Kick Livestreams/back AGAIN 2025-10-13 23_20 [beb50ea4-back-again] 480p

Testing, testing.

Testing. Hello viewers, welcome back to a new stream.

Thank you so much for joining the second part

Of the stream.

So generous.

Hmm, got a weird message.

Don't know if I should be worried.

Long or short at the open? Hmm, from my experience, probably best not to be either.

Market open in 7 minutes.

Am I fully prepared if I lose my Kick income?

Well, only as far as I have plenty of savings.

I just saw Mr. Meow Meow in the garden. He had a fat GPS tracker on his neck. I don't know why they keep changing it, because the other day it just had like a high-vis collar, and then before it just had nothing, and now it's got like a big fat chunky GPS tracker. I don't know why they

keep changing the collar.

So I got a weird message from my landlord just now, about an hour ago actually. Uh, it just says, are you home yet? And are and you are spelled with the letter R and the letter

U. Don't know if he got the wrong number or something. Bit strange.

I said, yeah, is everything okay? And then he didn't reply. That was half an hour ago.

Uh, surely he's not coming around. I mean, because you would say

Is it okay if I come around? But then why is he asking me if I'm home yet?

I don't get it.

I mean, how did he know that I was awake?

So many strange things keep happening.

No, I'm not going to revive the Thailand arc. We could revisit going back to my mum's house arc.

Could happen.

I said we could revisit. It might happen. I didn't say I was gonna do it. Saying this, like, worst case scenario is I go back to my mom's house.

Oh yeah,

it

depends how many things go wrong in my life.

Hmm, market gonna tank or rip today? What do you think?

Sorry, I don't know why Lan would message me.

Lan would message me saying, are you holding me up? And I said, yeah, is everything okay? And then he didn't reply. Really strange.

I'm gonna assume he sent it to the wrong person.

Hmm, seems like the last stream was fine. Fingers crossed.

Hopefully no violations.

Didn't do nothing wrong.

So we're gonna open the market in 1 minute, and then I'm going to make some some trades, and then we are going to play gaming,

gaming stream afterwards, and then break for dinner. Oh God, so actually having a job now.

At least before I could do other stuff whilst I streamed, like house chores. I mean, can I do other stuff? I don't know now.

What if as long as I'm talking I can do other stuff?

Market opened. It's tanking.

No, I can't.

That doesn't work anymore. Just filming myself. Doesn't stop them from saying that I wasn't present. But I had myself on camera the whole time and they still took away all my earnings from Friday because I wasn't talking enough.

I thought as long as I'm in the camera and I'm doing something, I'm fine, but I'm not. Not fine. I was doing the Rubik's Cube like this,

and then they, they took away my money. Said I wasn't interacting with the chat.

So it just seems like I've got to keep talking, I guess. Okay, what if I keep talking

Um, but I'm not saying anything to the chat.

Yeah, what if I just like endlessly talk but I'm not talking to the chat? Does that count?

Also, I don't know why my landlord messaged me, are you home yet? And then I said yeah, and then he said

Ideal. What does that mean?

Am I not allowed to not be home? I don't understand.

I just got a really weird message from the landlord an hour ago asking if I'm home, and I said yeah, I'm home, and then he said ideal, and then I said is everything okay, and then he didn't reply.

Why do weird things keep happening? Getting a visit soon? Well then, shouldn't he say that he's coming? He can't just show up.

Why hasn't he answered? When I asked if everything's okay. Why do weird things keep happening recently? I don't understand it. I just— I don't understand what's going on.

Why is it always one thing after another? Why can't I get any peace?

I just feel like recently everything's out to get me.

It's not good for my anxiety.

He saw you at your mum's talking about ditching. I mean, possibly.

I mean, I was saying stuff like maybe I just don't come back and I don't pay rent.

I know why everyone— people take everything I say so seriously. It's like, oh, maybe I'll go to the moon, or people are going to believe I'm actually going to go to the moon.

I paid the rent last week.

I think unless any action was actually taken, I don't think what I say should really matter. I mean, I could say anything. I'm gonna do a backflip off my car.

Obviously I'm not. I don't know why there's so much weight in what people say.

Words have a meaning? Not really.

I'm gonna go meet Elon Musk for lunch tomorrow.

Check the market. Oh my God, it's tanking.

Is that a dead cat bounce?

Go short.

Maybe the whole thing was dead cat bounce.

Who's engaging with me?

Oh yeah, AJ was here earlier.

Oh yeah, sucks that I couldn't have gone to Thailand. Like I was planning.

Yeah, I'm not very good at making plans and sticking to them, but everything can change within a week or two.

I don't think she liked that.

No, I have too much stuff going on here to be able to just go off to Thailand, unfortunately.

I don't think she has a boyfriend. Last time,

um, not last time, but I guess a while ago, she was interested in some Indonesian guy. It turns out he had a wife. And then she wrecks his marriage by telling the wife or something.

Now I'm like paranoid about what this message is about.

It's been 40 minutes now since I said, is everything okay?

Really strange. Why ask me if I'm home yet?

