going to be saying, oh God.

Hmm, I'm still waiting on maybe another phone call.

What the hell am I supposed to talk about now then?

Oh God.

Oh

God.

Ah, whole stream is just me gonna be sighing.

Really just— I can't say anything.

啊。

Really tough. It's like nothing,

nothing.

Oh God, I don't know what to do.

So much in my mind, I can't let it out now.

I have been advised to not say anything, which is what I'll do.

Oh, fuck me. Oh God.

Oh.

Oh God.

嗯。

I can't really go outside because I'm still waiting for a phone call.

Where are

we going today? I don't know. I want to go to the firing range, but the army is still there firing until Thursday.

But I've got to just snap my mind into something new, like distract me.

I don't know what to talk about.

Today's gonna be a real test of my

self-discipline.

I didn't get— I don't think I get Nighthawk money until tomorrow.

Oh yeah, I got an email from Thai Elite Visa people.

They said

Background check has been put on hold by immigration until they can verify the authenticity of your previous ED visa.

So why isn't— how long I'll wait for the Thai school?

I'll wait for the Thai school to give me my documents.

Okay.

Okay.

Uh, any more Thai girls? I don't know, I'm bored of Thai girls already.

I think it's gonna be tough unless they're like 40 years old. I think anyone below 30 or even below 35 shouldn't be very tough. If I want a girlfriend or any action, it's going to be— have to be like 40-year-olds.

It's just the reality we're facing.

I don't have the patience to put up with these Uh, 20-year-old Thai girls. I just— I can't do it. They're too annoying.

The other Thai girl doesn't reply now. I can't send her another message because it'd be weird.

The problem with the, the 20-year-olds, they got too many options and they know their worth,

and you're competing against so many men who are better at talking.

If you go for like 40-year-old, they've got less options, so you've got more of a chance.

I just— I can't be bothered with this dating stuff anymore.

How's the near future looking?

I mean, it's not looking bad.

I'm just

I don't know, I'm disappointed.

I don't really know, like, how to mentally move on

from here.

Dun dun dun dun dun dun dun dun.

Is your streaming career over? No, just need to do something else. I mean, I was doing something else anyway, like before this.

I just got to like revert back to previous save point,

you know. I was talking about going Thailand and I've making plans, go here, go there.

I just gotta get back to that state of mind, really.

I just gotta get back to a week ago.

Well, I mean, not really, because I can't really.

Uh, maybe I'll charge the car up today if I'm not going anywhere, since the battery is kind of low.

Oh, I got to do something. I'm going to clean the house maybe.

How am I going to get my charger out?

Most silent stream in forever. Yeah.

I'm not depressed, just a lot on my mind. I can't say anything.

So What are we doing then?

Where are we going today?

I don't know if the rain has cleared up.

Walk around Kit Hill could be good.

Okay, so IKEA loan paid off fully now.

Savings, 2,000. It's actually 2,400 now.

I don't think I get my Nighthawk refund until tomorrow.

I don't know why they're taking so long.

I can't go out because I can't— I need, I need to wait for this phone call.

Nothing. Not of importance.

Okay, I got one more phone call waiting for.

Where's my phone? Oh, right there.

Okay, think positive, guys. World's good. I got money.

I'm not in trouble.

It's all good. Just need new things to talk about. It's all good, man.

All is good.

Tomorrow I'll go to the castle.

Castle stream,

so good.

You're all very smart people. I think you can, uh,

Read between the lines without me spelling out everything.

I have the highest IQ audience on all of the internet.

Maybe Mr. Meow Meow will come.

I want to go to Restormel Castle.

Eden Project's nearby too. I wonder if I go there as well. It's like £30 entry ticket though.

That's nearly 3 hours of streaming, barely make anything. Don't know if it's worth it.

It's not the end of the world. I think, you know, still can have a good life.

Just got to think positive,

find something to get excited about.

Wonder what AJ is up to.

Shit is very hard for

me.

I don't know if I'll phone my sister.

Be nice to talk to someone,

but pregnancy is not long off. I don't know if she's in pain or something.

I mean, no, like your last month before the due date.

I do feel like I need to get it off my chest.

Due date is September.

Isn't it like a very uncomfortable— I remember watching Friends Rachel was like very stressed out and angry

before the actual birth. Like, I don't want to

upset my sister, like put stress on her. I mean, I'm not asking for help or anything, just

like to talk about it.

I wouldn't talk to my mum about that. No way. I wish my dad

was alive sometimes.

I remember when I had the fight with Chihiro about Hong Kong guy and I stormed off. I talked to my sister on the phone about it.

Yeah, I do just talk about myself, don't I?

I mean, I'll say, how are things going with the thing you're doing?

Once I've done talking about my thing, I'll be like, so how's thingy going?

No, she says she doesn't know the gender. They want it to— I don't know why you want it to be a surprise, because if you— I don't know, like, you could plan what clothing to get unless you get unisex clothing. God, that fly's annoying.

So loud.

I don't know how they can make such— so much noise when they're so tiny.

That's annoying.

I really, I really hate Insect wings.

Why are they so loud?

Sounds like a little electronic drone.

I don't know why they don't— I don't see the benefit of not knowing the gender. Why does it have to be a surprise?

Why would you not want to know?

I would want to know.

Is it like tradition or like religion?

If I get myself a new phone, distract me. S25 Ultra, iPhone 16e.

Book tickets to Thailand.

Yeah,

would be nice to get, get out the country, be somewhere completely new.

I just don't really know how to go, or like when to go, with what visa. No visa, come back maybe.

I really can't afford the Thai Elite visa to be honest. It would put me in massive debt. It would be really unwise. I think I just don't respond to the Thai elite people.

It would be very unwise to blow 15K.

I think I just go for like a few months, maybe go some other countries.

I kind of— I don't really know what the purpose of going to Thailand is anymore.

Like, what's the point?

I think it might even make me a bit sad as well.

Vietnam's worse because you can only stay for a month

without a visa.

It's really tough to stream in Thailand because it's so noisy and there's so many people. I need to get over this fear of talking in front of people. I feel stupid. Even at the supermarket, just saying breadsticks felt really dumb.

I don't care about our OnlyFans. I'd shut it down again, I guess.

Or I would just raise the price to like $1,000 a month so no one's going to sign up for it.

Like $10,000 a month.

嗯嗯。

What audio noises? It's my foot shaking.

Random vibration. This is my foot moving.

Oh, maybe it's Discord. Is it the Discord sound? Fucking Discord.

Is it like that?

Or is it when I'm typing?

I don't know what that could be. Yeah,

it's the little button because I'm multitasking, multi-apping.

OnlyFans just doesn't really make much money anymore to make it worth it. I've only got 35 followers now. I'm not bored.

I'm not getting any new ones because

I can't really promote it efficiently.

I

can't be bothered anymore. I can't be bothered to do those ads anymore.

Been there, done that.

You get to a point where you can't really do anything else apart from actually get fucked by a real guy. We shall not let it.

It's a shame the only thing I can do is go to Tesco and buy food. Apart from that, I've got nothing else to do outside.

The only thing to buy is food.

I don't really have any reasons, Kartzai.

