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Keep charging it up, I guess.

Maybe life in Thailand's calling me back.

So either life in Thailand or continue life here by getting a new place,

but it doesn't seem worth it after I've already seen everything here.

Might as well just sell the car and get rid of everything, go to Thailand, Japan.

Probably make me more money as well doing that.

Right now I'm just so comfy,

traveling is just a pain in the backside.

I didn't hate Thailand. I like Thailand. It's actually my number one favorite country.

I like it more than Japan.

If I do come back to the UK, I have to get a new car, rent a new place, and keep it all a secret.

I feel quite at home at Devon, in Devon now. Know all the places pretty well.

I know Devon better than I know Kent. All I knew in Kent was Maidstone. That was it, really. I never really drove around. I mean, apart from Amazon Flex, which I guess kind of counts, I never really like casually drove around For fun.

I never went down southwest of Kent, like, uh, Tenterden areas.

I was kind of stuck around the M20.

Yeah, people have known where I've lived everywhere and they never done this before.

Yeah, maybe I could just arrange a moving van and move it all back to my mum's house, leave the car there, and then fly off to Thailand.

Then you say, you can sell the car, you keep the money, take it off how much I owe you. How about that?

Or you can keep the car and then,

and then I don't pay you back the $10K. Like, she bought the car for $10K off me, so I'll raise $10K off the debt. I'll give her the car and then take the $10K off my debt. Or maybe like 7K off the debt. Take 7K off the debt, I'll give you the car.

That's 3K less than what she lent me.

And maybe she got a friend who wants it.

Yeah, she has a car like mine. Yeah, but she's got petrol car.

I don't think— I think she should just sell her petrol car and then use my car as her car. She doesn't do long-distance driving, so she doesn't need petrol.

Give it to my brother-in-law. I think he's still driving that banger Hyundai. He's got like a banger Hyundai i10, cost him like £500 or something.

Maybe he can buy it.

6K?

No, I don't think so, cuz they don't have their own parking garage thingy. So how will they charge it?

It'd be sad to see the car go.

I don't know, I feel like maybe I'd double down and get a new place here. Stick to my guns.

I just don't know if I'll be happier in Thailand.

I like it here now. I'll just get a place near Kit Hill and then go Kit Hill every day.

I just feel like I get bored in Thailand. All I'd get is like 40-year-olds to date and they won't look good. And

then condo streams be really boring because I won't show the place. It would just be like what last time was like,

and then I'd try and stream outside, but then it'll be really hot and noisy all the time.

I've kind of grown attached to Devon.

I really like it.

I feel like it's the first place in the UK where I've cut my teeth as an adult with a car and a house.

It's been a very impactful place for me.

Whoa, Barrick tanked down to £22.

Where's Tesla?

Oh, Tesla ripped! $340. Oh God, I sold mine at $320.

Market looks like it's going to rip. I'm scared.

It's really annoying my viewers want me to be in Japan when I don't want to go there.

Japan's just a bit depressing

and expensive.

Hard to find a nice comfy place to live.

Thailand stream is just going to be constant traffic and me shouting.

And then complaining that it's too hot.

The only thing to do there would be food markets, maybe talking to bar girls if I can get the courage,

and

I don't know, just like a lot of food stuff.

It's funny no one tried to do this when I was in Japan, cuz I streamed inside the entire apartment in Japan. I never showed out the window though. In Chihiro's first place. No, wait, I did.

That storm video, she was on the balcony and I pretended to lock her out. It's funny because I had a much bigger audience back in 2018, but nothing like this happened in Japan.

I remember there was a Pastebin about me and the apartment did get, uh, doxxed and it was on the Pastebin. But no one ever got sent there. No one ordered food there or prostitutes.

It's weird how

feels like now is more toxic even though I barely have as many viewers as I used to. And I used to get way more hate back then because I was still doing all like the toxic content stuff.

No, you can book an escort in Japan with English.

That's how I did it.

You say, hey, can I book someone tonight? They phone you and you talk in English.

It's not hard to do at all. I booked escorts all the time.

You go on the website, choose a girl, Message them.

I guess the difference is they can't come straight to your front door because it was in an apartment, so they need to be let in. It's easy to just turn them away. It's like a bit

more unsettling when they're right at your front door.

嗯嗯嗯。

I don't know about Thailand.

If I get kicked out, I might be tempted to move to Thailand.

Call escort agency.

Escorts Plymouth.

I don't think it works like that. I don't think the girls work for the agency. The website is just a website where the girls advertise their profile, so I have to message like every single girl on it

and then every single gay escort.

I could try messaging one. Hi, if someone called

Daniel Lord

messages you,

can you block them?

Someone— maybe I just copy and paste this message, spam it out to all of them— is impersonating me.

Thanks.

I sent a message. I sent a message to one of the escorts. Do you think they reply to it? And then I might just spam out the same message to all of them

and also include my address as well, maybe.

Well, now I can't use the service if I actually did want to use it at some point.

There's a lot of websites.

Fever Street Adult Work, simpleescorts.com, aerobella.com, girls.co.uk.

Oh God, there must be hundreds.

Update on my plans.

Well, I'm waiting to go on these dates with these

girls

until I get banned off all the dating apps. I'm still not banned on 3 of the others, including Bumble. I'm banned on Tinder already,

and I thought maybe Tyler

It's back. I don't know, it just randomly disconnected for some reason.

Maybe a problem with the Norwegian server.

This stream is going from my phone to Norway and then back here and then to Kick.

Yeah, I'm not using— I'm using the outside setup, but inside the home setup, which is IV cam, is being used as my CCTV now.

Until I get my new camera tomorrow, which is a wireless security camera. But I've heard Copilot says I can link it to my computer using VLC video player,

so I'm going to try that, and then I can go back to how it was before.

I'm banned on Tinder because 5 years ago I put my penis as a picture

thinking it was funny and then got permanently banned on all Match Group dating apps. And if I make a new account, they ban me again if they find me.

Tinder usually bans me the quickest.

I can usually survive on Bumble maybe a week or 2, 2 weeks until they ban me there as well. That's how I got the Korean woman back in 2023. I got her on Bumble.

I'm gonna try plenty of fish as well.

Okay, Cupid.

I did. I changed the phone number, I changed the phone, I changed IP address, new pictures, cloaks to the new pictures.

I don't know how they find me

unless someone reported me.

I prefer being in a relationship. Being single is boring.

Yeah, it's more than just sex.

I'd rather have one person I feel comfortable with and like being with than just Bunch of random sex partners.

I don't really know what I want to do next.

If I was going to rent another place, it should be easy because I'm making pretty good money now, and I think they only take the last 3 months of your

earnings, your bank statements. And I've been making some pretty good money,

so I should easily qualify

for making like $50K a year if they just times it by 12. Then they just take your last 3 months and times it by 12. Then I would make like $60K a year if I made that much for the whole year.

And then I'll just have to keep it a secret, won't I?

Longer streams outside. I just go to Kit Hill and I sit in the car and stream.

If it rained, I'd just sit in the car and stream in the car.

And then do gaming streams at home. I have to keep it all a secret.

It'll be boring though. We'll be asked to do cooking and rolling around. Can't show you things I'm doing in the house,

but it depends how much I want to stay in the UK, I guess.

I just want like somewhere to live long-term, stable.

That's why I like the Thai visa.

They ran out of people, really? There's hundreds.

And they all have individual phone numbers. It's not like the website can— I don't know, it's like, I mean, the website doesn't employ them. The website is just there so they advertise their numbers.

I'm not that far away from civilization. There's 2 cities under an hour drive away. It's not that far.

I can't believe the market is not doing anything.

Is it a bank holiday or something in America?

Wait, wait, coffee.

Although if I was living in Thailand, like a proper rented place, I wouldn't, wouldn't really have to stream so much. I could just stream like a couple hours, 5 or 6 hours in the evening.

Could be outside. Could do 4 or 5 just playing a game and not have to bust my balls. Oh, this baking powder didn't do anything.

How do I get this oil off the wall?

Ah, fuck.

Any ideas?

It doesn't

come out. It's soaked into the paint.

Sometimes AI just gives you rubbish advice.

Too oil on the hands. Hey, goddamn oil.