My only idea is maybe he saw the clip where I said about ditching and staying at my mum's house.

I mean, if I was actually gonna ditch, I wouldn't announce it. It's like if you're going to invade a country, you're not going to announce you're going to invade them before you do it.

You know, the funny thing is they'll see the clip where I'm saying, oh, maybe I'll ditch, but they won't see the bit where I say, ah, maybe I won't. They'll see the negative part, but they won't see the positive part because the positive part hasn't been clipped, probably because stupid trolls are only clipping the negative stuff.

And then they'll spin the negative bit to make it sound worse than it actually was.

You know what I don't understand is how the neighbor with the cat saw a video of me with the cat.

Do you think the troll sent a letter saying, here is the link? Because how can you send a link in the post unless you type out the link?

So did they say like, oh, this guy, your neighbor stole your cat, here is the video link, and then they just manually typed in the link from the letter? Otherwise, I mean, how would they text the neighbor?

Yeah, they obviously posted something because otherwise I don't see how they could contact the neighbor.

Very strange goings-on.

Slid a note? What, in person?

Yeah, if I ever move out, I'm never doxxing myself again. Not worth the trouble. Like, I can't get away with anything now.

Posted an SD card, possibly,

but you'd have to be pretty dumb to just put in a USB stick or SD card into your laptop. I mean, it could have a virus on it.

They got these, um, hacker USB sticks. As soon as you plug it into your machine, it can take over.

Old people don't know that. Well, the cat neighbor is not old. He looks like maybe 40s.

Maybe even 30s if he's aged badly. I don't know, really. I find it hard to judge white people's age because they always look way older than they actually are.

I always, like, overestimate that age by 5 or 10 years.

Where's everyone tuning in from today? Hello, Aiko. Yes, Amazon wishlist, very nice.

Well, I'm not gonna vape anymore, am I, once I'm done with these ones?

Looks like my last stream was A-okay.

Adequate interaction, adequate participation. This, this is like a Black— this is literally like a Black Mirror episode now

where I have to stream to a certain standard, otherwise I get booted.

Imagine it was an AI reviewing your streams. Yeah, I watched Black Mirror, a couple episodes yesterday— last night. I watched the one where the guy does this live streaming thing to make extra money, and he's got to do gross stuff like drink his piss and put out his teeth, and, uh, he put like a dildo up his

bumhole. To help his wife because his wife

is like connected to her body from a machine. And then the company's evil and keeps making it more expensive to unlock packages. And then he's got to do crazier and crazier stuff.

It's called Dumb Dummies, some website. And I feel like that's actually kind of like streamers these days where You got to do crazy stuff to get viewers, and then you end up making a fool of yourself and getting in trouble.

I don't know what the Ed Gein one's about.

I mean, I kind of do do that on OnlyFans, right?

I didn't do it willingly. I didn't find fans.

Oh, I watched one where there's this girl, she's got a necklace, and then when she touches it, she can change reality. I thought some of the technology in these episodes are just so stupid. I mean, I know it's for the story and everything, but the technology they're trying to pitch here is just stupidly unbelievable. Uh, there's another

episode where this guy,

um, he has a video game. It's like lemmings, it's like these little creatures that multiply, and then he's gotta feed them, and then he becomes like a slave to them, and then

he gets arrested by the police, and then like he makes a hole in his head and then they get inside his brain, and then these creatures like hack the central surveillance mainframe or something. I thought that was kind of stupid.

It's like The Sims, isn't it? But you believe that the creatures are actually real things. And wasn't the guy who made the game in another episode— isn't his name Will Poulter? Wasn't he friends with that YouTuber?

Um, you know those 2 twins who are very handsome? I forgot their name. JacksGap. He was in a few of their videos. Will Poulter, I think his name is. I thought he was already in a Black Mirror episode that was about something else. And it's always about, you know, like VR, or they're taking drugs like acid,

or they're desperate for money, or they get enslaved inside of an AI— inside of a VR.

They kind of

reuse the same themes over and over, don't they?

I guess Charlie Brookes running out of ideas.

I think my whole life would make a great Black Mirror episode.

Yeah, I like Black Mirror because it's like a little movie but it's not too long, and I like the tech stories. The emphasis on tech is interesting for me.

So what I'm gonna do is stream another 2 hours and then we will end the stream to break, and then I'm gonna do gaming.

I'm gonna do some gaming

until dinner, and then I'm gonna break for dinner, and then I'm gonna come back, and then maybe we read some Wikipedia pages. That'll be fun.

Sex addiction ruined your life. Yeah, sometimes I feel like I am sex addicted.

Like, I feel kind of miserable, or maybe even a bit angry if I don't get sex. It's like going cold turkey.

Now the worst feeling is when you think you're gonna get sex and then you don't.

It's hard not to get all excited.

I mean, once you're used to not having sex, it's okay because you're used to it.

I just feel a bit frustrated. I think sexual frustration isn't that uncommon, is it?

Like that when that German girl came to my hotel, I thought we were gonna have sex and then she left. I was pretty mad.

It's a problem having a sex drive, isn't it?