Buy clothing? Nah. I don't wanna buy more stuff. Food's good because you need it, and then you eat it and it disappears. You don't accumulate it. I don't wanna buy loads of clothing when I need to get rid of clothing.

嗯嗯哈。

I can't really stream swimming.

If I'm charging my car

2 kilowatts per hour, And it's a 50 kilowatt battery.

How much percentage does it charge in an hour?

So 5 kilowatts would be 10%, so it charges like 4% an hour.

So in 10 hours it would only charge 40%. Really? It's kind of slow.

I

like these trousers. The pockets are nice.

They don't stick out like cargo trousers do.

Duh duh duh duh duh duh.

I wonder when I'm gonna get this phone call.

Maybe I'll unplug this mic too.

No, I never use this mic anymore.

What? Oh, is it even plugged into it?

Mum mum mum mum mum mum mum microphone. Mum mum mum mum mum mum microphone.

Mm-hmm.

Mum mum mum mum mum.

I don't even feel hungry. I've got that disgusting chicken left over. Dry, bland. Eat it with those Japanese noodles, I guess.

Demplex.

Feel paralyzed.

Weather's not nice anyway to go anywhere.

Stuck in the house with nothing to talk about. Great,

so great,

great

and good,

so great. A good,

good talk.

Getting a bit hungry, maybe.

Spring onion.

Uh,

spring onions will dry out.

When did this go off?

14th of July. Oh Jesus. Oh God,

it looks okay.

It's not rotting.

Barely ate any of it. Why'd I even buy it?

Keep the elastic bands.

Yeah, I got Japanese noodle.

One bundle of noodles.

Getting a bit hungry now.

Amazon taking a long time process my refund.

I want my

money. My money. Amazon.

He must be the guy who does the taxi company. He's washing his minivan.

I still don't know about Thailand. My mind is really not

on Thailand.

I really can't. Be bothered. Figure out how to get to the fucking airport.

Dark days indeed.

Dark days.

Darkest of the dark days.

Focus on

me. Lunch, toilet pass.

How to make noodles.

What's the difference between hoisin sauce and soy sauce?

Soybean paste. I think it's just sweeter.

I think it's just like sweet soy sauce, isn't it?

I want my stir-fries to taste more like Chinese takeaway.

It just smells like oyster sauce.

Oyster sauce smells way fishier.

Hoisin sauce smells like sweet soy sauce. Oh yeah, that's right, fishy.

It's weird because when you put it in the food, the oyster sauce doesn't smell like that.

Smells like a wet vagina.

Look, fish sauce. They love fish sauce in Thailand, put it on everything.

That's just something I learned during my 2 years living there.

Maybe I'll troll that other Thai girl, be like, sorry, when do you want to meet? Like, hey, want to meet yet? It's been a

day. Getting pretty hungry. I wish Mr. Meow Meow came.

He'd make me feel better.

2,000 watts per hour.

I should be like, I don't think personality is very important because they can change. What's that burning smell?

I think there's food on the stove and it's burning.

Fuck off, fucking fly! Go away! Don't like you.

Oh my God, you're just asking to get swiped, aren't you?

I shall rebound and recover from this setback. Things will be back to normal.

Daniel always wins.

I don't know how long this chicken's gonna keep for. I swear, when I had a pet It smelled like farts, and not the good kind.

Made $280 yesterday.

Very nice.

Problem is there's too much food. I get sick of it. I don't want to eat the same thing 4 days in a row.

I have to, otherwise it's gonna go off. I've got to eat the other food too before that goes off.

I bet it tastes better now than it did yesterday. I don't know why, but the food always tastes better the next day after you reheat it. It's weird when you've just freshly made it. I don't know why it tastes better the next day. It's got that reheated takeaway food kind of flavor,

wouldn't you say?

So, hmm, smells good, like barbecue, because it's all burnt, I guess. Authentic barbecue. It looks like barbecue too.

Faster used to— she used to not let me eat the black bits. She would cut off the black bits and I'd say, no, I like the black bits, adds flavor.

Needy, man.

Beautiful noodle.

Whoa.

Oh God, what

was that? Oh shit, is that my phone?

Oh, that's my phone, but someone's doing like chainsaws. That was my phone vibrating.

Wow. Oh my God, why can't they just make a clip so it shuts and stays shut?

Oh, I can't fit everything in.

Where's my hon suit?

Lunch, Japanese lunch, looking very nice.

Yeah.

Ah, yeah.

Do

not like this chicken.

Oh God.

嗯。

Yeah.

I hate eating food. I just want to eat snacks and pot noodle. I hate actual meals. Fucking suck. I

hate that chicken. Boring, bland, dry.

It was so annoyingly spicy at the same time, burning my mouth.

Ah, I need some crisps to wash it down.

Waste all this sauce as well.

Yeah, I tried the pickle, the drizzle. It's not nice. Oh no. Weird vinaigrette sauce. I'm a monster lunch. Some proper food.

MSG. Why are they not phoning me back?

嗯。嗯。

Oh yeah, finally some good food.

Maybe I should buy a shirt and tie

at Tesco.

I'll be going to the hills and trails today.

The stupid army are still training.

According to the government website, they're doing firing practice until Thursday. Can't they get off my moors so I can go walk?

I don't have like a special army base where they do all this stuff. Stupid army.

I want to go to Willsworthy Firing Range and then hike up to Hare Tor.

Can't— they probably have the red flags up.

Today's gonna drag. We've got 12 hours of this.

I can't go anywhere because I'm expecting a phone call.

I mean, what if I'm driving and I get the phone call? I can't answer it.

Or I don't know, phone call goes to the loudspeaker on the car, I can't mute it whilst I'm driving. Not a good idea.

Not allowed to say anything.

I have been advised not to say anything. Does that count as saying something though?

I ain't saying nothing.

We will be talking about

Flip 7, Samsung, Thailand, and,

um, my Nighthawk refund.

Do these topics interest you?

There's no blooping audio noise. At least describe it properly. It's a vibrating audio noise. It's not blooping. How is blooping? Blooping's like beep beep beep beep. That's blooping.

Or bleeping.

How am I messing with Crypt? What are you talking about?

I didn't do anything with Crypt. All I did was Google her name and I found Facebook posts showing that she is still active online.

Oh, Crypt, refund us.

You wish. I can't believe she just took the money and ran after

pretending like she cared about the community so much.

How do you even get an abortion? I don't actually understand what happens.

Do they like put a spike up there and like poke the baby so it dies,

or do they inject something?

Coat hanger, really? Do they put something up there?

That's gross. Making babies weird. Growing a little human inside you. Thank God I'm not a girl.

I'm so glad I'm not a girl.

Feels weird not caring about having kids. Don't you think that's not normal?

It's only normal because there's so many of us, so it doesn't really matter if a few of us don't have kids. But if we lived in like a little village, tiny community, it would be very important.

I just wonder why I don't care at all about having kids or not.

During September.

嗯。

嗯，啊。

I hate being a human sometimes.

Every man is here. He can keep his job without losing it. He actually knocks on the doors and takes a photo.

No,

nothing.

You seem down today. Yeah.

