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  1. Ahem.

    Segment details0:25–0:25 · rev_295679c61c11f57e1a484ecd179647a3_0
  2. Testing. Am I still in Japan?

    Segment details0:58–1:00 · rev_295679c61c11f57e1a484ecd179647a3_1
  3. Yep, I'm in Japan right now. Me and Chihiro got back together. I get 50k views every video still.

    Segment details1:02–1:10 · rev_295679c61c11f57e1a484ecd179647a3_2
  4. And I'm 27 years old again. Life's good. I discovered time travel. It's amazing, guys.

    Segment details1:17–1:25 · rev_295679c61c11f57e1a484ecd179647a3_3
  5. What phrase? Where's everyone tuning in from? I stole it from Chris.

    Segment details1:40–1:45 · rev_295679c61c11f57e1a484ecd179647a3_4
  6. Yep, me and Jahira are back together. We're having a baby. I got a job at Toyota,

    Segment details1:51–1:59 · rev_295679c61c11f57e1a484ecd179647a3_5
  7. and my dad came back from the dead.

    Segment details2:04–2:05 · rev_295679c61c11f57e1a484ecd179647a3_6
  8. Life's good.

    Segment details2:14–2:15 · rev_295679c61c11f57e1a484ecd179647a3_7
  9. One can only wish.

    Segment details2:33–2:34 · rev_295679c61c11f57e1a484ecd179647a3_8
  10. Banana got vitamin and potassium,

    Segment details2:49–2:52 · rev_295679c61c11f57e1a484ecd179647a3_9
  11. very good for being sick.

    Segment details2:54–2:55 · rev_295679c61c11f57e1a484ecd179647a3_10
  12. Yep, Joey messaged me, asked me if I wanted to be on Trash Taste,

    Segment details3:04–3:08 · rev_295679c61c11f57e1a484ecd179647a3_11
  13. but I said no cuz they're too small for me.

    Segment details3:11–3:15 · rev_295679c61c11f57e1a484ecd179647a3_12
  14. I'm only going to go on Joe Rogan podcast or nothing else.

    Segment details3:19–3:22 · rev_295679c61c11f57e1a484ecd179647a3_13
  15. I had a fun day.

    Segment details3:37–3:37 · rev_295679c61c11f57e1a484ecd179647a3_14
  16. Drove my new car to Ramsgate with my mum and Dave Gibson.

    Segment details3:42–3:45 · rev_295679c61c11f57e1a484ecd179647a3_15
  17. Only got horned at once.

    Segment details3:49–3:50 · rev_295679c61c11f57e1a484ecd179647a3_16
  18. I had fish and chips and went to the arcades and I won some prizes. Do you wanna see what I won? I got these AirPods.

    Segment details3:58–4:07 · rev_295679c61c11f57e1a484ecd179647a3_17
  19. I got this purple thing that I'm gonna give to my girlfriend.

    Segment details4:10–4:14 · rev_295679c61c11f57e1a484ecd179647a3_18
  20. And I got matching keychains. I got this one

    Segment details4:17–4:20 · rev_295679c61c11f57e1a484ecd179647a3_19
  21. and I got a blue one, so I'm gonna give her the pink one. I have the blue one.

    Segment details4:22–4:27 · rev_295679c61c11f57e1a484ecd179647a3_20
  22. Hopefully she doesn't find that too soppy.

    Segment details4:30–4:32 · rev_295679c61c11f57e1a484ecd179647a3_21
  23. Yeah, new car's pretty good, although I completely destroyed the battery. They said it had 180-mile range. We only did about 65 miles, but I used 130 miles of the range because I was in sports mode and I was flooring it, trying to show off to Dave Gibson.

    Segment details4:47–5:06 · rev_295679c61c11f57e1a484ecd179647a3_22
  24. Yeah, that's how you destroy your range in an EV. Sports mode, floor it, fast lane in the motorway.

    Segment details5:09–5:18 · rev_295679c61c11f57e1a484ecd179647a3_23
  25. It's just annoying I was sick.

    Segment details5:29–5:31 · rev_295679c61c11f57e1a484ecd179647a3_24
  26. Just don't have my usual energy levels. I went to Wetherspoons, had fish and chips.

    Segment details5:33–5:40 · rev_295679c61c11f57e1a484ecd179647a3_25
  27. Yeah, I still make a couple hundred from YouTube. I'm trying to get it back up to 500, 600 a month. Now Kick's rubbish.

    Segment details5:44–5:51 · rev_295679c61c11f57e1a484ecd179647a3_26
  28. What is this guy's story? So

    Segment details5:56–5:59 · rev_295679c61c11f57e1a484ecd179647a3_27
  29. I started off as a young adult obsessed with Japanese girls and Japan. Massive weeb into anime and gaming. Got married to a Japanese woman in my late 20s and then blew up on YouTube. Had a pretty big audience for about 5 years, and then I lost interest in Japan and got divorced, and then I fell off and

    Segment details6:01–6:25 · rev_295679c61c11f57e1a484ecd179647a3_28
  30. my viewers abandoned me.

    Segment details6:25–6:26 · rev_295679c61c11f57e1a484ecd179647a3_29
  31. Used to get 600-700 viewers per livestream. If there was something spicy happening, get 1,000 viewers. Nowadays we get like 50 to 80.