Why can't I go to kitchen? Area to be easy to clean.

What was I supposed to do?

Yeah, I'm pretty sure I said painted wall.

So it looks like it disappears when the wall's wet, and then it dries, but the stains are still there.

It's

all here too.

That oil is so annoying, isn't it? Soaks in, doesn't go away.

Oh, I don't know.

I'll take 2 cupcakes.

Hmm, that's pretty good.

Wow, look good. Hopefully it's not raw in the middle. Better not be.

Maybe you're all in the middle.

It's hollow in the middle.

What? And it's raw.

Oh my God, I still haven't mastered the cupcake.

Why is it hollow?

Gooey.

I really don't understand. I thought it was going to be Thick and

fluffy. They look good on the outside.

You know what, I think I put too much batter in each cup. I think I was supposed to put only half of the cup.

I was filling the cups nearly fully.

That has to be why.

Hmm,

see if this one's hollow.

No. Oh, this one's better. Maybe that one I put too much batter in the cupcake.

Mm, this one's way better.

Oh God, it's fucking fine. Take it back.

No, I give this one 8 out of 10. It's actually cooked in the

middle.

I want one more.

This one feels hollow too. Damn it.

Hold on.

Ow, what was that?

Oh, a really hard raisin.

Oh, why are the flies flying around me?

What have

you missed? Um, I I have opened a police investigation with the Cornwall and Devonshire Police. Fucking, fucking liar. I'm gonna fucking kill you now, you fucking liar. Oh, it's over. Oh, you pissed me off now.

Oh, I nearly got that. I was gonna go to my coffee.

They said they've opened an investigation on this person who's harassing me. They said it counts as, um, stalking, like stalking and harassment.

If I figure out who it is, get a restraining order put out, and if he keeps doing it, he can go to jail.

Stalking, harassment, intimidation with malicious intent.

I hope he knows what the consequences are.

Why is everything sticky? Even this is really sticky. I don't know why it's sticky. I cleaned it with soap.

Depends what the country is. If it's like, I don't know, Zimbabwe, then yeah, no consequences. But if it's, I don't know, the US or France or Germany, pretty sure there's agreements.

No, I haven't been on a date yet.

I don't know if the subreddit could be— I wonder if that counts as stalking and harassment.

But Reddit doesn't do anything.

I mean, if I'm not allowed to freely speak about certain things

Because, um,

they are not nice things, then they shouldn't be able to do it either.

Yeah, I mean, these idiots always think that I'm this mastermind behind every drama that goes on. They think that I'm like creating drama instead of believing that it's just some random thing that's actually happening to me.

Like, there would come out all these theories saying, oh, Daniel made this up and made that up. He's not really in Devon, he's in his mum's basement.

Like, they really think I'm gonna go through all this effort to concoct some fake drama.

I get paid the same whether there's drama or not. I don't give a shit. I'm not gonna create trouble for myself just to make a couple extra bucks. It doesn't even get more viewers. It gets like, I don't know, 10 extra viewers when this stuff happens.

It's not worth it.

Why would I do it myself and then call the police on myself? Be stupid.

I think I have the most autistic haters. That anyone can have. I think they're actually retarded.

Oh, they're

so fucking quick.

I can't get them with the vacuum.

How can they see me coming with the vacuum but they can't see this stupid wide-open door?

They're so fast.

Impossible. I can't believe the market's not doing anything.

What is going on?

Do do do do, do do, do do

do do. Bah.

No, I'm not muting it. It's not an ASMR stream.

I never said it was.

Is it still gonna be sticky?

I really don't know how to get the oil stains out.

You know what sucks? When stuff like this happens and you're all alone and you got no one nearby who actually gives a shit about you.

In times like these, maybe having somewhere— someone in your life would be nice.

Police asked me if I wanted victim support,

like to talk about my feelings. I said no, I'm okay.

I'll just get through it by myself.

Just feels kind of sad you got to fight all this stuff alone.

Oh shit,

the neighbor was looking at my door sign.

If anyone knocks, I'm gonna, uh, disconnect the stream.

I don't want this stuff caught on camera.

Yeah, I mean, I might just mute it. I don't need to disconnect it, I guess.

What am I doing? Pick up my nose.

Not much really.

I just don't really know what to talk about.

嗯。

How to get oil stains

off walls?

Dish soap and warm water. I've already done that. Vinegar,

baking soda, and water.

I already tried, uh, baking soda. Didn't do anything.

Maybe if I just cover the whole wall in oil, then it will have the same color.

Shaving cream.

OxiClean tub and tile cleaner.

OxiClean, isn't that the Vanish thing I got for clothing?

Do you think it works on the wall?

I'll just try it on a tiny patch.

I

don't see how it's gonna do anything.

Just get paint, but then the whole— I mean, the paint won't match the rest of the paint, and the whole kitchen would need to be repainted unless I get the exact same color. Which I guess you could make your own custom color if you get the color code.

Paint over the oil.

Awesome, Mr. Manuel.

Where's the source of that info, Rings,

saying you've got to be on camera?

Oh, look, I'm on camera now.

Hello guys, I'm good on camera.

Damn, today's dragon.

Any updates to the home security? Yeah, I got a camera.

I mean, it's not a camera, it's just my phone

with an app, but I'm getting another camera tomorrow

so that— I actually don't know. This seems to work perfectly fine.

Maybe I cancel that camera, or maybe it's better. I don't know, it's only £20, whatever.

Can never have too many cameras.

You know what, today is gloomy and raining and I'm a bit on edge.

Tae Kwon Do shims you able to ramble on for hours.

I wasn't streaming 13 hours a day in Thailand, I was just doing 4 hours max. I've done like 4 or 5 hours in Thailand.

In Thailand. So with YouTube streams, the goal is you go live when your viewers are mostly online

and you wait like 4 or 5 hours for donuts.

You want to hit that sweet spot to get maximum Super Chats. But with Kick, I don't get any donuts.

The game of Kick is stream as long as you can to get that hourly rate. It didn't really make any difference on YouTube because

the majority of the money comes from Super Chats, so you want to go live when your biggest Super Chat donors are

awake. So you just like target the sweet spot, prime time, 4 hours, 5 hours. It's easy to talk 4 or 5 hours, but talking 13 hours is hard. You just run out of things to say.

What did I even talk about in Thailand? Just same old meter, exes, all this, that.

I remember talking about my Thai language school a lot, but people found it boring.

嗯嗯。

I feel like these times are definitely probably one of the worst, the worst and most trying times of my days.

Almost every previous life must have been better than this.

Relationship security

stuff happening.

Tough now. This is like the Manchester phase, isn't it? You go from the I'm in a relationship phase and then it ends, and then you go into the I'm all alone phase, and then you break out into dating again phase, and then you set up the next girl.

There's no such rule saying your face has to be visible for the whole stream. Talking rubbish.

What kind of stupid rule would that be anyway? Why'd you have to show your face the whole time?

What am I supposed to show my face for 13 hours?

I'd rather go back to YouTube than do that.

How about they just let me stream how the fuck I want to stream?

If people want to watch, they watch. If they don't, then they don't. What stupid fucking retarded rule is that?

As long as people are watching, what does it matter what I'm showing? Isn't that the whole point? No one here is watching because you want to see my stupid face.

I never saw those rules. They sent me an email with things to do and never said anything about showing your face.

I

think rings needs a ban. Trying to instigate and intimidate.

It says you agree not to sleep during live streams,

multi-stream while having multi-stream option disabled.

Uh, manipulate views, delete bots unless sensitive data is leaked.

That's it really.

Stream watch party or gambling content.

What? So if you do gambling— but I thought they wanted streamers to gamble. Why can't you make money if you're gambling?

Hello guys, it's me Daniel. Today we're gonna be doing nothing

all day long. How about that?

I'm doing IRL in my house.

I am well in the house. I am well

in the house.

Do do do do do do.

I just need to grind money in case of an emergency.

I have 3 months of Kick earnings. I could rent anywhere I want because it looks like I've got £50,000 income.

Do you think it's safe to charge my car when it's raining? What if water gets in the hole?

Maybe the electricity fries the water.

How

can yesterday, yesterday day, yesterday be so nice and then today's raining all day?