I don't really know what to do about my situation.

Could be expensive.

Wow, there was a shooting in Thailand.

Mass shooting at food market in Bangkok. 5 killed, 4 security guards and a woman, before taking his own life. Jesus.

Maybe the food was really bad or something.

Guy who didn't like security guards.

Jesus.

Where's my refund money?

What is it? It's been raining almost every day in July. So much for summer. Look at this weather.

I think maybe 4 days out of the whole month it wasn't raining.

I can't

do anything.

Raining again.

Isn't this the guy who cheated on his wife? No, I don't know who you're talking about.

Not me.

I didn't do anything.

Does the UK have a rainy season? It's like rainy season or something.

How come

Can't Onision get a restraining order on that Repzion guy? Get him to stop making videos about him?

Can you do that in America?

What's against YouTube TOS?

Maybe Onision liked it because it gave him traffic. If his only own channel doesn't get views, it's kind of nice if someone else starts making videos about you and gets you views. Like Turkey Tom, my channel was dead, but thanks to Turkey Tom I made some extra money. So I mean, if he was one to make another

video about me, I'd welcome it. I wouldn't be like, stop making videos, baby.

Probably my best interest to actually pay him some money. Maybe make another one, please. Send me some more grown girls, but not crazy ones like Crypt.

We got AJ, although she's kind of missing these days.

Anissa's channel is more dead than mine.

I only get 2K views now.

Before Kick, I did try to make a bunch of videos. They only got 3K each. I was just making videos about my debt, my mum,

how I paid my mum back, stuff like that. All they got was like 3 to 3.5K views, made about $30 each.

Apparently there's a lot of rioting going on in Epping, Essex. Asylum thingy.

I saw Asmongold react to it.

Asmongold's take was kind of weird. He was saying stuff like Why are they housing asylum seekers when there's homeless people? Yeah, but there are homeless shelters and stuff. There's a budget set towards homeless people too.

It doesn't mean you have to spend the whole budget

just on them. You like have a budget and then you set an— you allocate a percentage of the budget to homeless people and asylum seekers. It's not like because we're housing asylum because we're not helping homeless at all.

And he's like sounding kind of crazy.

I think I should buy a shirt and tie.

And then I refund it.

I'll use it once and then I'll return it after I've tried it.

Move on. Message. My new Thai girl, 40 years old, 165 cm, 56 kg.

Looks quite nice.

It's so funny when they have names have the word porn in it.

嗯。

La la la,

la la la, la la la la la.

Yeah, very interesting.

Maybe I'll get so bored I might actually go outside.

Oh, post lady's here. I wonder if she's got anything for me.

Is she gonna knock on my door?

Scared if I get post. Might not be any. When, when is post ever good? It's either junk mail, bills, or something scary.

I

think she's leaving.

Back in the days when life was simple, just worrying about my beers. Where's my Flip 7?

No post.

What are we gonna do?

Can't go out anyway, it's raining. I can't go to the firing range because army's there.

Castle or Golitha Falls?

It's already 1 o'clock.

You'd think they'd call me by now.

Oh, what's that noise? What are they doing all the time?

Buzzing here, buzzing there.

What happened to the stock market?

Lost even more money.

Uh, it's kind of tanked back. So where it was,

I'm still down 240 pounds.

Traveling Trader's still going on about market crashing. He keeps going on about these gaps. Ever since, I don't know, when I started joining his Discord, he's been on and on about these gaps to be filled. Like, he's convinced that if there's a gap, it's gonna get filled. What kind of rule is that?

It says not all gaps fill, but most do. Yeah, you've been saying that for like 5 months and the market just rips.

Nonstop. He's saying August, September likely for a pullback. Really?

Who says I resubbed and joined his Discord? I never said that, did I? I said I watched this YouTube video. Je peux

pas.

Tesla. Back to 320.

I wonder if the weather's going to be good in August here.

Can't be like this forever.

Cloudy, cloudy, cloudy, cloudy, cloudy, rainy, rainy, rainy, rainy.

Cambodia, Thailand agreed to immediate ceasefire. Nice.

Thailand back on the menu.

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When am I selling my car? I don't know,

depends how I feel. If I go to Thailand, if I go to Thailand, I love it there and it's great and I get more views or same views.

Maybe I'll think about leaving this house and moving there.

I think as long as I do stuff, I'd get higher viewers. If I just sit here doing nothing— the reason why people thought Thailand was boring last time, because all I did was I sat in my condo doing nothing,

and the stuff I was doing was not interesting, like going to Thai school. Was not. No one cared about me going to Thai school.

All I did was say, "Oh, I went to school today. We learned new grammar." Maybe if I stream going to Thai school would have been good, but then I would have gotten told off.

Thing is, I gotta do stuff like yesterday, just walking around looking for breadsticks. Got me 180 viewers. I just got to do something. I don't know what to do.

Getting terrible viewers today cuz I'm just not doing anything or saying much.

What's that?

Go back to Kent.

What for? To argue with my mum.

There's only 2 places I really like, and it's Bog Hill and Kit Hill, but I've been there too many times. Also, it costs me £5 every time I go to Bog Hill for parking. I don't know why they charge for parking.

I mean, if they're gonna provide a service, like they've got staff and a ticket booth and stuff like that, it makes sense, but it's not— there's nothing there. You park the car and you just walk walk. What am I paying for? Why is Kit Hill free? I guess you're paying for the reservoir. I guess I don't want

to go Bog Hill again, especially when the weather's like this.

Need fresh air.

Also, if I go back to my mom's house, there's nowhere to go. I'll just stream the whole day in my mom's house, which would be very hard because my mom and my sister— and no one in the house apart from Dave Gibson would be happy to be streamed. So I'd be stuck in my bedroom. I'd have to

leave the stream in the bedroom. But if you think this is boring, imagine how boring it'd be if the whole stream all day was just in my bedroom.

And where am I going to go out to? Where am I going to drive to? There's no Kit Hill or Bog Hill in Kent.

There's not really anything around to do in Kent apart from some castles. I'm not going to go castle every time.

Walk around in the garden. I don't even know if I've got internet in the garden. Maybe I would on a different provider.

I never really tried out different SIMs in my garden. I've always just assumed that there's no connection, but that might just be Three because I've got no connection with Three here, but I've got amazing Lebara and Vodafone.

There's— well, yeah, I could just walk round, round in the garden, but that's boring, isn't it?

At least the places around here look cool.

I don't really know where there is to go around in Kent. You got Moat Park,

you got Moat Park, uh, nearby Leeds Castle. You got Leeds Castle, but I'm not going to go there cuz it's like, I don't know, £15 for a ticket.

You've got some beach places like Folkestone, Hastings, Dover, but I don't want to go there. You've got White Cliffs of Dover, which are quite nice, but it's far. It's like an hour drive away.

I don't really want to go there either. So if we're going to talk about going out to stream. I'd much rather be in Devon. I don't want to go anywhere in Kent.

So I think being back at my mom's house would be even worse for my kick streaming. Because I'd just be in the bedroom. I wouldn't be able to walk around the house freely.

Garden— walking around the garden would get very boring.