    Segment details6:28–6:39 · rev_295679c61c11f57e1a484ecd179647a3_30
  32. And then I dated a bunch of viewers, didn't work out.

    Segment details6:47–6:50 · rev_295679c61c11f57e1a484ecd179647a3_31
  33. And then I learned to drive, I got a car, and now I'm living the UK life.

    Segment details6:52–6:57 · rev_295679c61c11f57e1a484ecd179647a3_32
  34. That's my life.

    Segment details7:01–7:02 · rev_295679c61c11f57e1a484ecd179647a3_33
  35. And now I'm sick.

    Segment details7:09–7:09 · rev_295679c61c11f57e1a484ecd179647a3_34
  36. I got a Citroën C4. I'll show you a picture.

    Segment details7:12–7:16 · rev_295679c61c11f57e1a484ecd179647a3_35
  37. I got a new picture of it at Ramsgate.

    Segment details7:19–7:21 · rev_295679c61c11f57e1a484ecd179647a3_36
  38. My new car,

    Segment details7:23–7:24 · rev_295679c61c11f57e1a484ecd179647a3_37
  39. really nice.

    Segment details7:28–7:29 · rev_295679c61c11f57e1a484ecd179647a3_38
  40. You know what I've noticed is that you don't enjoy your music as much as you do when you listen to it alone.

    Segment details7:35–7:43 · rev_295679c61c11f57e1a484ecd179647a3_39
  41. 'Cause you get all anxious if the other people in the car like it or not.

    Segment details7:50–7:54 · rev_295679c61c11f57e1a484ecd179647a3_40
  42. And I just, I don't know, like, I usually love my music and I just blast it and have a great time. But when there's other people in the car, I'm like, maybe this song's not very good.

    Segment details7:57–8:07 · rev_295679c61c11f57e1a484ecd179647a3_41
  43. I guess all my songs do sound the same.

    Segment details8:10–8:12 · rev_295679c61c11f57e1a484ecd179647a3_42
  44. I've always been kind of sensitive about music. Like, I keep it to myself because I don't— I don't want other people's opinions of my music to affect my enjoyment of it.

    Segment details8:24–8:34 · rev_295679c61c11f57e1a484ecd179647a3_43
  45. If they say, oh, this song's annoying, it makes me feel bad,

    Segment details8:38–8:41 · rev_295679c61c11f57e1a484ecd179647a3_44
  46. and then I start to find it annoying as well.

    Segment details8:43–8:45 · rev_295679c61c11f57e1a484ecd179647a3_45
  47. I think I got good music.

    Segment details8:55–8:56 · rev_295679c61c11f57e1a484ecd179647a3_46
  48. I like my Coldplay EDM remixes.

    Segment details9:01–9:03 · rev_295679c61c11f57e1a484ecd179647a3_47
  49. Yeah, I'm affected by what other people think.

    Segment details9:23–9:25 · rev_295679c61c11f57e1a484ecd179647a3_48
  50. Yay, this orange is not rotten.

    Segment details9:28–9:29 · rev_295679c61c11f57e1a484ecd179647a3_49
  51. I got some scam text message today saying you paid £1,000 at Asda. Uh, no, I didn't.

    Segment details9:36–9:45 · rev_295679c61c11f57e1a484ecd179647a3_50
  52. Uh, banana string on my jumper.

    Segment details9:51–9:53 · rev_295679c61c11f57e1a484ecd179647a3_51
  53. Gotta go back to

    Segment details10:14–10:15 · rev_295679c61c11f57e1a484ecd179647a3_52
  54. Devon probably next End of next week, maybe Monday.

    Segment details10:19–10:24 · rev_295679c61c11f57e1a484ecd179647a3_53
  55. I'll probably stay in Devon for a couple weeks and come back here.

    Segment details10:41–10:44 · rev_295679c61c11f57e1a484ecd179647a3_54
  56. Good old Devon. It's funny, I got this cup Found it in my mum's cupboard. Devon, wish you were here. Wish I wasn't.

    Segment details11:08–11:19 · rev_295679c61c11f57e1a484ecd179647a3_55
  57. What happened today? Went to Ramsgate with my mum and Dave Gibson. Went to the beach, arcades, fish and chips.

    Segment details11:26–11:34 · rev_295679c61c11f57e1a484ecd179647a3_56
  58. Took my car out for a spin.

    Segment details11:36–11:37 · rev_295679c61c11f57e1a484ecd179647a3_57
  59. I don't know yet how much I made from last stream.

    Segment details11:49–11:51 · rev_295679c61c11f57e1a484ecd179647a3_58
  60. I'll know tomorrow. Yeah, I'm still sick.

    Segment details11:56–12:03 · rev_295679c61c11f57e1a484ecd179647a3_59
  61. Unreal Man said he was going to make more videos about you.

    Segment details12:11–12:14 · rev_295679c61c11f57e1a484ecd179647a3_60
  62. Tell Unreal Man if he wants views,

    Segment details12:16–12:19 · rev_295679c61c11f57e1a484ecd179647a3_61
  63. and then find something else to make videos about.

    Segment details12:22–12:24 · rev_295679c61c11f57e1a484ecd179647a3_62
  64. Because he's not getting any. You were talking about me. No one cares about me.

    Segment details12:38–12:42 · rev_295679c61c11f57e1a484ecd179647a3_63
  65. Look like you just woke up.