I think I fly, maybe.

Oh, I got it. I don't know where it went. I think I got it.

Ay ay ay ay. If I had all the money, then I could just get a nice place and not dox myself. I just do gaming streams. I'm sure half of you watch my gaming streams, wouldn't you? It's not about gaming; it's just something to look at whilst I barely talk. Would you rather watch my inanimate knee and

my foot or watch some gaming? Sea of Thieves.

Can sail a boat. The crazy thing is you guys probably rather watch my foot on my beanbag than watch me game.

Maybe one day I'll do a whole day gaming to see what the numbers are like.

Although it's kind of too late now, I'm already docked, so what's the point?

Okay, rings, you're banned.

I warned you, didn't I?

Yeah, of course I read the email they sent to me when I signed up for partnership. It did not say anything about showing your face.

Just obvious troll.

It's just not possible. What, you think I'm gonna show my face for 13 hours?

At least on YouTube I can do what I want, you know, go sleep, go toilet.

I thought Kick was supposed to be lax about rules. I thought this whole point— imagine like losing partnership because you don't show your face. Okay, what about all the gamer streamers?

Did I get it?

Oh, is that it? I think I got it. Minion attack. Yeah, I don't know why I thought kick's supposed to be, you know, you can do what you want. What's with all the fucking rules? Can't do this, can't do that.

I don't think I got it.

Ah, that fly is really pissing me off.

I'm not streaming on YouTube when I'm asleep. Do you know how many people watch when I stream? Like 20 people. You think it makes any money? It makes like $6. 20 people make— get a couple hundred views, maybe it'd make like $7.

And then I can't masturbate.

I'd rather masturbate and not make $6. Oh, when I get my swatter out, the fly disappears.

Uh, don't threaten me. I'm gonna do the vacuum more if you threaten me. You mute it. You mute your phone or computer.

Don't watch then, see if I care.

Oh, there it is.

I need a soft swap, not a hard swap.

It's fine.

I need to pay.

What do you mean my content's shit?

I thought you guys liked this.

I don't really know what else I could do for content.

Kit Hill

in the rain.

If you want me to talk, then you should ask questions, maybe.

When is the date? This week.

I have 3 dates.

3 dates. Let's see if any of them show up.

Probably the weather's just bad all the time. I don't want to go out.

When the weather's bad, I just, I feel so bored.

Why is this thing still sticky? I don't get it. I've cleaned it with soap and it's still sticky.

I don't even know what it is. Like, I can't feel anything on it rubbing off.

I don't think my life's ever been so boring before. Even when I lived with my mum, it was more interesting.

I can't get this to not be sticky.

I thought having my own place and a car would be—

would make my life so interesting.

Testing. Is it back?

Yeah, I was saying, even when I was with my mum, I mean, I was saying I can't even get excited about tech or travel anymore because I feel I feel bored, but not in a good way. I feel bored, but in like a stressed way.

When I was at my mum's place, I felt like I had no stress and I could nerd out about phones and stuff like that.

Nah, I'm not really feeling like in a good headspace. I feel like I kind of want to get away.

I still got no word from the Thai Elite people.

Does it really take that long to do a security background check?

What? That's a bit harsh.

Motorist caught by automatic camera at 58 on the M4. But the speed limit is like 60 to

70. £300 for going 2 miles too slow.

Oh, oh, he was doing 58 on the 50 mile per hour speed restriction zone. Fine £220 and then pay surcharge of £88 and prosecution costs of £110. £418 total bill and 3 penalty points. Jesus, they're doing 8 miles per hour too fast.

I can't wait for today to be over.

I'm so bored.

I've got so many things going on this week. I've got 3 dates, house inspection,

Tomorrow it says it's sunny all day, so I think it would be better. Usually when the weather's bad, I'm kind of gloomy.

Hope

you're doing well. Not really.

I don't know why the stream keeps disconnecting. It's weird.

I'm on my house Wi-Fi. It shouldn't be dropping like that.

I think it's the app IRL Pro. It just says cannot connect, and then I press end.

I don't know what's happening, the app's glitching. And crashing and stuff.

I had to force close it and reopen it.

I don't know if they— maybe RAM's running out or something.

It never does this outside when I'm streaming outside.

Really weird, isn't it? Don't know why do I have an inspection. 6-month, 6-month

biannual inspection. I didn't know they do an inspection. They didn't tell me they do an inspection.

Apparently they do it every— I don't have to be here though. They said, will you be in or do we bring our own keys? I said, uh, I won't be here.

So I guess they're just going to come in and look around. I don't know what they're looking for. Damage, I guess.

How I arranged the dates. I said Do you want to go on a date? And then she said yeah, and then we chose a place. That's how it's done.

They're going to find Bobby. Well, only if they look under my bed, my bedsheets. Are they going to open my bedsheets up?

I put all my dildos under my bed.

And then I've got a photo of myself there.

Why do they do an inspection though? It's kind of weird, isn't it? You think they would inspect it when I leave, not whilst I'm still here. Is it like for my safety to check if the building's okay, or is it to make sure I'm not destroying the place?

Kind of

strange.

Six. I mean, it has been six months.

Maybe it's a UK thing. Are you from the UK, Jan Powell?

Yeah, monitor's fine. That's what I need it to do. Don't need anything expensive or fancy. All I need is to be able to see outside without having to open up an app overnight. I just need it there, like, always on. Blink's good, but you need to keep opening the app and it's not instant. Takes a couple seconds

to load.

My camera? Well, this camera or that camera? That's just a phone using iVCam.

iVCam is pretty good.

Oh, oh no, I need toilet.

Is that a dog?

Someone's dog's just prowling around. Is he gonna piss on the lamppost? Nope.

I need a dog like that. Face Ripper.

Doggy woggy.

Oh God, I don't feel good today.

Yeah, I wanna go to the beach tomorrow. I'll go to that new beach. The car should be fully charged.

I've been charging it since morning.

It's just so expensive to use the public chargers. Grid service, 80p per hour, so 4 times more expensive.

I don't know why it keeps doing that. Weird,

keeps losing the internet.

Maybe the Norwegian server's having problems.

I cancelled the Bella Box subscription, $10 a month.

Lost some of my weight just now.

Is there nicotine? Uh, no.

Why? Why what?

No.

No, I haven't seen the cat recently. I think I saw it earlier outside. Around the front.

I haven't really been looking out that way. I've been looking out the other way.

Pay your mum some money. I can't afford to. I might have a serious emergency coming up soon where I need the money.

I'm kind of worried I might get kicked out of my house.

I'm preparing contingency plans in the event that I will have to leave this house.

That's why I'm so quiet today. I'm like really trying to think, am I going to rent a new house or just move to Thailand? I mean, maybe it'll be a good way to end this whole chapter.

Put Devin behind me for now.

Had what a few times in places you rented?

Prostitutes coming to your house?

Oh, inspections. No, I'm not worried about the inspection. I'm worried about stupid prostitutes coming over and over.

I don't care about the inspection. I haven't done any damage. And what are they going to do? They'll just say, oh, can you fix the damage? They're not going to kick you out because— or they'll say, oh, there's structural damage, we need to fix it, so you have to book a hotel.

Oh, you don't know about the prostitutes?

Some troll has been pretending to be me and booking prostitutes coming to my house.

I phoned the police this morning. They said they're opening an investigation. They gave me an, uh, like a criminal number, investigation reference number and everything. I gave them my details, told them what I do.

So I'm like on a list now, so they're aware of my situation.

It's not funny, it's very stressful actually.

Like, I don't feel safe in my own home.

Police said to try and get the phone numbers that this person's using.

To help with the investigation.

I mean, he's committing so many crimes— impersonation, stalking, harassment, intimidation, doxxing.

He could go for years in jail if they catch him. He's committing at least 4 crimes here.

These people are sick. Like, they were messaging, uh, Crip's father saying stuff about me, cuz Crip's dad is like a murderer. He's been to jail for murder. They were messaging, trying to like harass her dad, saying stuff about me. These people are absolutely fucked in the head.

Like they actually want me to get into serious trouble.

The police said if I have any trouble with people not leaving, then I should call 999.