How's Bitmain holding? It ripped.

It dropped, it tanked down to 47, ripped right back up to 55. So I was down 140, now I'm up 40.

I don't know what Trump did, something about China, saying that China wasn't playing cooperatively with the tariffs. And then he backtracked it and said, oh wait, China will cooperate.

And then it ripped again.

Markets kind of doing nothing,

very flat today. What day is it? Monday.

Um, no news until Tuesday. Fed Chair Powell speaks Wednesday.

Nothing Thursday.

PPI,

is it really?

I don't know.

I mean, why does he bother saying stuff and then just backpedals it straight away? Just don't say anything then.

Letting your debt spiral a bit. Yeah, stupid Amazon payments. And the overdraft.

I really need to have some solid earnings for this week to first get myself out of overdraft. I don't really care about the payments because it's a 2-year plan, 0% interest.

So I mean, it's a 2-year plan where there's no benefits of paying it off all at once.

So I mean, I don't really count that. Might as well take it off the screen.

I don't want the gaming PC anymore.

I've got to pay off the credit card and the overdraft because they've got massive interest.

Yeah, I don't know why the landlord messaged me, am I home yet? And I said yes, and then he said ideal, and then that was it.

I don't know what that was about.

Hasn't it been like a month since I left my mom's house? Or was it 2 weeks?

Right, it's been 2 weeks. I've had 2 weekends since I left my mum's house.

So if it's in regards to anything I said when I was at my mum's house, Seems a bit late.

Why so many red numbers? So yeah, I went into overdraft because I put £600 into my day trading account to stop getting margin called. That's why my savings has ballooned, because I took the money out of the overdraft and then it's gone into my trading account, which I count as savings.

What was the Battlefield review? I don't know. I mean, the gameplay wasn't that jerky, but for some reason the video that was recorded is really jerky. Probably because my computer can't handle streaming gaming and recording a video at the same time.

The video flopped anyway, who cares.

I thought it's kind of funny, it's like a bunch of screenshots stitched together.

So I'm hoping to make, um,

£700, which would get most of the overdraft paid, and then I get YouTube money next week that could go towards credit cards.

Well, landlord messaged me because I left my property vacant. I didn't leave it vacant, I went home for 2 weeks. I'm not allowed to go visit my mother for 2 weeks.

What kind of rule is there saying that you're not allowed to go on holiday?

Everyone knows and could have been broken into without anybody knowing. Uh, I think my car not being on the driveway makes it pretty obvious that I'm not here.

How he knows you're not at home? Yeah, that's also the weird thing, is that I actually came back home today.

Like, how would one know that I went to Somerset for the weekend?

Yeah, this whole streaming thing is fucking annoying because I've got all these people like checking up on me. Like, I can't do anything in privacy anymore, even when I'm not streaming. Like, I got no privacy because people know I'm not streaming, which means I'm not at the house.

The whole streaming thing's fucking annoying.

Everyone and their dog checking up on everything I'm doing.

Really hate streaming, then don't stream. Well, I don't want to stream, but I want to make money.

Sick and tired of having every, every step I take like being observed.

Oh, but the money's so damn good.

What am I supposed to do? And getting a job's hard. I mean, it's hard to have a job.

I would love to just disappear and no one knows where I live and no one knows what I'm up to.

That'd be great.

I don't know why it feels like everyone's out to get me. I didn't even do anything wrong.

Oh no, I let the cat in my house. Big fucking deal.

I didn't ask the cat to come into my house, did I?

I just saw the cat outside. It's got a massive chunky GPS collar now.

It's like this big on its neck, like a bell.

I

thought, I wonder if I can be a bus driver, because I mean, it looks pretty easy. You just have a route Like, for example, Plymouth to Tavistock. You just have your route, pick up the passengers at the first stop, and then anytime someone presses a button, stop at the bus stop. And then I can drive in the

bus lane.

It's like you just drive 2 hours for your route, stopping along the way, and then drive back.

Yeah, it does look hard driving a bus. It's like driving a building, big square block. I know that you can't take corners too tightly because the backside will whack the curb, so you gotta like take the corners very late and then you gotta swing around in and then you gotta watch out to not swing it into the

traffic lights. And it looks really hard actually.

They train you for a whole year? Jesus, there's so many things can go wrong. Like, I don't know, annoying passengers. You know what I don't understand about the bus is when you get on the bus and then you tap your card to get on, but you don't have to tap it to get off. So when you get

off, how does it know how much to charge you? How does it know how far you've traveled? That's what I don't get. And then with the press the stop button, I never know if it's— you're only supposed to press the stop button if it's an emergency, or if you're supposed to press it when you want to get

off. So I'm scared of pressing the button.

I thought it was like an emergency stop button. I would never press it myself. If I was going to get off, I'd wait until someone else pressed it.

Don't have an email from Kick yet. Guess my last stream was successful. It's been nearly an hour.

It's been an hour since I ended the last stream.

Did I do a good job as a streamer? Good job as a streamer. 10 out of 10 points.