So yeah, I wouldn't go back to my mum's house.

At least here we got places to go to which are nice to walk about. I mean, I could just walk up my road, I guess.

Yeah, I can't do cooking either.

If I try and cook in the kitchen with the stream, my mum's not going to be happy, and she definitely won't be happy if I start smashing stuff up, like make a mess like I do here.

I like to smash stuff with my knife and make a mess. She would not be happy, especially if the stream's on all the time, so It's not really an option.

What do I mean? I mean, if I go back to my mum's house— because someone said, why don't I go back to my mum's house? So I'm telling you why I don't want to go back to my mum's house.

Because it would be impossible to stream all day like this. I need to live alone and be alone and stream like this all day.

Imagine if she saw me smashing that tuna can up.

I don't want to go to a more busy area. Kent is a more busy area. That's the problem. I want a more rural area where there's places to walk around freely and it's nice.

I want to live next to Kit Hill.

This is why I don't know about Thailand,

because, uh,

I would end up just having to go to the park all the time. Or I just sit in my condo. Maybe I can tolerate a couple hours walking around in the city.

I've done that before where I just— the heat makes it hard to walk a lot.

It's hard to stream outside in Thailand. It's full of people everywhere.

I thought maybe Japan would be nice if I go to Kyushu and get a car

and not just spend all my time in a city.

I need to do activities. Like, maybe I'll go for a horse riding class, stream it.

All Suspenders does is he spends half the day walking around in a shopping center looking at fridges or cooking equipment, and then he goes home and cooks for a few hours, and then he sits in a bar.

He drives up and down doing biz. I saw him go to like a truck dealership.

I don't know what I'm doing in Thailand,

really.

No,

I didn't leave Beetham Tower because I couldn't afford it anymore. We could easily afford it. I was making like £3,000 a month back then.

I had OnlyFans and my YouTube was still going kind of strong.

I left because it's boring. I couldn't get a girlfriend or anything there. I felt lonely and miserable. When I moved back into my mum's house, I felt a bit better.

I don't really remember fighting in 2022 with her.

Yeah, Devon's way nicer.

You got— if you live in Manchester, you got to drive like an hour out of the city to get any nature, and I didn't have a car, and I wouldn't want a car if I lived in a city. So to get public transport, take like 2 hours. To go anywhere where there's nature.

You got to be like Charles Veach if you want to stream in Manchester or video in Manchester. You got to like walk around the high street and the shopping areas and risk hooligans attacking you.

So I think Devon is really the best place so far.

I tried streaming outside in Thailand It was hard. The heat was insane,

and the amount of people— you just have to stop caring about all the people, I guess. We walk around Chatuchak Park, Bangkok Chinatown,

Central World, maybe get on a tuk-tuk or ferry boat. And then you got Lumpini and Benjakitti Park. That's basically it. There's not really much to do in Bangkok.

Chatuchak Park, food markets, a couple shopping centers like Central World. And then you got the like adult nightlife places like Nana Plaza with all the massage girls

standing around. Trying to grab guys.

Isn't it funny? Chihiro reports me to the police and they get me to agree not to message her or contact her, and then Chihiro herself contacts me. Isn't she breaching her own thing?

So what, am I allowed to message her too?

Mm-hmm.

I didn't break the smoke alarm.

It had low battery and was beeping, so I, I unscrewed— I didn't unscrew it, I just twisted it off the mount. That's not breaking it. And then I put it outside the window so I couldn't hear the beeping.

I don't see how that was breaking it.

I took the battery out and it was still beeping. It's got like a hidden battery deep inside. I hate smoke alarms. They're stupid. They never help. Okay, I burnt some food and smoke's coming out. Now you're gonna deafen me with beeping. Thanks. Yeah, I know there's smoke.

And you can't turn them off. When they start beeping, they keep beeping until the smoke's gone. I had one go off in Manchester before Beetham Tower. It was deafening. I got some steak and I grilled it on a pan, but the pan was like one of those stainless steel, cast iron things, and the meat just stuck to

it. I put oil, it still stuck to it like glue, and it started to burn.

I thought my ears were gonna burst. I just opened the window and I put my fingers in my ears until it stopped.

It was like one of those steel skillets. It wasn't like a black non-stick Teflon pan.

When I was in Thailand, I heard the fire alarm go off sometimes from upstairs, or I don't know.

I hated it in Thailand when the doors slammed because it would create like a wind vacuum Sometimes if you had the door open and didn't wedge it, it would just slam really loud like a gunshot.

Or people accidentally trying to come into my condo happened 3 times. First it was some guy, I think he did it twice, and then third time was a woman. I think she was going into his condo. She opened the door and then I made eye contact with her and she was like, and then she quickly shut the

door. And then I got really mad

and Fasta wrote a message to put on the door. She wrote like a threatening message, like, do not enter or else we will phone the police.

Bit overkill.

I, I mean, I could have just locked the door, couldn't I? I

got lazy and I stopped locking the door.

嗯嗯嗯嗯嗯。

I remember raging. She was like, calm down, baby. I was like, stupid fucking idiot, why can't he fucking know where his own fucking condo is? Why does he open that fucking door? I raged.

It was embarrassing. I was like sitting there picking my nose and this stupid guy just pops his head in. Oh,

not even a sorry. At least just say, oh, sorry,

I felt I was being home invaded.

Good thing I didn't have my dick out.

Mhm. Debt's almost gone. Yeah,

first time anyone's mentioned it the whole day.

IKEA final payment was taken today. Normal IKEA line.

If at the end of August I've got like £8,000 saved up, yeah, I might send my mum a couple thousand, maybe £3,000,

but I might have to pay legal fees. I don't know. That could be

thousands.

I think I should probably get some kind of Representative.

Don't know if they talk on my behalf or not.

No, it's not content because I can't talk about it. That's the thing.

That's why I'm a bit bummed out.

They told me not to talk about it,

so it's not content. It's fucking annoying, that's what it is.

I don't know what pro bono means. I keep hearing it.

What the hell does pro bono mean? I remember watching that show Suits, they kept saying it and I was like, what the fuck is that supposed to mean? Pro bono. There were these weird words in law that I just have no idea what it means.

Professional bono. What?

For free? Then why don't they just say for free? Why do they make a weird word about it?

What the hell does bono mean?

Well, like Better Call Saul, was he free bono, pro bono, whatever?

Sounds kind of cool actually. I know, there's something cool about that.

Like, it's like taking on a quest from a quest giver. Oh, I gotta win this case for this guy and then I get paid.

It's like, I don't know, you're a lot— you're freshly out of law school, you got your license. You go to like the town hall boardroom where they've got quests and you pick one up. Okay, I've got to defend Jimmy Joe Face

for running over a granny.

So I think Jimmy can win. It's not about winning, it's about

not having an order. Against you,

and maybe like offering a promise

in exchange for having the order taken away.

The AI just says phone a lawyer. It's not really helpful.

嗯哼哼哼哼哼。

A month is a long time, isn't it?

I feel like I'm not gonna get this phone call.

Unless the phone call I had earlier was the phone call.

No, I think that was someone else.