Lawson Police Station's pretty close.

Maybe I should have just nuked everything.

I should have just nuked everything, had a normal life.

I just want to build up some money from Kick.

Because I probably will have to try go for a normal life if I lose Kick. I'm not going viral again on YouTube, and this is not worth $1,000 a month on YouTube. For Kick, yeah, I mean, $5,000 or $6,000 a month is worth it. I know it depends on— depends how much trouble I get into. But for

only 1,000 on YouTube, I would not be feeling like this is worth it.

Literally just move to another place and then get a job at Sainsbury's,

and I just stream no camera, just like gaming stream or something where I talk.

Yeah, I don't want a normal life, but I also— I don't want a fucked up life where I don't feel safe.

Obviously I don't want to make videos anymore, do I? Because I haven't made any. If I don't need to, I wouldn't make videos. I have no desire to make videos at all now. I don't need to. I don't even want to make videos.

I'll just do like a casual stream now and then with some gaming.

Not a gaming stream, but you know, just gaming in the background so there's something to look at.

Oh, it's making me rethink my whole life choices.

I've still got leftover for dinner. Let's make some rice.

I've got Oh, I still got this pork belly.

Oh, it went off yesterday. I should cook these.

I still got the stir fry as well. And these— are these frozen? Oh God, they've gone off.

Freshly ripened and now slowly rotting.

Shouldn't

have bought those tomatoes.

I got one of those burgers.

Got those pork bellies. I might just fry up those pork bellies.

Everything goes off so quickly.

This is just fat.

It's a lot of pork.

I don't know why everything's sticky.

What do I do with the pork?

Pan fry it. Do it later.

Okay, I've got a second date booked in.

Gamer Girl 12— I mean, Gamer Girl 2. Imagine there's 12 of them.

See if this week yields any girlfriends.

So I might not be streaming as much this week because I've got

I don't know why it keeps doing that.

Weird.

Testing,

testing.

177 yesterday. I need the toilet.

Wow, I made £130 yesterday. Oh, I'm gonna just think of the money.

I think it's poo time.

You guys can listen.

嗯。哎。

I'm not telling you where I'm going on the date.

Why, are you gonna show up?

Check the Discord.

Well, how do you get posts like that taken down?

How do you know it was a Golf 4 as well?

Did I show it on the stream? I think I showed it on the stream.

You said, I think those guys in a Golf came to see the car. How? What, the women?

No, the car that came yesterday was black.

Or was it blue? I'm pretty sure it was black, and I thought it was a Volkswagen. What is that, a Golf?

No, I don't think they did because they would have said, we're here for the car. I asked them, what you— what are you here for? And they said, never mind.

Are you talking about the woman who pulled her pants down?

Now they won't admit to what they're doing because they know I've got a camera running.

They won't be like, oh, I'm selling drugs.

Troll's really going hard with this whole bringing people to my house thing, isn't he?

No, if they come for the car, I'm pretty sure the first thing they'll say is Of I'm interested in the car.

I don't know, maybe I would sell the car.

£4,000 though? Not for that price. More like £6,000.

Sell the car, go Thailand.

The Golf is such a chappy looking car.

Golf cars, like 17-year-old kids get when they first pass their driving test.

Or if they're broke, they get like crappy £500 Golf.

I can smell the rice from up here.

Maybe I've got to change the sign from escorts please leave to everyone please leave.

I'll just change it to please leave. I'm being impersonated online.

I did not message you.

Well,

then I'll just print another sign saying car has been sold. Sorry. How many fucking signs are to print?

I mean, who's really gonna show up without actually phoning first to buy a car?

Yeah, but are they gonna really just have a wasted journey when they don't even know if the car is still available for sale or not? Maybe they, I don't know, take a gamble.

That says when you'll be home.

Yeah, that shows all the times when I'm back from outside. Fucking bricks. Maybe I'll just start going out at 3 to 8.

Hmm, trying to think of a new sign. Maybe something like,

I do not answer the door. Phone this number for inquiries.

Otherwise, please leave.

Because now it's not just going to be escorts coming, is it? 三十六点三点。

710, 710, 850. Ah, am I gonna make like 850 this week?

Remove escorts from previous sign.

What about, please leave, someone is impersonating me online, I did not message you?

So it's more general.

Please leave. I'm being— I did not

Message you.

Put leave in yellow.

How about that?

Please leave, I'm being impersonated online. I did not message you.

Damn, my thumbnails were looking good.

Leave it red. What? Leave? But I want leave to stand out.

I did not message you. What about you in yellow?

What about in brackets, I will phone the police?

Otherwise, I will phone the police. Or else, I will phone the police.

I will

Find a place.

Think delete police bit. Maybe

I'll make the please leave bit bigger.

How about that?

That's pretty good.

My 8 years of creating YouTube thumbnails finally paying off.

Okay, download.

嗯。

Print. Oh, I didn't put paper. No, no, no.

No way, I don't put it right.

There you go.

Wee wee wee wee wee wee wee wee wee.

Yeah, I wouldn't be surprised if it's the same person who did all the bots and the spammers,

the view bots. Uh, someone's like obsessed with trying to piss me off recently.

My money's on EDK.

Tidy up? Tidy up what? Are you talking about the cables? I'll do my cable management for— and the landlord's not coming. Oh my God. It's a real estate agent. You think the landlord's going around checking his properties? That's what he pays the real estate agent for.

I don't know why you guys think the landlord is so hands-on.

What, you think the agent is to be like, oh, his cables are untidy.

Oh, he has clothing on his sofa. They don't give a shit.

She's not going to look in the bed, is she?

My house is pretty tidy compared to a lot of people.

It's just a bit cluttered with things like dumbbells in weird places and my backpack here and these clothes.

And my main embarrassment is, or the hair in the shower. The shower room is just— the floor is covered in

hair.

Fresh off the press.

Please leave. I am being impersonated online.

So they're kind of faded compared to the other one.

You know, it's, um, the print quality is not amazing, like the contrast.

Yeah, I hid the sorry I'm famous bit because I thought maybe they think I'm taking the piss. I don't want to anger them.

Show you the other side of this.

I might unplug the car soon. Would rather not have the window open when it gets dark.

It's been charging since nine o'clock, I think. So three, seven, ten hours. Oh God! Ten hours of charging. It's only done fifty percent.

God, it's so fucking long. Charge, stupid fucking car.

2.2 kilowatts per hour, 10 hours.

Don't really want to leave my window open overnight. It would take 20 hours to do a 45 kilowatt charge.

Bit annoying having an EV sometimes, having to plug it in all the time.

20-hour charging time.

Or use a Tesla charger, charges in 40 minutes, but then it costs double.

Yeah, I got a new monitor. £80. Don't need a £1,400 monitor, do you? This gets the job done.

I saw the neighbor looking at my sign. I thought she was gonna knock my door.

Police officer investigating Daniel, watching everything he said and done.

Yeah, it turns into them helping me to then arresting me because I said something.

Turns into— goes from investigating for me into investigating me.

It was really hard trying to explain why I might think people hate me,

because unless you've watched years of my content, it's kind of hard to understand why people would hate me so much.

It's like many, many small bad things built up

massive resentment towards me from many people. It's not like one really bad thing I did. It was like a buildup of many tiny things over the years. People built up resentment. And then just started hating me.

It's the best way I can explain it, because I cheated on my wife. Why do people hate you so much? I cheated on my wife and I smelled dirty underwear and rubbed it on my willy, and

I shit my bed.

I don't know.

Uh, I never said that, Mano, and you're going to get banned very soon.

I didn't say I don't understand. I said,

I said none of it should be allowed.

We'll give you one warning. Next one is a ban.

You're framing it as if I'm saying it's not fair that one can do it but the other can't. That's not what I was saying at all.

Tread very lightly.

You get one warning.

Okay, now you're just rage baiting, so you're banned.

You made your account today to troll me.

Very dumb,

dumb troll trying to bait me.

Freshly made account today,

and then first things he says is that genius.

My problem is I got a lot of autistic viewers who misunderstand what I say and then hate me based off their own misunderstanding. I think that's the reason.

I think these haters have to be on the spectrum.

Like, you look at my hate subreddit,

they, they all seem

really, really dumb. Like they've got something missing in their brains.