Okay, didn't get a reply from Lando. He just asked me if I was home yet and I said yeah. I mean, if I said no, I wasn't home yet, what would he have said? Come home now?

I don't understand the Point of that message.

It was not two minutes; it was like ten seconds. Come on, I can't even shoot off a quick text. Not enough interacting with the viewers. On your phone again, Mr. Lord. It's like being at fucking school again. Oh, too much on your phone. Detention. Read out Wikipedia monotremes.

Article from the beginning. I'm not being at school again.

I don't know, landlord just messaged me saying, are you home yet?

And I said yeah, and he said ideal.

What, am I not allowed to not be at home?

I don't get it.

That's not normal. Yeah, I said, is anything wrong? And he didn't reply.

I don't know what's going on.

I thought maybe he just messaged the wrong person.

You know, in life

you just can't really escape being told what to do, can you? Even if you're the literal king of the country.

I just want to live a life where no one tells me what to do.

It's impossible, isn't it? I thought, I want to be a YouTuber, I want to be a streamer because I don't want to get a job because I don't want to be bossed about. Now I'm fucking bossed about. I can't even look at my phone for 2 minutes.

How stupid.

I hate being bossed about.

I'm not a slave to my viewers. I'm a slave to the Kick staff. If the Kick staff think or decide, oh, he didn't interact enough, they can take my pay.

Do your own business. But then you're a slave to the customer. A customer doesn't like this, or a customer doesn't like that.

I mean, look at Gordon Ramsay sweating his balls off in the kitchen. He's a slave to his customers. You've got to make the food good.

Yeah, maybe report Eddie stream didn't talk enough for 10 seconds.

Hello, House on Siberia 1531. I love interacting with you guys so much.

How's your day?

Make a fake recording. Yeah, like a fake sound file that plays every 5 minutes. What are you guys up to?

How's everyone going today? Day going today?

Trying to do that seriously. It makes every bone in my body want to vomit.

It's like this stupid retarded YouTuber act. Hey guys, welcome back to a new video. I fucking hate that. It's so dumb.

This is why I could never become a big YouTuber.

Not that every YouTuber has to do that, it's just that to some extent you got to seem like you enjoy what you're doing.

Yeah, well, I will not do what I am told. Properly. I will do what I'm told

in a way that pleases me.

Hello, God.

Oh no, looking at phone for too long, not enough interaction.

Oh no,

don't ever fucking tell me what to do.

No more Kit Hill, no more going outside, because driving will be not enough interaction, guys. Unless whilst I'm driving I just keep yelling, where everyone tuning in from? As if I fucking care.

Hong Kong guy is not getting any Japanese girls.

Poor Mr. Meow Meow got a massive GPS collar now.

Imagine being that scared that you think I'm actually gonna kidnap your cat, that you gotta put a massive GPS collar on it.

But honestly, they think I'm gonna kidnap the cat. Jesus Christ, people insane.

I feel like it was my fault that he has to suffer now.

How would he know he was away?

Yeah, I don't know if he thinks I was away because I was at my mum's, or if I was away because I was at my girlfriend's. Somerset,

because I did actually just get home about 3 hours ago.

I thought it was my mum texting me saying, are you home yet?

He saw the car wasn't there. Yeah, but he doesn't live here. How would he know?

And why? I mean, what's the big deal? So what if I'm not here?

I paid rent last week. Don't owe anything. I did text him. I said, what's wrong? He didn't text back.

Bit intrusive.

Can you imagine if you had some weird disease? Where everything you think gets publicly displayed and then you keep getting in trouble for it. Yeah, welcome to my life

where I used to say everything I think out loud and now I've had to tone it back like 60%. Maybe there's a name for it. Like Tourette's, because I used to be like everything that came to my mind I would just verbalize out loud. I've had to really try hard to stop it.

It's not my fault.

That's why the streams have been— I haven't been talking as much because I've been trying to control what I say. And then it just dawned on me that nearly everything I say I shouldn't be saying. So then I'm like, what the fuck do I say then?

Now all I talk about is how I don't know what to talk about.

I don't know, streaming used to be easy when I could just say anything I want. Now I can't. Now I've got many secrets now, and I don't like having secrets really,

but

we live in a day and age where you kind of have to have secrets.

Market's not doing anything. Boring.

Market looks like it's going to rip, but it's not.

Okay, so what do I need to do? I need to focus on my streaming and not violate TOS. I need to scrounge together as much as I can for next Thursday.

I don't think not being in frame is a problem. I think it's the not talking, because I've been in frame but didn't talk and I got punished.

They took all my money from Friday.

I don't think they should be allowed to do that. That's like violating human rights or something.

How much I make on Friday? I made zero. They took it all back.

They took every penny back. Can you believe that?

The violation in question is low interaction with chat. And static content, which can be seen in the following screenshots.

And it's just me doing a Rubik's Cube.

Says, you agree,

um,

You agree not to leave the stream unattended.

Oh, I don't know what inorganic content means. The hell does that mean?

The hell is inorganic content?

So where's everyone tuning in from tonight? Hello, Rio Hazuki. What are you doing on the weekend? Jewhawk3, what did you have for dinner? And Fanial for Life, what's your thoughts on abortion?