I think tomorrow I will

No, I've already called someone and they basically said if I wish to proceed, then I gotta like tell them. But I'm waiting for this other firm,

see what they say.

Am I happy now? I'm making lots of money.

Um, I might be about to lose a lot of money.

Like a week's worth.

Yeah, yesterday was good. I made $282 for the whole day.

I don't know if it makes me happy. I mean, it's nice.

What would make me happy is if I could find something interesting to do for the stream and you guys will enjoy it. That's what would make me happy. Right now I'm unhappy because I don't know what to do and I'm gonna bore you all and my channel's gonna die.

That's what I'm unhappy about.

I gotta do something like go out.

Restormel Castle's 50-minute drive away. If I go early, I'll start the stream there.

I don't know if I want to stream driving back.

How many people are even watching when I'm driving? Like 80? It tanks the viewership. Affects my hourly rate.

Usually when I'm driving, what's the viewership like? Probably dips below 100. Thinking I just walk around the rest of my castle for like 4 or 5 hours, drive— I end the stream and then drive home, and then I start the stream again when I'm back home.

It always seems to lag when I drive. I don't know why. Because maybe because of the speed. What I think is happening is I drive from one cell tower area to another cell tower area and it like switches cell towers, and when it does that it goes gray and does like a laggy thing because I'm current covering

a lot of miles. So I'm going in and out of coverage areas, I think.

Why am I paying for a lawyer? Because they will,

they will work for me to get me the best outcome. Whereas if I just get advice, then I have to do this thing. I have to do the stuff following the advice.

No, I'm not just getting advice. I'm getting representation.

They know what, what's best for me. I don't know what's best for me. You think I know the law?

No, I'm paying for the best. I'm not getting like free rubbish community center advice.

Paying for best in class.

I don't understand why the fly will hit every surface in the room apart from flying out the door.

Will bounce around the entire inside of the room without— and completely avoid the open door.

Nothing fun to talk about anymore.

That's why I got bored of YouTube. Can't talk about this, can't talk about that.

I should make anyone I meet— I should make them sign a contract,

like a prenup.

Is AJ ready? Just kidding.

嗯。

I've got that kick money. I can get a top-of-the-line lawyer.

I don't understand, how was Johnny Depp and Amber Heard, how are they allowed to broadcast the whole thing?

Like, why can't I do that?

How much an hour? Like $250?

What was— what did Amber Heard want out of it though? Did she also do like a restraining order? Well, she was suing him, wasn't she? I forgot what the story was.

Yeah, but if Amber Heard wanted Johnny Depp to not talk about her

but it was broadcast live, then he is talking about her.

Live. So wouldn't that— wouldn't that be him breaching it because they filmed it live?

I don't know, it's weird. I thought it's weird that was all on TV.

What did Johnny Depp even do? He got angry, he got drunk and he got angry, didn't he? And he banged things.

Was that it?

He didn't talk shit, did he, online?

Also, how can she take him to court in the UK when they're both American? I don't understand.

Oh God,

getting into relationships is sticky business, isn't it?

I don't even want to get into another relationship.

Thank God there's no girls interested in me now.

I do not need— imagine like Crypt, imagine if Crypt actually came in August.

Oh God, that'd be a nightmare. I

hope I catch a bank robber now.

Vamos a dormir, mi dulce.

Okay,

um, yeah, he sounded nice.

He said, yeah, we could meet and discuss it. I said, is it free? He said, no, we don't do free consultation. I don't know how much though. He said he would give me an email.

Sounds like a nice guy.

I don't know if it's gonna be like £150.

Discuss what? I know, like what I, what I'm looking for.

Yeah, lawyers making— lawyers making what I make in a whole day in an hour. Crazy.

They must be loaded.

I thought my Kick money was good.

Well, I said, is it a free consultation? And he, he just said, oh, he'll explain it over the email.

So that's all my phone calls done.

Hey.

I guess I got to choose which one

then. No, they don't say stop streaming, they just say don't talk about it, which I'm not.

I already got a free consultation earlier,

uh, but they said don't talk about it, so I'm not talking about it.

He sounds like a— an older guy.

The other one was younger person sounding, but he sounds friendly.

Just, um,

I mean,

I don't think it's hard to understand what live streaming is. I mean, it's just like you go live. I think most people know what it's about.

How long does it take for them to make an email? Because the first phone call they said We'll send you an email, but I haven't gotten it.

Maybe it's like a lot of— they got to write up a lot of stuff.

Yeah, I wonder.

Maybe I gave them the wrong email.

I can't have—

Let's

see.

Oh shit,

I got a reply from that taxi person, but it was in my spam. He said it would cost £400. Yeah, same as what the other website was saying. I said, how much for a taxi to Heathrow? He said £400.

Why is that in the spam box?

Thousands of Ukrainian singles want to meet someone like you. Oh, really? Since the conflict in Ukraine, more than 7 million people have been forced to leave their homeland, the majority of them being women. This is kind of weird.

Many of these women now building a new life abroad, hoping to find friendship, connection, and love. That's kind of a weird way to sell it.

I didn't get a confirmation from the website that I booked the phone call through from the other one. What if I've put in the wrong email address?

Maybe I'll send a text message.

I don't know,

I'm pretty sure I put in the right email address.

Family

and relationships.

Found zero within 5 miles. Okay, what about 25 miles?

Ah, ah,

ah, ah, ah, ah, ah. Oh my God, holy shit. Mr. Mummy, what are you doing?

Yes.

I always like to have a snoop around.

Hello,

where you

going?

I've got 2 friends.

I don't know if I should text the other one because I don't— said they're gonna send me an email. I ain't got any email.

Don't have an email.

Oh, he just went out. Now he's coming back in.

That one was an 11, wasn't it? No, 10.

Maybe I'll wait until 3 o'clock and then send a text.

Oh my God, what is the cat doing?

Hey, what are you doing?

What are you doing in my kitchen?

The patch of grass that I chucked the oil, the rancid oil, onto is going yellow and dying.

Better weed killer than the actual weed killer.

Okay, I got my phone call sorted, I guess.

I don't know, like,

he was like, oh, so I've heard you've got a non-molestation order, so what is it you're looking for? But he didn't give me an answer. He didn't give me like a chance to say anything, and he just goes, I'll shoot you an email.

Okay,

I don't really know actually. I mean, just like, what should I do?

What did the lawyer say? The one just now?

I didn't say much.

He said we could meet.

And he'll shoot me an email with details.

So waiting for that email.

Market gonna crash. Oh, market's open in 20 minutes,

dude. Do that?

You're paying to have them to tell you to shut up? Yeah, actually I don't know what I'm trying to do here, to be honest.

If I just did nothing, the outcome would be the same as if I paid for a lawyer, because I still have to do— basically I just have to say nothing. The outcome is the same. It's either you got to say nothing for free and say nothing and pay the loyalty. So I'm kind of thinking about what is

the point of this. I could use the money, go Thailand.

I mean, the end result is not going to change, so I can't talk about nothing

at the end of the day.

Is it a business expense? Legal fees?

2 o'clock.

Like, I could probably just attend the hearing myself

and just explain

that, I mean, some of it's true, I guess.