Not a single thing they write sounds like, oh, a normal smart person wrote this. They all just seem really autistic.

The problem is when autistic person gets mad at you,

they're getting mad at you for the dumbest reasons ever, because in their own little brain they've created this narrative.

It's like when Elvis Aiden used a clip of the siren from some random siren guy's channel, he got all mad and striked Elvis's channel. He's definitely autistic. I mean, what normal person goes out and films sirens and makes a whole YouTube channel about sirens?

He's like, you stole my siren video, copyright strike.

These people are so dumb.

And then you got people like TB raging at me because I wanted to take a taxi. That's how retarded it is. TB left and stopped watching me and has like a hate boner now because I told him to shut the fuck up and banned him for a couple hours. Because he was mad at me for suggesting I

am stupid for taking a taxi. Imagine getting mad over someone that— over that.

I don't care what he wants. He was rude.

He's definitely got some kind of mental weirdness. Like, he's obviously depressed and then watches YouTubers that make him more depressed, like meaningless rubbish.

Why do people hate you? Uh, because they're stupid fucking retards

on the spectrum. Oh, a bunch of autistic morons who have a hate boner for me because of what? I put my middle finger in the pie and licked my finger? Oh no.

Like with the Pirate Software guy, everyone hates him now because he's arrogant. That's such a stupid reason to hate someone. The whole internet is like, what's the word, witch hunting him, jumping on this hate bandwagon because he's arrogant. Look how soft the world is now.

Because the guy's arrogant, everyone hates him now.

What's he supposed to do? Just admit, okay, yeah, okay, you got me, I'm arrogant? Or just keep saying, oh no, I'm not arrogant because of X, Y, and Z, and then they go, well, that just sounds like you're making an excuse. Then what's the guy supposed to do?

Like, say, I have a problem, I can't stop being arrogant.

That's not why. I watched the video and the, like, the first reason why people started hating on him was because he didn't help his teammates in World of Warcraft. Who fucking cares? And he was arrogant about it. Internet's become such a bunch of whiny idiots.

I was watching the Toki Tom video about Pirate Software and then it's like an hour into it he starts talking about why people turned against him. Doing hardcore mode on World of Warcraft and he didn't help his guildmates and then said it was their fault they died. I mean, it kind of was their fault they died. They

just ran off and aggroed a bunch of mobs. If Pirate Software tried to help them, he would have died as well.

Everyone's just so bored with their own stupid lives, they just want to hate on someone for any reason.

It's like that— the Japanese woman, the weather woman, got cancelled and her fans all turned against her because they found out she had a secret boyfriend. What a stupid reason.

Ugh. Her internet's so dumb now.

Yeah, and also he was against some kind of gaming movement that everyone was rooting for. Stop Killing Games or something.

Who cares?

Oh no, the gaming industry.

嗯。

Yeah, I'm a bit like him. I don't like criticism and I will fight criticism instead of— I mean, I'd rather, even if the criticism is valid, I'd rather fight the criticism because it's more fun. Boring going, oh yeah, yeah, you got Paul, you got me there. Fuck

Yeah.

Give me one example where I didn't understand normal human emotions. I bet you can't even give one example.

This should be good.

You sound like that CA guy on Discord where you just put out this blanket general statement and then can't even back it up with one example.

Better be a damn good example.

See, you can't even give one example.

Where's the example of me not understanding normal human emotion?

You can't even give one example. Just like that CA guy. You're CA, aren't you, from Discord?

Just says something and he can't even back it up with one example. If I've done it so many times, there must be loads of examples for you to be able to make such a blanket statement.

Cat in front of my door. Mr. Meow Meow.

Meow Meow in front of my door. I don't know if I should let him in. Oh, that's not Mr. Meow Meow, that's the other one. This one's got white feet.

Where's Mr. Meow Meow?

Yeah, this one always runs away. I don't know why it likes sitting in front of my door though.

Yeah, there's 2 tabby cats. This one's, um, not so slender and it's got white feet

guarding you. Yeah.

There's an arm right behind him. That's the one that jumps on the roof and shits in my garden.

Still not even one example.

Oh,

my finger's cramping.

I wonder if I put another sign under it saying I have alerted the authorities.

What

example?

I already have an example. Where? Type it then.

I don't see it.

Damn, I've got to place it.

Bulging with protein.

No way you've gotten that ripped in a few months. No, I'm not taking steroids.

You not understanding why people have this negative reaction to you? Oh no, I fully understand it. It's because people are fucking morons.

And autistic.

I just think it's a stupid reason to hate on someone.

It's not that I don't understand, it's just I think it's a stupid reason.

You sound exactly like CA.

I did apologize to my mom actually back in April, even though I shouldn't have to. She was the one who started the fight.

She starts every fight. Why should I apologize?

No, I don't understand why she's— I mean, yeah, I get why she's mad, but it doesn't make any sense because I didn't leave a dirty plate in the sink. So I understand that she's angry at me because she thinks that I didn't clean up the sink.

But her thinking is not based in reality because I didn't put anything in the fucking sink. I didn't put any dishes in the sink. What's she talking about?

I understand the reason why she got mad at me, but it's a stupid reason because it's not even true. I didn't leave anything in the sink. I always clean my stuff. I would never put stuff in the sink and leave it unwashed.

You're the one who doesn't understand human emotion because you don't understand why

I'm upset about the situation with my mum.

Yeah, I understand she's upset because I do OnlyFans. I never said I didn't understand. Obviously it's a bit embarrassing having a son doing OnlyFans, isn't it?

But that's my choice in life.

So I still don't see how these are examples of me not understanding.

If she's upset about me doing OnlyFans, that's Up to her, I guess.

I wouldn't say I don't understand why she's upset about that specific situation.

No, I don't always assume the worst of people.

Maybe I lean slightly negative rather than completely neutral, just, you know, out of

self-preservation.

Why did he leave? Uh, he kept arguing with me about the stock market.

First of all, he said market's closed at 9 PM. It's not, it's open for another hour for aftermarket trading. Number 2, he said there's no liquidity aftermarket when there is.

It can rip and tank after market. So he's insulting my knowledge of the stock market while saying all this stuff that isn't even correct.

Why is that ban-worthy? Well, I was in a bad mood and I raged, and then I unbanned him, but the damage was done,

so I guess it wasn't ban-worthy.

I'm saying the market's tanking after hours and he keeps saying market's closed. It's not fucking closed.

They're still trading. The market only closes 1 hour a day, as in you can't do any trades at all. It's between 10 and 11 PM.

I don't know what he's talking about.

Do you understand why I get angry?

Then I guess you don't understand human emotion, do you?

Moon is really annoying.

I said I make original content and then she goes, no, you don't make original content, full stop. I had to bite my tongue so hard to not rage at her.

That was before we fell out. I was like, oh my God, what the fuck do you mean I don't make original content?

Doesn't get more original than this. I mean, who else does this?

Mudeus is simping my mom because he doesn't understand how annoying it is. Having a mum like that sometimes,

who accuses you of wrongdoing when you haven't even done anything wrong.

I'm just minding my own business in my room, and then I start getting lambasted with insults. Over what?

Because allegedly there was a sink in the plate, or the toilets got clogged,

septic tank was overflowing.

I don't know anything about septic tanks. Why would I know about it? It's not my house, is it? It's your house, as you like to say all the time.

Why don't you call a plumber? Do I look like a plumber? I say I'm not a plumber, or I'm not an electrician, and she goes, what are you then?

What the fuck do you think I am? I'm a fucking famous YouTuber. Do I look like a plumber?

If it was me, I'd call a plumber.

I'd have a go at fixing it myself, and if I can't make any progress, I'll call a professional.

No, I understand. It's because when my dad was alive, he handled everything. Anything went wrong, my dad will handle it. So he's not around anymore, so she freaks out. And I'm not my dad, am I? I don't know how to run a house or build things.

And so she's thinking, oh, why isn't Daniel like Dad?

Because he didn't show me how to do anything. What do you think?

My dad wasn't a teacher. He was a get on and do it himself kind of guy. Do it quietly.

I had to learn how to do everything myself. My parents didn't teach me anything.