That's great. Uh,

Oh god, I feel sick.

Can't make up random ideas to fill in time. What?

No

inorganic content. The fuck does that even mean? The stupid rules are so vague.

Inorganic content. What, like,

like a video loop of me saying, hey, what's up guys,

playing over and over that?

I don't know why I have so many people trying to ruin my life. It's insane. I'm like, what do they get out of it? They don't even get anything out of it apart from some weird satisfaction.

Why does it matter so much to them if my life is ruined or not?

I mean, they are weird and they are losers. It's just kind of proving my point even more, isn't it?

They're kind of just proving that I was right about them.

哎。

I think they're autistic. Like, they have some weird autistic grudge against me because I told them to shut up or something stupid.

Some people get weirdly upset when you insult something they like as well. Like, if they like some weird sci-fi TV series and you say it's shit, they take it personally.

Well, this is the world we live in, isn't it?

I don't trust the internet in being a fair judge of dishing out punishment for the crime. I mean, that pirate software guy, he people sent him death threats because of what, like, he let his friends die in World of Warcraft during a raid. I saw that amount of hate the Pirate Software guy got just because he's arrogant.

Don't you think that's a little— people want him to be dead over that.

I don't think the masses are really a good judge of what punishment fits the crime.

They just dislike him because he comes across as arrogant. I mean, that's kind of why people don't like me, is because I come across arrogant and I'm rude.

Yeah, well, then grow a pair of fucking balls. Boohoo, I'm rude, that upset you. Grow the fuck up.

What are you, a baby?

No, I'm not saying anyone sent me death threats. I was talking about the pirate software guy.

I don't know why, like, with all this cancel culture, people have taken vigilantism way too seriously. I mean, let's just leave it to the police.

Get back to your day jobs. Who made you the vigilantes of the internet?

I don't think anyone is either a good or bad person. People have They do good things, they do bad things, and no one's not ever not done a bad thing.

Uh, don't scam or cheat or anything. I don't know what you're talking about.

What scam?

I don't know, I don't really know what Luffy does

in his spare time. It's not really my concern.

Oh, the market's so boring today. It's not doing anything.

Bitmain's tanking, gold's ripping.

Luffy was not a mod in a live stream. What are you talking about? When was he ever a mod in a live stream? He's not my friend.

Okay, I'm gonna ban you because you're just making stuff up. That's what he said. Well,

yeah, okay, well then I met Elon Musk and I'm best friends with Jeff Bezos then.

There's something wrong with you people.

I think I was pretty good to pass that, actually.

I did not leave the Korean woman at the castle. I left a Japanese woman there. Can't even get the sword straight.

Besides, it's none of your fucking business. It's my relationship. Since when were you part of the relationship? How does it affect you?

Yeah, I made mistakes in that relationship that I'm not proud of.

As if you're the perfect partner.

Why'd you tell us? Yeah, I'm not going to tell you anything now. That's what you get.

I'm not telling you nothing anymore.

It doesn't affect me either.

There's no rule saying I have to tell everyone about my relationship. She says I have to talk.

In macroeconomics, money supply refers to the total volume of money held by the public at a particular point in time. There's several ways to define money, but standard measures usually include currency in circulation, and demand deposits. Money supply data is recorded and published by the national statistical agency or the central bank of the country. Empirical money

supply measures are usually named M1, M2, M3, according to how wide a definition of money they embrace. The precise definitions vary from country to country, in part depending on national financial institutions'

traditions. Any questions?

Okay, no questions. Even for narrow aggregates like M1, by far the largest part of the money supply consists of deposits in commercial banks, whereas currency— banknotes and coins issued by central banks— are only make up a small part of the total money supply in modern economies. The public's demand for currency and bank deposits and commercial banks' supply

of loans are consequently important determinants of money supply changes, as these decisions are influenced by central banks' monetary policy, not least the setting of interest rates. The money supply is ultimately determined by complex interactions Between non-banks, commercial banks, and central banks.

Looks like I've got to start banning people. Haoxion banned.

Who else banned?

Chihiro banned.

No, Halcyon's just a troll.

Everyone banned.

Imagine they ban me for banning viewers.

According to the quantity theory supported by the monetarist school of thought, there is a tight causal connection between growth in the money supply and inflation.

In particular, during the 1970s and 1980s, this idea was influential. And several major central banks during that period attempted to control the money supply closely, following a monetary policy target of increasing the money supply stably. However, the strategy was generally found to be impractical because money demand turned out to be unstable for the strategy to work as

intended. Consequently, the money supply has lost its central role in monetary policy and central banks today generally do not try to control the money supply. Instead, they focus on adjusting interest rates in developed countries normally as part of a direct inflation target, which leaves little room for special emphasis on the money supply. Money supply measures may still

play a role in monetary policy, however, as one of many economic indicators that central bankers monitor to judge likely future movements in central variables like employment and inflation.

Uh, Chihiro band.

How's your band?

Rubenstein, 1-week timeout.

Check market.