    Segment details12:48–12:49 · rev_295679c61c11f57e1a484ecd179647a3_64
  66. Yeah, I feel like I'm just about to go to sleep, to be honest. I thought I'd come say hi on YouTube, see how you guys doing.

    Segment details12:52–13:00 · rev_295679c61c11f57e1a484ecd179647a3_65
  67. You won't get popcorn lung by smoking a couple vapes.

    Segment details13:11–13:16 · rev_295679c61c11f57e1a484ecd179647a3_66
  68. Ew.

    Segment details13:30–13:32 · rev_295679c61c11f57e1a484ecd179647a3_67
  69. What about sniffing dirty underwear? Did you get anything from that? I heard some guy who was into sniffing socks gave himself a fungal lung infection.

    Segment details13:38–13:47 · rev_295679c61c11f57e1a484ecd179647a3_68
  70. And I thought, oh shit, I was doing that in Japan a lot after my long walks.

    Segment details13:53–13:57 · rev_295679c61c11f57e1a484ecd179647a3_69
  71. Can't enjoy anything in life, can you? Can't even sniff your own socks.

    Segment details13:59–14:03 · rev_295679c61c11f57e1a484ecd179647a3_70
  72. I quite like having the vape. Is nice in the morning when you wake up. It's also nice after heavy milk. It cleanses the palate.

    Segment details14:16–14:26 · rev_295679c61c11f57e1a484ecd179647a3_71
  73. What happened to my old username? Uh, I wiped my channel.

    Segment details14:35–14:38 · rev_295679c61c11f57e1a484ecd179647a3_72
  74. In case my girlfriend finds it, there won't be anything to find apart from a bunch of boring streams of me just sitting here talking about stocks and cars.

    Segment details14:41–14:51 · rev_295679c61c11f57e1a484ecd179647a3_73
  75. Mm. I hate the way my voice sounds. It sounds so weird.

    Segment details15:12–15:18 · rev_295679c61c11f57e1a484ecd179647a3_74
  76. It's like vibrating in my head when I speak.

    Segment details15:20–15:23 · rev_295679c61c11f57e1a484ecd179647a3_75
  77. I'm sad my mango vape ran out. That was my favorite.

    Segment details15:33–15:37 · rev_295679c61c11f57e1a484ecd179647a3_76
  78. It's weird, if I don't, if I don't use it for a while, the mango flavor comes back.

    Segment details15:40–15:45 · rev_295679c61c11f57e1a484ecd179647a3_77
  79. It's got such a warm, mellow, soothing flavor compared to this one.

    Segment details15:49–15:54 · rev_295679c61c11f57e1a484ecd179647a3_78
  80. PC game recommendations. I really like Chivalry 2. I got it on sale for £6. It's really fun.

    Segment details16:07–16:16 · rev_295679c61c11f57e1a484ecd179647a3_79
  81. Really smooth, fluid gameplay. 64 players,

    Segment details16:22–16:25 · rev_295679c61c11f57e1a484ecd179647a3_80
  82. medieval warfare, heavy swords, hammers, axes, shields. It's really cool. I haven't played it for a bit.

    Segment details16:27–16:37 · rev_295679c61c11f57e1a484ecd179647a3_81
  83. You treat every country as economic zone. What does that mean? Treat every country as a cereal zone, you mean?

    Segment details16:52–17:01 · rev_295679c61c11f57e1a484ecd179647a3_82
  84. Go to work and get things straight.

    Segment details17:13–17:15 · rev_295679c61c11f57e1a484ecd179647a3_83
  85. Uh, if I have to, I might have to. I don't know,

    Segment details17:22–17:28 · rev_295679c61c11f57e1a484ecd179647a3_84
  86. it's hard to decide what I want to do because

    Segment details17:34–17:37 · rev_295679c61c11f57e1a484ecd179647a3_85
  87. If I get a job in Devon, then I gotta stay in Devon. If I get a job here, then I've got to move out of Devon.

    Segment details17:41–17:48 · rev_295679c61c11f57e1a484ecd179647a3_86
  88. So first I need to decide where I'm gonna live.

    Segment details17:57–17:59 · rev_295679c61c11f57e1a484ecd179647a3_87
  89. Any news? Uh, took my car out for a drive. Ramsgate.

    Segment details18:14–18:18 · rev_295679c61c11f57e1a484ecd179647a3_88
  90. The turning circle is not as good as the Peugeot.

    Segment details18:24–18:27 · rev_295679c61c11f57e1a484ecd179647a3_89
  91. Um, bit harder to park because I'm not used to the size of it.

    Segment details18:29–18:33 · rev_295679c61c11f57e1a484ecd179647a3_90
  92. Whoa, Pushkin just jump scared me.

    Segment details18:43–18:45 · rev_295679c61c11f57e1a484ecd179647a3_91
  93. Yeah, new car's pretty nice.

    Segment details18:53–18:54 · rev_295679c61c11f57e1a484ecd179647a3_92
  94. Stocks, uh, I got wrecked today. Lost hundreds of pounds.

    Segment details19:06–19:11 · rev_295679c61c11f57e1a484ecd179647a3_93
  95. But I think I've bought the dip at the bottom. I don't know,

    Segment details19:21–19:25 · rev_295679c61c11f57e1a484ecd179647a3_94
  96. hopefully that was the bottom. I bought a few things.