Yeah, my mum is on the spectrum. She definitely is.

She's not normal.

Yeah, I don't respect my mum because she constantly disrespects me,

and then she doesn't respect me because I don't respect her. So it's like an endless loop of disrespect.

Should have asked your dad to teach you.

Well, I don't need to because I just phone a plumber. It's not hard. You just look up plumbers and then you phone them and then they come around and fix it. It's like, I don't know how to change a tire. I just pay someone to fix it for me. That's what they do for a living. I'm gonna

waste time and money buying tools and trying to fit it myself when I probably just mess it up. You just phone a professional. That's what they're there for.

And my dad wasted so much time doing everything himself.

Do you think Trump's out there fixing his limousine tire? No, he just pays someone to do it.

Think Trump's fixing his toilet?

If you don't know how to do it and you phone someone who does know how to do it and you pay them.

I don't know how to change a tire.

I have to pay a guy £100, he should fix it for me. Whatever.

I wouldn't rage at my son because he couldn't fix a tire.

I might, I might make it worse if I try and fix it myself. I might break it.

The tire guy had to get a hammer and he was whacking my wheel because he said it stuck because of the rust. I wouldn't know. If I couldn't get it off, I would just think, hmm, I'm not strong enough to get it off.

I would not take a hammer and whack my wheel. I'd be scared I'd break it.

I haven't topped up my washing liquid fluid thing since I bought the car. Does it automatically top up when it rains?

I don't know how to do that. I'll have to call a guy.

I remember one time in Japan, in the first apartment, there was a tsunami, a lot of rain, and it flooded the roof, and then water was leaking through out of the fire alarm. And then we had to call—

I don't know, I think firemen came to the house, and I was sitting in the bed and Chihiro was talking to them. Yeah, well, I don't know how to explain. I don't even know how to say fire alarm in Japanese. Smoke alarm. How'd you say smoke alarm in Japanese? Smoke alarm.

I actually forgot how to say smoke. Kemuri, something like that. I don't know, you got a fluent Japanese woman, she can deal with it.

It'd be like watching teeth being pulled, me trying to explain what's happening.

スモークアラームマルーファンクション。

I always found firearm, smoke alarm tough to say. It's like, all right.

Kaho

something shinki. I can't remember. Stupid 5 kanji letter, 5 kanji word.

It's all kanji. It's weird because they use English for so many words and then this one word, fire alarm, they use freaking 5 kanjis.

卡霍开霍新奇，something like that. It's basically a Chinese word.

Ah, the shower kept breaking in Thailand. The electric shower.

Every time there was a rainstorm, like thunderstorm, I think it would get tripped out and the short circuit protector thing would surge and then blow itself out. Happened twice. Had to get this man to come and fix it. I kept banging it, didn't know why there's no hot water. Guy kept coming over to unscrew it and then

put something in there.

No, I don't practice Japanese.

I just don't care anymore.

I haven't talked to a Japanese person since Last year,

over a year ago.

I feel embarrassed to speak it, like I don't think my Japanese is very good anymore.

Only if I met a Japanese woman who doesn't speak English.

I've probably forgot a bunch of random words I don't even know I've forgotten.

I,

I quite enjoyed talking to Mizuki over the phone. It was nice to brush up. Especially after I struggled to learn Thai in Thailand.

I thought, this is so hard to say in Thai, but in Japanese it's so easy.

I really don't know why the stream keeps cutting out like that.

It seems to just lose internet and then gets it back again.

If money was no object, could do anything.

I just get a house and live in it and not worry about getting doxxed. And just date, meet women, go on dates, drive my car.

Basically just do what I'm doing now but not risking things by streaming it.

All I want to do is just drive my car, go on dates, meet women, get a girlfriend.

Have experiences.

No, I wouldn't make content.

It just ruins my life. I lost so many things because of it. I lost my Amazon,

lost my every

Got in trouble with taxes. It just, it just gets me in trouble

all the time.

Sometimes it's my fault,

sometimes it's an accident. Like, I honestly didn't know I'd get banned off Amazon. For bringing my mum.

Sometimes you make an honest mistake and you get punished for the rest of your life for it. Like putting my dick pic on Tinder.

Banned for life.

I didn't know it was that bad. I mean, it's just a willy.

Yeah, I enjoyed YouTube before it started causing me trouble in life.

Now I'm just trying to keep doing it without getting in trouble, but I keep getting in trouble.

I don't want any— I'm not looking for trouble, but trouble looks for me.

I just want to sit in my house and just talk and cook.

I quite like doing Every, and then I got banned. I didn't even get banned because I was doing a bad job. I got banned because I got banned on Amazon.

I mean, I was kind of doing a bad job there, so I didn't knock on doors.

Why can't they just get the parcel at the doorstep?

Well, I'm not going to speculate on why I got banned. I'm just going off of what the boss told me.

That's what he said, so that's all I can go off of. I'm not going to waste time speculating.

He said I'm a security and parcel theft risk because of my YouTube videos, when actually I never stole any parcels.

What did I steal then?

The money was so bad.

Working every day and I made £900 in a month. And then after you minus wear and tear and charging, you're left with like £600 a month.

I know it was part-time, so if I did double that, it'd be £1,200 a month. I can't do full-time. I did one day full-time, it was crazy. I delivered nearly 200 parcels. Took me 7 hours. I was so tired.

I felt motion sickness from all the driving.

Delivery work is very physically exhausting from all the driving you do.

7 hours on the road.

I didn't mind doing it for a couple hours.

Sometimes it felt easy.

And sometimes I lost the parcel in the car, couldn't find it, then I found it later to go back to deliver it.

That was the most annoying thing. And then when it rained as well, everything got wet. The boxes start getting wet, phone screen's all wet, it's hard to press the buttons, glasses get all wet.

Clothing gets all wet,

and then you sit in the car and it makes all the seat wet.

I don't know what would happen if you drip water into the buttons of the car and it gets into the electronics and car stops working.

It was a nightmare. All the boxes start going soggy and start tearing,

and the labels start getting wet and the ink smears, and then you can't scan the barcode because it's all like smeared and wet.

Oh God.

Some days it just rained all day.

My hair was soaked.

I was just soaked head to toe, and this woman was just standing there nagging at me because I didn't ring the doorbell. But she saw me in the Ring camera anyway, so what's the problem?

You knew I was there, so why did I have to ring the doorbell?

And after expenses and stuff, you're making like £10 an hour.

Horrible job.

I never want to do driving work ever again.

Yeah, a few more escorts came.

I decided to phone the police.

They said they've begun an investigation. They'll let me know.

Put me on like a watch list as well.

I thought, I thought Amazon would be so easy. You just drive,

deliver the parcel, drive to the next house. I thought it would be so easy.

Sometimes it was really easy, I guess.

One time I picked up an Amazon block and there were only 9 parcels to deliver, all in the same block. Finished it in half an hour, made £70.

Unplug my car.

Så, nu ska vi se.

My new sign.

I changed it to, please leave, I'm being impersonated, I did not message you. Pretty self-explanatory.

I mean, after seeing that, I don't really know what else they want

here. It's all in the same room.

Oh, Mr. Meow Meow, is he coming?

They coming.

Mew mew.

Hizashi burii.

Meow,

meow. He's come for dinner. Meow. Oh, cats

are nice, not like stinky humans. Yeah, what's wrong?

Oh, oh, sorry, I made you jump. Meow. What?

Cats don't cause no trouble, do they?

Yo, why is he so noisy?

Yes.

Meow.

What does that mean?

Maybe he's hungry. I

didn't buy any cat food.

Yeah.

Mm-hmm.

Wow.

I don't have anything he would like.

They like eggs, don't they?

I

could give him some milk.

I think he wants food.

It's kind of like food.

I heard most animals are lactose intolerant when they become an adult. It's only humans that drink milk into adulthood.

I can give him some pork, but it's going to be hot, so I gotta blow it.

What about some pork belly?

Apex predator can't even digest some milk.

Well, pork belly not good for cats. Doesn't— is he finished? He finished.

Elected, cleaned.

Him an egg?

Can they eat raw egg?

I keep forgetting to get the cat treats

because I haven't seen him in a while.

What are you doing?