Nothing's happening.

Huh,

the landlord replied.

He said everything's fine, just checking you're

okay. Okay, thanks.

Why would everything not be okay?

Checking if I'm okay.

I think I'll just leave it at that.

I don't know, I mean, maybe because I was away for 2 weeks, the neighbor Told him that I've been gone for 2 weeks,

like I just disappeared.

Everything's fine, thanks so much. Thought I was in trouble.

Was her moonlight flipped?

What happened to Shin and Moon? Well, Shin, the Swedish girl, she's been out of the picture since 2020. Doesn't Shin live in Japan still? Teaching English.

I don't know why Pia keeps saying she wants to go to Japan, but then she never does. She's been saying she wants to go to Japan for like 6 years. She hasn't even been once yet. I thought she's gonna do working holiday visa. Isn't she like nearly 30 now? What's she waiting for?

Probably never gonna happen.

I've been to Japan like 7 times within the last 5 years. How's she not been yet?

It doesn't cost that much money to go to Japan. You just need to buy a plane ticket and then have like £2,000 savings. Get a guest house.

The state blood bucket is for free.

I

don't know. I don't talk to Pierre anymore because, uh, I don't have a Discord anymore. I don't talk to anyone anymore.

I deleted all the ways that I used to be able to talk to people, like Instagram, Discord.

Instagram was the main way.

I don't know, I just don't really want to get involved anymore.

I think for my mental health, less interaction with you guys is better.

I already have to spend all day with you

when I stream,

which is more than enough.

Thank you very much.

I can't even play my Rubik's Cube now because if I do my Rubik's Cube, I can't talk because I'm trying to focus. And then fucking Kickstaff going to be like, low interaction. Yeah, cuz I'm doing a fucking Rubik's Cube. How the fuck can I talk whilst I'm trying to solve a complex algorithm?

That's stupid.

They took my whole pay cuz I was doing Rubik's Cube and not talking.

Dumbest rules ever. I mean, I can't do anything then, like anything that requires any kind of concentration I can't do because it means I'm not talking. Why the fuck do I have to talk non-stop? I mean, the point is you're watching me solve the Rubik's Cube. Why do I have to fucking talk?

Fucking idiotic rules pissing me off.

Obviously I'm not talking because I'm trying to solve a complex puzzle here. Stupid fucking idiots.

Take my fucking money.

This is the most irritated I've felt ever. The hell do you mean I'm not allowed to solve puzzles because I'm not talking? I can't commentate the whole time and trying to— I gotta use my brain power.

I bet you anything you go onto the Kick front page, there's a bunch of streamers not talking,

like gaming or something.

Or is it because I'm in the just chatting category and I wasn't chatting? Well, they should have a category called sometimes chatting. Or maybe because the category is just chatting, if you do anything that's not chatting, then it's against the violations of the terms.

I can't even concentrate.

I want to play my Rubik's Cube.

Oh no, no, cut it.

Yeah, getting tortured alive until you literally die, that's okay. Money not reverted. I'm not talking for 10 fucking minutes, money reverted. How the fuck does that make sense? I mean, they'd rather me torture myself to death than sit here not talking. Stupid fucking retarded rules.

Talking enough for you now?

Yeah, well then I'll take all my 230 viewers back to YouTube then. That'll teach them.

I'm a highly famous and influential live streamer.

If I'm not wanted here, take my viewership elsewhere.

Yeah, maybe I should have made it so if I don't solve the Rubik's Cube in 1 minute, I torture myself live. How about I electrocute myself?

Damn, look at gold. $4,100 now. I don't know if I'm gonna sell soon. It's insane.

I'm up, uh, £420. Do you think I should take profit? I made 21% gains.

How much higher is gold gonna go?

Gold's ripping, market's kind of dead.

Bitmain's kind of dead as well. Bitmain kind of goes up and down with the market instead of on its own.

Gold and the indices seems to have diverged.

I mean, gold could go to $4,500, but first it might drop below $4K again. Like, can you stomach losing half of it before it goes up again?

But then can you stomach

taking all the profit and then missing out on any more gains? That's the question, isn't it?

I mean, if you don't need the money now, then you might just let it sit.

So when everyone's talking about gold, then you've got to think maybe I get out of it now. When you start hearing random people on the street talking about gold, that's when you get out. Or when it's on like the normie news about gold hitting record highs,

because I swear when the AMC GameStop stuff appeared on Channel 4 News where they never talk about stocks. That's exactly when it crashed.

And when people like my— even my sister were getting in on it, that's when it crashed.

Gold should be held forever. Yeah, but I want to lock in some gains, otherwise feels like it's all pointless.

But you don't go out. Yeah, that's why I need you guys to tell me.

Oh no, not talking,

not the talking. Yeah, I'm doing a fucking puzzle, okay? Jesus, give me a break.

I can't even do my puzzle now.

I got the Rubik's Cube myself so I have something to do on stream, and then doing this— the Rubik's Cube on stream was a violation, and then they took all my fucking money because

I was doing the Rubik's Cube and not talking. So that backfired, didn't it? So how am I supposed to do the Rubik's Cube and talk at the same time? I need to concentrate all my brain power,

otherwise I mess it up.