    Segment details19:27–19:31 · rev_295679c61c11f57e1a484ecd179647a3_95
  97. It's fine, it'll go back up. I'm not worried.

    Segment details19:49–19:52 · rev_295679c61c11f57e1a484ecd179647a3_96
  98. Just gotta wait for this government shutdown to come to an end, and then we're mooning to the moon.

    Segment details19:58–20:05 · rev_295679c61c11f57e1a484ecd179647a3_97
  99. I don't know what's in store next in life.

    Segment details21:11–21:14 · rev_295679c61c11f57e1a484ecd179647a3_98
  100. Without the Kick money, things are going to be tough now.

    Segment details21:16–21:20 · rev_295679c61c11f57e1a484ecd179647a3_99
  101. I did a 2-hour Kick stream earlier today.

    Segment details21:23–21:25 · rev_295679c61c11f57e1a484ecd179647a3_100
  102. It made

    Segment details21:27–21:28 · rev_295679c61c11f57e1a484ecd179647a3_101
  103. $12 as expected. $6 an hour.

    Segment details21:31–21:36 · rev_295679c61c11f57e1a484ecd179647a3_102
  104. I lost nearly all my fan base.

    Segment details21:40–21:42 · rev_295679c61c11f57e1a484ecd179647a3_103
  105. That's the problem when you build your channel around making silly immature content. And then you grow up and you grow out of it,

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  106. then you're kind of screwed.

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  107. Yeah, I used to get like 15 an hour, 16, 17.

    Segment details22:14–22:18 · rev_295679c61c11f57e1a484ecd179647a3_106
  108. I get like 6. It sucks,

    Segment details22:21–22:24 · rev_295679c61c11f57e1a484ecd179647a3_107
  109. but what are you gonna do?

    Segment details22:26–22:27 · rev_295679c61c11f57e1a484ecd179647a3_108
  110. If I multi-stream, I'll make $3 an hour.

    Segment details22:39–22:41 · rev_295679c61c11f57e1a484ecd179647a3_109
  111. Probably more like $2 an hour.

    Segment details22:44–22:46 · rev_295679c61c11f57e1a484ecd179647a3_110
  112. Thought all your debt was in green apart from your mum's debt. What happened? I bought 2 new phones.

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  113. Um, I paid council tax and rent.

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  114. I don't know, really. And then the Kick money dried up. The Kick money dried up and my spending didn't go down.

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  115. I was kind of relying on the Kick money to get myself out of overdraft, and now the Kick money dried up.

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  116. Yeah, the Kick money's so small it's not worth multi-streaming.

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  117. I would make like $5 for 3 hours.

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  118. I don't smoke. I don't smoke cigarettes.

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  119. Yeah, my portfolio's got wrecked.

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  120. Massive sell-off

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  121. and didn't have any spare money to buy stuff.

    Segment details24:11–24:14 · rev_295679c61c11f57e1a484ecd179647a3_120
  122. YouTube doesn't pay me anything for old videos. Pay me like 50 cents.

    Segment details24:19–24:25 · rev_295679c61c11f57e1a484ecd179647a3_121
  123. No one's watching old stuff.

    Segment details24:32–24:33 · rev_295679c61c11f57e1a484ecd179647a3_122
  124. I bought a couple shares of Tesla.

    Segment details24:37–24:39 · rev_295679c61c11f57e1a484ecd179647a3_123
  125. No, I'm not looking for jobs at the moment. I'm sick.

    Segment details24:43–24:46 · rev_295679c61c11f57e1a484ecd179647a3_124
  126. I have to sort out what I want to do, stay in Devon or move out, before looking for jobs. If I was going to get a job, maybe Devon would be nicer. People are more chill there, driving's nicer.

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  127. It's just a lot of driving in between, up and down

    Segment details25:20–25:23 · rev_295679c61c11f57e1a484ecd179647a3_126
  128. to Devon and back here to Somerset.

    Segment details25:25–25:28 · rev_295679c61c11f57e1a484ecd179647a3_127
  129. So I think my new car is going to be a much nicer— nearly said much nicer— much nicer car for motorway travel. It's very quiet inside. Better cabin noise, more comfortable,

    Segment details25:35–25:49 · rev_295679c61c11f57e1a484ecd179647a3_128
  130. better seats.

    Segment details25:51–25:52 · rev_295679c61c11f57e1a484ecd179647a3_129
  131. But yeah, it's gonna get tough now making money.

    Segment details26:21–26:24 · rev_295679c61c11f57e1a484ecd179647a3_130
  132. That's why I'm back on YouTube. No, I'm back on YouTube because I love it so much.

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  133. I was on Kick earlier today.

    Segment details26:56–26:57 · rev_295679c61c11f57e1a484ecd179647a3_132
  134. Tomorrow I'll probably do more streaming. Do you like 5 hours Kick, 3 hours YouTube?

    Segment details27:00–27:08 · rev_295679c61c11f57e1a484ecd179647a3_133
  135. It's just a constant struggle trying to make money, isn't it?

    Segment details27:26–27:29 · rev_295679c61c11f57e1a484ecd179647a3_134
  136. Sometimes it comes so easily, and then other times it's such a struggle.

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  137. Any plans?