He

really likes the bedroom.

Sizzling

stir fry.

How long is he gonna be here for?

I

have a mission.

Voilà.

Can't see the

chat.

Is

the chat bugged?

I don't see anything.

Can't tell if chat's dead or bugged.

I'm eating pork belly with rice.

Goodbye. I'm not dead yet.

Uh,

not a great meal,

not the worst.

I mean, not the best.

See, look, everything in the sink clean. Didn't leave anything in the sink.

It's not in my nature to do so.

Yet I stand falsely accused,

lambasted with insults over something I never did.

How is that just?

Clean sink, clean mind.

Why'd I get fined by the police? Because I did an illegal maneuver

in front of them.

Wasn't very clever.

£100.

Nice, market's tanking.

Told you, didn't I?

Told you it was gonna tank.

Didn't I tell you?

What did Mum say about what— the fine?

Nothing really.

嗯。

Mr. Meow Meow's gone to sleep.

Maybe he's recharging before he goes out at night.

Banana and a Twix.

Banana's not very juicy.

I like the juice, washes down the grease.

They

should do a knockoff KitKat and call it Cat Kit.

Sometimes you just feel like you made such a mess of life, don't you?

I don't know how it became like this.

My favorite KitKat from Japan

is the orange one from Japan.

I like the orange one. I don't like the green tea one. It's weird.

Yeah, I tried Calorie Mate. It's horrible. It's really dry and bland. Didn't like it.

The best part is the tea.

Jasmine tea,

my favorite.

Wow, 1.8 thousand views on my new video.

Sometimes I like to squint, and then you can make that 1.8K look like it's 18K. Make that decimal point disappear.

Makes me feel like still famous, like back in the day.

I'm like, oh look, 33K views. Oh, 34K views.

I like, I like my car and I like driving

and I like

Having my own space,

not being bossed about by viewers nagging me.

Yeah, but the problem is I don't wake up late because I feel like I'm wasting time,

and I don't really feel like playing video games.

It's weird, when you're young and you got to go to school or you go to work, you dream of not having to do those things anymore.

And then when you don't have to do them anymore, you feel like, okay, what do I do now then?

You can now do anything you want.

Yeah, but there's nothing I want to do.

I just want a peaceful life with no trouble.

3 months Japan, Thailand, UK. That would be exhausting,

having to constantly find places to stay.

Expensive as well.

The only one place I felt really at home and comfortable was at my mum's house.

I think I'm probably the happiest there.

Do miss my house sometimes.

I miss the smell of the wet leaves on the driveway

and the way the sun rises from That side of the garden from the conservatory in the morning,

and then start setting in front of my bedroom window.

I miss the big dining table with the views from the conservatory. Miss cooking bacon on that electric stove.

Miss that bathtub. Me and Mira had a few baths in it. I'd sit like this, and then she'd sit in between my legs and lean back into me like I'm a chair.

We lit candles, put redox,

I washed her nice and clean.

When I was working at the petrol station, I used to like having a bath.

Was it before I came— was it before I went to work? I forgot now.

I can't imagine having a bath before going to work now. Having a bath makes me feel like I want to go to sleep. I was having a bath every night because it was cold.

My dad told me it was using a lot of heating oil. Said if I was going to have a bath every night, I need to chip in with bills. So instead of chipping in with bills, I just stopped having a bath.

I decided to hoard my money. Sacrifice bathing.

I was such a penny-pincher.

It's so comforting having a hot bath. It's like your whole body's getting a warm hug and you just float in the water. Put your head back, let all your hair get wet.

You become weightless.

It feels so good.

And then the fart— little bubbles come out, the bubbles pop and release that stinky gas.

Do you ever rub your feet in the bathtub and then all the dead skin starts peeling off like cheese?

It's always on the inside of my heel. When I scratch there, all the dead skin rolls off under my fingernails, and then I let it float around in the water.

Or if you scratch the knuckles of your toes, all the dead skin comes off.

Disgusting.

Yeah, I thought about booking a hotel sometimes. Cornwall, nice bathtub.

This is too expensive to make it worth doing.

No, I never went to spa. Well, no.

Those places are weird.

There's a bunch of old people sitting on plastic stools using a little bucket to wash themselves.

Weird.

So are you allowed to wash your genitals?

Because that's kind of weird, isn't it, if you're in a public bathhouse?

And you like sit in there fingering your bumhole to clean it,

but then you're just cleaning yourself, aren't you?

Who can say if it's wrong or not?

I went to an onsen once. I hated it.

I was too embarrassed to just let my willy hang out, so I wrapped a towel around my waist.

And then the water was too hot, I could only stay in for a few minutes. Actually, I went to an onsen in Thailand. We booked this Japan-style hotel, and the onsen was like full of dead insects floating around on it and really hot. I sat in it for like 1 minute. But Vasta couldn't even get in because

it was too hot.

And then, oh yeah, that Japan hotel I booked last year had the wooden tub thing.

God, I miss Vasta.

Such a better time between 22 and 23 and 24.

I remember going to that Phuket hotel with her, and they had the Mrs.— Mr. and Mrs. Honeymoon decorations on the bed with the swan towels,

and then they had the hot tub on the balcony with the view of the sea.

She looked so happy.

She was— I could like see the look in her eye like she was planning the rest of our lives together.

I feel bad.

I feel so bad.

I hope I can get the same sometime. New girlfriend.

Forget about the past. The problem is when you feel— when there's no present or feels like there's no future, all you have is the past.

I feel like there's nothing really to enjoy in the present.

Yeah, I wasn't really— when I first saw her, I mean, I didn't think she was ugly. Actually, I thought she looked quite nice. I was expecting her to look way worse because usually people kind of catfish with filters and stuff, but she was pretty honest with the photos.

She did her hair nice and she was wearing this red dress.

She looked very shy.

Remember, she drove us around Bangkok.

And I was very quiet in the car. She kept asking me why I was so quiet.

I thought she looked nice, but I didn't think, wow,

she's hot.

I feel like I've only felt that Maybe once when I met Mayda the first time. I saw her, I thought, wow.

I knew straight away I wanted her.

I didn't really feel that for most of the girlfriends I've had,

if any.

Maybe clip it to your girlfriend. It'll look pretty nice.

What's a pig butchering scam?

I got lucky in Thailand. You hear a lot of horror stories about guys getting scammed and stuff,

but I, I got pretty lucky with Vasta because she was a nice girl.

Not like one of these shady bar girl girls trying to scam you, take your money.

I think unfortunately these Outgoing white guys in Thailand attracts the worst of the girls there.

The girls see them, they think dollar signs.

嗯嗯嗯嗯。

Close this up. I don't know. Throw it.

Hang out with you.

The bed's not very cozy today

cuz I made the bed.

No, my leg's not a scratching post.

He's so long.

No weightlifting. I did earlier, did 4 sets, but I'm trying to take it a bit easy because I hurt my back.

He really likes my bed.

Plan tomorrow, I want to go to the beach.

It will be a long drive.

1 hour 20 minutes. Supposed

to be the best beach in Devon.

嗯。那么。

Oh.

How long

am I streaming?

Maybe another hour and a bit.

Yeah, it's supposed to be really hot tomorrow.

I want to walk in the sea,

bring a towel.

Uh, probably stream tomorrow about 9-ish,

half 9 maybe. I have food.

No, I'll probably start in the house and then you can watch me drive for an hour.

He always sleeps at the foot of the bed instead of up here. I wonder why.

Must be a reason cats like the foot of the bed.

They always seem to sleep— yeah, they always sleep at the pillow bit.

Maybe they sell ice cream at the beach.

I want an ice cream cone.

Cornetto? Eh, kind of. I meant like soft ice cream with the chocolate flake in it.

Although I'd rather have an ice lolly. It's more refreshing. Ice cream feels a bit rich. Ice lolly is nice and light and crunchy. It cools you down better.

I

like the Calypso. Is that what it's called? Calippo. I used to love those when I was a kid. Do you remember the— oh, there was this ice lolly, it looked like little green peas, and it came in this green container that looked like a big mortar shell. It was like cylindrical and round at the top, and you

pop open this lid. What were those called? It was like green little balls, little green ice balls.