Hmm, so that Swift Taxi Company said £400, which is the same as what Minicab It quoted me. I think it's just going to be £400. I don't think any other taxi company is going to do it for less.

I was in the court watching my streams and it's like all the time, and me just sitting there eating chicken, puking in my mouth.

Puking in my mouth, that's what I do

all day.

I do puking in my mouth content.

Ask my sister or mum what— as if they know anything about the law. Oh yeah, my mum's really gonna know about UK law, isn't she?

She doesn't even know how to turn on a light bulb.

Bring you to the airport? No, my mum wouldn't do that. Number one, she's scared of driving on the motorway.

She's never offered to take me to the motorway. I mean, she's never offered to take me to the airport.

I saw her drive on the motorway before. She looked terrified. She was doing like 45 miles per hour. She's gonna lose her license. If you do 40 on the motorway and you get caught, you lose your license. I kept telling her to speed up.

She never drives on the motorway, I noticed.

Even going to the hospital, she'll drive through the town center rather than go onto the motorway, which is easier to get to the hospital.

I have to time out some people for my own protection.

Hopefully we can change topics.

25 minutes.

It also deletes all the comments too, I think.

Hmm, is there something wrong with my email? Why am I not getting email?

I wonder if anyone went after Leafy, because I heard he upset a lot of people.

He had massive audience as well, millions of views.

But he would only make one video about the person, then move on. He didn't like keep going. My problem is I keep going on and on and on.

Otherwise, I don't really have much to talk about

because I'm not doing anything to talk about.

My day trading account getting wrecked.

Chiang Mai again.

Running out of Thai girls to message.

Isn't it crazy that if someone like does something illegal and then you

talk about what they've done, they can shut you up?

How does the press operate? Surely they're, they're immune to that because they can just— I mean, the press can get sued, can't they, if they make false statements?

What does wherewithal mean?

Never seen that word before.

The money or means needed for a purpose. 嗯。

Do you ever find it weird how

some women you talk to, you feel very intimidated, or like you don't really want to talk to them, but then other women you talk to, you feel like I can steer this conversation anywhere I want? I wonder why that happens.

Definitely with a certain type of girl I feel more confident with.

Weird, I'm not getting an email either from this other guy. Why do they say we'll send you an email and then I don't get the email? What's that sound? It's my new tiger.

Chiang Mai girls again.

They seem sweet and nice when you text,

but then you phone them and you're like, ugh, talk too much, and the things you're talking about are not interesting. Yesterday was torture. I hated that phone call yesterday.

That's enough to make me not want to talk to her again.

Oh, the washing up.

Tomorrow I will go out for sure.

Today is really boring.

Good.

Probably tomorrow what I'll do is

maybe,

maybe

I'll go to that castle.

Restormel. I'll go through Restormel Castle, maybe. Leave at 9, get there at 10,

go live.

I don't know if I stream the drive back. Probably shouldn't. I mean, I don't think it really matters if I like end the stream for an hour and then come back on when I get home.

Go somewhere today? Today's done, it's already half 2,

but tomorrow I'll head out early.

Basically, I need to kill as much time possible at the castle. To make it worth going.

Lost With You. That sounds like a Lord of the Rings place.

Say 55 minutes. Oh my God.

59, it's like an hour. Uh.

How far is Bude?

That's also 50 minutes.

Problem is all the things, all the places I've not been to are an hour drive away now.

£8.

Maybe I'll buy the ticket online. Book early, save 15%. Tuesday.

Just— I don't want to book it online, then I got to meet a lawyer, so I have to cancel it.

Concession, what does that mean? Oh, student card.

Access

could be interesting.

It's just not really much there. You can walk around the castle, I guess, but that won't take more than an hour.

Maybe there's something else nearby.

Oh, cardamom woods.

45 minutes away.

That's kind of near Restormal.

Oh, oh, that looks kind of nice.

Damn, look at the car park.

I want to go there.

Cardamom Woods, but £7.50. Oh, everything got paid for.

Wow.

Cornwall's hidden gem rolling across the valley sides of a beautiful bubbling stream.

I don't know if I want to do 2 in one day. It's kind of wasting a day, isn't it? Because I could, I could split it over 2 days. If I do everything on one day,

I'm already running out of places to go.

Cardinum. I'll do— maybe I'll do Restormel tomorrow.

Okay, I'll do rest normal tomorrow.

Might kill 4 hours,

and then I'll end the stream, drive home, start stream again, see how that affects things. Although it does make me lose an hour, doesn't it? 2 hours actually, because I drive there

and then back.

But this is really boring if I stay at home the whole day.

Stream the ride? I don't know, maybe it's not a good idea if I just like drive for an hour without saying much.

I don't really want to talk when I drive.

You don't say much now too. Yeah, but I'm still interacting with the chat and I'm doing stuff. When I drive, I can't even interact with the chat.

I don't know if it's like illegal if I read chat whilst I drive. I mean, I think it is.

I don't look at the chat when I drive.

It's probably best if I just stream when I get there.

I don't really want the chat read out loud, be distracting.

People started spamming the N-word.

That's why I had to turn it off before.

A lot of things to worry about, like the legal side of it. And then the kick side of

it. Maybe it's—

I don't know, you got, you got satisfied both the legal side and then also the kick

side. Like, I can't sleep on stream, but then I can't drive without sleeping for 24 hours. I mean, I could, but it'd be dangerous, which would make it illegal, wouldn't it?

I've got to please both sides.

Yeah, and Joel eats a hamburger whilst reading chat and holding his phone whilst driving on stream and doesn't get in trouble, but I get in trouble for anything seemingly.

I get in trouble all the time.

For the weirdest things, like taking my mum with me on Amazon Flex, get banned.

It's not worth risking it.

Over what, uh, $20?

I just charged the car up today.

Tomorrow take 70 miles, I think, to get there and back.

I don't know why

I've spoken to 2 lawyers and they both said they'll send me an email and I haven't gotten any email.

I spelled it out letter by letter. I can't have gotten the wrong one.

It takes days, really?

I thought they have a template, like copy and paste template.

I don't think I have that email. I've got the phone number.

嗯。 What's up for dinner? I've got chorizo chicken kebab, which I have a feeling is going to taste rubbish, and I've got shawarma lamb and salmon.

Maybe I'll have lamb, a bit sick and tired of chicken.

I think I have better luck when I just make my own food instead of making this pre-seasoned stuff.

Not having a good time with the food.

Might have salmon.

I timed out Bishidu for 5 minutes. He was going too far.

It deletes all the chat, doesn't it, if I time them out or ban them?

That's basically what I want. I can't have that kind of chat on my chat.

You gotta be careful now.

Can't really talk about it.

It's really annoying not being able to talk about stuff, but I could be in serious danger if I did.

Says 31-degree heat surge baking England in days.

Nice, maybe I can go out.

Oh.

What does injunction mean?

Stop someone from doing something.

Are you sure that's what it means?

Order restraining a person from beginning an

action.

What? Oh, maybe he wrote that as like the topic of the email instead of writing restraining order.

I think he just wrote it as like the topic starter or the topic header.

I have no idea what injunction means. Is it like a T-junction?