    Segment details27:48–27:49 · rev_295679c61c11f57e1a484ecd179647a3_136
  138. Uh, really gonna see girlfriend next weekend.

    Segment details27:53–27:56 · rev_295679c61c11f57e1a484ecd179647a3_137
  139. I got her a gift, planned a day out.

    Segment details27:59–28:01 · rev_295679c61c11f57e1a484ecd179647a3_138
  140. But apart from that—

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  141. Hmm.

    Segment details28:54–28:55 · rev_295679c61c11f57e1a484ecd179647a3_140
  142. Just wondering what next year is going to be like. What disasters,

    Segment details28:58–29:02 · rev_295679c61c11f57e1a484ecd179647a3_141
  143. what fortunes lay in wait.

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  144. Would be nice if I could revive my YouTube, but seems unlikely.

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  145. I've been dating this new girl for about

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  146. 3 months now. It's going pretty good.

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  147. We had a nice weekend last weekend. I think that's where I got sick.

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  148. Yeah, I'm pretty sure we're exclusive.

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  149. I don't have any doubt.

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  150. Massive car downgrade? No, it's better in every way. Looks cooler, it's bigger, more luxurious, nicer interior.

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  151. It's 2 seconds slower 0 to 60, but who cares about 2 seconds?

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  152. Range about 200 miles,

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  153. more like 180 real-world usage unless you drive really slow.

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  154. Yeah, no upgrade in the range department because if you want a bigger range, you got to spend more, like $20K+ on the car.

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  155. Anything below $15K is just going to be a 50 kWh battery.

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  156. If you want 70 kWh range Could get like a Model Y Tesla. Those like $30K.

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  157. Bitmine mooning.

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  158. Yeah, whole market's, uh,

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  159. rebounding. I'm up a couple hundred.

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  160. 180 miles is pretty low.

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  161. Well, all I need to do is be able to get to Amesbury Tesla Supercharger, which is 130 miles away. That's the halfway point between here and Devon.

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  162. Takes about 2 hours to get there,

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  163. so I don't really mind having a half an hour break.

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  164. It would be nice to have like 50-mile extra range so I don't have to have range anxiety.

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  165. I go— I floor it for like the first half of the trip, and then I start slowing down a bit to conserve energy, to make sure I got enough to get there.

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  166. Yeah, suspension's really nice.

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  167. I did learn manual. I passed my driving test in a manual. I have a manual driving license.

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  168. I just don't like manual. I hate changing gears.

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  169. The seat warmer barely uses any electricity compared to the air conditioner.

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  170. But it's actually pretty warm for November. It's still like 14 degrees. I'm hot now.

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  171. I get anxiety with manual cars when you stop on a hill and then you got to put the handbrake on.

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  172. Because it's really hard to hold the car on a hill with the foot brake and then quickly let go of the foot brake and get biting point in gas without stalling it. I've tried and I just stalled it. You always got to put the handbrake on, do a handbrake hill start. There's so much fiddling with electric cars.

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  173. You just let go of the foot brake and press the gas and it goes easy.

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  174. The thing I hated most was stalling the car. Then you got to turn off the engine, turn it back on again.

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  175. Everyone behind you gets mad.

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  176. I don't need top speed of 200 miles per hour. I get in trouble.

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  177. And 0 to 60 in 2 seconds is insane. Don't need that

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  178. either. Oh God, I'm tired already.

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  179. It's weird how mentally and physically exhausting streaming is,

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  180. because you think, oh, you're just sitting there talking.

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  181. It's not the same as not being live.

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  182. Oh, the coughing is just so annoying.

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  183. It feels good, but also draining at the same time.

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  184. I feel weirdly hot as well. Take off my jumper.

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  185. Oh, why do I keep getting sick?

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  186. It's so annoying being sick.

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  187. Stupid human body.

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  188. Yeah, I take vitamin C and zinc and multivitamins. I've got these.

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  189. Maybe I'll take another vitamin C and zinc overdose on zinc.

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  190. Do you think the vape's making it worse?

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  191. Can't be that bad, otherwise they'd make it illegal. Isn't it illegal in Thailand? Yeah, don't see anyone vaping in Thailand.

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  192. It's legal in Japan. I remember buying it at Lawson.

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  193. I didn't lose $500. I got closed out of a long for $187 loss.

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  194. Yeah, today's been rough.

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  195. Really hard

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  196. trying to predict the movements today.

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  197. Well,

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  198. I've gone long at the bottom, so hopefully that was the bottom.

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  199. Then it keeps looking like it's gonna tank and then it doesn't.

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  200. I've had loads of failed shorts today.

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  201. P&L for this month. I don't know about this month. I've,

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  202. I've lost like another £600 on the P&L.

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  203. It is funny because I've been short since June and the short's been down like £500. And I closed it all out yesterday before the market did its massive crash. It's so frustrating.

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  204. I just, I cannot

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  205. I cannot get any good— I've got 3 longs I put in which are doing good now, but I've lost so much trying to short and then it just rips.

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  206. I've lost like $120 in the last hour trying to short,

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  207. and I think the shorts are done.

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  208. I should just leave it.

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  209. Yeah, I mean, my account should be at like $1,450, but I kept trying to short and it kept ripping.

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  210. This has been so difficult.

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  211. No, I'm not quitting CFDs.

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  212. I'm just going to quit shorting

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  213. and leave my longs in and wait for it to recover.