But I really like doing my Rubik's Cube.

I find it strangely therapeutic.

You know, why does it matter that much if I fucking talk or not?

You know, not everyone watches the stream to be interacted with. Most people just watching because they want to watch.

I think the interaction part isn't the main part. Like, you're watching me to solve my Rubik's Cube.

Now this £5 Rubik's Cube cost me hundreds of dollars.

Yeah, well, I want a new audience that don't watch me for rants. I want Rubik's Cube audience,

so any Rubik's Cube streamers Good luck trying to make it on Kick unless you can talk whilst doing it at the same time. Otherwise they're going to revert the earnings.

Good luck to any mutes out there who want to be streamers because you can't talk, then you can get in trouble.

I mean, what if you want to be a streamer but you have some disease where you can't talk?

Unban all the people. Chuff Daddy, you mean Chuff Weasel?

No, he was really annoying.

Kept criticizing me about every fucking thing. Like, even when I got my sister a present for the baby, I bought a dummy or a pacifier. Even that, he had to like start criticizing about whether it's wrong or right to make a baby have a dummy. He had to whine about every bloody thing.

So everything's just like all evil and morally wrong to that guy.

What's wrong with giving a baby a dummy? It's pretty normal.

It's not about forcing them to shut up, it's about comforting them. And they find comfort in sucking, don't they?

It soothes them.

It's not about shutting it up forcefully.

Why is the market not ripping?

Might go short again.

Okay, I'm short.

I'll put a stop loss.

£45? Oh, that's a bigger stop loss than I was expecting. Shit.

I don't think the stop loss would be that big just for that tiny movement. I put too much money in it. I think I put too much money. Shit, I put too much money in the trade, which means I either need a really, really tight stop loss, which means I'm easily going to get stopped out, or I

put a big stop loss, but if I actually get stopped out, I'm losing like £50.

Okay, my words is to like It's a very tight trade then.

Now if I'm right, I'd be up £150. I mean, that's what it's like when you're trading with big money. Every tiny movement, it's like massive swings. You look burnt out. Yeah, because I just drove 100 miles from Somerset

and then got bollocked by Kick because I didn't talk enough.

Yeah, I'm pretty knackered.

It's not the kind of news I wanted on the weekend.

No, I'm scared I'm gonna have to get a job.

Scared I might get kicked out. I'm scared of so many things.

Now I'm scared that I'm not interacting with chat enough, and then they're gonna take my fucking money again.

What's wrong with getting a job?

Because I can't be bothered, and then I'm gonna get fired anyway because I didn't do the job properly or something.

I mean, I can't even do this job properly where I'm supposed to talk to my viewers. Hello viewers, where are you tuning in from today? Fucking idiots.

Make me want to puke in my mouth.

Yeah, well, I have to put on some kind of fake persona because fuck me if I'm actually going to do that genuinely.

There's not a single bone in my body will allow me to genuinely do that.

Puke-inducing charade

of— imagine me actually giving a shit. Goes against every fiber in my body.

I'm either in— I'm either genuinely don't give a shit or in genuinely pretending that I care.

I cannot genuinely care about anything. This just goes against my

very fiber.

The irony— talk so much during YouTube days, but Kick forces you to talk

Yeah, I know. I mean, I love talking on YouTube back in the simple times

when I didn't get in trouble.

There's loads of stuff I want to talk about,

but I can't.

Oh,

I'm down £3 on my short trade.

£500K in 10 years? No way.

Besides, even if I got £500K, that's not gonna last me for the rest of my life, is it? I'll try and invest it and then I'll end up blowing it somehow.

But I don't know, if I got 500K, probably best idea is I buy a house or something,

because at least worst case scenario is I've got a house to live in and I don't have to pay rent,

and I just have to worry about council tax bills.

Maintenance. I think maintenance would be a big one, like there's a hole in the ceiling or something, a leak.

I get one of those little stone cottages with a fireplace.

God, my hair looks so bad today. See, this is what my hair looks like when I don't have a shower. It just sticks up in weird places.

Like, what's wrong with Gross Gore? I thought he already bought a house. Now Gross Gore's lucky because he gets like 500 viewers and all he does is sit there playing stupid RuneScape or whatever.

So what time is it now? It is 4 o'clock,

3 hours until dinner.

I'm thinking in 20 minutes I end the stream and then I come back and we do

2 hours of, uh, Darkest Dungeon

and then break for dinner,

and then I'll come back around 7-ish and then do a final 4 hours of something. I don't know yet. Right now I'm still trading the markets.

Well, they would only take the whole day's wage if I violated something in every single VOD, which I doubt I would. Usually my violations are like in one part of the VOD,

which is why I'm so pissed that they take the whole money even though I only violated One tiny part of the entire day.

Come on, market, are you ripping or bouncing? It looks like it's gonna bounce here. Like, I kind of shorted into support again. I don't know why I keep doing that.

I might get out this short if I can. I, I seem to be the best picker of the worst place to go long and short. Why the fuck does that happen every damn time?