Well, sorry, what does substantively mean? Substantively,

in great detail.

Substantively, what does that mean?

This is why I need a lawyer. Can't I just say I'm, I'm Chinese or something?

Substantial means a lot, doesn't it? Like substantial evidence.

But what about substantitatively?

This is why I can't be an English teacher. I don't even know our own language.

I think it means in detail. Before I write in detail,

huh? I'm going to ask me if English is my first language and if I need a translator. Yeah, translate it into moron speech so I can understand.

I understand these stupid Jargon words like pro bono.

What if I can't get a lawyer to represent me because they find out I talk too much on stream. They're like, nope, can't defend this guy, he talks too much.

I want to be like Johnny Depp and broadcast it all. Why can't I?

What are you going to disprove?

Well, I can't say really.

Can't read, no comments. Next question.

Yeah, well, what do you expect? I never went to college or university. Obviously my vocab's not going to be the best,

and I don't read books.

I spent £280 on food this month. That's crazy. Although my recent food shop will probably last me into the first week of August.

How have I spent so much money on food?

All the pot noodle and Kit Kats.

I reckon it's more like £220 a month because that £77 shot will last into a bit of August.

I don't know if I started with stuff left over in June.

I don't know why or how I'm spending so much now. I guess it's because I'm just buying whatever I want to buy instead of trying to save money and getting, I don't know, mincemeat and chicken wings.

Oh my God,

£500 for a meeting. Oh my God.

Oh.

So this includes taking your instructions, attending upon you, and giving our initial advance in— right, our initial advice in writing.

So if I spend £500, I get initial advice in writing.

What?

The advice would just be don't talk about it.

I don't know what to do. I don't want to waste money, and then they're just going to tell me to do the thing that I already know not to do.

What was that?

I thought it'd be like £100. Or £100, £500.

That's like 3 days of streaming.

I don't know.

The other person said it'll cost like $1,500 for representation.

Well, the other one offered me— gave me free advice and

said if I want to proceed with representation, be like 900 to 1,500,

but this one wants 500. Just for advice,

and then he'll probably just tell me the same thing the other person told me for free.

I already got the free advice.

They said

to offer an undertaking.

Which means that I say I promise I won't talk about blah blah blah.

I mean, that's what I got to do anyway though.

Yeah.

Obey the order.

Yeah, I will, but it's just a bit scary, isn't it?

嗯。

Sure, something that would be on Tiny bridge noises.

嗯。 I mean, how's an undertaking different to an order? Same thing anyway.

Says usually remain in force for 6 to 12 months.

Extensions can be applied for.

I don't know if I want to spend money.

I mean, I already got the free advice.

Do I really need them?

If you disagree, I announce that time for final hearing to take place.

So if you dispute allegations, you have to do a Dying away, right?

It could cost thousands.

Yeah, I don't know, it's a lot of money just for a meeting.

嗯嗯嗯嗯嗯嗯嗯。

I don't understand why it's £500 for advice.

What, just advice?

What kind of— is it like really good advice?

But the other one gave me free advice.

This— did she give me bad advice?

Initial advice.

How do I still have Amazon debt? Because I bought the Flip 7

on finance plan.

Yeah, I could pay it off all at once, but there's no point.

What would be the point?

Because it's 0% interest,

and I might have other things that I need to pay that won't have a plan and will need to be paid up front.

I don't know.

Uh, I guess at the end of the day it just boils down to obey the order.

Okay,

I mean, you're either gonna have to obey the order or you obey the undertaking. It's the same at the end of the day. It's the same thing, isn't it? It's just one costs thousands of pounds, the other one doesn't.

Maybe I'll ask AI.

You're on 70K a year. Yep, I haven't made 70K. I've only been doing it for one month.

The court may not make findings of fact, meaning it doesn't decide whether the allegations are true.

Okay.

How would my mom help?

She has experience of what? Not this.

Yeah, when I had a tax problem, my mum just said, why don't you just run away from the country? Why don't you just block them? Great advice.

He says if you do an undertaking,

if you didn't do what's alleged, accepting one could indirectly validate that, could

But if you want to escalate it to a full hearing and you can prove that the allegations were not true, then you can get it completely discharged. But that would cost a lot of money, like $5K.

It could cost like $5-7K.

Don't blow my kick money.

The first phone call, she recommended I do undertaking.

So consider undertaking, you don't want to admit fault but don't want a drawn-out legal battle.

If allegation, exaggeration false, you want to clear your name.

What's up, Barrister? Is

that Amazon?

嗯嗯嗯嗯。

Being a litigant in person.

Just ask AI to write it.

Do I have to say Your Honor?

What if I don't say it?

I didn't get an email from the first phone call person.

Oh, you guys don't know what's in the allegations.

Pros and cons of taking undertaking: avoid a full hearing, which is stressful, costly, and time-consuming. You're not admitting guilt, just promising not to do certain things.

So it's not saying you admit the guilt,

and the full hearing is basically like a legal battle, isn't it? Which would cost I think she said £5,000 to £7,000 on the phone when I talked to the solicitor,

and I'd get the money back if I won.

But what if I don't win?

Hmm, I need toilet.

Hmm, okay.

There.

I know.

Who you talk to.

At

least the weather looks nice now.

I don't know if I should talk to my sister.

I don't know, this

can't get off my mind.

It's fine, whatever. Oh, I'll try to forget about it today and,

um, maybe tomorrow morning.

I don't know, it's just really annoying because I want to stream and make money, but this thing is just like eating away at my mind and I can't talk about it. If I end the stream now to like focus on it, then I'm losing money.

The lawyer wants £500 just for advice, and then the other one,

uh,

said it could cost like £900 to £1,500

for representation.

Okay, that's all I need to do really is just

think about something else.

Yesterday was so nice. Went for that walk.

I don't really want to go out now, it's already 4 o'clock.

Maybe prepare some vegetables. Got to do something.

Oh hey, Chub's banned.

Writing rubbish.

These are extremely sensitive times.

Don't mess with my chat.

Chubbs made false allegations against me. I didn't threaten anything.

Hmm,

Monday today.

Monday.

Oops.

嗯。

What

about this one too?

Pacing up and down.

Pacing up and down content.

I don't know what else to talk about.

Taiga was boring.

Thai girls boring. What else boring? I don't know about going Thailand.

What if I pay the £500?

I don't know,

it's like when something big happens, all the other things you talk about Like video games, or— well, this just seems so meaningless.

Yeah, 500 for advice only.

I need to get back on track on things like

travel plans, or

right now I'm like in self-preservation mode, you know, like a turtle recoiling into its shell. I'm not really in flight— I mean, like exploration mode.

I don't know why I feel kind of scared.

That's why I feel like I need a lawyer. To protect me.

Where's my water?

Mr. Meow Meow didn't come, apart from the black cat.

I need to stop shit-talking people.

Yeah, but,

but then what am I going to talk about?

What if I just shit talk my viewers?

Okay, what am I supposed to talk about then?

Money. Okay, I've got £2,400 waiting for Nighthawk refund, £1,200 coming this week. From Kick.

Oh God, everything seems pointless now.

