[2019-06-16] Why I forgive Daniel [0LjYEooEHLo]

Why I forg ave him? Um, it 's a difficult question. Um, I was thinking, so I saw him, um, about 4 months ago. I was Very angry, so he met a fan girl in England. I watched in I watched. I was watching his Discord for a long time, so he said he may he will meet England girl. Um, but we could— couldn 't get divorced officially, but he tried to meet, um, another f ang irl, so I was really upset and I couldn 't forgive him. 日本 語 で いい かな。 It 's tough for me to speak English. 離 婚 し ない の か。 My parents.Don 't, don 't like him.

Your friends don 't like me either?

Yes, my friends also don 't like him. Yeah, I can 't say I start live together. I actually, I hide everything now. My parents don 't know we are living together, and my friends also don 't know. But my friends know this channel, so sometimes my cowork er said, oh, what happened about— what happened here? So, but my friends can 't understand English, so they just watch the Title. They say, "What happened ?" I say, "Oh, no big deal, so you don 't need to care about it ." So. But suddenly he made made a do I miss my wife? The show, 作 った で しょ? I, I was sure he missed me, um, and I was dated a lot of guys, but I felt nothing special there.

When did you date guys? Chocolate, what do you mean you dated lots of guys? I knew it, I saw your phone, it said D ating. com, and you 're still getting Tinder Tinder matches.

Not using Tinder. I made um çok st it ap dil ber using not using Tinder and not using date date site. My friend uh, ma k ore wa at ashi no private sh i dak ara y u wan ai k edo ne k ore.

How many dates did you go on? This is the first time I 'm hearing this.

でも お か しく ない よね。 だ って もう 他 の 国 に 行 って た んだ よ。 じゃない？ How many people? Five. Five.

Oh my god!

Five.

Five. How many Japanese?

Um, two Japanese guys, three foreigner guys. いう 外 人 ハ ン ター。 み んな ジャ パ ン キ ュ ーピ ット に メ ール して き て ね、 待って ます。 千 尋 の 千 尋 の ア ド レ ス で ア ド レ ス は メ ール でき る から ジャ パ ン キ ュ ーピ ット 登録 して ね。 ダ ニ エ ル も 使 ってる から。 使 って ない。 使 って 女 探 して る から。 探 して ない。 So basically, basically the reason why you forg ave me was because you also saw other guys But you didn 't like any of them, and you still prefer me. 男 が ほ っと く わ け ない じゃ ん 私 の こと。 Because I 'm you realize I 'm better, and I realize you 're better.

So we came back. We got back together. The end finished. It 's like a conclusion. It 's true love. True love is once you 've tried out all the other flavors, but you realize they 're not very good, and the flavor you started off with was actually the best flavor. It 's like you have pot noodle, and then you try beef and tomato, and you think it tastes great. But then there 's all these other flavors like Bomb ay Bad Boy and. Curry and chicken and mushroom, and you try them out and they taste like crap. And then you realize beef and tomato is actually the best. So you go back to the supermarket and then you say to the cash ier, "Could I have some more beef and tomato, please ?" だ って さ。 Don 't you agree?

い ろ んな もの を 日本 人 が 聞 いて る から、 い ろ んな もの を ね。 試 して こ っち の 味 が いい かな あっ ち の 味 が いい かな って 試 した けど 結 局 一 番 いつ も 食べ て る 食べ 物 が 美味 し かった って。 だ って 全部 食べ て み ない と わ から ない で しょ。 ど っち が 一 番 好 き か どう か。 How can you know which flavor you like the best until you 've tried them all? He can 't.

Maybe I should cut that bit out.

He can 't treat younger girls. Because younger girls is not mature, and he also not mature, mature, not mature, not mature. How do, um, make a relationship? But he want to get the young girl. I, I really sure he can 't get— he couldn 't get the young girl because I know he 's a, uh, he 's a personality. Yes, your mom. I 'm your mom. I want to have a baby, but, uh, not so much because the Japanese government sucks. Um, and I 'm already 38 years old. If I have a baby now Um, I need a lot of money, and Daniel is become father. Can you imagine? Can you imagine?

I 'll be a good dad.

Um, um, I was a mental illness, so I went to Mental critic, and I couldn 't sleep every day. I couldn 't work because I watched the SD card.

Give me my SD card.

No!

Why are you keeping it? Ka ise de o?

야 다. 네 뭐 네 뭐 나 이제 뭐 backup 도 Huh?

Where 's your backup on your pink laptop?

Uh huh. I 'll share it.

Why are you saving it? Non o tam eni.

Then, um, to nen otame.SD カ ード の 内 容 教 えて って さ、 You know.I already told you.Yeah.Yeah.

Well, I have proof now that you went on five dates when we were married.

Oh yeah, I 'm gonna ha unt you now. And anyway, so I couldn 't sleep, and I can 't work. I couldn 't work, and. I didn 't feel anything. I stayed in my house all day about 2 weeks, but my mother helped me and my sister also. Help me, support me. My friends also like that. So I get— I gradually get better. And so I start work, and I should try to change my mind.

Did you see a therapist?

Yes, I went to therapist, but therapist is a No meaning. Therap ist just listen about my situation. She said, yes, I understand. And then, what do you want to say? It 's like talk to my friends. So I have a lot of friends. I thought I don 't need to take a therapist. I took a service about three times, so I quit. Quit go to the hospital. I just take medicine. Sleeping pill. Sleeping pill. Sleeping pill.

So you can confirm therapy is a waste of time. I told you.

I don 't know his case.

So people keep telling me he 's going to get therapy, and I keep saying it 's a waste of time. Talking to some stranger about my problems isn 't going to help fix them.

But my case is, uh, I, I know, I, I, I just depressed. I just depressed. Depression. So I don 't know his case. He have a mentor. He, he He might have a mental problem.

I don 't. I 'm normal.

Oh, why I 'm forgiving him? Because I was. He 's mad at me. He 's angry. It 's secret.

You didn 't tell me until now.

But I didn 't have a C ereal. No problem, he can 't sue me. He can 't sue me, and he don 't have evidence, anything.

I don 't want to sue you.

Why did you marry Dan ia? Uh, we— I just wanted to be with him when we get married. I didn 't know he was cheating on me, but I 'm sus— I be suspect he cheating on me. But he said, no cheating on you, no cheating on you. But I have evidence now, and I— he said I was cheating on my wife.