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  214. This weekend, I'm not going to do anything.

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  215. Just stream, I guess.

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  216. I'm too sick to go and do a delivery job.

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  217. Who the fuck is playing music that loud?

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  218. Sorry, I don't get a fever.

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  219. I got until next weekend to recover.

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  220. God, you know, when you got a girlfriend, you want to see her, don't you? But all these things keep getting in the way, like getting sick or money issues.

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  221. Weather being bad,

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  222. periods, all these things getting in the way.

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  223. Give me a break.

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  224. Either she's sick or I'm sick.

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  225. Nah, I don't think my sister's coming back.

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  226. Not if I'm sick.

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  227. Yeah, money shortage is a bit annoying too.

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  228. She said she can't meet me every week anymore because she's short on money. I said I don't mind paying, but she won't let me pay for her.

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  229. I said I don't mind. She said she does mind.

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  230. But actually, I'm really broke as well now, so it's probably for the best.

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  231. I'm not selling my stocks when the market just crashed and then it's going to recover and then I'll be like, damn, I shouldn't have sold my stocks.

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  232. Because that's what happened after I sold them to pay off the credit cards.

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  233. I had $8,000 in stocks before Kick. I sold it all to pay off the credit cards, and then I made all the money back thanks to Kick, put it all back in stocks, and now it's tanked. I lost all my gains. And now I need money because Kick dried up.

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  234. It's always bad timing, isn't it?

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  235. And, uh, yeah, I really want to like try to come back to YouTube, but I've been sick, so it's been hard to put any energy into it.

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  236. I want to make videos, but I can't. I just don't have the energy.

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  237. Damn, market's ripping.

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  238. I'm up like £70 on my new longs.

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  239. A

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  240. new car didn't cost me any money. They paid me money, actually. They're going to pay me £900, and I got a £500 Electrovers credit.

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  241. For charging.

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  242. And I save money on my car insurance because it's a cheaper car to insure, because it's a slower, safer car. It's cheaper to insure than the Peugeot.

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  243. No, I haven't— no money has gone out of my bank account for this new car.

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  244. Money is going to come in.

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  245. £1,400. I already got £500 of it.

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  246. No, my mum didn't help me get the new car.

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  247. No, £900 is not for the paint job. It's because the value of my car exceeded the 40% maximum deposit. The paint job's free.

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  248. They damaged the car. So they're going to repair it for free. They told me to let them know when I'm back from Devon.

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  249. My mum paid for the first car, not the new car.

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  250. Oh, you guys are just really wrong on everything.

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  251. I can't bother doing a car video.

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  252. I just, I feel so crap.

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  253. I'll show you a picture.

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  254. I took a picture of it at Ramsgate today.

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  255. Looking good.

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  256. I don't really want to make videos of the car because people snitched on me to the dealership about my previous car.

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  257. Makes me not really want to film anything.

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  258. People just use it to snitch on me.

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  259. They snitched on me because on a stream I used wheel cleaner to clean the car,

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  260. so it's best to just not film anything really.

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  261. Don't give them ammunition.

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  262. These people's just relentless trying to ruin my life.

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  263. I'm not leasing it. I got a PCP.

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  264. God, how many more times I'm gonna have to correct the chat?

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  265. So every other chat is just completely wrong and I got to correct it.

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  266. PCP is not the same as Elise.

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  267. People are just so wrong about everything. It's tiring.

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  268. I sold BMNR. I sold BMNR and I bought, uh, 20x leverage NASDAQ.

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  269. It's up

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  270. 40% already.

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  271. No, wait, that was the SPY. It's up,

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  272. yeah, 40%.

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  273. 67 people watching. Wow, I'm gonna make $10.

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  274. Lucky me,

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  275. famous again.

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  276. Don't know how much I'm gonna make this month. So far made

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  277. 440

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  278. in one week,

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  279. projects me at about 1,900 for the month.

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  280. I don't need to ask ChatGPT because I already know the answer.

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  281. I got 15 months of PCP payments free because I got £900 cashback and I got £500 charging card. That equates to 14 months of £100 payments that are free, and then my car insurance is going to be £400 cheaper. Which is 4 months out of the year free.

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  282. So I only have to pay 8 months out of the 12 months.

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  283. And, uh, over the next 3 years, it's probably very unlikely I'm going to be in that Devon house, so I won't really feel the £100 a month pinch when I'm not paying thousands for rent, council tax, bills,

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  284. and food.

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  285. Can you imagine me still being in that Devon house in 3 years' time?

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  286. Really doubt it.

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  287. Very unlikely.

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  288. When have I ever lived in the same place for longer than 3 years?

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  289. I don't think I've even lived in the same place for 1 year.

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  290. Apart from this place.

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  291. In about a few months, I'll be there for a year.

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  292. This whole year has been crazy

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  293. since January,

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  294. and it all started because of a dirty dish in

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  295. the sink that I allegedly did not clean,

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  296. even though I didn't put any dirty dishes in the sink. Without cleaning them.

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  297. Well, BMNR up 12% today.

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  298. V-shaped recovery.

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  299. Yeah, we have a dishwasher, but we don't use it unless there's a lot of people in the house.

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  300. If there's only 2 people in the house, no point using dishwasher. Wash it by hand.

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  301. No, I didn't sell all the BMNR.