I literally went short at the support line.

Yes, tank. No,

I really want to get out of this short now. Oh fuck, now I'm down £3.

Down £4.

I don't know why I keep longing into resistance and shorting at support.

I, I see it go down, I'm like, okay, I'm going short.

But I thought you're not supposed to trade the count— you're not supposed to trade the counter trade, supposed to go with the flow. But then when I do that, it reverses.

Oh, take profit triggered.

Nice, I made £1.60.

Yeah, I'm not going short there, I'm out of the trade. £1.60, I take it.

It's weird, the, um, the thing with the green box and the red square. You used to create limit order and then it would predict for you what your stop loss and stuff would be, but it doesn't do that anymore. They changed it.

Do I still dream about my life in Japan? Not really. I think I've actually really moved on from the whole life in Japan thing.

I really don't care anymore

about stuff like

blowing up on YouTube days, 2018, life in Japan. It's just so long ago, like, I don't care anymore.

I think when it gets to over 5 years later, it's It's very hard to still care.

Maybe a year ago or 2 years ago, it's still kind of fresh.

It's like I was really missing Thailand for a bit, but I feel like I've moved on from that too.

Yeah, I wouldn't want to go back to Thailand and do that all again.

I just don't care anymore about being a YouTuber and all that rubbish. I just want to make money.

I want to make money without destroying my life anymore.

Hmm, should I go long or short?

I've got equal highs up there.

I think I'll go long there with half the account.

Eventually you have to find a job with the cost of living in the UK. Yeah,

but I just, I feel like as long as I've got Kick, I'm not going to be bothered to do that.

Losing Kick will be the real kick up the backside.

I just don't know if I can handle it.

It's a cold, ugly world out there that I want to spend the least amount of time in.

No, I wouldn't be happy earning Kick for my entire life

unless I could find a way to start enjoying streaming.

This is very hard.

Like, even if I somehow got 10,000 viewers right now,

I wouldn't be like happy. I'd be thinking,

number one, I'd be thinking what the hell's going on, and then number two, I'd be thinking, oh shit, now what's gonna go wrong?

Yeah, I want to do something that makes me happy, but I don't know what that is.

Not much makes me happy, really.

I quite like going out to do bee livery, but I can't do that now because if I do it on stream, I wouldn't be talking much. And if I had to choose between one or the other, I'd rather just stay at home and stream.

Yeah, I like finance.

I like stocks and stuff.

I like being part of the whole trading investing community.

Yeah, my hair is messed up because I didn't wash it today. I was in the hotel and I thought, what's the point wasting time having a shower and everything? I just want to get in the car and drive home so I can start streaming ASAP. So I didn't bother having a shower.

This is what my hair looks like when I don't have a shower.

Having a shower is mainly for me to reset my hair

because it won't, it won't go back down on its own. It needs water.

I'm scared to stream long hours now in one go.

They might take all the money because losing 2 hours of streaming hurts less than losing 3 hours of streaming.

So 5 minutes, I'll probably end it and then take a toilet break. I might make a coffee and then we'll do some gaming. Yay, Darkest Dungeon!

Fuck's sake, market's ripping. At least I got out of the short. Looks like it's going for those equal highs.

Maybe it's going for those equal highs.

Damn, look at gold going inside.

Yeah, I barely get any Super Chats even on YouTube now. I think I got 2 last time.

Do you think they ever feel like, damn, I just wasted all this money on this guy for years? Do you think they regret it? Because I think I would.

Blood Bucket donated thousands of dollars in total. 嗯哼哼哼哼。

Suspend this, says Kick. Going to stop partner program in the coming months. Really?

Then I'm fucked.

No, I'd better milk it as much as I can before they end it.

And then I've got to live off my savings whilst I try and grow my YouTube back, I guess.

Yeah, well, I know that the house is a money pit, but what kind of adult am I if I can't even get a job or even attempt to get a job? This is like a test, isn't it, in life where

you kind of need to succeed at it, at this test. If you want to have a girlfriend or a sex life,

because I don't know how many women they're going to be okay with you just living at your mum's house. Kind of sad, isn't it?

And then eventually they're going to be like, why aren't you trying to get a job? Oh, now I messed it all up.

I mean, yeah, I mean,

you kind of gotta give up on the idea of having a girlfriend if you're just gonna live at your mum's house and not get a job.

Now maybe they'll be okay with it for a bit, but they won't be okay for it— with it forever.

But then it all ends up the same outcome where you gotta get a job.

So I mean, it depends what's more important to you. Not getting a job or having a girlfriend.

Cuz unless you get a sugar mama,

you got to sacrifice something.

Uh, Suspenders didn't disclose anything. Why would he leak a top secret like that?

Is there any talk about it online?

I put KPP into Copilot. It's telling me about Kenya Kwanza Coalition.

I don't care about Kenya. Oh my God.

It says it's expanding, not coming to an end, but it might be outdated info.

Okay, it's, uh, 4 o'clock. We're gonna end the stream.

And come back in 10 minutes.

See ya.