Those were good. You had the rocket ship lolly too with the different colors.

The red part was the best. I didn't like the yellow bit.

And also the milk lolly things. The white ice, it's like milk lolly or something.

But I like the Calippo the best. You let a bit of it melt to the bottom, and then when you finish all the ice, you then suck it dry. Squeeze it.

So sweet, like those Capri Sun things. Sometimes you freeze a Capri Sun and then smash it up a bit inside, let it melt a bit.

Capri Suns were so good.

Durian ice cream sounds weird.

Not my cup of tea.

Why is he so tired at night? Usually he's active at nighttime.

Last time I changed my bed sheet, maybe a month ago.

It's hard to do laundry because it's rarely sunny.

Do you think he'd be this skinny if he was a house cat?

Maybe he is a stray.

Maybe if I get kicked out, I'll take him with me.

I didn't steal it. It just came to my house.

Feed it to the lion. No,

he's probably got little mice in his stomach.

Last 2 months have been crazy. I don't even know, like, what period of this year has been able to be able to be considered normal. It's like life keeps changing every 2 months. I can't get any sense of normality.

Seems to be some weird bug with the chat.

It's like all the chat disappears until people start typing again. I can't see it either.

Yeah, every few months everything keeps changing. Losing Every and then back to YouTube and then

Off YouTube again and Kick.

It's bad, stupid, Lindsay.

Who knows what happens in 2 months? Might be in Thailand.

I think it depends how these dates go. I've got 3 dates, possibly a 4th one if Spanish girl messages me back. See if any of these 4 dates go well at all, otherwise I'm out of here.

I'm not getting any new matches.

I just have to not dox myself.

Yeah,

man.

We're both hiding in my room.

Got a house inspection too this week.

A bit weird, I wasn't expecting them to do a house inspection. Feels a bit invasive.

I didn't know they did house inspections when you rent, or every 6 months.

They check under my blankets and they'll see this.

Got poo there, poo everywhere.

Pudding my bed.

Do you remember the stream I did building this bed? Oh God, it was chaos. That guy kept spamming the N-word in the TTS. I made so many money— I made so much money from the PayPal donos that day, like $50. Guy spent $50 to spam the N-word.

Yeah, someone's pretending to be me doing all this messed up stuff.

Put my car on for sale.

No, I wouldn't set it for 4K.

No, they don't have my phone number.

No, not 5K. Probably like 7K. I might set it

7 or 8K. I might be tempted.

I would be kind of nervous leaving the car here if I go to Thailand now. These trolls are up to no good.

What if I come back home and it's just gone,

towed away or something?

That's the problem, because I feel like if I do go to Thailand, I'd want to be there for a while, not just go there for a month or two and come back.

So maybe I should sell the car anyway.

That's what I'm thinking of. I think of Thailand as like

the next step, not like a little step, and then back here.

I don't really want to have to rely on my mum.

She'll find a way to complain about it, to say like, give her trouble or something.

I

guess I could restart a new UK life. After Thailand, just rent a new place, get a new car.

I think Thailand would be only interesting if I could meet some girl and then something happens.

I'm just wondering why I would come back if I left.

I feel sad leaving it behind. Like, if I got another Thai girlfriend and then I feel like, oh my God, the rest of my life is just going to be in this condo in Bangkok.

I'd start feeling a bit trapped.

Miss the open roads of the British countryside.

If it wasn't for my crippling debt, I don't even know if I would have came back last year.

Yeah, I do love the hills here.

I'll just get— I'll just get into my car and live at Kit Hill, maybe.

I do really like Kit Hill,

Bob Hill. I just don't like that £5 charge for parking.

Get a van, put a bed in the back, and no one can kick me out.

I had many good memories at Kit Hill, like the boomerang, testing out the Nighthawk.

Do you remember I was playing with my stick, posing,

doing push-ups when I first started kick? People redeemed the push-ups. That was so annoying.

I remember being scared to drive to the very top. I used to park right at the bottom and walk up

and think, God, people lazy driving all the way to the top.

And then that woman got stuck. Her car got stuck, and I was like, are you stuck? And then she goes, yeah. And I'm like, okay.

People kept saying, why didn't you offer help?

Are you stranded here all alone? Yeah. Okay, well, good talk. I remember the Venus phone calls. She'd go on and on and on about some random rubbish, and then I'm like, cool, well, gotta make dinner, nice talk. Well, Venus just disappeared.

No stories either.

She's gone again.

She only seems to message me when someone tells her to. Like before, T-Kyo-san was like hooking us up. Takeru-san was telling her she should message me, and then this time this other guy told her we should date.

Indian girl date is this week.

I got 2 gamer girl dates on the weekend, although I don't know if gamer girl one Is still interested. She doesn't even message me.

I'm gonna have— I think maybe on Wednesday I'm gonna have to message her saying, are we still on for the weekend?

Problem is I've already booked a date for Saturday, so it can't be on Saturday. Hopefully Sunday's fine.

Yeah, I got 3 dates

waiting for Spanish girl to come home.

Isn't there a rumor that Venus killed her first Japanese husband? Manaki. Apparently he's disappeared with no trace.

I think if Venus can survive into her mid-30s, she might be okay.

I think when she gets into middle age, like mid-30s, she might have a wake-up call.

She needs to grow up a bit.

She's really immature for her age as well. I mean, she's 28, isn't she? Isn't she 28?

She's really immature. Like the stuff she says, like what a teenager would say.

And she thinks drugs are cool. You can tell, like, how excited she sounds when she talks about them. Like, she's— she sounds like she thinks they're really cool.

Drugs are lame.

Remember she said she thinks mental illness doesn't exist?

Really?

Is the cat gonna be here all night? It's nearly 10.

Imagine being on a your foot up into your face like that,

cuddling his foot.

I used to deliver to one house during

every— every time they opened the door, The inside of the house was completely dark even though it was the morning, and her eyes looked red, and you could smell weed from inside.

She looked rough.

There's one woman I quite liked. I always used to ring her doorbell. That was the one house I did knock the door every time. Sometimes her husband would answer though, and I'd be like,

why can't she be my wife?

She had a really nice smile.

Plan for tomorrow, I'm gonna go to Bantham Beach.

It's gonna be a heat wave tomorrow. If I go early, the sun shouldn't be too hot yet.

Dip my feet in the water.

I think I should use EE SIM. That was pretty good at the beach last time, plus the barra.

I might as well plug this in over here.

Hmm, I don't know what this plug is for. Oh, it's the conservatory plug.

This plug's pretty cool because it's got one slot.

11 hours. Hmm,

might have made 150.

I do another hour, make 160.

Maybe. Don't know, might go to bed now. Just not feeling very good.

Just been feeling kind of miserable the whole day.

Why?

Being harassed? At my home.

It's not easy.

You get harassed at your home, and then viewers start to attack you, and then they get mad because you attack them back, and then they leave, and your viewership goes down, and they blame it all on you, but they don't understand the stress.

Everything's my fault.

They don't know what it feels like having dozens of people just constantly whining at you. It wears you down and then you snap, and then they're like, wow, Daniel's rude, no wonder he loses all his viewers.

I just don't get it.

I'm completely isolated. I don't have any human contacts. I'm being harassed in my house.

It's really hard to find a new girlfriend. And then on top of that, I've got my viewers attacking me constantly,

and I've got a restraining order against me.

Constantly worried about getting banned on apps.

No, neighbors probably hate me too.

I saw them looking at my sign.

They probably weren't very happy about that little stunt that woman pulled yesterday. I don't know what she was thinking putting her pants down.

Absolute nut job.

No, I took off the I'm famous bit.

I don't want people thinking I'm taking the piss.

Yeah, yesterday, weird looking 2 women came. They were quite aggressive, like knocking on the door, telling me to open the door. I said no.

She pulled her trousers down and her underwear and squatted on my lawn. I don't know if she actually pissed or not.

Who the hell does that?

Yeah, I got it on camera.

I can't show it though.

It's like she did it for the camera because she knows— she saw the camera.

She looked right into it and she like winked at it or something.

Don't they know I've got the license plate and everything? Why would you do that?

That's the scary thing when people don't care about consequences. Because then they could be capable of doing anything.