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  302. I sold 400 out of 1,400, so I still got 1,000,

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  303. but I put the 400 into NASDAQ longs, 20x leverage. So

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  304. that, that should be up way more than whatever BMNR is up by.

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  305. Cough gets worse nearing the end of the day for some reason.

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  306. It's a bit bad in the morning, then during the day it's fine.

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  307. Why am I not on Kick anymore? I'm kind of doing a hybrid system of streaming on Kick during the day and then YouTube in the evening.

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  308. But I didn't get any donos, so I don't think it's gonna make any more than what I would make on Kick. 2-hour Kick stream makes $12.

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  309. 2-hour livestream on YouTube without donos, probably like $15.

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  310. All my big donors are gone. Blood Bucket, Caleb from Hyrule, Dirt McGirt.

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  311. Where's that Dark Side Phil guy?

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  312. I lost most of my Super Chatters,

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  313. and the $1 donor guys are gone.

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  314. I guess they got bored spamming the N-word.

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  315. Yeah, I remember I got this comment, I think back in 2021. Said something like, the hiding in my room crowd has moved on. I felt so mad and determined not to let that become true. It was true at the time, and it's even truer now. They really did move on.

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  316. Lost

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  317. them.

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  318. Yeah, I'm just stuck at 67 viewers. It's not going up. But it's not going down either. It's weird. We peaked at 97 viewers today and then it dropped off.

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  319. It all fell apart when I left Japan, got divorced.

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  320. That was the beginning of the end.

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  321. I thought I could do this alone, that I was the star of the show.

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  322. Who do I watch on YouTube these days? I watch Traveling Trader, FX Evolution, ClearTax Value, a bunch of stock stuff really.

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  323. Stock, stocks, and more stocks.

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  324. I don't know if the channel would have died anyway, even if I stuck with Chihiro.

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  325. It probably would have, unless we kept having drama. But she divorced me because she was sick of all the drama. She didn't want to be involved with all the drama anymore, and she knew that I needed drama and I was desperate and craving drama. For clicks. She didn't want to live that life anymore,

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  326. and I knew the only way I could get clicks was with drama.

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  327. So I thought, if she's not going to provide it, then

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  328. what's the point in being with her?

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  329. I would have ended up like, give me a break, man, stuck in Japan with a family.

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  330. He gets like 500 views now.

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  331. At some point you just got to give it up, unless you're Chris fucking Broad.

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  332. Golden Boy.

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  333. Uh, Traveling Trader says they're definitely going to cut rates in December.

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  334. He's still bullish,

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  335. but I've lost a lot of money because he recommended BMNR and I jumped in

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  336. right before the crash.

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  337. He's been wrong a lot. Like, he kept,

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  338. kept being bearish since April, going on about filling gaps and death crosses, and none of it happened.

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  339. I lost hundreds because I opened a SPY short.

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  340. After watching his video, and then I lost hundreds joining his Discord. Thought I could copy his trades and make money, but it didn't work.

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  341. He's always— he always seems bearish.

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  342. And then they've just been wrong the whole time.

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  343. I should have just listened to Tom Lee.

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  344. The market will rip for months and then have one big crash that lasts a couple days, and then it's back to ripping.

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  345. Got bearish, bullish, hawkish, dovish, all these animals, the animal spirits.

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  346. Tom Lee's going to be the next Cathie Wood. You're gonna make a lot of people lose a lot of money.

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  347. It comes out with these crazy numbers like Bitcoin's gonna be a million dollars.

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  348. Oh wow, thanks for the runs. I don't know what a run is.

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  349. Oh, 87p, nice.

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  350. What is a run?

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  351. Well, maybe BNR will pump a bit if Cathie Wood bought ETH treasuries. Maybe that's what's pumping today.

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  352. I can still get about 5K views on videos depending on the topic.

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  353. I wonder if I can get 10K.

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  354. Last time I cracked 10K was the I Need Your Help video. Got 15K when I was trying to promote my Kick,

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  355. and then I got 27K on my Switch 2 video,

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  356. 7K on the I slept with Blood Bucket video,

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  357. and then 7K I don't care about anyone but myself. And then there was the Turkey Tom wave where I was getting consistent 10 to 15Ks.

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  358. I think my— why— how Turkey Tom ruined my life video got 26K.

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  359. But that was mostly Toki Tom viewers, wasn't it? It's not my viewers.

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  360. Yeah, I wish I started Kick when Toki Tom thing popped off.

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  361. It's always bad timing, isn't it?

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  362. I don't know what the next thing's gonna be.

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  363. Kick's toast. YouTube's toast. Unless I can get back into making videos.

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  364. And like really hit off on some good topics, but all I seem to be able to do is talk about finances all the time. It's always, oh, my debts this and my debts that. I don't know what else to talk about. I'll make some fake Japan videos maybe,

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  365. but I just don't care anymore. I've got nothing to say about Japan.

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  366. 2025 has been the first year since 2010 that I didn't go to Japan. Can you believe that? I only had one other year where I didn't go to Japan. I think it was, uh, COVID, I guess. 2020 I didn't go to Japan, or 2021. Um, I guess it's been a lot of years I didn't go to Japan.

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  367. 2020, 2021, because Japan was closed, although I did want to go.

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  368. I think 2015 I didn't go.