4,000 end of the month.

I don't know, I find like I don't know, like lawyers.

Interesting, because from the outside they just look like normal people. You never know, you might be at the supermarket and then you see some middle-aged guy and you're like, oh, he looks kind of boring, but then he might be a lawyer and then they've got this wealth of information in their brains and they make like $250 an

hour. Insane. They're like super people, you know, all the ins and outs. They can like recite it off by heart. And but then you wouldn't know, would you? Just if you saw them in the supermarket, you think, oh, he's just some boring guy

profiting off of other people's stupidity.

Good way to make money.

Yeah, maybe I'll be a lawyer.

I miss the days when all I cared about was my Flip 7. Now it's sitting there on the floor, not even being touched.

Oh God, I don't know how to like reset my mind, like get my mind off it.

I remember getting all excited about going to Thailand, planning my trip.

I was really happy with the Flip 7. All I had to do was— literally all I had to do was press go live. And that's it. They didn't have to start up anything or connect anything, tether anything. Just press play

and it's on. I felt like, oh my God, the bell box is driving me crazy.

Um, I think for now I'm just not making any decisions.

Tomorrow I might have better clarity.

I feel a bit sad, really.

Why is Flip 7 good for IRL? It flips, it's really stable, stabilization looked great.

One thing I do know for sure is

probably— I know,

it's probably silly saying that. No comment.

No comment.

I must be extra careful.

Extra careful.

Extra

careful.

More. Um, I'm going to make salmon for dinner, I guess, later.

I don't know what to do with the vegetables.

Go out for a walk. Promise there's nowhere to walk here. You go out onto the road and it's just a road with no footpath that goes nowhere. There's like no field or anything. I don't know if that's a public field behind my house.

No, I don't want to drive. Or the closest place to walk is Churchill, which is like 6 minutes drive, I guess.

I didn't threaten Holly to spill— see, I said I have— I know secrets. I didn't say I'm gonna do this or else that. How's that a threat?

I just said I know secrets, but I won't say them.

And then Holly just said them herself. She said everyone knows anyway, so they weren't even secrets in the first place. Yeah, she said them herself before I said them. I didn't even say what the secrets were, she said them. She wants the world to know about her dad. Holly's dad, that is.

Person in question that I'm referring to is Holly's dad.

She doesn't want to keep it a secret. She wants like the whole world to know what he did.

Hmm, Thai school didn't reply to me.

They did say it would take 5 to 7 days.

I might wait until tomorrow and follow up. I mean, I don't see why I'm doing this though. I mean, I don't even want the Thai Elite Visa anymore. As if I'm going to spend 15,000 on a visa

when I don't even know if I've been in Thailand for 5 years.

The Thai elite people said my background check is on hold whilst they determine the validity of my education visa. I told them the school name. Can't you just find out yourself? Obviously it's a registered school, isn't it?

Big school in the middle of Bangkok. Just Google it.

I need things to do.

Once I get settled, I end up having nothing to do.

I need to get excited about something again. I was really excited about Thailand. I need to get that back, get that in like the main focus back in focus. I need to take off my jumper too because it's getting hot.

Is there more to life than traveling? Like, the only 2 options, you travel or you stay in your house. Is that like the only 2 things in life to do? Just because that's what it feels like. It's either I sit in my house or I go traveling.

And aimlessly wander around places being bored.

That's like the only 2 options.

The whole Thailand trip could— if I cheap out on everything, it could be like £1,000 for 1 month. That's including public transport to get to Heathrow, flights, and a condo. But if I splurge for convenience, it could be like £2,000.

What's everyone else doing in life then? I don't get it. You either sit in a house or you go traveling or you work. That's like all you do in life.

Or you study and you aim to get a qualification.

Is that all there is to life? I'm feeling extremely trapped like this. I'm presented with 2 options and I don't want to do either of them. I mean, I really want to travel, to be honest. But I also don't want to sit in my house doing this.

I'm like losing sight of what even is the point. What, what am I supposed to do?

I don't know what I'm supposed to do.

I don't even know if I want to travel or if I just want to do it so I've got something to stream.

I just want something to dream.

Oh.

I keep staring at my phone and then my mind goes blank. I need to talk. I keep staring at the stupid phone and getting distracted.

Get a new girlfriend in the UK. Oh my God,

I will never date anyone from the UK ever again.

What's up?

I'm gonna go for a walk, but it's so windy.

Church Hill will be really windy.

Maybe I'll buy something on Amazon. That'll make me feel good.

Food not really doing it for me. I'm feeling sick and tired of all this bad food. Yesterday was horrible. Dry, bland, weird chicken.

I don't think these pre-seasoned kebab things are going to be any good. I trust my own cooking better than these.

Purposeless existence is depressing.

Yeah, now imagine what I feel like. If you think watching it is depressing, imagine living it.

All this money and depressed because I don't know what to do. That's fun.

I don't know,

eating's not fun.

Yeah, I thought about giving my sister a call, but then I got to end the stream, don't I?

Like, the stream has taken over my life, basically.

There's more green numbers than red. Yeah, I would like to feel happy about it, but it's been overshadowed.

No, I'm not ending the stream.

It would cost me money to do that.

I might— I don't know,

I might need the money at some point in the future.

I don't know if she works. I guess she might be able to because she works from home.

The hell was that?

That is the dumbest sound I've ever heard.

Look, I see it up there. What the hell is that?

What is that? Oh, weird. What a beautiful sound.

It's gone. It was up there and it fell off.

I wish Mr. Meow Meow would come over. I need distraction.

Oh God, I'm like mentally frazzled.

Mentally destroyed.

I was hoping to send my mum a couple thousand pounds. By August.

They might dry out quite quickly.

Yeah, it

feels a bit better.

Über diesen Dumbbells.

His form is much better. Yeah, because 12 kg is pretty light.

The form gets worse when I get tired and I can't lift it as well.

I

wonder how many steps I've done inside the house.

I wouldn't mind doing some weeding.

I'm not sure how this is. If I go outside, the signal probably goes. Watch.

No, the Wi-Fi box is here.

I don't understand why when I walk out there it disconnects, but I can walk all over the house and it's fine. I can go— look, go in here, it's further than where I went on the patio.

I don't understand why it disconnects when I go outside.

I just went there.

It's weird.

Something— I don't know what is blocking it. The only thing that's blocking it would be this little bit there, or the glass.

I don't think the glass would block a signal because I can go upstairs and it's fine.

See that? I can go upstairs.

It's completely fine if I go upstairs.

Oh,

is that moth

weird?

Like a weird yellow furry body.

Is that a cat or a woman?

Sounds like a

cat.

Maybe I'll make a coffee.

Any news? There's a shooting in Bangkok.

Why does, um, Thailand seem a bit scarier?

Yeah, there's a shooting in the Palladium. No, what's the other mall called? It starts with a

P. Platinum, something like that.

Wasn't it some kid got his dad's gun?

I went there afterwards. It was deserted. People didn't want to go there anymore.

Felt spooky.

What do I love about Thailand most? Um, I like the warm weather and people are nice

and it's cheap

and they got nice condos.

But sometimes it's a bit too hot.