Kick Livestreams/my life is ruined... 2025-07-11 19_31 [92552185-my-life-is-ruined] 480p

Amazing.

Yeah, really hot today. I don't know if I'm gonna go out. Where's my tripod?

Yeah, look at the weather. It's insanely hot. Look at that. I'd get scorched.

There's not a single cloud.

I really need to get a hat, I think. I can't keep going out in the sun like this.

Someone said they got me a hat and it's coming today, but I don't know if it's going to be any good.

If it's a cap, I don't know, I kind of need one that goes all the way around like a cowboy hat.

Maybe I'll go to Tesco to see if they got a hat.

Big Tesco.

It's like Thailand where if you go out, you have to go from the car to a building and stay out of the sun. Unless I go out later, like 3, 4 PM. We've never tried IRL later in the day. I've always done it early in the morning.

Is Kick still paying good money? Yeah, I made $240 yesterday.

I'm thinking, what if I go out at like 3 or 4,

come back in the evening? I don't know, this is— I don't like the feeling of going out so late. Feels kind of weird.

Thailand overcast a lot. Yeah, maybe that's why I never really got burnt in Thailand. I remember I went from Thailand to Japan, instantly got burnt really badly when I was doing my side country streams, and I thought Thailand's way hotter and I never got burnt, so surely Japan will be fine.

Look at that, not a single cloud.

Yeah, so today I'll probably do 13. If I push it to 1 AM, I could do 14. And maybe make 220,

230. Here we go, 14 hours clocking in now.

Get ready for some exciting content all day long.

Hmm, okay, first maybe I put this inferior scale somewhere else since I use a digital scale.

So sorry to the one who got me the inferior scale. Put it in Sunny's bag. It's funny, I still got Sunny's stuff. Got a hair straightener.

I got her tea. She caught up. I'm gonna put it here.

She's got cleansing water.

It's funny, 4 months After the breakup, still got her stuff in. That's weird to look at. This still smells— reminds me of a smell.

Oh yeah, that's the smell girls like. Like whenever you're outside and you walk past a girl, you get that smell hit you in the face. It's like this kind of smell.

Even though this is not girl smell. It's like a flower shampoo smell. You associate the smell with girls. It excites you. Cotton flower and vanilla. Maybe I'll get Crypt to use it.

Cotton pads, her wet wipes.

Nivea cream.

Oh, this is the one that smelled like her too.

No, not really.

No, it smells like nothing. Perfect Whip. She must have bought this in Japan.

Oh, Sonny.

I wish we could have gone somewhere, like even one place.

Still weigh 40. I can't get— I can't seem to get over 50.

50. I hold the phone.

Whose fault was it? Uh, your fault for bullying her.

Maybe if you wouldn't bully her, she'd still be here.

Just watching that clip, Ice Poseidon talking to Sam Pepper about Kim. Sounds so messed up. I didn't realize Kim was like that because from the outside you see, oh, she's quite good looking, Ice lucky to have her, and then you hear what kind of drama they have. And then it sounds like, wow, she sounds like a nightmare.

I would not want to date her.

I don't know, it's something like she's sending pics of herself to other guys and making Ice feel insecure and not wanting to have sex with him.

And then he's getting mad.

Sounds like time to move on.

When girls get like that, it sounds horrible.

Unfortunately, they eventually always become like that, especially if it's been 8 years.

But he keeps saying he wants a family by the time he's 35. I don't think Kim would make a good mum. She seems mentally insane.

Do do do do do do. Tidying up my house content. So I got my GoPro coming today. Oh, I wish I did better research before buying it. Oh, how silly of me to expect it to have stabilization when it's wirelessly connected. Why would they not let you do that?

Silly.

Hmm, I guess I'll mess around with it.

Send it back straight away.

Cost £280. Yeah, I mean, if it's not going to work with the stream, what's the point of it? Apparently it will work, but stabilization doesn't work, so I could test it out.

But I'm really looking forward to the Flip 7. I watched some videos today, it looked pretty good. The external screen can open basically any app. So you don't even have to open the phone up anymore. It can just be used as a little square phone. You download some third-party app and then you can use YouTube, Discord, anything

on the external screen. The external screen's, um, seamless bezel-less, so it's like a full display on the external bit but square-shaped. So that seems pretty cool.

Sick and tired of these long rectangle-shaped phones.

Streams in Japan, no stabilization. Well, I was using this phone, so this phone is kind of shaky, look. But what I did was I switched to the zoomed lens, which had built-in optical stabilization.

Yeah, no one really cared, really, to be honest. My viewers don't really care about stuff like that,

so I don't know why I care so much.

People just want drama, girl stuff, and whining about life, not super nice video quality.

I don't know, it's nice to try and put some effort to make it look good at least.

Even if no one cares.

All you guys care about is my fucking weight, my fucking height all the time. Jesus Christ, give it a rest. Every time you're like going on and on about my weight and my height. Why do you care so much?

I'm 50 kg and I'm 5'9. Why are we still going on about it? I take about maybe 2,000 calories a day. It depends if I went outside and did activities and feel hungrier.

Weird obsession about my body,

even though I've said over and over and over

I didn't eat the whole Cornish pasty because it was just like a thick bit of crust with nothing in it. It's just flour and butter, really.

Well, in the olden days, people didn't actually eat the whole pastry. They would just use the pastry as a container to hold the meat and veg, and then they would dispose of the floury bit, the dough. They used to put it in their pocket, the miners. They would take a Cornish pasty, put it in their pocket. Guess

they didn't have paper bags back then, then, right?

They just chuck out the pastry bit.

Bit of a waste of food, isn't it? I don't know if you really get any nutritional benefit out of flour and water. Maybe some.

I don't know if I go out today. I wanted to— oh shit, fuck.

Oh, I didn't change the bitrate on Streamlabs.

And you can't change it when you've started streaming. I have to end the stream and start it again. I wanted to test out bitrate stuff.

I can't believe I forgot. I wonder if I end the stream and start again, do I lose all my viewers like you do on YouTube? I don't think you do, cuz there's no such thing as making a stream. It's just the dashboard thingy, isn't it? And then you guys will just be in the chat and the stream

will go off and then come back on again.

Hey, I don't know, I mean, if I'm not going out, maybe I'll go out. I don't know if I'll go out. I really don't want to go out if it's like this all day.

I'll get burnt to a crisp. The best I'd do is go to Tesco, maybe.

Oh yeah, destroy it.

I wonder how far from the house, because the Wi-Fi box is just there, but for some reason I lose connection when I walk out.

It's nice without any wind.