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  369. 2010, '11, '12, '13, '14, '16, '17, '18, '19, 2023 and '24 I went. How many years is that? 10, 11, 12, 13, 14, 16, 17, 18, 19, 20, 21, 22, 23. I went 11 times,

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  370. and then in 2014 I went to Japan twice in the year, so that's 12 times I've been to Japan.

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  371. Each visit at least 3 months with a marriage lasted about a year and a bit.

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  372. Yeah, well, not sticking to one thing is the story of my life. I never stick to anything apart from this stock trading thing. For some reason, I don't give up on it. Even though what it does is make me lose money.

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  373. You know, YouTube is all about finding your voice. You start off in the beginning just making random stuff about anything, and then you kind of find your voice. You find out what you're good at and what people want from you. And then you focus on that specific niche and then you milk it dry, basically. So I found

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  374. my voice, but then I lost it.

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  375. I was very good

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  376. at like playing a fool on camera and baiting people, rage baiting them

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  377. into watching, kind of like Maybe like Amberlynn Reid.

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  378. Yeah, I would. Back in the day, I'd just like make endless videos about whatever relationship I was in, complain about anything, any little problem I had, and make a video about her. I can't do that. Imagine if she finds out and sees it. How would I explain myself? I feel so bad.

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  379. I just— I can't do it anymore.

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  380. I didn't make a single video about it faster, and I'm glad I didn't.

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  381. What happened to Venus? Last I heard, she was walking around the streets calling delivery drivers the N-word and giving them the middle finger.

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  382. Did you know we started phoning each other? On, on Kick streams, she kept phoning me over and over. It was so annoying. She would just spam my phone in the middle of the night. I'd wake up in the morning, have like 20 missed calls from Venus,

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  383. and then she got mad at me.

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  384. She made a post on Instagram calling me a bunch of names.

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  385. Like loser cuck or something,

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  386. and then I blocked her.

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  387. She's just insane. She used to be such a sweet girl. What the hell happened?

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  388. How did she become so vile? She used to be so sweet and nice.

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  389. Complete psycho.

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  390. Another nutjob.

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  391. No thanks.

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  392. Crypt Cutie, she disappeared without a word.

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  393. She didn't even have the nerve to just say, oh, I lost interest, sorry. She just vanished.

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  394. Ignored all my messages.

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  395. She just completely disappeared.

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  396. Although apparently she's posting on social media. I don't know if she replies to anyone. I doubt it. She was on the Discord all the time back then.

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  397. My voice is deep because I'm sick.

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  398. Gets deeper nearing the end of the day.

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  399. What's wrong with natives? Are they really all just a bunch of druggies? Broke, living on benefits.

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  400. Why don't they just get a job?

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  401. I forgot her dad's name,

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  402. uh, but there's news articles about him. He had some kind of like business partner in the drug trade, and he and his other friend took the business partner out into the woods and just shot him in the head. And he only got like 10 years prison or something.

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  403. Crazy.

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  404. They're all nuts.

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  405. I thought Canadians were supposed to be nice and gentle.

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  406. No wonder the British were like, fuck that. Let them win the war, we're out. Leave you guys to get on with it, with your shooting and your drugs.

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  407. Have at it.

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  408. It's like Britain gave birth to this dysfunctional, crazy kid. Tried to rein it in under its control and then just gave up and ditched. It was like, fuck off then, I'm out, leave you to your own craziness.

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  409. I'm really enjoying the Shogun series on Disney. Started watching it with my girlfriend. We got to episode 5.

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  410. Bit of a slow start. Oh, that scene where they boil the man alive is disgusting. God, I didn't know they did stuff like that.

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  411. And that scene where the guy uses the cannons to blow up the samurai and they all get their legs blown off. Brutal.

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  412. Pershkin.

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  413. John Blackthorne. My name is John Blackthorne and I'm English. So funny when he says that. He says, I'm English, in the most aggressive way.

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  414. It's funny because they're speaking English, but they're supposed to be speaking Portuguese. They're like, oh, your Portuguese is very good, but they're speaking English-ish.

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  415. I mean, the show would be really boring if half of it was in Japanese, half of it's in Portuguese.

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  416. Push it. Why does she keep running up and down? Fuck's sake, she's jumping up at the window, jumping down, jumping up.

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  417. I'm gonna lose my biceps. I haven't been able to work out because I keep getting sick.

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  418. Oh, I think I'm gonna go to bed.

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  419. I'm banned for life on Amazon Flex. I wonder if I can get my mum to sign up to it and then we do it together again.

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  420. I'll just sign up for her.

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  421. Nah, I don't know. I still don't really want to do the Morrisons.

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  422. I still remember times I had to deliver Morrisons to like very

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  423. tight terrace housing in Chatham where there was nowhere to park. I had to park all the way around the corner and carry all the bags.

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  424. And then run back to the car to get the rest of the bags.

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  425. I'd rather do bee livery because you can check where the person lives before you accept it. If you don't like where they live, you just don't take it.

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  426. Amazon Flex don't get to do that. They don't show you where the destination is.

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  427. 70 quid a day. Yeah, those were the days.

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  428. Sometimes I make 90. I do 1 Logistics and 2 Morrison blocks.

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  429. 26 plus 26 plus

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  430. 44. I grinded that job hard.

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  431. Oh, I'm going to go to bed. I can't talk anymore. Oh, my voice is just dead. See you.

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